Subject: About My Dairy (nosex)
By: Kelly <pghkelly@yahoo.com> 

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                                   !!!WARNING!!!!
This file is a work of fiction containing sexually explicit material which may 
include depictions of underage, nonconsensual and unprotected sex as well as 
incest and adultery. It is not intended to implicate any person or action by 
them or me, nor advocate such practices. If you can't separate fantasy from 
reality, get professional help - FAST!

The material is distributed as "For Adults Only" and possession by a minor is 
strictly forbidden.  If you are not legally empowered to be in possession of 
this material, do not read it and delete it immediately.

This work is copyrighted to the author ©2010. It may be posted to non-commercial 
"free" sites, or in the "free" area of commercial sites so long as no changes 
are made AND the author information is retained.
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Summary:

I get asked a lot of questions about my diary.  Most of these I answer in my 
Frequently Asked Questions (FAQ) in the "About Me" directory but here’s a quick 
overview...


It was during the second semester of my freshman year of college that something 
happened which changed my life dramatically.  A friend dared me to try chatting 
using Adult Friend-Finder, an “adult” social web site.  This was a lot riskier 
for me than it might sound as my school monitored web activities closely.  It 
didn't take long before I was hooked, chatting with total strangers about sex in 
a completely open manner.  Until then I’d never discussed my incestual 
experiences and naughtier fantasies with anyone, not even my closest friends,  
Now all of a sudden I had the entire world to talk to about it! Of course, they 
had no idea who I rfally was but that didn't matter to me.

When I started my intentions were only to chat for fun as a means to blow off 
some sexual tension.  Attending a strict Christian university was great in many 
ways, but when you're accustomed to the lifestyle I enjoyed back in high school, 
to say I was sexually frustrated at times would be a massive understatement.  
Thus just talking about sex with other people turned out to be more therapeutic 
than I had even imagined possible.

With all the horror stories of internet predators, I NEVER had any desire to 
meet anyone I chatted with.  Even though I was always up front about that, most 
people still pestered me relentlessly to either meet or send them nude photos of 
me and my family members.  Equally frustrating were all the people who bombarded 
me with requests for a free nude web cam show and/or to call them so they could 
enjoy free phone sex.  My standard response was for them to call a 900 number - 
which really pissed some people off but I care more about my personal privacy.

From the time I first started chatting, people kept asking me for details about 
my sexual experiences.  After telling the same story for the umpteenth time on 
Instant Messenger, an excruciating experience at best, I started to write up 
standard responses in more detail.  I would store them as little text files, and 
then copy them instead of retyping everything every time.  This also allowed me 
to include more details since in many cases without those details people often 
got the wrong impressions about what I did and why I did it.  This was 
especially true when it came to incest.  As time went by and people kept asking 
questions, I added more and more detail to them.

People would also tell me about their own experiences and fantasies.  Some of 
them turned me on which led me to write up a fantasy tale for someone who 
“inspired” me.  I found that it helped to use a situation suggested by someone 
else because then then I didn't have to started from scratch every time with a 
new plot and characters.  Still, I quickly learned that fantasies were a LOT 
harder to write than stories about my own experiences.  Balancing sexual content 
with some sense of reality is not as easy as it sounds!  If you don't believe 
me, just look at how much crap there is on the various erotic story websites.

As the number of stories in my “portfolio” grew, I tried posting them on various 
erotic story web sites to see what reactions I would get.  To my amazement, I 
found that I would quickly become one of the site's most popular authors, which 
was a bit of an ego booster I have to admit.  When I started writing I was only 
eighteen so naturally most of them dealt with “underage” sex.  As a result, most 
web sites banned me from posting although the hypocrites kept my stories on 
their sites.
 
Fed up with the erotic story sites, I decided to create my own web site where I 
could post whatever I wanted without being censored.  I signed up with a hosting 
service and eventually developed my very own personal web site.  It was pretty 
amateurish but it worked for what I wanted.  In addition to my stories, I also 
started to post pictures of my family and friends that I mentioned in my 
stories.  Over time it included stories that my readers would send me and other 
stuff like tributes.
 
My web site was a hit from the start and soon it was taking up more and more of 
my time – not to mention I was paying for the site and handing it out for free – 
not exactly a robust business model!  To add further insult to injury, people 
ripped off my stories and photos to use on other sites and chat rooms.  

The rip-offs lead me to create a "private" web site in parallel with my "public" 
one.  On the "public" version I allowed people to learn about me, to read a few 
of my stories, and to view some of my pictures.  On the "private" site I allowed 
access to everything.  I also started charging a small one-time fee; not so much 
to make money but more to keep out people who didn't at least have a little 
interest in me. 
 
Unfortunately, some people can't ignore things they don't like.  Somebody 
complained to Pay Pal, who was handled my payments, claioming that my account 
was "obscene" as it distributed stories about incest.  My account was cancelled 
and my money confiscated.  In addition to causing me problems with Pay Pal, the 
guy who was helping me with the technical aspects of the site started receiving 
threats from sanctimonious people which forced him to quit helping me, leaving 
it up to me to maintain the site alone.  Needless to say, I was overwhelmed and 
so I closed the site.

While the concept of a larger web site was no longer viable, rather than give up 
entirely I switched to ASSTR.  They provided me with a free web site but to keep 
the bandwidth down, they didn't allow pictures, or at least not in any sizeable 
quantity.  Thus my site became primarily a story site where I published my own 
experiences and thoughts as well as stories and chats I got from other people.  
While my site grew in terms of number of articles, the format stayed pretty much 
the same after that.

Looking back to when I wrote my first stories, I never expected to create the 
monster that my diary became.  They were originally written as individual 
stories intended to stand on their own and so as a result, many of the older 
ones still have a lot of redundant background information.  Over time I edited 
past entries to eliminate errors and fill in missing details.  When I did, I 
also tried to cut down on the repetition so hopefully over time they got better.

With a full-time job as a teacher at a small Christian elementary school, I kept 
pretty busy but I tried to maintain my site as best as I can.  If anything 
really spectacular happened to me, I tried to post it as soon as possible.  When 
it came to daily e-mails, chats, and that sort of stuff, I cut back a lot.  If 
someone had a good story or tribute that they want to post, I considered it so 
long as the story was original and not posted elsewhere already.

Even at a reduced level it go to be too much.  Finally I decided to close the 
web site.  So many people wrote to me asking for access to the stories that I 
signed back up with ASSTR, but only as a regular author and not a "Collection".  
Instead of a website, now I plan to post the stories to the ASSTR FTP server.  
While I may post a new story about me now and then, I do not intend to chat or 
e-mail with anyone about my diary so those sections will not be updated.  If 
people have a story they want to send me to post in the Stories ewction, I will 
still do that so long as they are original and not posted on other web sites.

In closing, a special thanks to all those who have helped me through the years. 
It's been a fun ride but now it's time for me to move on with my life...

Luv ya,
Kelly


  
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