Subject: Kelly Interviews Her Mom - July 2010 (FF, Ff, incest)
Author: Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>
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Summary:
When I had my web site going I was always being asked questions about my mom,
specifically about how she started having sex with her dad, what she and the
sister did as teens, and especially how she felt about her husband having sex
with her daughter. Rather than keep writing the same responses over and over
again, I finally wrote up an "interview" article where I wrote down the answers
to some of the most common questions. The “interviews” were actually a
collections of questions I would ask my mom at times and her answers, not like
we sat down and I had a list and she would answer me so it's not like I
transcribed it from a tape recorder or something. Even though everything in the
“interview” was written down from memory, I tried my best to reflect the spirit
if not the complete accuracy of the “interview”.
It's been quite a couple of years since I posted my last "interview" with my
mom. Given everything that's happened since then, while I was visiting her out
in Oregon I thought it would be a good time to think about an update. I won't
repeat stuff that hasn't changed since the last time I did this so you may want
to go back and read them if you're interested in knowing more about my mom.
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Kelly: Soooooo, the big question of the day... Why did you divorce dad?
Mom: That’s really not as simple a question as you make it sound. I can’t point
to just one thing he did, like some women could if they caught their husband
cheating on them or something like that. With me and your dad it was more like
the proverbial straw that broke the camel’s back.
You and I have talked in that past about how your father has always had issues
with sexual addictions going back to when he was a teenager, especially
regarding underage porn. At the same time, I can’t really use that against him
because I knew all about his issues when I married him. It’s really more my
fault for thinking that it was something I could deal with so long as it was
only just that - porn. I naively thought that so long as it stayed on his
computer and he kept me happy that it didn’t really matter what he fantasized
and masturbated about. Well, I was wrong.
Even though it has been something I’ve had to deal with for almost thirty years
now, in the last few years things got more intense and his fantasies started
affected our regular lives. Finally it got to where I just couldn't deal with
where he was going as it was much too perverted for me. When I complained he
tried to rationalize his behavior by saying it was just a midlife crisis sort of
thing, like it was some sort of phase he was going through that he would grow
out of. Eventually I came to realize it wasn't a phase but rather it was his
true nature finally coming to the surface. It wasn't anything new, it had been
there all along but he just suppressed it until then.
As to why he wasn't able to control himself after so many years, I guess a
shrink would have a field day with that one. My “diagnosis” is that with you
now in your mid-twenties, Kristi being twenty three and even your cousin Tammy
approaching eighteen he no longer had any young girls in the family to help him
deal with his “urges” when they threatened to get out of control. I mean, he’s
a man so he still likes the sex but it isn’t what he needs when his addictions
take hold of him. For a good “fix”, he seems to need someone much younger than
you guys are now.
At first it was just talk which I ignored but then he started pushing me more
and more to help him get involved with younger girls, or at least allow him to
do them by himself. Needless to say I wasn't about to give him my blessings.
It was when he started actually getting in touch with real girls and their
parents, e-mailing, texting and calling them, that I knew I had to do something,
if for no other reason than to protect myself. That was when I decided to
divorce him. Seeing how he has been since I left, I think I did the right
thing. I think it’s a shame in a way to see how his addiction has taken control
of his life the way it has.
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Kelly: Did your decision have anything to do with me or Aunt Linda?
Mom: Oh no, at least not directly. He and Linda have been screwing since we
were all young teenagers. I guess technically BEFORE out teen years if you
count Linda. Their little sex games weren’t anything I really cared about so
long as that was all they were was. In any case, she is part of our family so
he has a right to be with her anyway so there wasn't a whole lot I could say
even I wanted to. Regardless, I would much rather prefer he seek out Linda when
he was horny than go out and find some whore and bring home an STD.
As for him and you, I never had an issue with it so long as it was what YOU
wanted. I just wish it would have been more out of genuine love than lust, at
least so far as he was concerned. For whatever reason I’d always hoped you
would never know the truth about why he really desired you so much but now that
you do, I realize I was wrong to have hidden it from you as I did. In my
defense, I DID felt more than a little guilty seeing you trying so hard to
please him thinking that he wanted you in that way just to show you how much he
loved you. Although there was certainly some element of that with him, I knew
from the beginning that the truth was he just wanted some young pussy. With you
being his daughter it was safe for him to indulge himself and frankly, he took
advantage of your naivety. You know, you really can be quite gullible at times.
That all said, I never felt threatened in any way by his desires for you or
Linda, or either of your cousins for that matter, at least not as his wife.
There was never a time I felt you were “replacing me”. Hell, if anything the
sex was better after he’d been with either of you! While I’m not into old-young
sex as a general rule, there WAS something quite special about seeing the two of
you together. It’s not like you were THAT young anyway being sixteen when you
started with him. Now Tammy was a little different – fourteen was pushing my
envelope a LOT but she seemed happy about it so who was I to say anything?
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Kelly: Why did you move way out to Oregon after the divorce?
Mom: Why I left town is pretty simple... I moved because it was the only way I
could put everything behind me and start over fresh again. Had I stayed in the
area there would have been constant issues with family and friends. I knew that
I would never get my life back in order with all those distractions and
reminders. Now as to why I moved here, that should be obvious. Wouldn't you
want to be near your best friend at such an emotional time in your life? Tammy
was my lifeline – the only person I could depend on and be totally open with.
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Kelly: The move was one thing but why didn't you talk to any of us for so long?
Mom: I can understand why that must have upset you but at the same time you need
to think about how I was feeling as well. First, I never dreamed until almost
the very end that I would divorce your father and so it was quite an emotional
time for me. I needed lots of time and space and I hope you can understand that
now and we can move forward.
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Kelly: Do you have sex now?
Mom: Hey, I’m not even a grandmother yet so don't put me in a wheelchair. Just
because a women gets divorced doesn’t mean she doesn't have the same needs and
desires so yes, I do! I have to confess that it felt more than a little odd at
first after being faithful to your father for the better part of three decades.
Do you realize that when I first moved out here that I hadn’t had sex with
anyone outside my family since I was a teenage? Don't take this wrong but it
didn't take long to get over that feeling!
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Kelly: Do you have sex with Tammy?
Mom: No. That was all something I think that happened back in Pittsburgh because
of the special circumstances at the time. Here she is happily married mother
and wife with a great husband and family. She is well respected in her church
and community, a regular model citizen. True, we are close friends – VERY close
friends, but not in a sexual way. I would say it is sort of like what you and
Beth have – without the sex parties of course.
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Kelly: How do you REALLY feel about your sister Linda now?
Mom: That’s a complicated question. She’s my sister and no matter what happens,
I will always love her. That doesn't mean I can’t be angry with her or
disappointed by her actions.
To be fair, I really can’t blame her for moving in with your dad. Legally he’s
not married to me anymore so it’s not like she’s trying to take him away from me
and besides, I’m not there anyway. They’ve always had a thing for each other
but it’s been based totally on sex from day one. Between you and me, I don't
see them sticking together all that long, at least not in the same house. It’s
one thing for her to stop by whenever she gets horny but I think in the end
she’ll find that living with him on a full-time basis to be quite a different
experience.
That said, I DO sort of feel a little betrayed at how quickly she moved in with
him. I know I shouldn't feel this way, especially since I was the one to file
for the divorce, but I think I could deal with it better had it been another
woman rather than my own sister. As I said, they’ve always had a sexual thing
going but I was able to deal with it because it was just that – nothing but sex.
Her now living with him seems to be making it more than that which is harder for
me to accept. Not my favorite subject at the moment...
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Kelly: After all that has happened, have your views on adultery changed?
Mom: Oh my God - totally. Once I got married I stopped having sex with other
people, at least everyone outside our families. It was really pretty simple in
my mind – anything else would have been against God's commandment against
adultery. You can debate a lot of the Old Testament rules as being cultural,
etc. but the Ten Commandments were always pretty black and white and thus non-
negotiable for me. I’ve always said that the Bible didn’t say adultery was OK
if your husband permits it. It’s not like you haven’t heard this from me a
thousand times before.
Well, now after seeing how such a rigid position ultimately affected our
marriage, at least for me since I didn’t have nearly as many options within the
family as your dad did, I have to say I was dead wrong. Now I think you have to
consider the INTENT of the Bible as much if not more than the literal
translation. Just because something is not said doesn’t mean it wasn't
intended. The commandments were short and simple without a lot of footnotes and
explanations. It wasn't like God gave Moses a book with all the explanations.
Just as we kill people for crimes or in war without violating the commandments,
so it is with adultery, at least that is how I feel now. I believe the intent
of the commandment is not to betray your marriage and spouse. If your husband
or wife is OK with you having sex with someone else, even outside the marriage
family, what is the harm? I look back now and see so many missed opportunities
because of my stand on adultery and wonder how things may have been if I had
been more open-minded.
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Kelly: How about incest - have you changed your mind about that?
Mom: Not really. Every time I saw the lust in your dad's eyes being fulfilled
as he fucked you and the joy on your face when he came in you I knew that is was
it is absolutely the right thing for you to be doing with him. Maybe it wasn't
for all the reasons I tried to rationalize with you at the time, but it was
something I think the both of you needed. You always were so submissive to him
and it seemed you constantly needed his approval so incest became the thing that
filled that void in you best – no pun intended.
In general, I don't have any issues with incest so long as nobody is being
forced to do anything. Look at the two of us – I think sex has always brought us
closer together than we ever would have been in a more traditional mother-
daughter relationship.
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Kelly: When I get married, do you still want to fuck my husband?
Mom: Now THAT is something I have definitely not changed my mind about. Are you
kidding – I’ve been waiting for that day for twenty-five years! So when are you
and Steve going to tie the knot?
(note from Kelly – don't hold your breath!)
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Kelly: Would you like my boyfriend Steve to fuck you now?
Mom: Well, I’ve known Steve since he was a little boy and I remember how happy I
was when he ended up being the one to take your virginity. I think it’s great
that you’re back together again now. He was a much too young for me at back
when you were dating him in high school but I have to say, he has aged well. So
yes, I’d be thrilled to share him some time with you! Unless, of course, you’re
OK with letting me have him for my own for a while...
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Kelly: If you were home now, would you still fuck your nephew?
Mom: Rick was never anything serious for me, you know that. It's not like he
was my son or anything so it was all about the sex. Damn, the kid has one hell
of a cock, doesn’t he? When he was doing me he could cum two or three times in
a row without a break. I hate to admit it but at the time I was getting a bit of
a kick out of it that he wanted me in the first place – almost a Mrs. Robinson
sort of thing. Now I have more options available and given what a jerk he is,
why put up with it? So I guess the answer is no, I wouldn’t. It has nothing to
do with the incest factor, I just don’t want to be with HIM.
The only thing that might make me change my mind is knowing his mother would
just die if she knew her son was fucking me! I use to get so sick and tired of
her sanctimonious crap that screwing her son right under her nose gave me a
sense of true satisfaction. Maybe if I was back there and she started in on me
again I might consider fucking her son but since he is now over 18, this time
I’d make sure she knew all about it!
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Kelly: Do you have sex with just men now or girls as well?
Mom: Just men. I’ve been at a few get-togethers where there were other women
and a few things happened but it was more to tease the guys than anything else.
Let’s just say I don’t date girls.
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Kelly: What ages do you, or would you consider, having sex with?
Mom: I know where you are coming from with this one! No, I have none of the
perverted feelings your father has towards youngsters. As for me... I like my
guys a more mature, especially mentally. My basic rule is they have to be more
than half my age. It just seems too weird to think about fucking “someone less
than half my age” if you get my drift. I would say most of the guys I am with
these days are in their late twenties to early forties.
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Kelly: How do you feel about your ex-husband’s involvement with young girls now?
Mom: What can I say? If nothing else it’s illegal so I just hope for his sake
nothing happens to where he loses everything. As I’ve always tried to teach
you, fundamentally I don’t believe in underage sex outside the family. For his
sake I wish he wasn't doing it and I want nothing to do with it whatsoever.
I guess this is one thing I should have mentioned earlier when you asked me
about my sister. My biggest beef with Linda right now is that I feel she is a
good part of the reason your father has crossed the line. If she wasn't there
egging him on I don't think he would be doing all the things they are involved
with now.
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Kelly: Will you ever move back to the 'burgh?
Mom: Who knows? I doubt it as I love it out here. I miss my family – you
especially, but then life goes on.
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Kelly: Do you think that you will ever get married again?
Mom: Again, who knows. I would say no right now but I’ve known plenty of other
women who said the same thing after their divorce and then go and do it again
anyway. I don't feel any NEED to be married now, let’s put it that way.
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Kelly: Is there anything you want to add?
Mom: No matter how things may seem, I still love your father and hope the best
for him. Most of all, I am incredibly proud of you and love you very much.
THE END
Kelly Interviews Her Mom - 2010 July