Subject: Hate Mail
Author: Kelly <pghpa_girl@yahoo.com>
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!!!WARNING!!!!
This file is a work of fiction containing sexually explicit material which may
include depictions of underage, nonconsensual and unprotected sex as well as
incest and adultery. It is not intended to implicate any person or action by
them or me, nor advocate such practices. If you can't separate fantasy from
reality, get professional help - FAST!
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Summary:
Needless to say, not everyone sends me complimentary mail. Why people read my
diary and then complain about it, who knows? Anyway, here are some of the more
"interesting" ones I've received. At first I edited them to remove names and
addresses but heck with it; if someone wants to send me this crap then they
should be willing to take responsibility for it!
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From: maria swag <draintheblood666@msn.com>
Dear Kelly,
While the content on your website isn't directly illegal, some of what is said
I'm sure is. What the fuck is it with you chatting to people, giving them advice
on how to abuse young children and start incestuous or underage sexual
relationships with them? I'm sure THAT is illegal. I admit, I read one story, in
fact I'm not even sure it was yours, that was being discussed in some forum
about stuff that creeped people out. I clicked the parent directory, curious as
to what the fuck that was all about, and happened upon some of your writings.
While your stories are mostly harmless, although very graphic and unsettling,
the chats you have with people and your 'guides' to incest and such other things
are beyond sick. I find it hard to fathom that this stuff is on the internet
without some kind of authority stepping in. Besides, this is the internet for
fuck sake, nothing can be hidden that well that somebody won't find it and
report it. It seems all of your readers and the people you chat to are sick
pedophiles who seriously need to be tracked down and locked up for a very long
time. I am disturbed and disconcerted that I have happened upon this kind of
content and that there is not much I can do about it. I'm not exactly in the
know when it comes to all the legal stuff, but discussions about how to start
fucking your young daughter just screams 'ILLEGAL!!!' to me. Seriously, what the
fuck is going on?
Regards,
Me
P.S: I'm a 17 year old girl, which should hopefully clear up any doubts that I
in NO WAY get my kicks from reading your shit, keeping in mind I haven't read
much more than the chats and one story, which truly sickened me to my core
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From: Sino <montana144@live.com>
Subject: just for the record
I think your child molesting parents should be locked up. And don’t kid
yourself, every action begins with a thought first. I seen your chats and I’m
sure you pushed both men and women over the edge. How many times have you
chatted with a man and urged him to molest or touch his sleeping child? Now you
might think it’s harmless because the child is sound sleep but what if he/she
is awake but too scared to say or do anything? I’m sure even you would admit
that would be a fucked up situation. Don’t get me wrong I think you honestly
believe what you do isn’t wrong and from a legal standpoint, you’re right. But
morally you’re just as wrong as any pedophile you ever chatted with. Kinda like
a mom who knew that her husband was touching their child but did nothing about
it. Just because you didn’t pull the trigger doesn’t make you innocent. Its
funny because some of the thoughts and fantasies I have might be wrong but I
couldn’t imagine carrying those acts out on my own my daughter (if I had one of
course).
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From: Rod P <rpg889@googlemail.com>
Subject: Website
Kelly
I have been contacted by a recent reader of your site and informed that you
have made public private emails and images, including emails and names. This is
how the other person was able to contact me.
I am extremely distressed and angry that you have chosen to put my life and
family at risk by this means. I have been told that you are ignoring requests
to remove this information.
You have published emails, names and images on your "fan" page - remove all of
them and take action to delete this information from wherever else it is
archived and you will be reducing the threat to me and my family. This reduces
the consequent threat to you and your family.
You should be in no doubt that if my life is ruined by your actions I will not
rest until I have had my revenge on you and your family.
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From: M P <mikepnew@yahoo.com>
Subject: Please dear god no more from her
Why don't you spend a few bucks and get you own website for cryin out loud.
Quit sending every little twit shit to ASSTR. Your massive crap is expensive
and intimidating at the cost of other authors that might want to post there.
Who really wants to read all your rambling, disjointed shit anyway!
As for me - I find it annoying and irritating to have to sift through pages of
your crap to find something good.
I've tried to read your stuff, but can't figure out what it is or why I should
read it.
PLEASE - do us a favor and get your own website and just inject an update once
and a while on ASSTR.
Give ASSTR back to writers and authors of stories.
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From: Sue <address withheld by request>
Subject: Your so-called "principles"
Kelly,
I would be supportive of you standing up for your principles - if they weren't
so hypocritical. Tell you what - you talk about your church and religion so
much - why dont you discuss your "principles" with your pastor - let him see
your website - where your principles are so clearly reflected in your actions -
and and if he agrees that you are right - then I will admit I am wrong and
apologize.
Regardless of what your pastor would say - I don't think I'll ever understand
how you can make exceptions to your principles when it suits you - like you
told me about with your dad on two occasions, or using sex to get your job.
I don't really see much point in you and me continuing to talk - we just see
things too differently. I am sorry things have worked out like this. If you
think otherwise - I am willing to listen.
Sue
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From: byron chase <byron6555@yahoo.com>
Cc: mikepnew@yahoo.com
Subject: Please dear god no more from her
Kelly,
You should know by now to ignore dumb shit ass letters like that. Content on
your site has made me cum so many times that I can't even count. I would have
discovered you if not for Asstr.
Fuck him.
Byron
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From: Mozart hjkl <w-a-mozart@hotmail.it>
Subject: Last
Dear Kelly,
thanks again for more pictures, but I have decided it is my last series. It was
already my idea, but I also read your last story and it was a confirmation of my
thoughts.
I am not angry (otherwise I would have not attached more), but disappointed. I
already saw you were only interested in pictures and not talking, but I need
interaction, you should give something to people who write you. Maybe not what
they ask, if you don’t want, but at least speak with them. Otherwise you make
out of them stupid geeks.
I understood you like to manipulate people and your writing is a big
confirmation. I am not happy on what you did, it is morally wrong. Remember that
is weakness that leads to evil. Pushing on weakness is also wrong and non-
Christian. Have you seen “Devil’s Advocate”?
Don’t think that if it’s not you who do immoral things, than you are clean.
Don’t get me wrong, I know it’s not your fault because I have been tricked by
girls in a similar way… should I say used. But I am not weak and I will never do
immoral things for anyone. And I am not angry with those girls because I know it
was a fault caused by innocence.
Remember that not everyone has strong morale; someone could begin to like what
you push him into and never stop! Please remove that story; someone that admires
you should take that as an incitement.
You have been lucky and received a special education, what is good for you is
not for most people out there. Because of many problems they had in the past.
Please think about it.
Now… never mind. Go on with your diary! I will ever read it.
Faithfully,
Andrea
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From: Kelly
To: Sue
Subject: Re: email address
OK, done. Remember, I'm not a professional web site, I just post what people
send me - it's not like I went out and stole anything. You might want to be
more careful about who you send your e-mail address to, especially someone who
has all his e-mails posted on my site.
Kelly
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From: Sue
Subject: email address
Please delete my email address from your porn site! Very unprofessional to post
other peoples name and address.
Glenda
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From: Only Me <hot_cumrod4u@yahoo.com>
To: richard_maria_sc@yahoo.ie
Subject: Re: Sick
I can understand incest being loving and pleasurable.
BUT to RAPE your handicaped daughter !!! I`m sorry you have just taken this way
over the top.
You actualy need help befor you blame the alcohol again and do it to someone
else.
Please seek help !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You need it
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From: alex kingston <dennistoun555@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: your log
Your description of Sandra Mcvie was one of the most spiteful th ings i have
heard or written by one girl about another!! although i have not been in touch
with you before i have enjoyed your site and that was the reason i wrote to
Sandi ,fellow brits and all that . she seems a really nice person who may not
quite match up to a spoilt little american girl! But hey were not all perfect!!
i dont expect a reply to this email, but at least do the decent thing and take
that crap off your site,hopefully before she sees it denny
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From: <name and address withheld by request>
Subject: RE: Response to your accusations
You promote and actively encourage individuals to explore there dangerous and
delusional fantasies, encouraging one particular individual to masterbate over
photographs of a child in his care, do not claim to not be encouraging this
behaviour. Just like all deviants you seek to place the blame on others, you
seek to justify your dubious activities by labelling them as fantasies or by
promoting the notion that the issue or difficulty lies with the substantial
majority of the human world who find your behavior abhorrant and perverted.
Kelly, or is it more likely that you are infact a sad middle age man
masquarading? You claim you do not promote incest, well dont then, stop doing
what you do, accept you are responsible for harming children and go do something
to repair that damage, help some child some where and stop all this sickness.
But then again you don't want to do you? you want to move on to your next victim
and destroy another life and another family just like you have this one. He may
be sick, but he never encouraged this behaviour, he never asked for photo's of
my daughters, and he never asked for 'tributes' ...you did. look in the mirror
and feel the pain you have caused and do the decent thing
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From: <name and address withheld by request>
To: Myra Huggins <familygirl13@yahoo.com>
"smcvie@hotmail.com" <smcvie@hotmail.com>
You three people have serious issues and are risking the health and safety of
children all over the world, including here in this house. I despise you and
hope you never have to endure the true pain and suffering of real victims of
incest and child abuse. I am sure god or whatever higher entity you may believe
in will ensure you receive your payback for all the damage you have caused with
your promotion of this vile and evil practice.
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From: Morgan Hale <mcrowsh@yahoo.com>
Subject: latest posting
What you just posted on your website I found so sad: "How would you feel knowing
a girl you never met has full nude photos of you doing naughty things you could
never explain to your family or boss? What if after you try and dump her she
posts your chats and mail on the Internet? What might she do with your pics if
someday she REALLY gets mad at you?" When I get angry at people and decide to
excise them from my life all I do to get revenge is to deny them me. I know that
it is in many ways very egotistical, but I also try and live the life of Christ
and when people ignore him and don't answer his calling, then he denies them
himself, which as a born again Christian I know is the greatest revenge he can
meet out to them. I also think that you, and of course me as well, should decide
to read the Bible in a year and pray before each session for God to make you
teachable to his word, or the true definition of disciplina in latin which I
studied for over four years, and pray after you read his word for him to implant
the words in your heart. I need this for me even more than you, since I've
already read through the Bible three times already (and I'm not bragging)
because I still haven't gotten what he wants me to know yet.
Yours in Christ,
Morgan Sterling Hale in Denver, Colorado
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From: "Mr james molens" <joemolens@yahoo.com>
Hi kelly,
How are you? I guess your fine. I just want you to know that God does not
approve on what you do, not to condemn you in anyway but just to give you an
info that Jesus does not approve to what your doing and you need to repent from
your sins, to open your eyes to the unconditional love of Jesus to us, I'm
saying this to a fellow Christian for I believe you are a Christian and a
daughter of God, God love's you and want you to know that you in spite of
everything you have gone through God sees everything you do those moments you
indulge in sin Gods sees you, and it grieves the heart of God seeing you that
way, come back to Jesus your Lord and personal savior it not yet to late to
leave the world of sin and come back to his bosom. He is just waiting for you,
seek his voice. I want to tell you that from this day on me and my family will
include you in our prayers.
May God bless you and your family!
Jobert Moleno
Philippines
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so what is your advice to all the people? do you encourage this dirty
relationship? it is illegal isn't it?
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From: "Stephanie August" <ilong4gon@earthlink.net>
You are a sick, (I don't know how you could live with yourself), woman.
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Re: About your story
what u get thru this nasty profession i think ur motivation is only get money
isn't it.... do u don't think it is nasty one...
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So do you consider yourself a christian? Then how can you, in a good conscious,
live your life committing adultery and having incest sex when the bible is
against your whole lifestyle and still consider yourself a christiam
I think the Bible was not written so people can pick and choose what they want
to take for their personal lives. If it's written, it's meant to be followed.
And, yes, YOU are committing adultery. And the man that committeth adultery with
another man's wife, even he that committeth adultery with his neighbour's wife,
the adulterer and the adulteress shall surely be put to death. Leviticus 20:10.
Although, you aren't married, this man left and lied to his wife while he was
having sex with you which is called fornication, another abomination according
to God, the both of you committed adultery. And I'm sure that engaging in sexual
activity with 109 guys is not accepted by God either. So just some things to
think about before you go and tell everyone your a "Christian". And if you
drink, I got some Scripture for that as well. I realize that you may not agree
with these things, but there's no way that you can tell me I'm wrong!
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I don't know why I'm bothering other than my reaction to reading your "About Me"
section of your web site (that's as far as I made it).
Just to assess: you started engaging in sexual activity at 14, you were a
willing participant in incest with your parents at the ripe old age of 16. By
the age of 21 you have had over 100 sexual partners and have, from what I
gathered, mastered heterosexual sex, lesbian sex, group sex, light S&M, and
submission. Have you made it to farm animals yet or are you saving that for your
22nd birthday?
I'm a pretty liberal guy but you need an intervention. I just hope you never
procreate so that no other children go through the same experiences you did -
and no matter how much you tell yourself that it wouldn't happen you don't
strike me as the type that exercises much restraint, especially taking into
consideration your views on incest. It is impossible for you to have any kind of
objective perspective on this issue because you lived it, you were a willing
victim and your sexual history is a testament as to how it has effected your
life.
I told you to delete this message, I am sure you will blow me off as some kind
of a right wing, conservative, sex nazi. I'm not, I'm just a guy, a 28 year old
guy that has his own set of problems to deal with but I can recognize a messed
up person that needs help when I read about one, hell you're a case study for
Masters and Johnson.
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I just read your story on incest and found it very straightforwarded and
interesting. I am just wondering - hhmmmmm is this just another guy passing off
as a gal??
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first of all when you look at the mosaic laws given in leviticus, there are two
types of laws.
A large number of them deal with being clean before the Lord. Laws like if you
touch a dead body, have a wet dream, etc. Because we had no mediator, we could
not come before the lord in worship if we were unclean.
The second set of laws has to do with living our lives according ot the nature
God created us with. These are laws that forbid practicing witchcraft (because
we were created to depend on God, not mediums and psychics), etc.
Now, when Christ died for our sins, his blood made us clean. He is also the
mediator between us and God, so that we can always worship God. On top of that,
Jesus redefined what makes us clean and unclean claiming its not what goes in
our bodies (like eating pork) but what comes out of us (meaning what is in our
hearts and our soul)
However, the nature with which God created us has not changed. The laws which
are given to us in order to ensure we live the lives God intended us to live out
still valid.
Now, of course following or not following those laws is not what makes us a
christian or determines our salvation. We are saved by grace. We don't follow
the law for our salvation, we follow them because we already have our salvation.
Now, let me begin by saying I am no where near perfect. I stuggle with many
sins. Heck, what brought me to your page in the first place was giving into
lustful desires. Everyday I struggle with living the life in the flesh, and
living the life God wants me to live.
I don't know about your personal relationship with God. The only two that know
if you are going to heaven are you and God. I can tell you however that having
sex with many people outside of marriage (or even a commited relationship for
that matter) having sex with family members, and other things you do are not
what God intends for you to do.
Just like I was created for higher things that looking at pornograph and being a
DL, you were created for a higher purpose as well. Now, I don't say this to
judge you, I am not claiming to be a better person that you, because I am not.
However, the one difference that I see is while I recognize my sins and struggle
with them everyday and call to the Lord to help deliver me from them, you seem
happy to live with your sins and attempt to justify them and in some way
reconcile them with your relationship with the Lord. But, we can never have the
relationship with God that our hearts truley long for, and the he truely longs
to have with us if we refuse to live by the nature he created us with.
I hope these words come to you with an open heart. In the end what you do with
your life is your choice, a choice that I cannot change and that God will allow
you to make. But if you truely love the Lord and wish to have the relationship
with him that your heart longs for, make sure that you are making the choices
that God wants you to make, not the ones you want to make.
THE END
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