Subject: About Me and My Diary (nosex)
Author: Kelly pghpa_girl@yahoo.com
Updated: September 7, 2011
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!!!WARNING!!!!
This file is a work of fiction containing sexually explicit material which may
include depictions of underage, nonconsensual and unprotected sex as well as
incest and adultery. It is not intended to implicate any person or action by
them or me, nor advocate such practices. If you can't separate fantasy from
reality, get professional help - FAST!
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Hi!
My name is Kelly and I'm a 26 year-old newlywed. Just to lay my cards out on
the table from the outset, I’ve been a slut since I was in grade school and I’m
quite proud of it. Before you get the wrong impression, to me being a slut does
NOT mean I’m a nasty skank or a whore, it just means I enjoy sex and I like it
when people look at me. I’d like to think I have a lot of class and that people
who know me would say that overall I’m a pretty good person.
There’s lots I could say about myself but on this site people pretty much only
care about my sexual history so I’ll stick with that. I gave my virginity to my
boyfriend when I was fourteen and since then have had sex with literally
hundreds of men, including my father and uncles. I was never coerced or
brainwashed as some people try to tell me. Yes, I practice incest but it’s not
like you see on those ridiculous fake porn movies. For instance, we don’t have
family orgies or any of that type of crap like you read in the so-called erotic
stories. Everything I’ve ever done sexually has been fully consensual and for
the most part I’ve stayed true to my Christian beliefs and morals.
I’ve lived in the south side of Pittsburgh, PA all my life - and hope I always
will. A single child, my father is a lawyer and my mother is an RN (nurse). I
couldn't ask for better parents or a better home environment while growing up.
Sure there were times when I might not have agreed with that statement but
looking back and comparing my upbringing with my friends and others I have to
say I was pretty lucky. Yes, I’ll admit I was a bit spoiled but I’m not going
to apologize for that.
Given how wonderful my parents’ marriage seemed to me while I was living at
home, you can imagine what a shock it was to me when they divorced a couple of
years ago. Now my mom lives in Oregon near her best friend Tammy and her
sister, my Aunt Linda, has since moved in with my dad.... long story. I moved
in with my cousin Kristi in her house after her mom moved in with my dad,
primarily to save on rent as I don't make a lot of money in my current job as a
teacher in a small Christian elementary school. Fortunately it’s not too far
from where I grew up and so we still get to see my dad and her mom quite a bit.
When I graduated with a BA degree in Elementary Education, my plans were to
start out as a substitute teacher at my former school district with hopes of
eventually securing a permanent position as a third or fourth grade teacher.
Thanks to a tight job market at the time, those plans didn't pan out so instead
I went to work for a local escort service. Don't jump to any conclusions - it
was a legitimate company, not a front for prostitution, and I did NOT have sex
with the clients, at least not most of them. Actually, I enjoyed it and was
treated quite well most of the time, not to mention the pay was great!
With my income secured for the moment, I moved into my own apartment and lived
by myself for the first time in my life. A client suggested a job in marketing
for an on-line educational company so I gave it a shot but failed miserably. I
guess the 8-5 office routine isn't for me. So it was back to escorting but that
wasn’t exactly long-term career choice so I grabbed a position as a sixth grade
teacher for a small Christian school. The pay was pathetic so I had to move
back in with my parents but I loved teaching which made it worth it. My hope
was that the experience on my resume would help when I applied for a better
position with the public school system.
Finally I was doing what I'd always dreamed of – teaching. Even better, I also
found myself with a real boyfriend for the first time in a LONG time. When not
grading homework and working on lesson plans, it seemed I was always with him.
Although he hadn't proposed, I had this good feeling that the time was getting
close and I even started thinking of him as my "fiancé".
All that changed in the fall of 2008. In the span of just over a month, I lost
everything that I loved - my boyfriend, my teaching position, and my mother
(divorce). It was without a doubt the worst period of my life. Fortunately,
between my Christian faith and the support of my family and friends I worked
through it and thought the scars will never totally fade, I feel today I am
moving on with my life once again. I guess that’s why one of my favorite songs
is “Heal the Wound But Leave the Scar” by Point of Grace.
With the rent due and no job, I was left with no option but to return to the
only other marketable “skill” I have - me. No, that does NOT mean I whored
myself out! What I did was team up with another woman and work as a lingerie
model and "toy" demonstrator at home parties. They were strictly for women – no
men or kids allowed. Think Tupperware parties but with thongs and dildos.
Although I enjoyed it and usually had a lot of fun, it wasn't exactly a resume
builder either. Still, it bought the groceries.
Once the local schools were out for summer, I quit the party model gig and
started tutoring. The pay was pretty good (cash to boot) and it was good
training to keep my teaching skills from getting too rusty. Before anyone gets
any ideas, I was NOT a “naughty” tutor. Sure a few dads (and even some moms)
would hit on me but I take my teaching career VERY seriously so I never did
anything more than tease a little – just enough to get a good tip and a few
references.
After what seemed to be a long period of misery, things are now looking up once
again. I was accepted back to my position and now teach 4th through 6th grade -
think Little House on the Prairie. Actually, there are two of us that share the
work load. It’s a small school and even with three grades combined it’s fewer
kids than when I was student teaching at a public school. The school is ultra-
conservative but the parents and kids are great and I love it.
On August 27th I married Steve, the same guy that took my virginity as a
fourteen year-old. His mother was transferred to the West Coast only six months
or so after we started dating and I thought we would never be together again.
Then last summer he and his mom moved back to the area. We got back together
(in more ways than one) and one thing led to another until he finally proposed
to me!!!!
In my free time I love to hang around with my friends and family, shop, read,
and do arts and crafts. I even have an rather unusual hobby, at least for a
girl, that my dad got me started in but you’ll have to get to know me better
before I tell you about it. All in all, at the moment I would have to say I'm
pretty happy with my life, happier than I’ve ever been.
There may be some people on-line who remember me from my old web site which I
have closed. Back when I was in college things were pretty rough the first year
as I acclimated to an ultra-strict environment where even sexy clothes were
forbidden, let alone sex. To ease my frustrations I started to chat on-line
with people and soon found it to be exciting and a great way to blow off
steam when I was horny.
When I first started chatting I had no idea what I was doing so I would pretend
to be different people - sometimes older, sometimes younger. One of the things I
quickly learned was that it’s HARD to be a fake on the internet, at least a
successful one. Trying to keep track of which lies I told to different people
became more and more difficult and often people would “out” me. Finally I
decided the heck with worrying about being what other people wanted me to be and
I just became myself - love me or leave me. There were still some touchy times
as I still changed names and some details to keep my privacy but otherwise
telling the truth made chatting a LOT easier.
One thing I also learned quickly was that many people would ask me the same
questions and it soon became tiresome to answer them over and over again. Plus,
trying to explain things in chat window was time consuming and it seemed I never
could tell things the way they needed to be told. I started to write up little
blurbs and saving them so I could cut and paste them into the chats. Over time,
these expanded until they became complete stories. Then one day someone
suggested I post them to a some erotic story sites. I’d never even thought
about that before and so I tried it and was overwhelmed by the positive
responses I received.
Unfortunately at that age most of my sexual experiences were from times before
I was eighteen so naturally the stories involved so-called “underage” sex. Soon
I found the people running the story sites were removing my stories so I looked
into having my own site. I’m not exactly a computer wizard but with the
software my dad had and a little help from some guys I knew, I soon had a web
site up and running.
Over time my web site grew and expanded. Soon I was posting fantasy stories in
addition to my diary stories. Then I started adding stories that people would
send me. What really seemed to get people’s attention was when I added a
“tribute” section where guys would send me photos of them cumming on pics of me,
my family, and sometimes even their own daughters. The web site became quite a
project and began consuming a lot of my time.
For the next few years my web site became a love-hate relationship for me.
People would write me threatening letters and say how horrible I was. From the
hit counters I knew a lot of people were reading it but very few bothered to do
anything but lurk. I tried charging for access but that only lasted a few
months before PayPal confiscated my account for violating their Terms of Service
rules forbidding “pornography”. Although I had some fun and interesting times,
the negatives would eventually outweigh the positives and I would close the
site. Once closed, people would THEN write me and beg me to reopen it which I
would eventually do. This cycle repeated itself a few times until I had enough
of it and shut it down for good. However, once again I got an outpouring or
requests to reopen it but this time instead of opening the site again, I am just
posting the stories.
Although I have started posting the stories again, I am not paying nearly as
much attention to it and probably won’t be as prolific in my writing as I once
was. Now that I am married and teaching full time I just don’t have the time.
So that’s a bit about me and my diary. If you have anything you’d like to share
with me or even have me post on my site, feel free to share it with me. Just be
aware that I am a little more cautious with how I deal with people these days so
don’t be surprised if I ask a few questions of mine if you contact me before I
respond.
Enjoy!
Kelly
About Me and My Diary