ADULTS ONLY FICTION: gsolo fsolo fg (C) 2003 Justakiss Needs edit. ------------------ Nina Finds Herself ------------------ Her little pussy was something special, and she knew it. Every time her skinny fingers reached for her plush girl pocket, she would shiver and let out a little moan, trying not to be heard. The risk of getting caught was, however, part of the fun. Nina knew the importance of being quiet when she was stroking her little pussy. She had listened to her older sister masturbating before, and had even seen her do it once, up close and personal. That day changed little Nina forever. Nina had come home from cheer-leading practice a little early one day, and her parents had happened to be out shopping for her birthday presents. Nina was going to be 10 on Sunday, and she was as excited as ever when she saw her sisters Volkswagen Beetle in the driveway, and decided to sneak in and surprise sister Mary and maybe get a good scare. Nina came in through the back door and walked silently towards the kitchen. Down the hall she could hear a light, whimpering sound coming from her sisters bedroom. She walked lightly towards Marys bedroom door, which was wide open, and Mary was lying on the bed doing a most peculiar thing. Her headphones were on and her eyes were closed. Marys hand was shoved down the front of her white cotton panties like she was rubbing herself and a big smile was on her face. Nina was now standing right in front of Mary, who obviously had no clue she was being watched. Mary was very pretty Nina thought, especially right now the way her skin shined and her lips seemed to be more colorful than usual. There was a glow emanating from her, which made her seem like an angel in flight without a worry in the world! Nina tended to be quite observant and always took notice of the fine details that some people would never catch. She was transfixed upon her sister and her odd behavior, not really wondering so much what Mary was doing, but rather how good she looked doing it. Mary seemed to be moving around a little faster now and was sweating. Her panties had a wet spot on them, which seemed to Nina to be growing larger with every moment. Just then Mary let out a mousy squeal and opened her eyes. She was shocked to see little Nina standing there, but was still caught up in her orgasm and continued rubbing herself and moaning, as if she was being completely controlled by some hidden force that wouldn't let go. Her shaking and little noises had now subsided and fourteen year old Mary was looking angrily at her little sister. "What the fuck do you think you are doing?" Mary screamed. Nina was still lost in the moment, unable to speak. "Oh my God!" Mary said, mostly to herself as she pulled a blanket up over her nubile body. "I'm sorry, I just walked in the house and there you were, acting like you just saw heaven or something. What were you doing, please tell me!" Nina begged. Mary was screaming now and pushed her out of the doorway and slammed the door shut. Nina stood there for a moment and could hear Mary crying on the other side of the door. The smell of her sisters' handiwork still permeated the air, and Nina was thrilled by the aroma of worked over pussy. Nina walked back to her room and sat down on the bed. "Why was she so happy one minute, then mad at me the next?" Nina thought to herself. With this inquisitive thought, she then reached down under her skirt and ran her fingers along the top of her own panties, before making a heart shape with those dainty fingers over her moistened panty crotch. Feeling that they were wet, just like her sister's panties were, she giggled to herself in a somehow deviant, yet innocent manner. She looked up to make sure nobody was coming into her room, a lesson well learned through pleasant observation. She rubbed on her crotch a little more, not quite understanding what she was feeling. It kind of felt like that time she got shocked by some science project at school. Her whole body felt tingly and she could feel herself separating the soft flesh between her legs. She started to think about her sister. Had she embarrassed Mary somehow? Nina stopped what she was doing and pulled her hands from under her skirt. Just then Mary came in and sat down beside her. "I'm sorry I yelled at you back there, it's just that you scared me," she said calmly while fidgeting with the over-sized T-shirt she now had on. Marys nipples were pressed hard against the fabric. Her aereolas were dark and quite large, not small and pink like Ninas nipples were. Nina then said abruptly, while looking at Marys breasts, "I don't know what you were doing, but it sure looked like a lot of fun!" Mary, blushing slightly, smiled and said, "I can't believe you are almost ten now, and have never fingered yourself. I started when I was very young, and haven't stopped since!" Nina looked at her older sister now with the look of respect you give to a teacher or to a hero. "Why do you do that to yourself," she asked, not being shy in the least. Mary, now smiling, was trying to come up with an answer for her little, naive sister. "...Because it feels good, that is all the reason you need. We are not supposed to talk about it though, so you promise me you won't tell anyone about this, O.K.?" Mary said in a calm, loving voice. Nina spurted, "I promise, but you've got to show me how to do it, you've got to, you just got to!". Mary smiled at her little sister and told her reassuringly, "I don't have to show you how to do it, you will figure it all out just fine on your own. I have no doubts about that. You just don't talk to anyone about it. It's something special between you and your body to share." Nina looked puzzled, then said "Why am I not supposed to talk about it, if it feels so good, we should tell everybody about it!" Mary looked at her eager sister lovingly and whispered, "You just don't. People will think you are crazy if you do. It's just the way people are, too uptight, even though they all do it". Mary thought of how cute it was that Nina thought her older sister had discovered this fun all by herself, as if the rest of the world had not caught on yet. Mary stood up and left the room. She still had on the white undies she was wearing earlier. They stuck out of the bottom of her T-shirt just enough for Nina to see them and they looked so grown up to Nina all damp and sticky and bunched up in her crotch. That night when everyone else was asleep, Nina sat up in bed and turned her small bedside lamp on. She pulled her covers down and looked down at her body. She was wearing only her panties, since she had decided not to wear pajamas to bed, as she normally would have done. Looking down at her small, hardly noticeable boobies, she noticed that her nipples were bigger than usual, like they get when it's real cold. She didn't feel cold though, in fact, she felt quite warm. A feeling of peace and excitement came over her, causing her to smile and let out a playful giggle. She started to play with her long dark hair like she always does when she feels happy. Nina was looking around the room, lost in some young girls' reverie, when her eyes returned to her stomach. It was the middle of the fall season and Nina noticed how pale her skin was. She seemed very pleased with her light, creamy skin tone, and then noticed just how soft and pretty she looked under the low wattage light accompanying her in the room. She then began to feel guilty for looking at herself and being proud. A strong sense of being exposed had also come over her, which Nina found somewhat amusing. With the light on she felt like she was being watched and admired by someone else at the same time. Nina did like getting attention, and had always noticed that people seemed to look at her a lot, especially boys and older men. Even the older girl working at the grocery stared at Nina when she shopped for her mother. They always looked at her real funny though, staring mostly at her body with a kind of vacant stare as if they were frozen for a few moments. She always thought this odd, but now she suddenly understood that they were admiring her tender frame as much as she now was. Her gaze turned to her legs, which she pulled up a little, raising her knees off of the bed. She put her hands inside her milky, smooth thighs and lightly ran her fingers along her legs, back and forth between her panties and her knees. It tickled her, but not like the daddy playing with you kind of a tickle, but a very relaxing, more enjoyable tickle. All tenseness had now evacuated her and Nina felt as relaxed as she had ever been. While stroking her thighs, she looked down at her pink panties. She could see how the two little mounds of flesh underneath them were raised like a little "m". The curves seemed perfect to her, hiding behind the mask of pink cotton. She lowered one hand and placed a fingertip in between her soft little lips, sensing a small damp spot on her undies. She pressed on it a little, suddenly tensing up and closing her eyes. Her fingers were now moving around, pushing the material in between her lips, massaging herself through the fabric. Enjoying herself immensely, Nina thought about a name for her newfound activity. She giggled at the thought because it was common for her to give cute little names to just about everything. "This needs to be a secret name though," she thought. After pondering for a short time, Nina decided to call her fingerwork "rubbies". Nina already had a pet name for that special place down below, which was given by her parents when she was little. Well, when she was littler anyway. They called it her "cunny". "Why in the world did they call it that?" she asked herself. Suddenly she remembered a word one of the other cheerleaders taught her a while back. Pussy. Nina thought this was a much more pleasant name than cunny and said the word out loud, so gently that her voice faltered halfway through it. "P u u - s s s y", she said, then saying it again in a clearer manner. "P u s s y". Without even realizing it, her fingers were frigging her crotch fairly eagerly at this point. A gasp of air escaped her mouth as her panties were now getting noticeably wetter. "Hmm, wet pussy!" she thought to herself, letting out another little giggle. Nina raised her hand to her face instinctively, and smelled her finger. It smelled like sweat, only with a little sugar mixed in, Nina thought to herself. It was a compelling fragrance to her, like that of a fresh ground spice, a spice she knew nothing of. Did all cunnies smell like this? She thought about this for a moment, as she noticed the way the light glistened on her wet finger. She decided there was only one way to find out. Nina quickly reached over and turned off the light beside her bed. She then pulled her blanket up over her body and opened her door quietly. It was getting late and she was wondering if everyone was asleep. Nina looked down the hall to the left and saw that her sisters' door was closed, and noticed it was very quiet throughout the house, which was a much different scene than when she first got home today! After the encounter with her sister that afternoon, she had dinner with Mary and her parents, which was full of teasing about her birthday gifts. Mary mentioned how on her recent birthday, she got lots of clothes, and money, and concert tickets for some drug induced freak that was popular at the time. The night of the concert, Mary lost her virginity to some punk, whose real name she never knew. Mary grinned wryly as she mentioned those tickets, and of course no one noticed it the way Nina did. Mary was remembering the pinkish blood and cum mixture which oozed out of her cunt on that night. Nina looked down the hallway to the right and entered very slowly, with the thick blanket draped around her. Further down the hall was a red glow emanating from the living room on the right, provided from an electric candle her mother had placed in the window years ago and has been on every night since. Unbeknownst to everyone but Mary, the light was put in the window the day after Mary had her first "jam session". On the left was the kitchen, illuminated only by the back porch light shining through the sliding doors at the rear of the house. She entered the kitchen and stopped. Not because she couldn't see very well, but because she had a strange feeling coming over her because of what she was doing. Nina was curious and inquisitive, she was not going to let some strange feeling keep her from answering her question. Little did she know, but this was only one of many odd feelings to be experienced by her this evening. Walking quietly through the kitchen, she made her way to the laundry room, which leads out to the garage. Nina looked around in the room, but could see very little. The outlines of the washer and dryer could barely be made out, although there was light coming in from under the door to the garage. This was the light her father had always left on at night, for whatever strange reason that might be. Nina opened the door just enough to see and could now make out the dirty clothes lying about on the floor and in baskets, quietly waiting for their turn to be washed, dried, and folded neatly, being tucked away in dark drawers and closets until it was time to be soiled once again. Nina looked down and immediately saw what she came for. She grabbed them, pulling them under her blanket and shutting the garage door quickly, yet quietly, not wanting to wake anyone up. Scurrying across the kitchen floor, Nina made her way down the hall to her own doorway and entered her bedroom, closing the door behind her. She quickly slid back into bed with her new project and clicked her light back on. It sounded so loud to her, but maybe this was due to the guilt that was rushing through her veins like dirty water in a gutter during a summer rainstorm. The blanket slowly undraped itself from around her as she grasped her new toy. She now held the white panties out at arms length with both hands and thought of their simplicity. Nina liked the lace bordering the waist and the slender leg holes. They were so light and pretty and Nina found herself fixated on their femininity. Her gaze turned towards the seamed-in part that covers the cunny. This part was a little wrinkled but was still wet and had a light tint to it. Nina shivered as she thought about her next move. The underpants slowly came towards her face and she noticed for the first time that she enjoyed teasing herself and taking her time with these games. Her sisters' knickers fell upon her face as though a leaf had just glided to a predetermined place on the surface of a small puddle. The aroma moved her in body and mind and her head swam with delight as the pungent odors emanated from the fabric. Thinking of Mary's pussy being enveloped by them only hours before made Nina dizzy as she continued inhaling the scent of her sister like a hound on a fox's tail. Without even realizing it, the fingers of her two hands were now toying with her breasts, squeezing lightly and caressing them with an attitude of despair. It was difficult to see with the panties draped over her face, but Nina saw how her nipples were enlarged and she greatly admired their beauty. A slow stroke of her fingertip was all it took to realize that her body was now extremely sensitive to the touch. A moan escaped her lips as a wide smile came across her face. Eyes closed, Nina now ran one hand to her own panties and slowly inserted her fingers underneath the waistband. She intentionally took her time, easing her way between cloth and flesh as she continually inhaled the leftovers of Mary's "rubbies". The tip of her middle finger, being the longest, found its way to her cunny. At that instant, her soul seemed to leave her body and she shook almost violently and cried out loud, breaking Dthe stillness of the autumn night. Tears streamed from her eyes as her finger inserted itself into her tight, little preteen oven. Everything else all nonsense now, she cried out again as she caught another whiff of the treasure trove lying upon her face. The warmth and stickiness of her pussy drove her finger even farther into its darkness, wrapping around it like a hug Fof appreciation. With the frantic pace of hummingbirds' wings, Ninas' fingers delivered her the moment of unknowing anticipation as she writhed and squealed just like a young girl does when she gets excited. As though it were a meditative incense, the smell of her finger-banging filled the room. Soft cries fell from her lips as juices flowed from her pussy onto the pristine sheets of her bed. Nina slowly opened her eyes and tears escaped them as she pulled Mary's undies from her face. Her body was covered with her salty sweat and Nina suddenly noticed the wetness surrounding her. It appeared as if she had woken from a nightmare, but Nina had not experienced a horrid vision. Hers was of peace and tranquillity. Nina had, in fact, just experienced the first of many orgasms. She sat up awkwardly and looked at the wet spot in her pink cottons. The blood from her hymen breakage had stained her panties as well as her sheets. For some odd reason, the blood did not scare her in the least. All too soon Nina would find out that she had, in fact, popped her own cherry. Not noticing the girl in the long T-shirt at the door, Nina slowly peeled off her panties and raised them to her dry mouth. She moistened her now dry lips with them and applied the red paint as lipstick, which she had never been permitted to use. Being very pleased with herself, she turned on to her side to switch off the lamp. As the light left the room, Nina noticed the figure in her doorway. How long had she been standing there? The next morning, the girls' mother unexpectedly removed the red candle lamp from the front house window. A dual red lamp soon replaced it. Mary noted the irony in this and laughed out loud at its unintended symbolism as she left to meet her boyfriend for a roll in the hay. ---------------- (C) 2003 Justakiss ----------------Nina Finds Herself