Tori’s
Sexual Awakenings
Part 1
Written with the
honesty of Tori,
Made possible by the
love of Jack
Prelude:
How the story came to be……
She
lay in their bed with such silent yearning. Her pussy screamed for attention
and even though she knows it will take just a mere word to him she remains
quiet, silently hoping that he will come to her without her having to ask. She
is so aroused that the dogs are even turning her on. Not that
she wouldn’t hesitate to take advantage of their return home, if she were
alone. Even that is a mystery to her, that she
would need to be alone, because he not only knows about her love of dogs but
encourages it. He loves all of her twisted desires. And it is because of him
that she is even able to admit those desires even to herself. So, as she lies
in their bed she thinks back to the beginning of her sexual awakenings. Well,
as far back as she can remember anyway.
The beginning and Uncle Wayne’s love
……..
Tori was a beautiful child – long
silky blond hair and blue eyes that seemed to look right into your soul even at
the tender age of five years old. That summer of her fifth year she was very excited
because she was going to be spending the summer down south with her
Grandparents. She loved summers down south. There was even an ice-cream man who
came by at night time! But most of all was her most favorite uncle,
Wayne.
Uncle
Wayne was a kid too, only 10 years older than her, but to Tori
he was all growed up. He was so cool, always fixing
up bikes and getting into trouble. All the neighbor boys and her cousins
thought he was cool too and they tried to be just like him. They were all just
stupid boys though. However, none of that really mattered to Tori. Uncle Wayne was her favorite uncle because he loved
her best of all. He didn’t just whisper that to her when everyone else was
sleeping but he showed her by how he made her body feel so good. Of course she
had to make sure that no one else ever knew about it because all the other
cousins would get jealous and then Uncle Wayne wouldn’t love her best anymore.
She knew this because he told her lots of times so that she would never forget.
Waking up after the house sleeps………
Uncle
Wayne would wait until everyone else in the house was asleep and then he would
gently wake little Tori up. This had become a nightly
ritual that was repeated many times over the years. Tori
can not remember when it started but she knows it was already occurring that
summer. She loved it when he would wake her up at night. That was their special
time. Uncle Wayne would wake her and then lay there next to her. If there were
many cousins with her in bed then they would move to the floor. Uncle Wayne was
always gentle with her and he took as much pleasure in learning how to please
her young body as he did teaching her how to please him. Slowly he would take
off her panties and slide her nightie up so that he
could touch her all over. He would also slide his underwear down so that he
could so her just where and how to touch his cock. Tenderly Uncle Wayne
explored her body. He really wasn’t attracted to her boyish chest but he
delighted in watching her body react to all his touches. Uncle Wayne learned to
teach her how to get him off first or sometimes she might be too sleepy after cumming. So he would just lightly touch her to get her
aroused and then he would guide her down to his hardened cock. He was amazed at
the sensation of her little hands wrapping around his cock. Even though she was
inexperienced just the fact that she was touching him in such a forbidden way
made him fight to keep from cumming right then and
there. But Uncle Wayne had much he wanted to teach Tori.
He had her then lick his cock just the way he taught her. Tori
took as much as his cock as she could fit into her mouth (just the head really)
and sucked on it like it was a yummy pickle just like he told her. Tori loved pickles and sucking the juice out. She didn’t
really like Uncle Wayne’s juice but he always pulled it out before it made her
sick. Tori would hold onto his cock real tight and
close her eyes until he told her okay. Then while Uncle Wayne was getting his
breath right Tori would move back up to the pillow.
That is when he would touch her special place. He move down and spread
her legs open so that he could lie between them. Then he would slowly spread
her little pussy lips apart so that he could see all of her beautiful baby
pussy. Uncle Wayne would hold her pussy open with one hand while he searched
for that special spot he called her clit with the fingers of his other hand. He
always knew when he found her clit because of the way she would arch her back
and try not to whimper out loud. Slowly and lightly he would rub that little
nub of a clit while feeling it harden under his fingertip. He knew by the
swelling of her pussy and the juices that began to flow out that she was ready
for more. As he started to rub her clit harder he would lower his mouth onto
her pussy and begin to lick and suck the juices out as her hot pussy prepared
to cum. When he knew that she was starting to cum he would stop rubbing her
overly sensitive clit and hold her pussy open with both hands while he licked
as far inside her sweet baby cunt as he dared to go.
If there was a chance of anyone hearing he would have her on her stomach at
this point so that she could moan into the pillow. Many times her orgasm would
begin to excite him again. Tori could be such a good
little girl. She knew just what to do when he would slide her back down to his
waist. Tori would once again take Uncle Wayne’s cock
into her tiny and at this point trembling hands. She would watch it grow in her
little baby hands and then she would kiss and lick it just how he liked it.
Some nights they would play like that for a long, long time until she fell
asleep. She would wake up with her private spot feeling all good and tickly
inside.
Family play time……...
Tori
loved the other games that Uncle Wayne played when everyone
was awake too. He always found a way to tickle her private spot without anyone
else seeing. Sometimes Uncle Wayne would carry Little Tori
on his shoulders and would make sure that he had a hand on her bottom so that
she would not fall. Or he would hold onto her thighs way up high. Which ever
way he held on to her Uncle Wayne always had at least one or two fingers busy
stroking her baby clit. Tori would have to hold on to
Uncle Wayne very tightly so that she wouldn’t fall if she came. Tori would sit up there feeling the wonderful feeling of
Uncle Wayne making her pussy feel so good while many times he was also watching
her parents to make sure they didn’t notice. Or he would watch a movie with her
and all the other cousins. Uncle Wayne always picked out a scary movie to watch
and made sure that there was a blanket for all the kids to hide under. He
always let Tori sit next to him because she was the
youngest and so that he could stroke her pussy under the blanket right there
with everyone in the same room. No one ever noticed his hand under the blanket
and Tori learned to always make sure that she wore
very loose pj’s for those nights. If Tori happened to make any noise or move around the other
kids just thought that it was because she was baby and was getting scared from
the movie. That is when Uncle Wayne would play along and pull her up onto his
lap to “make her feel safe”. There in front of a room full of cousins Uncle
Wayne would stroke her pussy while rubbing his hard cock against her bottom. Another
one of her favorite games that he even played with all the other kids was “The
Monster under the Bed” game. Each child would dangle an arm or a leg over the
side of the bed and the monster would grab that child and pull him/her under
the bed while all the other kids screamed and jumped on top of the bed. Always,
when it was Tori’s turn the “monster” would spend an
extra few minutes rubbing or licking her hot little clit while he stroked his
cock. Tori had the very bestest
uncle in the whole world and he loved her the most.
A tender and gentle love…….
The special love that Uncle Wayne showed Tori
continued over the years. Either she would spend summers down south or he would
come up north with the family to her house. He would wait until everyone else
was sleeping and then gently wake her to continue their special way of showing
their love. Only one time did Uncle Wayne do anything that was physically painful. That one time he tried to finger her pussy she
cried out in pain. He quickly stopped and held her close while apologizing and
promising never to hurt her again. He kept his word and only showered his
special girl with experiences of ecstasy much beyond what her young body should
have known for many years to come.
A young
broken heart and illusions of betrayal……
For
the next eight years little Tori looked forward to
visits with Uncle Wayne with a lustful excitement far beyond her age. Then with
the onset of puberty and “official” sexual education, Tori
suddenly became aware of what their “special relationship” really was. In her
young and relatively innocent mind she mistakenly believed that she had been
raped by this man she loved so dearly. The pain and feelings of betrayal were
worse than anything she had ever experienced. Even the feelings of emotional
rejection from her own parents did not cause her the suffering that this
mistaken belief did. She kept this agony silent as she had kept the years of
pleasure silent. And this silence was also borne out of the love Tori had for Uncle Wayne. She loved him too much to want
anything bad to happen to him. And this love only added to the shame she began
to feel in herself.
Shameful and forbidden jealousies and desires…….
Nothing was ever said, but he could sense by
her distant attitude that the relationship had come to an end. He made no
further attempts at any sexual contact. And that hurt Tori
almost as much as the “betrayal”. She felt so dirty for lusting after her Uncle
Wayne. She was now old enough to know what “incest” was and that it was a very
dirty and nasty thing. Everyone said so. She hated herself for the anger she
felt at God for making him her uncle. And, when he married a
year or two later, oh how she burned with jealousy. She would join the
other kids in listening to Uncle Wayne fucking his wife and even though she
would giggle with them over the words that were used, inside Tori would be silently screaming over how that should be
her in there with him. And yet once when he woke her in the middle of the night
months later she froze as he drunkenly held her and kept asking if she was
still his “special girl”. She made an excuse of having to go to the bathroom
and then hid until he passed out next to his wife in another room. Again, Tori felt the conflicting emotions of fear and jealousy.
When his marriage ended Tori felt a hidden joy for
she had by now begun to fantasize about the two of them running off and living
together where no one knew the truth of their incestuous relationship. But that
was merely a fairy-tale, never meant to come true.
The fantasy that became reality only to kill the dream…..
Tori lost her virginity at fourteen
to prove to a boyfriend that she wasn’t a “tease” and then later ended up
pregnant at the age of fifteen. Uncle Wayne now married to his second wife and
also expecting a child, brought his family up north for a visit. In the middle
of the night Tori felt the still remembered touch of
her Uncle gently waking her. And there in the living room, surrounded by other
family members, as when she was little, Tori allowed
Uncle Wayne to make love to her. She had fantasized about this moment so many
times but nothing could prepare her for the wonderful feeling of his cock
gently sliding into her pussy. The feeling of her uncle’s cock inside her wet
pussy felt so right. She had only been with three other guys and only a few
times at that, so she had yet to feel the physical joy of being fucked. Up
until that moment, fucking was a still uncomfortable way to please a guy. But
this felt different. This felt like how fucking had always been described to
her. It was if she couldn’t get enough of his hard cock fucking her, fucking
her as she had so often fantasized about. It was so much more than she had always
dreamed it would be. Tori didn’t want it to ever end
but all too soon it was over. Afterwards, Tori and
Uncle Wayne snuck outside and had a long and open talk. Uncle Wayne explained
how he had fallen in love with a little girl when he was just a boy and that he
was wrong for allowing it to continue after he became a man. He blamed himself
for many things such as her teen pregnancy but he had no regrets for having
fallen in love with her, no matter how wrong it was. However, by the time the
sun had risen, Tori’s lover was gone and in his place
was an uncle she never wanted. So ends Tori’s first
relationship and that first important chapter in her life and early
introduction to sexual pleasures.
But
perhaps there are more stories yet untold……
What
of all the times she was growing up and Uncle Wayne wasn’t around? What did Tori do then to provide her pussy with the pleasure her
little body so crave
d?
Those are stories yet to be told.