**********ADULTS ONLY********** Simone's Awakening (C) by Erotin Thraller Suddenly out on her own, Simone takes a job. Codes: exhib, voy, oral Chapter 1 - Simone Conflicting emotions violently stretched Simone's mind, pulling her thoughts in opposite directions. Fear nearly paralyzed her, as she realized she had no idea what to do. It was not that this was an immediate crisis, but her life, as she had come to accept it, was over. Completely concluded. She was on her own, and her very survival was at stake. Could she maintain the house by herself? If she sold it, where would she live? Where would she go? Could she survive on her own? At the other extreme, Simone felt tremendous relief. The heaviest burden of her life had just been lifted. She was free. At last. Finally. Auntie Lucia was dead. Her death was not unexpected. After all, she had hounded Simone with threats of her impending demise for the past eight years, ever since Simone was ten years old. That's when Simone's parents had been killed in that awful automobile accident and she had come to live with her only living relative, her father's sister, the aged Lucia. Life with Auntie was comfortable enough. Most of her needs were met, but Auntie Lucia was a cranky, bitter, complaining semi-invalid. Perhaps the old lady was a hypochondriac, or maybe she simply made a career out of milking her complaints. Either way, she demanded so much time and attention from Simone that the girl had little opportunity to develop friendships or have any social life. Simone was required to keep the house neat and the meals cooked, along with running personal errands for Auntie, who behaved according to whatever whim overtook her, all the while spending her days upstairs in the bedroom, propped up on pillows in her massive four-poster bed. Simone was certain Auntie spent most of her waking time dreaming up projects for her to do, simply to keep her too busy to become involved with other people. Simone had no life of her own. During the school year, Simone's days were especially difficult, for she had to prepare breakfast and lunch for her aunt before leaving for school. When she arrived home in the afternoon, she had the house to clean, the evening meal to prepare, as well as her homework to study and prepare. Many mornings she went off to school with less than four hours of sleep. Even so, while her life was not what she wished, there had been security in Auntie's home. Security and safety. Now, however, with Lucia dead, Simone's fears for her future seemed overwhelming. It had all happened so fast. Only one week previously, Simone was thrilled and excited as she graduated from high school. It was a great accomplishment. Considering her home life, or lack of it, the mere fact that she could graduate at all was a wonder. She tried to explain that to her aunt, but nothing in Simone's life seemed important to the matronly ogre. Lucia was too caught up in her own needs and desires even to consider that Simone might also have needs. Or perhaps the old woman was so wrapped up in herself that she simply didn't care about anyone else, even her niece on whom she was completely dependent. The result was that Simone celebrated her academic achievement by herself, with no hope for any further schooling. It was the end of the line for her education. She knew her aunt would never allow her to leave, to go away to college. The future looked dismal. Hope was dim. Then, just like that, Lucia died. It was a beneficent gift with extremely frustrating implications for Simone. The evening after the funeral, Simone suddenly realized she had time to do whatever she desired. Anything at all. There was no homework. No one upstairs demanding attention. No duties assigned for the evening. Even so, she refused to be rushed. She knew eventually she would need money. So her first decision was that she needed a job. The next day she went to the library and used one of the public computers to log on to the internet, thinking she might find job listings for her area. It took only a few minutes, however, for her to realize that her employment options were as few as her chances of going to college. She had graduated from high school, but not with grades which would attract the attention of any college's admission office. Neither had she acquired any marketable skills to qualify her for a job. She knew students who had jobs at the fast food restaurants, but the idea of working so closely with the public frightened her. So much of her life had been spent in isolation that she was ill-equipped to work with other people. Her social skills were rudimentary at best. As she read down through the list of Google's search results, she came upon several blogs written my people who were dissatisfied with their employment situation or were likewise looking for work. She started to post a comment on one of the pages, then decided instead to start her own blog. Not quite sure what to say or why she was even doing it, Simone recorded her frustrations. She typed her need for a job and uploaded it, calling herself "Lady So Lonely." Chapter 2 - Helmut "Since when do I have to ask your permission to move?" Charles asked bitterly. "Ever since you were born into this family. That's how long. And you are still my son," Helmut growled back. He dropped his head in a modified pout, "Oh, go ahead. Go off and earn your blasted money. Go earn your million dollars and enjoy your life. Forget about me. I can take care of myself without your help." "It doesn't have to be that way, Dad," Charles tried to explain. "You can come with me to Phoenix, and before you know it you'll have lots of friends." "Like fun I would. People who live in nursing homes don't have friends. They have cell mates." "It's not a nursing home, Dad." Again, Charles tried to explain. "It's a retirement center." "Semantics," scoffed Helmut. "Call it what you will, it is just a holding pen for people condemned by their age and health. It's a place to keep them out of the way until when they die. Then their kids can take their money and go have fun." "Dad, please don't be so bitter." "Would you stay here, if I asked you to? Would you turn down that job, if I said to?" "Of course, not. I've already made the commitment. My wife and I are taking the children and moving next week. We want you to come with us." "Well," Helmut growled, pulling the lap robe up around his waist. "I'm not going. I'll hire a housekeeper. I intend to stay right here." "But..." "Enough. My mind is made up. Apparently yours is too. Write to me when you get settled." Helmut paused a moment, then almost smiled, "Or better yet, send me one of those blasted emails. Save the money you spend on stamps, and you can become a millionaire. We can stay in touch with email. You gave me that confounded computer, so I may as well use it." After Charles left, Helmut rolled his wheelchair across the room and threw the deadbolt on the door. With his son gone, no one else would need to get in, and that fact sent a sudden chill down his spine. He pulled his lap robe up higher. Though he would never have admitted it, he felt more vulnerable and afraid than ever before in his life. Wheeling himself backward away from the door, he stared at it in a sense of amazement. Beyond that door was the rest of the world, but there it stood, solid and firmly locked, barring his way, confining him within the walls of his own personal prison. It was not that he was paralyzed. He could stand. He could move from his chair to the bed or the commode. The pain in his legs, however, kept him from doing much more than that. Certainly he would never consider actually walking around the house. Nor could he climb the stairs to the rest of the house. Furthermore, he had forbidden any modifications to be made in his home, so there was no ramp to either outside door. His wheelchair had to be lifted over the steps for his rare visits to the medical clinic. Fortunately, he was quite healthy, other than the pain in his legs, the remnant of the accident ten years ago, just after he turned sixty years old. These ten years had not been kind to Helmut. Or maybe it would be better said that he had not been kind to them. Or to anyone else, for that matter. Even his doctor described him as a crotchety old man who brought most of his misery on himself. Indeed, Helmut was still quite bitter at being robbed of his legs at the time of his life when he felt most competent. His legs were not all he had lost in that accident. It had also taken away his wife. With her death, life lost any touch of loveliness he had known. Bitterness hung over him all the time, like a nasty black cloud. And now his son was also being taken from him. Worse. His son was leaving him, deliberately going away, all the way across the country! Helmut's sudden chill became an almost uncontrollable terror, as he realized that now there was no one coming to fix his evening meal. There were a few things in the refrigerator, leftovers with which he could survive a day for two. After that? He shuddered. The house seemed suddenly quite empty, even more desolate than before. That's when his eyes fell on the computer. It had been Charles' gift to him last Christmas. Since then he had used it a couple of times. Charles had coached him on using the email software, and on his own Helmut had experimented with the search engine, amazed at all the information available. Mostly, he was unimpressed with technology, including this computer, but now, suddenly, he seemed drawn to it, as if it was his only link to the world beyond his locked door. If he could not go out into the world, maybe the computer could bring some of it inside to him. His grimace was the nearest he had come to a smile in several days, ever since his son had announced he was moving to Phoenix. Why would he leave, Helmut wondered. It would be nice to have him and his family live here with him. After all, his home here at 97210 Libido Lane was perfectly comfortable. Granted, it was one of the first houses built on the street, back before someone gave it that ridiculous name. He and his wife had been perfectly comfortable here for the past several years, but now...? Ignoring the flashing email icon, he waited for the Google logo, then typed "Lonely Old Man." Within moments, the screen filled with a long list of websites using one or more of these words. The chill left his body, and a sense of accomplishment took hold. Helmut browsed through the various listings provided by Google, and one after another he found that he was not the only person in the world who felt isolated and confined. Many of these people, he found, considered themselves lonely even though they were quite capable of getting around and doing whatever they desired. There was even an entry by a whining young girl, just out of high school, who apparently thought her life was over, just because her aunt had died. It was signed, Lady So Lonely. Not sure how the computer worked, but willing to experiment, Helmut clicked the cursor over the comment box and then typed in the message which would change both their lives. Chapter 3 - Interview Simone was more than nervous as she approached the door. Her panic was extreme. This would be her first meeting with the man who might hire her for her very first paying job. After his comment appeared on her blog, they had exchanged emails. In fact, they had corresponded several times that very afternoon and again the first thing the next morning. In Simone's mind, "Lonely Old Man" seemed as desperate as she felt. Both of them had reached the end of their comfort zones and were either seeking a change or having one forced on them. Realizing she had virtually no marketable skills for the job market, Simone quickly got over her hesitancy of taking on the care of another elderly person. Perhaps, she thought, since he's not a relative and he's actually paying for my services, I can deal with it better than I ever did with Auntie Lucia. On the other hand, she reasoned, she could be stepping into an extremely dangerous situation, going alone to a strange man's house. No one knew where she was. No one might ever know. What if...? She tried to quell the fear of those possibilities and evict them from her mind. The man had told her he was confined to a wheelchair, that he was in his early seventies, that he needed someone to do housework, then cook and serve two meals a day. She could do that. She had in fact being doing exactly that for the past eight years. Knowing that experience talks, her confidence was boosted. When his email had asked personal questions about her, she concentrated her answers mostly on her experience. She had been frustrated when he requested she describe herself. What did her looks have to do with any work she would do. Little did she know the changes that were transpiring within Helmut's mind. The computer had opened a window, albeit a flickering window, revealing a world which he had almost forgotten. And there were many things he never knew existed. Even so, there were so many things he could still do. And much he could enjoy. So why not try? He would control his crabbiness. He would go out of his way to be pleasant. He would learn to appreciate the variety of life available through other people. Most of all, he decided, he wanted more than a housekeeper. He wanted to enjoy the presence of a pretty girl. So he was pleased when, at his request, she emailed her description: Five foot four, long black hair with a nice wave, and a pleasant smile. Simone had felt a little guilty when she wrote that, but at least she hoped her smile was pleasant. Bragging on herself made her feel quite awkward. Simone was not ashamed of her appearance, but she neither was she confident in saying she was pretty. No one had ever said that to her. But neither had anyone ever talked with her about her feelings or her interests. Not her teachers. Or the school counselors. Least of all her Auntie. As she reached for the doorbell, she did not know that inside was a man who was feeling equally insecure. He was just as unsure of himself as was Simone. Both were equally determined, however, thinking this was a tremendous opportunity, not only for personal survival but also potential pleasure. Simone pressed the doorbell. Helmut smiled. She was right on time, he thought, as he wheeled across the room. When he opened the door, he was almost overwhelmed. It hit him like a slap in the face: She's beautiful! He was stunned by the luscious young lady standing nervously on his doorstep smiled nervously down at him. Her face was fantastic. She stood straight. The contour of her blouse gave evidence of a nice figure. Her legs were lovely, which he could readily see, since her skirt stopped somewhat short of her knees. What a magnificent creature, he exclaimed silently to himself. As he wheeled backward to make room for Simone to enter, he shuddered with excitement at the thought her coming into his home day after day, week after week. Whatever it takes to employ her, he decided, I'll do it. I'll pay whatever she asks. I want her. I need her here with me. Simone smiled and closed the door behind her. He appeared pleasant enough. Glancing around, she saw no sign of anything unusual. As they began to talk, she relaxed. While she knew she was not an experienced judge of people, this old man seemed to be exactly as he had described himself in his emails. As they talked, his questions all dealt with her ability to cook, care for the home, and her availability to work every day. Finally, they got around to the salary. "How about a trial period, perhaps six weeks?" he asked. "At the end of that time, if either of us feels this is not working out, we can make changes. Or we can quit, no questions asked." Simone nodded. "During the trial time," Helmut continued, "would you work for three hundred a week?" Before she could respond, he added, "That includes your meals. Since you'll be cooking them, you might as well eat them." He chuckled and even mustered a smile. Simone also smiled, realizing that the pay he offered was only slightly above minimum wage. She wondered if she should ask for more. "That's just for the trial period," Helmut added, desperate not to lose her, but not wanting to spend any more than necessary. "If this arrangement works out, I'm sure there will be regular raises." Then, in desperation, he added, "Perhaps I can even provide a bonus now and then, for extra work or other duties." Again he smiled, suddenly realizing that it felt good to smile, because she returned his smile and agreed to his offer. It was the beginning of an arrangement which would prove quite interesting to them both. Chapter 4 - Week One Helmut explained that he had very specific instructions for how various tasks were to be done, but he also promised that he would provide generous bonuses when she followed instructions and did her work well. That pleased Simone, and she was quietly overjoyed when he requested that she begin work immediately. In order for her to understand exactly what he wanted, he suggested that he give her a week to learn the details of each of the tasks he had in mind. Week number one, he said, involved the meals. Most of all he enjoyed food, and nearly every other duty would revolve around their meal schedule. "Go ahead," he invited. "Go into the kitchen and see what's there. I think there's enough food for a couple of days, and after that I'll provide you with a grocery money and you can do the shopping on your way to work. Wednesday through Monday, I'll want you to come early and fix breakfast. Call the main meal whatever you desire, lunch or dinner, but I'd like to have it served at 2:30 each afternoon. I'll make occasional suggestions, if I have a craving for something special, but otherwise you plan the menu." What a change, she thought. Auntie Lucia had controlled every detail and made every decision. Even though Simone did the shopping, she had been doing it according to Auntie's specific instructions, even to the point of going to several grocery stores to obtain exactly the items on the shopping list. Helmut did not even come into the kitchen with her, but later she found him patiently waiting at the dining room table when she carried in the casserole and salads she had prepared. The kitchen was indeed only sparsely supplied, so it had taken some creative nudging of the recipe to prepare the meal. Nervously, she waited for his reaction, almost fearing that it might be like her aunt's vindictive criticism. "Come and sit at the table with me," he invited. "I don't want to treat you like hired help. That would get really awkward. If we get along, as I hope we will, I can think of you as family." "Yes, Mr....." Suddenly Simone was at a loss for words. She still did not know what to call her new employer. Should she use his first name? Was that appropriate? "Call me Sam," Helmut urged. Since this is a new beginning, he thought, why not a fresh start with a new name? I never did like Helmut anyway. He smiled, "Just call me Sam." And then he proceeded to compliment her several times on the meal, savoring each bite as if it were the best food he had ever eaten. Simone was overjoyed. And her joy increased when he gave her a crisp hundred dollar bill. "Since tomorrow is Tuesday, here's money for the grocery store. Get what you need for the next week's meals. Have fun. If your cooking today is a good example of what you can do, then I can hardly wait to see what meals will be like when you buy what you really need." After washing the dishes, she spent the rest of the day doing an inventory of the kitchen and making a list of necessary basic supplies. Then she planned menus for the week ahead, Tuesday through the following Monday. Never before had she been in complete control of a kitchen, and for a few moments she felt intimidated by the responsibility. Then came a surge of freedom and the thrill of it all. Later she said goodbye to "Sam" and left feeling this was the best day of her life. She had a job. A good job, or at least it appeared to be. And she was working for a very nice man. Her own personal loneliness bothered her far less that evening, and she decided the two of them could be very good for each other. She even took care in planning what she would wear the following day, so that she would look good to him and he would be pleased with her, not only for her work but also for her appearance. The next morning she spent an extraordinarily long time in front of the mirror, working hard to get her hair and makeup just right. In the end, she was pleased with how she looked, more than she could ever remember. When she arrived, Sam immediately complimented her, commenting on what a rare beauty she was and how pleased he was to have her work for him because she made his home so very attractive. The week went well. Sam was obviously thrilled with her meals, and on Monday he gave her the first check for $300. After that, he said, "Here's the hundred dollars for this week's groceries." Then, handing her an additional $50 bill, he said, "Here. Get something new for yourself. Maybe you would like some new clothes." Simone could hardly wait to go shopping. Tomorrow morning she would get groceries. But tonight she would hit the mall, shopping for something special. She settled on a bright blue blouse. It's neckline seemed terribly daring, but that seemed to be the style. Even the blouse the sales clerk was wearing plunged deep into her cleavage. Simone decided she would risk the exposure and then eventually agreed when the clerk urged her to buy a contrasting skirt which seemed dangerously short. But it flared about her hips as she walked, and that felt good. She wasn't sure what Sam might say, but it made her feel good about herself. Later, back at her home (it felt strange to think of it now as "her home," rather than Auntie's place) she tried on the outfit she had just purchased. The blouse fit perfectly. The skirt, however, was something else. At the store, it had been fun, but that was before she sat down. There was absolutely no way she could sit without revealing ...well, it is a bit much, she thought. She tried holding her legs together, but that was terribly uncomfortable. She crossed her legs, but that hiked up the skirt until her thighs were completely exposed. She considered returning it, but the next morning, with a pique of daring, she put on both the blouse and skirt and left for the grocery store before she could change her mind. Week number two was beginning. Chapter 5 - Week Two "Oh, but you look nice today," Sam greeted her as she came in with the first load of groceries. "Your new clothes are quite attractive. In fact," he added, "You're a very pretty lady." Simone was flabbergasted. Sam was the first person ever to tell her she was pretty, much less call her a lady. Having Sam combine the two compliments was almost overwhelming to Simone. She blushed profusely and struggled for something to say, finally simply settling on simply saying, "Thank you." "And you, my dear, are most welcome." With that, he wheeled back into the dining room, where he waited for his breakfast. Simone stored the groceries in the pantry and refrigerator, then prepared a western omelet, along with toast and jelly. Handling the brevity of her new skirt was a new challenge. She was glad she could hide her legs under the table when she sat down across from Sam to eat. He continued to brag about her cooking and expressed pleasure at the variety she had created in the menus each day. After they finished eating, Sam said, "Today begins our second week, so let's add a few more instructions." "I'm ready," Simone agreed, so thankful for his compliments that she was quite ready to please. Sam continued, "Let's have you do some cleaning this week. I'd like you to start with the hall carpet upstairs. I know, I don't go up there, but if that area gets very dusty then it all drifts down here and that bothers my sleep at night. I'd like you to begin by vacuuming the upstairs. After that, please do the stairway and finish up with the living room carpet." It sounded overly simple to Simone, nothing she hadn't already done dozens of time for her aunt. She retrieved the heavy old canister vacuum cleaner from the closet and lugged it upstairs where she began cleaning. The carpet, she realized, was really not dirty, just dusty, and the vacuum quickly corrected that problem. She was halfway down the stairway when she realized Sam had wheeled himself in position at the bottom of the steps and was looking up at her. His smile revealed his pleasure at what he was seeing. Had she known what her duties would be that day, she certainly would not have worn that skirt. It was so short! Her first impulse was to turn around, but she realized she could not vacuum the step below where she stood. There was no way she could properly vacuum the stairs without bending over, which almost completely revealed her bottom to Sam who was seated below. After a moment's hesitation, she decided he had already seen all there was to see. Besides, she thought, my panties cover everything important, and these are my very best briefs. So she continued cleaning the remainder of the stairway. When she was finished, she raised up and then looked down at him. He was still smiling. "You are indeed a very beautiful lady. Everything I see about you is lovely, and I'm certain the rest of you is just as nice." With that, he produced another fifty dollar bill. "Please take this," he continued, "as a token of my appreciation for the beauty you have brought into my home and into my life." Simone's thought at first she should refuse the money. It bothered her to think Sam might actually be paying her for the privilege of looking up her skirt. That was not what this job was all about. On the other hand, when she realized what he was doing, she had deliberately made the choice of allowing him to continue to look. So, if he wanted to give her a bonus..., well, that was up to him. She took the money and thanked him. Then she went on with her cleaning. That night, as she considered the events of the day, she knew what she had to do. Sam had changed his name as a symbol that he was becoming a different person. She really couldn't imagine what he had been like before she knew him, but she liked the person he was now. For herself, she did not like the person she had been while Auntie was alive, but she liked the possibilities of what life could be like if she made some changes in herself. So she used the extra fifty dollars to buy another skimpy little skirt and another revealing blouse. Then she went to the lingerie department where she selected a lace bra. Then she considered the wide variety of panties on display. Finally she dared herself, and accepted her dare by purchasing three pair of thongs. She had not even tried on a pair previously, but she had seen them on girls at school and knew what they were like. If Sam wanted to look up her skirt, then she would give him something more to see. Maybe the view would be worth another fifty dollars. Who knows, may more! While Simone was at the mall, Sam was browsing the internet. He made a couple of purchases on line, items to be shipped FedEx to his home. He said nothing to Simone about doing this. Throughout the remainder of the week, Simone wore different combinations of her new outfits. Sometimes she wore her new blouse with the plunging neckline, and when she brought Sam his meals she bent over so he could see her lace bra. That was actually the only opportunity which presented itself for her to flash him. There were no other times, such as she had that day on the stairs. Even so, there were days she wore a peasant blouse quite low on her shoulders with nothing under it. Sam made no response. Even so, regardless of which blouse or skirt she chose, she wore her new thongs instead of regular panties. Even so, Sam continued to compliment her and was so pleasant with her that it was nice simply to be near him. He seemed to take her sexiness for granted, and she became somewhat more relaxed with her body and how to use it to obtain his compliments. On Saturday Sam informed her that the cleaning duties also included laundry. He took her into his bedroom. It was her first time to be in there, and it caused her to realize how limited Sam's life really was. There was a bed, a chest of drawers, and a tiny closet. Built into one corner of the room was a small bathroom. It contained a walk-in tub and shower spray. How tragic, she thought, that he spent all his time in only these few rooms - his bedroom, the living room, or the dining room. Only occasionally did he enter the kitchen. And there was no way he could manage the stairs to use any of the rooms on the second floor. They were closed off, and all she had seen up there was the bathroom at the end of the hall. Simone stripped the linens from his bed, collected the towels from the bath, and emptied the clothes hamper. She took these items to the washing machine in the kitchen, and there she added the towels and proceeded with the laundry. It was simple, routine duty, but the process helped her understand Sam somewhat better and to appreciate his problems. He was, she decided, doing amazing well, considering his handicaps. Several times he invited her simply to sit and talk. She became increasingly more comfortable with him, often forgetting how short her skirt was and how much leg she revealed as they conversed. Sam looked, but said nothing about her exposure. There was no further bonus that week. She was curious about the packages which were delivered one day, but Sam took them to his room without explanation. Thus ended her second week. Chapter 6 -- Week Three Tuesday was grocery day. Deciding she might as well be comfortable for this errand, she pulled on a pair of tight jeans and topped it off with the peasant blouse she had bought earlier. Since there had been no bonus for the way she had flaunted herself the previous week, she decided not to be so flagrantly sexy this week. Don't push it, she thought. Let him give a bonus if he wants, she decided, but I'm not going to make a fool of myself by seeking one. After shopping and putting away the groceries in the kitchen, she prepared their Tuesday brunch. As they were eating, Sam began the new week's instruction. "Well, we have two weeks behind us. I think all is going quite well. I hope you agree." Then, without waiting for her to comment, he continued, "Today we begin week number three." "So what new duties are added this week?" Simone asked. "Oh, a couple of things," he smiled. "First, I want you to go upstairs and look around. Open the doors and check out the rooms up there. Then come back and tell me what you find." Simone did the dishes, then climbed the stairs. The first room she entered was the master bedroom, obviously the one the couple had used prior to the accident. A faint musty smell pervaded the room, since it had been closed off from the rest of the house, but it was quite clean and neatly arranged. Inside the second room, Simone was totally stunned. A table in the center of the room was stacked high with photo equipment, cameras and other items she did not recognize. The walls were covered with photos, some framed but most were simply tacked up. Most were black and white prints, landscapes and still life. On one wall all the photos were of one lady, a young woman. Simone assumed they were photos of Sam's wife. There were many photos, pictures involving daily duties about the home, vacation scenes, and close-up poses. On another wall, the photos were all nudes. At first she shied away from them, but she kept coming back to examine them more closely. The lady was beautiful. All of her! And the person who had taken the photos had obviously loved her very much. It showed in her eyes. It showed in the way she was posed. Many of the photos were quite explicit sexually, but there was nothing pornographic about them. They were a photographic essay of love, and when Simone finally left the room, she closed the door with a sense of awe at how very much Sam had lost in the accident. She wiped a tear from her eye and started down the steps. Halfway down the stairway she heard Sam say, "Smile!" She jumped, and a moment later there was a flash. "Sam! What are you doing?" she asked. "Well, what did you find up there?" "Oh, they're beautiful," she exclaimed. "If you took all those pictures, you must have loved her very much." "We...," he paused. "We had a very good relationship." "That is so obvious in the pictures," Simone agreed. "Would you like to bring any of them down here?" Sam asked. She thought for a moment, then said, "No, I think it would only make you sad. You said that you want to move ahead into a new life, so I think you should just leave them where they are." "You're right," Sam smiled. "That's what I thought, but I wanted your opinion." "Why would it matter what I thought?" Simone asked. "This is your house. You can decorate it however you please. Why should I have any say in it?" "Because, my dear," he hesitated as if not sure of himself, then blurted out, "because I want you to pose for me." He held up his camera. This came last week. It's one of these new digital things. I'm not sure how I'll get along with it, but since I can't use my developing equipment upstairs, this will have to do. Come and see." He motioned for her to come stand behind him. On the back of the camera was a small screen, and on it was the picture he had just taken of Simone descending the stairs. "I look sad," she observed. "I know, and I don't like that. I want everything happy around here. You're so pretty that you make this a happy place, but I'm glad you realized how much I miss my wife. I loved her very much. She was a beautiful woman. I like beauty. And I have missed my photography very much. Please tell me you'll pose for me, or at least not complain if I take an occasional picture of you." "Well," she said, "Maybe a few. Sometimes." Then, remembering the nudes on the wall upstairs, she added, "but I don't know what you really have in mind." "Let's just consider it part of the job, Simone. If the photos are good, there'll be a big bonus in it for you." He smiled encouragingly. "Now, why don't you just get on with your work? Don't mind me if I just putter around a bit. It'll take awhile for me to learn to use this new camera." She worked. He puttered. Occasionally there would be a flash, sometimes in the other room, sometimes nearby and Simone would realize he had just taken a picture of her. A few times he called her to come and see the picture. Most of the times he simply smiled and wheeled away. That's how the week passed. She continued wearing jeans with a variety of blouses. When Monday came, there was a bonus of ten dollars with her check. Not much, she thought, but at least it hadn't cost her anything. Nor had she been in any way embarrassed. Chapter 6 - Week Four On Tuesday, soon after Simone finished stowing the groceries in the pantry, Sam called her into the living room. "I've noticed," he began, "that lately you seem to have run out of clothing to wear here at work. When I gave you the extra money a couple of weeks ago, I hoped that would help. Since it apparently was not enough, I decided maybe I should do something more for you." Simone smiled, uncertain of where he was headed. "There's a box on my bed," he informed her. "I want you to get it and take it to the upstairs bedroom. In the box is a uniform, a maid's uniform. Starting today, you may wear whatever you wish on your own time and while you're shopping, but once you arrive here I want you to go upstairs right away and put on your uniform. Please wear it all the while you're here. That will save you some money, since I'll provide your work clothes." He paused a moment, then added, "And don't worry. Everything you need is there. You won't need to wear any of your own things. Please wear only what's in the box." He smiled broadly, then said, "Now run along and get dressed. I'm anxious to see what you think," he paused, then added, "and how you look." Simone was shocked when she opened the box. She had heard of French Maid Costumes, but she had never seen one before. There was a little black dress, a tiny white apron, a matching bit of white lace to serve as a cap, and long white stockings which she guessed might be about thigh length. Cute, she thought. He actually wants me to wear an outfit like this? She held up the dress to inspect it. That's when she began to understand. The dress sported a spaghetti-straps and a plunging neckline, which descended ever so deep that... well, if she thought her blouse was risqué, then this one took the prize. At first glance, Simone thought the neckline was open all the way to her navel. The skirt was little more than a ruffle, maybe ten or twelve inches long and so full that the folds caused it to flare far out. Continuing to dig into the box, Simone searched for the rest of the uniform, but she found nothing more. Where is the underwear? There was none. Sam had said everything she needed was in the box. Did he think she would wear this skimpy outfit with nothing under it? Not even any panties? She put everything back in the box, disgusted that Sam would even think of her parading around in such a revealing get-up. She started for the door, planning to go back downstairs and tell him what he could do with his uniform, but then she remembered how she had dressed during all of the previous week. She had worn short skirts and thongs every bit as risqué as this dress, and she had actually selected them, purchased them, and worn them, all at her own decision. And this dress, she decided, really did not show much more than she had already flaunted before Sam. Well, she thought, I'll try it on and see how it looks. She peeled off her blouse and bra and pulled the maid's dress over her head. Her breasts filled out the top quite nicely, although the exposed cleavage was far more daring than anything she had ever worn. She observed herself in the mirror and right out loud said, "Not bad." She did indeed look good in the dress. Feeling a bit more encouraged by what she saw, she slipped out of her jeans and stood again before the mirror. The skirt scarcely covered her essentials. When she tied the tiny apron around her waist, she was somewhat relieved at how it tamed the flare of the skirt. Turning to inspect herself before the large mirror, she decided it might not be so bad, except that she still had on her panties, and they showed beneath the short skirt. She hesitated for several moments, then stripped them off and once more looked in the mirror. If she stood up straight, then nothing showed that Sam had not already seen, except for the cleavage, and she had revealed almost that much the previous week when she wore her boat neck blouse and leaned over to serve Sam's dinner. Well, if that's what he wants to see, she thought, I'll give him an eyeful. Having made her decision, she pulled on the hose. They came half-way up her thighs, as she had expected. Then she adjusted the lace cap, and took another look at herself in the mirror. Turning around slowly, she realized her bottom was almost revealed beneath the short skirt. Only now there were no panties to conceal it. In fact, if she leaned over even a bit, the crease of her buttocks came into view. Once again she hesitated, then she thought about her thongs. She was exposing very little more than they had covered. Remembering Sam's bonus, she shrugged and headed for the door. As she descended the stairs, there was a flash. This time she rather expected it, and she looked up at Sam and smiled. Another flash. I wonder, she thought as she paused on the steps, if he will dedicate a wall to pictures of me. "Well, come on down, and let's see how you look." Sam had frequently wanted her to look at other pictures he had taken of her. She wasn't sure if that meant he was proud of his photography skill, or if he was insecure in it, or if he simply wanted her to be part of the whole experience. Simone descended the remaining two steps and looked over his shoulder. "This is the second picture," he explained. It was not a full-length pose. She had been too near the camera. Simone's eyes went immediately to her bust. Much of it was showing in the photo, since the blouse was open almost to her navel. Her cleavage was clearly visible, as was the inside curve of both her breasts. Mixed emotions fogged her mind. One part of her said she should be ashamed for showing herself so brazenly and especially allowing herself to be photographed so revealingly, while another part of her mind was proud of how she looked. "And this is the first shot," Sam continued, changing the camera screen. Simone stared in amazement. She had been farther up the stairs, and she appeared to be all legs. They were nice legs, she had to admit. But, because Sam had been so far below her, the photo had been shot right up her skirt. She stared at the shadow beneath the tiny apron. Was it merely a shadow? Or was it her pubic hair? How much, she wondered, had Sam actually seen? "Not bad," he said, "but that is only a candid snap. It lacks real composition. We'll do a lot better when we decide it's time for you actually to pose for me." Simone realized then that he had never asked her to pose. He had simply snapped candid shots while she went about her regular duties. Remembering the photos on the wall upstairs, she wondered what it would be like actually to pose for a photo. Could she allow him take pictures of her like that? Would she? Should she? "I'm not sure," she told Sam hesitantly, "that I'm going to be comfortable having you take pictures of me without any warning. It's frustrating enough to be dressed like this without having that camera flashing all the time." "You're probably right. My wife used to complain about that too. So we reached a compromise. I promised not to take pictures of her without warning her, and she agreed to pose occasionally, any way I asked." He smiled at Simone, "Do you think you could agree to that?" "I think so," she smiled. "At least during our trial period." "All right," Sam continued, "I believe you have duties to tend to, and now that you have your work uniform maybe we should get on with the day." He laughed lightly. "What I'm getting at is that I'm hungry. Isn't it almost meal time?" As she fixed their brunch, she found herself laughing at how ridiculous the tiny apron really was. It sure didn't protect much, nor did it cover up very much. When she leaned over to retrieve a pan from the lower cupboard, she realized how very short her skirt actually was. Bent over that way, her bare bottom was completely exposed. Quickly she looked around, half expected Sam to be there with his camera, but thankfully saw that he was in the other room. Then she remembered that he had promised not to take any more pictures without warning her. "This will take some getting used to," she told Sam later as she set his plate on the table in front of him. When she leaned over, the open neck of her dress gaped open so far that it felt like both her breasts were playing peek-a-boo. She laughed as she remembered a girl at school whose blouse had opened accidentally and she had said, "Peek-a-Boob!" Sam was smiling broadly, "You'll never know how pleased I am that you're here with me like this." Simone blushed as he added, "You are so beautiful that it's a shame to hide yourself. I like looking at you, because you bring such a tremendous amount of joy to my miserable existence. So, please, don't begrudge me my pleasure. And forgive me if I stare at you. It's only because you are so pretty. Now, please come and sit down. Let's eat." That was the first time Simone had sat down while wearing her new uniform. It was an unnerving experience, because the skirt was too short to tuck under so she could sit on it. Her bare bottom made full contact with the chair. She flinched, modestly happy that her legs were hidden beneath the table. Sam seemed not to notice, but it took some time before she was able to concentrate on eating her meal. Maybe in the future, she thought, I should bring a napkin to sit on. After they had eaten, Simone carried the vacuum upstairs, where she cleaned the bedroom she would be using as a changing room. Sam remained in his room throughout the afternoon, coming out only for their evening meal. After they ate, she changed into her street clothes and left for home. It had been a strange day. The next morning, she carried the ironing board and a can of spray starch up the changing room. There she pressed the wrinkles from the dress, adding starch to the ruffled skirt and the collar to give it more body. Then she stripped off her own clothing and dressed in her working costume, her uniform, as Sam called it. Immediately she wished she had not been so generous with the starch, for the stiffness of the skirt caused it to stand out quite far, making it even shorter than before. Now what do I do, she asked herself. I'm totally exposed! Just then Sam called up the stairs, "Is it breakfast time yet?" Well, she thought, either I give up this job, even though I have no hopes of finding another, or I go down and let him look at me. Maybe even probably photograph me. How embarrassing! Of course, then he might give me a bonus, and... Oh, for heaven's sake, why am I even questioning what I'm going to do? "I'm coming, Sam," she called down to him. As she turned to leave, she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror. Her pubic hair was clearly visible beneath the short skirt. Then she remembered the apron. She put it on and tied it low enough on her hips that her pubic curls were no longer exposed. Then, in an act of sheer desperation, she headed downstairs not daring to look at her backside in the mirror. "Ah, my dear, you do look lovely this morning," Sam smiled. "You bring such a beautiful touch of elegance to my home that I miss you something terrible while you're gone. Perhaps some day we ought speak about the possibility of your simply moving in. You could have the upstairs all to yourself." Strangely enough, Simone had already considered that idea. It would certainly save the money having her own home would cost. "Maybe after our six-week trial we can talk about that," she told Sam, doing her best to smile. Then she turned and headed for the kitchen. Sam called out to her, "What a lovely view you're giving me this morning. Simone, I think I'm falling totally in love with you!" As the day progressed, Simone slowly became accustomed to her exposure. Even though Sam watched her closely, she eventually was able to ignore him and go on about her duties. The next few days went equally as well. She even managed to feel fairly comfortable with her almost total exposure while vacuuming the stairs. Sam discreetly left her alone. Apparently, she decided, he was giving her space to become accustomed to his requests. And there were no more flashes from his camera. Sunday came, and Sam was waiting for her when she arrived. "I have a request," he told her. "And what's that?" she asked as she headed up the stairs to change. "I would like to make Sunday our photo day. After breakfast, once the dishes are done, I'd like you to freshen up and spend a few minutes posing for my camera." He paused a moment while she considered what he had said. Then he added, "We'll do this each week, and that way you'll know how to plan." "All right," she agreed. And with that she retreated upstairs. While she changed, a thousand thoughts ran through her mind. Did he want to photograph her as she was dressed, or was he going to expect her to strip naked, like those photos on the wall in the next room. Nothing was mentioned of any pictures during the meal. After she had washed the dishes, she was still uncertain of what Sam had in mind. Hesitantly she asked, "All right. What do you want me to do?" "Curtsey." That's all he said. "You mean?" Nervously she touched her fingers to each side of her skirt. "Like this?' "That's right," he said, "curtsey. Now put one foot in front of the other and bend your knee while you push your other foot far back behind you." Simone did as she was instructed, remembering how her auntie had once tried to teach her this lady-like gesture. "Now," Sam continued, "gently lift you skirt and lean toward me." As Simone obeyed him, her curtsey seemed much less lady-like. She did not have look to know that by lifting her skirt she was exposing her entire pubic bush to Sam's view. And that of the camera. Even so, she did as she was told. "Smile," Sam urged. She did. The camera flashed several times. She lost track of how many. "Hold the pose," he instructed as she wheeled around to her side. The camera flashed again. "Thank you, my dear. That was lovely. You can relax now. And thank you ever so much." Monday evening, as she was starting upstairs to change, Sam called her to him. From beneath his lap robe, he produced her pay envelope. "Now run along. I'll see you tomorrow after you've done the shopping." Later, back at her home, Simone opened the envelope. Along with her usual paycheck, she found a hundred dollar bill. An extra hundred dollars! She laughed out loud. He gave me a hundred dollars just for looking at my bottom, and he didn't even try to touch me. Feeling giddy with excitement, she stripped off her clothing and spent the rest of the evening totally naked. She didn't bother with her nightshirt when she went to bed later that night. Chapter 7 - Week Five When she woke the next morning, she was startled to realize she was naked, but then she remembered her bonus and how Sam asked her to pose. Suddenly it all seemed worthwhile. She was beginning to enjoy the new Simone. Somehow, she felt as if she were awakening from a long sleep, a very long sleep. Even though she had grocery shopping to do, Simone's mind kept racing ahead to the time she would climb the steps and put on the skimpy maid's uniform. With that in mind, she ignored her usual clothing. Instead, she abandoned her underwear and simply pulled on her jeans and a sweatshirt. Why put on, she thought, what I'll just have to take off as soon as I get to work? In the grocery store, she felt strangely daring. When the man stocking the shelves looked at her and smiled, she wondered if he could tell that she was naked under her clothes. Then she laughed. Of course, she was always naked under her clothing. It was just that today there were simply fewer clothes to be naked under. Sam greeted her warmly when she brought in the groceries. She stowed the things she had purchased and immediately started upstairs, but Sam called to her. "You worn that uniform for an entire week. Don't you think it ought to be laundered?" Simone had wondered about that, but she had not said anything about it. However, before she could comment, Sam continued. "Here," he smiled. "I ordered a second uniform so you'll have something to wear while you launder the other one." He handed her the box and started to wheel away. "Oh, I printed a couple of those photos. I'll show them to you when we eat brunch." Simone was already hungry, so she hurried up the steps and immediately stripped off her sweatshirt and jeans. Only after she was naked did she open the box, since she assumed it would be exactly like the first maid's dress. She pulled on the white hose, stepped into her high heels, and with scarcely a glance at the dress, she shook out the folds and pulled it over her head. Then she almost screamed. Instead, she stared at herself in the mirror. The skirt was much the same. So were the hose and the lace cap. The neckline of the dress, however, was something else. For all practical purposes, it was non-existent. Perhaps it could have been called a scoop neckline, except for how far down it scooped. While the previous dress had a deep neckline, plunging far down between her breasts. This one might have been called a boat-neck blouse, except it dipped low all the way across the bodice. In fact, the ruffle was actually beneath her breasts, lifting them slightly, enhancing them, but leaving them totally exposed. Simone tugged at the material, thinking she had put it on wrong, but there was no way to arrange it any differently. Staring at herself in the mirror, she finally determined that the dress was purposely designed to reveal her breasts. She felt naked. Used. Abused. This dress exposed her bottom, as had the previous one, only now her breasts were also on display. She was shocked. Frustrated. Angry. But she also had to admit that she had beautiful breasts. Maybe they deserved to be seen. And appreciated. Sam regularly went out of his way to express his appreciation for her beauty. And her willingness to show off her assets for him. Almost daily, she felt the surprise of his compliments. It was all so different from anything she had experienced before. In spite of all her hard work, Auntie had never shown her any appreciation, much less complimented her on her appearance. Sam made her feel beautiful. Even more, Sam allowed her to feel beautiful. Standing before the mirror, she had to admit to herself that the dress certainly highlighted her figure. Especially with her breasts fully exposed, she was quite attractive. It was a good feeling. And she was surprised that she felt that good about herself. Suddenly, she felt manipulated. That devious, dirty old man, she exclaimed to herself. He planned all along to get me naked. Once again, Simone considered leaving, just quitting her job. This time Sam had gone too far. She started to pull the dress over her head, but then she remembered that extra hundred dollars he had given her. In fact, she remembered that he had already given her twelve hundred dollars in regular salary, plus another two hundred ten dollars in outright gifts and bonuses. On top of that, as she well remembered, Sam had been consistently warm and kind to her. Certainly not like her Auntie had been. Her mind kept comparing the contrast between her life now and her previous existence with Auntie. She had a life now, but what she had while Aunty was alive was certainly not a life. And then there was her naked celebration the previous night. What about that? Did she really enjoy nudity? Privately, yes. But public nakedness? Maybe. Then why had she come to work without wearing underwear? What had she really expected, anyway? Did she want Sam to see her body? Naked? Reality began to mold her mind. In the next few minutes she resolved her frustrations. Defiantly she arranged the tiny apron, fluffed the ruffles of her skirt, considered her features once more in the mirror, and turned slowly to view the rest of her image. Cupping her bare breasts in her hands, she dared herself to smile. Then, with a determined sense of satisfaction, she squared her shoulders and headed for the door. As she descended the stairs, her bare breasts bounced playfully. No longer did she have to force a smile to her lips. Instead, she admitted to herself that she was very thoroughly enjoying herself. "Lovely, lovely, lovely," Sam called up to her. "My dear, you are wonderful. I don't know how I ever survived before you came." Simone thought perhaps there would be a camera flash, but there was none, only the glow of Sam's smile. His eyes took in every part of her, and for a moment she simply stood at the bottom of the stairs allowing him to look. She had expected to feel embarrassed at her near nudity. Never before had she ever allowed any man to she her breasts, but Sam was so obviously approving and appreciative that she found herself relaxing. After a few moments, she realized she was actually pleased at revealing herself for him. In a way she couldn't understand, she found it was fun to show her body. She really was enjoying herself. All this was a surprising new feeling, a part of her that she had never recognized previously. Life was awakening within her. "Now," Sam after several moments of silence, "come on over to the table, and let me show you the pictures I took yesterday." "But what about our brunch?" Simone asked. "Oh, the food can wait. Your beauty is much more important," he smiled. "At least it is to me." Then he spread three prints on the table. The first was a side view with her bare leg extended far back behind her as she leaned forward. Her round bottom was revealed in full color. The rest of her was quite modestly portrayed in the picture. The second and third photos were of the same pose but from the front. Because she was leaning forward, her most prominent feature was her face. The main difference between the two was her facial expression. In one photo her eyes were open wide in nervous fear, while in the other she had a broad smile. In both photos, her legs were fully exposed, as was her thatch of pubic hair. Ignoring how much of her body was exposed, she said, "I like this one," pointing to the one of her smiling. "That's my favorite, also," Sam agreed. "You may keep it, if you like. I will print another." He pushed the print toward her. As she picked it up, he smiled and said, "Now, what do you say we get on with our brunch?" As she cooked an omelet, she suddenly realized that she had to be careful not to let the grease pop on her bare skin. She laughed. Here she was with her breasts totally bare, worrying about her cooking skills. And in a few minutes she would be sitting across the table from an elderly man who would spend most of his meal time staring at her breasts. No need to try peering down her blouse, because she was wearing none. Her breasts were bare. Open. Totally revealed. She had indeed become a new person. If only Auntie could see her now! By the end of the day, Simone had grown somewhat accustomed to the bounce and sway of her unfettered breasts. Previously, when she had occasionally gone without a bra, her outer clothing had provided some measure of control. With them totally exposed, however, there was nothing to keep them from bouncing and swaying with her every move. Having her breasts continually in motion had a sensual effect on her, and she made frequent trips to the bathroom to wipe away the juices she secreted. Even then, her pubic hair remained wet and matted, which was frustrating. She would have to deal with that, she decided, although she was not quite sure how. By the end of the day, she realized that her concern about the lack of support for her breasts had proved to be wrong. As she pulled on her jeans and sweatshirt and prepared to leave, she noted there was no discomfort. In fact, she felt somewhat over- dressed as she bade Sam goodbye and departed. That evening, she did something she had never before even dreamed of doing. She clipped her pubic hair. After first using the scissors, she soon realize that was not adequate. It was more than a bit frightening, at first, to run a razor across her delicate lips, but eventually she caught the hang of it. Eventually she obtained the effect she desired, leaving a long thatch of dark hair but trimming away the sides and down under. Mostly, she tried to clear away the hair which had become so messy throughout the day. When she was finished, she posed before her mirror and decided the effect was quite nice. Most of all, she was glad she had not shaved it all off, as she had heard some girls did. The neatly-trimmed hair, she decided, added a much- needed touch of color to her otherwise pearly- white body. Sunday morning, while they were seated at the table eating breakfast, Sam pulled out his camera. Simone knew that Sunday was photo day, but she had not expected Sam to started so early, so when she saw the camera she was momentarily startled. "Just lean forward and smile," he instructed. This was the first time Simone had faced the camera with naked breasts. Even though she had worked all week with them completely bare, she was momentarily taken aback at the thought of having her intimate image recorded. Nevertheless, she leaned forward as Sam instructed. The digital camera beeped, but there was no flash. "Natural lighting is much kinder to naked flesh," Sam smiled. "And I want to be as kind to you as possible." He took two more shots, then continued eating. After they were finished with the meal, he asked, "Before you do the dishes, could you come with me to the living room? I'd like a couple of shots of you in there." Simone nodded her willingness and a few moments later she was seated on the couch. It was so much lower than the dining room chairs that when she sat her skirt hiked up much higher than usual. Sam instructed her to turn partly sideways, providing a profile of her legs and breasts. Then he had her turn facing him directly. "Now, arch your back a little," he instructed. She did, thrusting out her breasts. Then she waited until his camera beeped. "Now you can relax," Sam smiled. "Lean back." She did. "Reach your hands out to each side." She did. "Relax your legs," he told her. "Spread them apart some." For a second she hesitated, then did as he requested. Her skirt was so short that she knew he could seek her entire pubic region. This time the camera flashed. So much for hiding in the shadows, she thought, wondering if Sam had noticed how she had trimmed her pubic bush. She hoped he would show her the pictures, but during the remainder of the day they were never mentioned. She was hesitant to ask. So she continued to work, still with her breasts bare and her bottom often in view. Even though, throughout all the previous week, realizing she was working almost completely naked, she had often paused to consider how ridiculous her entire arrangement actually was. Perhaps it was even wrong. However, she rationalized, no one was there to see her except Sam, and he was confined to his wheelchair, so what did it hurt? Besides, he was so appreciative that he made her feel good. These feelings were confirmed on Monday when Sam handed her the pay envelope with the usual three hundred dollar salary check. Included were two additional hundred dollar bills. Smiling, he said, "That's a hundred each for your lovely twins." Simone couldn't keep from laughing. "All right, Sam," she told him. "If you're willing to pay two hundred dollars a week to look at my boobs, then be my guest." Chapter 8 - Week Six Tuesday was once again shopping day. When Simone arrived with the groceries, Sam was waiting in the kitchen for her, smiling warmly. And he continued to wait until she had brought in all the bags. Then, as she paused to catch her breath, he began to speak. "Well, today we begin the final week of our six-week trial. How about a progress report? Are you satisfied with your situation so far?" "Well," Simone said, somewhat taken aback by his question, she stalled for the right words. "There are some parts of our arrangement which have been, how should I say, frustrating. No, maybe I should say they've been quite revealing. But all in all I think it has gone quite well." "Do you think you're going to want to remain with me beyond these six weeks?" Then he quickly added, "You don't have to commit yourself right now. I'm just curious if you're okay with working here." "I think so," she smiled. "I've handled it so far, so I think I'm all right." "Good," Sam exclaimed. "I really hope you will remain with me a long, long time." "Me, too, Sam. Now, is that all?" "Yes, that's all." Simone started to go upstairs, then turned and ask, "Perhaps I should ask which dress you prefer I wear this week. They are both clean, so I could wear either one." Sam paused awhile, looking at her intently, then answered carefully, "If you really don't mind, and if you think - as you said - that you can handle it, then I have a special request for this sixth and final week of the test period." "And that is...?" she asked. "Please, if you will," he began, "I need to remind you that this is a test." "I understand," Simone replied, wondering what he meant. He continued, "Would you be willing, please, simply to wear...," he paused a moment before adding, "...just the apron?" "You mean," she asked hesitantly, not certain she heard him correctly, "you want me to work this week without the dress? You mean, like, wearing only the apron?" "If that is acceptable." He paused, then said, "Please say you will. I'll make it worth your while." He was so winsome that Simone found herself unable to refuse. Even though his request was totally inappropriate, she agreed, then nervously climbed the stairs to her changing room. Perhaps I should call it my undressing room, she thought, as with each step, she pondered the fact that for all practical purposes she was going to be working naked for an entire week. Could she really handle it? Should she? Slowly, she stripped off all her clothing. She picked up the white hose and started to put them on. Then she remembered Sam had said to wear only the apron, so she tossed the hose aside and stepped into her shoes. Then she tied the tiny white apron around her naked hips. Posing before the mirror, she realized that she was really not exposing very much more than the previous week. She had worked with her breasts bare, and her bottom had frequently been exposed. Still considering herself in the mirror, she questioned why she had so readily agreed to Sam's request. Had that tiny dress actually been nothing more than a symbol, kind of a security blanket? She was even more surprised at how comfortable she felt wearing only the tiny apron. In fact, the apron hardly covered anything. Made of lace, the material was virtually transparent. Sam would be able to see right through it. The dark hair of her bush glistened behind the lacy material. What's more, there were times her newly-shaved lips peeked from beneath the lace. "That stinker!" she said aloud. Sam had indeed been devious, teaching her ever so slowly to be comfortable with displaying her naked body for him. If there had been other people present, she knew she could never have done it. But this had been private, an experience exclusively between herself and Sam. And he had promised her another bonus, perhaps a truly hefty one this week. With that in mind, she smiled and headed downstairs. This time, as she descended the stairway, she was indeed wearing only the tiny apron and a big, bright smile. Yes, she could handle it. She would enjoy it. All week. Once again, Sam was sitting at the bottom of the stairs waiting for her. She had not really understood how very anxious he was, how truly excited he was at the thought of having her around him all week dressed in nothing except her tiny hostess apron. When she appeared at the top of the stairs, he felt stirrings within his loins which he had missed during the past ten years. If only she knew, he thought, bunching his lap robe up around him. If only she knew. "Well, what do you think?" she asked, expecting him to comment as he usually did. "Can you curtsey?" he asked. She bent her knee and automatically reached for her skirt, but finding none she simply held her arms out to her side. Her breasts bounced freely. Not only were they bare, but they were unrestricted by the lace neckline of the dress she had worn the past week. In fact, now she didn't even have her curly bush of pubic hair to hide her from total exposure. Oh, well, she thought, at least I have the apron. It provides a bit of modesty. Not much, she realized, but a bit. "Perfect!" Sam exclaimed, applauding excitedly. "By the time Sunday comes, you'll be a lot more comfortable dressed like you are. Sunday is our photo day, and I can hardly wait. For now, though, let's have something to eat." With that, he rolled back to allow her to pass him on her way to the kitchen. As she walked past him, he applauded again. "Oh, I love the view from the rear almost as much as when you're facing me. Simone, you are a wonderful, lovely lady!" She couldn't help but smile. It was amazing, she thought, how his continual compliments eased her embarrassment and encouraged her to exhibit herself freely before him. And, she decided, she was actually beginning to believe she was going to enjoy this week's photo session. Sam spent little time in his room that day. Mostly he wheeled himself around the living room and dining room or sat in the doorway into the kitchen, simply watching Simone. "Don't you get tired of just looking at me?" she asked once. "Never, my dear. I shall never be fully satisfied while feasting my eyes on your lovely features." He smiled broadly. "Oh, if I were only younger, what a life we could have together. As it is, however, I shall try to content myself with looking. And I hope I can make it possible for you to enjoy being watched." Simone was impressed. His answers made complete sense. What's more, she had to admit, before the day was done, she had enjoyed every bit of the attention he had bestowed upon her. After she had dressed to go home that evening, she felt somehow rather average, nothing special, but just like every other person she met. She could hardly wait to get home, and immediately upon arriving, even before going into her bedroom, she stripped off her clothing. The feeling of nudity was glorious, she decided as she stretched out on the big overstuffed divan. Wouldn't Auntie have a fit if she could see me now, she laughed. When she turned on the television, nothing appealed to her. Even the actresses seemed commonplace, mostly because they wore clothing. Eventually that evening, for the first time since she was a little girl, she began to explore her body, and by the time she was ready for sleep she had brought herself to orgasm twice. Afterward, sleep came easily, and she dreamed of being naked in a community were none of the people wore clothes. Sam was waiting for her the next morning and seemed quite anxious for her to get changed, or more exactly to get undressed. All day she felt the same glow of freedom that she had felt the previous night. By evening, as she was getting ready to leave, she put the apron in her purse and took it home with her. The next morning, Thursday, as she dressed to leave her home, she simply tied her apron around her naked hips, put on her coat, and headed for Sam's place. Once again he was waiting for her when she came in the door. When he greeted her, she said a cheery "Good morning!" Then throwing open her coat, she said, "It's a really 'Good Morning'!" "Oh, my dear, you are totally lovely. And beautiful. You'll be the death of me yet! Oh, I do so enjoy having you here with me." Simone took her coat upstairs, making sure she bounced her bottom effectively as she mounted the steps, just in case Sam was watching. Throughout the day, she did extra cleaning. She vacuumed the stairs, noting that Sam wheeled up close to watch as she backed down the steps as she cleaned them. She put herself on full exhibit, spreading her legs wide so he could see it everything. Friday and Saturday were much the same. She climbed up on a chair to dust around the light fixtures. She washed the kitchen floor on her hands and knees. She scrubbed Sam's personal bathroom. He followed her like a lost little puppy, adoring her with his eyes, and with his every compliment she responded with ever increasingly risqué exhibitions. She had fun, and it was obvious that Sam did too. Then it was Sunday. Photo day. Simone showered and took special care in fixing her hair. She shaved her legs and then, on an impulse, she trimmed away the few stray hairs around her pubic bush that had begun to grow. Then she put on the highest heel shoes she owned, added a bit of perfume, tied on her apron, pulled on her coat and headed for work. Sam was seated at the table when she arrived. "Good morning, lovely," he greeted her. Simone turned her back and removed her coat. When she turned to face Sam, wearing only her apron, she laughed as Sam actually blushed. Sam sat silently transfixed. Simone simply stood and let him look. She felt good about herself, and she enjoyed his attention. "Unless you're terribly hungry," he finally spoke, "I would like to take our pictures right away." "Sounds good to me," she agreed, hanging her coat over the stairway railing. During the next hour, Sam photographed her from every angle in every pose they could arrange. She thoroughly enjoyed herself as she posed, and Sam was in photographer's heaven. The shots became increasingly erotic, until finally Simone began to wonder if he would like her to pose without the apron. "This apron really isn't hiding much," she suggested. "Would you like me to remove it?' His smile was the only answer she needed. It gave Simone confidence, and she boldly untied the apron strings. A moment later, she stood before him wearing only her heels and her smile. "That...," he spoke softly, "is so very nice. You are absolutely, completely perfect." He coughed lightly, as if he were having trouble breathing. Simone couldn't help but notice the effect she was having on him, and that in turn lifted her spirits to a previously unknown level of sexual stimulation. This was unfamiliar territory for her, almost like she had felt the night she came to orgasm on her bed. Only here she was actually feeling these sensations while standing naked before a man. Sam busied himself with his camera, changing and adjusting it. His breathing was rough, and when he tried to focus for another shot, Simone noticed that Sam was having difficulty keeping his lap robe in place. Once it almost slipped off, and she thought she caught a glimpse of skin. A few moments later, as he wheeled past her toward into the living room, she accidentally stepped on the corner of the blanket. It fell off. Totally exposed was his very stiff erection. "Why, you naughty little man," she exclaimed, laughing. "You take pictures of me, and all the while you're diddling herself under your blanket!" Sam wilted in embarrassment. "I'm sorry. So sorry. I don't mean any harm. It's just that you're so beautiful." "Don't worry about it," Simone laughed. "If I were in your place, I'm sure I would do more than that. Besides, you've been so good to me that I feel I owe you something in return." He reached for the blanket to cover himself, but Simone kicked it away. "All this time, for six weeks now, you've looked at me and eventually convinced me to strip naked for you, and all this while you've never even touched me. Now, look what you're doing to yourself." He grinned sheepishly. Without a word, Simone knelt in front of the wheelchair and gently lifted Sam's rapidly shrinking erection with her fingers. "Simone! What are you doing?" he asked. "Fulfilling your fantasy," she smiled up at him. "And mine. Perhaps after I'm done with what I'm about to do, you can reciprocate. If not, at least I will have partially repaid you for your generous bonus." With that she lowered her head and began to lick with her tongue. It was a first for her, but she was thrilled when her efforts caused his erection to spring into full bloom. Slowly she slipped him into her mouth, continuing to tease with her tongue. This was her first taste of male semen, and it drove her to a greater desire to please him. She began to work him in and out of her mouth. Bobbing her head seemed to gain the greater reaction from him, so she did it with increasing speed. Years of sexual inactivity melted away, as Sam thrilled with the joy of this intimate contact. His loins swelled with excitement, and he knew he could not hold out for long. He wanted this to go on forever. Oh, she was good. Not only beautiful, but her mouth was wonderful. It was great to be inside her. He loved her so much! He wised she would take him deeper inside her mouth. Unconsciously, he placed his hands on her head and pulled her down. She gagged for a moment as his erection slipped deep into her throat. Oh, that felt so good, he thought as he strained against her, pushing her head farther down as he gave himself completely into the joyous convulsions of ejaculation. Again and again, harder and harder, he pushed himself deeper into her throat. She tried to speak, to ask for release so she could breathe, but the vibrations of her larynx brought Sam even greater stimulation. The pain was like none he had ever felt before. It started just below his sternum and raced both ways across his ribs. He sucked in his breath, not realizing how hard he was pushing on Simone's head. For a moment he questioned which was stronger, the joy of her mouth or the pain in his chest. Each magnified the other. He gasped for breath. So did Simone, and her struggle intensified Sam's satisfaction. The pain continued. It exploded inside his chest. That's when his heart gave out. He never realized that Simone was choking on his semen. Nor that her breathing had ceased, as had his. In the ultimate expression of their mutual appreciation, both of their heads slumped forward. All was quiet. And still. Fini ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Your comments are invited erotin.thraller@gmail.comSimone's Awakening