Chapter 10 - Janell

If Janell felt that she was on the spot, she didn't show it to Bob. After Chelly and Heather had moved on towards the bedrooms, Jan stood up and took the wine glasses that had been left to the kitchen and set them on the counter.

She thought to herself, "What the hell am I thinking? Why do I want to be with this man? I can't believe I'm doing this. I know what I want, but can I go through with it? Would he really stop if I asked him to? I'm so damned confused."

Jan was a tight bundle of nerves. She knew what she wanted to do but hadn't convinced herself that she could do it yet. She had tried to tell Heather but her excuses were pretty lame. She knew that for some reason she loved Bob, a lot.

It was partly that internal conflict that made her so nervous. She had never had any feelings for a male until Bob. Both Heather and Chelly told her that he was a fantastic lover and was so gentle that he was like another woman, but had something that a woman couldn't give. She wanted to feel that, but she was a little frightened about the act itself.

She didn't have a hymen, which had been taken care of years ago. She had put things inside of her that were as big as the average man was supposed to be, so she really wasn't worried about that.

Screaming silently to herself, she asked, "What am I afraid of? Am I afraid that I'll start liking guys? Not going to happen because this is the only man I trust, or have ever trusted."

Taking a deep breath, she walked back out and returned to Bob in the playroom.

With a nervous smile, she held out her arms inviting him to stand with her and when he did she wrapped herself around him tightly. Bob held her to his chest gently, knowing that this was a "moment of truth" for her, whatever she was considering.

She put her arms around his neck and pulled his face to hers kissing him softly. She allowed the kiss to become much more intense the longer she held it. When she pulled back from him, she put her hands on the sides of his face, looked into his eyes, and whispered, "Take me to bed Bobby, please?"

"If that's what you want Janell, it will be my honor," he whispered in return.

She just nodded her head and started pulling him towards the master suite that he and Heather usually shared.

Bob closed the door behind them, which was the "Do Not Disturb" signal. He turned and with a warm smile he faced her. She was looking at him with doe's eyes, and the doe looked like she was in fight or flight mode. He held out his arms inviting her to a hug.

She ran to him throwing her arms around his neck and burying her face in his chest, but she didn't run away. She held him tightly until her breathing returned to normal. This breathing was stress induced, and he could tell.

Bob moved is face towards the side of her head that was not plastered against his chest and began to give her little butterfly kisses everywhere he could reach. After a few minutes she let out a very heavy sigh and her body seemed to relax around him.

It was at that moment Janell knew, as nervous as she was; she was going to go through with this thing. She knew Bob wouldn't do anything to hurt her, nor would he do anything if she wanted to stop even though she thought that there would come a point when stopping wouldn't be fair to him.

She felt a warmth deep in her belly and for the first time in her life, her pussy itched for a man, she understood what Chelly was talking about. She could tell that her pussy was getting wet already and that her nipples were standing at attention demanding some.

What did she feel? She wasn't sure. Fear? Maybe just a little. Nervous? Oh yeah. Ready? Yes, she was very ready. Willing? Yes, she was willing. Excited? Extremely. All of these things were zipping around Janell's brain like it was running six or seven sprint races at the same time.

She wasn't sure how she was going to reconcile this feeling with her sexuality. She did want women. She was curious about this man, but it's the first time she's ever felt this kind of desire for a man.

Technically she was still a virgin, but she'd already had all kinds of implements inside her vagina. She had no worry about any pain, she knew what it felt like when she put those rubber things in, and knew it was at times uncomfortable for a short time. Chelly had one of those long double-headed things and when they were doing it with each other it was incredible. It was a wonderful feeling. Was this going to be as wonderful?

Then she chuckled to herself as she brought up a picture of a woman with a strap on. If you're going to do that just fuck a guy for christ sake. It would be interesting with Bob because men aren't supposed to know a lot of those special spots on a woman's body, but both Chelly and Heather have told her that he not only knows them, but uses them very well. She was looking forward to that.

When she really got down to the bottom line, what she really wanted to feel is a real cock. Unlike other lesbians, she didn't find that thought revolting. She found it exciting. Was she not a real lesbian? She'd never considered the difference between bi-sexual and lesbian, but now she was meeting it head on, face to face, cock to pussy. Would it be ok to "not be a lesbian?" It's all she's ever known. I guess she wouldn't know until it happened, but she knew if she let it happen then by "definition" she wasn't a real lesbian anymore. Could she live with bi-sexual? She thought to herself, "I'm about to find out, and bi-sexual doesn't mean she doesn't like girls anymore, only that she has tried and perhaps wants a man, this man, again. The other three are all bi-sexual woman and they've survived."

She laughed out loud, and looking into Bob's eyes longingly said, "I'm so confused."

"We'll work through it, Sweetie. If nothing happens tonight, there's always some other opportunity. I've already told you that stopping will not affect how I feel about you in any way. I'm truly honored that you would choose me, and you can bet that I will do everything I can not to let you down!"

"I know Bob. My brain is in a whirl of conflicts and confusion. The only things that I know for sure, without any doubt at all, is that I love you very much and I want to get into the bed with you naked." Then with a grin, "What happens after that is kind of in the gray area at the moment, so I guess you'll have to bring out the color."

"Sweetie, you can count on me doing the very best I can for you! I recognize your sexuality and the fact that this may be nothing more than experimentation for you, but that is quite all right."

She looked at him and with a serious look and tone, "This is about love Bobby, I wouldn't 'experiment' with someone else's emotions or feelings. I want to express to you my love, and I want to feel you express your love for me. I've never felt love for a man before you, but I know that I love you, there's no doubt in my mind."

With a grin, "How far that will go is anyone's guess at the moment."

He nodded with a smile then asked her softly, "I need a shower sweetheart, would you like to join me?"

Janell looked at him and with a chuckle, "You need a shower? I've been beating those drums all day, I need a shower!"

They both laughed at that and moved through the door to the shower room. Bob turned on the water, and then looking at Janell asked, "How do you like it? Hot? Warm?" With a smile, "I ain't doin' cold!"

"Hot side of warm would be ok with me," she said as she began to shyly unbutton her shirt.

He adjusted the knobs then turned to face her as the shirt was dropped to the floor. He began by pulling the shirt over his head under the careful scrutiny of Janell's beautiful blue eyes.

They both dropped their pants at the same time kicking them into the pile in the corner. He approached her slowly, lowered his head, and softly kissed her.

Gazing into her eyes he dropped his boxers to the floor and kicked them away to join the others. While he was eliminating his undies, she pulled the sports bra she wears while playing over her head releasing her breasts, which caused her nipples to instantly extend as if to shout, "Free! We're free!"

Bob checked the temperature of the water finding it perfect. He looked to Janell who, with a fearful shy look on her face, pushed her fingers into the elastic holding her pale yellow panties in place and began lowering them.

The two of them didn't lose eye contact during the whole time, so when they hit the floor and she kicked them away she smiled at him, waiting.

Bob let his eyes move on her body and as they did his smile became brighter, and when their eyes met again, he saw a very nervous young woman in front of him. He took the two steps that separated them and placed his hands on her hips, and still maintaining eye contact whispered, "You're an extremely beautiful young woman Janell."

Her look immediately relaxed and her smile widened. Her eyes still showed a shy young lady, but she raised her arms wrapping them around his neck and moved her face upwards to meet his. While their kiss progressed she began moving her body towards his, immediately running into his erect penis. She broke the kiss abruptly and let out a quick, "Eek", then covered her mouth with a hand while she began to blush hotly.

"I'm sorry," she said.

"For what honey?" he asked.

"I didn't mean to be so surprised. I've never felt a live one before and it startled me," she said with a grin.

"It's ok Jan. Take things at your own speed. If you want me to do anything just let me know."

Still looking him in the eyes, she let out a quick chuckle, "I finally saw a real live one for the first time just a minute ago."

"Ha. That's ok Sweetie, I figured we'd expose ourselves getting in the shower unless we decided to do our laundry at the same time."

She shyly looked at him with a smile and commented, "One of the reasons I love you so much is you don't make a big deal out of 'things' like most guys would. With most guys that I've heard about, they'd already be groping me trying to stick that thing between my legs."

"You haven't told me it's ok to do that Jan. I don't presume that you want that, so..."

"That's what I mean Bobby," she interrupted softly. "You don't assume just because we're naked the next logical step is doin' the 'wild thing'. It's one of the things that makes me love you and WANT to do that 'wild thing', the horizontal bop, with you," she added with a big smile. "I think it still scares me, but not like it would have a few months ago."

He gave her a warm peck on the lips and said, "We'll just play it by ear honey. If we're going to do that, it'll happen eventually and I'm not in any rush. There are a whole lot of things I want to do before we even get close to having to decide about 'the wild thing'."

She giggled at him, and holding his hand, pulled him gently into the shower.

She took the soap in her hands after a spinning first rinse, and looking him in the eyes, asked, "May I?"

"Absolutely my dear. Scrub away, lord knows I need it!"

With a chuckle she started to soap at his shoulders, working her way down to his feet avoiding his rigid rod and the bag of sperm filled balls below it. She spun him around and worked up the backside and when she reached his shoulders and neck she spun him around again. Once again making eye contact, she slowly dropped to her knees in front of him and began gently washing the rod in front of her face. She moved it up, she moved it down and she moved it side to side taking in every silly millimeter. Gently holding his balls in one hand, seemingly weighing the contents, she stroked his penis very slowly.

"Oh, Janell," gasped Bob.

She moved her hands away quickly bringing another moan, but the second was a moan of frustration.

"Did I hurt you Bobby? God, I'm sorry," she quickly said finding eye contact again.

"Oh no, Baby. I was enjoying the feeling," he said softly, meeting her eyes with a smile.

"Oh ok, can I do it some more?" she asked.

"By all means, please do."

Then carefully taking hold again, she began her exploration.

"You can hold it a little harder Jan, but you were perfect on my balls. You don't want to squeeze them too tight."

She looked up at him again, and finding a smile and short nods she continued with what she was doing.

She had taken a good hold this time and was slowly jacking Bob towards a great spurt, but thought he'd warn her first.

"Hon, if you keep that up like you're doing I'm going to come."

"Really?" she asked with some excitement. "Wow. Should I do that?"

"That depends, Sweetie. If I come now, it will take me a bit longer to do that again next time."

Releasing her hands gently, she noted, "Maybe I should save it for later."

Before she stood back up, she looked at his cock one more time than pursed her lips, kissed the very end gently, and said smiling, "I'll see you a little later."

Bob let out a groan when her lips touched him, then he heard her talking before she slowly made her way back up his body, kissing his chest and breasts on the way. When she was fully upright she raised her face to his and with her arms around his neck and her hands gently finger combing his hair, pulled him down for a long, soft, tender, kiss that, without any doubt, said very clearly, "fuck me".

When she pulled away from the kiss, she backed away slightly and handed Bob the soap saying, "Your turn."

She stood kind of stiffly with her arms at her side, her nervous eyes watching him as he soaped his hands and brought them to her shoulders to begin exploring her body in the guise of washing.

When his hands didn't go immediately to her breasts or between her legs, she relaxed noticeably, brought her hands up to his hips, and gently held him while he worked on her neck, shoulders and down her arms. There was almost disappointment in her eyes when he soaped down her sides and abdomen but avoided her waiting mounds.

The water was rinsing her as fast as he could wash, so as he moved his hands down her sides and over her ovaries he leaned down and kissed her neck and shoulders lightly. With the touch of his lips she pulled his hips to hers causing his stiffness to wedge itself between her legs, the top rubbing softly on her vulva and making some preliminary contact with her clitoris.

When his cock made contact with the little sentry, she let out a loud moan, and shuddered in his hands. He wrapped his arms around the back of her washing the backside as he went.

He felt her hips begin a very slight back and forth motion moving the hard little nubbin along the top of his stiff penis. She was looking him in the eyes and he could see the smoky desire coming with her panting.

He pushed away gently, allowing her moan of frustration, and began to lower himself to his knees where he would wash her lower body. Starting with the tops of her thighs he ran his hands softly down to her feet washing her toes, then back upwards over her calves and the back of her thighs. Once he'd finished with her legs and thighs, he gently stroked her ass, softly caressing her pert buns bringing a moan while her hands moved back to his hair.

As he washed her butt, she had pushed his head gently against her nude mound, again making slight movements back and forth. Now it was his nose that was making contact with the guard, who was peeking out from his post to see what it was causing such pleasurable sensations.

Her moans became a little more pronounced when he wiggled his face. It also caused her to move her feet apart giving him more access to her smooth vulva. He reveled in her arousal and gently moved his tongue from as far in the rear as he could reach to the front just stopping at her clit, circling with the tip ever so softly.

Her hands were getting much more insistent the more he used his tongue on her, and her feet got further apart while she bent her knees slightly to increase the area he could reach.

"Oh god Bob, that's the spot. Oh yes... please touch me there."

He pulled with his hands to push his face into her sex, moving his tongue to the top of her button and licking side to side. It was the side-to-side motion that pushed Janell over the precipice and into her first orgasm of the evening. Bob planned on her having many more.

He held her firmly when her body started to collapse a little. Her knees were letting her down, so he made sure that he held her upright while continuing his licking motions.

He kept his tongue darting in time with her breathing, causing Jan's climax to extend for quite some time before she pushed his face away gasping, "Stop. Please. It's too sensitive right now."

As he had promised, he immediately stopped with his tongue and kissed around the edges of her mound and upward towards the dual mounds he had avoided washing on the way down.

She was holding on to his shoulders to maintain her balance as he moved upwards to bring his face close to hers kissing her softly. She took it to the extreme pressing her lips against his forcefully and darting her tongue into his mouth in an attempt to coax his out. Once in position, she began to suck on his tongue like it was a little cock, all the while moaning and pressing her body against his with as much pressure as she could muster. His hands never left her hips helping her to maintain a standing position.

When she released her kiss, she put her head on his chest still gasping trying to get her breathing back to normal. "Oh god. I've never come like that before, what did you do to me?"

He pushed her face away momentarily and making solid eye contact whispered, "Nothing I don't do with every woman, Honey. I plan on doing that some more a little later," causing her eyes to grow in surprise, "Baby, I love eating a woman and you, my dear, are delicious."

She shuddered a little but her breathing was returning to where it normally was, so when she put her arms around his neck he released her hips gently to make sure she could stand, then he pulled back just a little to soap up his hands moving them to her breastbone sliding them down to the twin peaks he had avoided during his initial pass.

He very gently took her breasts in his hands, softly caressing all around them, top and bottom. He moved his hands over the tops catching her nipples in between two fingers and rubbing each up and down a few times bringing her hands down from his hair to around his neck again. She let out a loud moan, her body stiffening, twitching uncontrollably, while she pulled herself to him firmly and with a shudder began a fairly loud jump over the edge to a second orgasm.

He held her tightly while she shook through, once again pressing her mound against his hardened rod using the top to massage her clit. As she came down from this climax, her breathing began to make the sounds of purring.

Patiently waiting for her to "return", he held her tight giving light kisses and whispering in to her ear how much he loved her and how good she felt in his arms.

When her breathing returned to almost normal, he made sure there was enough of a space between them that any soap still on the skin would be rinsed off. Her eyes met his with a desire that was hard to fathom. She reached over to turn off the water, keeping one arm around him for balance. They stepped out and took towels to softly dry each other.

He allowed her to pull him in the direction she wanted, and both fell on to the bed side by side. He turned over to one side so that he could look at her, and found her gazing at him with that shy smile. She had rolled on to her back in anticipation, but he didn't just crawl all over her to press on.

She was a little taken aback by the patience of this man. Everything she'd ever heard from other women was that "the guy" was always hot to trot and would just jump on and ride as soon as the opportunity presented itself. Some of the women spoke of slowing him down to get some level of pleasure out of it herself before he just shot his wad and went to sleep. It' didn't sound like a whole lot of fun to her, so when Bob patiently only rolled up onto his side, put his arm across her tummy and didn't immediately begin groping and poking, she wasn't quite sure what to think, though both Heather and Michelle had told her he was going to take her very slowly.

He continued to gaze into her beautiful blue eyes lowering his face to hers every so often to give her a soft loving kiss. The hand he'd thrown over her abdomen was lightly caressing the skin in those areas that men aren't supposed to know about. He watched her eyes waiting for some of the "nervous" to go away. He knew she was going to be nervous the entire time but he wanted to reduce it to a "dull roar" so that she could enjoy feeling what he was doing with her body.

"I don't know what to do," she said quietly. "I've never been in bed with a man like this."

"Well sweetheart, this is all about you, and I want you to come away from this with a good feeling, so why don't you start by telling me what float's your boat."

She looked at him with a quizzical twist, "Floats my boat? What do you me... Ahhh. Ok, I get it."

Janell thought to herself, "How do you tell a man how to do something that only a woman can really comprehend? What he's doing feels absolutely wonderful and that orgasm in the shower was incredibly intense, but..."

"Well, probably what floats every girls boat," she said softly.

"Baby, you have been making love with women," he noted which caused her to begin blushing brightly. "Jan, there is no possible way that I can give you the same as another woman, many men don't seem to get that. All we can do is the best we can, and what we're told by our lover."

She gave him a loving smile and let out another heavy sigh.

"You tell me what you want, and where you want to go, and we'll work on that. Ok?"

She nodded, and then shyly asked, "Kiss me."

Bob leaned over to her face and gently put his lips on hers, starting a soft kiss. She returned his kiss, hungrily licking his lower lip and searching for his tongue. When she found it there emitted a short but sweet moan from Janell's throat.

Her arms wrapped around him tightly while she devoured his lips and tongue. When she released him and let her head fall back on to the bed, she met his eyes with a hunger that hadn't been there earlier.

"Love me," she murmured faintly. "Love me like you would love any other woman. I want to understand the feelings of a man, and the differences."

"I think I want to feel the fullness of you, but I'm still a little frightened," she whispered to him softly. "Just Love me, Bob."

He lowered his lips to hers to give her a momentary kiss, and then looking into her eyes softly said, "I will do that Jan, without hesitation or reservation, but you need to stop me if I go too far too fast."

Janell turned and rose up onto her knees and leaned in to begin caressing him softly. Her eyes were darting everywhere, his eyes, his chest, and the headboard above his head. She wasn't sure she understood the emotions that were being hormonally driven through her body. She's never been attracted to a man, until this one, and it was a love for him, a curious attraction more than anything else, but a deepening love, so she just decided to go with it.

Bob watched her face while she was moving around him. There were so many mixed emotions he wasn't sure what was the most intense. He would allow her to take things as far as she wanted at her own speed. He wasn't going to push anything.

Janell's hands continued to softly touch and caress him. He closed his eyes and just felt what her hands were doing. It felt so good to be explored by this beautiful young woman.

Her hands came up to the top of his head and gently moved down the side of his face to his shoulders, arms then on to his breasts. She stopped for a moment, tweaking his nipples tenderly.

She whispered, "I didn't know a man's nipples would do the same as mine until the shower." Then she lowered her face to take one in her mouth, licking, kissing, and sucking. He heard a soft, "Mmmmmmmm," from her while she switched back and forth between them.

Her hands began to move again, downwards over his abdomen skirting his pubic hair while gently feeling the tops and insides of his thighs. Her exploration went all the way to his toes, and then began a return.

He could hear her breathing become more rapid the closer her hands came to his stiff penis. He could almost see the look of curiosity on her face, and then decided to open his eyes and watch for himself.

Her hands were circling the base of his cock, and when he opened his eyes, hers met them. He let his pair smile at hers, and as he did, once again she moved her hand slowly up the shaft to the top of his raging hardon. Her eyes left his to look at what her hands were doing.

"I'm not hurting you am I Bobby?" she asked again, afraid being dry would cause discomfort.

"No Jan, you have very soft and light hands. Are you exploring me the same you would a woman?"

Blushing she nodded her head and said, "Yeah, I like to feel my lovers skin. I enjoy when they do the same."

"Am I doing alright?"

"You're doing just fine Sweetie, explore till your heart's content. I'm very much looking forward to exploring you."

She gently stroked him, blushing at his desire to explore her body, but was looking forward to the feel of his hands. Both Heather and Michelle had told her that he was very soft and gentle, so she had fairly high expectations.

She continued to gently caress his body for more than thirty minutes, going over most areas at least twice. She seemed especially fascinated by his balls and penis handling them once again, very gently and lovingly.

She lowered her lips to his hard penis and kissed it gently once more. She looked at it curiously, and then lowered her head again and while kissing him began to use her tongue around the tip licking softly. She looked upwards to make eye contact with him to see if he was ok with what she was doing.

He noted the sparkle in her eyes and let out a soft moan letting her know she was doing just fine, thank you very much.

Looking into his eyes, she opened her mouth a little letting him slide in while moving her tongue around gently. When she had the entire bulbous end of his cock in her mouth she began to turn her head back and forth, moving her tongue with it, then began bobbing her head taking about an inch into her mouth at a time.

Still looking up at him, she pulled his cock out of her mouth with a light "pop" and with a grin asked, "Am I doing it right Bobby? I've heard girls talk about doing this with a man and I couldn't imagine it, but seeing it here so stiff and all, I couldn't help it." Then blushing brightly admitted, "I watched Hey and Chelly do this to you one night and it looked... I don't know... I guess, kind of cool. I just want to make sure I'm doing it right so I don't hurt you."

"You're doing great Jan. It feels wonderful," Bob gasped out. "If you keep it up though, I'm going to shoot in your mouth, and you might not appreciate that."

She looked at him curiously and whispered, "I know. The girls I heard said they let the guy come in her mouth and then swallowed it. I saw Hey and Chelly do that too."

Then blushing a little, "Hey said you tasted good. Chelly did too, but I'm kind of not sure."

"That's ok, Sweetie. I'll tell you what, when I'm about to do that, I'll warn you and you can decide what you want to do. Does that sound ok?"

"Yeah, I think that's ok."

"Remember, if I come in your mouth it'll take a lot longer for me to come again later if you want to go the distance."

She gave him an evil smile, "Yeah, I thought about that too. Both Hey and Chell said it's really nice when you last a long time inside them. I want to do it Bobby, but I'm still a little scared."

"That's ok Baby, like me coming in your mouth, we'll worry about that when we get there. If you have reservations or hesitations, we just won't do it, okay?"

She let go of a heavy sigh, and nodded her head with a huge smile. She knew she wanted to do the whole megillah, but wasn't sure if she would chicken out or not. He was willing to let her decide while he was "foaming at the mouth", she thought with a slight chuckle. Guys just didn't think like that.

She continued to look into his eyes with deep love, lowering her mouth to his cock once again. Taking the head in once again and moving her tongue constantly she put her hand down below her face to control how much she would take into her mouth, but she started moving it up and down at the same time not knowing that it would cause the explosion he had described earlier.

Her head bobbed up and down while she licked around and strokedhim off causing that itchy feeling in Bob's balls telling him that movement was imminent. He looked down at her working on his dick like she had done it a hundred times and looked like she was really enjoying it as well.

"Honey, I'm about to blow," he gasped his warning.

Without taking his cock out of her mouth she nodded and said, "Ohkhahyhhthhannku", but began a smile. Her eyes were sparkling brightly while she continued to bob her head up and down and moving her hand more quickly.

She felt him swell a little in her mouth, but not having any experience didn't know that it was the signal.

As the first spurt left his cock, he moaned loudly and watched her eyes get really big as she took the first blast and swallowed like a pro. She continued to suck and move her head up and down milking all five spurts from him without losing a drop. When he was finished, she continued to lick and suck, cleaning him fastidiously.

She let his softening dick drop from her mouth and with a huge grin, "I don't believe I did that." Then with a vigorous giggle, "Hey and Chell were right. It's really cool when you come, and you don't taste bad at all."

Then with a louder chuckle, "That was fun, I want to do that again."

She moved her face over his, lowering her lips to his, kissing him gently for a few minutes. She was a little surprised that he kissed her, but after what the other two women had told her she expected it.

"I can't believe you'll kiss me after doing that," she whispered.

"Why?" he asked her softly. "It's just a bodily fluid, same as when I eat you. You kiss me after that don't you?" She nodded gently. "And it doesn't taste bad. In fact, you are delicious Jan."

She blushed and looked at him shyly, but nodded her head to acknowledge what he'd said.

"I know you're not into men honey, but if you ever do that to a man and he won't kiss you because he thinks it's gross or something, you need to find another man. He's not worth the trouble."

She chuckled a little, "I doubt I'll ever do that with anyone but you Bobby. I hope Hey will let me."

Looking through half closed eyelids and a smoky set of eyes, glassy with lust, she leaned down and kissed him again. This time a long, deep, sexy kiss that had "fuck me please" all over it.

When she raised her head up, she whispered softly, "I'm ready."

He looked up at her with a smile, while she continued almost imperceptibly, "You can explore me now, Lover. I'm ready."

As he raised his body up on one elbow in preparation, she let herself roll back on to her back, looking up at him a little nervously in anticipation.

"Have you ever done any of this with a man before Jan?"

She shook her head and whispered, "No, this is my first time." Then quickly added, "I really like what you've done to me so far."

Bob smiled and leaned down once more for a loving kiss before his exploratory activities. When he lifted his face from hers, he still saw some nervousness in her eyes, but this time it was tempered by a slight change to deep desire.

Softly, with his lips and tongue, he began to move down her chin, neck and shoulders. He whispered to her, "Just feel me Jan. Let yourself feel what I'm doing."

She moved her hands to behind his head and ran her fingers softly through his hair. She didn't seem uncomfortable with anything yet. He decided the first pass would be just tender kisses, licks and nibbles over most of her body. He'd bypassed both breasts previously so he decided to give them some attention straight away this time.

He softly moved his mouth and tongue around her breasts instead of cupping them with his hands. He allowed his hands to explore her sides and abdomen, while his lips explored the two mounds with the hard little tips.

She was moaning already, and her breathing was becoming fast and somewhat strained. His mouth surrounded one of her hard pink nipples and sucked it gently while his tongue flipped at it rapidly.

He lifted his face to a soft whimper of frustration and moved to the other wanting breast. He repeated his actions causing her to begin twitching once again. She was on her way to another visit into the mystical land of "O".

Her hands pulled him into the nipple he was presently working on while her body arched up getting very stiff while she let out a loud moan. Her gasps were nearly sounding tortured while she was making an "uh...uhh...uh...ahhh...uhh...uh" sound in time with the body twitches he was feeling. He flicked his tongue on the tip of the hard nipple in time with each undulation and gasp.

He let her recover from this latest foray and as her hands relaxed he was able to move his face back up to hers and kissed her softly all around her beautiful face. She opened her eyes to meet his only a couple inches away.

She gasped out, "Ohmigod... Ohmigod. Ohhhh shiitt."

Bob whispered very tenderly into her ear, "I love you very much Janell Miller."

The eyes that met his were sparkling brightly, but she wasn't able to really say anything yet. He just held her with a smile waiting to continue with his exploration.

She took a deep breath and let out a loud heavy sigh, and said to him, "I think I'm ready for you to continue now." She gave him a tired grin, and relaxed so he could continue with his caresses.

He moved slowly down her torso to work on her thighs, she moaned in frustration when he was so close but didn't press into her sex.

When he started to move his face to the inside of her thighs, her legs parted slowly allowing him easier access. It seemed like she was a little nervous in opening herself completely, but he'd work on that hesitation. She'd enjoyed it in the shower, so it was just a matter of giving those feelings back to her now.

He wasn't going to push anything. He would only accept what she was willing to give, but no more.

She moaned constantly while he was moving around her body. He allowed his hands to softly caress her breasts, while proceeding slowly but deliberately around the upper regions of her inner thighs.

He could understand now why the girls all said she was the most quiet while making love. The moans she was letting out were very soft but deeply felt. It was almost like she was moaning for herself rather than her lover.

It was borne of her younger days making love to girlfriends during sleepovers. All the participants had learned to keep their moans at a low key so that "mothers" didn't wake up wondering what the moaning was all about, knowing full well what those kinds of moans were from. Some adults can be such pinheads when it comes to sexual awakening and experimentation. It's like they've forgotten their own curious youth, or maybe it's because they remembered.

He moved back up again. A strong gasp escaped her when he again took a nipple in his mouth to suck and lick. Bob moved back and forth between each, while her body reacted positively to his actions. Her body began to twitch somewhat erratically again but this time he continued back up her neck to kiss her lips tenderly again.

"You ok?" he whispered.

She nodded her head making sure she didn't lose eye contact with him, "I'm doing great Bobby, it feels wonderful." Moving her hands to his face to gently hold him she whispered, "I never knew..."

"Shhhh, it's ok Baby, you know now and that's what matters. I want you to feel me loving you. I want you to know without any doubt, that this man loves you intensely and hope's you'll allow him to do this again sometime."

She nodded her head with a contented smile, "If Hey will let me..."

They traded smiles and he began his travels again, slowly moving down her body gently tracing his tongue over her skin, paying special attention once again to those small areas just above her reproductive system. She moaned loudly when he moved through and around that area. Centering his face he did a few light rounds of her belly button forcing a light giggle from her and a gentle push on his head to continue down. He figured not to play with the gold bar that was piercing the skin.

He moved into the place her soft patch of hair would be if it hadn't been removed. He noticed her pubis was unusually smooth to his tongue when it passed over the places just above the very top of her slit. Heather and Michelle had the same smooth, 'no stubble mons'. He'd have to ask about that. He could feel that hard little bump just under top edge again, and as he moved his mouth over and past her legs shot apart this time giving him full access to her virgin sex. It was the first time he had noticed the tiny butterfly tattooed right on the labia where it was guarding her entrance.

"Beautiful butterfly on a beautiful pussy," he whispered kissing the tattoo gently.

She put her hands gently on either side of his face and lifted gently so she could make eye contact. Then she whispered, "You are the only man who will ever see that butterfly Bobby; a lady friend of Judy's put it on. I did it in secret so the others wouldn't think they had to get one too. Tattoo's are a very personal thing, and shouldn't be done without care and thought. That butterfly will go with me to my grave."

"It is very pretty Jan, very nicely done," he said softly lowering his face to lick the butterfly gently.

"Mmmm," he hummed. Then he reiterated to her, "You taste delicious, Baby."

"Uh...uh, ahh, gawd that feels soooo good," she moaned loudly. Well, it was loudly for her.

He moved his tongue from the bottom to the top of her soaking vulva stopping only at the very top to pay homage to the little soldier poking its head just barely above the surrounding castle walls.

Her body jumped suddenly when his tongue made light contact with her clit. He moved around the nubbin gently, barely touching the surrounding areas. He was trying to stimulate without causing the sensitivity that halted his fun earlier. His fingers were moving her tight labia apart slightly while his fingertip made an entrance.

"OhhhGooddddddd... Shiiitt," she emitted a subdued but powerful moan. Her whole body got spasmodic with the slight entrance of his finger.

While she was going through the second orgasm that he was giving to her orally, the intensity of emotions she was feeling were catching up to the reality of what she was physically experiencing between her legs.

Her hands lovingly stroked through his hair exerting slight pressure. She wasn't pulling his head in forcefully, but just letting her hands display her pleasure in what she was feeling. Her moans were constant, and the spasms of her muscles were non-stop. The twitching in her abdomen felt like she was shaking and couldn't stop.

Each time she reached her climax, he would lighten the touches, slow his movement so it wouldn't become too sensitive for her, knowing that sooner or later it wouldn't matter, she'd push him away.

While her fourth was overtaking her, Jan's body stiffened like it hadn't before and she completely arched up wiggling her ass around in his hands. He put his mouth on the inside of her thighs and began lightly caressing that tender flesh just below the junction that formed her vulva, kissing her butterfly. He switched from side to side, licking softly while she was making all kinds of mewling noises.

Janell pushed his face away turning her body to the side and scrunching up into a fetal position while her body continued to twitch and shake. She moaned loudly.

"Stop, oh god stop. I can't take any more Baby, please stop," she groaned out. He not only stopped kissing her vulva tenderly, but moved quickly up to take her in his arms.

When his arms wrapped around her, she threw hers around his shoulders, and her head snapped up to look him in the eyes. She maintained the fetal position she'd moved into, and she was panting like she'd just run at least one marathon. Her darting eyes showed disbelief, surprise, contentment, and some abject fear.

Her body shaking she was moaning softly, "Ohmigod, ohmigod, ohmigod... What did you do to me? Ohmigod."

Bob whispered tenderly to her, "I love you Janell. I just showed you how much I loved you. You'll be fine honey, can I get anything for you?"

"N.n.nooo... I've never come like that in my life. I'm not sure I'll ever be back. Ohmigod, ohmigod..."

"You'll be fine Honey," he assured her again, "I'm here with you. I won't let anything happen to you Baby, just try to relax and enjoy the feelings."

"Oh trust me, I'm enjoying them Bob. Don't worry about that, but they're all still so intense... Ohmigod."

Kissing her face softly, he whispered, "I've got you Sweetie, we're not going anywhere."

After about ten minutes of her body shaking and throwing in a hard twitch every so often her body finally relaxed and her fetal scrunch loosened greatly. Her breathing was slowly returning to normal, and she was holding him with her head on his chest.

"Oh lord," she gasped softly. "I've never said this to a man before and meant it like I do right this moment, but I love you so much."

He gave her a knowing smile, and whispered to her, "I love you too Jan, more than you know!"

"It's not like I'll give up girls Bobby, but I'll never feel the same about a man again. At least not this man!"

"That makes me very happy, Princess."

"We're not all boorish cads," he said in his best bad British accent.

She giggled, "No, I guess not." Then holding him closer to her, "I almost feel like I've been released. I don't have to be stiff and uncaring with men."

"Well, if you want my opinion Honey, you still need to be very wary. Not all men will treat a woman the way you deserve to be treated. I just had very good teachers."

She smiled brightly at him, "My compliments to the teachers."

They held each other caressing, nipping softly for at least fifteen minutes before, looking him in the eyes, and wiggling to put herself onto her back.

With a nervous smile, she bent her knees upward then opened them slowly exposing her center to him. She whispered, "I guess I have to..."

"You don't have to do anything Janell," he quickly interrupted.

"But, You..."

"No buts Jan, you owe nothing. It was my pleasure to do that with you, but you don't have to feel like you "HAVE" to do something in return. Your orgasms and smiles are enough return to make me happy. The only expectation I've ever had is for you to enjoy what we're doing. I want you to feel honestly loved by a man Janell, and I do love you very much."

She looked at him through half open eyes, and said quietly, "I love you too, but Bobby we haven't finished yet."

"I want to feel you Honey; I want you inside me. I've never ever felt this way before and I need for us to finish what we've started."

"Jan, it'll only happen if it's what you truly want. I don't want you to feel like you owe me something, or that you're less than a woman because we didn't have intercourse."

She smiled at him warmly, "I want to do it Honey. Honest, I really do. Even though it's never happened before, I need to feel you. I want to feel your sperm shoot into me.

Holding his face in her hands, with her eyes locked firmly on his she continued, "I want that feeling of being unsure. I'm not fertile yet this cycle; at least I don't believe I am." Then giving Bob a huge smile, "With you I'm willing to take that chance. I know it doesn't fit right now, and I seriously doubt it will happen, but you have to know I won't be devastated if it does. Okay?"

She let it soak in a little while, then with a pair of very smoky eyes, and a lustful look, she lovingly whispered, "Please Bobby, Make love to me. Give me your love and accept mine."

She pulled his face towards hers raising up to meet his lips with hers. It was a soft, tender, loving kiss that intensified as she pulled at him letting him know she wanted him on top of her.

He paused momentarily and asked, "Do you want to be on top this first time Baby? It will give you control over how much you want."

"Thank you Sweetie, but no, I want it all, and I know you will be gentle with me. I also want the feel that you are taking what I'm giving."

Bob felt her hand gently reach between them and grasp his hard penis, rubbing it up and down her slit. She stopped each time at her clit and let the tip of him push and give her added stimulation, but she was soaked. There was going to be no lack of lubrication for the act but he still needed to take it very slowly.

She slotted the end between the protecting lips so that they could both feel them part, and while holding him softly whispered, "Push Baby, put it in me."

Bob increased the pressure just slightly and felt her entrance begin to relax and part to allow him passage. With a quick "pop" she accepted the bulbous end with a surprised look on her face and a small, "Ooooo, that's different."

He just held his position until she was relaxed and ready for a little bit more. After a minute, he felt her hips start to wiggle around trying to see what feelings movement would bring.

Their eyes met again and she whispered, "More. Push more in me Honey, I'm ready."

He moved slowly in a tight circle while increasing pressure allowing his cock to slide gently into her very tight velvet tunnel. He watched her face to see when it was time to stop and let her get used to the intrusion. She took another three inches before letting him know to pause for a moment.

"God. I feel so stuffed. It feels delicious, and I can't wait to get the rest, but thank you Bobby, for going slow and easy with me."

"It's the only way I know how, Kitten. The last thing I ever want to do is cause a woman to feel pain with such a pleasurable experience. I know there's discomfort at some level, but I guess that's the way we're built."

She gave him a wide smile and pulled herself up to kiss him warmly again. It was a kiss that told him she was totally into what was happening, and was enjoying her first experience with a real penis rather than the rubber or plastic facsimiles she was used to.

"More Sweetie," she whispered.

He increased the pressure just a little and the next thing they both knew their pubic bones had been formally introduced. When he felt the "bottom" he started a slow pressure in a small circle making sure that her clit was being pushed.

She gasped, and he could feel the muscles inside of her begin to undulate slowly as she once again fell over the edge into the magical valley of "O". The look in her eyes was priceless.

She was showing him a sign of ecstasy that he'd not seen before. This woman was really feeling everything that was happening in her body and was enjoying what was there.

It was really difficult for Bob to hold off the first milking he got from her pussy even having come earlier, but he managed to baseball score around it while waiting for her to recover and be ready for more.

It wasn't long before he felt her whole body relax. He took that as a signal to begin the slow rhythm of that age-old process of in'n'out. He pushed in gently, and pulled out slowly trying to prolong her experience as long as he could. She was obviously enjoying giving her love, in what to her was a totally foreign way, and to someone who would accept it without any conditions.

Janell was a very sensuous woman and came twice more before the milking machine had its designed effect on Bob. She could feel his build up and wrapped her legs around him tightly, and with sparkling eyes began whispering, "Do it Baby, come in me. Let's make a baby Honey, our baby. I want to feel a man come inside me for the first time. Let it go," and as he began to blast her womb with his offering, "Oh yes, I can feel your warmth. Oh god, how can I not love this? How can I not want more?"

Then thinking to herself, "I do love this, and I do want more, a lot more. God, I hope Heather will let me."

He felt like he put a quart or two inside her welcoming pussy, but knew better. There was enough to do whatever damage was going to be done, but she had somewhat planned this encounter for a time she believed she was safe. She'd thought about it, and admitted to herself, that if she did get pregnant with Bob's baby, she would not be unhappy. It wasn't on her "list of things to do right now", but it wasn't something she'd reject out of hand.

Maybe some other time!

He collapsed on her for a moment before he raised himself up on his elbows to look into her eyes. She held him tightly and let him know she wanted his weight on her for a little while.

She kept her legs wrapped tightly around his hips and her arms around his neck, while she nibbled on his neck and ear, whispering sweet nothings to him. Telling him how much she loved him for giving her his love so tenderly and accepting hers.

Keeping her wrapped firmly around him, he rolled over to their sides. They shared the pillow holding their faces together. Both were close enough that he began to rub noses bringing a soft giggle from her.

"I see why Eskimo's do this," she whispered, "It is totally sexy."

Their lips were meeting each other's for quick pecks and some long drawn out loving. Bob couldn't believe the passion in this woman. He felt very honored to have been able to give her an experience that she never thought she'd want. He hoped that he had given her a feel that men aren't necessarily evil beings, but that there are a few, that may be worth a second look.

After a time he asked her softly, "You ok, Baby?"

She smiled widely, and nodded, "I'm wonderful, Bobby."

Giving out a heavy sigh, she continued, "I never thought I'd ever do that with a man, but I'm glad I did. It was a wonderful experience, and I hope Hey will let me do it again."

Bob gave her a shocked look causing her to laugh, "I'm still gay Bob, though I guess it's officially bi-sexual now," she said gaily. "I've just broadened my horizons. You did things for me that no woman has ever done, but I know how to 'point her in the right direction'. I never dreamed that a man's penis would feel like it did."

Then with a shiver, and pulling him closer, "Thank you so much, Bobby. I love you for the love you gave me."

She paused a little letting him know she was finished with her thought.

"Jan, I don't know what to say. I am so honored that you allowed me to show you my love. We don't ever have to do this again for me to be happy and content, but I am elated to hear you say you'd like a repeat." He smiled at her, "You are an extremely good lover sweetie. Your body let me know what it wanted, so you didn't have to think about it detracting from what you were feeling."

She grinned at him feeling that he was beginning to harden inside of her again. She was ready for more, a feeling she couldn't believe of herself, but wasn't going to argue with. She decided that she really loved being intimate with this man.

He could feel it growing as well, so when her upper leg wrapped itself tightly and the two lower legs were intertwining, he knew she was willing for more.

"Shall I turn off the lights sweetie, so we can just drift out when we're ready? I'll have to put on my mask at some point, but I want to give you as much of my love as you will accept.

She nodded with a smile, "I'll accept as much of your love as Heather will let me Sweetie, as long as you will accept mine."

Giving him a very sensual smile she whispered, "I'd like it if you would come inside me again. I can't believe what that feels like. It sets me on fire and makes me want to make babies."

Reaching the switch, and dousing the lights, he wrapped his arms around her a little tighter and whispered, "I think I can do that for you Baby, but it may take a while."

She wiggled herself closer to him moving his cock deeper inside of her and responded, "Take your time Hon, we have all night."

Chapter 10 - Janell v3r1