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 Deanna by: Dr.  Paco Jones
   copyright 2012
   Chapter 9 - Tara joins the party
   We were both panting so hard neither could move any more muscles than
those controlling breathing.  I knew I needed to get off of her body or I'd
crush her but I couldn't make my body respond to commands my brain was
issuing.
   I realized I was paralyzed in my orgasmic bliss when I felt a pair of
hands pulling on my side to roll me over and off of my young lover.
   Tara had awakened with our orgasmic voices and had come down the hall to
watch the finale.  She saw that we had both just collapsed and that neither
of us was able to move at the moment.  I'm incredibly thankful that she had
done that, because I couldn't move off the top of Dee and I knew my weight
on top of her was not helping her breathing recover.
   Tara crawled up onto the bed with us and knowing about my stash of
drinks in the bedside cooler she reached in to grab a couple to give us
some quick energy helping us to recover a little more quickly.
   I had been able to scootch up so that I was more or less sitting with my
back against the headboard and I could take the bottle of juice from Tara
and move it to my mouth without help.  I gasped at her to please help
Deanna, and as I looked down to see my young lover I saw that her eyes were
fluttering open.  She was looking around like she didn't know where she
was, but when she saw me looking at her with a worried look, she smiled
quite widely and her eyes smiled with her.
   "Ohmigod, did I die?  Am I in heaven?" she gasped out.
   Tara gave her a quick giggle, "No you didn't die, but from the looks of
the both of you, heaven is a definite possibility."
   Dee moved a hand up over her head and I took it in one of mine and
squeezed it delicately, and together we both whispered, "I love you."
   Tara started to weep softly, and Dee was immediately concerned for her.
I hadn't noticed because I had my eyes closed trying to regain my senses.
   "What's wrong mom?" she asked hesitantly.
   With the question my eyes opened and I saw that Tara had tears rolling
down her face, but it was hard to read.
   "I wish that the both of you could see yourselves, both now and while
making love.  I've never seen two people so much in love in my life.  These
are tears of joy Dee, not sorrow."
   Dee gave her a curious look.  The kind of look only a teenaged
girl/woman could conjure up.  Tara looked at her and started to laugh which
put an even more quizzical look on Deanna's face.
   Leaning down and hugging her daughter tenderly, looked directly into her
eyes for a moment then leaned down and put her lips against Dee's very
softly.  Dee's eyes got as big as saucers then closed as she started to
kiss her mother in return.
   I had to wonder if Tara and I were on the same wavelength at some point
because this was the kind of kiss that started sex between two people. 
Women or men, those kinds of kisses either caused cocks to harden or
pussies to get soaking wet.
   As the kiss proceeded, I could see that there was a little tongue play
going on and Deanna's arms came up and around her mother holding her
gently.
   When the kiss was over, they both moved very slowly apart each looking
into the others eyes.
   I'm not sure Dee knew quite how to feel about that action.
   "God that was beautiful," I said trying to reinforce what Tara had done
and maybe I would see more.  "That had to be one of the sexiest things I've
seen."
   Dee looked at me with a strange look on her face and started to wiggle
up to sit next to me at the headboard of the bed.  Tara took another pair
of drinks out of the cooler and handed one to each of us, then got another
one out for her to drink.
   She was sitting cross-legged looking at each of us with a huge smile. 
Her eyes were sparkling brightly and she would look at me, then at Dee,
then back to me.
   "Dee," Tara said softly, "That was a small expression of my love for
you. You are not only a very beautiful girl, but very desirable as well. 
We played in the shower, but that was a serious kiss of want and love."
   Dee was really staring at her mother.  I could sense that she didn't
know what to think at the moment, and had mixed emotions.  I couldn't
figure it out after what they had done in the shower, then in the living
room eating each other.  It's like Dee didn't even 'remember' that
activity.
   "Dee.  It doesn't mean your mom is a lesbian if that's what is going
through your mind," I reassured her.
   She looked at me with a look that told me I'd hit the nail on the head.
   "Honey.  I'm not a lesbian," Tara chuckled.  "Trust me, I love men and I
love a cock in my pussy.  There isn't a better man I've ever been fucked by
than your man, but I don't have a problem expressing my love with another
woman either."
   Dee looked at her mom with a questioning look and asked, "Do you mean
you've slept with a woman?"
   "Yes honey," she smiled.  "I have slept with a few women.  Women know
more about how to turn on another woman than any man ever will.  Although I
have to say that Tom does a pretty damned good job of knowing what a woman
wants and needs."
   Dee looked over at me and I could tell there was a question coming, so I
figured I'd better nip this one in the bud.
   "Honey.  When I was younger, I worked as a disk jockey and took side
jobs working in clubs spinning records for dancing."
   I let this one sink in for a wee bit, but I could tell she was having
trouble with the relevance factor.
   "One of the clubs that I worked at was a gay bar.  The 'clientele' were
told that the disk jockeys were straight and I was left alone by all of
them.  A man in the club never propositioned either my partner or me.  I'm
a man that is comfortable with my own masculinity; it didn't bother me to
be in a gay club.  Guys kissing guys is a total turn off to me, but I have
to admit that when a woman kissed another woman it was quite erotic for
me."
   To Dees questioning look, "Yes, it's a double standard.  So sue me!"
   It looked like she was starting to put the pieces together, but I still
had a bombshell to drop on her.  Tara knew where I was going because Tara
had been around during that time in our lives.
   So had Dee but she had been elsewhere and so young that there was no way
for her to have been able to relate to the whole situation.  Knowing her
now, I have a feeling that she could have totally understood the whole
thing.
   "During the that I was working at the bar, I got to dance with some of
the most beautiful women I'd seen or known to that point."
   "Hell, I was only 22," I looked at Deanna to see how she was taking
things then continued, "A couple of the gay woman couples were living in a
large house close by and for some reason one invited me over for drinks
after the club closed."
   Watching Tara and Dee I continued, "There were 4 women in the group but
only one was a 'true lesbian'.  She had never been 'loved' by a man and
didn't really have any desire for a man, and that was fine with me.  I
wasn't judgmental about it, but the other three were bi-Sexual women that
preferred girls." I paused for a moment to give Dee some time to digest
what I'd said so far.
   "Mom.  Do you know about this stuff?" She asked looking at Tara.
   "Yes dear, I know the story.  I'm sure at some point he'll tell you the
whole story, but I don't think that's what he's got in mind tonight," she
said looking at me hopefully.
   I smiled at her, shook my head a little, and chuckled saying, "No the
whole story would take far too long tonight.  To get back to the part I
want Dee to know about and understand, I don't know why, well I really do,
but that's not for tonight's account, the three bi girls took to me.  In
watching them and having them show me things I learned a lot about how a
woman pleases another woman and with them I got plenty of practice,
critiques, corrections and sex.  I made love with all 4 eventually," which
elicited a look of shock from Tara.
   "Even Lisa?" she asked.  She put her hand over her mouth knowing she'd
just more or less admitted to Dee that she knew a bit more about this whole
thing than she had previously admitted.  It was also a part of Tara's life
she wanted very much to forget, at least part of it.
   "Yes, even Lisa.  With Lisa it was without intercourse.  Dee, Lisa is a
totally unadulterated, 100% lesbian.  She has never had complete sex with a
man, ever.  Lisa actually taught me that a man and woman could make very
passionate love together without intercourse." I could tell that I'd have
some explaining to do.  The look on Tara's face was priceless, but Tara
also knows Lisa.
   "Though they preferred girls to guys, it was because of the way guys are
and the way men treat women in general.  It's one of the reasons that your
mom was so turned off after your father.  From what I know, those feelings
are legitimate.  It's something that I cannot argue with because in general
men are pigs."
   Tara got the giggles at that, and nodded her head vigorously.
   Dee looked at us both and smiling shook her head.  I'm sure she didn't
quite understand the implications of what I'd said.  She just knew that
somehow she was getting the benefit of that experience.
   "Honey, he's eaten your pussy, yes?" She asked.
   Dee nodded her head with a widening smile, "Of course."
   "How did you like it?" Tara asked quietly.
   "Oh mom.  It was incredible, the things he did with his tongue, fingers
and lips.  It's even better than Heather."
   "Well sweetie, the way Tom eats your pussy is very much the way that a
woman would do it, and I can assure you from personal experience he's just
as good as any woman I've ever slept with."
   Then looking right into my eyes, "If Lisa let him 'make love' to her,
even without intercourse, it's because of the way he eats a woman, and Lisa
would know."
   Dee pushed air out of her lungs with that revelation.  Of course at this
point she had no reference point to know what her mom was saying, but had
figured a way to find out.
   Then to her mother, "Mom.  Are you bi-sexual?"
   Tara looked at her daughter with a wry smile and just slowly nodded her
head.  "You already know that Dee," giving Dee a 'duh' moment.
   "But, for the most part, I prefer men.  I loved what we did earlier, in
fact you're a pretty good pussy muncher yourself."
   She added quickly, "Tom's roommates all preferred girls."
   "Did you know them mom?  The girls that 'taught' Tommy?"
   This was getting weirder for me by the moment.
   "Yes."
   After a pause to collect her thoughts, Dee looked her mother right in
the eyes and asked her gently, "Did you make love with any of them mom?"
   Tara looked at me, then back to Dee and hesitantly answered her
daughter's question.
   "Yes Dee.  I did, and to be very honest, it was a wonderful experience.
It's also how I met Tom."
   I didn't realize that I was going to be opening such a can of worms when
I started my story.  I'm going to have to tell the whole story for it to
make any sense at all to Dee, but it would have to be another time.  It's a
very long story and it would take a few hours to relate it and answer her
questions.
   "Wow, now I do feel my age.  There is so much life that I need to learn
about," then looking at me tenderly, "Tommy.  Can you teach me?  All of
that kind of stuff?"
   I just nodded my head and smiled at her.
   "Honey.  There's no reason for you to think Tom has done anything bad or
nasty.  The whole experience actually made him a much better man.  A more
considerate lover as you are learning."
   Then letting out a loud heavy sigh, Tara started again, "Sweetheart. 
After you were born and after what your father did, I did not want to have
a man anywhere near or around me," she said.
   With a very heavy sigh, she continued, "I met one of Tom's roommates,
Marie, in some very ugly circumstances.  I didn't know Tom yet.  You were
about 6 or 7 at the time, and if you remember I brought Tom home when you
were 8."
   Dee got a shy look on her face and blushed a little, and said, "Yeah.  I
remember that mom.  I'll never forget that day.  It was love at first
sight. I knew I wanted him right then, but at 8 I really didn't know why or
what I'd do with him if I had him," she chuckled.
   "Yes honey, I remember the look on your face when I introduced you to
Tom the very first time but you had already introduced yourself.  I had
known him for about a year or so prior to that, having met him at Marie's
house.  There are a lot of other things in the story that we don't have
time for tonight, but Tom was an unknowing knight in shining armor for all
of us."
   Dee had a questioning look on her face, and slowly looked over at me. 
"Did you fuck my mother before you met me?" She asked quite pointedly.
   Tara jumped in before I could say anything, "Yes he did Deanna.  Quite a
few times, but it was not a 'true love' kind of fucking even though we
loved each other very much.  It was more love making between friends.  It
was very good because of the things he'd learned from the 4 women he lived
with, but he cared for me Dee.  He taught me that a man is capable of
treating women with loving care, which was why Marie had brought him home
in the first place.  She somehow sensed he wasn't a typical guy and he's
also the only man that Marie ever asked back for a second romp in the hay.
Honey, I was the one that pushed him away, even with our deep love for each
other and the wonderful sex.  I pushed him away only because he was a man,
no other reason than because he had a penis."
   Deanna just shook her head unbelieving.
   "Dee, Tom is the biggest and maybe the only reason I accepted men back
into my life at all, granted, very few.  Ok maybe two in the 9 years, but
had I not met Tom there may not have been any."
   She left it hang out there without qualification.  Dee snuggled up to me
closely and with her eyes asked her mother to join us in a group hug.
   "Mom.  I'm so glad that you brought Tom home for me.  I'm also happy
that you didn't want him," she said with a chuckle.  "If I could have
married him and fucked him that day, I'd have done it, and I didn't even
know what fucking was."
   "I know Dee.  You didn't stop talking about him for weeks.  You were
also asking some very embarrassing questions, hard questions that an
8-year-old girl shouldn't know enough to ask yet.  I knew then that you
wanted to have sex with him, and you really didn't understand what sex was
at that point.  You knew how babies were made, but not the mechanics of
it."
   Dee smiled, and with a giggle said, "I looked stuff up mom.  I knew I
wanted Tommy the moment I met him, and I had to figure out how to 'get him'
all the while hoping that he wouldn't meet another girl," she said looking
over at me.
   I looked into her eyes and told her quite honestly that no other woman
had ever caught my eye like that except for her mom.  I didn't want to have
to explain Marie tonight, and Tara just let it hang there.
   I also told her that I'd tried and tried to get Tara to date me and
start some kind of relationship, but she was too involved in her career
already and really didn't have time for me or any other man for that
matter.
   I also had to admit that I had felt some kind of attraction to Dee even
though she was far too young for me to seriously think about anything. 
Sometimes it was almost like the both of you were in my head.  I looked at
the both of them and had to admit, "I don't know when things changed for
me. Your mom had put me off so much that I kind of fell out of love with
her; well romantic love anyway.  I will always love you Tara, there's no
denying that," I said to both of them, but it was Tara that squeezed my
hand.
   "But there was some point that I noticed you Dee and started feeling an
overwhelming attraction and I knew that someday, if it were possible, that
I'd want you to be my life's mate and partner.  That was probably almost 2
years ago now."
   I blushed a little at that admission because it was telling both of them
that I'd fallen in love with Dee when she was about 14.  Even at 14 she
seemed to be so mature for that age it was unnerving.  I think the way that
Tara was raising her was such a positive influence that it showed.
   I can only imagine the questions she was asking at 8.  And I can imagine
what was going through Tara's mind at the time as well.
   "It was meant to be honey.  Otherwise you wouldn't have been able to
talk your mom into leaving you with me.  Think about it Dee, how much trust
your mom had in you and in me to even consider leaving you with me.  It
took me awhile, but I finally figured out that she had done that purposely
because of the way you felt."
   It was hard to say to both, but I did it anyway.  "Dee, your mom knew
that if things were meant to happen that they would, if not they wouldn't.
She also knew that I wanted her.  Wanted her in a very big way, but she was
not willing or able to accommodate my needs for whatever reason, so she
gave you to me instead.  I know that sounds a bit strange, but I think if
you both think about it, it's true."
   Tara was looking down at her hands by this time and a few tears dripped
from her eyes.  I put my hand across and under her chin to lift her face.
As our eyes met I saw sadness and elation at the same time.  Dee saw the
sadness.
   "What is it sweetie?  " I asked her quietly, concerned about the tears.
   "Oh Tom.  God.  I don't know, and I don't know how to say it without
both of you misinterpreting."
   I looked at Dee and she looked at me then we both looked back at Tara as
the tears started flooding out.
   I left Dee and moved to put my arms around Tara and let her cry it out
on my shoulder.  Dee also moved over to console her mother with a worried
look on her face.
   Tara looked up, saw the look on Deanna's face, and wrapped both of her
arms around her very tightly.
   "Oh Dee, don't look at me like that.  I already feel very guilty about
leaving you behind so that I could further my career, but it was either
that or find another job that I would have to be doing for a lot less money
and for a lot longer," she lamented.
   "Honey, with this job, I only have about 2 more years before I can
retire with more money than I ever dreamed possible, and I plan to retire
as soon as I can so that I can enjoy my daughter and now, her eventual
husband."
   Tears were still leaking from her eyes so I reached over to the
nightstand and grabbed a box of Kleenex and placed it where she could take
as many as she needed.
   Wiping her eyes, she continued, "Dee.  I love Tom more than you or he
will ever be able to know, but not in the same way as you.  You two were
meant for each other.  I can see that in your love," she choked out.
   "If there was any man I've ever met that I would even consider having a
loving relationship with it would be Tom, but he's yours and rightly so."
   Dee hugged her mother even more now as she continued, "You were so
persistent that you wanted me to leave you with him, I had to give in.  I
knew that there was a very strong chance that you two would have sex while
I was gone.  I really had no doubt about that because I knew how badly you
wanted it."
   "I'm a bit surprised that Tom, to his credit, was able to hold you off
as long as he did, but by the same token, I'm not all that surprised.  I
knew that any man that was good enough to make me want another man in my
life was certainly good enough for my only child, and when I left I knew
that I was essentially giving you up Dee.  That thought just killed me at
first, but I reconciled it in my own mind though and have no reservations
or regrets, especially now that I've seen and felt the love you have for
each other."
   Dee was crying and now it was Tara that had to console her.  "Honey. 
There's no reason for you to cry, feel bad or feel guilty about anything.
Tom has been my friend for a very long time, and I know he'll be my friend
for the rest of my life.  I can't feel anything negative about that honey,
and I've said it a couple times already, but you and he are meant to be, so
there's nothing for you to be sad about.  I am truly very happy for you and
for Tom."
   Dee looked up at her mom and moved toward her.
   She whispered, "I love you mom.  I love you so much." And she broke down
and sobbed uncontrollably.  Tara held her daughter close and tight,
caressing her and was humming to her, some tune I didn't recognize, but I'm
sure it was something she'd done when Dee was a young child.
   I quietly got up at this point, headed down to the kitchen, made up a
drink for each of us, and made a kind of veggie plate with what I had in
the `fridge'.
   As I approached the bedroom with my tray, I could hear Tara talking to
Dee very quietly, reassuring her that everything was all right, and that
she loved her daughter more than anythng.
   As I walked through the door, Deanna looked into her mother's eyes and
leaned in giving her a very sensual kiss that went on and on and on.
   They started the kind of caressing that only meant one thing and the
kissing got more and more passionate.  They were nearly devouring each
other's face by this point and it was obvious they were not concerned about
me being there or drinks and sodas.
   Dee's hands came around her mother's sides and she cupped her breasts
and gently began feeling her mother.  Tara moaned lightly and moved her
hands around to return the favor.
   Here I was with my JD in hand watching the two most beautiful women I
knew, in the throes of making love to each other.  The real sexy part to me
was that it was my young lover and her mother in my bed.
   They finally broke the kiss and looked into each other's eyes, which
were now filled with unadulterated lust, both breathing heavily as each
caressed each other's tits.
   Finally realizing that I was back in the room, they both shyly looked
over at me noticing I had a drink.  Tara spotted the tray with drinks and
food and looked over at me with a grin.  Then Dee dropped a veritable
bombshell on both Tara and me.
   "Mom," she started nervously, "I want to make love with you."
   I thought Tara was going to fall over, but she raised one hand to one of
Dee's cheeks, looked into her eyes searching, and said, "I'd like that Dee.
I'd like that very much."
   Dee looked over at me with a bright smile and just outright asked me,
"Tommy, would you like to see mom and me make love?"
   I very quietly whispered to her, "Yes honey, yes I would."
   How does she do this?  I've never known a woman that can read me so
easily, it's like she's inside my head.
   Dee looked at me with a sly smile and said, "I am."
   I just shook my head, looked at each of them lovingly, and thought to
myself, "What's next?"
   Then I found out.
   "Mom.  There's something else and I've been thinking about it a lot. 
I've already asked Tommy, but he's not given me a solid answer yet, but is
positive and thinking about it."
   Holy shit.  I knew where this was going, but the train was already on
the track, left the station and there is nothing I can do to slow it down
or stop it.
   She looked Tara straight in the eyes; Dee started her "speech," "Mom.  I
want to have a baby for Tommy and me really bad and I know we've talked
about it and Tommy won't consider it until at least our wedding.  We've
agreed that once we set the date for our wedding that I'll stop the pills a
couple months previous so that we can conceive as soon as possible, either
just before or just after we're married."
   Tara was hanging on every word wondering where Dee was going with the
conversation.  She handed Dee the Cuba that I'd made for her and both took
a sip of their drinks.
   Dee took a deep breath, and I thought to myself, "Here it comes."
   "After I'm pregnant, maybe about 6 or 7 months along, if you want and
Tommy agrees, I think it would be really cool if you try to have a baby
with him too."
   I thought Tara was going to fall off the bed.  Her jaw fell down and she
looked at Deanna with a look I can't even come close to describing but
total shock would be a good place to start.
   I'm not sure Dee knew how to interpret it either, but she just looked
lovingly into her mothers eyes and didn't say another word.
   "Dee, I don't...  I don't kn...  I don't know what to say."
   "Mom.  You don't have to say anything right now.  I asked Tommy already
and he didn't say yes or no, but said he'd think about it, but that it was
really ultimately up to you so I think you both need to talk it over.  If
it's something that you both might want to do, I just want you both to know
that I approve.  Mom.  I know you love Tommy, and Tommy I know you love
mom, so if you both decide that you want to make a baby together, I'd love
it the same as my own.  I want you to live with Tommy and me as long as you
want mom, and I know that Tommy approves of that," to which I nodded very
enthusiastically.
   "Dee...  Wow.  I think that it's something Tom and I will need to talk
about when the time comes.  You've planted the seed, so we'll just have to
see if it'll grow."
   Then looking directly at me, continued, "I don't have any strong
negative feelings about it Dee, but having a baby is bringing a new life
into this world.  It isn't a trivial thing and shouldn't be taken lightly
and I know you already know that."
   With a heavy sigh, "I did think about having another baby a bunch of
years ago, but put the thought and desire out of my mind because there was
no man I'd wanted to do it with, with the exception of Tom.  That's also a
long story that perhaps we'll have to sit down over a few drinks and talk
over."
   It is something I will consider, but only after I retire and only if Tom
agrees," she lamented.  "He's going to have a new wife and baby already,
and that's a big job in itself.  Tom and I will talk about it over time,
and that's something we have and abundance of, time."
   She then leaned in and gave her daughter a kiss on the mouth, and
whispered, "Thank you honey.  That is very beautiful of you to even think
in those terms."
   Dee gave her a loving look and a smile, and then moved back to me and as
I raised my arm to put around her shoulder, she let her head lay on my
chest.  Tara moved over to the other side of me so that she could sit
against the headboard as well and just leaned over and put her head on my
shoulder and let out a heavy sigh.
   It was close to 5am by this time but it's not like any of us had any
place to go or anything to do.  I could tell that Dee was sinking fast. 
Between all the emotional stress she'd been having in the past hour or so,
and the massive orgasms she had just prior, her energy was about shot.
   I looked over to Tara and she was sitting with her head on my shoulder
with a contented smile on her face.  The smile got wider when she looked up
and our eyes met.  I leaned down, she moved her face up, and we gave each
other a loving kiss, and smiled.
   Some of our past was in the open now, and I think we were both not only
comfortable with it, but also happy that it was out for Dee to see.  I
think we both knew there were going to be questions, but neither of us
believed that anything less than honesty would be acceptable.
   That way we wouldn't have to try to keep track of what each other was
saying.  If there were any discrepancy it would only be in our individual
perception of the situation at the time.  We could get together, the three
of us, and discuss those discrepancies and both Tara and I would gain
better understanding through trying to answer Deanna's inquiries
   I did have a very long story to tell about the gay women I had basically
lived with for over two and a half years.  Carol and Sheryl was one couple
and Lisa and Marie the other.
   But I wasn't going to delve into it unless Deanna really wanted to hear
it.
   I know that Tara would love for me to eat her again, but not this
morning.  I think we all needed to just lay back and get some shuteye.  I
had a feeling that I would be eating a lot of pussy for some time to come.
   Oh, hurt me.  I loved eating pussy and the two I have around me now are
the best.
   I gently took the drink from Dee's hand, and when I did that, Tara
handed me hers.  I reached over to put the glasses on the tray then pushed
the tray away from the edge of the table so it wouldn't end up on the
floor.
   The three of us worked on getting the sheets and blanket moved so that
we could crawl under them.  When we were settled in I took the remote and
turned off the lights, rolled down the blackout shade and closed the
curtains.  With all that in place it would be dark in the room until one of
us opened the shade.
   Tara was on one side of me and Dee was on the other side.  I couldn't
get over what a lucky fellow I am.  I'm sandwiched between my beautiful
young lover and her equally beautiful mother.
   With a heavy sigh, I rolled to spoon my future wife and put my arm
around her softly.  I felt her hand take mine and place it on a breast. 
She emitted a small sigh and immediately fell asleep.  Now behind me, Tara
put her arm around me, scootched up closer and I felt her tits press into
my back then heard a light sigh.  Shortly, she was also sleeping.
   As I was dropping off myself, feeling a beautiful woman in front of me
and a beautiful woman behind me, I couldn't help but admit that I was one
very lucky man.
   
  
Chapter 9 - Tara Joines the Party