sdressing/femdom/cuckold/cum eating
I feel obligated to say that I am not a passable crossdresser,
not even close. Even without my beard, I'm very masculine, large
framed, and I have a very deep voice. All of these things aside,
I love to dress up in sexy lingerie, panties, dresses, bras etc.
While I'm dressed, I love to be verbally humiliated, although, I
don't think being called names like "sissy" or "fag" or "cuckold"
is actually humiliating. For me, it's a huge turn on, and I love
to think about sucking cock while I'm being humiliated. It's
quite a long story about how I got my ex-wife to play with me in
this special way, but I'll spare you the details and get right to
the meat...
I was totally submissive to Dee, I wasn't always this way, but
the natural order of things saw to it that my wife accepted me
dressing up like a little sissy, while she verbally encouraged me
to stroke my cock. There were so many things we shared a love of,
with big black cock being at the top of the pyramid. We played
regularly. Sometimes, as I was getting out of the shower in the
morning, she'd be waiting for me with my favorite peignoir set in
her hand. It was a long teal, satin and lace gown, with a
matching lace robe. She would tell me to put it on and start
stroking myself. As I was doing this, she would call me her
little bitch, and ask me what the guys at work would think if
they knew what I did before I came to work. She would also ask me
if I ever thought about sucking off anyone I worked with, and I
would embarrassingly say yes. "I know you do you little faggot"
she'd say as she laughed at me, dressed in a sexy night-gown and
stroking my cock. Some days she would let me cum before I left,
but most days she would not. She'd say, "Stop stroking right now
bitch. I want you to be frustrated and horny all day. I want you
to think about sucking cock for me all day, and if you're a good
little cuckold faggot husband, maybe I'll let you cum when you
get home". And sure enough, I'd be frustrated all day, I'd think
about sucking cock all day, and I would rush home to beg for my
relief.
In the evening, when we had more time to play, I never knew what
to expect from Dee. Sometimes we'd pickup where we left off in
the morning, and I'd don the night-gown. She'd make me wear it
around the house, as I did some chores. I loved this. I loved
being made to be a sissy like this. Dee would tell me I wasn't
acting feminine enough as I swished through the house dusting, or
doing laundry. She would regularly command me to "move those hips
bitch" and she would sometimes have me stop in the middle of what
I was doing to start stroking my rigid cock, bring me to the
edge, and then telling me to stop again.
One night in particular she had me edging for hours as I cleaned
the entire house, after working all day. That day I was wearing a
matching, electric blue, bra, panty and garter set, with a short
billowy black skirt, and white see through blouse. I also had on
a pair of clear, open back, four inch heels. I was starting to
beg her for relief when she told me to sit down, move my panties
to the side, and start stroking my cock. I didn't hesitate for a
second. As I started to stroke, she asked me, "What do you think
about me fucking other men"? I don't know why she asked this, as
it's been an ongoing subject for us to talk about during sex, and
playtime. "I'd love for you to fuck other guys honey" I replied
as I started stroking a little faster. "Tell me exactly what my
little sissy wants, because I think you're the one that really
wants to get fucked. You love cock, don't you? Tell me!" "I Love
cock honey, you know I do. You know I fantasize about sucking
cock, about you being fucked by strange cock. I'm your cuckold.
I'm your sissy..." she cut me off. "I want you to repeat `I love
cock' over and over bitch, and don't cum until I tell you you
can." So I began my mantra, saying "I love cock" over and over.
"I love cock, I love cock, I love cock" it was almost hypnotic.
As I said the words, she came up behind me and ran her hands over
my torso as she whispered "You're such a sissy" and "You're my
cum loving cock whore" and all kinds of nasty things in my ear. I
was ready to bust, and I had to ease off my cock, since she
hadn't given me permission to cum yet. Dee immediately noticed
and moved around to my front where she dropped to her knees. She
told me "You can cum now", moved my hand away, and started
sucking my throbbing dick. Within seconds, my body started
convulsing, and I was shooting what felt like a quart of cum in
my dominant wife's mouth. She milked every last drop from me,
slowing down and stroking me with her hand to pinch the last few
drops of cum from my softening cock, and sucking it into her
mouth.
As I'm sitting there, exhausted, relieved and satisfied with my
head laying back over the chair, Dee slowly starts getting up
from her knees. Like a cat, she starts moving her way up my body,
softly, quietly and tenderly. As she brings her face close to
mine, I lift my head to meet her. I see her mouth is closed, and
she has some of my cum still on her beautiful smiling lips. She
kisses me, closed mouth at first, and I taste my own tangy jizz
on her lips, and I'm so turned on. I know what's coming next. I
hungrily start to f***e my tongue into Dee's mouth, and she opens
up to accept. Her mouth is full of my cum, and as we make-out the
cum flows between our two mouths, and dribbles on our faces. She
pulls back and whispers "You're my little cock-whore cuckold
aren't you"? I say "Yes" and I move closer for more of that
delicious cum that's still on her face, but she stops me and
says, "I have another little surprise for you". I ease back and
jokingly say, "do tell". "I got laid today, you are now truly a
cuckold, sissy husband" she says, and my heart jumps, and my dick
starts to get hard again. We had talked about her fucking, but
she hadn't done it. "Really" I ask, "or are we still `playing'".
"We're still playing" she tells me, and I have mixed emotions of
disappointment, and relief. She continues, "We're going to play
for a long long time sissy, because yes, I did get fucked today,
and now that you've tasted your cum, you're going to taste my
lover's" She stands up, and starts unbuttoning her jeans... To be
continued if I get positive feedback. I've never written a story
before, and this is all mostly true, with very little
embellishment.