The Road to Hell...
He looked at her naked, sleeping form all curled up in his bed,
clutching her stuffed cat to her chest, her chin resting on it then
covered his eyes and lowered his head, his face contorted in a mask of
deep anguish. He peeked through his fingers at her young body and
wondered how in the hell did he let it get so far to where he was now in
this position? He should have stopped it before it went too far.
On shaking legs he walked to the chair in the corner and flopped heavily
into it, eyes on the floor, dejected and hating himself. He knew better!
How could he have let himself do it? He put his head in his hands and
tried to think.
No, he hadn't quite been himself since the divorce. Finding out about
his wife's cheating, the subsequent divorce then lengthy custody battle
over Lilith, their beautiful daughter, had taken a lot out of him both
financially and emotionally, but he had won. He had full custody of his
princess, his angel, his darling precocious daughter with that bitch of
an ex-wife of his only getting visitation rights. Nine time out of then
she didn't chose to exercise them, she was too busy. It broke his heard
to see his little Lily so sad after she would get her hopes up about
seeing mama.
He had flexible hours at work so he was able to be home when she got
home from school and attend all her activities. He didn't go out or date
but spent his time with the female that needed him most, his Lily.
It had been a year since the divorce and betrayal but he still wasn't
over the hurt it caused. Depression washed over him from time to time.
He never laxed in his devotion to lily however, or neglect any of her
needs or wants but it sometimes made his judgment slip allowing him to
do things he really shouldn't or even think about things he shouldn't.
Like last night...
They were sitting in his big chair watching one of her movies. She was
sitting on his lap with her back to him, legs draped over the outside of
his thighs. He had already gotten her dressed in her pajamas, an
oversized t-shirt, and she was wearing her big Pooh Bear slippers,
clutching onto the big orange stuffed cat he had given her for her last
birthday. She had already gotten her homework done and taken her bath
without any foot dragging or argument so she had been able to pick out a
movie to watch before bedtime. She had picked out 'Lilo and Stitch' then
crawled up in his lap to watch like she always did.
They had watched this movie many, many times together so he let his mind
wander while he held her and slowly sipped on his glass of scotch.
About midway through the movie she looked up at him with those big brown
velvety eyes that always made him melt and give in to whatever she
wanted then asked, "Daddy, where do babies come from?"
He was a bit startled. He had not expected to get into this particular
subject for another few years yet. But he smiled down at her and stroked
her chestnut brown hair, "What makes you ask that question Princess?"
He fidgeted around in his lap, clutching Jester closer to her, "Well,
Laceys' mommy is going to have a baby so I was wondering where they came
from."
That would definitely explain the question at this early age, he
thought. He kissed her on top of the head and wrapped his arms around
her middle. "Well Princess, when mommies and daddies decide they want to
have a baby the daddy plants his seed inside the mommy where it meets
and egg she had then it grows into a baby inside her tummy."
Nodding, her dark solemn eyes looked into his face, "OK, I think I
understand Daddy."
She smiled down at her, "Good Princess. Do you have any more questions
about it?"
She twirled one lock of her hair around her finger, a thoughtful look on
her face for a minute before looking back up at him, "Yeah, how does the
daddy plant the seed inside the mommy?"
For the next hour or so he answered all of her questions in a way she
could understand and truefully. He was of the school of thought that
said if she was old enough to ask she was old enough to get a truthful
answer. When they were done talking it was time for her to go to bed. As
usual he carried her to her room and tucked her in. After giving her and
Jester both a good night kiss she looked up at him and asked, eyes dark
and solemn, "Daddy, can you show me how daddies put the babies inside
mommies' tummies?"
She should have said no right then and there then said good night and
walked out. He SHOULD have, but he didn't. Maybe it was the scotch, but
he hadn't drunk enough to cloud his judgment. Maybe it was that he was
lonely but never before had he longed for adult female company. Maybe it
was that his depression was turning self destructive but it never had
before. He didn't know what it was but something seemed to take over use
of his mouth because he heard himself say to the most precious thing in
his life, "Does Daddy's' Princess want Daddy to teach her to do what
Mommy's' do?" That couldn't be his voice he thought. Never, ever had he
even THOUGHT about his Princess that way, NEVER. As a matter of fact he
had never thought of any child that way but here he was going to teach
his little girl about sex by the hand on approach and his cock had
hardened at the thought of it! She nodded, her eyes never leaving his
face, "Please Daddy."
He stroked two fingers down the soft, unblemished skin of her cheek and
smiled at her, "OK Princess lets go to Daddys' room and we'll start."
She gave him that smile that always melted his heart and held her arms
out to him, still holding Jester, "Carry me Daddy."
He scooped her up and held her close, one arm around her back and one
arm under her bottom. She pressed her body tight to his and rested her
head on his shoulder, Jester clutched tightly to her chest.
He sat her down on the edge of the bed then crouched down in front of
her, putting his hand on her chubby little knee, looking her in the
eyes, "Now Princess, you know Daddy loves you very, very much and would
never, ever do anything to hurt you right?"
She nodded, "Yes Daddy."
He rubbed her knee reassuringly, "Good, some of what I may do may make
you a bit uncomfortable but it won't hurt." He leaned forward and kissed
her on the end of her cute little button nose while he slid his hands up
under the tail of her nightie, then grabbed the cute Scooby Doo
underwear he had bought her down her little legs and dropped them onto
the floor. Alarm bells screamed in his head, telling him to stop and go
no further but he ignored them. He took Jester from her while he
stripped her nightgown over her head then he handed him back to her.
She clutched him tight to her flat chest and looked at him wide-eyed and
shivered a bit, her now nude body covered in goose bumps.
I stroked her hair softly and smiled re-assuringly at her then pushed
her flat on the bed on her back. I took her chubby little ankles between
my fingers and lifted her legs up, the way I used to do when I had
changed her diapers, and then I bent her knees to the sides so that I
could see all that was between her spread little legs. Before my eyes
was her bare little pussy, not a wisp of hair on it, the puffy little
mons surrounding the vertical little slit. Below that her chubby little
ass cheeks were spread enough for me to see the little pink rosebud
asshole.
She lay there, still, like the good little girl that she was and looked
at me with those dark, trusting eyes of hers, Jester held against her
flat little chest, not moving.
I smiled at her reassuringly then stroked up and down the cleft between
her mons, feeling her shiver slightly. "This is your baby girl pussy." I
gently parted those puffy little lips and gazed for the first time at
her tight little hole and at her under developed little clit no bigger
than a bebe. I ran the tip of my finger over the hole a couple times to
see if it would get moist. It didn't. With my hand never leaving her
little pussy I grabbed the tube of KY Jelly out of my nightstand and
squirted a generous dollop onto her hole and rubbed it around before I
started to ease my finger inside.
She squealed loudly and wiggled around a bit, biting her bottom lip but
never asked me to stop.
I gently stroked her hair and smiled reassuringly, "I know it's
uncomfortable Princess. Just bear with it, it'll stop shortly."
With those trusting eyes she looked up at me, "OK Daddy."
As I started to move it in and out I put my thumb on the little bump of
her clitty and started to rub it, feeling her body tremble and shiver, a
soft whimper coming from her.
While I loosened up her virgin hole I undid my pants and let them drop
to my ankles. My cock was so hard it hurt! I could see it throbbing and
the slit was shiny with pre-cum. Grasping it I held it to her lips and
instructed her how she should lick it for me. Being the good little girl
that she was she did just what Daddy told her to do. Soon, as I started
moving three fingers in and out of her tight little cunny my little
Princess had Daddys' cock in her mouth and was sucking it.
It was by my finger that my little Princess had her first orgasm.
Squealing loudly and wiggling all over the bed I felt her tight hole
pulse around my fingers. It was then that I decided she was ready for
her Daddys' cock.
On her back with her chubby legs resting on my thighs I slid my cock
into her tight hole, taking her virginity. She tensed up a bit and bit
her bottom lip but didn't cry out as I slid all the way into her. So
tight and warm she was that it didn't take me long to cum. When I pulled
it out it was streaked with blood.
After cuddling her for a few minutes I got up and got a wet wash cloth.
Ever so gently I cleaned off her delicate little petals then held her to
me as she fell asleep.
I was still thinking when she awoke and sat up, rubbing the sleep from
her eyes with her fists. I smiled at her then went over and sat on the
bed, pulling her onto my lap. I was intending to apologize to her and
promise never let it happen again when she looked up at me and asked,
"Daddy, can I stay home from school today so I c