Momentum
“ The greater the power, the more dangerous the abuse. ”
Edmund Burke
Part 4
‘How
did you feel when you took that?’ Daniel asked
after Melanie had sent him the picture she’d taken of Becky in
the disabled
toilet.
‘Like
I was losing control, master,’ she replied in a
curious, thoughtful voice.
‘And
are you?’
Melanie
paused, looked up into the camera.
‘Absolutely. Isn’t that what you wanted?’
‘Not
quite,’ Daniel replied. ‘What I wanted was for you
to want it, for you to be as aroused
and intoxicated and hungry to push further and further as I am. Do you
understand why?’
‘Almost,
I think. I’ve been thinking about this. If
you were here for just me you wouldn’t involve her. If you were
her for her
then you wouldn’t involved me. So you have to be here for us
both. Sounds
obvious but it didn’t feel that way when it came to me.’
‘Go
on...’ Daniel encouraged
Melanie
frowned a little. ‘And that’s because I belong
to you but she belongs to us both?’ and the upturned tone made a
statement into
a question.
‘Go
on...’ he said again.
‘And
when we’re apart, for me, that’s ok because I
know what I am, but she doesn’t understand what she’s going
to be.’ She smiled,
nodded. ‘And if I was only doing this for you and not for me as
well, then I
wouldn’t want to keep teaching her what she is when you
weren’t around.’
‘I
have to know that when I turn my back, my slave is
going to continue teaching and training Becky to be the willing,
obedient
fucktoy we both deserve.’
‘The
need I feel for all of this... Jesus. It’s
unbelievable, master, like a fever, you know? Like something’s
set me on fire
inside. It’s... endless and it’s just getting hotter and
hotter and wanting
more and more. I don’t know where it will stop.’
This time
Daniel paused and when he spoke his voice
was a whisper, almost melancholic in tone.
‘My
slave, it never stops, it never eases and it’s
never, ever satisfied. The further you walk down this path, the more
you
understand how far it goes and how dark it becomes.’
Melanie
listened, rapt.
‘The
only question is if you want to try and turn away
from it, from where it will lead you.’
She was
shaking her head before he finished the sentence.
‘Even
if I did want to, I don’t think I can.’ She
smiled, gave a little shrug. ‘I’m an addict, aren’t
I?’
‘We
both are,’ Daniel said, and then, ‘Where is she?’
‘She’s
in her room sleeping, master, which she’s not
been doing too well lately. I gave her half a Xanax and she went out
about 10
minutes later.’
‘You
gave her a Xanax?’ Daniel said, surprised.’
Melanie
nodded. ‘Yes, master. A full one sends me out
of it so I figured half would do the same for her. She needed to
sleep.’
‘Ever
given her one before?’
‘No,’
said Melanie. ‘Never needed to. She always slept
well but recently... she’s been a bit... anxious. Worried.’
There was a
few seconds silence.
‘How
wet did you get giving her it, watching her
swallow it down with water or whatever?’ and his voice was full
of knowing.
Melanie
smiled a little shamefacedly. ‘Pretty wet, I
think. I mean, I didn’t check, master, but yeah, it felt good to
dope her. It
felt... right, I guess.’ And then, almost as an afterthought, she
added, ‘All
of this feels right.’
‘How
long has she been out?’
Melanie
leaned forward to look at the pc clock. ‘Three
hours nearly,’ she said.
‘Ok,
give her another hour or so and then wake her up
and the shower with her. I want you both scrubbed pink.’
‘Yes,
master,’ Melanie replied with a smile. ‘And
then?’
‘I
want to see how she behaves with you on the Xanax,
first and foremost, see if she’s a little more... obliging. So
when she’s clean
and dry, dress her up and make her up. You can lay it all out while
you’re
waiting. But don’t take too long; we have something to
do...’
Melanie
nodded, the smile bigger. ‘Yes, master.’ She
paused, eyes bright and hopeful. ‘Are we going to... push?’
She could
almost hear his smile. ‘You’re my slave,
girl, and you’re collared to that effect. She’s our slave,
so I think it’s only
right she be collared, too. Don’t you?’
Melanie
licked her lips without even knowing it. ‘God,
yes.’
It
hadn’t taken too much gentle shaking to wake Becky
up, but that didn’t mean she was actually awake.
Her eyes had a glassy look to them, though the waxy pallor and smudged
eyes had
lessened noticeably. Her face was almost flushed, and when she sat up
with her
feet dangling over the edge of the bed, Melanie saw she swayed slightly
and
blinked with slow stupor.
‘A
shower will freshen us both up, eh, angel?’ Melanie
said, taking Becky’s hand. The child followed without hesitation.
Before a
shower, though, Melanie told Becky to go to
the toilet. She didn’t really know why except to see how Becky
would respond
and was oddly excited when Becky just looked at her a little bit dimly
and then
did so.
Melanie ran
the shower to a not-too-hot temperature
and listened, still inexplicably aroused, to her daughter having a wee.
It was
only when the sound stopped and Becky hadn’t moved that Melanie
realised the
girl was doing a number 2, as well. Again that odd shiver of excitement
ran
through Melanie and she realised it was because the child was simply
obeying,
that there was no questioning glance, no worried look and no
protestations.
Becky was, as Daniel had guessed she would be, more obliging.
‘You’re
a good girl, Becky,’ Melanie praised and Becky
looked at her with a dopey, stupid smile. ‘When you’re all
nice and clean,
mommy’s going to shower with you and we’re both going to be
clean for Daniel.
Would you like that?’
Just for a
second or two, there was doubt and that
familiar furrow in the centre of the forehead the ‘do
I have to?’ frown all mothers see at some point or another.
Becky’s mouth skewed in confused reluctance, her cheek gave a
small twitch and
then she seemed to shrink a little, like she’d...
Given up...
Melanie
thought. Not
a lot but some, at least. Accepted her fate?
Becky nodded
and slipped from the toilet, reaching for
the paper.
It was
obvious Becky didn’t like her mother’s increasingly
confident, increasing intimate touch but she didn’t resist,
didn’t make a
sound. Melanie tapped her thighs and Becky opened them, watching her
mother
with something that could have been mistaken as indifference if not for
the
studied attention she paid her mother. Melanie smiled at her daughter
as she
reached the soapy cloth between Becky’s legs and gently,
repeatedly, stroked,
caressed and rubbed her cunt and ass.
‘Feel
good, baby?’ Melanie asked, squatting down, her
free hand between her own thighs, the hot, hard nub of her clit pulsing
under
fingertips.
Becky
nodded, giving the faint, unconvincing smile of
a child who’s been giving a gift they don’t want but has to
be polite to the
giver anyway, the ‘it’s ok, I guess’ smile that, to
mothers, is as familiar as
the ‘do I have to?’ smile.
Melanie
smiled and let the cloth fall away so she
could feel her daughter’s sex flesh on flesh.
‘God,
Becky, your pussy’s so hot,’ she said and
her voice dripped with hunger that she barely
kept in check.
Not yet
, Melanie
whispered to herself. Soon, though.
After
drying, they went to Melanie’s bedroom and Becky
lay on the bed, naked and semi-dozing, while her mother dressed.
Melanie had
chosen a simple outfit to give more time to spend on Becky, just black
hold-up
fishnets, flimsy, silk panties and a short, clingy black chemise that
came down
to mid-thigh. She dried her hair and pulled it back into the high
ponytail
Daniel preferred and then deftly applied the red lips, mascara eyed
look that
also pleased him.
Then she
turned to Becky’s outfit and dressed her like
the doll her stoned demeanour deserved.
Seamed white
hold-up stockings with little red bows at
the top went on first. They’d been one of the finds in the fancy
dress shop and
fit well enough, though Melanie had needed to put a stitch or two in
the
elastic tops to get them to grip Becky’s slim legs properly.
Silky white
panties, simple and without frills or
decoration, went on next and Melanie couldn’t help but feel that
delicious heat
through the fabric, her fingers pressing into the uncomplaining
Becky’s pussy
as the girl watched her with that same intent, dull curiosity.
The bra
Melanie fastened Becky into was the smallest A
cup she could find and even then it was still on its last fastener
before it actually
had any tension. Because Becky’s chest showed only the lightest,
subtlest trace
of breasts, the cups were filled with ‘chicken fillet’
breast enhancers, soft
piece of latex that gave shape and definition where there was none.
Melanie had
actually sprayed adhesive into the cups before pushing the enhancers
firmly in
place and weighting them down until the glue took. The result
wasn’t too bad at
all, Melanie thought, and while the bare bra didn’t make Becky
look like she
had breasts, when covered it would do a passable job.
Over the top
of this went a simple, clingy white
babydoll, the style lacking any kind of V neck so as to maintain the
illusion
of Becky having breasts. To Melanie’s eyes, her daughter look
delicious; she
just hoped Daniel would approve.
To help her
cause, she set about giving her daughter
the appropriate look for what was to come.
First she
pulled Becky’s hair back into a bunch tight
enough to make the little girl wince. Her face clear, Melanie smoothed
pale foundation
onto the girl’s flawless young skin until it gave her an almost
perfectly even,
alabaster-like complexion. Eye-liner and mascara seemed to open them to
an
almost eerie state, giving her innocent look a degree of flatly open
curiosity.
A judicious application of shadow made them even more of a focal point.
Becky’s
lips were carefully coated in a thick, shiny
bright red lip gloss, turning their natural shape and curves into
something
closer to a full-blown glamour-girl pout, bee-stung almost.
After giving
this look a liberal spray of make-up
fixative, Melanie set about Becky’s hair, which she had let grow
out, and tying
it into two high, loose pigtails that she ended with a small white silk
bow
each.
After
slipping Becky into her high heels, something
the girl teetered and shuffled awkwardly in when asked to do anything
more than
stand still, Melanie thought Becky was finally fit for her
master’s eyes.
When he came
online, Melanie, heart racing, was sat
waiting for him. The camera connected to send the picture of her sat on
the
edge of the bed, legs apart, Becky stood, docile as a lamb, between
them.
There was a
few seconds silence where all Melanie
heard was his breathing which deepened and seemed to sigh both with
contentment
and need.
‘Beautiful,’
Daniel whispered. ‘Just beautiful.’
‘Stay
still, Becky,’ Melanie whispered and slipped
easily from the bed. She lifted the camera from its position and slowly
trailed
up and around and down over the still quite out of it Becky, taking in
the
stockings and the bows and the lips and much, much more. She paused
over the
side on profile so as to show-off Becky’s ‘breasts’
and even pushed up the hem
of her babydoll so as to let her master see the small, silky front
panel of her
panties.
The tour
finished, she set the camera back down and
retook her position behind Becky.
‘Master?’
Melanie asked in a tight, excited voice.
‘Yes,
slave?’ Daniel answered and she could hear his
pleasure and arousal.
‘Are
you pleased by how I’ve prepared her for tonight?’
Daniel gave
a low, murmured sigh. ‘Very much so. You both
look exquisite... flip sides of the same coin, in a way.’
Melanie
smiled at that.
I was a
mother first and a submissive second.
Now I am a slave first and a mother second. This is due to the guidance
and
discipline of you, my master.
Becoming
your slave, learning of your desires
and needs and, in doing so, discovering my own match them perfectly, I
find that
I wish to embrace my true nature with absolute unrestraint and, in
doing so,
further embrace my true place and purpose as your slave.
Therefore
master, I offer to you my only child
in the hope you will help and encourage me to train, shape and remake
her to
the purpose we both ache for, and create a slave that serves as we see
fit, a
fucktoy for our pleasure and amusement.
I wish to
raise my daughter to satisfy us both
in whatever ways we see fit. I know that you cannot always be here and
so I
commit to continuing her education in your absence but always with you
in mind,
teaching her every night and every day without fail until she
understands her
new life and learns to appreciate it.
And I place
no limits or conditions on her
training; it shall take whatever form best pleases us, regardless of
the effect
it may have on my child. Again, I offer to you my commitment that I
will take
your desires and make them a reality, making my hands into your hands,
guided
in their touch be that tender or brutal.
This I offer
to you of my own free will with
neither expectation nor demand in return. All I hope for, master, is to
be able
to prove and demonstrate my utter devotion to you.
Will you
accept my offering, master?
Melanie
finished reading the words they had written
together earlier and, though it wasn’t perfect, there was a
ceremonial,
ritualistic quality to her kneeling, thighs apart, hands resting on her
thighs
palms up, and speaking into the camera that both of them enjoyed.
‘I
accept your offering, my slave,’ Daniel said in a
soft, almost reverential tone. ‘I wish you to collar the child as
proof of we
claim her as property and that collar shall mark that we both own her
and that
we are both responsible for her training.’
Melanie
closed her eyes briefly as if in rapture and produced
the small, wide black leather collar that, like her own, was plain and
simple
with only a single O ring at the front. Reaching around Becky, who
jumped a
little as if caught by surprise, she folded the collar to the little
girl’s
neck and then buckled it tightly in place, the skin dented slightly
under the
pressure of the leather.
‘You
may kiss our new fucktoy, my slave...’ Daniel
said and Melanie thought he might have been holding his breath in
anticipation.