Momentum
“ Cruelty, like every other vice, requires no motive outside of
itself; it only requires opportunity. ”
George Eliot
Part 3
Melanie
sat with her back against the headboard of the
bed, stockinged legs opened wide, her breasts held high and full by the
kind of
bra Daniel approved of very much and the thick, heavy collar she had
bought at
his instruction buckled tightly around her neck. She looked down her
body to
the laptop, sat on a small table at the foot of the bed, the
ever-present
webcam regarding her like an impartial eye.
‘How
wet are you for me, slave?’ his voice purred with
sensuous knowing, the wireless headphones again giving that delicious
sensation
that he was speaking from the very centre of her mind.
Melanie
stroked two fingers between her smooth shaven
pussy lips. She gave a slight shudder at her own touch, the combination
of
anticipation and fear again putting her mind and body on edge before
anything
had even begun. Her cunt seemed to throb and pulse under her light
touch and
she wasn’t so much wet as she was soaked. Two things occurred
to Melanie as she
marvelled at her own level of arousal.
The
first was that not so long ago the idea of being
able to get into such a hopelessly, helplessly state of pure need, a
need that
saturated her mentally, physically and emotionally would have seemed
ridiculous, laughable even.
The
second was that even if she had been capable of
such responses of her own volition, if she had been able to take her
own
arousal and turn it into something that felt more like a ravenous beast
than
simple lusting desire, the physical manifestation of it would have been
so embarrassing,
so inconvenient,
the joy and
anticipation would have become a dreaded burden. Why? Because of the
mess, the
resulting wet patch that had long moved past
‘puddle’ and sometimes seemed to
warrant the name ‘flood’. She would have fretted
about damaging the mattress,
about stains and God knew what else. Like many other things that now
inflamed
her senses, she would have been ashamed and guilty at her responses and
so
corked them and corked them quickly.
But
Daniel had addressed this in a way she would never
have been able to face the humiliation of by having her put a mattress
protector on the bed. Once she had adjusted to the knowledge her
physical
responses had made her into some kind of sexual incontinent, the
freedom it
granted her had only served to increase those responses.
She
smiled as these thoughts flashed through her head
in a few seconds.
‘I’m
soaked, master,’ Melanie replied in a dreamy,
wondering voice. ‘Just… soaked.’
‘How
has Becky been behaving?’ he asked.
‘Much
better since I began spanking her for every
little thing she does wrong. Sometimes I go to town, sometimes just a
slap or
two, but she’s much more attentive now. Much more...
focused.’
‘That’s
good,’ Daniel whispered in her ear as Melanie
looked into the camera with eyes full of dull, blunt passion.
There
was a few seconds silence that he allowed to
stretch out until, finally, Melanie let go of another inhibition.
‘What
shall we
do with her next?’ Melanie she asked, almost blurted.
‘Go
shopping,’ had been his simple reply and they had
talked. And the more they talked, the wetter Melanie became.
Of
course, that had been back home, in the sanctuary
that her bedroom had become, the place where long held fantasies were
starting
to have their time in the sun after a lifetime of being buried deep
within her.
And there seemed to be an awful lot of them, too.
But
now, out and about in the brightly lit halls of a
fairly distant shopping centre, Becky’s hand held tightly in
her own, the
arousal she’d felt at what they’d discussed
hadn’t so much faded as evaporated.
Part
of her had expected someone to look at Becky, see
the slight smudges under her eyes, her timid and docile manner and the
attentive, nervous focus writ large on her face and know what caused
it.
Melanie expected people to look at her with suspicious eyes, perhaps
even knowingly
suspicious eyes. Perhaps they
would study her behaviour with Becky and read between the lines
somehow, see
the truth even as she self-consciously tried to study her own actions
and
gestures so as to hide any signs of that truth.
It
had made her feel almost nauseous, bringing her out
in a cold and clammy sweat that had persisted until she realised why
she was
holding Becky’s hand so tightly.
Melanie
was a single mother and, as most single
mothers would tell you, when you’re the only set of eyes
watching the world
your children are in, you watch like a hawk. Why? Because you never
know when
someone might whisk them away, might make them vanish never to be seen
again.
And this could happen anywhere, at any time and the truth was you kept
a tight
hold because you just couldn’t tell who might want to take
them and hurt them
and shred their innocence like so much wrapping paper.
And
why couldn’t you tell? Because if you could tell,
then there would be no danger, would there? You’d see them
coming a mile off,
or maybe smell them or maybe just sense them.
But you couldn’t do that because, no, you couldn’t
tell; these people, who
stole and abused innocence and trust, looked just like everyone else.
One
of them looked just like Melanie, after all.
And
after she had made that connection, all the nerves
and anxiety had fell away like smoke in a breeze. What was left to any
that
might look was a mother and her young daughter going shopping and if
they saw
the girls hand being so firmly gripped by that mother then they would
assume
she was keeping her safe.
The
truth, though, was that Melanie liked holding on
to her new, favourite plaything.
‘Unbelievable,’
Melanie muttered as she fingered the
cheap fabric of a pink girls top that proudly said
‘PORN-STAR’ in big,
glittering letters across the front. Next to it, the other half of the
set, was
a high, tight pair of shorts with a belt that echoed the sentiment in
equally
sparkly letters. Becky looked at them in a similarly wide-eyed
‘are you
kidding’ way as her mother and Melanie nudged her playfully.
Becky nudged back
and smiled a little unsurely.
‘Not
your style?’
‘Uh-uh,’
Becky replied.
‘What
about this?’ Melanie asked and held out a short,
remarkably restrained pleated skirt that looked like a cross between a
girls
night out skirt and a school uniform skirt.
Becky
made a face, shook her head.
‘What’s
wrong with it?’ Melanie asked but Becky just
shrugged.
‘He’d
like to see you in it, I think,’ Melanie said
thoughtfully. ‘I think I would, too.’ She found the
right size and put it in
her basket.
Becky
returned her gaze to the floor, smile gone,
playfulness squashed and Melanie felt a brief flush of pleasure.
‘What
do you think of these?’ Melanie asked Becky. A
few more things had gone in the basket since and now they were in the
underwear
section.
Becky
eyed the short, silky nightie with spaghetti
straps and a hemline that came down to mid-thigh and, again, just
shrugged.
Melanie crouched down.
‘I’m
going to be throwing out a lot of your wardrobe,
Becky,’ Melanie told her after looking round to see no one
was near, though she
spoke in a hushed voice anyway. ‘I’ve never dressed
you very nicely, or me for
that matter, but that’s going to change. Do you
understand?’
Becky
nodded, wide-eyed, clearly nervous. Melanie felt
the heat between her thighs mounting and mounting. She ached for her
toy, to
plunge it in and out with demented fervour, spraying her juice over
Becky’s
face and body. She bit the image back, choked it down.
‘It’s...
important... to me, and Daniel as well, that
you start to act and behave the way a good little girl should and how
you look
goes a long way towards making that happen. Yes?’
Again
there was that hesitant, bright eyed and
attentive, nod and this time Melanie’s head swam with the
sudden image of those
bright eyes peering up at her from between Melanie’s legs
where mouth and
fingers and tongue and lips worked with that same attentiveness.
The
heat became a dull, incessant throb and she took a
shaky breath, tried to control herself.
‘Becky,
I’d... prefer it if you... helped. If you had
an... opinion on some of this,’ and she flicked the nightie.
‘It would make it
easier. It would make me happier, too. Do you want to make me
happy?’
Another
nod, blue eyes shining.
Then
maybe you’d like to eat mommy’s cunt for
her, daddy watching and proud at how his two slaves are progressing.
Would you
like that? Would you do that to make me happy?
And
the thoughts tumbled through her head before
ending with one that had the clear ring of truth to it.
Because
you’re going to, Becky, and soon, I
think. I hope. Even if I don’t make it happen, I think
he’s going to.
She
shuddered with restrained pleasure at the thought.
‘You’re
hurting me, mommy,’ Becky said in a small
voice and Melanie saw that the fingers she was holding onto
Becky’s arm with
had dug deep into the child’s flesh as she had enjoyed the
thoughts and images
of Becky serving her.
‘Sorry,’
she said, but she wasn’t. ‘So... shall we get
you one of these?’ Melanie asked, returning to the short,
strappy nightie.
There
was a short pause and then Becky nodded. ‘Yes,
please, mommy,’ she replied and the words had a querulous
upturn at the end as
if she were asking a question instead of stating a fact.
Melanie
smiled at the obvious uncertainty her daughter
showed. ‘Good girl. I think we should, too,’ and
into the basket it went.
In
one of the homewares shops, Melanie held up a piece
of card that had two rows of spring-loaded, brightly coloured plastic
pegs
attached. She took one of the pegs off and squeezed it open and shut
thoughtfully.
‘Hold
out your finger,’ Melanie whispered and, a
little reluctantly, Becky did so. ‘Don’t cry
out,’ her mother warned and then
put one of the pegs over the fingernail. It bit down with almost savage
strength and Becky’s eyes went wide with the pain, a low hiss
sounding behind
suddenly gritted teeth.
‘Good
girl,’ Melanie said with a grin and put the pegs
in the basket.
In
the changing rooms of one of the smaller, cheaper
shops, Melanie had Becky strip naked, something the girl didn’t
want to do, and then
she sat across from her daughter and just looked and thrilled to what
she saw.
At one point she raised the pointed toe of her shoe between her
daughter’s legs
and pushed gently. Becky shifted on her feet at the pressure, her face
a
picture of confused discomfort. Before the left, Melanie took one of
the cheap,
slutty lipsticks she’d bought and wrote ‘Good
Little Cunt’ on Becky’s chest.
Then
she held up her phone and took a picture before
removing the lipstick with a wet wipe and allowing Becky to get dressed
again.
By the time they left the shop, Melanie was almost visibly shivering
with a
need that kept demanding more and more and more from her.
‘Lingerie
for little sluts,’ Melanie said softly to
herself, standing in a fancy dress shop that was going out of business.
Several
types of hold-up stockings and tights, leotards, short little dresses,
slutty
blouses and skirts and more besides were all piled on the counter. She
even
threw in a few of the more realistic wigs and a couple of the glamorous
kiddy-sized high heels.
‘She
likes dressing up, eh?’ the professionally
interested man behind the counter asked.
Melanie
nodded. ‘All her friends, too. They’re always
going to fancy dress parties and the like,’ she replied and
the lie slipped
easily from her tongue.
The
man nodded and bagged it all.
‘Cheaper
than hiring it from a shop like this, eh?’ he
commented ruefully.
Melanie
paid cash.
She
took Becky into one of the disabled toilets and
again had her strip and this time Melanie herself slid out of her
panties,
hiked up her skirt, sat on the toilet and masturbated with Becky knelt
down in
front of her, a position Becky took with barely a pause and not a hint
of a
smile, which Melanie found pleasing.
She
didn’t come; didn’t want to. The pleasure, that
ever growing sense of barely restrained need, was too delicious to
waste; it
was pushing her along in her master’s absence and the thrill
of what she was
doing made her feel more alive than ever.
She
had Becky dress in the short, pleated skirt they’d
bought earlier and when they left the room and went back into the
shopping
centre, neither wore underwear, though only one of them enjoyed the
fact.
They
picked up a few more things from the last shop
they went into, sexy, strappy mesh panties that had no right to come in
child
sizes but did anyway. Melanie also picked up a couple of the smallest
bras she
could find planning to adjust them to fit Becky later.
After
packing into the car, Melanie sat Becky in the
passenger seat and said something she’d been building up to
all day.
‘You
don’t close your legs all the way home, Becky, do
you understand?’
Becky
looked up her with wide, alarmed eyes. ‘Why?’
‘You
know why; I want to touch you there and you’re
going to let me, aren’t you?’
Becky
seemed to search for words, to try and make
sense of this but eventually, with her face briefly twisting in silent,
powerless
embarrassment, she looked away out of the window and opened her legs
wide.
‘Good
girl,’ Melanie said. ‘Stay that way.’
She
put the automatic transmission in gear and then,
almost nonchalantly, rested her hand between the parted thighs of her
little
girl. Her palm lay against the hot, moist pussy there and Melanie
sucked in a
small, thrilled breath.
‘God
that feels good,’ she breathed, gently stroking
her fingers around and between the lips of her daughter’s sex.
‘Becky,
you’re wet,’
Melanie whispered in a marvelling voice. ‘Good girl, Becky,
good little slut
for mommy,’ and her fingers pushed a little further in
causing the little girl
to shift and twist a little in her seat and a give a low, strained mewl
of
protest, but she didn’t close her legs and stayed looking out
of her window.
As
they left the underground car park, the half-light
allowed Melanie to catch her daughter’s reflection in the
window glass. She was
crying and looked deeply, deeply disturbed.
Melanie
felt a spasm of pleasure deep within her and
drove home smiling as, for the first time, she explored her daughter as
she had
always ached to.
Wait
‘til I get you home, young lady,
she thought to herself and grinned.