Momentum
“ The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it.
Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing
for the things it has forbidden to itself."
Oscar Wilde
Part 2
It
had been several weeks since Melanie had so completely lost control of
herself and the first few days following it had been… uncomfortable for
her to say the least.
At
first Becky had been quiet and withdrawn, timid almost, watching her
mother out of the corner of her eyes when she came into a room and
Melanie wondered if Becky was waiting for her to break down in another
sweat covered, naked banshee, screaming her pleasure without so much as
an ounce of restraint.
Melanie
had spoken to Daniel about this, her words thick with shame and worry,
but he had said she had to wait for Becky to make the first move, to
ask the first question or simply to decide to forget what she had seen
and carry on as if nothing had happened.
‘Either
way, she’ll do something or say something that will tell you she’s
ready to deal with what she saw. Don’t push her or try and accommodate
her any more than you would normally. Business as usual in the Jessop
household is what’s needed.’
‘You
think so?’ Melanie had asked, unconvinced.
‘Iknowso,
and so do you when it comes down to it.’ He had paused.‘Can you do that
for me? Business as usual?’
Melanie
had nodded, unsure but knowing all she could do was trust him. He’d led
her so far along the path she found she belonged on and never let her
put a foot wrong when she had placed her faith in him. She had no
reason to doubt him and he was right; carry on, nothing to see here
–that was the way to go.
And
that was what she had done and before too long, Becky had got out of
her bed one night (Daniel had said to let her sleep where she wanted
until something changed) and come to her mother’s room, pointedly
knocking and waiting to be called in before she opened the door.
And
they had The Talk, as Melanie thought of it and though it started with
the tentative fumblings of a child trying to express her feelings to a
parent who hung on her every word, when Becky had eventually left and
gone back to her own room, Melanie thought both of them were a lot more
settled in their minds.
The
next night, Becky had asked if she could sleep with her mommy and
Melanie, with a dry mouth and a racing pulse, had said she could.
And
when Becky was asleep she had again tugged the girls nightie off and
tucked her warm, naked flesh against her own.
They
both slept well.
‘Start
to lay some very basic ground rules,’ Daniel had told her and she did
with an almost unconscious willingness, doing before thinking about the
practicalities or consequences of these things.
First
was that when Becky came to the bedroom she took her nightie off. If
she left, she could put it back on again. Simple enough and easily
enforced, with an often naked or scantily dressed Melanie offering
an‘uh-uh, you know the rules’ to send the girl away. Initially Becky
left the room (Don’t call her back, Daniel had said) but that had
quickly given way to pouting protests which in turn led to a huffy,
heavy sigh and a reluctant stripping.
Now,
though, Becky simply lifted her nightie up and off over her head and
laid it on the chest of drawers by the door before joining her mother
on top of the bed. Sometimes they talked, sometimes Becky watched
something on the computer or played a game and sometimes she sat
quietly to the side while her mother talked to Daniel.
‘Now
we change the rule,’ Daniel had told her.
‘What
rule, master?’ Melanie had asked.
‘The‘business
as usual’ one,’ he replied.‘We change it to ‘act as if’ and, for a
little while, we’re going to act as if she;s not there.’
‘I
don’t understand,’ Melanie had replied.
‘Are
you wet for me, slave?’ Daniel asked and Melanie had understood.
The
thought of openly touching herself while Becky was around had long
appealed to a base, animal part of her sexuality in ways Melanie had
never suspected, and merely picturing Becky’s wide, blue eyes watching
her was enough to turn her cunt into so much liquid mush.
But
thought was one thing; theory was another entirely. Though Becky had
seen her mother in the deepest throes of an all consuming passion,
Melanie didn’t really feel like she had chosen for it to happen. She
had gone there willingly enough, but the memory of it still amazed her
as much as it aroused her. It was as if it happened to someone else or
been a dream, perhaps. It had an edge of unreality to it, as if half of
her knew and remembered driving the big toy in and out of her body
while her daughter watched in shocked confusion, but the other half of
her rejected such memories as painful and best forgotten because she
should never have done such a thing to her own child.
But
she had and she knew it and all she had by way of an excuse to hide her
actions behind was to cling onto the idea that she hadn’t had a choice,
that she had been manipulated and seduced somehow, that it wasn’t
really her fault it had happened. And in the time since, Melanie had
clung to that idea like a drowning man clings to a life ring.
And
now Daniel was pushing her there again and Melanie knew, without a
doubt that she would go there again, would go there willingly. But what
she also knew, and what both aroused and appalled her, was that she
wanted to, that she ached to that she neededto. For
him or for her, she didn’t know, but she suspected it was both.
Where
is this coming from?
she
thought to herself as the excited, enthralled anticipation began to
build up inside her again. She cast a sideways glance at Becky who was
beside her on the bed, lying on her front playing a game on Melanie’s
iPhone with brow-furrowing concentration. She seemed to see her anew,
as if she’d never really looked before, or at least never looked with
such predatory eyes.
Becky
was, Melanie almost saw for the first time, a very beautiful little
girl. She still carried a little puppy-fat, but it gave her a pleasing
solidity, a fullness… Melanie’s head groped for the right word and
realised it was ‘ripe’. Becky was ripe, like a fruit on the branch,
ready to be plucked before it fell to the ground where, Melanie knew,
it would quickly spoil and go to waste. That word, ripe, sent another
shiver of heat through Melanie and she found her eyes caressing her
daughter in a way that was both vaguely unsettling and yet utterly
appropriate somehow.
Becky
lay there oblivious, her lower legs raised up and back, feet crossed
and bouncing slightly. She followed the curve of her daughter’s thighs,
their fullness, their ripeness, over the sweet
curving swell of
her ass and along her back. Melanie’s eyes continued their slow,
contemplative way along Becky’s body, seeing the smooth perfection of
her skin, the graceful, wonderful proportions of her, the way her long,
blonde hair seemed to flow around the sides of her neck with perfect
indifference.
From
her angle she saw that Becky was absent-mindedly chewing on a few
strands of her hair, mouth gently working as her fingers played over
the surface of Melanie’s phone. She watched those lips move, the tongue
occasionally flicking over them and she seemed to see it in slow
motion, soft-focus. Melanie felt her own tongue slide across her lips,
felt the predatory need grow hotter and harder.
Jesus,
where is this coming from?
she
thought to herself and found that she didn’t much care. It was there,
this urgent, covetous need, and it was real. In truth, it felt more
real than anything else Melanie had felt for a long time.
Is
it more real than my love for her?
And
that gave her pause. That seemed to dim the fires a little. Melanie
felt an increasingly familiar shame douse her passions like a bucket of
water on a fire and guilt rose like smoke.
It’s
neither more or less real. It’s just the truth. The truth is that this
ismy
love for her,
and she didn’t really know, or care, where that thought had so suddenly
and confidently come from. As quickly as they had been doused, her
passions blazed fresh inside her.
I
ache for this,
Melanie
admitted to herself. I ache for her.
‘Are
you wet for me?’ he had asked her.
She
could feel the growing wet heat between her thighs. ‘Yes, master. I’m
wet for you,’she replied and thrilled at doing so.
And
she saw that those words caught Becky’s attention, saw her ears seem to
twitch almost, her face turn just a fraction. She stiffened for a
second and then seemed to slowly relax again, eyes and attention
seemingly fixed on the game at the expense of everything and everyone
else.
‘Act
as if, my girl,’ Daniel reminded her softly.
Melanie
smiled and looked with knowing eyes into the camera.
‘I’d
love to,’ she purred.
And
Melanie changed. She felt it in a way, an almost physical shift within
her, neither mental nor physical but somehow spiritual. Later, talking
to Daniel, she compared it to something escaping it’s cage, like an
animal, a beast, that had been pacing and restless for a lifetime.
‘And
now it’s out,’ she told him. ‘Now it’s got the run of the place.’
‘Where
do you think it will go?’ Daniel had asked her and she had looked into
the glass eye and said, matter of factly,‘I think it’ll go where you
lead it.’
That
first night, Daniel had led her to simply forget Becky was with her on
the bed. The little girl froze when she heard her mother begin to let
go of her reserve, her master’s voice in her head, her hands on her
body, stroking, pinching and exploring. She tried to ignore it all,
tried to pretend it wasn’t real, memories of her mother’s screaming,
frantic gasps of pleasure and pain that had mingled so completely they
were inseparable.
But
then Melanie had gone deeper, begun writhing and shifting as the
exstacy increased, Becky still trying to block it out, still trying not
to look in case her mother had again turned into the woman that so
terrified her that night.
But
then, as if Melanie fingering herself with utter abandon wasn’t enough
and if her clenching and thrusting on top of that still wasn’t,
Melanie’s gasps and grunts began to be replaced by words that Becky
heard loud and clear.
‘Yes,
master. I will. I know. I know she does,’ Melanie had said and then
given a short, breathless laugh. ‘God yes. I’d love that’ There was
another short pause and a small,
thoughtful
sigh.‘You sure? You want me to say that? Ears are wagging..’
And
then...
‘...Well
if you don’t, my love, nor do I.’
Becky
listened as her mother drove her fingers hard in and out of her cunt,
heard the wet sound of flesh on flesh, heard her speak.
‘I
want to fuck her for you, master,’ said Melanie in a choked, trembling
voice, the words sounding unsure and timid. Becky said nothing.
‘I
want her... pussy. Her cunt. I want to.. to taste her and...’ Melanie
trailed off, the passion and feverish desire in her voice joined by
anguish and uncertainty. ‘I can’t,’she whispered
urgently, but her fingers didn’t stop their industrious work. ‘I can’t
say that, master. She’s my daughter. Please. How
can I say that? How can you want me to? I don’t-‘
Melanie
stopped talking, almost stopped moving apart from a slow, almost
meditative stroking of her clit. She nodded and the tear that rolled
down her cheek was as slow and heavy as the fire’s that began to burn
incandescent within her as the uncaged beast was led by it’s master to
embrace it’s purpose.
‘Most
of all I want to feel her between my legs, feel her tongue and mouth
and fingers on me. I want to... to hold her there... by the hair.
Dragging... pulling her... tight... against me...’Melanie’s voice
trailed away but there was no uncertainty now, no anguish.
‘God
I’d fucking loveyou to watch that, master. I’d love
to show you what I want to do for you... with you. I’d... oh God!
God! Yes!
I’d finger her... her...
for you... Yes! I’d suck her little clit until she screamedfor
us... Until shebegged me to.. to stop...’
Becky
closed her eyes and wished it would stop, wished it would go quiet. Her
heart pounded and her chin trembled a little as she bit it back.
Melanie
gave a throaty, sordid chuckle, thick with heavy, stupid lust. ‘Yeah,
maybe she would. Maybe... Yes. Maybe... Master, please can I
come? Please? Please can I come? Oh God!’
Another
of those brief pauses, Melanie obviously listening to her master and
Becky wondered how much of this was from him and how much from her.
Part of her knew it didn’t matter, not really, but she still wanted to
know, still wanted to ask.
Do
you love me mommy? Do you still love me? Will you hurt me?
‘Because...
because she might be like me. She might be a slut. A f-f-fucking whore,
a toy. Yes!
A
fucktoy. She might be... Wouldn’t... be surprised. Maybe, yes,’ and
Melanie was taking great ragged gasps of breath, lost and loving the
feeling.
‘Are
you going to be a good fucktoy for me, baby?’Melanie asked aloud to
herself in a tight, brittle voice that Becky heard perfectly well, as
she sort of knew she was meant to. ‘Are you going to show your mummy
how much you love her? How much you want... to make her... happy... Thank
you, master... Thank you...
And
she came, hard and loud and without a thought for the frightened,
tensed form of her naked daughter.
The
next time something like that happened again a few nights later , Becky
had been in her room, door closed. She hadn’t slept with her mommy
since creeping away the last time she talked to him.
That night
she heard them talk briefly, the walls rendering their voices little
more than muffles. But then her mother had approached, opened the door
without knowing and looked at her daughter with a flushed face and
slightly teary eyes.
‘Come
on,’ she said. ‘You’re sleeping with me tonight.’
Becky
got to her feet and walked unhappily towards her mother who flicked the
strap on her nightie.
‘You
know better, Becky,’ she said and, yes, Becky did but she wished she
didn’t. She tugged it off, tossed it on her bed and left the room with
Melanie.
It
was a few hours before either of them got to sleep.
This
went on for a while, sometimes twice a day, sometimes not. Sometimes
her mother dressed and got made-up and sometimes not. She masturbated,
sometimes hard and sometimes soft, her orgasms intense but not always
tinged with that edge of ferocity, of hungry intensity, that made Becky
wince and want to hide. Those nights, where here pleasure came with a
slow, shuddering intensity that left Melanie shaking but not hoarse
with screaming.
In
Becky’s new, evolving reality, those were the good nights. Those were
the nights where she didn’t feel the need to cry.
Soon
enough, it wasn’t enough for Becky to just be there, laying on the bed
naked trying to ignore what was going on behind her. Before long,
Daniel talked Melanie into showing her daughter what was happening and
making sure she saw it.
‘If
she gets off the bed and goes to leave, bring her back. If she won’t
look but keeps turning her head, tell her to watch. Start with telling
her softly, encouraging her to do what you want. If that doesn’t work,
roll out the anger and disappointment or say how hurt you are that she
won’t look. Make her feel guilty for hurting your feelings.’
‘Yes,
master,’ Melanie had replied with the look of the acolyte in her eyes.
Part of her was dimly aware of how fast this was accelerating now, how
much momentum was building and how much impetus was pushing her ever
onward and downward.
‘But
if she still won’t do as we want, then she will have to be punished
until she does. ‘
And
Melanie had smiled.
Gentle
encouragement and the odd sharp voice had been enough to keep Becky
where she was put and looking at what they wanted her to look at.
She
would be told to kneel between her mothers wide ankles, thighs
together, back straight, small hands on the tops of her thighs, fingers
with the tell-tale sign of lightly chewed nails spread out over them.
And
from that position, she would watch as her mother fucked herself,
sometimes with fingers, sometimes with a toy. She would watch as
Melanie put clamps on her nipples as her sopping wet cunt was
penetrated with a passion that varied between deep need and manic
arousal. And she would listen as her mother talked to Daniel, saying
how much she wanted to fuck Becky, how much she wanted to train her and
break her and shape her. Becky heard that she was the perfect age for
training, that she might be a slave and a good one or that maybe she
would be a whore, a cocksucking whore at that.
She
knew what most of these things were and they all scared her.
The
first time Melanie spanked Becky was because Becky wouldn’t kneel
behind her mother, wouldn’t look between Melanie’s spread legs as she
forced a large, red plug into her ass. What she had to watch wasn’t the
problem for Becky but her mother’s agonised gasps and cries as she
tried, repeatedly, to get her body to accept the toy were too much.
When Melanie had collapsed forward, almost sobbing with the effort and
eye-watering pain of forcing her anus to accept the plug, Becky had
simply got off the bed and run to her room. The slam of the door seemed
to shake the whole house.
‘Bring
her back, lay her on the bed and spank her. I want you to spank her
hard and fast and tell her she is not to leave the room without
permission. Do it now, slave,’ Daniel told her in a flat, precise
voice. ‘She cannot be allowed to treat her mother with such disrespect.’
And
Melanie had done precisely that. Becky hadn’t simply followed her
mother back but instead sat there dumbly shaking her head, face buried
in the fur of her favourite bear. Her mother had asked then demanded
then screamed for Becky to do as she was told. Becky simply shook her
head mutely.
So
Daniel got to watch as Melanie dragged Becky back by her hair, almost
lifting the little girl off her feet as she tried to keep up. The bed
bounced a little as the little girl was thrown across it and then
Melanie was sat alongside her hauling the child over her lap right in
front of the beady eye of the camera. Melanie slipped the headset back
on before raising her hand and bringing it down with sharp intent. The
impact echoed flat and dull across the room.
‘You
you will not leave this room without permission, Becky. Do you
understand me?’
And
each word was punctuated by one of those flat, hard smacks and by the
third one Becky was wailing in pain and confusion.
‘Tell
her she’s an ungrateful whore,’ Daniel suggested darkly.
Melanie
smiled with wolfish approval at the camera.
‘You’re
an ungrateful fuckingwhore, Becky Jessop! Do you
hear me?’
And
Becky had screamed in pain, crying out that yes she heard, she was
sorry and please stop, mommy, please stop.
‘Say
it, Becky. What are you? Say it!’
‘I’m
a... I’m a whore.... mommy. I’m a – a– a whore. I’m sorry mommy. I’m
sorry! Please...’
When
Melanie stopped, two things had changed. The first was that Becky’s ass
was a mess of crimson hand marks, overlapping into an angry, vivid
blush that stood out even more against the pale, unmarked skin around
it.
And
the second thing that changed was that Becky, red-eyed and with her
small body hitching with frightened sobs, did not look away when she
was put back in her place and again sat watching her mother violating
herself for a distant voice.
And
once she had been punished once, it was easier for Melanie to do it
again, easier for her to find reason to do it again and the pleasure
she felt just grew and grew. The first time had felt glorious to
Melanie, just exquisitely and undeniably right,
like she’d
finally scratched an itch that had been tormenting her for years. And
like any itch, the more you scratch it, the better it feels to do so.
If
Becky forgot to strip, Melanie slapped her thighs. If she got
distracted watching what ever she’d been told to watch, Melanie yelled
at her and sometimes flicked her hard little nipples and sometimes
gripped her by the chin and shook her head as she admonished her
daughter.
The
night Melanie had sat on the edge of the bed, fucking herself once more
with the big, fat dildo she so loved, with Becky knelt on the floor,
face just inches away from the point where the toy was almost entirely
withdrawn from Melanie’s sucking, wet cunt, was the first time Melanie
slapped her daughter round the face, though it would not be the last.
When Melanie came, with her usual splashy abandon, some of her pussy
juice splattered onto Becky’s intent face. The girl had made a face,
given a sudden‘eww’ as she wiped a hand across her face, nose wrinkled,
eyes squeezed shut and turned away.
‘You
going to let her get away with that?’ Daniel had asked.
Melanie
didn’t even reply. She started with Becky’s ass and thighs, briefly
delivered a few full palm slaps to her flat chest and then slapped her
child, hard and fast, front and back, across the face. The last one
sent the little girl to the floor where she just lay there, sobbing and
hitching.
And so it went on.