Title: His Secret - My Pleasure, chapter 1 Author: Bethanie (bethanee83@yahoo.com) Keywords: Fsolo, Mf, Ff, mast, voy Summary: I uncover my tenant's secret, and discover something about myself. A few moths ago I decided to rent out our spare room. Money had been tight since my divorce, and I needed the additional income, just to make ends meet. I had planned on taking on a woman, thinking there might be a chance I could arrange to have her help watching my two children from time to time, but after interviewing several women, all of whom were unacceptable I settled on a single man named Peter. Peter is 35 years old (the same age as me) and works as a free lance photographer, and is doing well enough that he was able to give me the first two months' rent in advance, which I greatly appreciated. He agreed to my terms, which were basically that he maintain the room in good condition, not have any loud parties, and of course pay the rent on time. He was very agreeable, and I found him quite charming. I wanted to be sure that my children understood that we had a new house guest, so I introduced to them. Andy, who is 8 and very mature for his age, shook hands with Peter and immediately ran off to play with his friends. Anna, my 12-year-old told me later that she though Peter was cute. I think she formed an immediate crush on him, which I have seen her do with almost every male she meets since my husband moved out. The spare room had its own bathroom and its own entrance door at the end of a hallway that ran to the back of the house. When Peter asked how I would feel if he set up a small studio in his room so he could do some portraiture it seemed reasonable. I found that Peter was an ideal tenant. Occasionally I would hear a muffled conversation as I passed by the door to his room, but beyond that he was so quiet that from time to time I almost forgot that he was living with us. A few weeks went by, and one evening after the kids were in bed I was sitting in the living room reading when I saw a mouse scuttle across the floor in the direction of Peter's room. I'm not one of those women who screams when she sees a mouse, but I don't like sharing my home with them all the same. I followed its trail and soon discovered a small opening in the baseboard next to his door. I got down on all fours to have a closer look. A flickering light was showing under Peter's door and I could hear the sound of a young girl's voice. At first I thought he might be watching television, but the clacking of a keyboard suggested he was on his computer. I began feeling uncomfortable with the fact that I was being nosy, and I was just about to withdraw when I heard a new sound from under Peter's door. This one caught my attention. It wasn't just the fact that it was a man's voice. It was that he was moaning in a way that was clearly sexual. At first I thought it might be Peter himself, but it didn't sound like him. I felt I shouldn't be listening but I couldn't seem to move. The moaning kept repeating, every few seconds, and I soon realized that I myself was becoming sexually aroused. I assumed that Peter was watching Internet pornography of some sort, and I began to try to imagine what he might be seeing. Unlike most of my women friends I have a taste for pornography that goes back to my childhood, when I was exposed to it by my aunt Chrissie. Chrissie was seventeen at the time and openly gay. I was thirteen. She taught me all about sex, including how to masturbate. She never tried to have lesbian sex with me, though I would probably have done it if she wanted me to, but she did like to make herself come while watching me touch myself. She used pornography to get me excited - pictures and video tapes, showing all kinds of sexual activities - and it worked very well. After exposing me to all the photos and movies it wasn't all that difficult for Chrissie to get me interested in masturbating. And after I had my first orgasm, I was hooked! So now, listening by Peter's door, my hand found its way to my pussy, and I quietly began to touch myself, inserting a finger into my wet opening and then rubbing my stiffening clit. The moaning sound continued, and I soon I could also hear heavy breathing, which sounded closer and clearer. I realized that I must be hearing Peter himself as well. He was masturbating! The thought excited me and I began applying pressure to my clit as I rubbed. It was then that I heard the man say something indistinct, and a child's voice responded softly. For a moment I was puzzled and then I froze when I realized what I was hearing. A child, an adult, sex. It could mean only one thing. Images flowed into my mind, images I resisted at first, then allowed. I pictured a man lying on his back on a big bed, with a young girl - Anna's age - sitting next to him, holding his erect penis in one hand and a lollipop in the other. In my imagination I watched as she first licked the lollipop, then bent to lick his penis, from the base to the tip, as I had seen grown women do in porn films. Each time she licked him the man would moan. I was confused by my feelings. In my mind I knew what I was witnessing - or at least imagining - was wrong, so very wrong. I wanted to get away from Peter's door, but at the same time I felt like I was incapable of leaving. Instead I found myself leaning closer, and I resumed touching myself. Soon the moaning sound became more urgent and rose in pitch. There was a pause and then I heard the man begin to groan, again and again. The child's voice giggled. I envisioned his penis erupting, spilling his semen down over her small hand. Peter's breathing sounded ragged and I though I heard him whisper a single word: "Fuck". Suddenly all of this was too much for me. I backed away from the door, quietly rose to my feet, and tiptoed away. A moment later I was in my bedroom, closing the door. I stood for a moment in the dark, with my back against the door. I felt my insides shaking. My face was hot, my nipples were erect, and my panties were undeniably damp. I had an undeniable need to complete what I had started, to bring myself to orgasm. I tore open my blouse and lifted my bra, freeing my breasts, and I undid my belt, unzipped my pants and lowered them to the floor along with my panties. My left hand moved back and forth, massaging and squeezed each of my breasts, twisting and teasing the nipples. My right hand went directly to my pussy, and I thrust two fingers all the way inside, grinding the pad of my thumb roughly on the ridge of my clit. In seconds I was coming, shuddering, as wave after intense wave shook my abdomen. My legs nearly buckled and I cried out several times. As I stood there, my palm now pressed against my throbbing pussy, there was a rusting sound from my bed and the light came on. I was shocked to see my daughter Anna up on one elbow, looking directly at me. To be continued...His Secret, My Pleasure - chapter 1