Title: The Turning Point
Author: BabyInDiapers
Written on December 5, 2005
He sits in his car waiting for his date to get ready. She's
running late as usual. He nervously fidgets with his keys
hanging from the ignition. They've been together for over a
year now. Things have gone relatively well so far. He knows
that tonight is going to be the turning point for their
relationship. Time seems to stand still.
It's about quarter past seven when she finally opens the door
and descends down the walkway. He gets out and opens the door
for her and then closes it. He walks around the front and then
sits down and closes his door. "Hi." He says as he leans over
to give her a kiss on the cheek. You look fabulous tonight
honey." He says as he starts the car. They make small talk on
the way to the restaurant.
A few minutes later they arrive. They park and then walk
towards the restaurant. "This is my favorite place." She says
as she realizes where they are. They are seated and their
drink order is taken. He begins to wine and dine her. She is
just stunned by all of this. Later on in the evening the food
arrives and they begin eating. "This is absolutely delicious."
She says as they both smile. "I want to make a toast." He says
as he lifts his wine glass. She does the same. "To a wonderful
evening full of many possibilities." He says as they gently
touch there glasses together. "I'll drink to that." She says
as they both drink.
After some time, he pays the bill and they leave. He drives
her up to a peak overlooking the city. They have been here a
few times before. It was her favorite spot. He begins to get
nervous as he knows the moment is approaching. She sensing
this asks, "Are you alright?" "Yes, I am, but there is
something I've been wanting to share with you for quite some
time." Her ears perk up and she sits up and looks into his
eyes. "Yes?" She says as she is ready to listen.
"well, I don't know how to say this. This is difficult for me.
I first of all want you to know that I love you." He says as
he pauses. "You can tell me anything honey. I love you. You
know that. Go on, it's alright." She says as she places a
reassuring hand upon his shoulder. He takes a deep breath and
then continues speaking.
"Well, ok, um, I'll just come right out and say it. I have a
sort of secret." He's interrupted by her. "You're not gay are
you?" she asks. "No, oh no, not at all." They both chuckle.
"Ok I won't interrupt you, just go on." She said. "Well Ok. As
you know, I was adopted and I know I told you about some of
the stuff that happened in my childhood. Well, um, I sometimes
feel the need to sort of go back to early childhood, to
relive, or to fix things. Like what I'm trying to say is that
I like to role play as a toddler. I have my teddy bear that I
sleep with, I have my cute footed jimmies I like to wear on
nights when it's cold enough, and I um, I wear diapers too."
He said and then began to get really nervous. She just looked
at him intently. It seemed like a small eternity of silence.
"Sweetie, I kind of knew you were different. I didn't have any
idea it was something like this. So like how long have you
been into this role-playing?" she asks. "Well, a very long
time. I had a bedwetting problem as a child, and my mom put me
in diapers, and I had fantasies about being a baby again.
There were other events in my life that acted as triggers to
bring me to where I am now with this, but basically I have
tried to quit, but I just can't. I've finally came to terms
with it recently. I've been learning to accept myself. It's
not been easy though." He says.
"You know what, its ok. I kind of get it. I never knew you
went through so much stuff like that. Come here sweetie." She
says as she leans forward and embraces him. He just lets her
arms enfold him. He begins to cry. "Shh. Baby it's ok." She
says while slightly rocking him side to side while holding him
in her arms. His head lies upon her breast as he hides
himself. He feels so ashamed, but yet relieved that she
finally knows of his deepest secret.
She kisses him and he stops crying. "I know that was hard for
you to tell me. It means a lot to me that you trust me enough
to talk about deep stuff like that. I love you, and nothing
you have said tonight is gonna change that." She says as they
both hug and kiss. "You wanna come over to my place and spend
the night?" she asks. He nods. On the way to her place she
mentions she wants to stop at a store. "Come on in with me."
She says. When they get there she takes him straight back to
the baby isle. She hands the basket to him to hold. She then
begins filling it with items such as baby powder, baby oil,
baby wipes. She also gets him a sippy cup, and a baby bottle.
Then she takes him to another isle. "What size diapers do you
wear?" she asks. "Medium." He says. She then takes a pack off
the shelves. "Ok come on." She says as they go up to the front
to check out.
While in line, he is blushing. At the counter she pays for all
of the items. Despite her getting a weird look from the
cashier. They got back into the car and stopped by his place
to get his teddy bear and his footed jimmies and his favorite
blanket. Then they continued onward to her place. Once in the
parking lot in front of her apartment they both carried the
stuff up to her room. She then walked over to him and gave him
another hug and whispered in his ear, "Do you want me to be
your mommy tonight?" He just smiled and nodded.
She took one of the diapers from the bag she purchased and
opened it up and laid it on her bed. She then motioned for him
to lie there as she pulled off his pants. She sprinkled some
baby powder on his bottom and then pulled the diaper up
between his legs and fastened the tapes snuggly.
She stood there looking at him and smiled. She began to feel
her maternal instinct kick in as she finished dressing him in
his cute little footed sleeper. She then tucked him in and
took the baby bottle out to the kitchen. She heated some milk
for him and then brought the bottle back. She held the bottle
to his lips as they cuddled close. He began to drink from it.
"You're so cute." She says as she just smiles at him. They
both feel the warmth and love.
After he had finished the bottle she set it on the nightstand
and then she turned out the lamp. She got under the covers
with him and kissed him. She reached her hand inside the
waistband of his pajamas. She felt the crinkly plastic of his
diaper. She grabbed his crotch and felt a warmth. She looked
at him and teasingly said, "Did my baby wet his little
diaper?" He normally would have blushed when being teased like
this, but he was so regressed into the state of being a big
baby, that he processed everything on that level.
They both fell asleep while holding each other. Later that
morning she slid down his jammies and took down his wet diaper
and wiped him with the baby wipes. She then put him into
another diaper. She then made him another bottle, this time
slipping a little alcohol into it. She left him with his
bottle and took a nice long hot shower. She came into the
bedroom totally naked. Staring at opened bag of diapers she
couldn't resist trying one on for herself. She lie on the bed
next to him. He had fallen back asleep.
She diapered herself and then gently woke him. "Hi honey. Look
what I'm wearing." She said as she looked down at her diaper.
He looked at her. He smiled. "You look sexy wearing that." He
said. "Oh now is that any way for a baby to talk to his
mommy!" she scolded. He sat up and stretched. "I can't believe
all this is happening. I wasn't sure how you would react when
I told you." He said. "Well you know I love you and that
nothing will ever change that. I actually enjoyed last night.
It added a special dimension to our relationship." She said as
they sat on the edge of the bed together.
They had breakfast and then went back to bed to cuddle. "I
have to pee." She said a while later as she got up. "Why are
you getting up. You've got a diaper on. Remember?" he said.
"Oh my gosh, you're right." She said. She just stood there and
totally soaked her diaper. "I see why you like it now. It
feels so warm. It doesn't even seem gross to me. I first
thought it would be. Like when you told me last night I wasn't
sure what to think about it. But now I think I like it. I
mean, the whole idea of having our little secret now. You
know?" she said. "Yeah. I agree, I think it's really cool that
you gave it a try for yourself. I've had lots of girls in the
past freak out about it." He said. "Well they weren't as in
love with you as I am." She said as they began to make out.
After a while he laid her down and changed her. They both
decided to spend the day inside, and wearing diapers. As time
went on they continued there normal relationship with the
occasional baby time some evenings. She also used diapers for
convenience a few times when they went to football games. They
went on to get married and they had a wonderful healthy and
long lasting relationship. I guess you could say they lived
happily ever after.
*** Sometimes it's easier to write a letter to someone than to
tell them your secrets face to face. I hope this story will
explain something about me that I have wanted to tell you, but
am to shy to talk with you about in person.
I know that this story may have surprised you, but I thought
it would be easier for me to let you know my secret through a
story. I really hope we can talk about this sometime. Thanks
for taking the time to read this. I hope it helped you to get
a glimpse into a part of my life I share with very few. ***