Tiffany's Diaper Tales
Volume II
By BabyInDiapers
Written 07/11/2005
Chapter 019
I woke up Saturday morning. I yawned and stretched while in my
crib. I rolled onto my back and propped my legs up on the bars
of my crib and began to tinkle. I felt the warmth and wetness
spread all over my tush. It felt really good. Then I began to
make poopie. After pushing a couple times I had a full diaper.
I laid there for a moment just enjoying the feeling. I began
to be aroused by the sticky warm wet feeling in my diaper. I
began to touch myself and before long I was breathing heavily
and finally it all culminated in a wonderful feeling. A smile
was on my face as I laid there catching my breath. I looked
over to see the clock and my heart almost stopped. Mommy was
standing there. I wasn't sure how long she had been there.
I was speechless. "Good morning hun. I see baby really likes
her messy pants!" Mom said with a smile as she looked down at
me in the crib. She lowered the rail. My heart was beating
fast and I was blushing. She gave me a hug. "It's ok honey,
it's natural for a girl your age to do what you were doing.
It's nothing to be ashamed of." She said as she began to
change my very messy and wet diaper. We were both silent as
she dressed me.
After I was diapered and dressed mommy motioned for me to sit
on the bed. She sat next to me. "Honey, we need to have a
little mommy-daughter talk. I wasn't sure when to bring this
up, but I think now is a good time." She said. "Mommy, I'm
sorry." I said as I cried. "No no, baby don't be. You didn't
do anything wrong. Honey shhh. It's ok baby. I just want to
talk to you about some things ok? You're not in trouble. So
relax ok sweetie?" Mom said as she held me. A moment later
after I was calmed down she began to talk.
"When I was a little girl, I got caught by my mom wearing a
diaper I had stolen from our neighbors who had twins. You see
Tiff, I like diapers too, I always have, even since I was a
little girl. I think what you experienced a few years ago when
you went back to diapers, somehow was passed down from me to
you. I don't know if other people in our family ever wore
diapers or not. Back then people didn't talk about these kinds
of things. So when I was young, I didn't get to enjoy diapers
like you did. I guess that's why when I realized you were
interested in diapers and baby stuff; I just wanted to give
you the opportunity to try it. I never had that opportunity to
live out my desires. Tiffany, if you're anything like me, you
probably feel guilty sometimes, or you wonder if you will ever
be able to have a normal life and so on. I just want you to
know that it is possible to balance your baby life and your
adult life. I've been doing it for a long time now. Your daddy
has been very accepting of me, and has let me be a baby when
we have our private time. We kept it a secret pretty much
until a couple years ago when I wet my pants on the way to
Mrs. Woods office. Anyway, I guess what I'm saying is, your
father and I love you, we accept you for who you are, and we
understand what you are going through; especially me. So if
you ever want to talk, we're here for you honey. Ok?"
Mommy held me. I was crying because I was so relieved. I was
so glad that my mother really understood what I felt. She let
me be a baby again because she really understood me. "No
wonder you're such a good mommy. You really do know what it's
like to be me. I never realized that mom. Thank you so much. I
love you." I said as we hugged. We both were crying for a
moment or so. Then we wiped our each other's tears away. We
then went into the kitchen and had some breakfast. Daddy came
home a while later. He had been out doing a network job for a
small company replacing there hubs with switches.
After breakfast mom and I went out shopping. Around noon we
headed towards the food court. "Do you need to be changed
before we eat?" "Yeah, I'm wet." I said. We found a bathroom
to change me in. After that we went to eat. We then went to
see a movie. I really was having fun spending the day with my
mom. After the movie she took me to the park and we both
played in the sand box together. We must have looked so silly,
a teenager, and her mother acting like toddlers in a sandbox.
It was really fun.
"Let's go play on the marry-go-round." I said as I stood up
brushing sand off of my clothes. "Honey, we need to go home."
Mom said. "Why, it's only 3:30." I whined. "I need to use the
bathroom." She whispered. "Can't you use the one here?" Mom
was silent for a moment. "Tiff, I went in my diaper." She said
while blushing. "Did you go number one or two?" I asked.
"Number two." She said. "Aww. It's ok mom. Let's go home. I
just wished you would have told me you were in diapers. It
doesn't matter to me. If you want to wear them all the time,
it doesn't matter mom. Why are you so scared to wear them
around me and the other girls?" I asked as we sat on a bench.
Mommy was crying. "I was always afraid if anyone found out,
they would take you girls away from me. And my mom and dad
really hurt me when they caught me that day. My mom beat me
that day. I've never been able to get over that." She said.
Mommy was crying a lot. I held her. "Mommy, no one's gonna
hurt you if you wear diapers. It's ok. I know that must have
really been hard to go through. But now everything is ok
mommy. Daddy loves you, Aunt Kathy loves you, your daddy loves
you. And all of us kids love you so much. You don't have to
hide anything from us either mommy. We're all older now. No
one's gonna take us away. We're a tough family. You know that.
Just think of all we've been through mom. God is with us. He
loves us unconditionally. He's the reason we've made it this
far and the reason we will make it all the way through life.
Mommy I love you." I said while holding my mother as she had
done so many times in the past for me when I was upset.
A few minutes passed. "Thank you sweetie. I love you so much.
You are my angel." She said while hugging and kissing me. A
few minutes later we went to the car. "Mom this has really
been a good day. I'm so glad we got to talk." I said. "Me too
honey, Me too." She said. We went home and daddy wasn't there.
He had to go back to his earlier job. There were some problems
that arose. He had left a note. Aunt Kathy was also working
late tonight. "Well looks like it's gonna just be us for the
whole day." I said. "I think it was really meant to work out
this way." Mom said. "Me too." "Well I need to go get cleaned
up. Then I'll change you again." Mommy said.
"Mom?" I said as I stood in front of the door to her room.
"What?" "Let me change you and diaper you." I said. "Honey, I
don't think that's a good idea." She said. "Mom, I've changed
Tammy, Teala, and Amy, and also Laura and Emily, even messy
ones. I know how to change diapers. I want to change you mom,
it's not easy to have to do it yourself. I know, cuz I've done
it before. So what do ya say?" I asked. She sighed. "Ok."
She went and got a diaper from her stash and then she came to
my room. She laid down on the bed. I took off her pants and
then unfastened the tapes of her disposable diaper. I wiped
her and powdered her. She was very shy. Then I put a nice
clean diaper on her and taped it. "Now, wasn't that so much
easier then doing it yourself?" I said as I came back from
washing my hands. "Thank you Tiffany." She said. "Hey don't
mention it. I mean come on, you've changed me millions of
times and I'm a messy baby." I said. We both laughed.
We then decided to make bottles and cuddle in mommy's room for
a nap. After we woke up, we both made dinner. We made sure to
save some for Daddy and Aunt Kathy. After dinner mommy gave me
a bath. We then spent the rest of the evening on the couch
watching sappy chick flicks; With a tub of ice cream and a box
of tissues, of course. Later daddy came home and then Aunt
Kathy. Mommy got up to warm up there dinner for them. I sat
with daddy and Aunt Kathy while they ate. Mommy went to get a
shower and get ready for bed. She was tired.
Finally it was bed time. I gave daddy and Aunt Kathy a hug and
kiss goodnight. Mommy took me to my room. "Mommy, today was
really great." I said. "Yes it was. I really feel better now
that we had our talks today." "Me too. Mommy, can I um, well
you know." I said blushing slightly. "Does baby wanna be
breast fed?" mommy asked. "Yeah." I said while giggling. "Ok
silly. Come over here and lay down. There ya go." She said as
she held me in her lap raising my head to her breast and
propping her arm up with a big pillow. I began to suckle. Her
milk trickled out into my mouth. "Go to sleep baby it's ok.
Mommy's gonna sleep with you tonight. So just go night-night
baby. Shhh." Mommy said. She hummed a soft lullaby as my head
tilted back. I didn't even stay awake long enough to switch
sides. It seemed as though I instantly lost consciousness.
The next morning I woke up. My head was laying on a blanket
draped over mommy's breasts. I noticed my diaper was both wet
and messy. This was normal for me after breast feeding. Mommy
was awake. I lifted my head for a moment. "Good morning." I
said to mommy. "Hi." She said as she sat up. The blanket fell
into her lap. Without saying anything I just moved myself into
position and laid in her lap and she let me suckle on her
other breast. We both fell back asleep cuddled in bed. When
Aunt Kathy woke us up for church both of us had very messy
diapers. Aunt Kathy changed me and gave me a bath and daddy
took care of mommy. We then went to church. It was a great
sermon and my mommy went down for prayer and when she came
back she was smiling. Later she told me that between our talks
the day before, and the message at church, and lady who prayed
with her in church, she totally felt healed from the abuse she
experienced in her childhood from her mother.
The next few weeks were great. Mommy was just being herself
and not worrying about the whole diaper thing. She was so much
happier now that all that had been lifted off of her. We
talked on the phone to Tammy who was at college. We also
talked to Teala. Aunt Kathy also was able to call Amy. That
Sunday night before we went to bed, we sat out in the living
room and prayed for Teala, Tammy, and Amy. We thanked God for
our family and how he had brought us through so many things. I
got out my guitar and we sang a couple songs. It was like
having church! It was wonderful. I wound up going to bed an
hour past my bedtime. Mommy tucked me in. "Will you be ok
without your mommy tonight?" she asked. "Yeah, I will be fine.
I'm sure daddy misses cuddling with you." I said as I kissed
her goodnight. "Sleep tight baby. You've got school tomorrow."
She said. "Ah! Don't remind me mom." I said as I rolled over
onto my tummy. "Good night crinkle pants." She said as she
swatted my diapered bottom. "I love you mommy." "I love you
too baby." The light turned out and the door shut. I wet my
diaper and fell asleep.