Tiffany's Diaper Tales
Volume I
By BabyInDiapers
Written 06/09/2004
Chapter 090
I woke up the next morning still in bed with mommy and daddy.
I yawned and opened my eyes. My diaper was soaked and full of
poo. Mommy woke up and said, "You did a poopy in your didee
little baby girl." She said as she laid on her side and patted
my diaper bottom. I smiled at her. "Yeah, I really had to go
last night so I filled my baby pants mommy." "Well, let's go
change that yucky diaper and mommy will fix you something to
eat ok sweetie?" she said as she got out of bed. By this point
daddy was waking up as well.
I followed mommy into my room and she laid me on the bed and
changed me and dressed me. "I need to stop at the store today
and get more baby wipes." She said as she finished brushing my
hair. "Mommy?" I said as I looked at her. "Yes baby?" "I miss
Tammy." I said as I frowned slightly. "Me too honey." Mom
said. We walked out to the kitchen and mommy put me in my
highchair. She fixed me some cereal. I wasn't very hungry but
I ate it anyway. "Don't forget mommy is picking you up from
school today to go see Mrs. Woods." Mom said while sitting
down at the table with a cup of coffee. "Mommy, can I bring
Mr. Fluffy with me?" "Sure honey, I'll bring him along when I
come pick you up." She said while taking a sip of her coffee.
A while later after sitting in the rocking chair with mommy, I
had to go to the bus stop. I hugged and kissed mommy goodbye
and I went on my way. I saw Laura and Emily were already
there. "How are you doing Tiff?" Emily asked. "I'm ok, I
guess, I just miss my sister." I said with my head hung down
slightly. "I know." Emily said as she hugged me. "She'll come
home after things settle down some." Laura said as she also
gave me a hug. "I hope so, I really miss having her around the
house. It's different without her." I said. Just then the bus
came and we got on and rode to school. I didn't say much
during the bus ride.
We got to school and I went to see Miss Megan to give her my
cloth diapers that mommy had washed during the weekend.
"What's wrong hun, you seem sad." Miss Megan said while
changing Emily's soggy diaper." "My sister ran away this
weekend. She and mommy had a fight and she left." I said while
trying not to cry. After Emily was changed Miss Megan gave me
a hug. "I'm sorry to hear that. I hope she will come back home
soon sweetie-pie." She said while holding me and gently
rocking me while running her fingers through my hair. This
helped me to feel better, at least for now.
We went to class after that. I couldn't really concentrate on
what was going on. I spaced out a lot. I was day dreaming,
trying not to think about what happened this weekend. After
class my teacher called me to her desk. "Honey, is something
wrong? You aren't yourself today." "My sister Tammy ran away
this weekend because she had a big fight with my mommy." I
said. "Oh my! Do you know where she is?" "Yeah, she went to
one of her friend's house." I said. "Well at least you know
she's safe then honey. I'm sure things will work out and she
will be back home in no time." "Yeah I hope so." I said. "Well
go on to your next class so you aren't late ok?" "Otay."
I left the classroom and Emily and Laura were in the hall
waiting for me. We went to our next class. I still couldn't
think very much about schoolwork. But I did better than in my
earlier class. In my last class before lunch I started to cry.
I didn't want to, but I couldn't help it. My teacher walked
with me to the office. Miss Megan heard me out in the lobby
and she came out to see me. "Why don't you leave her with me
for a while. I'll send her on to lunch later on." She said.
"Ok, that's fine. I'll have one of her friends bring her stuff
to lunch for her." "Ok." Miss Megan said. She walked with me
to the nurse's office. I sat next to me on the bench.
I wasn't crying as much now but I still had tears running down
my cheeks. "Aww sweetie." She said while hugging me. She wiped
away my tears and just held me for a while. There wasn't much
she could say. Her just being there and holding me helped me
to feel better. The lunch bell rang. "I'll walk you to lunch
ok?" she said as we left her office and headed down towards
the cafeteria. She even stayed with me in the lunch line, and
sat with me at a table until Emily and Laura came over to sit
down with me. "OK hun, I'm gonna go back to my office. If you
need me, you know where to find me ok?" she said as she took
the plastic off of my fork and opened my milk for me and put
the straw in it. She then got up from the table and left.
"She's so nice." Laura said with her mouth full. "Yeah." I
said softly. Emily didn't say much. I think it was mostly
because she didn't know what to say to make me feel better.
She was there when everything happened, so she knew how it all
went down. So did Laura for that matter.
After lunch we wend to Mrs. Henderson's class for the
afternoon. My diaper was wet but I didn't feel like getting
changed. After a few minutes of class I just put my head down
on my desk. I didn't feel very good. "What's wrong Tiffany?"
Mrs. Henderson asked. "I don't feel good." I said. "Do you
need to go to see the nurse?" she asked. I just shook my head
and put it back down. She continued her lesson and just let me
alone. During our first break she came over to my desk. "Do
your mom to come get you?" she asked. "Yes." I said. "Ok." She
said as she helped me put my stuff in my backpack and walked
with me to the front office.
She had the lady behind the counter call my mom. I sat in one
of the chairs in the lobby with my backpack at my feet and my
arms crossed in my lap. "Ok, your mommy is on the way. I have
to get back to class, I hope you feel better honey." She said
as she patted me on the head gently. She then left the office.
A while later Miss Megan sat next to me to wait for my mommy.
"I don't feel good Miss Megan." I said. "What's wrong honey?"
"My tummy hurts." "It's probably because you're upset about
everything. Sometimes when you're upset, it makes you not feel
good." She said as she put her arm around me. I leaned closer
to her and rested my head on her shoulder.
A few minutes later, mommy came in and signed me out. "Thanks
for sitting with her." She said to Miss Megan as she knelt
down to hug me. "Mommy." I said as I started to cry again.
"Aww baby what's the matter?" "My tummy hurts." I said. "Ok
let's go home." Mommy said as she held my hand and walked me
to the car. I sat in the front seat with Mommy. I was to big
for my car seat now. So I had to sit in the seat like a big
girl now. It was ok with me though, the car seat was getting
to be a bit of a tight fit there for a while.
We pulled into the driveway. Mommy walked with me into the
house. "Do you wanna lie down?" she asked. "No." I said as I
climbed into the rocking chair. "Mommy come rock me and hold
me." I said. "Ok baby." Mom said as she picked me up and sat
down and held me on her lap. She gently rocked me. She patted
my back for a while. I turned around and laid my back against
mommy. She put her hand gently on my tummy. I yawned and
closed my eyes. "Honey?" "Yes mommy?" "Do you have to go
number two? Maybe it will make your tummy feel better." She
said while rocking me. "No, I don't have to go right now." I
said. "OK, well when you do, just go in your diaper and mommy
will change you." She said as she rested her hand in my lap.
She gently squeezed the front of my diaper to check to see how
wet it was. I was pretty squishy, but mommy didn't say
anything she just let me sit there in her lap.
I fell asleep for a while and then mommy woke me up. "Honey
it's almost 4:00. Do you still want to go see Mrs. Woods?" she
asked. I rubbed my eyes and yawned. "Yeah, I do." I said. "OK
then let mommy change your diaper and we'll go ok?" "Otay."
She changed me on the floor in the living room. She then went
to the kitchen and fixed me a bottle of juice. She handed it
to me and I sucked on it. "Go get in the car, mommy has to go
potty, and then get Mr. Fluffy for ya." She said while walking
down the hall.
I sat in the car for a couple minutes and then mommy came out.
She turned to lock the door. She had her purse on her right
shoulder and Mr. Fluffy in her left arm. She got into the car
and handed him to me. "Good you're all buckled and ready to
go. She said while starting the car. A few minutes later we
pulled into the parking lot. "Mom? Will you come with me
today?" I asked. "Sure, if you want me to honey."
Mommy signed me in at the counter and we were about to sit
down when Mrs. Woods came down the hall. "Tiffany." She
called. I got up and held my bear. Mommy followed close behind
me. "Hello Mrs. Walker." She said as mommy sat on the couch
next to me. "I wanted my mommy to come with me today, is that
ok?" I asked. "Sure honey." She said while sitting in her
chair across from us. "I see you brought Mr. Fluffy with you
today." "Yeah, I wanted to bring him." I said while yawning.
"So, how are you doing this week Tiffany?" She asked. I was
quiet for a moment. "My older daughter, Tammy, we had a fight
this weekend, and she ran off to a friend's house. Tiffany has
been really upset about it, which I don't blame her. It was a
hard weekend for our whole family." Mom said. "Oh I see." Mrs.
Woods said. "I haven't felt good all day. I cried a lot, and
my tummy hurts cuz I'm upset about everything." I said.
"I know how you feel sweetie. I sometimes feel sick in my
stomach when things are bothering me." She said. "So what was
the fight about?" "Well, it was about my sister and her friend
Kimmie." I said. "Tiffany honey? Maybe mommy should go wait
outside. I want you to be able to talk to Mrs. Woods without
feeling like you can't say certain things while I'm here. Do
you know what I mean?" Mom said. "Yeah, but you can stay if
you want to?" I said. "Well, I'll be in the waiting room. If
you need me." She said. "Ok mommy."
After mom left I told Mrs. Woods all about it. I told her that
my sister liked girls, and that mom and dad didn't think it
was right. "I don't see why mommy was so mad. She lets us wear
diapers and enjoy being a baby, and that is something that a
lot of people don't think is right. But she still let's us.
And so now Tammy likes Kimmie and wants to be her girlfriend,
and mommy got all mad at her. So did daddy." I said. "Are you
angry with your mom for what happened?" "No, I mean, sort of,
but not really. I don't know." I said as I held Mr. Fluffy
close to me. "Well, how do you feel about what your sister is
doing?" she asked. "I don't know. I mean I like boys, but I
don't see why liking girls is a problem. Mommy says it's
because God doesn't want people to do that. She says that's
what the Bible says and what our church believes." I said.
"I can see how this would create quite a problem in your
family then. Your parents probably feel like they have to
uphold there beliefs, even if it means having to stand there
ground. I've seen this happen lots of times, where people's
beliefs cause them to have differences with family members and
friends. One of the most important things that you and your
family can do is accept her, even if she does things that are
against what you believe. Do you know what I mean?" "Yeah, but
mommy says we can't compromise with sin, that we have to stand
our ground. Even our pastor says that." I said. Mrs. Woods
paused for a moment. "Have you ever heard the expression,
'Hate the sin, but love the sinner?'." "Yeah, but how can you
do that, it doesn't make sense." I said. "Well what it means
is that you can tell the person that what they're doing is
wrong, and that you don't agree with it at all, thus not
backing away from your beliefs, but 'loving the sinner' means
that after you've told them what you think about what they are
doing, that you still love and accept them as a person. So
many people throw out the baby with the bath water." She said.
I giggled. "What's so funny?" "Throwing out the baby with the
bath water?" I said while smiling. "Yeah, another old
expression." She chuckled. "Oh ok."
"Honey, right now your sister is upset with your parents, and
your parents are upset with her. It will take some time for
them to both calm down. Then I'm sure they will talk things
over and it will work out." Mrs. Woods said. "I hope so. Maybe
I should tell my mommy what you told me. Maybe it will help."
I said. "I would wait a couple days. Let your mom deal with
her feelings first. Right now she's probably still upset, not
only at your sister, but maybe even herself. She probably
feels somewhat responsible for Tammy leaving." "Yeah, I kind
of sensed that. I think she felt bad about yelling at her and
when she slapped her, I know she really felt bad about that."
I said. Mrs. Woods nodded in agreement.
We continued to talk for a while. Mrs. Woods was always such a
big help to me. She always had the right things to say. After
talking for a while, my bowels began to move. I couldn't even
control it. I just unloaded into my diaper. After I realized
what was happening I blushed. I hadn't ever gone poopy in my
diapers in front of Mrs. Woods before. "Honey, did you go
potty in your diaper?" "Yes." I said. "It's ok sweetie. I'll
go get your mommy so she can change you."
She went out into the waiting room. She came back with mommy.
"Hi mommy." I said while still blushing. "Hey baby. I knew you
had to go poopy. What did momma tell ya." Mommy said. "You can
change her in here if you want, I don't mind." Mrs. Woods said
as she sat back in her chair. Mommy talked baby talk to me
while changing me. After I was all cleaned up put a disposable
diaper on me and then pulled my pants up. "There we go." She
said as she put the cloth diaper in a plastic bag and then put
that into the diaper bag. "I'm sorry, my daughter really makes
a messy when she has to go." Mom said. "It's fine, it was
interesting watching you two interact." She said.
For the last few minutes of the appointment mommy and Mrs.
Woods talked. I just sat there with Mr. Fluffy. I was glad
that mommy was talking to her. They didn't talk so much about
what happened, and why, and all that, they just talked about
things in general. When my time was up Mrs. Woods shook
mommy's hand and also gave me a quick hug. "It was nice
talking to you Tonya." She said while walking down the hall
with us. "Yeah, you too." Mom said. "Well I'll see you next
week Tiffany." She said as she turned and walked back down the
hall to her office.
On the way home mommy teased me about going poopy in my diaper
while at Mrs. Woods' office. "Tiffy filled her diaper up with
soft mushy poopy-poo. And she's a stinky little girly too!"
mom said as she giggled. "Mommy!" I said as I blushed. We
pulled in the driveway. "Mommy?" "What do ya want Miss poopy
droopy pants?" I blushed and then leaned over in the car seat
and hugged mommy. "I love you." I said. "I love you too
Tiffany." We hugged for a moment and then went inside.
I laid in the playpen and fell asleep while mommy made dinner.
Daddy was in his office doing some work. Teala was down for
her nap. Amy and Aunt Kathy wouldn't be there for dinner
because they were both working. I wondered if Tammy was at
work. She usually worked Monday nights.
A while later mommy walked down the hall. I heard her tell
daddy that dinner was ready. She then went into my room to
wake up Teala. Mommy was in there for a while. She was
changing her diaper I figured. She then came back out and
reached into the playpen and tickled me. "Mommy!" I said as I
giggled. She reached her hands toward me and I steadied myself
and then climbed out of the playpen. Since I was getting
bigger now, I could get out by myself sometimes. But mommy
always helped me when she was around. But that's what mommies
are for. She checked my diaper before putting me in the high
chair. I was a little wet.
Daddy and Teala came out and helped mommy put dinner on the
table. We all sat down. "Mommy can I say grace?" "Sure hun."
She said while setting a hot dish on the table. She then took
her seat. "Dear God, we thank you for this food. Please take
care of Tammy while she's gone. Please bring her back home
soon. In Jesus name, Amen." "Amen." Everyone else said. We
began to eat. "Yum! This is good." I said as I ate my peas and
corn. Teala must have been hungry because she gobbled her food
and had a second plate. I drank my milk from my sippy cup and
it slipped and I dropped it. "Oh no!" I said while leaning
over in my high chair trying to reach it. Daddy wiped his
hands and reached down and picked it up and set it on my
highchair tray. "Thanks daddy." "You're welcome baby."
As we were finishing desert I asked mommy if I could call
Tammy. "Honey, why don't we give her some time to herself. As
much as I'm sure she would love talking to you, I think you
should wait a couple days. Ok sweetie?" "But mom!" I said.
"Honey, please, I really think it's best if we wait a little
while ok?" mom said while holding my hand. She then took off
my bib and wiped my face. She let me down from the high chair.
I left the kitchen and went to my room. I was upset because I
couldn't talk to my Tam Tam.
A while later mommy came into my room after finishing the
dishes. "Honey, do you wanna watch a movie with Teala?" "No."
I said. "Look honey, I know you miss your sister, so does your
daddy and I." she said while sitting on the floor across from
me. I didn't say anything. "Please don't be mad at mommy."
"It's your fault she's gone!" I said as I got up and ran down
the hall into Amy's room and slammed the door and locked it. I
laid on the bed and cried.
A few minutes later there was a knock at the door. "Go away!"
I said as I put my head on Amy's pillow and screamed. "It's
me." Teala said from the other side of the door. "I don't
wanna talk to anyone." I said. "Ok. I just wanted you to come
watch a movie with me. It's the Rug Rats one you really like."
She said. "I don't care, I HATE Rug Rats!" I yelled.
"No you don't, you just are mad, and I understand that. I know
what its like to be mad at your mom. My mom was always mean to
me and I used to get really mad at her." Teala said. "I don't
care." I said as I began to cry more. "Yes you do. You're a
nice person, I know you care. Look Tiff, I love you. I guess
I'll go watch the movie by myself." She said. I heard her walk
away from the door. I just cried even more, burying my face in
Amy's pillow.
After a while I quit crying. I sat up and wiped my face with
my arm. I could feel how soggy my diaper was. I must have peed
when I was crying and throwing my little tantrum. I felt bad
for being mean to Teala. I sat there for a few minutes. Then I
got up and opened the door. I walked into the hall and stood
at the end. Teala turned around to look at me. She got up and
walked over to me. "I'm sorry." I said as I lost it again and
started to cry. She knelt down and held me. "It's ok. I love
you so so much Tiffany." "I feel bad for yelling at you." I
said while crying. "Don't feel bad, I know you were just mad
sweetie." She took me by the hand and sat with me in our room.
She handed me some tissue. I blew my nose and wiped my face.
"Is mommy mad at me?" I asked. "No, but I think you hurt her
feelings a little bit. But she'll be ok." "Where is she?" "She
is sitting by the pool reading her Bible." Teala said. "Oh." I
replied while still sniffling a little bit. Teala and I talked
for a little bit. "Can I still watch the rest of the movie
with you?" I said as I looked up at her. "I never started it,
I was waiting for you. I knew you'd come around." She said as
she kissed my cheek.
We sat down and started the movie. Somewhere in the middle of
the movie I heard mommy come in from out by the pool deck. She
walked by the couch and went into her room without saying
anything. Even though I was engrossed in the movie, my
thoughts flashed back the scene in my bedroom earlier. The
words "It's you're fault she left" kept echoing in my mind. I
felt so bad for saying it. I just wished I could take it back.
Teala noticed my sad face and she paused the movie. "Honey,
why don't you go apologize to mommy. You'll both feel better.
I'll wait for you to get back and then we can finish the movie
ok baby?" she said.
I knocked on the door. "Mommy." I said timidly, and trying not
to cry. There was no answer. "Mommy, I'm sorry." I said as I
began to cry. I sat down on the floor by the door and held my
face in my hands. The door gently opened. I looked up at mom
with tears in my eyes. She reached for me. I grabbed her hand
as she helped me up. "I forgive you." She said as she picked
me up. Usually mommy didn't pick me up, because I was getting
to big. But this time she just held me and then took me out to
the couch next to Teala and sat down with me in her lap. Mommy
was crying too. "I didn't mean that. I was mad, I wish I
didn't say it." I said. "Shhh. It's ok baby. I know you didn't
mean to hurt mommy." She held me until I stopped crying.
Mom kissed me and then set me next to Teala. "Finish your
movie, and then you and Teala can have some ice cream." Mom
said as she smiled. She got up and went back to her room. We
heard the water running. She was taking a shower. After she
came out of the shower she sat down next to us to watch the
end of the movie. "Gosh this movie is so silly." Mom said.
"Yeah dats why me likes it." I said in baby talk "It's cuz
you're silly." Teala said.
Later in the kitchen, with ice cream all over my hands and
face, daddy came into the kitchen. He had gone to a bible
study after dinner. "Hi girls." He said as he sat down. Mommy
got him some ice cream and we sat there. We had a family
prayer time after we ate. After that we sat there and talked
for a while. It was good for us to all sit down and talk about
everything, and how we felt about it and so on. It was past my
bed time. Mommy gave me a quick bath and breast fed me and
laid me in Amy's bed. They had stopped to eat on the way home
so they would be home any time now.
Teala read me a story and then she went to get her shower and
go to bed. I lie in Amy's room alone for a while. I heard Aunt
Kathy and Amy come in. I heard them talking for a while. I
then fell asleep. I was awaken when the light turned on. "Oh,
what a surprise. It's Tiffy!" Amy said as she sat down on the
bed. "How was your day?" she asked. I yawned. "Aww, you're
sleepy. I'm sorry I woke you hun." She said as she leaned down
to kiss me. Aunt Kathy came in. "Amy, let's get your diapered
and ready for bed." She said as she diapered her on the floor.
She had just gotten out of the shower so she hadn't put one on
yet. After she was diapered, she was put into her jammies. She
crawled into bed and snuggled next to me. Aunt Kathy turned
out the light. A while later Mommy came in and laid Mr. Fluffy
on top of me. "Night mommy." I said softly. "Good night baby.
I love you." "I love you too mommy."
Amy was already asleep. She had a hard day's work. I was also
tired. I prayed for Tammy for a while. I then turned onto my
Tummy and held Mr. Fluffy. I tinkled in my diaper. After a few
minutes sleep overtook me. I hadn't had a good night's sleep
in a couple days but tonight I slept the whole night through.