Tiffany's Diaper Tales
                         Volume  I
                      By BabyInDiapers
                     Written 12/08/2003
                        Chapter 079


The next morning we all woke up and stretched and yawned. 
Amy's crib was so huge, but that was because it was a really 
big bed with additional railing on it. It was nearly as wide 
as it was long. It was still so big that all four of us could 
snuggle up under the covers. I was the first one to hop over 
the front rail of the crib and run down the hall to the guest 
room where mommy and daddy were sleeping. "Mommy. Wake up." I 
said as I crawled on top of her. She smiled at me. "Good 
morning sweetie pie. Did you sleep good last night? "Yeah, me 
likes Amy's crib." I said. "I bet you do. One day we'll have 
to build you a really big one when you get bigger." Mommy 
said. Tammy came into the room. "There you are. I wondered 
where you ran off to. Come on let's go change your tinkle 
didees ya big baby." Tammy said as she picked me up over her 
shoulder and spun around with me. I was holding on for dear 
life. She took me down to Amy's room and changed me. Teala was 
already sitting on a chair by the dresser mirror brushing her 
hair. It was such long wavy hair.


A few minutes later we were all in the kitchen at the table. I 
got to sit in Amy's high chair since she wasn't here yet. I 
had some cereal and orange juice. After breakfast Tammy took 
me to Amy's room and got my coat and my mittens. It was pretty 
cold outside, even thought there was not one bit of snow yet. 
We walked around the backyard. It was nice and spacious. Some 
neighbors had cow pastures, and one lady was across the street 
feeding her horses in her barn. "I wanna go see horsey Tam 
Tam. Pweeze?" I said as I hopped up and down like an anxious 
little girl. "Well, ok we can go across the street and look, 
but we can't go into her yard unless she invites us." Tammy 
said. So she took me by the hand and led me across.


We stood in the front of her house by her mailbox. She then 
turned around and noticed Tammy and I. "Hi, how are you girls 
doing this morning?" she yelled from up at the barn. "We're 
doing very well. Thanks." Tammy said. "Would you and your 
little sister like to come and see my horses?" she said while 
approaching us. "Please Tammy, Please!!!" I said with 
excitement. "Well alrighty then. Let's go." She said as I ran 
towards the barn.


"I'm Mrs. Dee Snuhtz. What's your name sweetie?" the lady 
asked. "My name is Tiffany, and this is my sister Tammy." I 
said. "Well it's very nice to meet you. You are not from 
around here are you?" "Nope, we're visiting our aunt Kathy." I 
said. "Very good. I'm sure she could use the company since her 
daughter, Amy, went off to college this year." "Yep, Amy my 
cousin." I said. "She'll be coming home today for 
Thanksgiving." I said. "Well that's wonderful darling. I'm 
glad you all will be able to have a nice family Thanksgiving 
dinner." "So what are your horse's names?" I asked "Well, this 
one over here is not mine, I am boarding it for a friend of 
mine. His name is Franky. Then this one over here is my horse. 
Her name is Jezebel." Mrs. Snuhtz said. "Wow, just like in the 
Bible huh?" Tammy said jokingly. "I suppose so my dear."


"Well, I guess we better get back home before our mother 
worries. But thank you for letting us see the horses." Tammy 
said. "It was my pleasure. I hope you all have a wonderful 
Thanksgiving." She said as she walked with us to the stone 
walkway that lead back down to the street. "Bye." I said as I 
turned to wave once we were back in Aunt Kathy's yard. She 
waved back. We then went into the house. "Where were you two?" 
Teala asked. "We got to se some horseys!" I said. "Nuh uh?" 
Teala said. "Yeppers, we did. Honest." I said as I was 
skipping around the house. "Daddy! You be the horsey, I wanna 
ride on your back." I said as I tugged on his hand. "Ok honey,  
hop on." He said as he got on his hands and knees in the 
living room and crawled around with me on his back. "Yay!" I 
said as I was bouncing on his back. "Be careful sweetie, your 
father isn't made of steel ya know." Mommy said. "Otay." I 
said as he continued to crawl around. He took me down the hall 
and then into the guest room, then circled around and brought 
me back out. Just then we heard the door bell ring!


AMY!!! I said as I ran towards the door. I opened the door. 
She had a suit case which she sat down. "Tiffy!" she said as 
she hugged me right there on the door step. "I missed you!" I 
said as I hugged her tightly. "Aww, me missed you to. Hey, did 
you like my room?" "Yeah! I slept in your crib last night with 
Tam Tam and Teala." I said. "So ya like it?" "Yeah. It big!" I 
said with a  grin on my face. "Well I'm glad. Why don't you 
come out here and help me with a couple things ok sweetie?" 
she asked as she put her one suitcase inside the door. Tammy 
and mommy came out to help as well. "Hey Amy." Mom said as she 
was talking to her while we carried some of her stuff into the 
house and down the hall to her room. "Gosh, what did you do, 
pack up your whole room and take it to college?" Tammy teased 
her as she was lugging a big stereo boom box in. "Almost." Amy 
said as she gave her a hug. Then she hugged Teala as well.


After a while Amy came out into the kitchen. "Hi mom." She 
said as she hugged her. "Hi sweetie." She said as they hugged 
for a while. "I miss you mommy." She said. "I miss you too 
baby." Then her mommy gave her a kiss on the cheek. "Oh, um, 
mom?" "Yeah?" "I'm wet." She said in almost a whisper. "Ok 
darling go to your room and wait for mommy to come in and 
change you. She said while tending back to the stove. Aunt 
Kathy and my mom were busy preparing Thanksgiving dinner.


"Hey Aunt Kathy, I can change her if you want?" Teala said." 
"Ok hun, go on ahead then. That way I can get the rest of this 
stuff done out here." Amy was laying on the changing mat when 
Teala came in. Of course, I followed right behind her." "Hey 
Amy, your mommy said I could change you; that is if you don't 
mind?" Teala said while grabbing a disposable diaper from 
Amy's diaper bag which was next to a huge pile of bags that 
had been brought in just a while before. "Um, No, not at all." 
Amy said. I sat on the chair and watched as she took her 
diaper down and wiped her. "Tiffany." Amy said. "Yes?" "Come 
here honey." I went over to where she was laying. "What?" She 
sniffed for a moment and then reached her hand around under my 
right leg and patted my diapered bottom. "You got tinkle 
didees don't ya?" I slightly blushed and nodded. "Can I change 
you?" she asked. "Yeah, me like dat." I said. "Ok goodie. I'll 
change you when Teala finishes with me. 


A moment later I was the one on the changing mat and Amy was 
wiping me. Teala took the baby powder canister and went crazy 
with it. "Teala, that's enough." Amy grabbed it from her hand. 
Teala was laughing. "Now Tiffy has a white powdery hiney." She 
giggled. "She sure does. "It snowing in my diaper!" I said as 
we all giggled. "You're such a silly willy." Amy said as she 
tickled me. Teala joined in. Then Amy an I turned on her and 
pinned her down and tickled her. "Stop, I gonna wet." She said 
as she was laughing. "Go in your diaper little baby." Amy said 
and I laughed. Amy stopped for a moment. You're wetting the 
diaper aren't you?" she said "Yeah." "Goodie." I said. "Yep, 
cuz now I get to change you." Amy said. 


After Teala was changed we all were hanging out in the living 
room. Tammy was helping mommy and Aunt Kathy for a while. Then 
later on she came in to sit with us. "Move your puffy butt." 
Tammy said to me as she lifted me up off of the couch and sat 
down where I was sitting and then plopped me down on her lap.


A moment later she noticed some white powdery stuff on her 
jeans. "What the heck?" she muttered as she sniffed her hand 
for a second. "Baby powder?" she thought to herself for a 
second. "Um guys, like how much baby powder did you sprinkle 
on Tiffy's hiney? Cuz she's getting it everywhere." Tammy 
asked. "Teala did it!" I said while laughing. "Teala?" "I 
sowwy Tammy. I got carried away." She said. "It's ok, but be 
more careful next time, k?" "Otay." She said. We sat there for 
a while and watched some parade on TV for a while then a foot 
ball game came on. Dad came back in from the garage. "Hey, 
isn't it 1pm. It's time for football." Daddy said as he 
strolled into the room. "No daddy. Cartoons!" I said as I 
grabbed the remote. "Now Tiffy, let your daddy watch foot ball 
out here. Come on I have something special to show you." Amy 
said as I intently followed her down the hall to her room.


She put a DVD in and pressed play. I sat on Amy's lap as she 
leaned against the side of her desk. "Winnie the Pooh!" I 
said. "Yep. I have 4 Pooh movies. And lots of other good ones 
too." Amy said. I just smiled.  Tammy and Teala came in a few 
minutes later. "Hey, you guys wanna watch Pooh Bear with us?" 
Amy said. "Sure." Tammy said with a mouthful. "What are you 
eating?" "Cookie." She said. "I want one! Please?" I said. 
"No, not until after dinner." "But," "Nope, Mom said." "But 
Its not fair! You got one." I said as I began to cry.


"Aww, hey, it's ok, don't cry. Look, there's tigger!" Amy said 
while taking my attention off of Tammy's cookie and onto the 
TV. "If you two wanna lay down you can take the side rail off 
of my crib and lay down side by side and watch the TV from 
over there, or I can get a couple pillows or something." Amy 
said. "The bed will work." Tammy said as she struggled to get 
the side off. "Oh here, let me help." Amy said as she set me 
down and stood up. "It's this little clamp right here, ya gott 
undo that so you can lift the whole thing off. Without that,  
it doesn't work with the raising and lowering thing. See?" "Oh 
yeah now I see it. Thanks Amy." Tammy said. "No problem."


Amy took one of her little blankies and let me lay on her lap 
and she covered me with it. She rested her arm against my 
tummy. Every time I would breath, her arm would rise, and then 
slowly fall again gently. I didn't mind this at all. I was 
just glad to be spending some time with her and being able to 
snuggle up with her and watch Winnie the Pooh, that just made 
it all the better.


We watched a couple movies and in the middle of the third one, 
I fell asleep there in Amy's lap. I was later awoken by Amy 
gently touching my cheek and staring at my face. My eyes 
opened. I knew right then why she was waking me. "Didee 
poopie." I mumbled. "Yeah, you really did a load in your baby 
pants. But I will changie you and wipie and dipee your hiney, 
and this time maybe we won't put quite so much powder on. How 
does that sound?" she said while smiling at me. I was smiling 
too. I felt in such harmony, and bliss and so secure. She 
changed me slowly and gently. I wasn't to messy as I sometimes 
was. Tam Tam and Teala were still sleeping in the crib.


After I was all diapered, she picked me up and laid me between 
Tammy and Teala. She then went to the bathroom and washed her 
hands and through the dirty diaper away. She came back in and 
grabbed a few things from her bag. It was dark in the room so 
I could barely make out what seemed to be a diaper, bra, 
shorts, t-shirt, and something else, but I couldn't make it 
out. She leaned down to whisper in my ear. I'm gonna take a 
nice hot shower. I'll be back soon baby. OK?" "Otay." I 
whispered back, as not to wake my older sisters on each side 
of me. She closed the door quietly. Since the bathroom was 
right next to our room you could hear the water pipes in the 
walls. After a while it became a lulling type of sound that 
caused me to drift back to sleep.


Amy came back into the room. As she was feeling her way 
through the dark, she almost tripped on her stereo which was 
still laying next to the pile of other stuff. She then quietly 
made her way to the crib. She reached her hand down to find 
me. She then realized I was sleeping. She felt around to 
figure out where Tammy was. She could see Teala fine because 
she was laying on her back holding Mr. Fluffy. Then her hand 
felt a wet spot. As she moved her hand to the left more, she 
felt Tammy's shirt tail, then she put her hand on Tammy's 
side. She then patted her tush. "Wake up Tammy, you wet the 
bed honey." She said quietly. Tammy slightly moved. "oh no." 
she said as she sat up. "It's ok, I have a rubber sheet under 
the mattress pad. So don't worry. I thought you were in a 
diaper earlier?" Amy said. "I was, but I changed in the middle 
of the second movie." "OK, no biggie, why don't you go hop in 
the shower. I'll throw my towel over the wet area. Tiffy and 
Teala are still sleeping. So they're still dry." Amy said.


She helped Tammy out of her wet clothes once they were in the 
bathroom. "Want me to bathe ya?" Amy asked. Tammy just nodded. 
"I can't believe I wet the bed, even just at nap time though." 
Tammy said as she ran some warm bath water for her. "It's ok, 
the other girls are probably soaked solid, at least in there 
diapers. You'd better just stay diapered the rest of the time 
you're here, even if you gotta make a messy, it's ok. I'd be 
glad to change you. K?"  "Ok, thanks. I guess you're right. I 
mean even my mom is wearing them the whole time she's here 
too, your mom asked her to." "Wow, your mom, in diapers? Wow, 
that kinda surprises me, but then again, it sort of doesn't." 
Amy said as she knelt down and began to wash Tammy.


"I think diapers runs in our family." Tammy said. "I think 
you're right. But it's cool, I mean it makes us unique. I'm 
just glad I got turned on to diapers. And I do mean, turned 
on, even in the literal sense." Amy said as she giggled 
slightly. Tammy blushed. "Oh come on, like you never, well you 
know?" Tammy just splashed her. "Stop, I just got dressed a 
while ago. I don't wanna change again ok?" "OK, sorry." Tammy 
said as they both laughed.


A while later they woke up Teala and I. Amy changed me; and 
Tammy changed Teala. Then Amy and Tammy took the wet sheets 
off the bed. As Amy was carrying the wet sheets down to the 
basement to be put in the washer, Aunt Kathy noticed her. "So, 
who wet the bed?" "I did." Tammy said. "Oh, I see. I thought 
you were going to where diapers while at my house? "I was but 
I didn't feel like putting another one on and I didn't think 
I'd need it for nap time." She said. "Well, it's ok honey, but 
now you see why I wanted you kids to be diapered while 
visiting me?" "Yes." "Well ok then, there really is no need 
for you to not have a diaper on, so if you are to lazy to 
change your own, then come get me and I will do it. Do we have 
an understanding young lady?" Aunt Kathy said while giving her 
an intent look. "Yes, I understand." "Ok good. Now why don't 
you help your mother out in the dining room with setting the 
table." She said as she handed her some coffee saucers and a 
stack of cloth napkins. Tammy just nodded and went on her way.


When Tammy came back into the living room I teased her. "Tammy 
got in twuble with auntie Kathy." And I would giggle and tease 
her. "Stop Tiff." She said as she nudged me away. I just sat 
there quiet for a while. "I'm sorry Tam Tam, I shouldn't have 
teased you like that. You forgive me?" I said. She turned to 
me and put an arm around me. "Yes, I do. I love ya honey 
baby." She said as she gave me a big kiss and hugged me. I 
grinned from ear to ear. She just held me in her lap until 
they called us for dinner. I was hungry too, mommy wouldn't 
even let me sneak out to the kitchen to snack on stuff all 
day. All I had for lunch was a peanut butter and jelly 
sandwich and apple sauce. So I was a hungry baby!


We sat around the table. Amy was nice enough to let me sit in 
her high chair. She sat to my left, and mommy to my right. 
Teala and Tammy were across the table with daddy at the foot, 
and Aunt Kathy at the head of the table. "Who would like to 
say grace?" Mom asked. "Can I do it?" I said at the same time 
that Amy asked if she could. "Go ahead Tiffany?" Amy said. 
"No, you can do it." I said. "Nope, I insist, you go on ahead 
baby doll." She said with a mile. "Otay, me pray."


"Dar God, I thank you for my family, and for my Mr. Fluffy 
bear. But God, thank you most of all for Jesus, and for loving 
us. I pray that you will bless this food and that you will 
also bless our fellowship here tonight. In Jesus' name, Amen." 
I said and then sat back in my highchair and did a drum roll 
on the highchair tray really loud. "AND GOD SAID, LET THERE BE 
TURKEY!" I yelled. "Um, dear, was that really necessary?" mom 
asked while giving me a dirty look. "Yes mummy, 'twas indeed 
necessary." I said as I tilted my head slightly to the side 
and winked at her. She just shook her head. 


They passed the food around and we got plenty to eat. It's a 
good thing I had my bib on. I got gravy all over me. I had my 
milk in a sippy cup which was all sticky, and covered with 
pieces of stuffing, and Lord only knows what else. As they 
were bringing out the deserts, mom hesitantly picked it up. 
"You're such a messy baby. She said as she carefully picked it 
up and took it to the kitchen. She brought it back out, all 
washed off and clean. Then she used a wash cloth to wipe my 
face and hands with. Then she came back again to wipe off the 
high chair tray. I didn't know why, seeing as how I was going 
to be eating desert and making a mess again. But that's my 
mommy for ya.


Desert was great. My tummy was full. I had to sit in the high 
chair while mommy was helping to clear off the table. Then she 
took the tray off and let me down. "Go get one of your sisters 
to get you your bath and put you in your jammies ok baby?" she 
said as she again, wiped more desert off of my face. "But 
mommy, I don't have to go to bed yet? It's Thanksgiving." I 
said with a cute pouting face. "Of course not honey, I just 
want you to get your bath so that the rest of us can get ours 
later on ok? "Otay mommy." I said as I hugged her. "Ok you 
turkey, mommy is gonna help Aunt Kathy with the dishes." She 
said as she scooted me off towards the living room.


"Gobble Gobble! I'm a big turkey!" I said as I was jumping 
around behind the couch. I was dancing in front of the TV. 
"What are you, the half time show?" daddy said while smiling. 
"Yes, I'm Misses Turkey Gobble Gobble. I'm here today to stop 
the eating of turkeys. For years now turkeys have been being 
gobbled every year and gobble gobble, and gobble, and oh, I 
forgot my lines daddy. Hehehe." I said as I ran up and pulled 
his slippers off of his feet. "Someone's got a lot of energy 
tonight." Tammy mumbled. Amy shook her head and laughed. "Yes, 
she sure does. 

Just then, a voice from the kitchen. "Tiffany, I thought I 
told you to go get your bath." She said  "I know, I know, I 
will mommy." "Now sweetie, please?" she said as she stood in 
the door way while drying off a plate. "Oh, alrighty mommy." I 
said as I quieted down from my earlier rambunctiousness. 
"Amy?" I said sweetly as I crawled into her lap and put my 
head on her shoulder. "What is it turkey girl?" she said 
teasingly. "Can you give me a bubble bath?" "Yes, I certainly 
can." She said as she set me down and stood up and then turned 
around and picked me up. "Gosh you're heavy. It must be all 
that turkey you ate." She said as she carried me down the 
hall. She sat me on the toilet seat and then drew my bath 
water. "Please don't make it to hot." I said. "Cuz sometimes 
mommy does that, and it hurts when I first get in." I said. 
"Aww, don't worry, Amy knows how to take care of her wittle 
baby Tiffy-wiffy-poo baby." She said as she took my shirt and 
pants off. Then she took my diaper off and rolled it up. It 
was wet, but not totally soggy as they were sometimes. I was 
in disposables; Accept at night. This would save mommy from 
having to wash diapers all day.


I sat down in the tub as soon as it had bubbles in it. It was 
just right too. She bathed me nice and motherly-like and then 
she dried me off and wrapped me in a nice comfy towel. It was 
a big fluffy one too. Then she took me and laid me down on the 
changing mat and diapered me. She then went down to the 
basement to get the sheets out of the dryer. I followed behind 
her on the stairs. I held onto the rail tightly. I was always 
afraid of the stairs still. Her basement wasn't as creepy as 
the one in my Grandpa's house in Pennsylvania though.


Amy took special effort that night to really baby me. Mom was 
sort of busy with Kathy in the kitchen, and talking and so on. 
Tammy and Teala were content to watch TV, and movies. It 
wasn't so much that Amy didn't include them with whatever we 
did, but it was obvious that I was her favorite. IT grew later 
and later. Everyone had there bath's and shower's and was in 
there nice warm jammies. It was really cold that night. I was 
getting sleepy while sitting on Amy's lap in the living room. 
Of course, my mommy noticed this. "Honey, why don't you go 
tuck Tiffany into bed. She's sleepy." Mommy said. "Yeah, she 
is so cute though." Amy said.


"I'll tell ya what?" mommy said. "What?" Amy replied. "Once 
you get Tiffany tucked in, come get me and I'll diaper you and 
give you each a nice warm bottle of baby formula and read you 
both a bed time story? OK hun?" "Otay. Thanks Aunt Tanya." Amy 
said as she walked me into the bathroom to help me brush my 
teeth. My feet were cold on the tile floor. Amy noticed this 
and let me stand on her feet while brushing my teeth. She had 
slippers on, they were nice and soft. Even though I was 
growing taller, my footsies were still tiny.


Amy laid me down and powdered me and put a nice thick diaper 
on me and pulled up my rubber pants. She tucked the diaper in 
and made sure it was nice and comfy. Of course as soon as I 
relaxed I tinkled. "Aww, you're so cute and precious." She 
said as she kissed me. "Now, you stay right here little one, 
and I'm gonna go get your mommy. She's gonna turn me into a 
baby, and we can play and regress together after she reads us 
our bedtime story. OK baby?" "Otay, me really like that idea. 
Hurry back though, cuz me gonna miss you." I said "Aww, don't 
worry baby, I will be right back." Amy got up and left.


While laying in the crib, I could hear her call for my mommy. 
"Auntie Tanya?" "Yes honey?" "I'm ready to put my didees on 
and be a wittle baby and go night night. Can you tuck me in 
and read me and Tiffy story pweeze?" she said in such a cute 
babyish voice. "Absolutely. I will be right there in a minute, 
so go get your diaper and baby powder out and lay down and 
wait for me ok?" "Otay."  So then I heard her come back in the 
room. She did as my mommy had told her.


A moment went by and then my mommy came in the door and closed 
it behind her. She knelt down in front of Amy, who was already 
laying on top of the nice clean diaper and had a paci in her 
mouth. "Aww." Mom said as she sprinkled powder on Amy's 
diaper. "Lift your hiney baby." Mommy said as she sprinkled a 
little more powder all over her. Then she pulled the diaper up 
and tapped it into place. Then she reached for another diaper. 
She taped that one on her as well. Then she took an extra pair 
of rubber pants from Teala's bag and pulled them up over the 
whole thing! Mom sat her up and then helped her crawl into the 
crib next to me on the far side against the wall. "Later when 
Tammy and Teala come to bed, they can crawl in on this side." 
She said. "You know what mommy?" "What Tiff?" "We don't have 
to worry about crawling over Tammy and Teala to get out of bed 
at night. We can jut go potty in our diapers and stay in bed 
all comfy and snuggly." I said. "That's right baby. You two 
are in for the night, weather ya gotta go pee or poo, you'll 
be in your baby pants until morning." Mom teased in such a  
way that was cute, and yet, mysteriously wicked.


"OK now girls, which story will it be tonight?" mom said as 
she pulled Amy's desk chair over to the side of the crib. "Cat 
in the hat." Amy said. "You have that one?" I asked. 
"Yeppers!" Amy smiled. "Oh Goodie!" I replied.  So mommy 
rummaged through the mini bookshelf on top of Amy's desk and 
found it. She then came back over and read to us. After the 
story was over she kissed us both good night. I had Mr. 
Fluffy, and Amy had her bunny rabbit. IT was a big white 
bunny. Teala didn't bring a stuffed animal, but it didn't 
matter because Amy had all kinds to choose from.


The lights were out, the door was closed. The only lighting 
was the night light by the door. We talked baby talk to each 
other. And every time we had to tinkle, even the slightest 
bit, we would announce it with pride. "Me go tinkles Amy." I 
said. She checked my diaper. "Warm diaper feel good huh?" she 
said. I smiled. We hugged each other with our animals behind 
my back so that I wouldn't roll over into the other side of 
the railing. We gradually faded out. But not before Tam Tam 
and Teala crawled into bed. They diapered each other and then 
pulled up there separate blanket. The bed was so wide that it 
had two regular sized blankets on it. Teala and Tammy also 
cuddled up with each other to stay warm. IT was very cold out, 
so it was nice to be all warm and in diapers for the night.


I didn't sleep for a while. It was a tad crowded, and hard to 
move around with the blankets, animals and people, but after I 
got onto my tummy, I soon felt sleep coming on. Amy rested her 
head on my pillow. I could here her soft breathing. She was 
already asleep. Her arm draped over me, and pour blanket 
tightly wrapped around both of us. What made it so secure was 
not so much the crib rails, or the blankets; but it was the 
fact that we could go in our diapers with little effort and no 
need to get out of our comfortable position. Somehow, with all 
of us in diapers, there was just some kind of magical feeling.














































                     Special Edition


I don't know how to explain it, but it was like all our 
regression and playfulness, and babyishness, sort of took us 
away into another world. Indeed, we were in baby heaven at 
this very moment. Even in sleep, the security, peace, comfort, 
and contentment, and satisfaction was felt. As I danced upon 
dreamscapes of playful vibrant fun, and rolled around in soft 
grassy valleys, and floated in the air as though free from any 
knowing of any earthly rules. Regression had once again had 
taken me away into the most tranquil of places. My inner 
child, almost like a deep awareness of the fullness of my baby 
self. Drifting on and on, it was almost as if I was aware even 
of my dreams, as if they had taken on some semblance of 
reality, at least enough to cause me to partially wake within 
the dream itself. The vivid colors, and heightened sensation, 
the slow motion, and the rhythmic pulsation of my heart. These 
things caused me to have a slight remembrance of the womb. 
Even a place more sacred and secure than being firmly held at 
mommy's breast. The womb, the place where I was truly with 
mommy, and mommy was one with me. A place where no outside 
reality superimposed itself upon our bond. That place, 
somehow, I had reached that very night.   

























    

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