Tiffany's Diaper Tales
Volume I
By BabyInDiapers
Written 11/27/2001
Chapter 017
I woke up again and it was still the middle of the night or
early morning. I was hugging my bear still. I had drooled on
him some and also my tears had made his face wet a little. I
felt scared and alone. I didn't want my daddy to go to jail. I
started to cry. Tammy came in and picked me up and grabbed my
bear and carried me back to her room without saying a word.
She laid me in her bed with my bear and then got under the
covers with me and kissed my forehead and whispered "I love
you Tiffany." "I love you too Tammy." We laid there cuddling
until we went back to sleep
Later on I woke up and Tammy was still asleep so I laid there
very still and let her sleep a while. I finally started to
squirm around because my diaper was becoming itchy because it
was soaked and I had been laying in it all night. Tammy opened
her eyes and laid on her back and stretched out and yawned.
"Hi Tiffy, is that dipee all soakie wettie?" "Yes me wet." "Ok
baby, give me a moment and I'll take you over to your room and
change you ok sweetie?" "Otay Tam Tam."
A short while later she picked me up and carried me to my room
and laid me on the changing table and changed my diaper. After
that she took me to the kitchen and got me something to eat. A
while later mom came out. "Good morning mommy." I said. "Good
morning sweetie pie, did you sleep good last night?" "NO mommy,
me woke up 2 times and I was scared and I couldn't sleep. But
then Tammy came in and got me and I slept with her the rest of
the night." "Aww I'm sorry baby. I didn't sleep so great
either." "Me either." Tammy said as she accidentally knocked
over her orange juice. "Damn it!" she yelled. "Tammy!, don't
use that kind of language, you know better than that." Tammy
began to cry. "Oh honey come here." Mom held her and comforted
her." "I love you Tammy." Mom said to her. "I love you too
mom." They both hugged for a while.
We finished eating and were just doing stuff around the house.
We had overslept so it was to late to go to church. We decided
that we'd go to the night service since we missed the morning.
We got a phone call in the middle of the afternoon. IT was
daddy! Mom talked to him for a while then handed the phone to
me. "Hi daddy. I miss you." "I know sweetie, I miss you too.
So are you and Tammy taking care of your mommy while I'm
gone?" "Yes daddy we are, and she take care of us too."
"That's good sweetie." "Daddy, when you coming home?" "I don't
know yet. Keep praying for me." "I will daddy." "Ok let me
talk to Tammy too ok?" Ok. I love you daddy." "I love you to
Tiffany." I handed the phone to Tammy and went back to my
drawing I was working on while they talked. Then mom got back
on the phone and talked a little while and then he had to go.
Mom sat down at the table and explained to us what was going
on with daddy. "Ok girls, I will try to explain this all to
you the way he explained it to me." We both nodded and
listened to her. "Your daddy is going to court this Thursday
and they are charging him with computer crimes that he
committed a long time ago. He is going to plead guilty and
make a deal. You see, he committed these crimes as a minor,
and before a lot of computer legislation was passed. So
basically, your daddy broke the law before the case work for
that law was established, and it was while he was a minor. His
lawyer thinks that he will spend six months n county jail and
have to pay some fines. But his lawyer is going to push for
leniency because he changed his life since then and now has a
family and a job and has had no other violations since that
time. What they may do is put daddy on house arrest for 2
years and parole for an additional 5 years. IF daddy goes to
jail for six months, he would lose his job and we would really
go into debt trying to pay the fine, but if daddy gets house
arrest, he can still do work for his company at home since its
mainly computer work. So that's what we need to pray for."
"Wow mom he really got in a lot of trouble huh?" "Yes Tammy,
he sure did. Just remember that what you do wrong will come
back to haunt you later. The bible even says "Your sin shall
find you out." So don't think that you can hide bad things
that you do because eventually it catches up to you." "Yeah
you're right mommy." I said. So we joined hands at the table
and prayed for dad to be safe in the jail, and for the judge
to have mercy on him and for God to guide us through this
whole situation and that he would be glorified through all of
this." Then mom fixed us some dinner and we ate and then got
ready for church.
We got into the car and mom tried to start it but it would not
start. "Mom, the devil don't want us to make it to church
tonight but we will make it." "You're right Tammy." "Lord,
please help us start this car and help us get to church so we
can praise you, and so we can seek you and so we can be with
other believers and be built up. Lord we need to go to your
house so please make a way for us. In Jesus' name, Amen."
Mom took a deep breath, waited a moment, and turned the key.
The car sputtered a bit and then kicked in and we were on our
way. "Praise God!" Mom said and we all smiled as we headed
down the road.
We got to the church and took our seat. After we sang for a
while we had prayer requests and praise reports and so on. Mom
stood up and asked for prayer for our family. They had us come
forward and they laid hands on us and prayed that God would
bless our family and work out our situation and be with my
daddy. Then we went back to our seat and we heard the
preacher's sermon. He was talking about hard times and how God
always sustains his own people. He mentioned how God had saved
the three Hebrew children from the fiery furnace. And how he
had led the Jews through the wilderness to the promised land.
He tied it into how God still helps us each today on our
life's journey. And how sometimes we go through the wilderness
but God has good things waiting for us up the road a bit. God
really used that sermon to speak to our family that night.
Even at the young age of eight, I still was able to understand
the message because the Holy Spirit always allows us to
understand the things of God.
After that we went out to eat with a few other people from the
church and we had a great time. By the time I got home I was
very sleepy. Tammy changed my diaper and got me ready for bed.
I had already had a bath before we left so I was all ready to
go to bed. Tammy and mom both tucked me in tonight. It made me
feel very secure and I was glad that they did that. I held my
teddy bear and I went to sleep.
I woke up early Monday morning and had to go poo, so I went in
my diaper and laid there for a while. I started to get
uncomfortable so I cried like a baby for someone to come
change me. Mom came in and hugged me and checked my diaper.
"Oh now I know hwy you're crying silly, you got a pooper dooper
didee." "Yep mommy it yucky!" "Ok sweetie, I'll change you.
Its almost time for you to get up and get ready for school
anyway." Mommy gave me breakfast. Tammy was not feeling well
so she wasn't going to school today. I went to her room and
sat on her bed. "Hi, me hope you get better." "Thanks, I don't
really feel sick, but I just don't' feel like doing anything
if eel tired and sort of dizzy and I feel hot too." "Well that
sounds to me like you are sick. But anyway I hope you get
better soon." I hugged and kissed her and left.
I got to the bus stop and Laura and Emily were there. They
both gave me hugs and said hi to me. I told them what my mom
had told Tammy and I yesterday about my dad. They were glad
that it wasn't real bad. We got to school and during class
some kids started to tease me. I began to cry immediately.
Most days I could take it but today I was just to emotional
because of everything going on with my family. The teacher
sent two kids to the office and she hugged me and got me to
stop crying. I couldn't really concentrate on anything.
By the end of the day I had cried in class like two times and
I couldn't do my work either. The teacher sent a note home
with me to my mom saying that I should probably stay home for
a couple days because of how everything was affecting me. I
think that's what Tammy was feeling this morning too. The
feeling that she just couldn't go through school and think
about other stuff. I could relate to that too.
As we were going home on the bus I threw up on Laura. "Eww
yuck!" she screamed. I started to cry. Emily held me while
Laura stood up and took off her coat which I threw upon. "I
sorry Laura." "oh it's ok, I'm sorry I yelled at you." The bus
driver stopped the bus and came back there to see what was
going on. I calmed down some but then some kid said something
to me and I started to really cry and I threw up all over
Laura again, this time all over her shirt and down her pants
and onto the floor. "Ewww, this is like SO GROSS! Tiffany!"
I just pushed Emily out of the seat into the isle and ran down
the isle. I tripped and fell. I laid there just screaming and
crying and kicking my feet. I even pooped in my diaper. I just
lost all control I just felt so helpless. The bus driver told
all the kids to shut up. Instead of stopping she drove faster
to get to my stop so that I could get off.
A couple other kids came up to me and helped me off the floor.
I couldn't stand up and so they helped me into one of there
seats. Laura was crying because I threw up all over her and
Emily was just in shock. One girl who was sitting next to me
asked me. "Did you go poopoo in your diaper?" I blushed and
nodded and started to cry again. She hugged me. "Don't throw
up on me ok." "I wont." I laid my head on her shoulder as she
rubbed my back. She wasn't even one of my friends. I hardly
even talked to her, but I was glad she was being nice to me.
A moment later we were at my stop and Emily came up to get me
and help me off the bus. Laura came behind us. All the kids
were like "Eeww!" when they saw how much I threw up on Laura.
We got off the steps and went over to my house. Emily knocked
on my door. Laura stood in the yard crying still. I was just
in shock now I wasn't crying or talking. My mom came out and
took in this whole scene. "Oh my goodness. Honey are you ok?"
She asked me. I just had a blank stare on my face. Then her
attention turned to Laura. "Honey what happened to you?"
"Tiffany threw up all over me." "Oh my goodness I knew I
should have kept her home today. She's really upset about her
dad." Emily told my mom about the note my teacher had for her
and my mom reached into my back pack and got it. She looked at
it and then sighed. "Emily, can you do me a favor, and take
Tiffany into the her room and get her clothes off her accept
for her diaper. I'll be in in a minute ok?" Emily nodded and
took me into the house.
Meanwhile my mom took Laura behind the house to the back yard.
"I'm gonna spray you down with the hose is that ok?" Laura
nodded. My mom soaked her real good then took off her clothes
accept for her cloth diaper. "Don't worry sweetie, I'll even
change your diaper for you, just come on inside ok?" She
nodded and fallowed my mom into the house. My mom threw her
clothes in the washer and got them going then came to my room
where Emily had just finished undressing me and I was laid on
the changing table with Emily standing next to it talking to
me. My mom came over and cleaned me up and gave me a new
diaper then she got Laura to hop up on the table and she
changed her diaper too. "Emily, do you need a diaper change?"
Emily nodded. "Come on up here then sweetie." Emily got on the
table and had her disposable diaper changed. Mom put Laura's
and my diaper in the wash too.
Now all three of us were in disposable diapers and mom got
Laura a set of clothes. Then she called Laura & Emily's
mothers to tell them what was going on and asked if they could
stay for a while because it would probably help me. I was
still quiet though. I went to the living room and all three of
us laid on the floor in our diapers and clothes and cuddled. I
was starting to feel better. I apologized to Laura bout what
happened on the bus. She hugged me and said it's ok. She and
Emily knew I was going through some traumatic times with my
dad being away in jail.
We had dinner and Tammy got up and joined us. We told her all
that happened and she hugged me too. "Tomorrow you two can lay
in bed all day together and relax. Maybe the next day too. I
want you two girls to not get stressed out like Tiffany did
today. Ok?" "Ok mommy." I said. "Yeah mom, thanks." Tammy
said. We finished eating and we all 5 watched cartoons on TV
and then mom took Laura and Emily home.
Tammy got me my bath and then got me ready for bed. "When I
get ready to go to bed, do you want me to come get you so you
can sleep with me tonight?" "Yeah, me like that." "Ok, I'll do
that then." She tucked me in and kissed me good night.
Sometime later on when I was half asleep Tammy came in and got
me and took me to her room. We got settled in and I fell to
sleep in no time.