Tiffany's Diaper Tales
By BabyInDiapers
The Lost Writings


NOTE TO READER:
There was a point int ime in late 2002 when I had finished 40 
chapters in volume I of Tiffany's Diaper Tales when I did not 
know if I could toncinue writing the story with her being a 
child. People were telling me to write a sequal with Tiffany 
as a teenager. This was my short lived attempt. There was 
considerable gap between Tiffany in volume I - chapter 40 and 
the writings of the short-lived premature volume II.

I found these on www.archive.org while looking through old 
snapshots of the website www.diaper-tales.net.  IT's very 
interesting to see how things have changed on the web over the 
years. So, let's take a trip back into time to a little known 
off-shoot of Tiffany's Diaper Tales!




Chapter 1
Written on 12/12/2002


It was the first week of December. The air was cooler and it 
was starting to feel like winter. I was busy studying for 
finals with Emily and Laura on Tuesday evenign when the phone 
wring. I got up to answer it and it was Tammy. "Hi Tammy, me 
misses you so much! How are you?" "heybabygirl, I'm doing 
good. Hey is mom there?" "Yeah hold on ok?" "sure 
Tiff."  "MOM!!!!" Tiffany yelled down the hall. "Yes honey?" 
"Tammy is on the phone!" "ok thanks I got it." stood there in 
the hall with the cordless phone talking with mom dad and 
Tammy. Teala was not in the dorms that night she was out 
celebrating because she took her last final that afternoon.

After Tammy hung up I went back to studying. Finally the week 
was over and we were done with finals and were just hanging 
out in study hall Friday afternoon waiting for the bell to 
ring. "Hey Tiffy, you wanna come over and have some hot 
chocolate at my house today my mom told me to ask you this 
morning. You too Laura.""Yeah I'll call my mom on the cell 
when we drive over there." "Can I ride with you Tiffany?" 
"Sure Laura."

Laura still only had her learners permit and wasn't able to 
drive yet. So they all ventured off toward Emily's 
house.  "yeahmom, ok Ill be back by 8 ok? (pause) no there 
wont be any boys over mom (pause)  no Rober it sowrking 
tonight  (pause)  yeah mom , love you too il'l see 
ya."  Tiffany hung up the phone as she pulled her Ford 
Explorer into Emily's driveway. "Wanna call your mom to 
Laura?" "Naw she wontbe home from work till after 6 so ill 
probalby go home by then." "oh ok cool."

We all went inside and sat at the kitchen table as Emily's mom 
served us. "So I bet you girls are glad to be done with all 
those tests huh?" "Yes we are." I said.  "well now you can 
just relax and enjoy the holidays." As she was putting my cup 
on the table she turned to head out of the room. "Um" Tiffany 
said and then hesitated. "What Tiffany?" Emily's mom turned to 
ask. I was blushing.

"oh I know, you need a didee change don't ya?" I nodded. 
"oksweety come on let's go to Emily's room and ill get ya all 
cleaned up and powdered." I got up and followed. Emily was 
giggling at me. "Oh stop you know your probably wet too!" I 
said jokingly as I left the room.  I laid down on the bed in 
her parents room while her mom diapered me.

By this point there really wasn't any changing table that 
would hold us like it used to so we just usualy got changed on 
the bed or couch or floor these days.

I came back in to the kitchen we all finished drinking our hot 
chocolate and I stayed for dinner but Laura went home to be 
with her mom.  Her mom got divorced 2 years ago so it was just 
her and her mom now. It was hard for Laura to go through, but 
with her faith, friends and regression she was able to work 
through it all.

After dinner I left and thanked Emily and her mom and dad for 
having me over for dinner. "Any time honey, you're just like 
family to us you know that." "Yep, and I really appreciate you 
guys a lot. You really helped me when Tammy and Teala both 
left for college last year. I'll always remember how much you 
guys were there for me." I walked over and hugged Emily's mom 
and dad and then got in my SUV and drove a block down the road 
to my house.

I came in the door and hugged mom and dad and sat on the couch 
with them and we were making plans for Christrmas. "Tammy and 
Teala will be getting in at the airport tomorrow, so dad and I 
are gonna go early to pick her up." "ooh can I come?" "There 
wont be room honey between your father and I, Tammy, Teala, 
and there luggage, there wont be enough room sweetie." I 
frowned and a tear came to my eye. "Hey cheer up kiddo, it 
wont be that long and you'll see them both." dad said. Yeah I 
guess. I was still sort of down.  "Hey I know, why don't you 
follow us to the airport in your car" "I interupted her. "Mom, 
its not a car, its an SUV." "Yeah ok whatever but you know 
what I mean silly." "Yeah I know momma." "SUV stands for Silly 
Ugly Vehicle" mom said as her and dad laughed. "You guys! 
That's not funny. Me likes my SUV!"  I protested.

I got my shower and then I called mom to come into my room to 
diaper me for bed. I was sitting on my bed totally naked, 
which was the norm. I always was, and still am not shy about 
being in my birthday suit.I still have a loving and trusting 
relationship with my parents and as the baby that I am, I am 
not embarrassed to let them see me even though I'm a small 
woman now, I know my mommy still sees me as her baby and 
always treats me as such. So she changed me and got me in my 
sleeper and I walked out to hug daddy and give him a kiss 
goodnight. Then she tucked me in and read to me.

Mommy had taken over some of the role that Tammy used to do. 
But, I was so excited that I'd get to see Tam Tam 
again!!!"  As I laidin my crib I could hardly sleep because I 
was so excited. I wetted my dipee and then rolled over and 
kissed mr fluffy and held him as I fell asleep. I woke up a 
couple times in the middle of the night to tinkle in my 
dipees. I still somtiems wet in my sleep but a lot of times 
now I wake up. But at least I can stay in bed with my nice 
warm squishy didees on! Yay!




Chapter 2
Written on 12/12/2002


"Tiffy, honey, wake up?" I heard someone say. I opened my eyes 
and rubbed them. I yawned still not fully awake. As I woke up 
more I realized Tammy was standing in my doorway. "Ta-Ta-
Tammy?" "Yeah honey it's me."  She said as she came over to my 
crib and lowered the one side and I  sat up and hugged her. 
"Oh I missed you so much Tammy." I said as I held her. "Aww I 
missed you too sweetie. How's your diaper are ya wet?" "Well 
duh, yeah of course I am silly." I said smiling.

Just then Teala came in. I got up and we hugged as well. Teala 
patted my diaper and felt that I was warm and squishy. "Oh 
Goodie, I'm just in time for a diaper change." She smiled at 
me and changed me and then I walked back out to the kitchen. 
"I didn't realize I overslept, I was gonna go with mom and dad 
to see you at the airport." I said as we sat at the table. "Oh 
it's ok sweetie, I'm glad I got to wake you up, it's been a 
while." "Yeah it has." We all kept talking about stuff and 
when we finished breakfast Teala and Tammy unpacked there 
suitcases as I sat on the bed and talked with them.

"So how's college? Any cute guys?" I asked. "oh yeah Tiffy, 
way killer guys at college. But unfortunately most of the good 
looking ones are either jocks or into partying to much." "Yeah 
that sucks." "Yep, so how are things around here Tiffy?" Teala 
asked.

Well school is good, I got on the honor role again this 
semester." "Congratulations!" Tammy said. "So are you and 
what's his name still going out?" Teala asked. "You mean 
Robert?" "Yeah." "Yep we are, he's so nice to me and he's into 
diapers too now." "Wow Tiffany you're so lucky. Even in 
college its hard to find guys that are into it but don't want 
sex and stuff you know?" Teala said. "Yeah I know what ya 
mean."

After we talked a little more we all went out into the living 
room and the girls were talking to mom and dad and me. We 
played a few board games, which made the afternoon fly by. It 
was to cold to go outside. While we were all sitting on the 
couch playing pictionary I leaned over to mom and whispered in 
her ear. "Mommy, I gotta go poopy." She looked at me and I 
blushed. "Do you wanna sit in mommy's lap?" I nodded and 
hopped up on her lap and she held me and bounced me on her 
knee. After a while I started to do a messy in my diaper. 
Teala was watching. "Oh wow she still likes to be bounced on 
her knee when she's doing poopoo diapers huh?" "Yeah it helps 
her go a lot easier I think, and plus she's till mommy's lil 
baby and likes being held, Right hun?" I was blushing at this 
point but I said yah.

After I was done filling my diaper with mushy poo, I curled up 
on the couch laying my head in mom's lap and my feet hanging 
over the couch. Teala was sitting next to mom so I was laid 
across her lap too. Teala kept patting my lumpy bottom. 
Finally after I was lying there smelling all yucky Teala took 
me to my room. "Wow I haven't done this in a while, I really 
missed it too." She said. I was a little shy. She changed me 
and wiped me and powdered me. It was so wonderful.  I thanked 
her then we went back in the living room. Later on mom went to 
make dinner. I stepped into my playpen with that big bunny of 
mine and sat there watching cartoons while Teala took her nap 
on the couch. Of course it didn't take her long to go potty in 
her diaper. Mom changed her then we all ate.

After dinner Tammy and Teala watched a movie and I fell asleep 
so they let me lay on the couch with them. Finally around 9 or 
so Tammy took me in the bathroom and gave me a bath. Mom 
didn't do this every night, but just on special occasion. But 
since Tammy used to do it most of the time, she decided she 
would since she was home. I really enjoyed when Tammy took 
care of me. Even now at almost age 17, I didn't mind it at 
all. After my bath she diapered me and got me in my footed 
sleeper. Her and Teala both tucked me int hat night and both 
read me stories until midnight. They were tired too. Teala was 
so sleepy that Tammy helped her get diapered for bed. Teala 
was such a bed wetter that she had to have the diapers at 
night or she'd go for a swim.

Since she shared a bed with Tammy, Tammy wanted to make sure 
they'd be dry through the night.  They went to sleep and all 
was quiet. I could hardly wait for Christmas. I woke up again 
and wet in the diaper then held fluffy bear and went back to 
sleep.






Chapter 3
Written on 12/15/2002


"Good morning sweetie pie." Mom said as she lowered the side 
of my crib and sat down next to me. I opened my eyes and 
yawned. "Good morning mommy." I said as she helped me sit up 
in the crib. Mommy took me by the hand and led me over to the 
bed in my room and I laid down there as she changed my diaper.

"Mommy?" "Yes sweetie?" "Um, can I um, u know?" "What 
sweetie?" "I want you to feed me mommy." "Oh I see ok honey 
bunny hold on a moment I'll be right back." She said as she 
left the room. A moment later she came back in with a huge 
pillow and she shut and locked the door behind her. I stood up 
and she sat on the edge of the bed and put the pillow in her 
lap. Then I laid down across the bed with my head on this huge 
pillow. She slipped her shirt off and then lifted her bra. I 
began to happily suck on her nipple and feel her warm milk 
trickle into my mouth.

Usually while breast feeding I never said anything and neither 
did mom. It was just one of those things where she knew and I 
knew that it was sort of weird but I, being the baby that I 
was, still needed my mommy to breast feed me. I tinkled in my 
diaper while I was drinking her milk. She noticed and then 
smiled at me. "it goes in one end and out the other doesn't 
it?" I blushed.

She just let me lay there and nurse for the longest time. 
Usually I fell asleep but today I didn't. I was moving around 
a little bit and mom knew what I was doing. She just held me 
close to her breast and I filled my diaper with poo and at 
that moment I felt so safe and secure and relaxed and warm and 
comfy. I felt so much better, a full tummy of milk, a full 
diaper of poo and a full heart of love.

"I love you mommy." I said as she sat me up and burped me. She 
stood up and hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek and a 
pat on my loaded diaper butt.

"you're not getting change little miss poopy pants." Mom said 
smiling. "Why not mommy?" "Cuz you like being messy and I'm 
gonna let you stay in it for a while and enjoy it, so go sit 
in your playpen and I'll get you after I'm done eating 
breakfast." 

She said. "But what about my breakfast mommy?" "You just had 
it silly." "Oh yeah duh, me so silly." "Yep you are babygirl."

I sat in my playpen while mom and dad ate. Teala and Tammy had 
slept in so they weren't awake yet. After breakfast mom called 
me to go get changed. I was glad she let me stay in those 
poopy diapers because most of the time lately I'd been getting 
changed right after I went number two in them. I guess she 
knew I needed some of that baby time. It did make me very 
happy and my mood that whole day was very perky.

Teala an Tammy got up and I played with Teala for a while 
building with Legos on the living room floor. Tammy went over 
to visit Kimmie who was also home from college. She and Kimmie 
went to separate colleges so they hadn't seen each other in a 
while.

Finally lunchtime came and Teala and I had peanut butter and 
jelly. Teala was regressing quite fast sine she came home on 
Christmas break. I guess she didn't really have that much time 
in college to do that. She was in wet diapers and had to get 
changed a few times. She and I both took a nap on a blanket on 
the living room floor while mom was sewing some stuff and 
watching TV.

When I woke up I turned me head only to see Teala, one again 
getting a diaper change. Mom was changing her poopy diaper 
while she laid there half awake. Teala usually didn't like to 
get changed. But if mom got her at the right time, she could 
do it. Teala was so much more like an infant than I was. I 
always felt like a toddler and yes I did have my infant times 
too, but for the most part I regressed to age 2 or 3.

Kimmie came over for dinner that night and so did Laura. Emily 
was busy going shopping with her mom that day. After dinner 
Laura and I went to my room to play for a while. The phone 
rang and it was Robert. Here is how the conversation went:

Robert            Hi Tiffany, how's it going?

Me                  It's going pretty good. I'm having fun cuz 
my 2 big baby sisters are home from college and it's really 
cool.

Robert            Wow that's neat. I'm glad you are having 
fun. I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in a while. I been 
working a lot and stuff.

Me                  Aww, well I have missed you too sweetie. 
Hey do you wanna come over tomorrow?

Robert            Yeah that'd be great. I have off until a few 
days after Christmas so we could hang out and stuff.

Me                  Cool. So are you out of diapers yet?

Robert            No I bought some and hid them in my station 
wagon after work and I keep them there and only take a few in 
the house at a time so my dad won't notice. I am thinking 
about telling him and my mom both, but I'm so scared Tiffany. 
I don't know if I can do that.

Me                  Well you know what, your dad knows that I 
wear them cuz of that time I came out of the bathroom with a 
disposable diaper in my hand and asked where your trash can 
was. So I mean if he didn't say anything to me then, I don't 
think he'll be to hard on you. Besides parents usually know 
anyway.

Robert            Yeah you make it sound so easy but I don't 
know.....

Me                  I'll tell you what: When I come over to 
get you tomorrow I will sit down with your mom and dad and 
you, and I'll be there for you Robert. Ok?

Robert            Wow you'd do that for me?

Me                  Of course I would silly, you're my baby.

Robert            No, you're my baby.

Me                  Nope, you're my little diaper baby honey 
bunny!

Robert            Ok so I can't compete with that one but hey 
Ill let you go because I have some chores to do around here 
before it gets dark. Ok baby?

Me                  Ok, I love you, and I'll see you tomorrow! 
(kisses)

Robert            Ok goodie. Bye Tiffy.

Me                  Bye.

After I hung up the phone Laura was teasing me. "Oh stop, it's 
not like Steve doesn't baby you too." "Yeah your right 
Tiffany. He's so cute too he's so much like a daddy to me 
since my dad walked out on us." "Yeah I bet having him baby 
you really helps huh?" "Yeah and also God has helped me so 
much these past two years. I mean I could have gotten really 
bitter and angry but I didn't and thanks to you and your 
family praying for my mom she's doing good now too." "That's 
great to hear Laura."

A while later, I changed Laura's wet diaper and then took her 
home. Sometimes now that we were older; Emily, Laura, or I 
would take turns changing each other sometimes if our moms 
weren't around.

When I got back home Mommy took me to her bathroom and gave me 
a bath in there because Tammy was bathing Teala in the other 
one. Teala was such a big baby now and it was so cute. I even 
pretended to be her big sister although I was only a year 
older in baby time.

After I got ready for bed Teala and I were on the couch. We 
both had pacifier in our mouth and mommy was reading us some 
stories. Tammy came out after getting her shower and she sat 
between us and we all snuggled on the couch. It was a bit 
chilly so dad turned on the heat. After a while Teala and I 
both got tucked in for bed. "Good night honey baby" "night 
night mommy" "I love you" "I love you too mommy." She walked 
out the door" "mommy? "Yes?" "I left Mr. Fluffy in the playpen 
can you get him for me, I don't want him to get cold tonight." 
"Ok baby I'll go get him. She came back in the room carrying 
my teddy bear like he was her little fluffy baby. She slowly 
lowered him down to me. She lifted back the cover and laid him 
on my chest and I put my arms around him and smiled. "Thank 
you mommy." I said as she pulled the blanket back over me and 
tucked it in good. "Stay warm baby, and mommy will see you 
tomorrow." She leaned down and kissed my forehead and left 
shutting the door behind her.

I lay there thinking about tomorrow, and seeing my boyfriend 
and also about talking to his parents. I said my prayers and 
thanked Jesus for all the blessings in my life. I was so 
happy, so very happy. I fell asleep in my nice warm crib with 
a slightly wet diaper and a fluffy bear in my arms.

I woke up the next morning in a totally soaked diaper. I had 
to go some more so I did and it felt so awesome. I was so 
soaked that my rubber pants had a puddle in them and my tushie 
was in the puddle of pee. It still felt warm and I sat up and 
it felt so nice to be sitting in soaked cloth dipees and 
rubber pants.

Mom came in and saw me already awake. "Are you wet?" mom 
asked. "How do you always know that mommy?" "Cuz moms know 
when there babies are wet and messy in their diapers." "Oh ok, 
well can ya change me cuz I'm about to leak I'm so wet." "Wow, 
you were right." She said as she slid down my rubber pants. 

It was a good thing that she laid down a changing pad on the 
bed when she changed me cuz my rubber pants were dripping wet. 
"Oh honey I've never seen such a baby in wet diapers!" she 
tickled my tummy and up my sides. "Mommy! That tickles!" "Yeah 
I know." She said grinning.

Finally I was al changed and went to eat breakfast. I was 
sitting in my highchair.

It was the one that they had gotten for Teala a few years ago. 
My other one didn't really fit me any more. I could barely get 
in it, and it wasn't very comfy. So we gave it away to get rid 
of some of the clutter around the house.

About mid morning I was fully dressed and ready to go see 
Robert. I told my mom that I was going be there for him when 
he talks to h is parents about his diapers. "Oh they don't 
know yet?" My mom asked. "Nope he hides them  in his station 
wagon." I laughed and so did my mom. "I'm glad that you're 
gonna be there for him and let them know that if they have any 
questions or concerns they can call me, after all I've raised 
a big baby in diapers." I smiled and gave mom a hug. "Yep and 
you're the best mommy too." She hugged me again. "Oh Tiffy 
you're such a sweet baby and I'm proud of you, you're my 
daughter and I could have never asked for a better one." "Aww 
mom" "I know sweetie, it's a Kodak moment." We both laughed. 
"Well ok I'll see ya later on after lunch." "Where are you 
going?" "We're going to McDonalds mommy." "Gosh don't you get 
tired of that place?" "Mom, its not the food, it's the toys in 
the happy meals." "Oh, well ok hun, have a good time, and be a 
good girl you hear me?" "Mommy, you know I will. Ok bye!" I 
said as I ran out the door.

A couple minutes later I pulled into Robert's driveway. I got 
out and rang the bell.

"Hi Tiffany, come on in." I walked in and sat on the couch. 
She called Robert to come out. He came out and sat on the 
couch. "So Robert says he has an important announcement to 
make?" "Well yeah, I guess you could say that." I said.

His dad came in from the back and sat down too. "So what's the 
news Robert did you manage to knock her up?" his dad said. His 
mother just scolded him for being so blunt. "Um no sir, that's 
not it." I said as I was blushing. His dad could be rather 
rude sometimes but oh well. "So deer, are you getting 
engaged?" "Um no, I think you guys should let Robert tell you. 
He has something important to say to you both and he just 
wanted me hear for moral support." "Oh I see." His mom said 
with a concerned look on her face. His dad sat back in the 
chair and looked at him. "So what's going on boy?" He asked.

Robert was very shy and sort of nervous but he began to speak. 
"Well dad, mom, it's sorta like this: I like di.... di..... " he 
paused. "I like to wear diapers mom, dad, and I have always 
liked it and I never let myself do it and when I met Tiffany 
and found out that I wasn't alone.." "now wait justdamn minute 
here son! What the hell kinda shit is this!" His dad 
interrupted. "Dad I knew you'd act this way." Robert stood up 
he had tear sin his eyes. I stood up and faced his dad. "Look, 
there's nothing wrong with wearing diapers. I've been in them 
my whole life. My parents love me and support me, why can't 
you just be reasonable once you're always such a..." I stopped 
speaking and sat back down. Robert's mom spoke up. "Honey I 
knew you liked them, I've found some around your room while 
cleaning. Now I didn't tell your father because I knew how he 
was going to be." She said.

Robert had tears in his eyes. "Hey look guys." I said calmly 
this time. "I know this comes as a shock to you but lets try 
to be reasonable..." "Reasonable? How the hell do you call 
diapers reasonable. I didn't raise my son to be adamn sissy 
and I'm not gonna let you tell him otherwise. Robert go to 
your damn room son and we'll deal with this later. And you! 
Get the hell out of my house! And don't you EVER come back 
here again!" he yelled at me. I started to cry.

"YOU WILL NOT TREAT ME LIKE THIS!!! Its bad enough that you 
act like an asshole to your son and your wife but I'll be 
damned if you're gonna treat me that way you old man! Get a 
life and lighten up. Its not like he's doing drugs and other 
bad stuff. Why cant you accept him for who he is instead of 
making him be something youw ant. You're a selfish man and I'm 
glad you're not my father, you're not even a father." I broke 
down and cried. Robert held me The room was silent accept for 
us both crying. His mother and father left the room. They were 
talking in the kitchen. I could hear him yelling and her 
trying to calm him down.

After a while they both came back out. "Honey, I'm sorry for 
yelling at you." His father said. His mom came over and hugged 
Robert and I. "Son, I'm sorry, its ok if you wanna wear 
diapers and I wont be hard on ya about it no more ok?" "Thanks 
dad." He said. As he gave him a hug. I was still shook up 
though. As we left neither of us said anything and we didn't 
wind up at McDonalds either. We drove to a park that we go to 
sometimes and sat at a picnic table holding each other. I 
cried and he cried. It was more from the stress of the 
confrontation. We were glad it was working out now. They both 
apologized to us. But even so, it still shook both of us up 
when his father lost his temper.

I wet my diaper and smiled at him. "Baby wet?" "Yep." I leaned 
forward and we kissed and held each other. After all that we'd 
gone through it seemed that the passion was there really 
strong. We kissed for at least 20 minutes. Robert took me to 
the SUV and changed me in the back seat. Mom didn't know that 
we changed each other and I didn't think she'd approve. But we 
were good about it, I mean we didn't do naughty things, 
usually.

After he changed me we went to my house and talked with my mom 
and she really felt upset about how his dad acted. We just 
hung out that afternoon. We started kissing again and mom came 
in. "Ok you two, cut it out." "Oh mom. " I said. She just 
walked up and gave Robert a peck on the cheek and left. "Your 
mom is something else isn't she?" "Yep but ya gotta love her." 
"Yeah you're lucky Tiffany. I mean to have such good parents 
who understand you and stuff." "yep I am, but you know what? 
"What?" "I think your parents will be ok about this. I mean 
your dad always blows things out of proportion and so I sort 
of expected something like this but it will be ok baby." I 
drove him home.

We sat there for a while in silence just the two of us 
together. "I love you." I said. "I love you Tiffany." He said. 
I leaned over and gave him a kiss and then he left. I watched 
him enter his house and every thing seemed to be ok because I 
could see him and his dad sitting on the couch talking. From 
the way it looked it seemed like everything was gonna be just 
fine now.

When I got home mom was sitting on the couch. I sat with her. 
"What a day huh?" she asked me. "Yeah it was. Me tired and me 
need ot be baby now mommy it was a hard day for being a grown 
up girl." "Yeah I know baby, but you did good and mommy loves 
you very much." "Thanks mommy, will you hold me and then put 
me in my crib?" "Yes I certainly will honey." She held me 
close to her and I put my head on her shoulder and just rested 
there in her arms for a while. I grew sleepy and mom sensing 
this got me ready for bed and got me tucked in the crib. She 
prayed with me and then kissed me good night.

Tammy came in after her and read to me and we talked about my 
day and I fell asleep in the middle of the conversation. I was 
exhausted. I woke up at 3am and went poopoo in my diaper and 
then laid on my tummy with Mr. Fluffy next to me. I fell back 
asleep. The next morning I woke up in wet messy baby pants. 
Tammy changed me and I was sleepy so she let me go back to 
sleep.

The next few days involved getting ready for Christmas. We 
hung lights, decorated the tree, and all that stuff. Mom and I 
went shopping and Teala and Tammy went shopping too. Dad 
stayed at home and finished doing the outside lights. A few 
days went by. All the presents were wrapped and under the tree 
and it was only a matter of a couple days until Christmas!






Chapter 4
Written on 12/21/2002


"Tiffany honey?" mom said as I opened my eyes. "Mommy I not 
wanna get up." I whined. "Oh you lazy girl, let mommy change 
your diaper and then I'll put you back to sleep, ok baby?" she 
said softly. I just grumbled a little bit as she got me up and 
changed my soaked diaper. She put me back in the crib and 
tucked me in. I laid there awake a while. I had to go number 
two so I made a messy in my brand new dry diaper. "That's what 
mommy gets for waking me up so early." I thought to myself as 
I closed my eyes.

Later on Teala came in and woke me up again. "Oh my, it looks 
like baby has a poopoo dipee. Yay, my favorite kind." She said 
as I smiled at her. "I glad you here to change me Teala." 
"Aww, I've missed you so much baby." She said as she helped me 
out of my crib. "Me misses you all the time Teala." "Aww." She 
said as she hugged me. She changed me and I couldn't tell who 
enjoyed it more, me getting my dipee changed or her getting to 
change me.

After that, we went to the kitchen and Teala fixed me some 
cereal. I was in my highchair and mom and dad were out doing 
last minute shopping. Tammy was in the living room watching 
some TV.

After breakfast Teala and I went up to my tree house and hung 
out up there for a while. She was in diapers to so we both 
played like to happy little babies.

Tammy came up later to check on us and she thought it was so 
cute how we were acting. "Hey guys, I'm gonna go for a swim, 
I'll see you later ok?" "Otay Tammy." I said as we kept 
playing.

Later on Robert came up to the tree house. "Hey honey." I said 
as I hugged him for a moment. "Hi. You and Teala playing baby 
huh?" "Yeppers of course we are." "Cool, I wish I brought my 
diapers with me I'd join." He said In a disappointed tone of 
voice. I walked over to one of the cabinets and opened it up 
and pulled out a diaper. I smiled at him. "Lay down big baby 
and I'll put a didee on your cute little tushie-poo." I said. 
Robert blushed and Teala just giggled. I diapered him and he 
was so shy but it was cute. After a while, we were all three 
playing baby.

Later on Robert said he had to go in and use the potty. "Why 
are you gonna do that silly you're in diapers, just wet." I 
said. "Um, I have to go poopy though, and I don't do messy 
didees like you do." He said. Teala smiled at him. "Hey it's 
no biggie, Tiffy and I do poopy in ours all the time, right 
Tiff?" She asked. "Yeppers we loves mushy tushie didees." 
Robert was quiet a moment. "Yeah but I, I don't know if I 
could do that, I mean doesn't it feel weird?" "Hey you never 
know till you try?" I said trying to reassure him.

"I don't know Tiff, I think I'll just go in the house and go 
and then come back out." He started to walk to the door. "No 
wait honey, come on, It's ok, seriously, go in your diapers, 
I'll change ya." I looked at him. "If you want me to go I will 
too." Teala said. "I have to do a major poopy in my dipee and 
If I make messy in mine will you do it in yours?" She asked 
with a  cute look on her face." "Yeah if I hadn't already done 
a load in my baby pants this morning I'd do it with you too." 
I said. He just looked at me.

He thought about it a moment more. "Ok I guess it wont really 
hurt anything but I've never done this before and it's gonna 
be yucky." He said while blushing." "It's ok Robert. You'll be 
ok I'll hold you." I held him and then Teala got on her knees 
and leaned forward. "Hey Robert, watch me, I'm gonna go poopy 
now, just for you too." She said as she began to push. Robert 
watched her making a mess in her diaper and finally when she'd 
finished pushing she fell back on her tush. Then she rocked 
back and forth in it. She smiled form ear to ear. "Now see, 
that feels wonderfully good on your tushie."

Then Teala turned around and sat on a chair and just enjoyed 
her soft mushy loaded diaper. I leaned forward and kissed his 
cheek. "Go in your diaper baby, it's ok. Just push and it'll 
come out and you'll be mush, and I'll make it feel comfy in 
your diaper." "How you gonna do that?" I'll mushy it for you 
silly, just like Teala does for me sometimes. Just go, and 
You'll love it honey."

He started to push and grunt a little and I held his hands as 
he leaned forward on his knees and started to go. I could 
smell his messy diaper. It was a different smell than Teala. I 
smiled at him and encouraged him. Finally he was done. "Now 
sit back on your fanny and rock back and forth like Teala 
did." "why?" "Cuz that's the best part silly."  He did as I'd 
said and his face lit up like a 100 watt light bulb! "Oh 
Tiffy! WOW!! Oh my." He said as he enjoyed it. "Now get on 
your knees and let me grab your cute loaded mushy tushie." I 
reached around him and began mushing his dipee so that his 
messy was all over his fanny and he just laid his head on my 
shoulder and held me and just enjoyed it a lot.

"Ok there ya go baby, you did your first poopy didee. Feel 
good huh?" "Oh yeah. I'm so glad you talked me into it." He 
said. "Ok now lay down, its time for baby to get changed. He 
blushed but then laid back. "Teala, um this is quite a messy 
one, you wanna help me?" "Sure Tiffany, it'll be my pleasure."

Teala came over and unfastened the tapes from his loaded 
disposable diaper and began to wipe the messy load from his 
hiney. "Ok Tiff, I did the dirty work so you can powder him 
and diaper him ok hun."  Thanks Teala, you rule." I said as I 
was sprinkling powder all over his cute fanny.

I finally finished diapering him. Teala took the dirt diaper 
out to throw in the trash and she went in to get Tammy to 
change her. Tammy had just gotten out of the pool and changed 
Teala on a lawn chair and then she went back to swimming. 
Teala went inside.

"Wanna kiss me honey?" "Do I ever." He said as we leaned 
toward each other and kissed each other for what seemed like 
an eternity. I felt his hand son my diaper tushie and I smiled 
at him and I gave him a peck on the cheek and then backed off 
a bit. I was not the type of girl to get to far into making 
out. I wanted to save myself for marriage. Robert was always 
cool about that. I knew however, that with all that had 
happened that he'd be pretty excited and need some time alone. 
"Ok honey, I know you need some alone time, I'll lock the door 
and I'll see you in the house later. Oh and, take your time 
baby. I know you must really feel happy about all that just 
happened." "Yes I do Tiffany, and now I'm always gonna do 
messy diapers just like you." "Goodie me glad." I left the 
tree house and walked into the house.

I sat with Teala on the couch and watched cartoons with her. 
Tammy soon came in and got dried off. She sat down with us. 
"Where's Robert? Wasn't he here a while ago? I thought I saw 
his station wagon in the driveway." "Um he's in the tree 
house." I said trying to avoid the subject. "all by himself?" 
She asked and I just nodded. "Oh well ok then, I guess I wont 
go there." We were quiet the rest of the time. Robert came in 
later and sat on the couch. I gave up my seat and I sat on his 
lap while we continued to watch cartoons.

Mom and dad got back a while later. "Hi there, how are you all 
doing?" "Good mommy." I said. "Hi Robert." My dad said as he 
patted him on the shoulder. "How's it going Sir." He asked. 
"Oh it's just about the usual. Tiffany's mom drug me from 
store to store.." He said as she interrupted. "Oh yeah, tell 
me about it honey. Who wanted to stop at Home Depot on the way 
home and left me in the car?" "Oh well um." "Yeah, that's what 
I thought." Mom said as she smiled and went into the kitchen. 
"Would you girls, and guys, like some lunch?" "Sure." We said 
as we came out to the kitchen.

Robert helped me into my highchair and Teala sat next to me on 
the left, and Robert on the right. Mom and Teala sat on the 
other side and Dad ate in his office while making a phone 
call.

Later on Robert and I left to go for a walk. Teala took a nap 
and Tammy fell asleep on the couch. Mom was wrapping gifts. 
Robert and I held hands and walked down to the park and sat 
there. The weather was so beautiful. We snuggled up and just 
enjoyed being together. I put my head on his shoulder and we 
sat there until the sun went down. Then we went to get a bite 
to eat.

We finished eating and got in the station wagon. "What a nice 
day." Robert said. "Yeah I really enjoyed being with you 
today, especially earlier when you had your first poopoo 
dipee. You were so cute." "I was?" "Oh yah baby, you always 
are." He blushed. "ROBERT!!! LOOK OUT! OH MY ....."

CRASH!!!

Silence. Darkness. Nothingness.

To be continued!




Chapter 5

Written on 12/21/2002


"Robert?" I called out. "Where am I." I thought. "Mommy!" I 
screamed as I started to cry. That's when I felt the pain hit. 
"Oh God help me please. What happened, help! Robert? Where are 
you? I was balling. Then silence prevailed once more.

I woke up. Bright light in my eyes. Moving down a hallway 
people in masks on both sides of me. Lots of confusion 
everywhere. "Where's Robert?" I asked frantically. No one 
answered. "I want mommy." I pleaded. But no reply. I noticed I 
was bleeding and I started to scream.

Finally someone held my hand and talked to me. "What is your 
name honey?" Me Tiffany." I said while crying. "Ok honey, what 
is your address?" I tried to talk but it was so hard. "It's ok 
honey, keep trying I'm here." I finally told the lady my 
address and phone number. "Where is my Robert?" I asked. "He's 
in another room getting help just like you are now honey." "is 
he gonna be ok?" "Yes, you both will be fine." "Why can't I 
feel anything, why am I so confused I want my mommy!" "She'll 
be here soon baby, real soon."

Meanwhile at home the phone rang. "Hello?" mom said. "She's 
what?" (pause) "car accident?" (pause) "oh my god we'll be 
right there!" (CLICK)

"Honey get your coat let's go. Tiffany got in a car accident." 
She said as she was beginning to cry. Tammy and Teala began to 
cry too. "We wanna come with you." Tammy said. "No you two 
stay here for now." "But mom?" "No, I mean it. We'll call you 
in a little bit when we get there ok. Pray." "We will." Tammy 
said as she and Teala knelt down. Mom and dad rushed out the 
door and on there way to the hospital.

Later on I became more coherent. I saw mom and dad in the 
door. "Mommy!" I started crying again. She and dad held my 
hand and were by my side comforting me. The nurse came in the 
room. "So how bad is it?" dad asked.

"Well she's got a cracked rib, broken nose, and some scars on 
her arm from where it went through the side window when the 
car flipped." "Oh my." Mom said. "How's my boyfriend Robert 
doing?" "Well he has several broken ribs, a broken wrist and a 
huge gash on his forehead. But, he'll be ok. Believe me we've 
seen worse. You two were lucky. You were hit by a drunk driver 
in a huge pickup truck. It hit you in the front left side and 
spun the vehicle around 180 degrees and then it flipped over 2 
times before hitting a power pole." "Oh man." I said. "Mom and 
dad were just in shock. The nurse left. "I just thank God that 
you're still alive Tiffany." Mom said as she started to cry. 
Dad held her and I cried too.

The next day both Robert and I had been looked at by the 
doctor and we only had to stay in the hospital one more night 
just for observation. Tammy and Teala came in early the 
morning before Christmas. They even gave Robert a bed in my 
room. They were so nice.

My mom explained to the nurses about my diaper situation and 
they were more than glad to change me. "Hi Tiffany?" "hi." I 
said to my favorite nurse." "Does your diaper need changing?" 
"Uh huh, I wet." "Aww ok little one, then let me get you all 
dry and clean ok?" "Yep me like that." I said. She lifted my 
robe and changed my soaked squishy disposable diaper. IT was 
really kind of cool being in there the second day because I 
was doped up on pain killers and some other stuff in my IV 
made me wet my diapers a lot. I got changed at least 10 times 
that day. They even changed my poopoo dipees too. Robert got a 
cast on his wrist and his ribs were not hurting as bad. The 
swelling went down and finally the next day they let us both 
out.

That evening was Christmas Eve. The whole family gathered 
around and we had a nice little dinner. Robert and his family 
were over with us as well. His dad was still a grumpy as ever 
and wound up drunk on the eggnog, But never the less, it was a 
nice time. I was very thankful that it wasn't worse.

That night I had my cousin Amy sleep with me in my crib, and 
Teala and Tammy slept in Teala's crib. It was so cute. Mom and 
dad slept in there room.

Emily And Laura were both on vacations so they had no idea 
what had happened with the accident and everything.

As I woke up Christmas morning I was soaked. Amy sat up and 
lowered the side and then helped me out. She changed me and 
then walked with me into the living room and sat on the couch 
with me. Soon after that, Tammy got Teala up and changed her 
didees and they both came out in the living room.

With all this commotion mommy and daddy finally came out.

We opened presents and had a great fun time. I called Emily 
and Laura on my new cell phone and I told them all about what 
happened. They were so glad I was ok now. Although I was able 
to get around, I still was in pain, and Robert was even more 
so. We went looking at lights in daddy's truck and it was a 
cold night out so we were all bundled up, diapers and all. By 
the time that was over a couple of us big babies had poopoo 
dipees and so we came back and mom and Tammy changed us. Mom 
even changed Robert's diaper. He was so shy about it but it 
was cute anyway.

The next week and a half vacation we just hung out and nothing 
major happened. We'd had enough major stuff happen to last us 
a while. Of course as time went on we were totally better. God 
really saved Robert and I that night and we'll never forget 
that either. Christmas was a wonderful time of family, 
friends, and also celebrating the birth of our Lord and 
Savior, Jesus Christ.  As I laid in bed I held Mr. Fluffy 
Bear, and I fell asleep.

I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and a very Happy New 
year. I hope you all will be back next year for more of 
Tiffany's Diaper Tales! Oh yeah, and me loves you all very 
very much. Be good little babies! (huggies)






Chapter 6
Written on 03/27/2003


"Hi Mommy" I said as I walked through the door and put my 
backpack, diaper bag, and keys on the table. "Hi honey, how 
was your day at school?" "It was ok mommy, not too much going 
on mommy. I'm so glad it's close to the end of school!" "I bet 
you are. So how's the prom decorating going?" "Oh it's coming 
along great. I just hope next year's class does as good as we 
are doing." "Oh I'm sure they will." "Yeppers. Um, mom?" "You 
need your diaper changed, don't you?" "Mmhmm." I said as I 
smiled. "Ok sweetie pie, come on and lay down in the living 
room and I'll go get you a nice clean diaper, and wipe ya." 
She said as she left the kitchen. I went into the living room 
and laid down on the rug in the middle of the floor and lifted 
my skirt up just as mommy returned.

"OH I see you're all ready for mommy to change you, wipe you 
and powder you and put you down for a nap?" "No nap mommy!" 
"Oh my someone's cranky today." "Oh mumsey!" I giggled. She 
proceeded to un-tape the diaper and wipe me front and rear. 
Then she sprinkled powder on my hiney as she held my ankles 
over my head. Even as old as I was mommy could still change my 
like a baby. I liked that very much too.

When she finished I hugged her and thanked her. Even being 6 
months shy of 18, I still needed mommy to baby me quite often. 
Sure I was a fun loving high school girl, and I was mature and 
well brought up. But, I just couldn't stay out of diapers. I 
had tried a few times, but the results were not that great. 
Lets put it this way, I was doing more pee-pee pants than 
Tammy! And that's a lot. I giggled to myself as my thoughts 
returned to mom hugging me. She took me by the hand and walked 
me to my room and put me in my crib. She closed the crib and 
stayed there for a moment patting my diapered bottom. Then she 
left quietly and shut the door to my room.

Later on I woke up and I could here mommy in the kitchen 
making dinner. Dad was in the office which was next to my room 
on the phone with someone at work. Dad came in and lowered the 
side of my crib and gently woke me up. I turned on my back and 
yawned. He smiled at me. "Let's go eat ok baby?" I stretched 
some more then daddy tickled me and I began to giggle and move 
around trying to stop him. By this time I was awake. He helped 
me out of bed and picked me up and put me over his shoulder 
and walked with me out to the kitchen, and sat me in my high 
chair. He hadn't done that in a long time. Being handled as if 
I were a small baby being put into her highchair again really 
made me feel good. We said grace and ate.

While I was helping mommy with the dishes the phone rang. I 
went to answer it. "Hello?" "Is mommy there?" a crying voice 
said on the other line. "Teala, is that you?" "Yes, please get 
mom, I need her." She began to really cry. I put down the 
phone and ran over to mom. "Mom, Teala's on the phone and 
she's crying! Go talk to her, I'll finish dishes for you." She 
went over to the phone and picked it up.

"Hello sweetie, what's wrong?" Mom paused for a couple 
minutes. I turned off the dishwasher and sat on the counter 
next to mom. I could still hear her crying. Unfortunately at 
this same time, I felt the need to go number two. I tried to 
hold it as I listened. Mom motioned for me to go in the living 
room. She knew I was getting ready to go poo, and she wanted 
some privacy. I sat on the couch. Dad was watching the news 
and reading the paper. Daddy, Um mom's on the phone and I 
gotta go number two, can you change me if she's still on when 
I'm done? "Sure honey, hopefully your tushie wont be to messy, 
but even so, I don't mind changing your doodle didees." "Otay, 
thanks daddy." I sat back and just relaxed. I felt my bowels 
begin to move as I let a huge load of poo go into my diaper. 
Just as I stopped pushing I saw mom in the doorway. She was 
crying. I immediately got up, waddled over to her and asked 
her what was wrong.

"Honey, you and your father sit down, I have some bad news." 
"Is Teala OK mommy?" I was very concerned. Mom was silent. I 
just sat back down in my poopy diaper thinking "It's going to 
be a while before this diaper gets changed so might as well 
get comfy in it." I squirmed a little. Mom paused as she 
started to speak. Dad and I both were focused on mom. "Teala 
just called and she's, well, she's preg, pregnant. Mom started 
to cry. Dad stood up and had a look of shock on his face. I 
was so stunned by this news that I just did another load in my 
already soiled diaper!

"OH my Gosh!" I said. "How the hell did this happen?" Dad 
asked. "Honey, we did our best with Teala, she had a hard 
life." "That's not a good enough reason!" He shouted. I 
started to cry. Dad looked at me and yelled "Go change your 
own diaper, you're almost 18, if you're going to wear those 
things then change your own, damn it!" I cried and ran off to 
my room. I just sat in the corner crying. I heard mom and dad 
crying and I cried more.

A while later dad came in and walked over to me. "Get out of 
here, you hurt my feelings!" I shouted at him as I cried like 
a baby. He reached down and picked me up and held me. "Come on 
baby, let daddy change your tinkle poopers ok honey?" "Otay 
dada." He laid me on the floor and pulled out a fresh diaper 
and untapped my messy one. Mom came in then and she wiped me 
while daddy held my ankles. They were both still crying. I was 
too. None of us could talk. After being changed they both held 
me and we all cried together.

After a while mom got up and took my loaded diaper to the 
bathroom to dump it out and then she put it in the wash since 
it was extra messy. I laid on the couch with my head in 
mommy's lap while dad sat in the chair and they talked. Mom 
was comforting me since I was still shook up from earlier. I 
was in a t-shirt and a cloth diaper and plastic pants. I 
looked so adorable lying there mom later told me.

Mom and Dad decided that tomorrow when I was in school they 
were going to go get Teala from college. Tammy had moved onto 
another degree and another college. That day at school was 
long. I sat talking to Emily and Laura during lunch. They were 
shocked. Right before classes Laura had a messy diaper so I 
offered to help her get changed. Usually if one of us were 
messy in school, another one of us would at least do the 
wiping and then we'd finish getting our own diapers changed. 
Sometimes it's hard to wipe your own hiney when you're really 
messy. So I'm glad that we all had each other to help.

I anxiously awaited going home. The afternoon drug on. I 
finally had enough, I skipped seventh period and went home 
early. I saw that mom and dad were home. I came in the door. 
Mom and dad were at the kitchen table. "Where's Teala?" I 
asked. "Why are you home early from school?" Mom asked. "I 
just had to be here for Teala mommy, I thought of her all 
day." "She's out in the tree house. She won't let anyone in." 
"What did you guys say to her?" I asked, not waiting for an 
answer I ran out into the back yard and climbed the steps. I 
knocked on the door. "Go away!" I heard her say while still 
crying. "Teala, It's me, Tiffany. I'm not mad at you, I love 
you, I Just want to come in and see you. I've missed you. 
Please let me come in, please? A moment later the door opened 
and I came in and closed it behind me.

I hugged her and she just cried. I could tell she was pregnant 
because she was bigger! "Oh Teala, I love you so much. You're 
still my big sis, and I'll never be mean to you, and I'll love 
your baby too." I said as I kissed her cheek and then held her 
again. After a while she calmed down some and told me what 
happened. We sat and talked for a while. She said mom and dad 
were really upset.

We just sat there for a while in silence. "Um, I'm wet." "Oh 
did you go potty in your diaper?" "Yeah." "Here let me change 
you." I said as I went to the cabinet and got a disposable 
diaper. "I remember when I used to change you too TIffy." 
"Yeppers. And you still can, that is, if you want." "Don't be 
silly, of course I'm going to be changing your diapers! You 
may be my sister, but you're also my other baby." "Really, 
you'll still baby me even when you have your own?" "Of course. 
Why wouldn't I?" We hugged and cuddled after I changed her wet 
diaper.

Finally I convinced her to get up the courage to come back in 
the house and I'd stay with her. When we came in mom and dad 
hugged Teala. "Honey, we're upset, but we want you to know we 
still love you, no matter what honey." Mom said as she cried a 
little. "I'm sorry mommy, and daddy." She said as she cried. 
"I didn't mean to get pregnant." "I know honey." Mom said. "So 
who is this guy?" Dad asked? Teala shook for a  second in 
fear. "Teala, it's ok. Just tell them who the father is?" 
Teala started to cry. "I, I don't know." She said as she 
lowered her head.

Mom sighed and sat down. "Oh God, you've got to be kidding 
me!"
 
"Mom! Don't yell at her, please, she's upset." "Well so are we 
Tiffany." Dad said sharply. "Ok, it's time to pray!" I said as 
I began to pray. "Jesus, Please, help our family. Lord forgive 
us all of our sins. In your eyes there are no large or small 
sins. God I pray you'd give mom and dad the strength through 
this as you have in the past. I also pray for Teala, that you 
guide her, give her wisdom, and protect her and her baby 
through this. I come against the enemy, and I speak peace to 
this house, and to this family, in the name of Jesus. 
Amen."  There was silence.

"You're right TIffy, dad said. "I'm in agreement with that 
prayer." Mom said. Teala then began to explain how when Tammy 
left to go to her other major, that she got in with the wrong 
crowd. She stopped going to church services and before she 
knew it she had a boyfriend who wasn't a believer. Then things 
went down hill and she started to drink and party. She 
continued as she cried remorsefully. I slept with so many guys 
mom, I don't know who it is! She said as she cried even more 
at this point.

Dad was crying. Mom was just in shock. "We're going to see the 
doctor tomorrow Teala." Teala just nodded. Mom and Teala 
hugged. Then dad hugged her too. That night when we got ready 
for bed, we both slept in Tammy's room. Even though Teala had 
a crib in my room still, there was no way a pregnant Teala, 
and an almost 18 year old Tiffy could fit in one crib 
together.  Mom changed both of us into our night time diapers. 
She kissed us both good night and told us that she loved us 
both very much.

Teala cried a lot that night, but I held her and I even shared 
Mr. Fluffy Bear with her. Right before we fell asleep I 
whispered. "Teala, you're going to make a really good mommy." 
She whispered, "Do you really think so?" "Yes, I really do 
Teala. I love you." I said. "I love you too." She whispered. 
We both fell asleep at this point.




    

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