"Frustration" F/F cons 1st mast anal toys Disclaimer: This story is just that, a story, and is meant to be taken as nothing other than that. It contains descriptions of sexual acts including sex toys, and if such subject matter offends you, please don't read it. The author DOES NOT condone any such activities in real life or fake life - it is meant to be taken only as fantasy. As soon as I saw the patient turn his attention to Deb at the front desk, I hurried around the corner and found an empty exam room. I slipped inside, shoving the door closed behind me. Then I collapsed into the exam chair and closed my eyes, letting my hands rub my temples to keep them from rubbing anything else. Of course, the last patient of the day had been a tall, muscular man in his mid-twenties, a tempting treat that I couldn't have. The way his chest moved when he took his deep breaths, the soft darkness of his skin on mine as I took his pulse, all temptations of the male body that I could not afford. My blood was so hot it seemed to be boiling my insides--how badly I wanted to climb on top of him, to rip his clothes off and fill my lonely pussy with his body. "Are you okay, Carly?" I was so enrapt in my passionate thoughts I was startled by the voice. I opened my eyes to see Kim was in the room with me. She closed the door and sat in the small rolling chair next to the work station. "Yeah," I sighed, getting my bearings back. "Just a little flustered is all," I told her. Skinny, blonde, beautiful, Kim was my coworker and best friend. We had met in the office when I started two years ago, and had become inseparable ever since. "It's alright girl," Kim said, moving closer to me. "That was the last patient of the day. We're done." She put a tender hand on my arm. "What's wrong?" I straightened out my scrubs and tried to let my cheeks cool. "That last patient...he just reminded me of my husband so much..." Kim's comforting hand moved to my shoulder. "Don't worry, girl, Ken is fine," she tried to assure me. "I know it's tough having him overseas, but he only has a few months left. He's gonna come home." "I know," I said. "But he looked so much like him, he kinda...got me going, you know?" I put a hand over my eyes to hide my embarrassment. "It's just like...I'm twenty-six, in the prime of my life, and my husband's half a world away! I haven't felt a man's touch--hell, I haven't fucked--in over six months!" "I know it sucks, girl," Kim said, standing up. "But don't you take care of yourself at home?" "Well, yeah," I said. I could feel myself beginning to blush. "But my fingers aren't enough. Lately I can't even finish masturbating; I just get bored and give up." I felt tears of frustration welling in my eyes. "And I can't cheat on him with another guy. That's not who I am. So I just stay frustrated, wanting to feel another person like that, to have them there..." I trailed off, keeping my eyes shut. Kim walked around the exam chair and began rubbing my shoulders. "There, there. It's gonna be alright." I pulled myself together, breathing slowly. "I'm sorry," I told Kim. "I'm just so...frustrated." "I understand," Kim said. She walked back around so I could see her devilish grin rising on her face. "I think I have an idea for you," she told me, a hint of a giggle in her voice. "Let me come over tonight and we'll go over the specifics. How's that sound?" "Okay," I said, wondering what she had in store. I trusted Kim more than anyone, but I knew she was capable of a little trouble. "Alright, I'll see you tonight at eight," she told me. Kim moved to the door, but paused before she opened it. "Wear a loose fitting dress and a pair of sexy panties. Nothing else." Before I could reply, she opened the door and slipped into the hall, closing it behind her. *** Before seven, I had already enjoyed most of a glass of wine, trying to calm my thoughts. What did Kim have planned? Why the specific dress code? I was nervous, but the simmering sexual excitement that had been building in me for months kept me intrigued. I finished my glass of wine and headed into the bedroom to find something to wear. I dug through my underwear drawer until I found a pair of black lace panties, which I hadn't worn since Ken left. Then, after rifling through my closet, I emerged with a thin cotton dress, blue with a white floral pattern, one I generally wore to the beach over my bathing suit. I pulled it out and tossed it onto the bed, then proceeded to strip out of my scrubs. Then, reaching behind my back, I unclipped my bra and let it slide down my arms. I scooped up the dress, but something made me pause in putting it on. I looked up, seeing my reflection in the mirror on my bureau. For twenty-six, I definitely looked thin, but my sloping hips and C-cup breasts gave me curves of which many of my friends would be jealous. Surveying my short brown hair, my round and perky tits, my firm thighs, and my tight ass, I felt sexy for the first time in a long while. Even the small, sparse freckles dotting my nose looked enticing. I only wished I could share it with someone else. Shrugging those thoughts away, I slipped into the dress. It seemed looser than I remembered, the spaghetti straps hardly staying on my shoulders, the cloth revealing more of my cleavage than hiding it. The material was thin, and my erect nipples jutted out against the fabric, making their presence known. I hoped Kim wouldn't notice, or would be a good enough sport to keep her mouth shut if she did. Satisfied with the dress, I quickly changed panties, the feel of the silk reminding me of the night's theme. My stomach turned in its nervous dance again, and I hurried back to the kitchen to refill my wine glass. The rest of the hour passed all too quickly, and soon Kim was knocking at my apartment door. Her coat was off the moment as I let her in, tossed onto a kitchen chair. She kicked off her flats, moving about nimbly on her bare feet. In her arms she cradled a small paper bag. "How's my Carly?" she asked, giving me a hug. As she pulled away, I saw her outfit, and I almost gasped. Kim was a slight girl, with a cherubic face and pointed nose that screamed beauty. For a woman of twenty-eight and a mother of two boys, she had a tight body, covered now only by a short, black strapless dress that was barely staying up. She looked stunning and sexy, and I almost felt ashamed of my baggy beach dress. "I'm well," I replied, looking up to her. "A little buzzed," I added, and pointed to the wine bottle. "Care for a drink?" *** A glass and some gossip later, Kim led the way into my living room, the paper bag in her hand. She circumvented the thin wooden coffee table, placing the bag in the center. Then she sat down on the couch, motioning for me to join her. I sipped my glass of wine and put it on the coffee table, then sat next to Kim. My head was swimming a little from the booze, but I could still feel my heart racing in my nervousness. Kim put her cup next to mine. "So," she said, leaning forward. "I think I've found a solution to your 'frustration.'" She put her hand on mine, her fingers massaging my skin. "But I want you to tell me exactly what it is you need." "Physical contact," I said without hesitation. I sighed and sank into the couch cushion."I want...I need to be fucked. Rubbing myself doesn't cut it. I need a stiff cock in my pussy." I looked down and watched my fingers intertwine with Kim's. "But it's the other person, the physical connection of sharing something as intimate and romantic and primal as sex, that's what I miss the most. I need a cock in my cooch and a hand to hold while it pounds me." Kim started laughing as I finished talking. I reached for my glass of wine and drained its contents into my mouth, then put it back down again. "Sorry for being so blunt," I murmured, sharing in Kim's laugh. My cheeks were warm, but from embarrassment or alcohol, I couldn't tell. Kim gave my hand a squeeze. "I know what you mean, and I've got just the thing," she said. She was wearing her devilish grin again. She picked up her glass of wine and downed it, then stood up. She took both empty cups and placed them on the side table next to the couch. Then, walking around to the opposite side, she knelt in front of the coffee table. Her hands lifted the paper bag and, unrolling the top, she dumped its contents onto the table. I gasped as her surprises rolled out of the bag. Piled haphazardly before me were three dildos of different colors and sizes. The smallest (and hardly small, at that) appeared to be made of a light blue glass, and the other two were of silicon, one a shiny pink, while the other, still quivering from its descent, was colored to look like a real penis. Kim gave the bag another shake, and a small black butt plug fell into view, topping the pile. I felt my heart thumping as I looked at the items. "W-what is all this?" I stammered, unsure of how to respond. Kim laughed and tossed the bag aside. "It's my personal collection," she cooed in a proud voice. She picked up each toy and stood them in a row. "These are what I use when I'm all wet and there's no man to satisfy me." Kim stood, moving back around the couch to sit with me. She put her arm around me, her fingers stroking my bare shoulder, slipping underneath the spaghetti strap of my dress. "You said you wanted a stiff dick, right? Well this is what we're gonna use to make Carly cum nice and hard." I turned to face Kim, my eyes wide. "W-we?" I stuttered. "What do you mean?" Kim pulled me closer against her body. "You said what you miss most of all is the presence of another person. Someone to hold your hand, yeah? I'll be the hand, and he," she gestured to the array of sex toys. "He'll provide the dick." "That doesn't make any sense," I asserted, pulling away from her embrace. I couldn't stop looking at the pink, flared head of the flesh-colored one, staring at me like an angry viper. "Sure it does!" Kim exclaimed, picking up the glass dildo. "Listen," she said, bringing the toy close so I could look at it. "You'll be masturbating. You're fucking a toy, not a person, so you won't be cheating on Ken. But I'll be here too, letting you touch someone real who's sharing your experience, to help push you over the edge." I looked at the curving, bulbous head of the dildo, and I can't say it didn't excite me. "How are you gonna 'share the experience?'" I asked her, looking at her from the corner of my eye. Kim's smile this time was lascivious. "Well I'm gonna masturbate too," she said, pulling the glass dildo back and eyeing it with fervor. "You're not the only one allowed to have fun." I leaned back in my seat, confused and flustered and, to my surprise, very horny. I closed my eyes, trying to make sense of it all. "So, you wanna masturbate together?" I asked, feeling out of breath. "Yeah," Kim said, putting the dildo back on the table. "We'll both be fucking ourselves, right in front of the other, so we can share each other's pleasure. But we'll keep our dresses on, so we can't see each other getting naughty. That way it stays personal, and you won't beat yourself up for cheating." She put her hands on my shoulders and began to rub them, and I felt her hot breath on my neck as she moved close again. "I think a little deviation from your 'candles and Marvin Gaye' routine is exactly what you need." That pulled a laugh from me. I stared at the toys for a moment, especially the flesh colored one. It reminded me of something I'd been dying for, something I needed. And Kim's gentle fingers dancing along my shoulders, her warm words hovering so close to my skin, made my whole body tingle with an excitement I hadn't felt since Ken left. My mind might be on unsure footing, but I could tell my body--my pussy--had already said "yes." "Okay," I said, leaning into Kim's hands, letting her thumbs dig deep near my shoulder blades. "I think it'll be fun. But I've never used a toy before. I'm a little afraid I won't get there because I don't know what I'm doing." Kim stood up, dragging her fingers along my bare back and eliciting a shudder from my body. "Lucky for you," she said, walking around the table and reassuming her kneeling position. "I'm a whore for every one of these. I'll walk you through it, and makes sure you get every inch's worth." She waved her hand like the assistant to a game show host. "Pick your date," she told me. I had no doubt which one I wanted. Still, I pretended to give it some thought for a moment, before my fingers quickly wrapped themselves around the soft girth of my flesh-colored friend. He was thick and long, with a base made to look like a hefty scrotum. He was covered in veins and felt as firm as my husband's own sword; there was no joke about him. He was exactly what I was looking for. "Mmm, good choice," Kim moaned in a sultry voice. She reached her hand out, scooping up the glass cock. "I like to start with this one," she told me. She moved the other toys to the far end of the couch, and crawled around to sit next to me. "We'll go slow," she said, pushing some of her blonde hair out of her eyes. I knew she could see how tense I was. She brushed my cheek lightly with the back of her hand. "Relax, baby," she said. "You're gonna have a lot of fun." I nodded, conscious of the large cock in my hands. Kim caught my eyes with hers. "First, let's get comfortable," she said. Her hands reached underneath her skirt and began pulling her underwear down her legs. I could see from the fabric that she'd been wearing a thong. She let it drop to her ankles, then casually flicked it away before turning to me. "Your turn, Carly." I cleared my throat, then reached underneath my skirt. I hooked my thumbs under the waistband and, eyes closed, yanked my panties down. In a moment they were gone, pooled around my feet, and I felt a tingle as the warm night air tickled my bared vulva. "That's better," Kim said as I stepped out of the garment. Together we stretched our legs, enjoying our new freedom. Then, Kim lifted her dildo up. "Now, let's get our boys ready, shall we?" she suggested. I watched as she slid the blue glass into her mouth, her lips wrapping around the tip. Suddenly, half of the phallus disappeared into her mouth, before re-emerging with a new, wet shimmer. I stared, entranced by her movement, until her free hand made its way to the back of my head and began stroking my hair. I looked down at my dildo and, with a deep breath for courage, brought it up to my lips. I kept my eyes closed as the silicon entered my mouth. It tasted a little funny, but I tried to ignore it, imagining my strong husband standing before me, letting me suck his gorgeous cock. Kim's hand trailed through my hair as I began to suck, her fingers tickling my skin, entwining in my locks. I heard her moan, the sound muffled by the toy in her mouth, and I found myself echoing her. I let my tongue trace the curves of the cock, feeling his powerful head, thick and masculine as it pressed towards the back of my throat. With each thrust I brought the toy further into my mouth and throat, opening up for it, just like I did for Ken. I imagined him moaning, rubbing the back of my head while I serviced him, just like Kim was doing. Kim's fingers locked themselves in my hair as I made my first attempt at deepthroating it. She pulled gently, urging me on as I forced the thick penis deeper into my mouth, gagging with each subsequent push. Meanwhile, my free hand slipped between my legs, rubbing my budding clit through my dress. For a brief second I felt ashamed to be so dirty with my best friend so close, but all negative thoughts rushed out of me as my tingling sex demanded attention. As I rubbed and sucked, I felt myself slipping away into fantasy, Kim's insistent yet careful hand my only link to reality. She roamed my back and neck, moaning in time with me as we both filled our mouths. I heard Kim gag, and I dared open my eyes, watching her stuff the entire length of the glass piece into her throat. With my other hand, I traced the soaked lips of my pussy through the thin fabric of my dress. My toy's smooth head pressed against my cheeks and tongue as I rubbed a wanton finger over my swollen clitoris, sending shudders through me that reverberated "from my toes to Kim's soft fingers. With a soft pop, I heard Kim cease her oral adventure, and I did likewise. My cock, now dripping with my saliva, glistened before my eyes. Kim glanced at my crotch, and I remembered to stop fondling my pussy lips. I blushed as the visuals all coalesced in my mind, but Kim's calm smile quelled my insecurity. "Mmm, I think they're ready now," she said, her voice hardly more than a whisper. Dildos in hand, we stood up, and she motioned me to move to the head of the coffee table. She took up a spot at the opposite end. I watched as Kim climbed onto the table, crawling towards the center. She moved forward and pushed herself up so that she was kneeling, and then stood her erect playmate up in front of her. She waved her hand, inviting me to join her. Confused, I followed suit, climbing awkwardly onto the tabletop to rest on my knees, placing my own sopping wet dildo in front of me. Kim smiled the whole time, her silence belying the excitement in her eyes. "I'll go first," she told me, catching my gaze with hers. "You just watch for a bit, get a sense for the rhythm, and then join in, okay?" I nodded, spreading my thighs open a bit to keep them from torturing my sensitive clit. Kim brought her toy up to her mouth, giving it another go-over with her tongue. Then, satisfied with the amount of saliva covering it, she moved her body upward, spreading her legs a bit. Her short dress lifted at the movement, but remained low enough to keep her womanhood hidden. Kim slowly put the dildo underneath her raised body, straddling it in a cow-girl fashion. Her hand remained holding the toy at the base with one hand. "Just let yourself slide onto it in the beginning," she told me. "Let it open you up first." She moved her hand forward for balance, and slowly brought her abdomen down and backwards. Her eyes were shut tight as she impaled herself on the toy, a squeak of pleasure emerging from her mouth. I stared, awestruck, as Kim sat all the way down on the dildo. Her fingers curled into her palms as she filled herself. She began bobbing her body up and down, slowly at first, sighing with each movement. Between her legs, I could see the small blue base of the toy on the table. My eyes were glued to the spectacle. My own best friend was fucking herself right in front of me! Her body rose and fell, chest heaving with each movement as the hidden phallus dug deeper into her vagina. The sensation of Kim's trembling hand touching mine pulled my eyes up to hers. She was biting her lip, falling into a steady rhythm as the toy penetrated her. "Your turn, Carly," she said, her voice rising in pitch. With a trembling hand, I lifted my silicon dildo to my mouth, sucking on him for a moment. Between the cock in my mouth and the woman masturbating in front of me, my cunt was soaking wet, and I worked to get the toy on par. I slid it all the way down my throat, gagging on it, suffocating myself, before yanking it out and gasping for breath. "Mmm, yeah baby," Kim gasped. I wasn't sure if she was talking to me or to the glass penis filling her. I smiled, caught my breath, and brought the toy behind my back, standing it up on the table. I lifted my dress up, feeling fresh air move across my bare ass as I slid the toy beneath me. "Nice and...slow," Kim told me, her movements calming to match her words. Hiking the front of my dress up a bit, I brought my body down until I felt the bulbous head brush against my lips. I shivered in anticipation--I hadn't had anything more than half a finger inside me in months. I took a deep breath, glanced at Kim's lustful eyes and heady smile, and pushed down. Between my feminine juices and saliva, the lubricated dildo slid right in, making me gasp in terror as I was suddenly split apart by it. My pussy lips wrapped around the cock, my weight pushing it deeper into me as I slid down its girth. "Fuck, fuck, fuck!" I whispered, letting its length press against my vaginal walls. "Good girl, Carly," Kim congratulated me as I gently began to ride the toy. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head as she sat down on her own date. "Start slow," she urged. I pinched my eyes shut as the cock pierced me again. I felt Kim's fingers cover my hand. "Let him fill you," she said. Breathing heavily, the both of us fell into a rhythm, bobbing up and down on our dildos in unison. Each thrust into me pushed deeper than the last, opening recesses of me that I had forgotten existed. Kim's hand moved up to my face, stroking my hair and cheeks. Moans escaped our lips as we forced our cocks deeper into our wombs. With Kim's reassuring touch, I closed my eyes, imagining the mass filling my cunt was Ken's throbbing cock. I listened to him groan with each thrust, heard his sighs as I rode him, pushing him deeper into me. Kim's touch became his, his fingers pulling at my hair and caressing my shoulders. I moaned and sighed, pushing him as far inside of myself as he could go, feeling his glans brushing my cervix. I bit my lip and clawed at the table with my nails, letting passion overtake myself. Kim's hand drifted away from my face, and I opened my eyes to see her grinding her body against the table, driving her glass cock all the way inside her pussy. However, her hand was now near her face, and I saw protruding from her mouth the wide black base of the butt plug. A sultry look in her eyes, she sighed and moaned while she sucked the toy, continuing to fuck herself silly on the dildo. Kim's eyes locked with mine as she removed the small plug from her mouth. She leaned forward, her dress pulling up to her hips, and guided the wet black toy behind her body. With a yelp, the toy disappeared from sight, and I could only assume where it had ended up. She brought her hand back and used it to push herself up, resuming her brutal self-fucking. I reached out again, wanting Kim's touch, wanting her hands roaming my body as I masturbated. Her fingers wove themselves around mine with one hand, while her other began touching her own chest. Through her dress, she fondled her breasts, pulling at little mounds I could tell were her nipples. I drove myself down on my silicon king, pushing its entire girth into my body and trying hard not to scream. He felt so good forced inside my pussy; I couldn't believe I'd gone so long without. I rode my dildo with abandon, letting my legs slide off the sides of the table so I could straddle it. Getting my feet underneath me, I impaled myself again and again on this massive masculine representation, filling my dripping sex. Kim squeezed my hand in hers, her other now buried in the front of her dress, pulling at her tits. Her skirt had now risen to her waist, and I could see her pink pussy lips spread tight around the blue glass. Her sparse brown pubic hair glistened with sweat and sexual moisture. She looked so sexy, so erotically ecstatic, that I hardly noticed when the straps of my own dress fell off my shoulders, the entire garment retreating down my body. My C-Cup breasts, freed from their prison of clothing, bounced and jiggled, and, overcome by my body's wanton urges, I found I couldn't care less. I began pulling at my pink nipples, tracing my small areolas with a fingertip before twisting them in utter bliss. Meanwhile, I grabbed at Kim's hand with mine as if I would die without it. "Yes baby! Touch your tits!" Kim's tantric gasps began to rise to screams, and my own utterances weren't far behind. She yanked down her own dress, her small tits popping into the open air, red nipples erect. She too pulled at her teats, still slamming her body again and again against the two toys filling her sacred holes. I felt her eyes roaming my nudity, and my clit throbbed at the thought. I wasn't imagining Ken fucking me anymore; it was all about Kim and me, working our pussies and touching our bodies as one. Falling into a frenzy, Kim slid forward onto her side, one hand securing the blue cock in her pussy and ramming it deep into her womb. She pulled my hand into her mouth, sucking on my fingers between crazed groans and sighs. She fucked her cunt, she sucked my fingers, she fondled her tits, all while writhing at my knees like a woman in hysterics. I drove my hips down, pushing my silicon cock against my cervix, filling my cunt over and over again, watching Kim give in to her primal drives. Her moaning rose to a scream, and her whole body shook as orgasm overtook her. Her hand forced her toys as far as they would go, her tongue lashing at my fingers. She moaned and twisted in ecstasy, her whole body collapsing as the final waves worked their way through her limbs. As Kim released my dripping wet fingers, the dildo slid from her reddened pussy lips, and I caught glimpse of her decimated vagina, slowly contracting now that it had been vacated. The sight drove me on, my eyes shut in pleasure as I rode my toy like it was a bucking bull. I forced it in and out and in again, stuffing my little pussy with its girth. My sighs grew to yelps of pleasure and pain, and I could feel the first rumblings of my approaching orgasm. As I opened my eyes, I watched Kim roll off the side of the table onto the floor, the butt plug still lodged in her ass. She crawled behind me, her hands finding my shoulders, her hot breath once again in my ear, still heaving from her orgasm. "Do you trust me, baby?" I heard her ask. Her voice was heavy with the madness of lust, and it almost pushed me over the edge. Between pulling at my nipples and filling my cunt, I managed to give her a small nod. Kim kissed my ear, and I felt a new sensation: a cold, prodding presence against my anus. I bent forward, letting my ass rise into the air, using one hand to keep my man stuffed inside my cunt. Between my legs, I saw Kim's wanton eyes connect with mine, and her blue dildo, still soaked in her cunt juices, pressed against my rosebud. Resting my forehead against the wood, I shut my eyes and groaned as the new toy slid into me. Kim worked my anal lover with one hand, letting her other roam my back, her nails scratching my skin. Her lips danced across my thighs and asscheeks in soft kisses as she reamed my tight hole. With one hand on my silicon lover and the other against my clit, I rubbed and thrust with complete ecstasy, slamming the toy into my body, mashing my button with two stiff fingers. The two dildos seemed to be tearing me apart, infinitely invading my body, sending shudders throughout my abdomen. I felt a pressure rising in my clitoris, and words escaped my mouth in moans and screams as I begged for release. Suddenly, my back went rigid, and the whole world shattered. Every nerve in me was on fire, pulses dancing to the tips of every hair and rushing back again to my lower body. Kim drove the entire glass toy into my rectum and took over for my useless hand, doing the same with the silicon dildo. My holes filled, my entire body shaking, I released a deafening, primal scream, my first orgasm in months crashing over me like a tsunami. My cunt and ass contracted over their invaders, pulling them inside of me. My hands wrapped around Kim's fingers, clawing at her for life, for release. I could hear her whispering to me, "Yes, Carly, yes. Come on baby, come for me." Her lips kissed my ass, my legs, my feet, reassuring me that I was still alive. After a lifetime of heaven, I felt myself coming down. The warmth emanating from the deepest part of my ass began to resemble a slight pain. I unclenched my fists, not surprised to feel discomfort where my nails had dug into my palms. With a heavy sigh, all the tension in my body released, and collapsed against the cold wood of the table. I felt Kim gently remove the dildos from my body, each one leaving a vacancy I didn't know had existed before. Her gentle hands helped guide me off the table. As I stood on shaking legs, my dress slid off my body and onto the floor, and it was all I could do to keep from tripping as I flopped down on the couch. As I lay there, helpless as a newborn infant, Kim bent over, letting me watch as she slowly extracted the butt plug from her ass. The soft pinkish hole gaped wide as it was emptied, before slowly shrinking to a suggestion of its usual, puckered shape. Tossing the butt plug aside, Kim collapsed into the seat next to me, her black dress now little more than a belt wrapped around her stomach. "Holy fuck," she managed to say. "Holy fuck," I echoed. My voice was shaking with my body. "That was incredible. I've never cum so hard." Kim's hand lilted over my chest, skimming across one of my breasts before rising to my cheek. She gently turned my head, my eyes connecting with her bright blue gaze. We shared a moment of silence, a moment of connection, and I began to wonder if Kim and I were still best friends, or something far deeper. "Can we go for another round?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady. "I wanna know what that glass one feels like." My eyes roamed her nudity, tracing the curve of her slight breasts. Kim laughed, a soft and beautiful sound. "Sure. But let's have another glass of wine first," she replied, giving me a little wink. THE ENDFrustration - FF cons mast 1st anal toys