The Price I Paid
by Alex Hawk (based on a true story)

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I'd just turned thirteen when I lost my virginity. It was the
ultimate dream goal of just about every boy in the world of that
age. Little did I know at the time how much of a price I was
going to wind up paying.

I was at a party when I met Amber. She was fifteen, had long,
black hair, wore a very short skirt and t-shirt and smiled a lot.
I'd been admiring her from afar for the last couple hours when,
much to my surprise, she walked up to me.

"Hey."

"Hi!" I answered.

"I'm Amber."

"I know. I'm Kevin."

"Hello, Kevin," she said, shaking my hand politely. "I haven't
seen you at one of Taylor's parties before."

I shrugged. "I've never been to any before."

Amber smiled. She had a very sweet smile. "You having fun?"

"Yeah, it's pretty cool."

As the DJ started playing a new song, Amber said, "Oh! I love
this one! Come dance with me!"

"Alright!"

I followed Amber out to the floor where about fifteen other kids
were dancing and started doing my best to keep up with her. I
wasn't a very good dancer, but I tried as hard as I could, and at
least I didn't trip or knock her over or anything.

We danced for a couple songs before Amber, sweating a little but
still smiling, said, "Come on, Kevin. I need to get out of here
for a bit. It's too hot."

"Alright," I said, sweat plastering my shirt to my body.

We stepped outside to the large backyard outside Taylor's house.
His family had some real money and they lived in a huge house on
the outskirts of town. As Amber and I stepped out into the yard,
she let out a sigh of happiness.

"MUCH nicer. I can't stand being all hot and sweaty."

"Yeah, it does kind of suck," I admitted.

"So how old are you, Kevin?"

"Thirteen."

"Wow, really? You come off a lot older. Like fifteen or sixteen."

"Really?" My chest swelled up with pride. "Thanks!"

"When did you turn thirteen?"

"Last month."

"Wow. Well, you seem really mature for your age."

"Thanks."

"You wanna go fuck?"

That brought me up short and stopped me dead in my tracks.
"What?"

"Do you wanna fuck? We can just dash into the woods, no one will
see," she said, nodding over her shoulder to the trees I only
just now realized we'd been walking towards. "I'm really horny
and I wanna get laid," she added.

"Uh... uh..."

Amber looked at me and then smiled again. "Oh! You're still a
virgin, aren't you?"

"Well..." I shrugged awkwardly and looked away. "Yeah."

"Oh... I'd assumed you weren't."

"Well... I am. Sorry."

Amber giggled and put her hand on my shoulder. "You don't need to
apologize. I don't mind. Virgins can be fun. My offer is still
open, if you're interested."

I blinked a couple times. "Do you really mean it? You really want
me to... fuck you?" I could barely get the vital word out.

"Yeah. You want to?"

Part of me was really unsure. I mean, it was kind of sudden and a
little strange. But the other part of me, the most important
part, which was currently rock solid, knew exactly what it wanted
to do.

"Here, come on," she said as she looked around and, seeing no one
visible, pulled her shirt off to expose two beautiful breasts. My
penis twitched at the sight. Then she took my hand and led me
towards the trees.

Once we were back a little ways, Amber turned and kissed me,
pressing her whole body against mine as she started slowly
pulling my shirt up. Soon it was on the ground, and now I could
feel her bare breasts against my young chest.

"Have you done anything with a girl yet, Kevin?" she asked.

I shook my head and eventually found my ability to speak. "Just
kissing. Nothing like this."

"Cool." She kissed me again a few more times and then put a hand
on my pants, right over my rigid teenage penis. My pulse went
racing at the contact.

"What... what should I be doing?" I managed to ask.

"Nothing yet. I'll do all the work."

"Ok..."

Amber reached down with both hands as she kept kissing me and
started to unbutton and unzip my jeans. Once they were open, she
pulled them and my boxers down, releasing my virgin penis to pop
out into the night.

"Oh, very nice," she cooed as she took it into her hand, stroking
it slowly. "Very nice indeed."

"Thanks," I gasped. Then my gasp turned into a moan as I felt
something warm and wet slide down the length of my erection. I
looked down to see Amber's head, her mouth around my penis. My
first blowjob... god, it was great!

After only a short time sucking me, Amber pulled her mouth back
and said, "God, I have to get this thing inside me." She looked
up at me. "I want you to fuck me now. Ok?"

I couldn't say anything. I just nodded as she lay back on the
ground and pulled up her skirt, removing her panties and
spreading her legs. I couldn't see her vagina really clearly
cause it was dark out here, but I could see enough to really get
my hormones flowing even faster than they already were.

"Come on down here," she said, cocking a finger.

I dropped down my knees between Amber's legs, my penis pointing
straight up at the treetops.

She took it in her hand and pulled me close. I felt the shaft
come into contact with something very wet.

"I hope you don't mind that I'm rushing. I'm sure you probably
pictured your first time a little different."

"Oh... it's ok..." I managed to say. "I think I can handle it."

"Good." She moved my penis around and I felt something hot and
moist against the tip. "Alright. Push it in."

Well, here goes, I thought. I was about to get laid for the first
time! I'd never expected it to happen to me ever, much less at my
age. But here I was, about to fuck! I took a deep breath and held
it as I pushed forward with my hips, feeling my thirteen-year-old
virgin penis slip deep into Amber's tight, wet, fifteen-year-old
vagina.

"Oh..." I whispered as my virginity fled forever.

"Yeah..." Amber said, pulling me down on top of her and kissing
me. "Oh, yeah... that's what I wanted to feel..."

I pushed in as far as I could get, until my balls were resting
against her body. I was fucking! I was actually inside a girl!
Nothing could ever be more wonderful than this, I thought. It was
the best thing EVER!

Amber moved her hands onto my butt. "Come on... start moving."

Nodding, I pulled back with my hips and then pushed forward,
nearly passing out with pleasure. I'd never known anything as
wonderful as this was! I went forward and back again, and again,
sliding my young penis back and forth inside my first ever
vagina.

Unfortunately, like most boys having their first time, mine
didn't last long. I was inside Amber for less than a minute
before I started to cum, my sperm shooting out of my penis and
going deep into her waiting body.

As soon as I was finished, I fell on top of Amber, breathing
hard, my mind spinning as I tried to take in everything that had
just happened to me.

"Kevin...?" Amber whispered after a moment.

"Yeah...?" I gasped.

She giggled, her vagina clutching at me slightly. "Just making
sure you're still alive."

"I think I am..."

"Good."

I swallowed and managed to get myself back more into reality. "Do
I have to take it out?"

"Do you want to?"

"No..."

"Then don't."

"Ok..."

I stayed on top of Amber, keeping my penis inside the warm tunnel
that I never wanted to leave. I didn't ever end up going
completely soft, and soon I was back to being hard. Almost on
instinct I started thrusting slowly once more.

"Oooo... I love a boy who can go back for seconds..." Amber
whispered.

Grinning a little I propped myself up on my elbows and started
fucking her a little faster, enjoying how much better it felt the
faster I went. It was really cool, too, looking down and seeing
her breasts jiggle as I fucked her. As I fucked her! I was
fucking a girl! WOW! How many middle school students could say
THAT?

This time I managed to last quite a bit longer, at least four
minutes, before I added another blast of sperm to Amber's vagina.
Just after I came, she had her orgasm, though at the time I
didn't know that was what it was.

After I was done this time, I pulled out and we sat and talked
for a bit before she had me fuck her again, this time with her on
top. When that third time was finished, we got dressed and went
back to the party. We'd been gone less than an hour.

I didn't see Amber too much after that. I ran into her at parties
a couple more times over the next three months, but she never
seemed to be interested in having sex with me again. I was
disappointed, but I figured eventually I'd find another girl to
fuck. In the meantime, I'd at least have my memories.

Those memories, though, turned sour quickly when Amber came to
find me at school one day with the terrible news.

"I'm pregnant."

Turned out that I'd been the only boy she'd been fucked by since
before her last period. A paternity test later proved that I was
the father. She gave birth to our son two months before I turned
fourteen.

Having a kid at thirteen really fucked my life up. I stayed in
school and did as well as I could with it, and when I turned
eighteen I joined the Army. Imagine being a new recruit with a
son who's about to start kindergarten.

To make matters worse, Amber and I stopped getting along. We
never really spoke to each other, other than to arrange
visitation (she had custody). For our son's sake alone, I wished
we'd got on better, but we didn't.

I paid a pretty steep price for losing my virginity like I did.
Three times of having sex when I was thirteen, nothing for years
after that, and a kid to show for it. On the whole, I wish I'd
waited.

END

Copyright 2005 by Alex Hawk, all rights reserved. Non terminus
messor.

***

This is a true story that I picked up from an email someone sent
me. He knows who he is. I cam empathize with how strange it is to
have a kid at a young age. One of my two sons just turned 9 and
the other will do so next month. I'm 23, to give you an idea.

Anyhow, I hope you're all enjoying the site! Make sure to look
over all the goodies and send me lots of emails! Take care!


  
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