Alex Hawk - FAQs of Life
v 3.5

	I've had any number of people ask me a series of questions 
since I started publishing my stories. I finally decided to 
prepare this little FAQ about me. I hope you find it interesting 
and illuminating cause if you don't, then, hey, sucks to be you.


Q: Who the heck are you?
A: I'm Alex Hawk and you're not.


Q: Is that supposed to be a joke?
A: More or less.


Q: Is Alex Hawk your real name?
A: No.


Q: What IS your real name?
A: None of your damn business.


Q: Well, that's not very nice, is it?
A: I've a certain level of privacy to maintain. I have a small
"legit" writing career and a budding career doing voice-over 
work. I use a pseudonym for those jobs, too, but still.


Q: What do you say to people who email you complaining about your
name being the same as theirs?
A: I'm sorry if you're named Alex Hawk and you don't like me 
using the name as a pseudonym. I DO like it and I've used it for
a long time, ever since I wrote my first story back when I was
fifteen. I'm sure there are people named Hugh Heffner, Larry
Flynt or even Paris Hilton who wish other people weren't.


Q: When were you born?
A: In the evening.


Q: Ha-ha.
A: That's not really a q, you know.


Q: Well, you're being an a-hole.
A: Oh. Good comeback, actually.


Q: Thank you.
A: I was born on April 18, 1982.


Q: Sex? Wait, check that. Gender?
A: Hmph... spoilsport... male.


Q: Birthplace? And PLEASE don't say "a hospital". This IS meant 
to be something helpful to your readers and not just a collection 
of one-liners.
A: Many of them are two liners.


Q: ...
A: Oh, very well. I was born in Woodland Hills, CA. I was raised 
there and spent most of my life in the San Fernando Valley. I 
moved to Seattle for a couple years to attend college at the 
University of Washington. I now live out in the desert of 
southern California. This is why most of my stories take place in 
locations like Seattle and in the vague "California desert". No, 
I won't tell you exactly which desert it is, either.


Q: So what's the preference? Male, female?
A: I'm bisexual. I'm a true bisexual, too. I've had romantic and 
sexual relationships with both males and females throughout my 
life.


Q: When did you lose your virginities?
A: I had sex with another boy for the first time when I was 
thirteen. It was my best friend who was also having sex with my 
little sister. A couple weeks after that, I lost my heterosexual 
virginity to my sister.


Q: Ooooo... incest.
A: Welp, now you know why sex between thirteen-year-old boys and 
their twelve-year-old sisters is a major feature in my stories. 
Write what you know.


Q: Married? Kids?
A: I am not married. I have at least one child, an eight-year-old 
son. There's another boy, my sister's kid, who is also eight and 
is probably mine. We've thinking about the idea of finally having 
a paternity test, but we're not sure.. For the record, she's 
married and has two other kids.


Q: What themes do you like in your stories?
A: My favorite ones are incest, teen sex, pregnancy and loss of 
virginity. I also have the occasional desire for adult-teen sex 
stories.


Q: Turn offs?
A: Water-sports, S&M, bestiality, rape, extreme-pedo. Snuff 
stories usually turn me off, but there are times... dark, 
disturbing times... I DID write a snuff story, "Boykiller", and 
it turned out ok, and it DID get me off, much as I hate to admit 
it.


Q: What do you think of... incest?
A: Well, given that I've had sex with my sister and one of my 
male cousins, I'd be pretty hypocritical if I made comments 
against it. I figure that as long as everyone is consenting 
there's not any problem. I don't think parent/child incest is a 
good idea, mind you. Too much potential for power abuse. I don't 
see a problem with consensual sibling or cousin incest. And I can 
tell you from experience that a child born of sibling incest is 
NOT going to have three heads and drool on himself. Anyone who 
says that about the boy who is my son by my sister is going to 
have a sore head after I'm done beating on him.


Q: ... adult-child sex?
A: This is a tricky question. As an adult, I've had sex with 
people as young as twelve. I don't see the problem with this. I 
think that, again, as long as people consent it's not a big deal. 
It's like tennis to me, you see.


Q: Uh... what?
A: Tennis. You know, the game?


Q: Yeah, yeah. I know what tennis is, but what does that have to 
do with anything?


A: I view sex as being about as big of a deal as tennis. The two 
have a lot in common, you know. Lots of balls... if you do it 
right, you make quite the racket... don't even get me started on 
a scoring system that uses the word "love"... Sex is a game, it's 
a form of play, and it’s not a big deal. If an adult and child 
play tennis together, no one worries. The adult is probably 
teaching the kid the best way to play. If said adult pushes 
things too far and the kid gets injured, then it's a problem. 
Same with adult-child sex. If the kid gets hurt doing it, there's 
a problem. Otherwise, I see no big deal.


Q: So what's your view on... the age of consent?
A: I think that if we have to have one in the USA it should be 
uniform across the country and no higher than fifteen. I think a 
better system might be the one the Dutch and Spanish use where if 
the person is 12 - 14 years old and they or their parents 
complain it becomes a crime. If it has to be a set age, how about 
making it 15? Most fifteen-year-olds are capable of deciding what 
to do with their own bodies. Either that or handle it on a case-
by-case basis to determine if the child was really able to 
consent.


Q: ... child pornography?
A: Again this is somewhat sticky. I am a strong supporter of the 
First Amendment, which would clearly make kiddie-porn legal. 
However, I also recognize certain realities about the subject. I 
think that possession, at the very least, should not be illegal. 
After all, why should it be illegal to simply have information, 
unless it's something classified? As far as production goes, 
well, in my ideal world it would be legal and HEAVILY regulated. 
I would want for any potential "models" to be interviewed by at 
least two psychiatrists, one of which would be employed by the 
state. All the custodial parents/legal guardians would have to 
support the idea. The money the child makes would have to be put 
into a special trust fund that wouldn't be accessible until their 
eighteenth birthday, and you'd basically have to handle it like 
any other movie production involving minors. There would probably 
need to be other safeguards as well. And on a side note, when it 
comes to computer generated kiddie-porn... come on, people. The 
children showed in those pics don't even EXIST! Get a life!


Q: ... teen pregnancy?
A: I think that any child born of love is a good child. I think 
that if a teenage boy and a teenage girl love each other, there's 
no problem with them having a baby. It's true that it's not 
always easy to raise a kid when you're a teenager, but the 
rewards outweigh the difficulties. Trust me. I was a father of 
two when I was fourteen.


Q: So who is your favorite "erotic" stories author?
A: I have a couple different ones. I REALLY like Raiderboy's 
stories. Holly Rennick does a great job, too. Emerson Laken-
Palmer, Daydreamer and Steve Jensen are also all great writers.


Q: Are there any good "legit" books or movies you like that 
feature your favorite subjects?
A: Certainly.

	Flowers in the Attic (V C Andrews): Well, who can forget 
the scenes of a brother and sister having hardcore sex with each 
other? A decent book made into a not-bad movie. This book was 
actually pretty reassuring to me after I started having sex with 
my sister cause it showed that there were other people who did 
it, too, even if they were a little freakish.


	Skipped Parts (forget the author's name): Features two 
thirteen-year-olds who start having sex. Eventually the girl gets 
pregnant. Made into a surprisingly spiffy movie, though they 
raised the kids age up to fourteen, which seemed somewhat odd to 
me.


	Ambidextrous (Felice Picano): The memoirs of a young boy 
who loses his virginity to a girl at eleven, has sex with other 
guys starting at thirteen and gets into many interesting 
situations.


	Cement Garden (forgot the author again): The parents of 
four (I think), children die. The kids hide this fact and try to 
live their lives. The older boy has a crush on his older sister 
and ends up losing his virginity to her. This book was made into 
a movie, even! Never got to see it, though.


	The World Inside (Robert Silverberg):  A weird future 
society where sex is free and sacred all at the same time. 
Features a great deal of younger sex as well as major incest 
themes.


	Murmur of the Heart (now I can't remember the director!): A 
French movie that came out in the 1970's where a young boy (who 
has a couple nice nude scenes!), starts experiencing sex for the 
first time. This includes him fucking his mother.


	The Dreamers (Bernando Bertolucci): Released in early 2004, 
this was one of the few NC-17 rated movies to be put out by a 
major studio. There's a GREAT MANY nude scenes, including close-
ups of male and female genitals, and a significant incest theme 
featuring a pair of brother/sister twins. Get the DVD and knock 
yourself out with the zoom feature! I know I have! You can 
actually see Michael Pitt with a hard on... yum!


	LIE (director?): A young boy becomes friends with an 
ephebophile (a person who enjoys sexual contact with teenagers 
and adolescents. NOT the same as a pedophile, someone who enjoys 
sexual contact with pre-teens). Not only does this feature some 
really interesting man/boy themes, but there's also a boy in the 
movie who's been fucking his sister.


I'm sure there's more books and movies out there that I'm 
forgetting! Please let me know if you can recommend any for this 
list!


Q: What stories of YOURS do you like wanking to?
A: Generally the ones I like the best tend to be those with long 
character development and not quite as much sex. "Blake and 
Ashley" is up near the top of the list. "Nebraska is Boring" is 
up there as well. I don't enjoy my epic tales, like "Chasing 
Colt" as much as I might. They're just too much work for me to 
really get into them sometimes. "Little Boy Blue" was written for 
a friend of mine and I REALLY like how that one turned out. It 
went in a lot of unexpected directions. And as for one of my most 
recently published stories, "Ramble", well, hell... that's up at 
the top of the list! If I thought I could get it actually 
published in the real world, I would.


Q: Any disappointments?
A: I was kind of disappointed with how "Dear Diary" turned out. I 
thought that could have been better. Same with some of the 
"Chasing Colt" chapters (eight most notably). "Just Practicing" 
came out a bit rushed as well. I'm also not very good at writing 
the last few lines of most stories. Too many of my tales end with 
lines like "life could be worse", and I'd like to get past that.


Q: Are all your true stories actually true?
A: All of them are true, especially the ones that aren't.


Q: So what inspires you?
A: Sometimes the strangest things. I've been inspired by other 
people's true-life experiences fairly often (so write to me with 
yours). I've also written some stuff based on my own experiences.  
The personality of Eric in "Little Boy Blue" was based on a real 
person I knew in Seattle. The appearance of him was based on a 
boy I saw wandering around near my home. He was dressed all in 
blue with an orange stocking cap (in summer, yet), and I just 
KNEW there was an interesting story there somewhere. Occasionally 
I get inspired by pictures of particularly cute boys and girls, 
the less clothes the better, but keep it LEGAL! Keep those photos 
coming!


Q: So what's the future hold for your stories?
A: As of today (5-6-05), I'm working on "Deflowering Memphis and 
Wade", "Higher Education", about a thirteen-year-old genius boy 
who ends up at college where he gets completely laid, a long, 
LONG story called "A Thing as Pure as Love", about a brother and 
sister who fall in love in 1976, more of the "College Guys" 
stories, part two of "Plea Bargain" and "Loving my Brother", and 
special edition versions of "My Ganymede" and "Ramble".


Q: What happened to some of the stories mentioned as being in 
progress in your last FAQ?
A: The ones you don't see here are ones that I've abandoned for 
the time being. I might get back to them later on.


Q: How can you be contacted?
A: Odds are, you're reading this on my site. If not, get yer 
butt over to www.asstr-mirror.org/files/Authors/AlexHawk/www/ (case sensitive), and 
read! You can write to me at alexhawk@operamail.com


Q: Thank you!
A: Thank YOU for reading!


Q: That's cheesy.
A: I know.


Q: By the way, what’s with all the horrible jokes? Don’t you 
realize that people don’t really want a good belly laugh when 
they’re trying to beat off?
A: People will like what I tell them to like! ^_^


Q: You’re weird.
A: I know this.


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