A Year in the Life of Madison Semmes

By

Alex Hawk

Part One: June


	It was about halfway through my eleventh year that I became
aware of the concept of virginity, and not long thereafter when I
decided it was something that was fine for other people.
	It all started one day when my mother and I had been discussing
"the birds and the bees". I already knew all the basic "insert
tab-a into slot-b" mechanics of it, but I didn't know about all
the other things that went along with it.
	Like the concept of virginity.
	The conversation went something like this:
	MOM: Now remember, Madison, it's important that you don't start
having sex until after marriage.
	ME: Why?
	MOM: (nonsensical series of stupid reasons basically summed up
as "virginity is a good thing")
	ME: Why?
	REPEAT FOR ONE HOUR.
	The basic thrust of this was that I didn't understand the point
of virginity. I didn't see what it was good for, and I told my
mom this. The upshot of THAT was that I wound up having to talk
with Father Gus for about an hour after Mass the following
Sunday.
	I still didn't get it.
	And so it was that about a month after I turned twelve, right at
the start of Summer Vacation, that I made up my mind that, since
my virginity served no purpose, I was going to get rid of it at
soon as I could.
	Having made the choice to lose my virginity, I was now faced
with a number of problems, all of which I was sure I could
overcome.
	The most notable problem, I thought, was that I hadn't ever seen
a boy's penis. Oh, I'd seen them in pictures, of course. I did
have internet access, after all, but that was about it. I'd never
seen a penis in real life.
	About a week into Summer Vacation I came up with a plan to see
my first real penis. I decided it would be the one attached to my
eleven-year-old brother, Jacob. He was a sweet boy, and almost
exactly a year younger than me. With my mind made up, I laid out
my plans, and invited Jacob to camp out in the backyard with me
one clear, warm, stary night.
	Camping in the backyard in the summer was something my brother
and I had done often in the last couple years. Our backyard was a
couple acres, so we could get pretty far out, well-away from the
house. We'd see lots of stars, build a little campfire and have
fun. Our parents encouraged this. In retrospect I think it was
because they liked having some privacy to... well, you know.
	We'd just doused the fire and retired to the tent, when I said,
"Hey, Jacob?"
	"Yeah?"
	"Kelly told me something the other day." Kelly was one of my
best friends.
	"Oh?"
	"Yeah. She said you were pretty cute."
	"Oh," Jacob said, a little nervous giggle in his voice.
	Kelly actually had told me that about him, which made this even
easier. "Yeah. She wanted to know if you were into girls yet."
That part she hadn't asked.
	"Uhm... well, yeah... I guess."
	"You ever kiss one?"
	"Yeah, once. Sally Reed."
	"Oh?" She was a girl who lived down the street.
	"You ever kiss any boys?"
	"Yeah," I lied.
	"That's cool."
	"Have you ever seen a girl naked?" I asked into the silence that
followed.
	"Uh... no." Jacob was quiet for a moment. "Have you ever seen a
boy naked?"
	"No."
	After a couple more moments of quiet, Jacob said, "Do you know a
little about sex?"
	"Yeah, some. What about you?"
	"A little, yeah. You haven't had sex yet, have you?"
	"No, of course not. Uh... have you?" I asked, briefly wondering.
	"No, I haven't even seen a girl naked, remember?"
	"Oh, yeah. Well, she could've just pulled up her skirt and you
could've done it that way."
	"Really?"
	"Yeah."
	"Oh."
	"You do know how it all works, right?" I asked.
	"Oh, yeah," Jacob said, breezily.
	"Ok, how?"
	I could almost hear my little brother blush. "Well... the boy
gets on top of the girl... and he puts his... you know... his...
penis... in the girl's... uh... well... vagina. And they do it."
	I laughed a little. "Yeah, that's what they do. And since the
girl's vagina is between her legs, all she has to be able to do
is spread them so the boy can get access. So if she's wearing a
skirt she just has to lift it up."
	"Oh."
	"Haven't you at least seen pictures?"
	"Yeah, some."
	"Ok. So you should know at least some of this."
	"Yeah, I do. But I never really thought about it, I guess."
	"I guess I can understand that," I said.
	There was more quiet for a bit, then Jacob, out of the blue
said, "Hey, Madison? If I let you see... well... my penis... will
you let me see your vagina?"
	I was surprised and delighted at the question, as it was one I
was leading up to myself. Pretending some reluctance I didn't
feel, I said, "Well, I don't know..."
	"We don't have to if you don't want," Jacob said quickly. "But,
you know, I just thought..." He trailed off.
	I pretending to think for a few moments. "Well... I guess we can
show each other. As long as you promise not to tell anyone, ok?"
	"Oh, I won't. Don't worry."
	"Ok." I reached up and turned on the small battery-powered
lantern we kept hanging from the top of the tent.
	Jacob sat up. "So... how do we do this?"
	"Well... I'll go first, I guess. I'll show you mine and you show
me yours, ok?"
	"Ok."
	I was wearing shorts, panties and a t-shirt. I got up onto my
knees, unbuttoned the shorts, and lowered them and my panties
down, exposing my almost hairless vagina to my little brother.
	"What do you think?" I asked into the silence that followed.
	"It's... interesting. Uh. Where's the... you know... place?"
	"You mean the entrance?"
	"Yeah."
	I kicked the shorts and panties aside, then laid on my back with
my legs in the air and spread wide. I reached down between them
and spread my vagina open to give my brother a good look.
	"Oh... wow," Jacob said, a little breathlessly. "The boy's penis
just goes right into there, huh?"
	"Yeah." To demonstrate, I slid my middle finger up into my
vagina.
	"Wow."
	"Cool, huh?" I asked, moving my finger back and forth.
	"Yeah," Jacob breathed.
	I slid my finger out and sat up, still naked from the waist
down. "Ok, your turn."
	Jacob got up onto his knees. He was wearing only a pair of
shorts and boxers. He unzipped and unbuttoned the shorts and then
slowly lowered down both of them, giving me my first ever view of
a boy's penis.
	My brother's penis was still hairless, and I guessed it was
about three inches long. It wasn't very big around. It was also
sticking straight up, pointing at the roof of the tent. It was
actually pretty cool, I thought.
	I extended my middle finger and held it up next to my brother's
erection. I was pleased to see there wasn't a major difference.
His penis was bigger, but not by too much. As long as the boy I
lost my virginity to wasn't much larger, I'd have no problem
getting him inside my vagina.
	"What are you doing?" asked Jacob.
	I shrugged. "Just seeing the size difference."
	"Oh, ok."
	"Can I touch it?" I asked.
	"Uh..." Jacob blinked. "Well... I guess. If I can touch yours,
too."
	I thought about that for a moment. Probably no harm, I decided.
"Ok."
	"Alright, then."
	I ran my index finger along the tip of my brother's penis and
down the length of his shaft. Then I wrapped a couple fingers
around it. It was warm, and had a strange soft/hard feeling to
it. I knew right away that having something like this inside my
vagina would be worlds away from just having my finger in there.
	"That feels nice," Jacob whispered, a slight tremor in his
voice.
	"It does?" I asked. I'd known it felt good when I touched
myself, but I hadn't thought about how it might feel for the boy.
Obviously I should have.
	"Yeah."
	I moved my fingers along Jacob's penis a little more, pleased
that I was making him feel good, and filing away notes on what to
do with the boy I wound up losing my virginity to. A little
practice now could help later, I figured.
	After a couple minutes of playing with my brother's penis, I
looked up at him and asked, "Are you ready to touch me now?"
	"Huh? Oh, yeah." He watched me as I laid down, spreading my legs
like I had before. "Uh, Madison?"
	"Yeah?"
	"Would you... take off your shirt? I mean, I'm naked, so..."
	"Oh. Sure." I sat up long enough to take off my t-shirt and laid
back down. My breasts weren't much yet. I wore a training bra,
but I didn't really need it.
	Jacob stared at my chest for a moment, then got between my legs.
Shyly he reached out with one of his fingers and traced a path
along my labia and up to my clitoris. It was obvious he had no
clue what he was doing, but it still felt nice, plus it was the
first time anyone had touched me there other than myself.
	"Mmmm... I like that," I whispered, squirming a little.
	"You do?"
	"Yeah."
	My brother's probing finger next found the entrance to my
vagina. He ran his finger along it for a few seconds and the
slowly slid it up inside me, sending little sparks of pleasure
through my body.
	"This is where the boy puts his penis, right?"
	"Oh, yeah..."
	"Ok."
	As my little brother fingered me, I closed my eyes and thought
to myself that if this was what just touching felt like, sex
itself must be really incredible! I'd have to work very hard, I
thought, to find a boy to start doing it with.
	Then suddenly a huge pulse of pleasure shot through me. I opened
my eyes and looked down, seeing my brother's head bowed down
between my legs. I had glimpses of his tongue moving back and
forth along my vagina as he fingered me.
	"Oh... god... Jacob... what are you... oh..."
	Jacob raised his head, looking worried. "I'm sorry. One of my
friends told me girls really like that. Do you want me to stop?"
	"No... it feels good... I just hadn't... oh... please don't
stop."
	"Ok." Jacob lowered his head back down.
	I placed one of my hands on the back of my brother's head as he
went down on me. I really hadn't expected this part to happen,
but I certainly had no objections! It was the best thing I'd ever
felt so far.
	After a couple minutes, Jacob said up and wiped at his face. "My
mouth is getting tired," he said.
	I laughed. "It's ok. That was really nice. Thank you."
	"You're welcome," he said with a shy smile.
	Looking down at my little brother, naked and crouching between
my spread legs, I decided there was something else I wanted to
try with him.
	"Lay on top of me," I said.
	"Uhm. Ok." Jacob rather awkwardly maneuvered so that was laying
on top of me, his chest against mine, our bare genitals rubbing
together.
	I reached down between our naked bodies and took my brother's
penis in my hand. I laid it down so that the shaft was rubbing
directly against my clitoris. Then I said to him, "Move back and
forth, ok?"
	"I'm not... inside you, am I?"
	"No, you're just rubbing against me."
	"Oh," he said, and was that a twinge of disappointment I heard
in his voice? I wasn't sure, but I thought there was. Either way,
any speculation about that went out the window as Jacob began to
move on top of me, his penis rubbing against my clitoris as he
did so.
	"Oh, yes," I whispered, placing one hand on his shoulder and the
other on his round little butt as he moved. "Oh, that's nice..."
	"Yeah..."
	I closed my eyes and lost myself in pleasure as my brother
dry-fucked me. It was a really interesting series of sensations.
The way his body was resting on top of mine, the way that his
penis was rubbing against my vagina, the way his butt moved under
my hand... it was really fascinating!
	Then I started feeling a certain temptation. How easy it would
be, I thought, to reach down and guide my brother's penis into
me. I'd lose my virginity, he'd lose his. I was sure it would
feel good. I wasn't sure if he would want to, but I could ask.
	Just as I was about to ask, however, Jacob started whimpering a
little and began moving faster and faster. Suddenly he let out a
little moan and I felt his penis twitching against my clitoris,
sending even more pleasure through me.
	Jacob kept moving for a few seconds, and then sort of collapsed
on top of me. "I'm sorry..." he whispered. "I can't keep... it
feels... oh..."
	I laughed a little and ran my fingers through Jacob's hair. "I
think my little brother just had his first orgasm," I guessed.
	"A what?" Jacob asked, looking a little confused.
	"Did you just have a really good feeling shoot through your
body? Something better than anything ever in life? Like your mind
was being rubbed with silk and your soul was being bathed in
liquid warmth?"
	"Uh..." Jacob's eyes crossed briefly. "Yes?"
	"That's an orgasm," I said with a smile. I smacked his bare butt
lightly. "Now get off me."
	"Ok."
	I was still tingling a little as Jacob got off me, his penis
still hard. I thought briefly about seeing if he'd like to fuck,
but the urge that had seized me a few moments before was gone
now. I got into my sleeping bag, still naked, and settled down.
	Jacob turned off the light and got into his sleeping bag as
well. After a few moments of us laying in the darkness, he said,
"Madison?"
	"Yeah?"
	"What we did?"
	"Yeah?"
	"Does that count?"
	"Count as what?"
	"Sex?"
	I thought about it. "No, it doesn't. For it to be sex, your
penis would have had to have gone into my vagina."
	"Oh. And it didn't."
	"No."
	"Oh, ok." A pause. "I liked it, though."
	"Me, too."
	"Can we do it again sometime?"
	I smiled in the darkness. "Sure."
	"Cool. Good night, Madison."
	"Good night, Jacob."


Copyright 2007 by Alex Hawk. All rights reserved.
So here we go, kids! The first part of a multi-part story. Yes, I
know, I have a great tendency to start these things and not
finish them. In this case, however, the next several parts are
already written. I hope you all enjoy it!
Always remember you can contact me in email at
alexhawk@operamail.com or on Yahoo! Messenger as
alex_hawk_writer. Take care!


  

A Year in the Life of Madison Semmes - Part 01