I was four and a half years old when Gloria, who was about the same age, and I 
decided that we were in love and we were going to be married some day. We lived 
in a rather poor neighborhood and she came from a rather big family The houses 
only had two bedrooms and, thinking back on it at a later date, I realized that 
she must have slept in the same bedroom as her parents. 

I don't remember how we came to the decision that we were in love, but I do 
remember the consequences. She explained to me that there were certain things we 
had to do with each other if we were going to be married and I agreed to do them 
with her. She said the first thing I had to do was take my thing out of my 
pants. My mother was in the process of training me about modesty and I remember 
telling her that I wasn't allowed to do that. 

Her response was that I had to do it if we were going to be married. I wasn't 
sure that I should do it but I knew that we were going to be married one day so 
I went along with it. Boys, in those days, wore shorts and instead of a fly, the 
shorts had a little flap of material that tucked into a slit in the crotch of 
the pants. I reached inside and fiddled around until I managed to pull my limp 
little penis out. 

Gloria wanted to know why it wasn't sticking straight out. I didn't understand 
what she meant so she took hold of it and massaged it. She showed me how it 
should be so that we could do the things that we should if we intended to marry. 

Girls didn't wear pants in those days and she had on a very short dress. She 
pulled that up and lowered her cotton panties. I was very surprised that she 
didn't have a penis, I guess I had never seen a girl's crotch before. Gloria 
explained that I had to push my, now erect, little penis in the slit between her 
legs. 

She lay back on the couch, took her panties off, and spread her legs. I crawled 
up between them and poked my penis at her slit. It slid down between her legs. I 
pulled my hips back up and poked again. It slid up onto her belly. Gloria became 
impatient. She said, "Here, let me." She reached down and, since my penis had 
lost some of its erection, massaged it some more before positioning it at the 
entrance to her vagina. 

She gave me instructions. "All right, now push" 

I complied with her demand and felt the head of my penis go into a warm place. 

"Push some more!" 

It wasn't easy, I doubt if there was any natural lubrication, but my penis 
gradually penetrated until my crotch was pressed against hers. Gloria wiggled 
and it felt good to me, I kept my penis fully inserted. 

Gloria had some more instructions. "Now push it in and out." 

I tried to comply but my penis came out on the first pump and slid down between 
her legs again when I tried to push it pack into her vagina. Gloria reached 
down, positioned me again, and this time I was more careful. I pumped in and out 
for some time. It felt good to me and my penis certainly didn't get limp again. 
I'm certain, from research in medical books, that children that age are capable 
of climaxing, but I'm sure that neither of us reached a climax.. 

At this point I heard a key in the front door and pulled my penis out of 
Gloria's vagina and pushed it back into my pants. We didn't really know what we 
were doing but we both felt that we would be punished for it. The two of us were 
presentable by the time my mother got into the house. 

Several days later there was a repeat performance. This time I wanted to see 
where I had pushed my penis and I examined Gloria's vulva thoroughly. She didn't 
have to pull down her panties that day because there was a rip at a very 
strategic place. I found the hole I'd pushed my penis into and pushed a finger 
in and out several times. I thought I could get my penis into that hole myself 
this time. 

I had a problem getting my penis out of my shorts because it was already erect. 
Since I had examined her, Gloria wanted to examine me. I sat there while she 
moved her head close and examined all the sides. When she was satisfied she lay 
back on the couch again and spread her legs. 

I insisted that I put my penis in her vagina myself. (I don't remember the terms 
we used, probably something like my 'thing' and her 'place'.) Gloria wanted to 
place my penis but I insisted that I could do it myself. She was very impatient 
with me while I missed twice but the third time was the charm. This time I 
pushed in and out until I was tired, and again, I'm sure neither of us reached a 
climax. But we were satisfied that we had done the right thing so that we could 
eventually get married. 

That was the last time and I have no memory of why we never did it again. 
