The Thoroughly Disreputable Incest Digest
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Issue 22

Though incest is among society's strongest taboos, statistics
show a lot of us have done it -- or are doing it.  Whether as 
part of mutual exploration, seduction, or even abuse, incest
creates enduring memories with emotional and erotic impact.
This digest is one way of discussing and illuminating this 
subject.  Plus, the stories are fun to share!

If you have an incest experience you would like to share, please
send it to:  RankAmateur@writeme.com.  Anonymity guaranteed.

Contents
   Neville (m/F, m/M, m/f, F/f)         [long, ****]
   A Word from Rank
   Where to Find this Digest
   A Word on Content
   A Word on Spam

Disclaimer: If you don't like any of this, skip it.

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From:  Neville

Here first is some basic information about myself - I am the
eldest of 11 children my mum had with a variety of diffient men -
i.e. I was born out of weddlock - she married and had 4 children
- two boys two girls by my adoptive father - He walks out on us
when I was about ten - his place was taken by his stepbrother our
step uncle - me and him didn't get on - mum dumps him when he
went to jail - she had three  boys and one girl by him - then she
had a boy by a nice guy, but that relationship fizzled out and
she met an Irish guy who gave her her last baby.
 
I was sexually abused at the age of five by a lodger who was
staying with us - he slept with me - abuse was the wrong word
because I liked him sucking my penis and I was fasinated by the
size of his equipment - sadly he left - but I was always keen on
sex with my peer group and sometimes with my younger siblings.
The major breakthough occured at ten years of age when my penis
grew out of all proportion to my boy body and a boy and girl
showed me the joys of masturbation. I was masturbating every day
before my eleventh birthday - and when at 11 I went to an all
boys school I started to become sexually attracted to boys and
loved taking showers with my randy class mates. But I'd also been
having weekly sex fun with an older girl in our street from the
age of 8 up to 16 when I joined the army as a boy soldier.
 
I became very popular with my older school mates who were always
requesting the use of my right hand to wank them off -  never
ever refuse a boys request.
 
The first time I felt sexual toward my mum was one hot summers
day during the long summer school holidays. I was fed-up with my
mates and went home - mum was in the kitchen standing at the
kitchen sink, hand washing some clothes - I leaned against the
kitchen wall next to the sink. Well my eyeballs nearly fell out
of their sockets. All mum was wearing was a wrap round apron
buttoned up at the front - I could see her breasts completely as
she washed the clothes unaware that her son's cock was twitching
inhis trousers. She stopped washing for some reason and left the
kitchen - when she returned I had an overwhelming desire to have
a cuddle with my mum - I think I'd had a resentment of my
brothers and sisters taking her attention away from me - I
grabbed mum by surprise and she laughed as she asked me what I
was doing - I was very emotional by then and replied 'Mum I just
want a cuddle.' With this I leaned her against the kitchen wall.
She put her arms around me and pulled me to her. I had my chin
touching the top of her warm breasts and she kissed my face - I
kissed the top of both breasts and she didn't say anything - But
when I undid two of the apron buttons she pushed me away gently
and said 'We can't, somebody might walk in.' in those days
neighbours were always popping in and out of each others houses.

 
Any way from that moment my wanking fantasy switched from the
streets boys and girls to almost exclusively about having sex
with my mum.
 
It gets a bit complicated now - my sex life that is - as me and
my best mate got a job on a farm - the farmer was gay and he
introduced me to oral sex - him on my cock only - and he
introduced  me to arse fucking - again I fucked him and wouldn't
allow him to fuck me. I'd been forcefully fucked by an older man
I allowed to pick me up in public toilets when aged 12 and as he
near stranguled me it put me off letting older guys approach me
from behind.
 
The second semi sexual happening occured one early morning - one
of my younger brothers aged about seven or eight had fell out
with the guys he was sleeping with - I slept naked and with a
raging hardon I went to the bedroom hall and picked him up in my
arms - just as mum stepped onto the hall to see why he was crying
- she saw me in all my naked glory and said 'Oh are you going to
look after him' her eyes  were transfixed on to my fully cock and
she gave me a strange smile. Step-uncle was still on the scene. I
took my brother into my single bed - he was only wearing a vest
so I took it off and I cuddled him close to my body - I was very
turned on having him in my bed - I touched his cock which was
stiff - he giggled as a fondled him - the more I touched him the
more excited I got. I couldn't resist sucking and licking his 3
inch uncut cock. I then rubbed my cock over his and shot my load
all over him - I spread my cum all over him and then licked it
off his skin. We slept in each others arms - the next morrning
mum came in to my bedroom - see saw both his vest and my pyjamas
on the floor because  she picked them up and put them on the foot
of the bed. She said 'Don't you mind him in your bed?' I pulled
the sleeping boy closer to me and said 'Not at all.'  I had my
same brother sleep with me at every opportunity - he too had an
early puberty like me and mum got us bigger bed - He slept with
me when I went home on army leave. The last time we slept
together - he was 15 and I was 21 - we were doing oral and mutual
masturbation - deep french kissing and rubbing cocks together
semi fuck style. We never fucked each other.
 
On Sunday morning I was not required to work on the farm that
week end - I don't think the farmer could handle both my mate and
me at the same time. I slipped my totally inadequate pyjama
bottoms on - the open fly hid nothing and I was a bit of a
flasher to my brothers sisters and mum - she said nothing about
me wearing something from which I was obviously getting sexual
gratuification. This Sunday morning I walked into her bedroom
carrying a tray with two cups of tea on it - the sight which met
my eyes was that uncle was lying semi dianglianally across mum -
they were having full intercourse - his head was underneath the
bed covers and he was making a funny grunting sound. But what
sexually aroused me was the seeing that both of my mothers
breasts were completelly exposed out from the top of her flimsy
nightee. Mum looked flushed  wth excitement - I looked straight
at her and she put a finger to her lips as to say - 'keep quiet
and look at me.' I smiled and felt my hard cock flop out from my
open pyjama trousers - So there we were  smiling at each other
and then the tray in my hand started to shaking in my trembling
hands and mum whispered for mme to leave 'You'd better go luv.'
she said.
 
I went back to bed with my 8 year old brother and made him suck
my cock - I came after about 30 seconds and my orgasm nearly
knocked me out.
 
Then the greatest thing happened - uncle Tom was a stupid petty
criminal and he got nine months in jail for something I've long
forgotten. I figured my mother to be a nymphemanaic and wondered
which man was going to replace Tom as I was certain she would not
last long without a man with her track record.
 
Two weeks later when I took her tea in she said 'Nev stay off
school today luv.' Like a prick I asked 'What for?' She replied
'Don't you want to keep your old mum company?' Her breasts were
looking good - she was only 33, as she had had me when she was 19
years old. I quickly replied 'Yes of course I do.' I walked down
the stairs in a dazed trance - 'Was this really it' I kept
thinking.
 
Mum came down in her see through, hides nothing, nightie - she
sitting in her armchair which is directly opposite where I was
sitting - all I had on was my open front pyjama trousers - I was
smoking a cigarette - Mum looked very nervous - I could hardly
breath - she then asked me to light her a fag - I stood up from
my chair and my cock was exposed to her - I leaned over her and
put her fag into her mouth for her - she made no effort to cover
her highly exposed tits - but she whispered - 'you had better
lock the doors luv, we don't want to be disturbed do we.' I
didn't reply, because I literally couldn't speak with being over
excited.
 
I went to the front hall and bolted it as well as turned the key
- I gave my cock a few masturbation strokes before I reentered
the living room - mums had fully exposed her tits out from her
nightee. My cock was fully hard as I went to the kitchen to lock
the back door - I removed my pyjamas in the kitchen - My face was
scarlet red as being blond I blushed very easily - I took a deep
breath to calm me down a bit - I WAS GREATLY EXCITED BEING
TOTALLY NAKED - I stood before my mum naked and total naked - she
looked very seriously at me - I felt nervous, then she smiled a
smile which reminded me of a whore type look as she stood up. She
kicked out from her fallen nightee and we embrassed - at last I
could touch her tits - I could kiss her tits and suckle on her
nipples - she then touched my very wet cock head and then grabbed
my cock shaft - it was throbbing like it had never done before.
 
Christ, she was guiding my six inch boy cock into her very
comforting warm wet cunt slit - her cunt felt better than the
four girtls cunts it had experienced - she gripped me and started
rolling her hips - she grips by buttocks and starts to encourage
me to doi the intercourse movements - I grab her buttocks - we
look at eaxch other - joined together - we kiss - she guides our
sexed up bodies to the floor of the living room - she quickly
guides my cock into her wet cunt - I rest on my elbows and give a
few testing thrusts into her - she immediately starts lifting her
hips to get my cock fully impaled into her cunt - she's shagging
me as much as I was shagging her. We both were using each other
to satisfy our primitive sexual instincts.
 
Mum was rolling her head - eyes - hips - she was sucking in my
tongue and her cunt muscles were vibrating as they gripped around
my pumping cock shaft pistoned in and out of her cunt - she
wasn't my mother now - I wasn't her son - we were as one entity -
two over sexed human beings moving, moaning, screaming as we both
orgasm together - I continued fucking her although my massive
ejaculation of my sinful incestous  male seeds into my mothers
cunt hole depths - My cock never goes quickly soft - even after a
quick wank I always had to put a stiff cock away into my
trousers. My mum was crying with a smile on her face - she was
caressing my slightly moving boy buttocks - She then turned
slightly serious and asked me if I hated her - I said of course I
didn't hate her. She asked if I was disgusted with her and again
I reassured her that I wasn't disgusted with her. She kissed me
and ran her fingers through my hair - I rested my head on her
breast as we relaxed with my stiff fully hard cock in her cunt -
she was caressing my shoulders - then I felt her hips trying to
move again - I was ready to fuck my wonderful lust filled mother
again and the second act of incest was even better than our first
shag. I was more controlled with my down wards thrusts - mum was
guiding me as she rolled her hips to meet my fucks into her.
 
We went to her bed and talked - she told me she knew I was
fucking myself on the broom handle late at night - she said she
knew I was sexually attracted to my 8 year old brother - she
wanted the full details of the four girls I'd fucked - I told her
about the farmer showing me the joys of gay sex - queer sex as
the word gay wasn't universally used to mean homos - she said I
must be half and half - I later learnt she meant bi-sexual. I
told her I fantasized about her caughing me self fucking myself
naked and body oiled up in front of mirrors - she said it could
now happen. She told me I would tomorrow be shown how to do
foreplay and 69 with a woman - I told her I did it with my school
friends - it turned her on when I told her who I had had sex with
in our street and at school - I fell asleep after our third shag
- I work up at around six o'clock and heard voices of the family
down stairs - I put my trousers [no underpants] I greeted
everybody with a special smile to mum as I sat in the chair at
the supper table - I sat in uncle Tom's chair - I was tempted to
say 'Cheers to absent friends'
 
My 6 year old sister asked me if I was going to school tomorrow -
I told her she'd have to ask our mummy  - mum said 'I don't think
so luv.' My cock twitched inside my loose fitting trousers. After
supper my young sister came to sit on my knee...
 
I'm on heat lust reliving the above.
 
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[2nd mail]

I went for a two week holiday at my grand fathers home in South
Wales - I was recovering from a hernia operation - He met me at
the station - he recognised me before I recognised him - he took
me to his cosy little house. Grandad adored me - I was to share
his bed - I actually turned down grandads sisters offer to sleep
at her place.
 
I was tired by 10 pm and went to bed - I had to wear a full
pyjamas top and bottom - I was more tired than I thought because
I fell asleep almost immediately. I was awoken by grandad getting
into the bed with me - I was lying on my back - I though he had
gone to sleep - I was very hot, pouring of sweat - bloody pyjama
tops were causing me this discomfort. What's moore my prick was
outside my pyjama bottoms front opening - I hadn't had my three
usual wanks and my balls felt as if they would expload unless I
relieve them soon.
 
I tried stroking my cock with my right hand but my moving elbow
touched grandad - I tried using my left hand but the wall and my
elbow made a noise - so I lay awake extremely frustrated - then
grandad asked if I was awake - I told him I was. Then without
warning his hand grabbed my dick - I was more surprised than
shocked and my natural response was to pull his had off me, but
he wouldn't let go - he whispered 'Neville I wouldn't ever hurt
you,' With that I sat up and removed my pyjama top and kicked off
my pyjama bottoms - I lay down and told grandad 'Be my guest.' He
felt my testicles and ran his hand all over my torso - he pinched
my nipoples - he made me touch his cock - I didn't like that
because of his age - he only had about 4 inches - he must have
sensed I'd mentally compared sizes because he said 'Yes Neville
yours is bigger than mine, but I bet I cum more than you.' Well
before I knew it I was fucking him -
 
The next morning he bought a large jug of hot water - there was a
large basin and grandad told me to have a strip was and to pay
special attentioin to my private parts - I duly obeyed - I
couldn't find my clothes so I went down stairs in my pyjamas -
grandad had  his back to me - I sensed a bit of an atmosphere
between us. Then grandad spoke - 'Neville I hope what happened
last night hasn't upset you.' I replied 'Not at all grandad I
enjoyed it.' At that the old boy turned around with a lovely grin
on his face. 'So there's no need to mention it to your mother is
there.' I said 'I wouldn't dream of telling her or anybody else
about it.'
 
I though 'If only you knew what me and mum were doing and what me
and the farmer were doing you'd know how funny his question was.'
He then asked me if I was hungry - I was starving so he cooked me
a large breakfast - he watched me eat every mouthful and then he
moved the table and as I sipped my cup of tea he told me I had a
beautiful body - my rising cock popped out from the pyjamas - he
gently stroked it into a full erection - he undid the pyjama cord
from around my waist. He then sucked me off and I ejaculated into
his mouth. Afterwards we went out for the day to meet relatrives
I never knew I had.
 
I fucked grandad every night in bed - But on the nights when we
stayed in to watch television together - he asked me to strip off
at about 8 pm each evening - we sat side by side in two arm
chairs with our feet up resting on foot stools - grandad would
fondle my cock and balls - on  three occassions he asked me to
stand up and walk around the living room - then to stand up in
front of him and masturbate myself - this turned me on a lot. I
took my time to give the old boy a good show.
 
I fucked him twice in the kitchen. 
 
I told him I was having sex with my mum, a farmer and numerous
school boy friends - he said I was over sexed - I told him I'd
been accepted into the army as a boy soldier. He thought that to
be a good place to get rid of my boyhood energy.
 
All too soon the holiday was over - he died two years later - I
cried more than mum did.

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[3rd mail]

Having established a sexual relationship with my mother - I had a
free hand to touch my other brothers and sisters - I always wore
my old pyjama bottoms - never a top - when the late evening - all
day Sunday if not working on the farm. I'd have walked around
naked if I thought I  could get away with it. Sometimes as we
watched telly in the dark, one of my young sisters would sit on
my knee or lap. I would touch her cunt slit - mum knew I was
doing it and in bed she told me it turned her on a grewat deal.
 
Saturday night is grand bath night - Mum would bath the girls and
then rush them into the  warmer living room  - one evening I
offered to dry my whilst mum had a break. Mum looked at me - she
knew what I was up to and she sat dowm to watch me. My sister was
approaching puberty and her breasts were a little more than puppy
fat. I quicky dried her top half and then dried her feet, calves,
inner and outer thighs - inner thighs again - When I was drying
her hairless cunt region I had the towel edge so my fingers could
brush her cunt slit - I LINGERED on drying her cunt - at times I
PARTED the slit - and go deeper and deeper into her as all eyes
were now watching me - my brothers and sisters were all eyes - nd
my sister wasn't complaining at my touching her so intimately -
All my brothers were sporting erections - my erection was plain
for everybody to see.
 
My sister was kept home the following Monday  - Both mum and me
had sex with her - at first she was too nervous to play - but
after five mintues of my tonguing her cliterous she was just as
keen then to masturbate herself and me - when I licked her cunt,
she pissed herself in my face - not that this bothered me - I'd
been drinking my own urine since the age of 12.
 
I last fucked my mum and my three sisters when I was on army
leave aged 20 - I was discharged from the army for being a sexual
psychopath -  or being gay - the army use extreme words - I had
an accident and broke my neck in 1975 - I have lots of sexual
memories to think about - and I have  had sexual relationships
since my accident.
 
I feel no guilt about my sexually activities - I've never forced
anybody to have sex with me, nor would I because I wouldn't enjoy
sex if my sex partner wasn't enjoying it with me. I suppose I am
a sexual deviant as I've done most sexual acts - including
Bondage - SM - WATERSPORTS - SCAT - EXHIBITIONIST - Been gang
banged willingly - taken part in gang bangs with both sexes the
person being gang banged was willing - Spanking - and most other
things you care to name - I am lucky enough to sex be having sex
with both sexs - I can't fuck or produce ejaculated sperm [they
back flows into my bladder] but I enjoy oral sex a lot.
 
I don't know whether you wish to correspond regularly - If you do
- just let me know - if not, fair enough - just remove the header
from your print outs from me so that I cannot be identified if
anybody else besides you reads my e-mails to you - if you have
other sexual interests you would like to hear about and if I've
experience of it I'd be happy to reveal it to you.
 
Take care - happy wanking. 

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A WORD FROM RANK
I want to hear from you if you have had sexual contact with a
family member, and what impact that had on your lives.  The
story doesn't have to be very long, or detailed, or even
sexy.  Just let me know:

        ...with whom (brother, mother, cousin, uncle)
        ...at what age
        ...who initiated the activity, and
        ...how you feel about it now
 
Your confidentiality will not be compromised.  Your story will
only be used to continue these postings.  If you would like
to share your story, please send mail to RankAmateur@writeme.com.


WHERE TO FIND THIS DIGEST
New issues are posted to alt.sex.stories.moderated and related
newsgroups on an irregular schedule.

Past issues are available on the web at the alt.sex.stories.moderated
<a href="http://www.netusa.net/~eli/erotica/assm/">archive site</a>.


A WORD ON CONTENT
After some valid criticism of Issue 21, I have decided to
exercise more editorial control over the mix of stories.  I'll
still reject outright very few (mostly blatant unfinished
fantasies), but I will try to adjust the mix in each issue 
to please the widest audience.  Let me know if you like 
what I'm doing or not -- feedback helps me do this better!

Even issues will continue to be 1 (perhaps 2) long stories.

Expect issues roughly weekly for a while; I've got a big
backlog!


A WORD ON SPAM
I finally realized that the sex spammers have no incentive to
ever stop.  You might think that by posting more and more ads,
they will drive people away from newsgroups, thus eliminating
their audience.  In fact, they ARE driving people away from
newsgroups ... right to the "spam-free" web.  There's method
to their madness.  No searching!  No decoding!  Just give me
your visa account .... It's completely in their interest to
make the newsgroups unusable.

Me, I'll stay committed to alt.sex.stories.moderated for a
while yet.  But I may be starting a web forum of my own.
Watch this space!

R.I.P. unmoderated alt.sex.* ... dead for some time.
It's beginning to stink.  :-(


A WORD ON AOL
Well, after repeated deletions of my profile, now they will
not even allow me to save a profile that contains the word
"incest" although these digests are 100% legal within the
United States.  I had delayed my search for a new provider
until I could obtain the lifetime e-mail address (which is
RankAmateur@writeme.com); I'll be moving soon, now.  I'm
way too much of a net.veteran to be using AOL anyway.
<blush>  Besides, most of the people who responded needed
to be told what the web or newsgroups were ... and I don't
have time to be an internet tutor.

*

"You can't do this to me ... I'm a tourist ... I'm an American ... I'm a Republican!"
 -- Daulton Lee (Sean Penn), Falcon & the Snowman

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