The Thoroughly Disreputable Incest Digest
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Issue 16
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From: Kelly (male)

I have had a great interest in adolescent sibling incest since I
was about 13 because of both experiences below that happened to me.

One of my best friends in jr. high school, (who was male and the
same age) had sexual intercourse with his 17 year old sister on a
regular basis.  It started after she  walked in on him
masturbating once and continued until his older sister went off
to college. This in spite of the fact that both were popular in
school, both good-looking and had no shortage of dates, This was
around 1975. They are both quite happily married with families
today and neither seemed adversly affected.  I know this case is
true, because both our families were close, and the 3 of us were
very good friends. Our families took vacations together and I
spent a lot of weekends with them at sleepovers. After swearing
me to secretcy, both he and his sister, confided in me that they
were having sex. We even planned to have a tentative "3-fer" one
weekend, but the right opportunity never presented itself. We
could never get rid of a either set of our parents long enough,
or I'm sure it would have taken place.

Several years later around 1980 (when I was  around 18) I walked
into my best friend's house. It was one afternoon after school,
and he and his 17 year-old sister were home alone. (Incidentally,
I was dating his sister at this time)  After calling out for them
in the kitchen and getting no answer, I heard water running down
the hall, and realized the shower was running. Upon listening, I
heard their voices and giggling in low tones coming from the
bathroom. It dawned on me that my best male friend and his
sister; who was my girlfriend at the time, were taking a shower
together.  I slipped quietly back out into the kitchen for a few
moments and continued listening. I then heard his sister start to
quitely moan in what was obviously sexual pleasure of some kind.
I left and came back later, never mentioning the incident.  Oddly
enough, even though she was my girlfriend at the time, the
incident didn't make me jealous at all. Quite the contrary, I
found it rather arousing. In a strange sort of way, I even felt
safe in the fact that she was "cheating" on me with her brother,
who I  considered my best friend. As twisted as this sounds, I
was actually happy for both of them that they had each other to
do this with.  I also knew it was mutual and consenting by both,
and felt safe in the knowledge that her own brother would never
do anything to hurt her. Once again both of these siblings are
now married and have families and are very close. Neither has
been adversly affected, insofar as I can see. {Just a footnote, I
continued dating his sister for 9 months after this incident, but
we broke-up when she left for college}

Both of these events, which are 100% true, have aroused in me an
insatiable curiosity about sibling sexual relations.
Unfortunately, I am an only child, so I have no personal
experiences with a sibling of my own to draw from.  I, like
yourself, believe that is is one of the best kept secrets of
siblings and occurs FAR more than anyone will admit because of
it's taboo nature.

It's just the law of averages. I can not help but think, that if
I, as one person, have had experiences with 2 sets of siblings
having sex, were neither set of sibling couples knows each other
at all, in a small middle-class rural area of about 20,000;  that
this HAS to be much more of a common practice than anyone will
admit.

However, it is considered so perverse that almost no printed
matter exists on the subject to try and research it. Believe me,
I have tried. Tons of literature is available on parent-child
incest but almost nothing exists on sibling incest. What does
exist is all geared to parents for prevention of sibling sex in
the adolescent years.  There are no case studies, interviews of
past sexual siblings, or any statistical figures to try to
determine it's magnitude.  That is the type information I am
interested in.

That's why after running across your Newsgroup thread using a
search engine, I was so delighted to see that someone else shares
my interest and curiosity on this subject. If anyone has e-mailed
you any true experiences on the subject, would you please
consider e-mailing them to me or tell me where on the web or
usenet is a good sourse of information on this subject?   Also if
you know of any sources to research it in book form, would you be
kind enough to please e-mail me that information also. And if
anyone responding has expressed any interest in e-mail
correspondence on the subject or possibly forming an IRC chat
area, I would be interested in that also.

Thank you for taking time to read this rather lengthy letter, and
please feel free to add my two above contributions to your
research. Hope to hear from you soon so I may finally get some
answers to my 20 year curiosity on this subject as well.

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From: Jessica

I was browsing through the incest newsgroup recently, and I saw
the post you made, and I've decided that I'd send a note about my
own incest experience with my older brother.

I come from a pretty average family, with two girls and two boys.
I have two older brothers and a younger sister.  The brother I'm
going to tell about is Nathan, the oldest.

Being a middle child, I never felt I got enough attention, either
good or bad, so I was always glad when Nate would pay attention
to me, and we did a lot of things together.  Not to mention that
since he was a senior in high school, he was living the
"glamorous life" and seemed so much older and wiser than I did,
being only eleven and in sixth grade yet.

One day we were goofing off, rolling around and wrestling, and he
let me pin him down.  When I was sitting on him, I felt something
moving between his legs, getting hard against my crotch.  He
didn't seem to notice that anything was going on, but that was
the first time I'd thought about that area on boys, and I felt
some curiousity.  Nothing happened that time, but the idea was in
my head.

As the weeks went by, I started to notice that Nate was touching
me a lot, even when he didn't have to.  One thing I always
noticed was when he'd brush against my breasts.  They'd just
begun to grow, and the nipples were very sensitive, so it really
grabbed my attention when he'd bump into them.

Then came another occassion when we were wrestling around, only
this time he pinned me.  I could feel his crotch against mine,
and I started to hump against him, it seemed so natural.  That
was when I learned that he'd noticed me noticing his cock the
last time it had happened.  He kind of half-closed his eyes and
told me that it felt really good when I did that.  It felt pretty
good to me too, and when he put his hand between my legs and
rubbed my pussy, that felt even better.

That evening he snuck into my room and ate my pussy for the first
time.  I didn't even know what an orgasm was, and it took me
completely by surprise.  A good feeling in my crotch that just
got better and better until it exploded.  Who would have guessed?
Nate wanted to go farther than that, but I wasn't sure, so I made
him stop.  I'm pretty sure he went back to his room and
masturbated.

Over the next couple evenings, Nate kept sneaking in and giving
me orgasms with his mouth, and even though I was afraid our
parents would catch us, I loved it.

Eventually, Nate got me so hot and bothered that I agreed to let
him take off his underwear and lie on top of me.  He rubbed his
hard penis up and down on my crotch, and surprised the hell out
of me by ejaculating on my belly.

We continued our "fun" for the next couple years, and even though
we couldn't have sex as often once he moved out to college, we
still got together when he was home.  I had boyfriends in high
school, but I never did anything sexual with them.  Then a couple
weeks after I turned sixteen, I let Nathan go all the way, and he
took my virginity.  He had a great time, until he realized that I
wasn't enjoying it as much as he was.  I hurt a lot and there was
a lot of blood.  Nathan was very sorry, and couldn't stop
apologizing to me.  I forgave him, but the next time he was home,
I wasn't as eager to have sex with him.

We had sex a couple times over the following years, but it wasn't
really the same.  I knew that it was irrational, but I kept
remembering the pain of his first penetration, and I couldn't get
into it as much.  I still liked sex, but I was going farther with
my boyfriend, letting him take Nathan's place I guess.  Then Nate
got a job on the west coast, and we started seeing him very
infrequently.

I still love my brother just as much as my other siblings, and I
have good memories of our early years of sex.  I don't think my
relationship with him hurt me as far as affecting my ability to
have relationships with men.  It was just a chapter in my life
that is ended now.  I'm still aroused by the idea of incest,
which is why I browse the newsgroups, and that's why its kind of
hard to understand what happened between us.

Anyway, that's my incest experience.  I'm honestly not sure what
I'd do if Nathan wanted to have sex again, or if my other brother
suggested it.

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From: Fran

Yes I have had a relationship that was of the incest nature ...
my daddy use to have me wear dresses with out panties and when he
noone was looking he would kiss my pussy never any intercouse...
just oral... I would also preform oral sex on him.....

Now I am 36 and my husband is 61...and I am bisexual (he does not
know that) But I also know that he has had sex with one of his
daughters... got her pregnant and took her to have an abortion...
he still denies it but I know its true

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