The Thoroughly Disreputable Incest Digest
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Issue 06
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I don't know if my experience really qualifys as "incest" or not.
In my family, of which I am the first one "out of the sticks" it
is not at all uncommon for 2nd or 3rd cousins to marry.   I guess
that is the reason that when I watched the movie "Deliverance"
the first time I certainly had more in common with the "hill
folk" than I did with the city slickers from Atlanta out
polluting the river.

Anyway, when I was in High School, which was down in Texas,
several of my cousins also attended school with me.   It is a
difficult enough time for most teenagers to contend with sex to
begin with, but with cousins it is possible to achieve a level of
communication that you just can not achieve with other friends.

My cousins, three girls on my dad's side of the family and two on
my mother's and I were all very close.   I was a good looking
youngman and although I had very few problems getting dates, my
cousins and I were always very close.

At different times I had sex with all five of them.   Two of
them, one on my dad's side and one on my mom's are the same age
as I am, while the others are one to two years older or younger.

The first one that I had sex with is 2 years older than me.   She
was a majorette and cheerleader.   We were close to begin with
and sex seemed on the natural thing.  I guess she told the others
and one after the other they all approached me.   Never did I
actually insist that we have sex. For all of them I was their
first.   In one repect I should feel lucky, in others I guess I
should be ashamed.

Most of this occurred when I was between 16 and 18 years of age.
I joined the military in 1969 and went to Viet Nam.   It was the
only right thing to do then.   When I came back most of the girls
were married or living in other towns.

I don't think it really had a detrimental effect on any of us.
We are still a very close family and we see each other every few
years, usually when one of the old folks passes away.   Only one
of them has ever approached me again and this happened at a
family reunion in the late 1970's.   She had a bad first
marriage.   Late in the evening she and I were setting around
drinking beer.   The subject of her first time came up and she
said she always remembered it as one of the nice things between
us. Before we knew it we were doing it again.   The amazing part
of the whole thing is that sex seemed to be the right thing for
us to do.   It is entirely different than sex with your spouse,
for one thing it is a lot more intense.   I don't know if it is
the taboo aspect of it or what, but sex with my cousins was the
most physically exciting sex I have ever had.

Is it bad to look forward to such and experience?   I don't think
so. Jeff Foxworthy sure knows about it, "A redneck goes to the
family reunion looking for girls." ha.
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My cousin and I had a sexual relationship from the time we  were
5 till 17 yrs old.  He lived with us for a time and was very much
a brother.  We started experimenting at 5 in an  exploratory way.
We thought nothing of it being wrong.  By the time we discovered
it was not "correct" for close relatives let alone boys to play
like this, we figured that it still felt good.  We came to both
like girls but were not old enough to date.  So we satisfied each
other. Soon we were great at oral sex and perfofmed it on each
other regularly.  We never had what you'd call a romantic
attachment.

I first had sex with a girl when Iwas 9 with a friend down the
street I'd known all my life.  This made us feel grown up, on top
of having something fun, secret, and special between us.  We did
it a few more times at sleep- overs and such.  By the time I was
13, I had become an open minded boy. I knew a lot about sex as I
read a lot and felt I had some experience.

It was at this time my sister (12) became sexually aggressive.
She knew nothing of my experiences. She seemed to like to wrestle
in underwear, try to catch you in the shower and sneak peeks.  We
went on holidays and we got to stay in our own motel room next to
our parents.  Like a lot of conversations between kids late at
night, it turned to sex and under the pretense of curiosity or
practice or whatever it led to actual sex.  I found the wierdest
part the first kiss.  We had already touched each other all over,
but I'd never kissed anybody properly before.  She kissed me
first. I wanted to kiss someone for a long time but when it
happened, for a second all I could think of was this was my
little kid sister not a real woman.  I kissed her back so she
wouldn't think there was something she did wrong. The third time
something broke then we couldn't get enough. Suddenly we were
giddy all the more because we were siblings.  We did everything.
The next day we were a bit shy but blown away by the fact we had
a lover who'd been there all along.

We knew we'd do it again and we did.  We were very good together.
By the time we were 16 we started cooling to each other. She got
a boyfriend, then I got a girlriend and we became ordinary
teenagers.  My cousin and I still played a bit but it knocked off
by the time I was 17.   My sister never knew.

We all went on to do fine with our lives and are happy in our
relationships.  I ended up an average hetero..  I'm glad we
learned from each other when we did and I feel there's nothing
wrong with it.  I'll bet a lot more goes on than we know.  So
long as people with dirty minds don't make the individuals feel
bad about themselves, its just growing up. I feel we know each
better because of it and are more bonded.  Kids do have sex lives
and as long as its between them on their own terms that's fine.
And if your sister is attractive, don't try and tell me you
haven't caught yourself checking her out when she walks out in
summer in a bikini!
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