The Thoroughly Disreputable Incest Digest
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Issue 4
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I think the answers you are getting to your question on incest
are one-sided.I agree that incest is much large than is admitted,
having several friendsthat have participated in it. However, it
is not likely for someone who has suffered because of it to
answer to your question because of the shame they feel.

I will tell you about one of my friends. Her father is a Minister
at a Methodus church. She has two brothers who are older than
her. Her father started molesting the brothers at at an early age
(not sure when).  They believed it to be OK since their father
did it to them, so they both tried it out on her (my friend). For
7 years her brothers continued their incest.  She even had an
abortion at age 13-14 because of her brothers.  She told the
authorities, teachers, and doctors.. all knew, but never followed
up on it.
   
She was one person who did not find incest positive. She has been
institutionalized several times for depression and other
problems. She sees life as a living hell.  Please add this with
your postings in the newsgroups, because it is a side that needs
to be told. I Am not condemning it... I have not personally
experienced it, but I have seen several results of it->none of
which are good.
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Hi,

I had a fairly long affair with my aunt (mother's sister) - on
and off for about 7 years. The whole thing ended more than ten
years ago because I left my home-country and came to the U.S. I
come from an Asian society where "sex" as a whole is more of a
taboo subject - and sexual freedom is a lot less compared to the
west. I grew up spending a lot of time with my relatives on my
mom's side.

My first "sexual experiences" (not necessarily ones in which I
took part) were all more or less related to peeping at women in
the household - like taking baths, changing clothes, and
occassionaly (if I got lucky) sexual intercourse.

During my high-school years - a combination of pornography (that
was the only regular outlet for sexual tension) and the
occasional peeping episodes had made me very horny in general.
Around this time I got really hooked on this aunt of mine - who
had all the right things in the right places to drive a teenager
crazy. I don't think she ever considered me to be a "grown-up"
and was quite careless about my getting to see parts of her sexy
body.  If anything she probably enjoyed my desperation.  Too make
a long story short - this gradually led to a situation where -
quite often - especially at night - whenever there was the
opportunity - she would slip into my bed - jerk me off - and
depending on her mood - let me play with her absolutely stunning
breasts. But for the longest time - she would never let me touch
her "down there". I was very curious about that mysterious place
which she kept out of bounds - primarily because it was so
heavily covered with hair that I could hardly see anything at all
even if she changed clothes right in front of my eyes.

Eventually, in my 2nd year in college - things became a lot more
"adult".  She let me ejaculate anywhere on her ass, or thighs or
any other part of her body. She also let me masturbate her AFTER
she was sure I wouldn't get an erection again for a while. This
went on for about 2 years.  I was quite happy with this routine -
although I really felt like doing it all - at least once.

That chance came much later - when I planned things in such a way
that I would catch her off guards - close to the peak of her
orgasm.  I just switched gears - stopped stimulating her clit -
and got on top and pleaded  desperately.  And it worked!  That
was probably the most exciting thing that ever happened to me.
For almost two days in a row - I was free to do whatever I wanted
- whenever I wanted.  It was like a real-life workshop in
executing all the fantasies one ever had!

It has been a long time - and I haven't seen her for years. I
thinks she is still filled with a lot of guilt.  But I think she
is also relieved that I am so far away - and we don't have to
meet socially in the presence of other family members.
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I have only told 2 other people in the world about this, but now
I'm telling you...I married a woman in 1981 who had 2 daughters,
11 and 13 at the time...About 6 months into the marriage, my wife
had 2 operations on her cervix which made intercourse very
painful...we stopped having sex...but I would take one or the
other of the girls and show them my penis, finally teaching them
to take it into their mouths and sucking on it until they "made
Daddy shoot his cream", always on their tongues and into their
young mouths... I loved them more than I ever loved their
mother... now, 15 years later, I still see the younger one and
she still likes to have my penis in her mouth as we go to
sleep...I use her in motels every chance I get...I hope this
positive experience is helful to someone out there...
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I had sex with my mother when I was 16.  My father had recently
died and I spent a lot of time with my mother.  We took trips and
would get only one room at motels.  Hard to say who wooed who,
but one night when we were sleeping in the same bed I awoke with
my mother caressing my balls, and we were soon kissing deeply.
She went down on me and I came more than I have ever cum since.
We then made love regularly for about six months, when she
started dating another man.  The last time we had sex was a sad
time; we both knew it was the last time.  I have never regretted
it and I know that she didn't either; it was something we both
needed at the time.
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My sister and I had oral sex on and off from the time I was uhmmm
about 15 till I was 20.  She is 2 years younger than I. Mostly I
went down on her.  We had bedrooms facing each other. She would
rock her waterbed and make it make sloshing sounds and that was
kinda my cue.  I would go over and she would lift her night
shirt.  To this day, I have not tasted pussy as sweet.

There was never any force, and most of the times it happened she
would come to me and outright ask me to "lick" her.  We didn't
speak during sex (for me, it was because my mouth was busy)
probably out of fear or the parents catching us.  You know how
fundamental religions are about these things.  I don't think I
learned much about pleasuring women, but I did learn that I love
to go down on a woman (if she is moderately clean).

I still fantasize about it now and then.  The only detramental 
affect it's had is that she started feeling guilty about it and 
made a big scene about it all.  The fact that she feels bad 
about it hurts me.  She didn't speak to me for about 4 years.  
Only recently has she started coming around and acting like I'm 
human again.  I don't know what kind of affect it had on her 
in general because even now she won't talk about it.

*grin* As it turns out, she was in a monthly porn mag that I 
occasionally pick up.  I bought the month after she was in it 
and found her pic in the letters to the editor.  The letter 
mentioned the issue and showed one of the photos from the 
pictorial.  Still trying to collect that one, but it's been a 
couple years.
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