The Thoroughly Disreputable Incest Digest
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Issue 10
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This is the story of what happened.  Feel free to edit as needed. I
take you at your word that identifying material will be removed. I
would also appreciate an acknowledgement of receipt. If you need
clarification or have questions, I'll do my best to answer them.

My sister and I have always been close.  As children we frequently
shared a bed and, when very young, bathed together. It was very
common for us to touch and fondle each other......especially in the
genital areas.  This continued as we grew older.

Nothing substantial happened till we moved to a farm in the country.
We had both just entered a new junior high school where kids openly
talked about sex.  Like anyone else, we were both curious.  One
night when we were sleeping in the same bedroom, we started talking
about it.  We both wondered what went where.  The next step was to
get into the same bed and experiment. I penetrated her and started
to thrust. It hurt a little, so we just decided on thrusting enough
to cause a sensation.

On the nights everyone else was out of the house, we'd undress and
begin to findle each other.  This consisted mostly of kissing and
touching her breasts, vagina and butt.  We experimented with doing
it standing up but never could get it right.  This continued through
the rest of the year.  At that time I was 15 and she was 12.

When we moved to an apartment it died down.  One night, while
watching TV, she asked me to massage her legs.  I slowly worked my
way up and, before I was aware of it, had her panties down.  We
undressed and were on the sofa 2-3 hours before moving to the
bedroom. This set the stage for everything that happened the next
year or two.

The first time I realized that I was REALLY interested in her
sexually happened shortly after the TV episode.  One night she wore
a pair of thick pajamas that we were having trouble getting off. I
rolled her over and pulled off the bottoms.  As soon as I saw her
ass I knew I'd never see anything that beautiful again.  I started
to fondle and kiss it and pretty much lost control---we both did.
Unfortunately, I didn't understand what it meant and what I was
feeling.

After this episode we talked about intercourse and wanted to do it.
We were also both scared stiff that she might get pregnant.  As a
result, we stuck with the usual routine.

As we got a little older this eventually died down again and finally
stopped altogether.  I no longer had it on my mind---or so I
thought.

About 6-7 years ago we were at a party and she indirectly asked if I
was still interested (maybe using "incest" as a verb isn't so
indirect). I was caught off guard and couldn't say anything.  Later,
she approached me and asked again---in no uncertain terms.  I felt
that she was under some stress(a long story) and I also felt like I
could be taking advantage of her by agreeing.  The moment passed
and we haven't discussed it directly since. However, those
discussions made me aware that I still wanted her and had deep
feelings for her.  That will never change.

At this point, I don't know what will happen.  It might help to
simply talk with no promise of resumption, which would allow me to
tell her my feelings.  She shares them, but I have no idea to what
extent. If the relationship is to resume, which is what I hope,
she'll have to decide.

As for me, I feel no guilt whatever---it serves no purpose.  What
happened came about because of deep feelings.  We've always been
close and open with each other--perhaps as a result of all of this.
That gives me hope for better things.
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At 18, I walked in on my mother showering. She was 43, and although
she looked it, I fancied her like mad. I got an immediate erection &
left the room. I thought nothing more of it until two days later.

She walked into my room whilst I was watching TV. It was late, about
1 am, and she was wearing her nightgown. I didn't notice her enter,
too engrossed in the TV show, but I noticed her pull back my duvet.

I sleep naked, which she knew. She reached out & started wanking me
with one hand. I wasn't sure what to say, and in the end it was she
who spoke.

"I've always wanted to try this, but your father's totally against
it," she said & let go my by now fully erect cock. She removed her
nightgown & stood nude before me, then she got onto the bed &
motioned for me to stand up. She positioned herself facing away from
me on all fours, and I penetrated her. After a few strokes, she
pulled me out & pushed me against her ass. My mother has a lovely
fat ass & I slowly pushed myself in, knowing she was an anal virgin.

Since then, I've been buggering my mother about once a week, and
that was 3 years ago.
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When i was about 10 me and my cousins used to go up in the 
treehouse and play. When we had to pee we just peed over the side 
on the ground. After awhile billy wanted to hold my penis while i 
peed and i did the same to him. This eventually turned into more 
as billy was wanting to put my penis in his mouth. I never did 
object as this feeling real nice. things went on and we ended up 
sucking each other and fucking each other in the ass till we were 
about 15 or 16. Neither of us has had any other same sex 
experiences since that time.
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My sister and I undressed and touched in our teens.  She was 2 
years younger and the agressor.  It wtarted when we were kind 
of wrestling.  That was the closest I would dare go sexually, 
but the body contact was fun.  Once when I had her down she said 
I will do ANYTHING if you let me go.  I immediately thought sex, 
but was afraid to take any action or do anything.  It happened a 
couple of more times and when I finally said "what would you do" 
she squeezed my cock and said I will suck this/  She was probably 
14 and I was 16.  Not too much happened cause I was so chicken, 
but she did put my cock in her mouth a few times.  I'm sure she 
wanted a lot more to happen but I was scared.  

I have talked to 2 girls who had sex with their dads.  Both said 
it was good.  In one case the sex was ongoing.  She was in her 
30s.  She also had a sex life other than her dad.  In the other 
case it started on her 14th birthday and continued till the 
morning of her wedding day at 19.  She said the pleasure was 
mutual.  Later she said, "Now you know more about me than my 
analyst".  I often wondered if sex with her dad and her need 
for analysis had a connection.  I never asked.
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My sister was babysitting for my wife and I - When we returned 
from the movie we went to see- I was driving her home- the long 
way- I tried to get her to blow me- She told me I had a big cock - 
but it was for my wife- I didn't persist much- she licked it once - 
and let it go at that- I wish it would happen again in my older 
age (39) Am I weird? or what.
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yes. i fucked my mother and a female first cousin several times.
it was the most thrilling form of sex i ever experienced due to
the forbidden nature of it.

i also tried to get my younger sister to try incest with me but
she never did, although once she almost did after a few beers.
she let me fondle her tits and ass through her clothes but when
it came down to actually getting naked and fucking she chickened
out.  i use to sneak peeks at her as we grew up while she changed
clothes or showered by looking in the windows of either here
bedroom or the bathroom.  i jerked off many times while peeping
on her or our mother.

my experiences with my mother and first cousin though were both
consensual and thrilling.  i fucked my mother at the age of 35,
she 59 and my cousin when i was 23 and she was 21. so there you
have it.
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My first time was with a cousin...I thought It was wierd but have
since found out that incest is more common then once thought...
reading the first survey it seems that I am not alone in what 
happened... I always thought I was weird because it really didn't 
bother me while at the same time all I ever heard was how bad incest 
was and how screwed up it made the people involved....I think I am 
pretty normal however....:)....I know a few friends who were or have 
been involved with family and they are pretty normal too.  I just 
wonder how much of it goes on we never know about...we just hear 
about it when it is really negative....
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