a questioner would make it easier to tell you a little about my self. I am a forty year old 
white male, Grew up in one of the Beach cites of southern California. I don't know where 
to start. when I was young, I enjoyed sex, a lot in fact may be too much to the point of 
giving my self a bad reputation threw gossip my close friend can definitely tell you that I 
am definitely not gay, it was a rumor started from childhood and living a round the surfer 
community it will go up and down the cost from Monterey to San Diego, a couple times 
in my teens I would be at a party, and hear the comment "hay man your that fag dude" 
well you can guess what happened. I enjoyed being open with my sexuality this was in 
the sixties my teen years started about 1968 I wanted to be open about sex I was ready 
and wanted take part in the free love but the girls that had sex, had no time for young 
boys I needed to grow up a little. and the girls my age, sex was a dirty deed, a duty that a 
woman performed for her husband, any way. my most enjoyable sexual experiences 
where between the ages of six and twelve. I never had sexual intercourse until I was 
fifteen. most of my sex play was touch and feel, masturbation, and rubbing on a partner. 
there where many girls lived in my neighborhood. from time to time a group of us would 
get to gather and find a play house or a garage, where the had people moved out. we 
would find a shelter or someone's play house and would play doctor or other sex games. 
After a while other kids would show up and take part. It would be like a kids orgy, and 
then there would be the one kid that would tell on us. A parent would show up " quick 
run and hide, OK you kids get out of hear" . The first time I was six, she was an older girl 
that lived up the street named Pam. She took me behind my garage and pulled down her 
panties. I was fascinated, I began to touch her vulva I liked how she felt her soft, smooth 
skin. I started to feel her all over, up and down her lags, between her legs, her crouch and 
her bottom. This was great, this made up for all the sissy things that girls did. This was 
going to be something that I was going to do a lot. This went on all afternoon till my 
father came home from work and she had to go home. The next day the Pam came over 
with her little sister Sherry, she was younger then me. The Pam told her sister to pull 
down her panties, Sherry did not want to. Pam pulled down her sisters panties the little 
Sherry began to cry. Pam holding up Sherry's dress exposing her vulva to me. I began 
touching her she stopped crying she enjoyed it. I spent the rest of the afternoon touching 
them both all over. Pam and Sherry would come over every afternoon from that day on. 
Then one day her father caught us, he said that I could see them any more. Pam being 
much older started hang out with the older kids and they moved a way. A girl that lived a 
cross the street named Susan, I ask her if she wanted to play doctor. She said yes, we 
went behind her garage she pulled down her panties and I just started to touch her. From 
out of the kitchen window I herd a scream and then. Running out the door the girls 
mother"Young lady you pull up your panties." Then grabbing me by the arm and pulling 
me a cross the street, kicking and screaming. She was telling me how my father was 
going to spank the living day lights out of me and how God was going to punish me for 
being an evil little boy. My father just looked at her and told me to get in to house. This 
woman was Hysterically talking at my dad he said nothing and just starred at her. My 
Father came back into the house. He said to me "you stay a way from that little girl" that 
was all he had to say on the mater. The next day a much older girl that lived up the street. 
Came up to me with her small group of little miss prissies. Told me that the little girl had 
to go to the doctor and that I had tried to hurt her and how an evil a thing I tried to do to 
her. In my sex play, this girl and her group, where the ones that would run off and tell. 
playing doctor was a sin and God would send me to hell for it. I blew them off, there 
where other girls. The three girls that lived next-door to me, enjoyed sexual play. The girl 
that was the same age as me did not like to be touched. She seemed to enjoy the visual 
part of sex, the voyeur. Her older sister loved to be touched and The younger one liked to 
do touching. I enjoyed doing the touching girls just felt good I liked to feel a girls vulva. 
Becky was my age, she did not like being touched, she would jump back and giggle. 
Becky injoyed exposing her self to me. the youngest girl Patty, would touch my penis and 
say how silky it felt. the older girl Carol, would go off with me and we would have our 
own little privet session, where I would touch her. Being she was older then me, she grew 
out of it and did not want to play any more. The other girls did not get out of the house 
much. They had their piano lessens and school home work. They could only come out to 
play, during the summer. Down the street lived a girl named Jenny. She would come over 
in the afternoon, after school. She was a year younger then me, we would go behind my 
garage. I liked how she would let me undress her all the way, but I did not feel 
comfortable about being nude. It was that we might get caught, by some one. I loved 
being nude even by my self masturbating, I was always masturbating you could say that I 
was the master masturbator I loved it. I loved to touch her when she was completely 
nude. Then one day I thought that it might too risky for our sex play. She said, that we 
could go to her house, that no one would be home except, for her five older brothers and 
the baby sitter. At her house there must have be a hundred kids it seemed, it was this way 
all the time. we wanted to find a place that we could get completely naked and no one to 
bother us. first we went in to her garage her brothers and their friends where going in and 
out all the time. Her older sister that was a round sixteen or seventeen, shared the 
bedroom with Jenny. She had gone out with her friends, so we could go in to her 
bedroom and be a lone. That would be our place to go and get naked and rub on each 
other. Then one day her twin brother found us, he wanted to join us or he would tell. I did 
not like this but went a long with it. When I would start to touch Jenny, Mike would try 
to join in, he sheared our play for a few days. we had sword fight games and he would 
want to rub on his sister or me. Then one day her Father came home from work and 
found us and we had to find another place. I would be at her house and it would be time 
to take her bath. The baby sitter would start her bath and go off, there where so many kids 
there all the time, it was a mad house. She ask me to go in to the bathroom with her while 
she took her bath. In there I could touch her in privet, I started to rub soap all over her, I 
liked how she felt and I took off my cloths and got in to the tub with her. I began to 
rubbed my penis on her, she was slippery with soap, this felt good. Her twine brother 
Mike, came in to the bathroom. He had to join in, then the baby sitter found us said 
nothing, dryad us off and told us to get dressed. There where so many kids there, I don't 
think she knew who was who. There was a another girl that lived a cross the street. One 
summer day, I made a tent out of blankets in the backyard. The girl and I played in the 
tent we played doctor of course and other games. I told her that I was going to spend the 
night in the tent. it was a warm summer night and no school, and it would be OK to camp 
out in the backyard. I asked the girl to come over that night, for her to sneak out and 
spend the night. late that night she came over, we took off our cloths. When I was young 
I liked the idea of being nude out side. We walk a round nude, I liked this, something 
forbidding, I don't know why but I enjoyed it. We went back in to the tent, where I could 
touch her all over. Every one was a sleep no one could bother us. I started to rub on her 
we did this all night long. My father went to work the sun was coming up. The girl went 
home and she snuck back in to the house. Being nude was something that I enjoyed. One 
day the Becky the girl that lived next-door. We where behind my garage we where both 
ten at the time. I ask her if she would like to play doctor she said no. Then I suggested 
that we take off our cloths, she said that she did not want to but it would be OK if I did. 
So I did she examined my penis and she told me the proper name for my penis. She said 
that she had learned about it, in the girls only film at school. I ask her to tell me more 
about the film, she did not want to talk about it. Then she asked me if I wanted to see her 
breasts and she lifted her shirt to show me. At that age, I did not understand what the big 
deal was about breasts. A friend of mine from school, who had an older brother in high 
school. Said that as we got older, girl breasts would become a big turn on and seeing 
them would give us hardons. seeing grown up adults nude was repulsive to me body hair, 
smell skin things. Two girls that lived down street, went in to a garage to a house. We 
would play doctors there, we did this for two weeks. Some man told us to get out of 
there. The next day the garage was locked, in the back of this garage was a little room 
that was hidden. One of the girls and I went in to the little room and took off our cloths. 
In the room was a couch, I began to touch and feel the girl all over. I undressed her and 
laid on top of her, and started rubbing my penis on her vulva. We did this all day long, till 
the man stuck his head in to the window, and told us to get out of there. The next day the 
room was boarded up and we had to find a new place. One day I was home a lone, in my 
room I was masturbating having a good time with my self. Two older boys that I knew 
snuck in to my house, with out my knowing it. all of a sudden my door opened and there 
they stood. They are the ones that started the fag thing, It was all over school. When I 
was in the sixth grade, after school two girls asked me to come home with them. one of 
the girls was the sister of one of the boys that snuck in to my house. We got to the one 
girls house, her parent where not home, they were at work. The one girl ask me to go in 
to the bed room, it was a girls room canopy bed white room white shag carpet, stuffed 
animals. In the room the girls ask me to take off my cloths, and I did. I asked them why 
they where not taking off their cloths. They said that we aren't going to take off our 
cloths, you are, we want to see you, do your thing. One of the girls started to examine me 
and then she ask me, how do you do your sperm. She gently squeezing my penis and 
lifting it. Do your sperm for us, we want to see what it looks like. I had never ejaculated 
before, I did not know how it worked. The girls where pulling and squeezing, poking and 
probing at me. Having me lie back on the bed, looking me over from all angles. 
discussing the situation with each other, an asking me how I do my sperm, do your sperm 
for us. They where determined to make me ejaculate. One of the girls put her finger in to 
my rectum she used Vaseline on her finger, it hurt an she stooped. this went on for most 
of the afternoon, the next day at school the two girls sat next to me in class. teasing me, 
your dick is long, we are going to tell all the girls in school that you have a big dick. she 
would threaten to say to the hole class, that my penis is big and long. Then she would 
stand up an ask the teacher a question. Or tell the class that she saw my penis. this went 
on all day. that summer I had a friend who had two sisters. his step father was a 
photographer, who did a lot of nude photography. he had a lot of nude magazines we 
would look at them and masturbate we would have his sisters get naked and masturbate 
with us. one day we where doing our little sessions and I had my first ejaculation. His 
sisters saw this and said yew sperm, and after that my sexual stimulation went a way. It 
took a while for it to come back, then they did not want to masturbate, not if you are 
going to do your sperm. The next day we masturbated, I ejaculated a gain, the girls and 
my friend did not like this, you might get your sperm on the magazines. The girls did not 
want to get any on them we would tease the girls. Saying to them, that if that any got any 
sperm on them, that they would get pregnant. at that time kiddy porn was legal, I would 
have jumped right in to it. I was pretty lucky that I had never run into any adults that 
would given me a place to go to enjoy sex or child molester, may be for my own good, at 
that age I was pretty open about sex. but I did not think of adults as being sexuaI. Did not 
want my parents to know about my sex life. I would hide it from them by keeping it a 
secret from adults. I manage to hidden from adults sex play was something that did not 
want them to catch me at. I am sorry about the first E-mail with all the mistakes an type 
O's something came up and I rushed it off. 

