I am now 30 years old, white male. I remember when I was 11 or 12, I used to go next 
door to my parents friends house until my step-father and mother got home. While 
wanting one day I decided to try out something I saw one of my step-fathers porn mags. I 
would play with (masturbate) the children next door. They were around 6 and 7 I think. 
The seven year old wanted to do more things so I would let him play with me I sucked 
him a few times but did not enjoy it much though he seemed to. Then one day I asked 
him to suck me, but instead he bit me as he didn't understand what I wanted. After that I 
did not want to do it any more. 

When I was about 13 my cousin (male) and I would watch his sisters on the toilet this 
aroused us. So we thought up a game which allowed us to watch them with their consent. 
His sisters were about 11 and 7 I think. Basically it was a card game after watching we 
eventually got into sex. They did not like having sex with their brother but they were 
okay about me. 

I continued having a sexual relationship with my cousin the 11 year old until she met her 
current husband, she had just turned sixteen. Her brother finished with her after about a 
year. Only my best friend and one of my brothers, and my current partner know of my 
relationship with my cousin. None know of my times with those young boys. 

