Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. Fantasies about My Lost Bibi by Naseer-ood-Deen Shah It was about one year back that I married my lovely Bibi, Mehnaz. Mehnaz was one of the loveliest Aurats of our Shahr, and was famous for her beauty and grace. She was a wonderful Aurat with large breasts which were very good to chuso. Her Kussi was pink and very hairy. I liked to chuso that too. She always tasted very good and I loved the smell of her garm Kussi. I loved to play with her large white Nabur (buttocks), which was a work of art. One night she was very garm, and she told me that she was strongly attracted to Kala (black) men. I was surprised. But then what shocked me most was when she told me that she had, prior to our sacred Islamic marriage, bokked (mated) with Sudra males. She said their Zubbs (penises) were much bigger than us Safed (white) men and that they could remain hard for much longer as well. Then she told me that she really enjoyed the filled feeling that only a large black Sudra Lund could give her. Moreover, she also said that their Khags (testicles) were much bigger than Aryan men, and that she loved to feel them slap against her Nabur when she lay with Sudras. I did not know why she had told me this, and I think it was to humble and humiliate me, and thereby be able to dominate me. Indeed, this talk of hers did emasculate me, but also, strangely excited me. Later on that night my own small-sized Aryan Muslim Zubb was never harder than before. It was as if I was trying to compete with her old Sudra Yars. While chusoing her Kussi, I thought about the enormous Kala Habshi and Dravida Sudra Lunds which had pistoned inside of her and all the Dravidian and Habshee Thukm those powerful black weapons must have pumped into her Kussi. It also humbled me to know that that was the same Kussi I was chusoing. Alas, despite my best efforts, my short and weak pink Aryan Zubb was no match for those long and strong black Sudra Lingams. Ultimately, she left me and, after a talaq (divorce), married a Sudra man. He had newly converted to Islam, and was hence a so-called "Nau-Muslim". But, strangely, he kept his Dravidian name - I had heard that taking a Perso-Arabic or Aryan name was considered effeminate amongst Sudra males. I felt so worthless, and was like a defeated man after she left me. In particular, I developed a severe inferiority complex about the small size of my pink Aryan Zubb. But after a while I started to fantasize about her and her muscular black Sudra Yars on many different occasions. At times, I chusoed their heavy black Dravidian Khags as they slapped against her white Aryan buttocks. At other times, she was seated on top of me, in Begum-Ghulam pose, with a big strong Kala Sudra Goonda bokking her. His big black Sudra Zubb would go in and out of her Kussi, while her pink Kussi lips grabbed the Zubb on its outstroke, as if they did not want to let go. His big heavy Sudra testicles would slide over my face and I would lick his big black Sudra Nara, drinking the combination of her feminine Aryan Musulmani juices and his masculine Dravidian genital sweat. During other fantasies at night, she would sit onto my face after one of her Sudra Goonda yars had ejaculated into her and she forced his Thukm into my mouth. And since my lovely Bibi Mehnaz told me all that about Sudra men, another profound change has taken place inside of me. Previously, I used to enjoy all kinds of erotica. But after Mehnaz left me for a Sudra man, the only kind of erotica that excites me is, paradoxically, massively built black Sudra males mating with rosy-cheeked, fair-skinned Ashrafi Muslim women of my own qaum (race). The sight of a picture, illustration or painting of a huge Kala Kala Sudra Lingam stretching out a Safedi Safedi Musulmani Kussi excites me more than anything else. But the ultimate excitation is when I fantasize about my Bibi Mehnaz with a Sudra. I pray to Allah that I will meet her again and that she will let me see her bokk with her Nau-Muslim Sudra Showhar and fulfill my desire to clean her pure Safed Musulmani Kussi while his big Kala Sudra Nara pleasures her. The Endqarn00030_fantasies_lost_bibi