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Author: F. Diriger
Story: Trainingware
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Trainingware

First of nine parts.

WARNING This story has situations where painful discipline is associated with sexual arousal. If you find this offensive, please read no further!

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Story: A young woman in 2091 is hired by parents of a young man to provide disciplinary training; the technology for this has become extremely advanced!

-1-

David

In the kitchen I got a cup and put in a tea bag, then flashed some water into it and sat down at the table. Diane seemed preoccupied while I was making tea, but when I moved toward the table she looked up at me and smiled.

“You didn’t work very long,” she said. She seemed a bit distracted as she spoke, like she had something else on her mind.

“Well, I finished one of the things I had to do,” I answered. “So I thought I’d come and have some tea with you after all.”

Diane’s distraction increased as she tried to make conversation with me for the next several minutes, and when she finally got up from the table she gave the impression somehow of being extremely aware of her body. She told me rather abruptly that she had to do something and left the kitchen. I followed her upstairs to her room a minute later and saw the privacy light on her door, then went to my room and pulled out my viewer just in time to see her take something from a high shelf at the back of her closet. I hadn’t looked there when I was searching the room a few months earlier—it was Dad’s room too, so I was probably less thorough than I would have been normally—and I’d been too nervous an hour ago to ask Diane about her sex toys in Deep O-Mode. She was my stepmother, after all, and I was worried about doing anything too obvious that she might notice later, like keeping her in Trance too long.

I’d found it nerve-racking enough using her Keycode to create a compulsion that she wouldn’t notice the homebrain’s report of a security breach. The first time I’d hacked into the homebrain back in June to watch Diane, the security routine detected my modifications and I got caught. Dad and Diane decided to send me to a psychological agent after they found out.

* * *

I didn’t try to get out of psychological training right away, even though I’ve never had any trouble talking Dad around to what I want within a day or so. Dad was obviously upset by the nude vid-clips I’d taken of Diane and my step-sister Gwynn, so I decided to play along with what they told me to do until he and Diane calmed down. I expected the training sessions to be kind of boring, just a lot of mental training exercises to improve my maturity level, exercises I’d mostly avoided during my first six years of high school. Having my training overseen didn’t worry me. Sessions with my psychological agent only lasted seventy-five minutes a day, and I could always find an excuse to avoid doing homework.

I thought it was odd we all had to show up at the agent’s office on the first day to get Bonded so we couldn’t reveal any details of the training, but I didn’t expect to be talking about this anyway. It was embarrassing actually, since juvenile involuntaries were sent to psychological training when they got sentenced, and it wasn’t any picnic for them since the psychological agent used O-Mode compulsion, and I’d heard rumors of negative reinforcement if an involuntary didn’t follow directions without compulsion. I wasn’t guilty of any crimes, so I expected to keep my autonomy, but I figured the AI Council wanted some of the details of training kept secret. I hadn’t been able to find anything about it on the VirtWeb, not even on the hackers’ sites, so there had to be very strong security. I didn’t worry about this at the time though. In fact after our first visit when I got a look at my agent, I started looking forward to my sessions!

My psychological agent was Linda Fechtenbaum, a strikingly pretty woman who’d just finished college. She looked even younger than she was, and I felt attracted to her immediately. After a few sessions, I thought she also felt that way about me, not too surprising since people are always telling me how good looking I am. Most of the time, Linda sounded very professional, but sometimes her eyes would suddenly focus on my crotch or my butt and her voice, still talking about trivia, would take on a sultry, teasing tone. When I’d notice this, I’d start flushing and getting an erection, and she’d immediately return to acting totally professional. But she had a slightly smug expression afterward, as if she knew what she was doing and enjoyed the way it affected me. Once I was convinced she was doing it purposely, I started having serious fantasies about her every night. Since she was usually so bossy, trying to impose her authority during the sessions, in my fantasies I turned the tables and dominated HER, picturing what I’d do to her at the BAD SOMA VirtSite if she lost a high-forfeit bet!

Most of the time I spent in sessions wasn’t very stimulating though. Linda gave me dull tests and assigned me interactive mental exercises to do at home. I resisted, of course, since I was proud of not knuckling under to authority. I was always getting into mild scrapes in school because of that, but I could usually avoid real trouble since I was good at talking my way out of things. I was also the youngest kid at my class level at school, a child-prodigy at 18 in all the technical subjects, so most teachers made allowances.

Linda didn’t seem angry when I resisted her direction, but she didn’t stop trying to get me to cooperate either, and I couldn’t kid her along the way I did with my teachers. As my psychological agent she knew my Keycode, and her job was to understand all my motivations, so she spent a lot of time examining my memories in deep O-Mode at the beginning of every session. I was resigned to this in a general way, but I got a shock when Linda told me one day that she was aware of my erotic fantasies about her. She said she didn’t think it was appropriate for me to be viewing her erotically, and my fantasies about dominating her denigrated her authority role. My face got very hot while she was talking, since I’d never had anybody pry into my private thoughts that way, but I noticed she still didn’t really sound angry. In fact her voice sounded kind of mischievous, almost teasing, as if she was saying I was a bad boy and wondering what she was going to do with me. Then she made a remark in the same tone of voice that shocked me a little.

“You know, David, most of the training subjects who come to see me are subject to physical correction.” Linda smiled and looked at me carefully. “I punish them if they don’t follow my instructions.”

Her words worried me. I knew what she was saying was probably true when she dealt with involuntary discipline subjects, and I’d seen rumors on the VirtWeb about physical punishment. But of course I’d never committed any crimes, and Linda was still smiling, so I decided she was probably just teasing me again.

“But those are involuntaries you’re talking about, right? I’m here as a private patient, so you don’t have that kind of authority over me. You’re just trying to make me nervous so I’ll follow your orders. Am I right?”

Linda sat smiling at me for several seconds without responding, and I found myself becoming increasingly apprehensive.

“Come on, Linda!” I said. “You’ve brought up a very scary scenario, and I want to know if you’re seriously claiming that you have authority to punish me.”

“I didn’t say I was going to punish you right now,” Linda answered, with a teasing emphasis on ‘right now’, as if punishment was only being postponed. “I haven’t established a psychological baseline for you yet, so I won’t know what training option is appropriate until I’ve finished.”

“You’re not answering my question!” I said. “Do you have the AUTHORITY to punish me?”

“No, I don’t have that authority at this time,” she said flatly.

I felt a certain amount of relief and started to ask what she meant by saying, “at this time,” but she got ahead of me.

“And I’m not going to answer any hypothetical questions about what training option you’re likely to have, and what kind of authority I’ll have over you once that’s been settled. Why don’t you just try to be more cooperative, and follow my directions better? I’ve been asking you for over a week to do this sequence of mental training exercises at home, and you keep coming back with ridiculous excuses, which I know very well are fabrications . . .”

She went on like that in a lecturing tone, and I decided this was just a mind game she was using to get me to do boring homework. The teasing note in her voice when she mentioned physical correction kind of confirmed that she wasn’t being totally serious, and I thought she might just be bringing up the idea to see how I reacted. That evening I started fantasizing about Linda punishing me with a paddle or switch, just like a tough BAD SOMA forfeit, and I got very excited thinking about it. My excitement was only magnified by the knowledge that Linda would be likely to learn my fantasy when she examined me in Deep O-Mode the next day! Of course after I was done, I was embarrassed that I’d gotten excited about being punished—it was a loss of dignity for Linda to see me as a pathetic submissive.

After that I made it a point of honor to not do the homework exercises, but in every other way I tried to act as polite and thoughtful with everyone as I could, so I wouldn’t leave any openings for Linda to gain more authority over me. I also paid a lot more attention to the interactive tests I was taking. I thought I could avoid responses that might make me seem anti-social. I’d heard it was impossible to fool tests like this—the maturity level tests especially—but I noticed a lot of trick questions once I started paying attention, and I thought I was learning to avoid some of the traps.

I knew Linda called Dad and Diane in for a conference on Wednesday of the second week that took the place of my own regular session, and she gave me a real shock when I met with her on Thursday.

“I talked with your parents yesterday, David. You’re still going out of your way to be uncooperative about doing mental training exercises at home, and your sexual fantasies about me seem almost calculated to attack my authority. Your parents and I have agreed that I’m going to administer a series of whippings until you’re properly motivated to do what I tell you.”

It took a minute before I believed she was serious. A series of whippings! It sounded so brutal! I’d never been whipped in my life, and didn’t know anybody who had. Of course I’d experienced muted paddlings when I lost a bet with one of the girls who show up at the BAD SOMA VirtSite, but that was pretty tame stuff compared to what Linda seemed to be talking about. At the same time, I noticed she didn’t sound at all angry, so maybe she was just trying to scare me.

But I immediately started trying to talk my way out of what Linda was threatening, just in case she was serious. I argued that all a whipping would accomplish would be to intimidate me, and I couldn’t believe that’s what she wanted. But Linda answered immediately that intimidation was an important factor in Disciplinary Praxis—the only way she could overcome my resistance to authority and make me extinguish my selfish core attitudes. She was still smiling as she said this, but I was beginning to feel frightened anyway! I tried to keep arguing, but after a few exchanges Linda just ignored what I was saying and put me into O-Mode so I couldn’t talk. Then she led me into another room, next to her office, toward something that looked like an oddly shaped chaise lounge, with a hump in the middle and a very thin surface.

Then she told me to take all my clothes off.

I obeyed immediately of course, then stood in a relaxed position, as you do when you’re waiting for the next command in O-Mode. But O-Mode didn’t inure me to my situation, and I immediately got a rock-hard erection, humiliated, and at the same time sexually excited to be naked in front of Linda this way.

Linda ignored my erection, and told me to lie forward on what she called the positioner, pointing at the odd-looking sofa. I quickly understood the reason for the strange shape as I located foot stirrups at one end and stepped into them, then knelt into what looked like soccer shin guards, and lay forward, my erection protruding between the leg-rests that split as I knelt down. I fell into a crouching posture, my knees bent and my ass in a high exposed position on the humped section. My upper body draped down in front, with my arms almost in a position for push-ups, everything comfortably supported by depressions in the surface that seemed made-to-measure for my body. Linda used some control and I felt restraints clicking into place around all the joints in my legs and arms, including my shoulders and upper thighs, and another around belt level. Then the positioner rose a few feet off the floor and bent further in the middle, until I was bent about 90 degrees at the hips and my behind was even more prominent. A moment later Linda dropped me out of O-Mode.

“It’s not a good idea to whip someone in Obedience Mode, David,” Linda said, “so you’re being physically restrained. You can test your bonds if you like.”

She walked to the other side of the room, and I tested my restraints by trying to move. They were intimidatingly firm, and I felt almost ready to cry as I pictured what was going to happen next. When Linda walked back to my side I saw she was holding something that looked like a very broad ruler with a handle. It was about two feet long and nearly three inches wide, and I suddenly realized it was a paddle she was going to use on me—I whimpered a little as I took it in. Linda walked to the side of the sofa, just a few feet from my behind sticking up in the air, and without any preliminaries at all slapped my behind with the paddle. It was a humiliating shock, but at the same time I was relieved that it didn’t hurt as much as I’d feared.

“I’m starting off with easy slaps to habituate you,” Linda said. “I’ll gradually make them harder. I don’t want it to be too much of a shock all at once when I start full whipping strength.”

Then the slaps started again and built up until they really hurt. I could feel my buttocks starting to get desensitized after several slaps, which was obviously the point of a warm-up like this. At the beginning when the slaps still weren’t very hard, I started feeling tremendous sexual excitement. This wasn’t just a virtual experience: it was like fantasies I’d had of actually being whipped by a beautiful woman—or, more often, whipping a beautiful woman, but it was sexy to be in the submissive role too.

After a while though, the slaps got too hard to be a turn-on. I kept trying to talk to Linda as long as I could, asking her to stop, but as the slaps got harder I saved my breath. I was panting and making small yelps now, but the strength of the slaps eventually stopped increasing so I was convinced that this was it as hard as it was going to get. I pictured my butt getting pretty sore if Linda kept this up long enough, but I hadn’t started crying! Instead, the pain of the paddle on my behind made me angry, and I was determined not to give Linda any satisfaction. If she thought she was going to intimidate me this way, she was wrong. Suddenly I heard a little electronic “beep” that seemed to come from the paddle Linda was holding, and she spoke again.

“Now it’s time for your whipping, David,”

I quailed when I realized what Linda meant, and suddenly I felt an explosion of pain on my ass, and I screamed! A few seconds later, there was another, that hurt even more if that was possible, and I screamed again, and from then on didn’t stop screaming. Another one came, and another, spaced out about three seconds apart, an excruciating delay that made me anticipate them more than if they’d been close together! I couldn’t count the slaps because they hurt so much! All I could think of was the next one that was coming! I was screaming continuously, like a lost soul, and I couldn’t think of anything but the pain. If I could have put words together, I would have begged Linda to stop and promised to do anything she said! So much for my resistance to authority. But right from the first, I was screaming too much to get any words out. The pain was AWFUL! It was GHASTLY!

After what seemed a very long time, I realized that the next slap wasn’t coming. I’d been screaming without pause almost from the beginning and it took a few minutes to wind down after my whipping was finished. I trailed off slowly into normal crying, with small choking sobs that made it hard to catch my breath.

And the worst part was that Linda DIDN’T think my whipping was finished!

“You’ve had twenty-four slaps so far,” she said in a loud voice, to be heard over my crying. “I think you’re going to need another round of whipping, but I had to stop because you were losing too much sensitivity in your buttocks. I’ll check back with you a little later.”

With that, she walked out of the room and left me lying there. All I could think of for a while was how she’d be coming back to whip me again—I was terrified of a repetition of the pain I’d just been through! But after she’d been gone a few minutes, I started thinking of other things. I felt more humiliated than ever by the position I was in, bent over face down with my red ass in the air. For some reason I felt more exposed now than when I first lay down on the positioner. It felt like there were army ants crawling around on my behind and stinging me there. I knew it was probably just returning circulation, but it stung a LOT! And I’d only had twenty-four slaps! I would have guessed fifty!

During the whipping I’d lost my erection when the slaps started to really hurt during the warm-up. But now, exposed and sore as I felt, I was starting to feel a perverse excitement—I was getting turned on by my own pain and humiliation! My cock was fully erect, tingling with a sensitivity that began making it impossible to think about anything else, and I knew that if I could just stroke it a few times, I’d get off immediately. The whole situation of having Linda whip me was excruciatingly arousing now that it was over for a few minutes and I could sublimate the remaining pain into sexual excitement. I tried to thrust my hips to make contact against the positioner, but I was only able to twist in my restraints enough to touch my cock very lightly against one of the leg supports. It was just enough contact to frustrate me, not nearly enough to let me get off.

I gave up and tried to think constructively through my haze of arousal, about my situation and what I could do about it, but I didn’t come up with any ideas. I was restrained so tightly I couldn’t move an inch, and my behind was still stinging like fire. What struck me most was how enlarged I felt back there, like my whole ass was hot and swollen!

I began to feel angry about what Linda was doing. What right did she have to hurt me and humiliate me like this? I couldn’t believe Dad and Diane had given her permission to whip me! Well . . . anyway not a whipping that involved as much pain as this! Of course Linda was a psychological agent, but there must be some limit to what she could do to somebody under her authority who hadn’t really done much of anything to be punished. There must be a professional

society that licensed psychological agents, and maybe I could get her into trouble with the AI council for doing this . . .

Suddenly I heard the door open and Linda’s footsteps walking toward me. She was coming up from behind where I was faced on the positioner, so I couldn’t see if she had the broad ruler-like paddle with her, but I thought she probably did and I was immediately terrified again. I started crying and begging her not to hit me any more.

“O-Mode David,” Linda said, and I got the feeling of willingness to let someone make my decisions that I’d been familiar with since I was a little kid. Most parents have a high enough Maturity index that they’re licensed to use O-Mode to check their children don’t get into bad habits or do things that could hurt them.

“Tell me what you’ve been doing and thinking while I was out of the room,” Linda said. Since I was just in normal O-Mode, I was going to remember everything about this conversation.

“I, uh, started by thinking about how scared I was of more whipping and how sore my behind felt,” I answered immediately. “And then I got my erection back and I was really horny, so I tried to rub it against the positioner leg . . .” I began to feel intense embarrassment again, as I realized what I was saying. I’d always been in Deep O-Mode when Linda asked me about my fantasies, so I never remembered the conversations later.

“Uh huh,” Linda interrupted. “And did you have any thoughts about your whipping or about me in relation to your whipping?”

“Yes,” I said. “I started to get mad about how you were treating me, and I was wondering if I could get you in trouble with your professional society or the AI Council.”

I felt a rush of fear as I realized how poor an argument this was that I’d learned my lesson from the whipping I’d had so far! And Linda might be mad at me for planning to get her in trouble!

“Did you have any thoughts of being intimidated?” Linda probed, “Of thinking that you’d better behave yourself or you’ll get more whipping?”

“Uh. I felt intimidated,” I answered. “Especially right after. But I didn’t think about how I should behave.”

“Well, I think I can make that connection during this next round. Drop O-Mode. I’m going to start building up the slaps again now. My punishment wand readings show you’re much more sensitive again.”

“Wait, Linda,” I called out as soon as I could talk again out of O-Mode. “This punishment isn’t going to work! It’s a sham!” If begging didn’t work, I’d try to talk my way out of more whipping. If only she wouldn’t ignore me!

“Why do you think that, David?” She sounded willing to listen for just a moment, to find out if I had anything worth discussing before she started whipping me again.

“You said one of the reasons you’re doing this is so I’ll stop fantasizing about you sexually. But whipping me like this won’t do that. The pain is ghastly when you’re actually doing it, but I got aroused right after it stopped, and I was thinking of you. This isn’t going to stop me from thinking about you sexually!” I thought this was a pretty good argument, since it was perfectly true—right now it was nearly impossible to think of anything BUT Linda and my nudity and my erection and getting whipped, all mixed together.

Linda answered in a lecturing tone I’d always tuned out. “My main reason for whipping you, David, is to increase my authority. You have a set of basic attitudes that isolate you from others and justify your innate selfishness. This has extremely bad effects on your Maturity index. Your attitudes right now place you just this side of criminally delinquent, and that justifies the whippings. Remember that you’re going to be getting a series of whippings; there’ll be one every day until I’m satisfied. The object is to make you sufficiently intimidated that you’ll cooperate in extinguishing inappropriate attitudes. Intimidation is only the first step of course, but it’s a necessary one, and this is a very common form of training.”

“Well how many whippings am I going to get? When will I be done, according to you?” The position I was in made me feel much too vulnerable to be cross-examining Linda like this, but if I could keep her talking I might have a chance to convince her.

“Your progress is up to you,” Linda answered. “If you can apply a little rational thought and realize you have no alternative but to work at those interactive mental exercises I gave you, you’ll learn how to extinguish some of these attitudes. But it will be very difficult to extinguish the core attitudes that support your selfishness, since you won’t want to give them up. So you need to fear what will happen if you fail to satisfy me. There’ll be more to do after that, but I’ll be able to depend on you after several weeks to follow directions without any further encouragement, because you’ll be too afraid of backsliding and getting whipped again.”

“But what about my sexual fantasies about you?” I asked, desperate to drive my point across, “You’re not going to change that by doing this to me!”

“Actually, these sessions will extinguish your arousal in this situation,” Linda answered. “The punishment wand I’m using is nano-engineered so it can be set to the extremely high pain intensity appropriate for this training option, without any real physical damage. You’ll be sore for the rest of the day, but it won’t break any blood vessels—you won’t bruise deeply—and you’ll feel normal after about twelve hours. I’ll be able to whip you every day for weeks, until you’re completely intimidated, and by the end of that time you’ll be too concerned about satisfying me that your behavior is acceptable to think of me sexually. Also, a few weeks of whippings are very taxing physically. The pain intensity for this training option is clinically traumatic, meant to override any of your normal desires, and you’ll lose your sexual interpretation of the whippings by the end.”

“But that—that’s awful!” I was horrified by Linda’s description. “You’re talking about terrible physical trauma!”

“About the same as abdominal surgery, yes.” Linda sounded like she was giving an answer to a classroom. “And you really do have a medical problem, David, although it’s psychological rather than physical. It just turns out that physical treatment will work in your case.”

“You call whippings like this a treatment?” I was yelling, and I heard Linda say, “No more talking now.” Then she started my second whipping series.

I was very sore already, so the warm-up hurt more and didn’t make me as insensitive as it had the first time. When I heard the “beep” from the punishment wand again, signaling the real whipping was beginning, I started screaming continuously, a siren screech, punctuated with even louder screams as each new slap landed. I couldn’t believe how much it hurt! I was a creature of the moment, even worse than before, and it seemed to go on forever! When it finally stopped, I kept screaming for awhile, and then ended up bawling for several minutes before I was able to draw a full shaky breath. Linda was moving somewhere behind me and I was in constant fear that she’d give me more slaps. When I finally quieted down she came up beside me again, and I cried louder and begged her not to hurt me anymore.

“Are you beginning to feel intimidated now, David?” Linda asked, “Are you motivated to do what I tell you? The length and harshness of the whippings are up to me, you know. Are you going to be good?” She had that teasing note in her voice again!

“Yes, Linda,” I answered through my sobs, “I’ll do whatever you say from now on, I promise!”

Suddenly Linda brought the wand down on my behind again at full whipping strength, and I screamed. And again, and I hadn’t finished my first scream, but I screamed a second time. And again, and now I was screaming continuously, expecting another slap, but it didn’t come and I got myself under control after about a minute. Linda waited for this before she spoke again.

“I don’t want you to call me by my first name, anymore, David. You can call me ‘Ma’am’ or ‘Ms Fechtenbaum’. Do you think you can remember that?” And suddenly I felt another terrible slap on my behind.

“Yes, Ma’am,” I yelled out as soon as I could, before I’d stopped screaming really, so I wasn’t very intelligible. “I promise I’ll never call you by your first name again.”

“Don’t yell, David,” she said, and I felt another explosive slap, then heard Linda raising her voice to be heard over my screaming. “I want you to be polite and answer me civilly.” I sobbed that I would, that I’d do anything she said, but she kept talking.

“And how about those mental exercises I’ve been asking you to do? Will you work on them tonight?”

“Yes, Ma’am!” Suddenly I felt another slap and I screamed again.

“You’re sure you won’t forget?”

“No Ma’am! Please! Please!” I was really terrified now, since I didn’t know how long this was going to go on, or even what the rules were. I thought Linda was just punishing me to be arbitrary now, because she enjoyed hurting me and making me plead with her. Then I had a fleeting thought that I should stop even thinking of her as Linda so I wouldn’t slip when I spoke to her.

“Fine,” she said, with that teasing note still in her voice. “See that you don’t forget! I want to see good progress by tomorrow!” And she gave me three more explosive slaps. Then while I was still screaming, I felt the positioner sink back down to the floor and constraints around my body snap open. A moment later, through my sobbing, I heard her say, “You can get up and get dressed now, David. Your session time is up.”

After a minute of trying to catch my breath, I got up slowly from the positioner. I felt like I was stiff from lying in one position too long, and of course my behind was unbelievably sore. My erection was trying to come up again, and I didn’t want . . . Ms Fechtenbaum to see me that way. She’d already left the room but she might come back, so I walked slowly over to my clothes and pulled them on. I felt a little dizzy, but I came back to normal quickly as I dressed. My behind hurt like fire just from making contact with my underpants.

I walked carefully out the door to the main office and started out to the street, but Ms Fechtenbaum called to me before I could get out the door.

“David!” And she paused as I stopped and turned to her, then with a mean smile and a teasing voice that convinced me she was enjoying my humiliation, she said, “You’d better not do anything bad before I see you again tomorrow. I’m sure you wouldn’t want me to be annoyed with you when I whip you again!”

The hairs on the back of my neck went up as I felt a chill of fear! When Ms Fechtenbaum looked down at her work again, I fled out the front door.

-2-

I caught a flexicar home, but when I thoughtlessly tried to sit down I yelled and jumped up again when my behind touched the seat. I was grateful there was nobody else in the car to see me like this, and that thought made me start crying again. Then I felt my erection, urgently demanding, and when I got home I went right up to my room to stroke off. It only took about sixty seconds from start to finish, and ended with an extremely intense climax. Afterward I lay in bed on my stomach and tried to figure out how to avoid another whipping.

I had an O-Mode compulsion to go to daily sessions at Ms Fechtenbaum’s office, so I couldn’t escape what she was planning until I managed to talk Dad and Diane into ending my training. I was confident I could do that eventually, but I wasn’t sure I could manage it in one day, and I cringed at the thought of going to my training session for another whipping tomorrow! A half-hour after arriving home I stroked off a second time, feeling perverse excitement again from the stinging pain still radiating from my behind and the memory of my arousal in the positioner. After I was done, I marveled that I’d felt turned on between whipping rounds, when it was such an intimidating and painful situation!

When Dad and Diane got home for dinner, I went downstairs to talk with them. I’d always been able to talk Dad into letting me do what I wanted in the past, but I noticed that he’d become harder to convince recently, so I’d planned my strategy carefully. The way I felt, I was sure I could start crying at will, and I knew they’d both be on my side if I could look pathetic enough. When I saw Dad and Diane in the kitchen and started talking, my voice sounded hoarse from all the screaming I’d done, and realized I could use that to dramatize my awful experience.

I confirmed that Dad and Diane already knew about the whipping I’d just been through—I’d been the only one who didn’t know what I was in for when I arrived at my session that afternoon! When I started sounding them out about why they felt I needed this kind of punishment, Dad seemed a little defensive. He kept saying that the training was for my own good, and emphasizing that nobody was all that upset with my natural curiosity about women’s bodies; it was my general demeanor that was the problem.

Diane looked a little less sure of the part about women’s bodies. She’d been clearly offended when she saw the nude vid clips I took of her through the house monitor cameras, but she’d been furious when she found the vid clips of her daughter Gwynn. I wished I hadn’t kept those: Gwynn was undeveloped at the time, and her nude vid clips weren’t that much of a turn-on for me, but they were going to make it hard for me to get sympathy from Diane. She kept harping on how Gwynn looked up to me and thought of me as a model of what other boys were like, so it was a terrible thing for me to take advantage of her trust that way. I thought I was a pretty good model of what other boys are like, actually. All the guys I knew liked looking at naked girls.

I was listening carefully to what they were saying about my sessions, and it was discouraging since Dad and Diane both sounded like they’d been brainwashed by Ms Fechtenbaum. It was going to be a real challenge to change their minds quickly. But I had to succeed! I couldn’t stand the idea of going back again tomorrow for another whipping! I started telling them what the session was like, how painful and humiliating it was, and pretty soon I started crying.

“And then at the end,” I sobbed, “she was just tormenting me for no reason. Asking me if I’d remember to do the interactive mental exercises I had for homework and whipping me, and then even when I promised I would, whipping me again and saying, ‘You’d better!’ She did that kind of thing over and over, like she was PLAYING with me. And then when I was leaving, she said I’d better see to it she wasn’t annoyed with me when she whipped me again tomorrow! And she leered at me, like she was looking forward to hurting me again! I’m positive she enjoys hurting me!” I stopped for a minute to cry, and I could see Dad was getting upset and Diane looked sympathetic.

“And the pain was awful! It was terrible! If, uh, Ms Fechtenbaum hadn’t been using some kind of nanotech paddle to whip me, my butt would probably be bloody right now!” At this point they both noticed that I was standing up to talk because it hurt too much to sit down.

Dad looked like he was about to speak but hesitated, then said, “Let me see it, Davey.”

I flushed. “Can we go into the next room? Diane doesn’t have to see too, right?”

They both got poker faces, like they were trying to keep from smiling at my reaction, but Dad walked into the next room with me and I pulled down my pants in back. I realized my modesty seemed irrational since I’d been watching Diane naked for a month, but I knew that if I pulled down my pants with her watching I’d get an obvious erection. Diane is really beautiful, a natural redhead with a terrific figure. She’s twelve years younger than Dad, and I’d just met her for the first time less than a year before. I didn’t remember my real Mom, but Diane sure didn’t seem like a Mom to me. I fantasized about her constantly, especially after I hacked into the homebrain so I could watch her taking showers and stuff. They’d found all my vid clips when I got caught of course, since they made me tell them everything in deep O-Mode, so now I had to depend on my visual memory when I fantasized about her. But my memory is pretty good!

After I pulled down my pants in the dining room, Dad touched his fingers to the left cheek, which made me jump and cry out. “OK,” he said in an unhappy voice. “Sorry. You can get dressed again.”

We walked back into the living room and Dad answered Diane’s inquisitive look. “Well, it does look pretty bad—a very angry red, and still quite sore.”

“And Ms Fechtenbaum said it would all fade away in twelve hours,” I said, beginning to feel sorry for myself again after hearing Dad sympathetic. “It’s because the nano-technology in the punishment wand avoids deep bruising! You can ask her if that isn’t true! And this is the way it looks after four hours, almost five!” I felt like crying again, but thought I could control it. Then I realized that was stupid since it was what got me the most sympathy, and I started crying again.

“And the way she described the whippings,” I went on. “Every day, day after day, for weeks! She admitted it was awful physical trauma— she compared it to abdominal surgery!” I was really crying uncontrollably now, thinking about what I’d have to face tomorrow if I couldn’t convince Dad and Diane to let me out of it. “I can’t stand the idea of going back every day and having a session like this!” I sobbed, raising my voice. “If you make me do it by compulsion, I’ll kill myself!”

Dad immediately put me into O-Mode himself. I should have realized he’d do it if I made that kind of threat.

“O-Mode,” he said. And then a second later, “Are you seriously telling us you’d commit suicide, Davey?”

I answered quickly, “No. I wouldn’t.” I thought of how to add something true that would still make the point I wanted. “I was just dramatizing how I felt. I’m terrified of having to go back.”

“Well I think it’s too much for him,” Diane suddenly interjected. “Is everything else you’ve told us about the training session true, Davey?”

“Yes.” I couldn’t cry in O-Mode, of course, but I couldn’t lie either, and I knew that they’d believe anything I said flatly like this.

“And it was as hard to take as you say? Terribly painful?”

“Yes,” I answered. “The pain was awful. I was screaming constantly, right from the beginning—that’s why I’m hoarse now. And if I have to go back I’ll get whipped again tomorrow.”

I saw Dad looking like he was going to cry himself. He exchanged a facial signal with Diane, then dropped me out of O-Mode. Neither of them ever kept me under for more than a minute or so, and I was pretty sure they never pried into any of my private thoughts. There are rules that parents shouldn’t be too intrusive except in special circumstances, and I thought Dad actually left me a lot more privacy than the rules required. Lucky for me!

Diane spoke again: “Hugh, you know I was the one who believed Davey needed some outside discipline—I thought he was being too much of a brat all the time, and of course his Maturity index is terribly low for his age. But I didn’t expect anything like this! I think we should withdraw him from the sessions with Ms Fechtenbaum. Maybe we can find another psychological agent who isn’t so extreme . . .”

I hadn’t expected Diane would be the one to weaken first, but I knew an opportunity when I saw it.

“You don’t need to send me to another psychological agent!” I interjected. “I’ve learned my lesson! I promise I’ll stop being a . . . a brat, and I’ll do my house tasks!” Here I lowered my voice and looked straight at Diane, “And I promise not to ever do anything like what I did to, uh, spy on you and Gwynn before. I’m sorry I invaded your privacy like that.”

Dad looked a little uncertain. He went easy on me most of the time, but I’d been getting into scrapes like this all my life, and he wasn’t stupid—he didn’t think I was going to change my whole personality just like that. But Diane smiled.

“I’m glad to hear you apologize, Davey,” she said. “It really bothered me that you never did before, like you thought you had a perfect right to spy on us that way.” After a pause, “But I don’t mean to bring all that up again. You’ve made an adult apology and I accept it.”

Then she stood up and gave me a hug, and I was so emotional right then I started crying again.

“Do you agree, Hugh?” Diane asked, “Davey doesn’t have to go back, and we see if he can reform before we consider another psychological agent?”

Dad hesitated for a moment, and I didn’t think he was completely sold, but then he threw his arms up and said, “OK! But I know what Linda Fechtenbaum will say when we tell her. She warned us that Davey’s early training sessions would be intense, and we agreed to stick with the training for at least two weeks.”

“But we didn’t know she was going to brutalize him! I think we ought to ask HER a few questions. Like why was she taunting him at the end, and why did she scare him, saying she’d whip him every day for weeks, when she told us it would get a lot easier after the first three or four days?”

“Yeah . . . I agree. I think we ought to call her and keep Davey here so we can cross check what went on.”

I’d just had a moment of relief when Dad agreed to let me out of training, figuring it was all settled. But at the thought of talking with Ms Fechtenbaum and giving her a chance to argue on the other side, I got frightened again. She’d been putting me in deep O-Mode every day for almost two weeks to learn all my motivations—no privacy there—and she probably knew a lot of my guilty secrets that might make Dad and Diane change their minds about not sending me to more sessions. I tried to argue against calling Ms Fechtenbaum, but Dad was adamant.

“Zapraddy,” Dad said to the wallscreen, “Access phone hours for Linda Fechtenbaum.”

“Linda Fechtenbaum is currently taking calls. Do you wish to connect?”

“Zapraddy: Yes.

Ms Fechtenbaum came up on the wallscreen within seconds, looking extremely pretty and professional. I’d been fantasizing about her ever since we first met and I thought I knew her features well, but somehow she looked different. After a moment I realized it was because I was actually physically afraid of her!

“Davey’s here,” Dad said, without any preamble, “And he’s told us some disturbing things about the session today.”

Ms Fechtenbaum’s face didn’t show much reaction, but I think she seemed a bit impatient. She answered quickly in a professional-sounding voice.

“Mr Carmody, I explained yesterday that David would be doing everything he could to get out of his training once the punishment sessions started. The first few days are extremely difficult for him.”

Dad hesitated, then said: “Well Davey’s been telling us that you were taunting him and whipping him arbitrarily at the end. And his backside looks raw even now, nearly five hours later. He says the whipping was excruciating, and he told us all this in O-Mode. I don’t think you made it clear how bad it was going to be.”

“The boy is just brutalized!” Diane broke in, “And he said that when he was leaving you implied you were looking forward to whipping him again. He’s terrified!”

Ms. Fechtenbaum did something on her desk and the screen split to show some sort of graph on the bottom with her face above it.

“Here’s the chart of David’s resistance to authority up until five hours ago. Log time-scale on the bottom axis from the time I first met with him until he left my office today. The final session takes up about one-third of the time axis on the right. As you can see his resistance is almost constant and quite high, just below true delinquent range.” She did something else and another chart was brought in to overlay the first.

“Here’s the overlay that shows David’s confidence—ah— basically that he has a right to do whatever he wants, and no human authority has any right to stop him. As you can see, there was a precipitous drop during the session we had today. Disciplinary Science shows this kind of drop is a needed precursor to extinguishing resistance to authority of the kind that David exhibits.”

She waited a moment while we all had a look at the graph. It kind of scared me to see a chart of my reaction in plain sight like this, a quantification of how I was reacting to my whipping. Then she dropped the graph and appeared again full screen.

“OK,” Dad said, “So what you’re saying is that it’s working. That’s good to hear, but our real problem now is how hard this is on Davey. He said you were using some sort of nanotech paddle that allowed you to hit him harder and cause him more pain—that if you’d used a normal paddle, you probably would have beaten him bloody.”

Ms. Fechtenbaum hesitated before replying. “That’s possibly true. The punishment wand provides a setting for pain intensity, and it was set at a high level recommended for this training mode. I told you yesterday that the training is clinically traumatic in its effect. In fact the mode is named ‘traumatic training’, which means that David will exhibit one-trial learning. For example, I told him today to stop calling me ‘Linda’ and refer to me as ‘Ms Fechtenbaum’, and I doubt he’ll be able to resist doing that from now on.”

Ms Fechtenbaum paused for a moment, looking directly at me, and I felt a surge of physical fear as I remembered how I’d felt when she told me not to call her ‘Linda’—how terrified I’d been, ready to do anything she asked.

“So you’re right,’ Ms Fechtenbaum continued. “The paddling is extremely painful. But this is the only way we can accomplish what’s necessary in forty days of meetings over a six to eight month period. We’re trying to change David’s whole personality set, you know. He enjoys being able to do whatever he wants all the time, so we need an extremely strong disincentive that will overcome his other desires.”

“I guess I didn’t grasp what you meant when you said the training was clinically traumatic yesterday,” Dad said. Then he paused and asked, “Is it true that you taunted him at the end and acted arbitrary about whipping him more?”

“Yes. That’s also recommended procedure. I need to get across to him that I’m in charge of his punishment—that it isn’t just a mechanical thing. Acting arbitrarily like that makes him realize that not doing what I tell him will mean more punishment.”

“I think you enjoy that part, don’t you?” Diane broke in angrily. Ms Fechtenbaum didn’t answer, but gave Diane a sympathetic look implying that she understood the stress she was under, and Diane seemed less sure of herself after that. Shit! Ms Fechtenbaum was really good at this!

“You told us that things would get much easier after the first few sessions,” Dad said. “But Davey said you told him to expect a whipping every day for weeks. He’s badly frightened, and he threatened suicide. He wasn’t really serious, just dramatizing, but I don’t even like to hear him dramatize about something like that! How do you explain the difference between what you told us and what you told Davey?”

Ms. Fechtenbaum gave a little sigh. “As I explained in our meeting, Mr Carmody, I need to impress David in every way I can that this is serious. Thinking he has a long series of whippings coming would do that, so I exaggerated the likely duration. Actually, most patients are fully motivated to cooperate after only three or four punishment sessions, and I believed I could drop back to maintenance with David after that, just giving punishments when he resisted progress. There probably wouldn’t be any further need for whipping at all after I extinguished his selfish core attitudes.”

I was getting scared again, because everything Ms Fechtenbaum said sounded so reasonable. Dad and Diane were nodding, and I was afraid they were becoming convinced.

“Explaining all this in front of David makes it harder though, which is why I asked you yesterday not to talk with him about it. Now that he knows the whippings are due to be over at a relatively early point, he’s going to resist harder, and I’ll need to keep them up until he’s convinced he can’t get away with anything.”

Dad nodded, and I didn’t know if that just meant he understood or if he was agreeing that Ms Fechtenbaum was doing the right thing. I was beginning to think about what it would feel like to have to get in the positioner again if she managed to convince them. She wasn’t going to be happy having Dad and Diane phoning her to justify what she’d done today, and I felt myself cringe at the thought of how she could take that out on me if I had to go back.

“OK, look,” Dad said. “I don’t mean to challenge your expertise, but we think the training is too extreme, and we’ve promised Davey he doesn’t have to go on with it.”

Yay, Dad! Max!

Ms. Fechtenbaum answered slowly, “I assure you, Mr Carmody, that everything I’ve done follows accepted practice. Do you intend to take him to another psychological agent?”

“No,” Dad answered. “He’s promised to reform himself if we don’t send him to another agent.” He looked a little sheepish saying that, as if he didn’t believe it himself.

Ms Fechtenbaum shook her head. “I understand he’s motivated right now to at least pretend to change, but it will wear off in a few weeks and he’ll be the same as ever. In fact he’ll probably start acting worse within a few months. I think you know what I’m saying is true.” She paused, then went on. “There’s another training option I could use which would work without trauma, but it takes a good deal more contact time to be effective.”

“What’s that?” Dad asked immediately, before I could think of a way to object.

“It’s called ‘reward-avoidance training’, the main alternative to the traumatic training option. The idea is to administer whippings that are less severe, and to do it only when David misbehaves. It’s very important to be consistent, but that would be easy since I’d continue questioning him in Deep O-Mode every day.” Ms Fechtenbaum seemed to hesitate a moment before going on, as if she was gauging her audience.

“Since the whippings in this training format aren’t traumatic, they wouldn’t by themselves be effective in changing the personality of a boy like David, who has a very well developed rationalization mechanism, and is always sure that nothing is his fault. He’d just resent the punishment. Experience has shown that it’s necessary to enlist a strong sex-drive such as David’s as an aid to personality modification. Basically, I would put David’s sexual function under my control, so he’d need my cooperation to reach orgasm.”

Dad and Diane were nodding again, but I thought Dad looked embarrassed. There’s a lot of therapy now that involves sex between patients and medical agents, but Dad was forty-nine years old—he’d been born in 2042—and he’s kind of old-fashioned. I thought he might resist the idea of therapy with sex involved. I certainly HOPED he would.

But Dad was trying to sound judicious. “What would this seem like from David’s viewpoint?”

“Well,” Ms Fechtenbaum answered slowly, “As I said, David has a strong sex drive, and I wouldn’t allow him to reach orgasm without my agreement. A frequent reaction to whippings at this lower pain setting is resentment—resisting the agent as much as possible. But when David finds he needs my cooperation for sexual relief, he won’t be able to keep the resentment up very long. He’ll be too dependent on me in that way. To borrow an archaic metaphor, it’s like having both a carrot and a stick to work with, which is why we call it reward-avoidance training.”

I finally interrupted, nearly stammering with embarrassment as I pictured what Ms Fechtenbaum was describing.

“If this reward-avoidance training works, why didn’t she tell you about it before, Dad?” I asked. “Why did she start with the traumatic training?”

Dad agreed that was a good question, but unfortunately Ms Fechtenbaum seemed to have a good answer. She’d done it to reduce the cost. The reward-avoidance training approach needed about seven months of daily interaction to be effective. Dad had told Ms Fechtenbaum he was investing a lot of money in his consulting business right now, so he wouldn’t have much to spare for five or six months. Ms Fechtenbaum’s rates were pretty high, so she was concerned about putting him in too much debt.

Dad answered slowly that once this investment phase was over, he’d have no trouble meeting all the back debt with interest in a week of normal income. If he’d properly understood the tradeoff at their meeting, he never would have wanted to save money on his son’s training. He looked thoughtful as he said this, and I was afraid he was going to get talked into it.

“Dad!” I said. “You promised that you wouldn’t send me back. I’m afraid of being under her control again!”

“We did promise him, Hugh,” Diane joined in, and I was grateful for her support.

Dad looked at Diane, then spoke to the wallscreen again.

“It’s true. I promised Davey we wouldn’t make him go back. I understand now that you’ve acted professionally through all this, but we want to give Davey every benefit of the doubt and see if he’ll straighten up on his own.”

I respect your decision,” Ms Fechtenbaum answered, allowing only a slight tone of skepticism. “If you change your mind in the future, you only have to contact me and I’ll see if I’m able to fit David into my schedule again, or else provide recommendations to other agents.”

Then Diane thanked Ms Fechtenbaum and apologized for being so combative earlier in the conversation. Ms. Fechtenbaum assured her that her feelings weren’t hurt, that hers was an emotionally charged field, and then she excused herself to answer some of her other phone messages.

After she signed off, Dad and Diane spent about twenty minutes going over the tasks I was supposed to do, and what they called “Rules of the House”. I knew it all by heart already of course, but I tried to look like I was paying attention, and at the end I promised I’d do everything they wanted. One of the few good tricks I’d learned in mental training was how to make a promise like that and later confirm I was being truthful under O-Mode. I just concentrated on doing what I promised, but avoided thinking about how long I’d keep it up. Dad and Diane never asked the right questions to figure out I was avoiding a long-term commitment, and if I broke my promise a few weeks later, they both assumed I’d been sincere when I made it, but couldn’t keep my resolution. I figured I’d have to really toe the line for a few weeks to stay in the clear, but after that I’d have to be caught doing something really terrible before they sent me to a psychological agent again, so I’d be able to relax and enjoy myself.

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