Cloudhead: Woman, 30, watching Hypnosis Show
in a dingy club.
DreamGiver: Man, 34, comes in and is drawn
towards the woman.
Cloudhead: I'm sitting at the bar, feigning
occasional interest in the stage. I look like I could use some
company, but would reject it if it came.
DreamGiver: I sit down next to you, order a
drink. You feel my eyes on you but whenever you glance at me I'm
looking at something else.
Cloudhead: I try to hide my interest but
something about you intrigues me. I watch you out of the corner of my
eye, hoping I'm hidden by the fringe on my short, dark bob.
DreamGiver: I've noticed you looking at me
and allow myself to smile slightly. The average woman might not be
interested in someone like me, but you seem to be as attracted to my
bookish looks as I am to your air of mystery.
Cloudhead: You appear to be engrossed in the
stage so I risk a proper look at you. You're exactly my type; you look
intellectual but cool; fit but not beefy; and your eyes... your eyes
are looking right at me.
DreamGiver: As I finally catch your eye, I
give what I hope is a reassuring smile, an ask “What do you think of
the show?”
Cloudhead: I smile back, relieved you've
broken the ice. “Oh, it's not that great, I don't know why I come to
these things.”
DreamGiver: “Yeah, they're pretty dumb. Have
you ever gone up on stage?”
Cloudhead: I look shifty. “No, have
you?”
DreamGiver: I laugh. “No, but it must be a
strange experience, feeling drawn up there without knowing why,
finding yourself experiencing something new and exciting, leaving
yourself behind for a while...”
Cloudhead: “You make it sound quite
appealing.”
DreamGiver: “Well, haven't you ever wondered
what it's like to be hypnotised?”
Cloudhead: I feel myself blushing. Strange
things are happening in my head but I ignore them and try to
answer. “Yes, I suppose so but it'd be very frightening.”
DreamGiver: “Oh no, that's just your fear of
trying something new. I'm sure once you were in the situation you'd
find it a very pleasant, rewarding experience.” I look into your eyes
and smile slowly.
Cloudhead: Your eyes are very compelling and
I panic that you've been hypnotising me without me knowing. “Well
maybe I should be going,” I say hurriedly.
DreamGiver: I look disappointed. “Oh, and we
were just getting to know each other.” I take a risk and brush down
the side of your face lightly with my finger. “I think we've still got
plenty to talk about.”
Cloudhead: I start to flinch at your touch,
but find it soothing and distracting. Maybe I shouldn't be so hasty. I
have a habit of running away from things I really want.
DreamGiver: I'm happy to see you're having
second thoughts. “But if you're finding it boring here, maybe we
should go somewhere else?”
Cloudhead: I look a little worried, not sure
if I'm ready to go anywhere private with you.
DreamGiver: I see your look, so I continue
“I know a great bar near here, it's nice and quiet, great for
conversation”
Cloudhead: I look relieved and agree to your
suggestion.
DreamGiver: I smile to myself, glad that
your relief has made you accept my idea and continue chatting
pleasantly as we leave and find the bar. It's almost empty but feels
friendly and relaxed. We get some drinks and I lead you to a booth,
open enough to be safe but private enough so that we can talk without
being overheard.
Cloudhead: I look around “It's nice here,
good choice.” I smile at you feeling daring for doing this with a
stranger.
DreamGiver: “Thanks, I just wanted somewhere
we could get to know each other a bit better.”
Cloudhead: “So, what do you want to
know?”
DreamGiver: I give you a look that says:
everything, I want to know you inside out, understand all your hopes
and fears, what buttons to press and what dreams to spin. Of course,
all I actually say is “Whatever you think I'd like to know.”
Cloudhead: I'm thrown by the intensity of
your look and strange answer, but I'm finding myself liking you more
and more, so I buy time by answering with another question. “Like age,
job and all that?”
DreamGiver: “Not really, unless you think
those things define you?” I smile, wondering how long we can keep
being evasive with each other.
Cloudhead: I laugh, “We're going round in
circles.”
DreamGiver: “Yes. I know: tell me what you
wanted to be when you were a kid.”
Cloudhead: “Hmmm, that's a tough one. I
wanted to be lots of things.... but really - don't laugh - I wanted to
be an astronaut.”
DreamGiver: “That's great! Do you know
why?”
Cloudhead: “Well probably just 'cos I
watched too much science fiction, but I think I liked the idea of
being away from everyone else, exploring completely new territory,
seeing extraordinary things...” I peter out, looking slightly
embarrassed.
DreamGiver: You'd looked very beautiful as
you talked, dreamy and passionate at the same time. “I know what you
mean, it'd be very liberating to be drifting through space, so far
away from everything...” I can see your eyes glaze slightly as you
imagine what I've said. I soften my voice slightly, “just floating,
all your sensations are new and pleasurable, no-one else to distract
you, just deep, peaceful space...”
Cloudhead: As I listen to your voice, I
start to feel like the bar is fading away, the image of myself in
space becomes stronger, and a fuzzy feeling comes over my mind and
body.
DreamGiver: It's tempting to put you in a
proper trance, but I'm satisfied that you're suggestible enough for me
to be able to do so later. “Unfortunately, we're not in space,” you
shake yourself to slightly, “but maybe we can go there sometime soon,”
I slip in as your mind comes back to speed.
Cloudhead: I look at my drink, trying to
remember how many I've had. I'm feeling a bit spaced out, but I'm
enjoying my conversation with you... what were we just talking about?
Oh yeah. “So what did you want to be when you were young?”
DreamGiver: “Ah.” We're starting to get into
areas where I have to decide between trying to create and impression
and being honest. I decide you're the kind of person that being honest
with will make the biggest impression. “I wanted to be a
superhero.”
Cloudhead: I laugh, but put my hand on yours
to show I'm not being nasty. “That's brilliant, what super power did
you want?”
DreamGiver: “Oh well, mental ones, I
guess. There were loads of superheroes with physical powers, but if
you can read and affect people's minds, you control their bodies
anyway...” I look at you sideways to see if I'd said too
much.
Cloudhead: I grin broadly. “Well, I know
where you're coming from, but that sounds more like a supervillain to
me.” not that I was put off by that, I'd usually preferred the bad
guys.
DreamGiver: “Oh no, I'd use my powers for
good.” I grin back.
Cloudhead: “Yeah, YOUR good!”
DreamGiver: I sigh, and stare at you with my
best mock-mesmer: “Well, obviously I'd enjoy being able to reach into
people's heads, see what's there and rearrange it to suit my nefarious
purposes, but once I've done that to you, you'll believe it was for
you own good anyway...”
Cloudhead: I don't know if you're joking or
not, either way you keep tickling at something in my mind that I
usually try to ignore, something that does want you to do those
things...
DreamGiver: I burst out laughing and you
look relieved, but we share a look that confirms we were both slightly
taken with my cheesy act.
Cloudhead: I start a more innocuous
conversation about comics and science fiction and find you're
intelligent and amusing company. Eventually it gets to the point where
we have to leave, and I make a decision that seems inevitable. I take
a deep breath and blurt out: “Do you want to come back to
mine?”
DreamGiver: I say nothing, but smile and
pick up my coat.
Cloudhead: When we get to my flat, I feel
suddenly nervous. It's been a while since I brought someone I don't
know back, and you seem more unpredictable than most.
DreamGiver: I can sense your apprehension
and hope I can make you more comfortable. “So are you a 'hang abound
in the living room' or a 'head straight for the bedroom' kind of
person?”
Cloudhead: I chuckle, “Well I usually do
small talk for a while, but I think we might be able to skip
that.”
DreamGiver: “Why? Not that I'm arguing of
course!”
Cloudhead: “Well, we covered a lot of ground
in the bar, I think we can safely say you've seen more embarrassing
things than my bedroom, metaphorically speaking.
DreamGiver: “OK, but I hope you don't think
I'm easy!”
Cloudhead: “I've got a feeling you're going
to be far from easy!” I lead you into the bedroom, checking
surreptitiously to see if anything needs hiding - it all seems
OK. Should I sit on the bed or the only chair? I settle for the bed,
figuring that'll leave your own options open as to whether you want to
sit next to me, or take the chair yourself.
DreamGiver: I consider joining you on the
bed, but choose the chair instead, I don't want to leap into physical
stuff before I know I can get your mind where I want it.
Cloudhead: Now that I'm alone in the bedroom
with you I start to wonder if I've done the right thing, I was
expecting snogging and groping to take my mind off things but you're
just sitting there looking at me with a strange expression on your
face.
DreamGiver: I decide to go for it: we'd made
enough small talk in the bar. I fix my eyes on a point inside your
skull. “I'm glad that we're on our own, far away from everyone else,
safe and alone, just you and me, the rest of the world fading away,
like we're in space, sleepy and safe, all on our own...:
Cloudhead: After a few seconds I realise I
haven't quite been paying attention to what you're saying. Something
strange seems to have happened to your voice and I've been focussing
on that, so gentle, so soothing, but strangely compelling. It's
vibrating in my head and the words just seem to drip into me.
DreamGiver: You're swaying a little and
you've got a cute, slightly confused look on your face. I think this
is starting to work. “You're beginning to feel so calm and peaceful as
you realise everyone else is far away, that there's only you and me,
floating and drifting here, safe and detached, sleepy and alone with
nothing to worry about...”
Cloudhead: I still haven't really worked out
what you're talking about, I can hear the words but I'm too distracted
by how nice I'm starting to feel to concentrate. There's a gentle
surging in my ears and I'm finding it difficult to keep my eyes
open.
DreamGiver: You're obviously having problems
sitting upright and your eyes are blinking languidly. “...as you're
feeling so peaceful and relaxed it makes sense to lie down now, so you
can enjoy feeling heavy..., and warm..., and relaxed...”
Cloudhead: I hear you say something about
lying down and I'm surprised by how good an idea it seems. I'm
settling into the bed before I know it.
DreamGiver: “...and now that you're lying
down you can really let the last bits of tension float out of your
body, starting with your eyes, all that tension you've been keeping
there can melt away, let your eyelids finally drift closed, it's such
a relief, isn't it?”
Cloudhead: “Mmmm,” I hear myself saying as
my eyelids give up the fight.
DreamGiver: “Good girl, you can relax now,
let go of all the tension from your face, let it flow down your body,
taking all the stress and aches from your neck, washing down your
chest and arms as they relax completely, let the wonderful relaxed
feelings spread downwards, the whole top half of your body is so heavy
and relaxed now all the tension is being released from your middle, it
feels so good to feel your thighs becoming loose and heavy, all the
tension draining down your body, past your knees, your calves becoming
so relaxed you're feeling so pleasantly warm and heavy as the last
drops of tension flow out of your feet, leaving you completely relaxed
from your toes back to your head, where you'll find your mind is as
relaxed as your body...”
Cloudhead: I'm floating in a soft cloud of
relaxation. My head is so quiet all I can hear is the rushing of my
blood in my ears and the gentle sound of your voice. I can't decide if
it seems too be coming from a long way away or from right in the
centre of my head. It seems easier not to try to work it out and just
enjoy how calm it's making me feel.
DreamGiver: “... all the thoughts have
floated out of your mind, far away into space where they can drift
until you need them again.” I watch you lying there, breathing deeply
and peacefully, and allow myself a small smile. Now that I've taken
you under, I need to decide what to do next. I want to try something
I've been thinking about for a long time, but have never found the
right subject, until now, I hope.
Cloudhead: I actually feel as if I'm
floating in space, but a warm, soft, supportive space, with beautiful
stars and galaxies stretched out all around me.
DreamGiver: “You know that you're drifting
through space, but now it's time for you to be inside, still in space,
but in your own comfortable space ship, built just for you, just how
you want it, floating along from planet to planet, all alone, happy
and safe in your own special place...”
Cloudhead: I wriggle my body in pleasure, I
can feel the ship around me, humming with life: clean, swift
technology; soft, simple furnishings.
DreamGiver: “It feels good to know that
you're being carried along by the ship, not having to worry about
where you're going, it's all being taken care of for you, you can just
enjoy the ride.”
Cloudhead: Everything feels so simple and
easy, I sigh and relax even more.
DreamGiver: “You can stay lying down, but
the part of you that's on the ship feels like getting up now, walking
gently through your ship, until you reach the bridge, where you can
see all of the stars ahead, slowly drifting by”
Cloudhead: I do as you suggest, it's a
peculiar feeling but I don't worry about it, it feels perfectly normal
to be lying down and walking through corridors at the same time. I can
feel the soft carpet under my bare feet and I run my hand along the
wall. It's smooth metal is gently vibrating and feels slightly warm to
the touch. Soon I arrive in the front of the ship, and even though I
know what I will see, I can't suppress a gasp at the vista in front of
me. The stars and planets are so clear, so sharply focused, it feels
as if I could reach out and touch them.
DreamGiver: I hear you gasp and know you
must be there. “You can go and sit down in your chair, looking out at
the stars now, getting comfortable again as you settle back, just
watching everything flow past the screen, drifting past you, without
you needing to worry about anything, the ship carrying you safely
through space.”
Cloudhead: It's so beautiful, I could just
sit and watch for hours.
DreamGiver: Describing the scene and
watching you slip deeper into trance all the time, has made me a
little dreamy myself. This fits in fine with my plans, and I lie down
next to you, resisting the strong urge to caress you. I need to make
it easier for us to stay in tune. “Now you want to say out loud what
you're seeing, what you're doing, what you're feeling. You'll find you
can do this without waking up, that doing this will help you stay
relaxed and sleepy. You don't even need to be aware you're doing it,
it'll just happen without you needing to think about it.” I hope that
will help. I close my eyes and put myself into a light trance, telling
myself what is going to happen as I do so. I hear my own voice say to
you: “You feel, more than see, a presence behind you, but you're so
relaxed that it doesn't trouble you. You can just carry on drifting,
waiting to see what happens...” but already I'm starting to be more
aware of being on the ship with you, standing behind you, looking at
your helpless form slumped in front of the viewscreen.
Cloudhead: Through my haze I can feel
someone in the room with me, I want to turn to see who it is, but I'm
too relaxed to do so, too relaxed to even realise that it's impossible
for someone to come on board without me knowing. There is a slight
buzz of fear somewhere in my mind, but it's so faint I might be
getting it confused with excitement.
DreamGiver: I walk towards you, marvelling
slightly at how well I'm blocking out my own voice telling you what
I'm doing, and your voice telling me what you are doing. I'm
experiencing it as actually happening, and I hope you are too. “You
feel the gentle touch of my hands on your shoulders, stroking them,
massaging your muscles gently, getting rid of any last knots of
tension. My hands gently circle your throat occasionally, but you see
no reason to be scared by this. My touch is calming and assertive. It
makes you feel good.”
Cloudhead: I melt even more at your touch. A
warmth spreads from my shoulders down my body and up into my head. It
feels very good, like being aroused but without the tension and need
to act that usually accompany that feeling. When your hands go around
my throat it feels strangely safe, as if they are protecting it rather
than being capable of doing harm.
DreamGiver: I put my mouth close to your ear
and whisper into you, “I'm not going to hurt you. You can trust
me. You feel as if you've known me forever. I'm your lover, visiting
you on your ship after a long time away. Show me how pleased you are
to see me.”
Cloudhead: I turn around and kiss you
hungrily, standing up from the chair without stopping my contact with
you. Soon I'm pressing my body against you as we kiss, exerting gentle
pressure where I know it will turn you on, remind you of how much you
desire me, make you want me right now.
DreamGiver: I can't help but respond, I'm
already aroused by being here with you, alone in space, able to make
you believe anything I want, and as soon as you start trying to seduce
me I can barely think of anything apart from wanting to push you down
onto the floor and taking you hard. I manage to keep control somehow
and tell you “Take me to your room, let me see the place where you've
been thinking about me all this time, imagining the day I'll finally
be with you.”
Cloudhead: I smile impishly at you as I lead
you from the bridge, looking back at you from time to time as I think
of all the things I've fantasised about you doing to me, hoping you'll
remember all the things I like, how to make me melt, how to make me
surrender completely.
DreamGiver: I feel your memories as we walk
along, making them my own, learning how to fit myself into your mind,
and then take it where I want it to go. You're happy to play the
seductress now, but I know soon you'll be even happier to be the
seduced, to give yourself up to the man you've never seen before, who
you're leading into your bedroom.
Cloudhead: We arrive and I sit down on the
bed, suddenly a little afraid. You seem unfamiliar somehow, I know I
want you, but can't remember your name, where we met.
DreamGiver: I see that you're starting to
doubt the fantasy, it's time to take charge. “Shh, baby, this is all
so familiar”, I whisper as I kneel over you, pushing you back onto the
mattress with my insistent mouth, my hands hold you down with hard
caresses. “It seems like only a few minutes ago that I was last in
your room, that you wanted me like this, remember?”.
Cloudhead: I'm getting deliciously confused
by your touch, your kisses. “Now you mention it, I do seem to remember
something like this before.”
DreamGiver: “Good girl,” I reward you with
soft, smooth circles of my thumb around your clit throught your
clothes, making you accept the weight of my body against you, trapping
you while you're too distracted to struggle, “and what happened last
time was that you just listened to my voice soothing you while you
drifted,”
Cloudhead: “... drifted?”
DreamGiver: “Yes, you began to feel so calm
and peaceful as you realised everyone else was far away, that there
was only you and me, floating and drifting, safe and detached, sleepy
and alone with nothing to worry about...”
Cloudhead: The repetition of words, the
strange half familiarity you get from dreams, is muddling my thoughts
so sweetly that I just sigh and stop trying to work it out. I'm
starting to get maddened by the slow caress you're teasing me with,
but can't seem to muster enough strength in my limbs to grind against
you harder and faster. I struggle weakly, but seem to be overwhelmed
by the feeling that I have to just accept what you do to me, that if I
try to take charge you'll deny me completely.
DreamGiver: Your sweet and helpless
wriggling makes me want to be cruel, tie you down hard and keep you
agonisingly on the edge for days, feather-light touches that never
push you over the edge, but never let you come down. Getting more weak
and sleepy and less able to resist, until you'd do anything I
suggested without hesitation, not even expecting to be rewarded for
it, just hopeless submission to my control over you.
Cloudhead: I groan, knowing I've lost the
battle.
DreamGiver: I feel your surrender and smile,
it's not the deep, overwhelming flood you're going to feel soon, just
a small crack that my will can flow into. “Stay right there, darling,”
I whisper, knowing your pliant mind will accept this suggestion while
I slide off your clothes, throw mine off too, then stand watching you
for a few more heartbeats, enjoying the anticipation.
Cloudhead: My body obeys you inside and out,
I can't move even when you get off me, it's as if my arms and legs
have weights coiled around them, and my arousal doesn't diminish with
your attention gone. If anything it builds, my cunt pulsing with need
for you, your hands, your mouth, (please, oh please) your
cock.
DreamGiver: Suddenly I grab you firmly, turn
you over so your arse is in the air, and slide myself into you. You
gasp and writhe, as I hold your arms behind your back, forcing your
head down into the pillows. Slowly and rhythmically I move inside you,
with the same pace that made you helpless before. “Shh, just relax,
you can breathe deeply and easily, just let your body accept me, the
way your mind accepts me, let your mind accept me the way your body
accepts me...”
Cloudhead: I feel humiliated by my position,
but so, so turned on. You've done something to me that makes me want
to be fucked like this, as if I've been forced, drugged. I've got some
strength in my hips again, and push back into you, desperate now, my
moans gagged by the pillow.
DreamGiver: I give up any pretence of
teasing you further, my own needs are slamming into you, animal and
hard. Still I want to talk you to orgasm, screw you mindless with my
words. Your brain should be so soaking with lust that I could say
anything in the right voice and it would tip you over.
Cloudhead: I've lost any sense of where I
am, who I am, my head is empty of anything but you.
DreamGiver: You start to realise the
spaceship is dissolving around you, your home, your bedroom, your
security is all melting away. You can see stars, planets, space all
around us. It's as if we're floating in a bubble of my will, I'm your
only certainty, your gravity. “Time to lose yourself now, honey.” I
say gently, and come deep inside you.
Cloudhead: My orgasm is like an explosion,
like a new star, whirling through the galaxy. The light burns out the
last traces of my mind.
DreamGiver: ...
Cloudhead: ...
DreamGiver: I open my eyes and look at
you.
Cloudhead: I look at you and smile
happily
DreamGiver: (Phew, that was pretty
intense!)
Cloudhead: (Yeah, it was amazing! I didn't
know what level of reality I was at for most of it!)
DreamGiver: (You ready, then?)
Cloudhead: (What?)
DreamGiver: (Are you ready to wake
up?)
Cloudhead: (Don't be freaky, I am
awake.)
DreamGiver: I laugh and look in your
eyes. "Wake up Jenny, time to come back"
Cloudhead: ? ... ohhhhh
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