It was December 23, my car was packed and I was ready to go. This was going to be what I call a “me” weekend. I was driving to the best ski resort in the state and I was going to spend my weekend skiing and getting pampered. And the only person I was going to think about was me.
I went onto my side yard and checked my dog feeder. I had bought a fancy dog feeder that would dispense the right amount of food each morning while I was gone. This would save me the $20 to $30 a day it cost me to have some teenager feed my dogs and play on my computer while I was gone. I poured the food into the container, turned on the switch and watched as it dispensed the food. My dogs eagerly leaped at their bowls and engulfed their food.
As I watched them eating I heard a strange sound. It sounded like crying. I tried to tell where the sound was coming from and realized it was coming from t he other side of my fence. I put my eye to one of the wider gaps between wood planks and peered into my neighbor’s yard. Sitting on a chair all alone with a glass of wine in her hands was my neighbor Carmen. She was crying and in spite of all the noise I was making I do not think she realized I was there. I finally said, “Carmen, is everything okay?”
Carmen startled and almost dropped her wine so now I knew she had no idea I was there. She sniffled, tried to regain her composure and said, “Yes, I’m fine. Why do you ask?”
I said, “I heard you crying. Are you sure you’re okay?”
The tears started again and she said, “I’m not okay but I don’t want to bother you with my problems.”
She started crying even harder and went to her back door. The door closed and then there were no answers to my calls of “Carmen, Carmen.”
I thought, “Okay, that was easy” and started putting my skis onto the ski rack. Then I started to feel guilty. Carmen lived alone and although I had seen her in a few relationships none of them seemed to work out. Her husband had left her for a younger woman a few years earlier and the holidays seemed to be really hard on her. She was what I would call a voluptuous woman. Carmen was from Cuba but looked African-American to me. She was tall, had jet black hair, dark soft eyes and full red lips. Her chest, hips and butt were huge but everything was proportionate. If she wasn’t ten years my senior I probably would have hooked up with her. I think a lot of men saw her body and thought they’d like an evening with her but not really a relationship.
I looked at my skis, looked at my packed car, looked at my self-inflicted itinerary and said, “I hope I don’t regret this but I just cannot leave her like that.”
I went back inside my house and put some water on the stove to boil. I had a really nice blend of raspberry hot chocolate so I mixed up two mugs, put on some whipped cream and walked next door. I also grabbed one of my emergency gifts. Emergency gifts are those gifts I keep around the house ready to be handed to someone who had just handed me a gift. Rather than look like I didn’t get them anything I hand them an emergency gift. So I walked over with two mugs of hot chocolate, gift under my arm and knocked on the door. Without opening the door Carmen said, “Who is it?”
I said, “Special delivery.”
She opened the door and when she saw it was me she said, “I’m okay Roy. Go spend time with your family.”
I said, “I’m going skiing by myself and have a few hours to spend with my neighbor before I get on the road. Now let me in before your hot chocolate gets cold.”
I said, “You can’t cry, let me hear it and then expect me to leave on my ski trip. I brought you some hot chocolate, a gift and an ear to listen. I even have a shoulder you can cry on if you need to.”
An hour and a half later I had heard most of her life story including everything that had gone wrong in her marriage. She blamed h erself even though the guy left her for his secretary. I never could figure out how women blame themselves when their husbands are not faithful but I wasn’t going to venture into that topic. My immediate goal was to cheer her up and she was now smiling and laughing.
She looked at her watch and said, “Oh wow, I have kept you a long time Roy. You better get on the road if you want to get in a few runs before closing.”
I looked at my watch and said, “I have the next four days to ski. It isn’t worth rushing out of here when we are talking and enjoying a good chat.”
Carmen said, “You are so sweet Roy. I know how much you love to ski so I know what a sacrifice this is for you to sit here with a lonely woman rather than be on the slopes. I wish there was something I could do for you.”
Jokingly I said, “I wish you could make me a better skier.”
Carmen said, “I can. You know I went to school to learn hypnosis. I haven’t opened up my practice yet but I can hypnotize you. It will be my gift to you.”
I said, “That’s okay, I’m not really comfortable with the whole idea. Wouldn’t I be open to any suggestion you gave me and not just suggestions to be a better skier?”
Carmen stood up, walked over to where I was seated and sat down next to me on the couch. She put her hand on my thigh and said, “Trust me Roy. It would be unethical and not very neighborly to hypnotize you into doing something you didn’t want to do.”
In the several years that I had known Carmen I realized at that exact moment that I had never touched her or been touched by her. We had not even shaken hands and now her hand was on my thigh. Somehow her touch simultaneously put me at ease while also stimulating me in a sexual way. I was still uncomfortable with the idea and said, “Um no, I think I’ll take a rain check.”
I went to stand up because I was uncomfortable with her close proximity, uncomfortable with the arousal I was feeling from her touch and uncomfortable with the idea of her hypnotizing me. She put her hand on my shoulder and pulled me back down to the couch. Then she said, “Oh I insist on it. Now look into my beautiful dark eyes and relax for me. Just relax as you become lost in my soft irresistible eyes.”
I looked into her eyes and as I felt my body relaxing I said, “You can’t hypnotize someone with your eyes can you? Isn’t that just in the movies?”
Carmen said, “Yes of course but I use my eyes as a focal point. They are so soft, so inviting , so alluring that my put my subjects at ease and allow my words to flow over their mind. You can feel the way my eyes make you feel at ease and how my words just flow over your mind can’t you?”
I went to answer but she answered for me and said, “Of course you can. And as you become more and more relaxed you realize how silly it was to fear being hypnotized. You realize that you have never felt warmer and safer than you do right now and wish I had hypnotized you before today don’t you?”
This time I didn’t even try to answer. I knew she would answer for me and I knew I would agree with the answer she gave. She said, “Of course you do. And you want me to make you feel even more relaxed so I will oblige. I want you to focus on your feet and calves. Your eyes are still glued to my eyes but your mind wanders down to your lower extremities and you feel them melt into a soft relaxed lifeless state. Now you feel that wonderful soft relaxed lifeless state ease up into your upper legs. So soothing and so relaxing that you feel you could not stand up even if you wanted to. Of course you wouldn’t want to stand up and leave right now would you?”
My legs felt like lead, like a thousand pound weight of lead and I knew I was going under. I wasn’t even trying to fight and was just hoping she would focus on my skiing and not try to fix all my problems once she got into my head. All I could do now was let myself go and hope for the best.
Once again I did not answer nor did I have the energy to. She said, “Feel that warm feeling move up into your torso causing you to become sleepier and sleepier. As the feeling moves up even higher you feel your body going to sleep and your mind becoming one with my words. As that warm feeling moves up past your chest and back you feel your eyes closing. Close your heavy eyes and sleep for me. Sleep for Carmen and let her think for you. As you drift off into your deep hypnotic sleep remember I would never make you do anything you don’t already want to do.”
My eyes closed, my head slowly fell forward and then she put her arms around me and said, “I don’t want you to fall off the couch. Let your body relax and fall into my arms so I can hold you. As you fall into my arms you will fall deeper and deeper into your trance. When you feel my arms around you then you will know you are in a deep hypnotic trance with me at the helm of your thoughts and desires.”
Her hand gently guided me into her arms and then I felt her big soft arms wrap around me as my body sunk into her soft feminine features. Carmen said, “Tell me Roy, if you had the right woman at home would you be skiing or staying home for the holidays?”
I thought, “There is no way I’m telling her how lonely I’ve been. This whole skiing façade was to hide the fact that I’m just as bummed about being alone as anyone else. Besides, I love skiing and that is all she or anyone else needs to know.”
Unfortunately what came out of my mouth was, “Yes Carmen, I would much rather stay home with the right woman.”
Carmen said, “I thought you were lonely too. But you haven’t ever asked me out because I am 11 years older than you. Am I right?”
I said, “Yes Carmen.”
She said, “Have you ever wondered what it would be like to make love to me? Tell me your secret desire as it pertains to me.”
My thoughts were almost as if I was screaming at my own mind not to respond to her question. But my mouth betrayed me and I answered, “I have often thought about coming over and seducing you. My fantasy has been a wild evening of sex with you but no emotional attachment.”
Carmen said, “But you’re too nice to use me like that aren’t you Roy?”
I said yes and Carmen said, “And your fantasy of wild sex has included me dominating you hasn’t it? You have imagined me pinning you down and almost raping you haven’t you? And this idea turns you on more than anything. So you wanted to come over and have me rape you but you were too nice to use me weren’t you Roy?”
I said yes again. I had never actually imagined being raped by Carmen but now the image and thought hung in my imagination and the idea of it greatly appealed to me. I said, “Yes Carmen, I could never hurt you like that.”
Carmen said, “Today is your lucky day my hypnotized friend. Remember when I said you could not be hypnotized to do something you do not want to do?”
I said, “Yes Carmen, I remember.”
Carmen said, “You want me to seduce you and you want me to rape you. After you are seduced and raped you will wish to satisfy me as you will realize that you are completely submissive to me. After you satisfy me you will wish to spend the night with me. I am the right woman for you and you would much rather spend the long weekend with your queen and mistress Carmen than you would skiing. Isn’t that right my dear submissive lover?”
I knew she was up to something when she first started hypnotizing me. Funny thing is that I wasn’t mad. After all, as she pointed out, these were all things I wanted in some fashion or another. I couldn’t wait to wake up to show her how much I appreciated her setting me free. I said, “Yes Carmen.”
She leaned forward, caressed my inner thigh, kissed my ear and as she spoke she blew air into my ear sending shivers up and down my spine. She said, “ Please, call me mistress when we are alone.”
My body stiffened from the stimulation as I responded, “Yes Mistress.”
Carmen said, “You will awaken when I count to three. One, you are beginning to become aware of your surroundings. Two, your body is beginning to become more and more alive as the feeling of sleep leaves your body. Three, you are fully awake.”
I opened my eyes and found Carmen’s face just inches from mine. I said, “Wow, that was incredible.”
She said, “Not as incredible as I am.” Then she kissed me with a long slow passionate kiss.
Carmen started to pull off my fleece pullover like she was going to undres s me but when the sweatshirt was directly behind my back she used it to tie my hands behind my back. She said, “I have always wanted to rape a man.”
She kissed me again and then lowered her head to suck on my nipples. The arousal intensified and then she removed my pants. When my pants and underwear were around my ankles she tied them off as well. Then she said, “You are totally helpless. Now Carmen is going to have her way with you.”
Carmen pinned me down to her couch, climbed up on top of me and let her massive breasts flop into my face. As her pussy eased down on top of my erect penis I knew I would not be going anywhere for the holidays. I surrendered to the pleasure and surrendered to Carmen. She literally left me quivering under her body. I looked up at her and said, “Please untie me so I can please my mistress.”
Carmen said, “Did you already pay for your place at the s ki resort?”
I said, “Yes mistress, I rented a beautiful cabin that looks out over the slopes. I can ski in and ski out. But please don’t send me away. I want to spend the weekend with you.”
Instead of untying me she scooted her body up and put her pussy in my face. Then she said, “I want my pussy licked more than you can know but I’m not into making me n lick their own cum. I am going to clean up a little, pack my stuff up and we are going to the mountains. We will ski by day and screw by night. You will lick my pussy before the day is through but not right now.”
She suddenly stood up, untied me and said, “Come upstairs and help me pack my stuff for the weekend. We will spend Christmas together in your cabin. Then we will return home to begin our new life together.”
She pushed my face into her breasts and said, “That is what you want isn’t it Roy?”
As I got lost in breast heaven I said, “Oh yes mistress, that is what I want more than anything else.”