DIARY - MAY 12
Incest  F/f m/f

    Finally back to talk. Has not been good. Dad’s gone most of the time. Big brother ditto. Heard from mom yesterday, phone call, said she might be back soon to talk but not to stay. Heard Father N  transferred to west coast or something. New priest ducks me. Sisters treat me badly, act like I’ve got plague. LIFE SUCKS. Have moved to public school, stopped going to church

5/22/80
    Still in shock. Mom came home. Called first, stopped by to pick me up. Went to dinner, back to hotel room to talk. First shock was offered drink of wine. Then second. Then third. Second shock- mom talking about sex. Much talk. Great detail, comparison between men, women, sex with each. Third shock but only small one, likes women better. Guess already knew but still shock to hear out loud. Fourth  shock, biggest of all. Mom decided to demonstrate and was tipsy enough to go along. Started with kiss, best in short life, result of long practice am sure. Moved down with hands, lips. Never knew how much feelings from tiny nipples could spread to rest of body. Whole body tingling. Found self returning favors. Fun. Then mouth on pussy, end of doing anything except holding on to bed. Much better than Father N. guess having pussy helps learn what pleases one. One big O after another. Much fun. Finally reached end. Managed to try to return favor but poor effort. Rested , more wine, tried more later. Went first, was better second time. Made mom squeal. Then I did squealing. Spent night. Long night. No sleep. Best sex ever. Maybe mom right but will wait until experiments confirm. Still much much fun. 

5/24/80
   Funny looks , comments from dad. Spent time wondering if split his fault or moms. Thought over experience, still not sure but would repeat if given chance. Must verify data before making judgments on same. Still feels good having something stuck in somewhere while playing. At least being home alone gives time to play. Early to bed, still bushed

6/08/80
    Caught father eyeing growing tits. Gleam new. ??? 

6/14/80
    Dad caught me in shower. Claims accident, awful slow leaving. Hope enjoyed view. Think new tits neat. Guy needs good time. 

6/19/80 
    New game between dad me. Catch or show tits, score about even. Both enjoying, big brother trying to join in. haven’t decided if will let him play or not. Last night dad caught me in just knickers but this am caught him in buff. Not bad for old guy. Must think about it more tonight.

6/24/80
    High school graduation today, big brother off to marines next week. Will miss. Games on hold for festivities. But stakes raised way past tits. Object now everything. Now sleeping nude door open. Brother welcome to play and is. Just wonder where will end. Gives chills and shivers, makes nipples hard and crinkly.

6/29/30
    STOP PRESSES, HUGE NEWS!!!!!! NO LONGER VIRGIN!!! Know you might think small detail but important to self. Decided to give brother warrior’s send off. Talked into staying home. Dad working late. Procured wine, beer. Ok no big deal, lots of both in basement but give credit for effort. Sat and talked for while, both little bit drunk, turned on music, started to dance with big bro. Led to kiss, more. Found on floor with hands everywhere. Delayed action while adjourned to bed. Some hesitance at first but when told was not going to wake up in morning still virgin and was first choice but not only fish in sea decided to take part. So glad he did. Brother very good. Started much same as mother but soon differences showed. Soft and tender lovely but strong and firm better, hard better yet. Almost as good as mom with mouth. Makes up for lack of skill with extra equipment not standard on women. Too bad , have to make do with it in women. Started slow at first but after realizing not going to hurt me built up and gave all out effort. Thought dildo was big, brother larger, and warm, and self propelled. Lost track of what going on, think I remember dick in pussy, mouth on tit, something [finger?] in butt, everything moving and trading places. Then finger in pussy, dick in butt. Took some time again before things rolling, brother just too worried about causing pain, damage. Then back to full speed ahead. Finally felt wonderful warm spray inside, went through roof, screams had to scare wildlife, small children for miles. Thought must be over but brother surprisingly quick to recover. Hardly had time to catch breath before second act started. More of same, much more, even better. What was he doing with fingers, mouth? Pussy impressed, pussy likes. This time no hesitation after insertion. Turned left at north star and went straight on to morning. Who needs Peter Pan anyway, Wendy should have dumped, gone with Hook, men much better that boys. Also better than girls, dildos, fingers, etc. Woke up with pussy  still dripping, smiling. Brother also smiling, all day. Still smiling as boarded bus.   

7/1/80
    Now just me, dad, empty house. Back to game. Back to dildos, fingers, etc. too, just not same. 

7/5/80
    Big party in neighborhood, fireworks, food, drinks. Late night. Had to tuck father in, suffering from too much party. Maudlin, crying. Went to bed not feeling in party mood.