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Secret - 1 (MF, FF, college)
by Criosabt (criosabtts@aol.com)

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Sally came into the dorm room in a huff and sat down heavily on her
bed. Another date with an insensitive guy, she thought to herself,
as she lay back in the bed exhausted from the climb up the stairs.
She could learn to live with it if the sex was reasonably good, but
the last few guys she dated didn't even try to bring her to orgasm
after they were done. And all though she didn't let things get that
far this time, she really could have used a good orgasm this night.
But, this guy was a pig like the last few and she wasn't even going
to give the guy a chance. So, she trudged back to the dorm from the
city center to see if she could take care of things herself, once
again.

Thomasina, Tommy, to her friends, sat in her bed across from Sally
reading from her biology notes for the next test coming up in a few
days. She looked over at Sally and saw the disappointment on her
face for the third time since they had become roommates at the
beginning of the semester. She really wished she could do something
for Sally, but she knew Sally would never understand Thomasina's
specialness.

It was 11PM and Sally knew that Tommy had an early class tomorrow.

"Why aren't you sleeping?", Sally asked, wishing that Tommy was
asleep so she could satisfy the fire in her loins.

"Oh, I just couldn't sleep.", Tommy said. "So I thought I would
just do a little studying for my up coming biology test. Why, are
you ready for bed?", she asked. "I can always turn the light out
and try to get some sleep."

"No.", responded Sally. "Don't let me interrupt."

"O.K.", said Tommy as she returned to her notes, Sally all but
forgotten.

Sally shed her coat and dress with easy, letting them land on the
floor  where they may. She unhooked the garter she wore from her
black shear stockings and slid them down her legs with ease. The
pile of clothes was soon join by the garter, black lacy panties,
and a push-up demi-bra that enhanced her natural cleavage and
turned many a guy's head. Sally quickly threw on her silky
sleeping shirt and snuggled down into bed facing Tommy. Sally
buried her hands under her body so that she could stoke herself
without Tommy noticing. Sally knew she couldn't push herself to
orgasm without alerting Tommy to what she was doing, but she just
had to do something.

Sally reached down between her legs to the very wet opening of her
pussy to get her finger nice and wet. Very slowly she raised her
hips so as not to get Tommy's attention as she drew her dew slicked
finger up to her clit. When her finger found the hard bundle of
nerves, she settled her hips back down and began tracing little
circles around it. All the while she stared at Tommy to make sure
she didn't notice what she was doing.

As the sensation she was causing with her manipulations began
spreading through her body, Sally continued to stare at Tommy.
Sally was attracted to the rise and fall of Tommy's large, but
firm breasts and found that the circles that she made around her
clit seemed timed to Tommy's breathing rhythm. This strange
realization cause Sally to take more notice of Tommy's breasts.
Though large for Tommy's 5'9" frame, Tommy carried them well. Her
pink baby doll night gown hugged them nicely as the pleats hid the
location of her nipples. Sally looked higher and saw the plunging
neckline of the night gown with its lace trim. Sally was quite
surprised that she could see the deep cleavage that Tommy had from
the angle that her head lay and the fact that Tommy sat up at the
head of her bed with the reading lamp over her shoulder.

Sally stopped circling her clit with her finger as she realized
what she was thinking. Touching another woman's breasts and ...
making love to another woman! She felt repulsed and thrilled at
the very thought of it. Sally remembered her first gynecological
exam and how her mother insisted on her seeing a woman gynecologist.
Sally felt sick to her stomach as the woman doctor probed and
touched her and she knew she would have thrown up if the exam had
lasted longer than it actually did. Over the years, Sally has been
able to suppress that queasy feeling, but she still never liked
the idea of a woman touching her.

But the thought of touching Tommy's breasts. Of finding her nipples
under the soft pleated fabric of her night gown and coaxing them
to pebble hardness. Just like Sally herself likes them. This turned
Sally on all the more and her finger began to once again circle her
clit.

But would it turn Tommy on. When it came to sex and Tommy, Sally
really didn't know much. She had never seen Tommy on a date and she
always turned down the guys that have asked her out. But when the
girls went out together, she was right with them when it came to
commenting about a particular guy's tight ass or noticeable bulge.
But on similar nights when the girls weren't talking or paying
attention to Tommy, Sally remembered catching Tommy looking a
Susan's ass when she would lean over the bar to get the bartender's
attention or staring deeply into the waitresses cleavage when she
came by with more drinks. Maybe Sally was just imagining that.

Sally's hopes blossomed in her heart with the thought that Tommy
might be interested in exploring this new sexual thrill that had
gotten Sally all worked up. Not paying attention to her movements,
Sally had stopped moving her finger around her clit and began
raising and lowering her ass off the bed against the now still
finger. Sally could feel her nipples hard against the mattress of
the bed and she held back making any noises from the immense
pleasure she was creating for herself. Thoughts of slowly removing
Tommy's panties and seeing her pussy for the first time fueled her
fantasy. But would this fantasy ever come true. Does Tommy like
guys or girls, or maybe both?

As Sally pressed her clitoris harder against her finger, she
thought back to the last time she had come back to the dorm from a
date. She was thoroughly frustrated from the sex she had with Bob,
the college' star quarterback. He may have been good on the
football field, but in bed he was a flop and very inconsiderate.
After he had cum, he simply rolled over and fell asleep and Sally
was still horny and frustrated from not having an orgasm. She ran
back to the dorm and was practically in tears when she reach the
dorm room. Tommy had comforted her. She sat down next to Sally and
hugged her. Told her that men could be pigs and that she would find
someone special someday. She even kissed Sally on the check as a
mother would to console a child over a scraped knee. Now that Sally
thought about it more, she remembered that she had felt Tommy's
tongue during that kiss. It didn't register then because she was
so distraught, but was Tommy making a pass at her then?

"I just don't know?", Sally found herself saying aloud, realizing
to late that she had given voice to her question when she had
meant to merely think it.

"Don't know what?", Thomasina asked as she turned her head in
response to Sally's question. Tommy saw that Sally was snuggled
face down in her bed with the covers all the way up to her
shoulders. Sally's face was turned sideways on her pillow and she
was staring back at Tommy intently. An expression that turned
quickly to fear like that of a deer caught in the head lights of
a car. Tommy saw Sally's ass was frozen higher off the bed than
it should be and that her hands must be trapped under her body.
Tommy quickly realized that Sally was masturbating and felt an
almost instant response in her loins to this. Tommy shifted
uncomfortable in her bed, her biology notes forgotten as she
waited for Sally's response.

"Uhm...", escaped Sally's lips as her hand shot out from under
her hips and up to her pillow. "Uhm...", she repeated as her ass
fell to the bed and all the pleasures she had been bringing
herself seemed to disappear with her fears of being discovered.
"Uhm...", she said for a third time as she decided what to say
next and her heart began fluttering in fear and expectation. "What
do you think about men?", Sally finally said as she tried to relax
into her bed.

Thomasina wasn't going to answer that question. But from the fact
that Sally asked that, she realized that Sally had another bad
date. This time she was more sexually frustrated than emotionally
hurt and that was why she had come back to the dorm without
crying. Tommy suspected as much when Sally had come in, but she
thought that Sally might have just been in a foul mood and didn't
mention it earlier.

"Did you have another bad date?", Thomasina finally said after
these quick thoughts. She twisted her hips and brought her legs
out from under the covers and stood as she said this.

Sally realized that Tommy was going come over to her bed and
console her. She wasn't sure what was going to happen next, but
she felt she shouldn't be laying down when Tommy reached her bed,
so she too twisted out of her covers to sit at the edge of her
bed. Just as she suspected, Tommy crossed the space between their
two beds and sat down besides Sally.

"Ya.", Sally sighed once Tommy's full weight settled on the bed.

"Did he let you down in bed like Bob?", asked Thomasina as she
snake an arm around Sally's waist. The feel of Sally's silk night
shirt against her arm sent a thrill through Tommy's body. The
sensation went straight to her loins. She could feel the stirring
that had started, when she first caught Sally masturbating, grow.

"No.", replied Sally. "I could tell that he was going to be an
insensitive love with the first kiss. I didn't let it go any
further." Sally was thrilled and scared at the same time with
the feel of Tommy's arm around her. Was Tommy being a sensitive
friend or was she making a pass at her? Sally thought and hoped
that it was both. "Why can't I find a sensitive guy that will
satisfy my needs as much as I want to satisfy him?", Sally
continued. Sally kept the conversation going along these lines
to keep herself from kissing Tommy right then and there. If Tommy
is just being a good friend, thought Sally, I'd just die if she
rejected me.

"These guys are only in college.", said Thomasina as she tried to
keep her nervousness in check. The warmth of Sally's body under
her silk night shirt felt so good next to Tommy's body. She wanted
to wrap her arms around her, kiss her, and tell her it was all
right as she started to make love to her. But, what would Sally
think. Thomasina wasn't like other women. Would Sally understand
when she found out that Thomasina wasn't what she expected?
Fighting her desires, Tommy continued her words. "They are still
young and selfish. As they mature, some of them will become more
sensitive, but most of them won't. But don't you worry. You'll
find someone special?" With that said, Thomasina knew that Sally
would withdraw and her hopes would be dashed, but she had to
protect herself from Sally discovering her secret. Being a good
friend to Sally was all she could really hope for.

Sally looked up into Tommy's eyes as her heart raced. It was now
or never.

"Someone special?", Sally asked with fear and hope in her face.
"Someone like you?"

Thomasina's heart skipped a beat at these words and then resumed
at a rapid flutter. The ache in her loins grew more as she
realized that what she hoped was coming to pass, but what would
Sally think when she learned her secret.

Thomasina felt Sally's arm slowly snake around her back just like
Tommy had her own arm around Sally. Their bodies molded together
more closely and as their breasts touched, Thomasina felt
electricity spread from the contact to every nerve of her body.
The feeling was so natural. Sally face moved closer to Tommy's
and she saw a mixture of fear and desire in Sally's eyes. Sally's
lips parted slightly and Thomasina remembered that she wanted to
protest before things went to far. But they already had. Before
a sound could be issued from Thomasina's throat, Sally was kissing
her.

The first brushing of their lips together made Thomasina forget her
secret. Then Tommy felt Sally's tongue tentatively part her lips
and all she could do was let it in. Tommy saw Sally's eyes slowly
close with the fear in them fading away. With Sally's tongue
opening her mouth wider, all Tommy could do was meet Sally's
tongue with her own and invite it in. Tommy soon closed her eyes
as well and gave into the wonders of this soft and passionate kiss.

Tommy then felt Sally's free hand gently cup one of her breasts.
Tommy moaned into Sally's mouth in response as their kiss grew
deeper and more impassioned. Sally's hand began to kneed and
caress the soft yet firm flesh of Tommy's chest. After minutes of
this manipulation, Tommy felt Sally's thumb and forefinger
searching for the nipple. The pinching of these two digits created
cause Tommy's nipple to harden and hasten Sally's discovery of it.
When Sally found the pebble hard nipple under the soft pleated
fabric of Tommy's nightgown, Tommy moaned more intently. Sally
fingers squeezed harder with the encouraging sounds that Tommy was
making and Tommy became lost in the wonderful sensations.

Sally then lifted her hand from Thomasina's breast to her
disappointment, but was surprised when she next felt it touch
the inside of her leg just below the hem of her nightgown. The
throbbing ache between Tommy's loins intensified and grew as
Sally's hand began to slowly glide up to the center of Tommy's
sex. It wasn't until Sally's finger were about to reach the silk
and frills of her baby dolls panties, that Tommy remembered  who
she was and what Sally was about to discover.

The fear that something would go wrong had almost left Sally as
the pleasure of kissing Tommy and feeling the warmth of Tommy's
body under her finger tips sent thrills through every nerve in
Sally's body. Her fingers were just about to touch the soft frilly
fabric of Tommy's baby doll panties. Would they be damp to the
touch from Tommy's excited juices oozing from her pussy like
Sally's panties would some times get when she was turned on? Would
Tommy moan more deeply into her exploring mouth like when she first
cupped Tommy's breast or squeezed her excited nipple. Sally
couldn't wait to find out the pleasures she was going to bring her
beautiful roommate and that Tommy was going bring to her as her
finger tips reached that last inch to touch Tommy's panty clad
groin.

Sally was shocked by the savagery with which Tommy's hand came
down upon her reaching one and yank it away from between Tommy's
legs. Sally's eyes flashed open as she retreated from Tommy's now
unresponsive kiss. She saw fear in Tommy's face and her own fears
that had been retreating returned full force. Sally wanted to snatch
her hand from Tommy's firm grip and run away from the embarrassment
that she felt for trying to seduce Tommy. Sally saw the fear in
Tommy's eyes and she wanted to cry. She tried yanking her hand from
Tommy's, but her strength was gone all she had left in her were
tears and fear for the big mistake she had made.

Sally looked up at Tommy's face and saw the fear there change to
concern. Tommy brought there hands up and wove their fingers
together into a firm, but gentle grip.

"No! No!", Sally heard Tommy say in a consoling tone. "It's not what
you think?"

Sally felt confusion mix with her fears at Tommy's change in
demeanor. She tried to voice this question, but Tommy brought their
joined hands up to Sally's lips to silence her. Tommy kissed their
joined hands across from Sally's lips tenderly with a hurt
expression in her eyes.

"Shh!", Tommy whispered between kisses on Sally's knuckles. "Shh!"

Sally watched Tommy take a deep breath while she held Sally's eyes
with hers. "I have a very important secret to share before we can go
any further. It will change everything that you know about me and
you may even hate me after, but you have got to promise me...", she
said with a quivering, fear filled voice. "That no matter how you
feel afterward, that you will never tell another soul?"

Sally nodded dumbly. Her emotions were to high strung for her to say
anything coherent anyway. Tommy nodded in return and took another
shaky breath as she lowered their joined hands to the lap created by
their touching legs. Tommy's gazed followed and she started her
story with a shaky voice and down cast eyes.

My parents were a very loving couple and a year after they were
married, they were blessed by a health baby boy. Soon they were
showing their boy all the love that they felt for each other and
Thomas, the boy's name, lived in a very loving and well adjusted
home.

Disaster struck the family soon after Tom's fifth birthday. Tom's
father died in an auto accident and Tom's mother was devastate.
Tom's mother was a strong woman though and she quickly took up the
added responsibility of being mother and father for her son. Soon
the bond between mother and son was as strong as before the disaster
and Tom continued to grow in a loving and adjusted home. Secure in
who he was.

At the age of twelve, Tom's body began to change. Unlike the typical
changes a young boy goes through at puberty, Tom's changes were
different. Tom's voice grew higher instead of lower. The flesh of
his chest became very tender and in a months time, his chest had
swelled and grown. Tom, was a slim boy and his enlarged chest
quickly became noticeable by his fellow students. They boys teased
him about his titties and the girls teased him about his high voice.

Tom's mother was worried and took him to the doctors. They performed
extensive test and found out many strange things. Tom was outwardly
a boy, but deep inside his stomach were the hormone producing organs
of a girl. This natural source of estrogen was awakening. This was
what was causing him to develop breast and a high voice. It would
eventually change his whole body giving him soft skin and preventing
him from growing facial hair. The doctors offered an operation and
cosmetic surgery to make Tom more of a boy, but it was a decision
for Tom and his mother to make.

Except for the teasing by his pears, Tom was very accepting of the
changes that were occurring to him. The loving and supportive
environment that his mother had provided made him very secure in
his own identity. Tom was quite mature for his age. After long talks
with his mother, Tom decided that he didn't want to change who he
was and they declined the surgery that the doctors offered.

But Tom's mother knew that the kids in Tom's school wouldn't
understand the changes in Tom. So, for the emotional and
psychological health for her brave son, she took him out of school
early that year. Being a successful business woman, she easily got
a transfer to a new job in a new city. She took Tom out shopping for
new clothes. Bras, panties, hose, skirts, and blouses. She taught
her son how to use make up and about all the things he would need
for his new life. Tom accepted these changes easily for this was
who he was now.

In the next fall, Tom started at his new school. With a note from
the doctors saying he couldn't participate in gym class for medical
reasons, the kids at Tom's new school didn't know that Tom wasn't
just another new girl. So that Tom wouldn't grow fat from lack of
exercise, Tom's mother got Tom to do aerobics with her in the
evenings and they did all the exercises to help Tom keep a trim and
tight young woman's body as he grew. Tom became very popular in his
new school and he even graduated as the valedictorian. He was very
well adjusted in his new life and his mother ensured that he was
loved and supported. She even got court papers to change his name
to fit his new life. Thomasina.

Thomasina looked up from her and Sally's joined hands with another
deep and tentative breath. "I'm Thomasina.", she said in a still
quivering voice with fear in her eyes. She saw the astonishment in
Sally's face, but nothing else. Was it a mistake to let things go
so far that she had to tell Sally her secret?
