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Into the Woods (MF, MM, alcohol)
by Anon NixPixer (c) 1994

*

When Jimbo was 18 he had taken the drastic step of marrying
the sweet girl that he had gotten pregnant after the prom
night party when everyone had been too drunk to make the
wisest decisions.  He meant to just take her home and
somehow wound up in the back seat with Sue at the clearing
in the woods where all the adolescent lust scenes happened
in Bergenfield.  His hormones had been riding high and Sue
was in a state of euphoria from the Jack Daniels and the
excellent reefer that had been going around at the party.

Before they were even halfway to her house, a ten minute
drive, she had his big dick out of his pants and had
crunched her head under the steering wheel to get his 12+
inches down her eager throat.  He'd had his nuts drained
this way before and was getting into the groove and headed
for the woods.  The rest was small town tragic history.
Jimbo Daggett, star hockey player and straight-A student,
married Sue Oblonski three months after graduation.

Jimbo had been intending to start university that fall but
instead found himself work lumberjacking.  It was hard work
that filled his days with rote activity that took his mind
of the wife who was already well settled into married life.
Her parents had set them up in a small house with a bit of
land and Sue entertained her high school friends and grew
larger and waited to be a mother while Jimbo went out every
day to earn a living doing the hardest work he could find.

He hadn't taken this job because it was the only thing he
find.  He was bright and handsome and had had a few offers
to work in sales and a couple of office jobs but he didn't
want to be cooped up all day.  Besides he had worked hard in
high school to keep in shape for sports and was strong as an
ox and didn't want to loose his work by sitting on his ass
all day and eating Micky D's out of boredom and frustration.
He saw what became of his father and his pals as they
settled into middle age and he wasn't about to let that
happen to him.  As for money the lumberjacking paid damned
good so nobody could say that he wasn't providing well.

If those had been his only reasons for taking this job he
would have been just fine with life.  Sue was ok and he
savored the idea of being a daddy.  But Jimbo was carrying
around a secret that he hadn't even admitted to himself.

All those years of sports had been both boon and bane for
him.  He had loved the physical acts of sportsmanship; loved
getting out onto a field or the rink to pummel or be
pummeled by the other guys.  It was all part of the game and
the other guys seemed to like it too so he felt a-ok playing
all the games he could.  It was the locker rooms that made
him uneasy.  Gathering before a game or practise with the
others, undressing, showering, playing all the boy tricks
with the snapping towels.  And the constant talk of sex
since they had all reached an age old enough to pay
attention to their cocks and what they might be used for.

Jimbo had been a boys' boy and was never taken for anything
other than one of the guys.  He had led winning teams and
had played all the tricks and been the recipient
been the recipient of some ofthe good and the bad natured 
fun.  He took whatwas dished out and gave back a fair 
share of his own butnever did he feel quite right when 
faced with teammatesundressed or wrestling on a slick 
shower floor with one ofthem.  Something about their 
bodies and their dispositionsmade him squirm inside with 
an undefined wanting forsomething that he couldn't put a 
finger on.

Yet he was never really troubled much at the conscious
level.  He dated a few a girls that he liked a lot.  When he
was 15 he had lost his virginity with Lisa on the livingroom
floor of her parents house while they were out at a party.

Other girls had spread their legs for this clean-cut jock
and even more had tasted his come.  In the locker rooms he
had wowed his friends with the size of his cock.  It had
started its journey to hugeness when Jimbo was eleven along
with the rest of him.  By the time he was fifteen his cock
was a an 11 incher and he had a great rug of blonde fur on
his chest.  He was shaving daily and proudly kept a neat
mustache.  All the sports did wonders on his body, keeping
him fit and muscular with only a little extra time with
weights.  So he didn't worry much about himself or his odd
feelings.  His peers respected him and the girls usually
gave him what he wanted.

Now he had graduated from high school with a pregnant wife
and a job.  He wouldn't have admitted to himself that he was
restless, or that he was bitter that his chance at college
had been doomed by drunken indiscretion.  He went to work
every day and zapped the big pines to ease his frustration.

Coming home at night he would toss back a few beers with the
guys from work on occasion.  Sue was wrapped up in the
fantasy of motherhood and happy family and wanted him around
as much as possible and Jimbo did like her ok and felt that
she deserved some respect.  She had given up her chance at
college as well.  It wasn't as if she hadn't been taking the
pill.  She was just as surprised to find herself pregnant as
he had been when she'd told him.

Jimbo liked the work he was doing. It paid well enough that
he and Sue had most of the things that they wanted so
married life wasn't filled with tedious arguments about
money or spending.  The best of the job was, he had to admit
to himself, the guys he worked with.  They were a lot of
burley rugged men who took to their jobs like fish to water.
Most of them had been doing the work for many years and
showed it in the strong bodies and fearlessness with the
powerful equipment it took to fell the great trees.  They
were rough and friendly at the same time.  They would scream
profanity at the trees and at each other yet always made
time to show Jimbo the ins-and-outs of the work and were
more patient that not.  Most of them were single, having
taken to the lumberjacking life for the relative freedom and
the pay.  Middle aged and lonely they would spend most of
their off hours drinking in the bars with each other,
looking for the occasional pretty woman to woo into bed.  Of
the many men that Jimbo worked with their were a few he
had a special liking for.  They were younger than the rest
but still a few years older than himself.  In their early
twenties, unattached mostly, except for Paul, who like Jimbo
had a wife and a kid on the way to make 6 altogether.  It
was these guys that Jimbo would go with to the bars after
work.  It was a striking crew of them sitting at he bar in
flannel shirts, dirty chinos or jeans, making crude jokes
about the girls or work or the older pot-bellied
lumberjacks.  They accepted him without question as a strong
and capable worker, one who kept up with his share of the
work.  Jimbo would be squeezed between two of these guys at
the crowded bar and drink a few and ignore the hardness in
his pants, assume it was the product of fatigue and the JD
he was gulping down.  These men were so much like the jocks
he had palled around with in high school and he would feel
that unfocused longing sitting in the bar and it would
become acute as he drove home afterwards with his hand
massaging his hard-on.  The sleeping desire was waking
slowly and Jimbo began to know that these men were more than
just pals t him.  They brought to front all kinds of
feelings that he wasn't sure he wanted to know about.

Jimbo would massage his cock and his mind would turn to Paul
who always sat close to Jimbo at the bar so he could talk to
him over the jukebox.  Paul would always joke about the guys
on those occasions when the work got to so heavy that they
would lodge nearby the area they were to clear.  He said in
so many words that they would bunk together and the sounds
they made weren't sleeping sounds.  Jimbo would blush and
ask just what Paul meant.
" Those guys will do each other the sheets", Paul said.
" Do each other?", Jimbo had asked.
" Yeah, they give each other the old one-two, make their 
  own logs a little happier...You know what I mean?", 
  he answered with a curious look.
" U-huh, I know...I just never thought these guys were like 
  that."
" Man, most of them don't have ladies so they take what 
  they can get...I don't blame anyone for getting his rocks 
  as long as it don't hurt no nobody."

Jimbo thought about these words as he was driving home one
Friday night with his increasingly calloused hand buried in
his crotch rubbing his boner.  It wasn't just Paul's words
that had him this hard.  It was the feel of his breath in
his ear as talked about these things so matter- of- factly.
It was the smell of Paul, so near he could smell his beer
breath and body odour and the trees on him.  It was his
warmth that would ooze from him like sitting next to a small
open fire.  Every time the door opened the breeze would blow
his warmth over Jimbo ever so lightly.  It was the smile on
Paul's face that spoke of friendship, commaraderie.  Jimbo
was beside himself trying to figure out why these things
gave him such a hard-on, aroused him so that he had to
jerk-off like a school boy while driving home to his wife
who was pregnant with what he hoped would be his son.  He
knew and he didn't know and for now he would just let
himself come in his pants with Paul's face and feel in his
mind.  He had his cock firmly grasped in his hand jerking it
slowly slowly through the cloth of his denims.
Half-watching the road as his attention grew closer to the
explosion that was about to make a mess of his jeans.  His
hand didn't stop it's motion for a second as he sped onto
his exit, home only a few minutes away.  He could feel the
cotton briefs scraping against the head and the shaft.  His
nuts were drawn-up tightly against his body, his breathing
grower heavier.  The harsh feeling against his cock was
bringer him ever closer.  His hand got hotter and fuller as
his load made its dash for escape up the long shaft and into
his jockeys.  A short distance from his front door he felt
the wetness flood his crotch and he groaned loudly to the
interior of the car.  The load was a big one, he hadn't shot
in many weeks because Sue was too big to be comfortable with
any kind of sex.  Jimbo attributed the sudden horniness to
this fact and put the though of Paul out of mind as he made
his way into the house and the john to wash away his guilty
load.

Jimbo started to frequent the bar with the guys even more
often, getting drunker each time out.  He would sit with
Paul most of the time but to avoid his feelings he would
often wander over to some of the other men to chat, or play
a forbidden game of Quarters with a bottle of whiskey the
barmaid begrudgingly sold them.  They spent too much money
for the owners to complain about an illicit game or two.
With his wife moving nearer childbirth he felt the weight of
his responsibilities more acutely, so drowned his misgivings
in the whisky.  Paul would listen to him ramble about his
fears of fatherhood, his fear of failure.  Then he would
offer some advice from his years of being father and
husband.  Jimbo liked that Paul could be so understanding,
it made him feel even closer to the man.  Drunk and horney
Jimbo would relish these talks and repeated his jerking-off
ritual each night he left the bar for home.  Drunk, Jimbo
could let his feeling for Paul make its way to the surface
of his mind.  Driving along the back road his cock in his
hand, his imagination would come alive.  He could see Paul
naked.  His dark hair spread everywhere hair could be.  He
could see Paul's big arms and one large veined hand gripping
a monster prick., one bigger even than Jimbo's massive 12
inches.  That cock must be as hard and handsome as the rest
of Paul.  He could see clearly how Paul stroked it with one
hand, while the other hand would cusp his hairy nuts.  The
hand on his nuts would dance slowly over them to produce a
delicious tingle that broke him out in goose bumps.  Jimbo
would watch him in his mind take slow hard strokes on his
cock until he would start grunting in pleasure and then the
strokes would go more quickly ending in a blast of juice
that would land on Paul's face, spotting his mustache and
beard with pearly white streams.  Paul would lick out
whatever his tongue could reach.  It was at this point in
his fantasy that Jimbo would shoot his own load, not
allowing his mind to fantasy to wander any farther.  Home,
he would pass out in bed and deny the thoughts as he made
his way to work in the morning.

Not long after Sue gave birth to James Jr.  in the spring
Jimbo turned off the drinking and the bar and Paul, as best
he could.  A sudden warm thought would from time to time
seep to the surface but Jimbo was too taken with his new son
to pay much mind.  Sue was quick to recover from a fairly
easy childbirth and gleefully resumed her sex life with her
studly old man.  Jimbo's nightly games of pocket pool were
no longer needed.  The whisky driven fantasies had ceased
without the whisky.  Work had reached a fever pitch of
activity so he was often exhausted when he got home, eating
a supper and settling in with Sue for a night of sex or
cuddling.  The baby, making his nightly demands, kept both
of them feeling useful and tired.

In the Spring the trees were easier to deal with and the
weather less fierce, so the work got to be grueling.  Many
of the men traveled long distances to make it to work and
didn't leave until very late.  The camp manager decided to
open the cabin only a few miles away for those men who would
like to avoid the long drives and the exhaustion of not
getting enough rest.  The cabin, used seldomly, was in need
of cleaning and repairs to make it tolerable for the men.
While it was voluntary to stay there the manager did not
make the cleaning detail voluntary.  Jimbo, being being the
newest man on crew, was selected for this not only because
of his newness but because the crew manager felt he could
use the extra bucks with a kid at home.  For the same reason
he also chose Paul to partner with Jimbo.  On the next
Saturday they were to get it ready for the lumberjacks to
use as soon as Monday.

That night Jimbo joined the guys at the bar for a few to
take the edge off.  He also needed to make plans with Paul
for the coming Saturday; what supplies to bring, time, who
was driving with who.  Paul offered to pick Jimbo up so that
his wife would have use of the car.  Paul's truck would also
allow them to stay the night if they had to since it was
covered.  The cabin might take more work than they could get
done in one day and if it wasn't livable for the others in
one day then they would definitely be better off with the
truck to sleep.  All the materials they needed they would
get by voucher at the K-Mart before they left Saturday
morning.  Paul said that in the past the crew manager had
also slipped an extra fifty bucks to the guys on this detail
to feed themselves and get some beer or whatever.  Jimbo was
glad to hear that believing he would definitely need
something to get him through this ordeal.  As soon as he
heard that he and Paul had been picked for this job he felt
a great swarm of butterflies take flight in his stomach.
Part dread and part unadmitable hope had joined in his
brain.  He was stuck and was going to make the best of it.

Saturday came all too soon and at the grim hour of six a.m
Paul pulled into Jimbo's driveway.  Sue had gotten up with
Jimbo at five to make breakfast for the boys and Paul and
Jimbo sat down to a neal of bacon and eggs and waffles
before heading out.  First stop was the bar to pick up a a
couple fifths of bourbon and a case of Bud.  Next they hit
the K-Mart for cleaning supplies, shovel, broom, etc.  Then
to the grocery store for a couple days worth of eats:  pork
chops, corn-on-the-cob, steaks, potatoes, and some bottled
water.  Stocked up and with Paul's grill in the truck they
headed to the cabin.

Driving along Paul said, "Man, I have a an extra special 
 little treat for us."
"Oh yeah? What?", Jimbo asked.
"My old lady's brother has a connection to the best Thai
 you'll ever see, taste, touch, or feeeeel", he said 
 drawing out the last word with an impish grin on his face.
"Thai? Jesus, I haven't been stoned since high school."
"Well, your overdue buddy."

Jimbo was thinking about the last time he had smoked pot and
it came to Jimbo that it was the night that he had gotten
Sue pregnant.  He didn't share this fact with Paul, but it
made him think about the erotic feelings that were unleashed
when he toked.  He had been so horney that night he would
boffed anything.  The thought made him squirm knowing that
he had had more than one jerk-off session with fantasies of
Paul.  He vowed to himself that he wouldn't let these
feelings get him into something he would regret.  Paul was a
pal and nothing more.  In fact, Paul would probably freak if
he knew what thoughts went on with Jimbo.  So, Jimbo let the
feeling go and talked to Paul about other things.  They both
followed the basketball season, and their were the kids,
wives, work to talk about.  Time passed and sooner than they
expected they turned onto the road that led to the cabin.
In short order they pulled into the clearing in front of the
cabin.
"What a fucking DUMP", Jimbo opined.
"It's not the Ritz, but its all ours till Monday", 
 Paul replied.
Jimbo looked around. "Is that an outhouse?"
"Fuckin-A."
"Damn, we oughta get started if we expect to have time 
 to eat sometime this weekend."
They went into the cabin to see what had to be done.
It wasn't nearly as bad it had seemed outside.  It had bunks
enough to sleep 12 people, a kitchen, and a dining/living
area with chairs, a couple couches, large table.  It had
been a year or more since anyone had occupied it so it was
filthy from the weather making it in through broken windows
and a hole in the roof.  The last crew that had resided in
the cabin had left without cleaning the dishes.  The bunks
were covered with useless bedclothes.  The floors were
soiled with droppings from various animals that made their
way inside to escape the cold.  The guys had their work cut
out for them.  After the survey of the damage they went to
retrieve the supplies and split up the chores.  Paul had
some carpenter experience so he went about the business of
fixing the windows, covering them plywood since they hadn't
thought to bring glass with them.  The stove was
wood-burning and Jimbo got some large clean pots and filled
them water to do the dishes.  Along with the work
went the beer.  It was noon when they started and by dark
they had finished the better portion of the work and all of
a case of beer.  A little drunk and feeling smooth the two
men put away their mops and tools and prepared dinner on the
grill that Paul had brought.  Steaks well-done with
corn-on-the-cob were extra tasty after a day of hard work
and, of course, a couple jays of Thai didn't hurt their
appetite either.  Inside the cabin they had set the table
with paper plates, plasticware, and a kerosine lamp since
their were was no electricity to help light the place.  As
the steaks sizzled slowly on the grill Jimbo and Paul sat on
the warm grass and fallen pineneedles passing a thick joint
back and forth.  Jimbo was feeling fine with the smoke,
letting his body rest and his thoughts wander.  All day he
had worked like a madman to keep his mind clear of the
closeness of Paul.  Despite his best effort he had found his
eyes wandering to Paul's body as Paul had worked.  Paul
hadn't been at it long before his shirt had come off to
combat the heat and the sweat.  Jimbo hadn't seen him this
fully before.  He'd seen his cock in the john at the bar
while they pissed at adjacent urinals, but he had seen never
his upper body.  Paul's chest was covered in heaps of fine
soft hair that thinned into a straight line of hair that
travelled down his stomach to disappear into the waistline
of his jeans.  Years of working the forest had developed his
frame with hard, well-defined muscle tone.  His every move
sent ripples through his arms, chest, back.  His stomach was
smooth without the body builder washboard effect but it too
was hard as a rock.

Paul was lying on his back seeing the first stars and
falling into the spell of the weed.  His hands were laying
over his chest covering his nipples but small hairs poked
through the fingers.  Jimbo, when he glanced over could see
them glisten with the last sweat of the day.  It had been a
hot day but the night was bringing the temperature down
rapidly to tolerable levels and he was afraid that Paul
would put his shirt back on if it got too cold.  Every few
minutes Paul got up to inspect he steaks and veggies and
Jimbo would groan within at Paul's gracefulness.  But as
they lay side by side on the grass with the Thai pumping
them full of gentle euphoria Jimbo just mellowed to the
presence of this man he felt such longing for.  The grass
did it tricks to time and Jimbo felt every moment like it
was eternity and he was fully happy on one level of his
desire.  He was near and alone with this man he so admired
and vowed again to himself to not make choices that would
endanger that nearness.

Sooner than either would have liked the meal was ready.
They carried the sizzling steaks to the table inside and lit
he lamp as it was fully dark now.  The rest of the meal came
as well as more beer and the beginning of the bourbon.  Paul
mixed a wicked pair of boiler-makers in twenty-two once
plastic cups and they sat to eat and get royally fucked-up.
The booze was a whopper on top of the Thai and helped to
preserve the buzz that the food was sure to diminish.  The
guys wolfed down the meat and corn in quick order, working
now more furiously on the drinks that they kept pouring for
themselves.  The lamp was in the middle of the table and the
two men sat opposite each other.  Paul rolled the rest of
the herb into fat joints that started to be passed as soon
as the meal was over.  "I am just zonked", Paul said.
"Uhhhm...me too", Jimbo replied, watching Paul stretch to
clear his head.  "Let's go back out.  It's too damned hot in
here."

Outside the grill gave off a small glow from the smoldering
charcoal, but it was mostly dark as the two found a place on
the grass.  It was damp with dew wetting their bottoms and
legs as they sat on it.  Not that they cared, leaning back
all the way getting their backs and arms wet as well.  The
night air was cooler but still too uncomfortable for a lot
of clothes, which made Jimbo happy.  Paul was just a shadow
now but Jimbo knew he was naked to the waist.  His torso
outlined in the dim light from the quarter moon.  Lying back
Jimbo felt a great wallop from the bourbon and grass.  He
sighed into the night, feeling weightless in the dark.  Just
as he remembered from his teens the pot was working on his
libido.  He felt acutely the rise in his cock.  It was
rubbing against the fabric of his jeans in a not unpleasant
way.  Absentmindedly he reached down to adjust the hardness
into a more comfortable position.  All day he had kept his
shirt on out of some superstitious notion that removing it
might lead to more than he was ready for Now he sat up a 
little to tug it off in the darkness.  Hesighed again at 
how good it felt to feel the little breeze
on his torso.  The sweat on his chest meeting the breeze
chilled him some, but he welcomed it after the long hot day.
"I thought you would have done that a long time ago" Paul said.
"What?"
"Taken that shirt off. I can't take being too hot. Shit, 
 when I'm home I don't wear *anything* if I can help it."
"It wasn't so hot today", Jimbo muttered.
"You know what?", Paul said with a giggle,"I think i'm 
 going to loose these pants too."
With that he lifted his butt a few inches off the ground to
push his pants down around his ankles, kicking them off with
his feet.  Jimbo knew he was virtually naked now but it was
too dark to tell what color Paul's jockeys were.  He
suspected plain white knowing he usually wore them.  This
sudden abandoning of pants had a powerful effect on Jimbo.
His hardness moved from being merely noticeable to urgent
pressure and desire for relief.  "Well",he thought,"theres
not a damned chance of that right now".  He silently urged
his cock to desist but it wasn't listening.  While these
thought were going through his head he got very quiet.  His
breathing slowing down in an attempt to relax and ignore
Paul's sudden nakedness.

"Whatsa matter bud",Paul asked,"you shy?"

This got Jimbo's attention."Kinda", he replied.  He was
thinking that Paul must be very high if he's ragging me
about not getting naked.

"Man you *are* shit faced", Jimbo said with a nervous laugh.
"Nah, I just think its cool to be naked in the woods. 
 Come on Jimbo, try it, you might like it."

Jimbo knew he was in a bind.  It would look odd to be
uptight with his buddy.  Why shouldn't he get naked?  It was
just the two of them.  On the other hand he had a boner to
end all boners and this he didn't want Paul to see.
Thinking about this a moment he decided to hope for the
cover of the dark.  In a swift move he had his pants off.
It did feel good to be out of them.

"Now isn't that better", Paul queried.
"You bet!"

Paul rose to sit on his legs.  He scratched his neck and
then his balls.  Suddenly he was scratching all over.

"Damn grass", he exclaimed, "I shoulda left my shirt on."
"Too late for that now, I didn't get bare-assed for you 
 to cop out now", Jimbo stated.
"Your not bare-assed bud. *This* is bare-assed", he said 
 pulling his shorts down and throwing them a few feet away.
"What are you doing?"
"Getting in touch with nature"

Jimbo was completely shocked by this move.  Did Paul want
him to follow suit?  His thoughts were racing around this
question as well as his complete focus on Paul's shadowy
cock.  The dick was was at half-mast but Paul was seemingly
oblivious to his own hardness.  Jimbo on the other hand was
hard as a rock.  He had a large calloused hand covering his
prick or at least as much of it as one hand could.  Paul had
his attention on something else or probably nothing but the
feel of the cool air on his skin.  High, he was just a
receptacle for sensation; a place where all the good
feelings came together.  Jimbo was just starting to relax
when Paul turned to him with a grin that spoke volumes.

"Come on man, lose the shorts. I don't wanta be buck all alone".

Jimbo made a decision not to take his shorts off.  He was
too hard and he was kidding himself if he thought there was
too little light for Paul to notice.

"Tough", he said,"it wasn't my idea to prance around in 
 my birthday suit!"

Paul's expression changed.  Dramatically.  His grin went
from mischievous to deeply wicked.  He let out a Banshee
yell that could have woke the dead and pounced on Jimbo.
The attack was swift and pointed.  He had a patch of Jimbo's
short in one hand and Jimbo's arms pinned with the other
hand and his body as he sat on his chest.  With one strong
tug the shorts ripped free.  Paul howled in triumph.

"Gotcha guy!", he yelled with a burst of laughter.

Jimbo was still pinned.  He was looking up into Paul's
smiling face; hearing his good humor and playfulness.  He
responded with a spontaneous outpouring of tears.  The
boy-man was too overwhelmed with his emotions:  his love of
Paul, his fear of rejection, his absolute attraction, his
abhorrence of his homosexuality.  It was all too much and he
layed there and wept silently.  He turned his head to the
side so that Paul wouldn't see the tears streaming down his
face.Paul slid off him when he realized that Jimbo wasn't
seeing this as fun.  He had seen the beginning of the tears.
Paul was not an insensitive man despite the work he did and
the the life he'd chosen.  He knew that something was
happening inside Jimbo's head that needed to be taken
seriously.  He sat on the ground next to Jimbo's long form.
Clearing his throat a little he asked, "Did I go too far
buddy?  I'm really sorry." Jimbo was recovering some from
the surprise and the overload on his feelings, still he
layed there silently.  He knew Paul must have felt his boner
when he was yanking the shorts off his body.  What did he
think?  He was being very cool right now, trying to not
aggravate Jimbo any more, but what about later?  When they
returned to work and the nights out at the bar.  Jimbo
didn't know if he could ever really face Paul again.

Paul didn't say anything after he apologized to Jimbo. He
thought he had a clue why he was so upset.  He *had* felt
the erection.  He knew that herb made lots of guys horny
including himself, But it didn't make you break into tears
over a little playfulness.  He realized that Jimbo must be
turned on to him, and didn't want him to know.  It didn't
take much to put two and two together.  He was pretty sure
that his buddy had a raging hard-on for him.  Paul was
wasn't sure what he should do.  His thoughts moved to his
boyhood and life with four older brothers and the sex play
between him and them.  He thought of the friends he had in
high school and their after school high-jinks.in one or the
others basements.  Jacking each other off and the younger
boy who would let them all fuck him in the cellar for a
chance to be with the bigger kids and maybe get a little pot
too.  That was a long time ago it seemed to Paul.  He had
married and had kids.  He wasn't ashamed of his homosexual
interludes as a teenager.  Hell, his brothers and his
buddiesdid it, they had introduced him to it.  But Paul 
thoughtof it as a thing of the past, not really an option 
for theman he had grown up to be.  Yet,here was Jimbo with 
a hard-on for him.  Paul also gave thought to the fact that
Jimbo was not more than a kid despite the wife and son and
the hard work he did to keep his family as well off as
possible.  He knew that Jimbo's boyhood had been cut short
and he felt for him.  It was one of the reasons he had gone
to the trouble of befriending him.  Why he had spent a
little too much for the extras on this job.  The Thai had
cost him more than he could really afford.

Without getting up Paul looked around for the bottle of Jack
that they had taken outside with them.  He spied it a couple
of yards away and moved to get it.  The bottle was more than
half empty when Paul uncapped it and downed a big gulp.  He
set the bottle in front of Jimbo's face silently.  He moved
away again to get his pants.  The cigarette pack was still
in the pocket with the last two joints still hidden among
the Marlboros.  He retrieved one and lit it with a match.
Taking a long hard drag centered him a little.  He moved the
jay to Jimbo's mouth.  He didn't say a word as he put the
smoking thing between Jimbo's lips.  Jimbo gripped the joint
with his lips and pulled a stream of hot smoke into his
lungs as Paul held onto the joint.  Jimbo took a swig of the
bourbon to clear the cotton from his mouth.  They repeated
the ritual several more times until the joint was finished.
Jimbo never faced Paul while smoking this peace offering.
He could only think about what an odd gentle gesture this
was and in his shame he was uninclined to speak.  Paul had a
made a decision of his own in the last few minutes.  He
wanted Jimbo as relaxed as he could be in his obvious fear.
If Paul was right this would be a new loop in his
relationship with Jimbo.

Paul stretched his arm around Jimbo's naked waist from the
side where he still sat.  Jimbo tensed but continued to say
nothing.  Paul turned him onto his back and looked down into
his eyes.  He saw confusion and pain in them.

"Jimbo?....its alright man. Don't get hung up. 
 You dig me don't you?"
He nodded a yes.
"I'm gonna give you what you want but you can't tell anyone 
 ever...ok?"
He nodded again. His breath was coming in short bursts.
Never would have he imagined this outcome.  It was absurd
and yet he wanted it more than he could he possibly say.
His cock which had softened after his underwear had been
ripped off was now moving toward new tumescence.  He even
managed a weak grin.  Paul moved his hands to Jimbo's chest.
The nipples poking through the matt of fur came between two
fingers on each of Paul's hands.  He rubbed them gently and
felt them get harder.  His right hand continued with one
nipple as the left made a circle across Jimbo's chest and
stomach.  Where ever his hand wandered the skin broke into
gooseflesh.  Jimbo sighed and closed his eyes.  The touch
was un-fucking-believable.  His nipple was tingling and he
could feel the touch everywhere.  Damn, he thought, even my
teeth are tingling.The other hand was making slow sweeps
over his whole body.  Jimbo felt his cock like he never had
before.  Its swelling had all his attention.  Paul was
sitting over his legs now and Jimbo's cock poking him in 
thebelly whenever he bent over to stroke some portion of 
hischest or face.  Likewise Jimbo could feel Paul's cock
ticking his stomach.  It was big but Jimbo marvelled how
much larger his own cock was.  He thought of the those of
the locker rooms scenes briefly.

Paul was doing his best to arouse Jimbo.  He knew what felt
good to himself and he knew that he made love to his wife
with some skill.  He turned over this knowledge to Jimbo
with every touch.  Jimbo's bucking hips showed he was doing
a swell job.  He would semi-lay on Jimbo while stroking him.
The pressure on Jimbo's cock and the touch of his stomach
made Jimbo acutely aware of his hardness and he press his
dick into the warm flesh and hair of Paul's belly.  Each
time he would groan in pleasure and frustrations both.  Just
this so smooth touching of his body was making him ache to
come.  His balls had drawn up as soon as his nipples has
been touched.  Now he was in a near frenzy to shoot, but
Paul was still doing fine things to him with his hands, He
hadn't even touched Jimbo's cock yet.  Jimbo was bucking his
cock at Paul with increasing agitation.
"Relax guy, we're just getting started."
With that he slid off Jimbo's legs and moved to his side.
He bent down to Jimbo's chest and with a wet tongue began to
lick a firm tit.  Again the hands began to work.  One hand
making travels over the skin while the other tweaked the
parallel nipple.  Paul went on like this for several
minutes, his tongue working the nipple until it was coated
in saliva and Jimbo was squirming.  Paul switched nipples
and now his chest was draped over Jimbo's.  Jimbo could feel
Paul's hairy torso, hot and a little sweaty.  Paul slowly
worked a hand down his buddy's body until it rested on his
abdomen making small circles around the navel.  Never
letting the nipple alone his hand made its way to the furry
space just above Jimbo's ever swelling member.He stroked the
hairs like he was feeling a fine piece of cloth.  He
pointedly avoided the hardness just below his
fingers;ignored Jimbo's growls of pleasure and need.
Instead he explored the crevices between the thighs, Lightly
touching the fine hair he found there, so different from
the wiry pubics that it could have belonged to a different
person.  In the dim light Paul glanced at the cock that was
so near to hand.  At the tip was an amazingly big drop of
pre-come.  In fact the whoel head of the prick was
glistening in the moonlight with the slickness escaping
Jimbo's cock.  Paul used one finger to touch the very tip of
the his friend's tool.  Ever so lightly he touched it so
that his fingertip gathered a small spot of Jimbo's leakage.
He put the finger to his tongue.  He had tasted his own come
before.  Sometimes he would lick it from his fingers after
jerking-off had tasted it on his wife.  Jimbo's was really
not very different, maybe a little sweeter.  Jimbo saw this
amazing action and sensed what might be to come.  He let out
a whimper of delight.  He had been passive all this time,
enjoying the exploration of his form.  Now he moved to
reciprocate a bit.  His focus was narrowed by curiosity to
Paul's cock.  He recalled the locker room scenes, the
awkwardness with the other boys.  He'd always known that he
wanted to reach out to those cocks if only to know what they
felt like.  Now he was gripping the manhood of the best
friend he had ever known.  It felt good and strange and
familiar all at the same time.  Paul acknowleged the touch
by moving his cock inside Jimbo's fist in quick jerks.  Paul
lost the last of his inhibitions and began to take small
leaps down Jimbo's body with his tongue.  His mouth was full
of hair as he licked the crevice between the pects.  The
soft hair was a road for his lips and tongue to travel.  It
led in a straight path toward the stomach where it stretched
out into a wide lake for Paul to take deep draughts.  Jimbo
kept a firm grip on the cock in his hand while Paul pursued
his journey.  Jimbo could feel the wet trail down his torso
as the light breeze dried it slowly.  The tickling tongue
sent shivers through him.  Soon he was shivering all over
with euphoria and expectation.  Nothing in his knowledge of
sex could have prepared him for this.  The adolescent girls
who taken his cock had no savvy; no sense of adventure.  Sue
had long ago given up trying to suck his cock.  The last of
his growth had come after their marriage and she no longer
attempted his big dick.  Here was Paul only inches from
taking him.  Paul disengaged his own cock from Jimbo's hand
to turn himself to a position where he could face the cock
he had every intention of taking down his virgin throat.  He
was almost ready and he knew that his buddy was never going
to be more ready.  When he first turned he had taken a
position on his knees and legs, standing straight on his
knees.Resting his hands on Jimbo's belly he smiled down at
him.  "This ain't bad is it", he asked.  "You want me to do
it, don'tya?" Jimbo reached up and stroked Paul's face and
chest.  "Please" Paul backed up a few inches and lowered his
head to just above his buddies fiercely erect cock.  His
tongue licked at the head tentatively.  He tasted again the
pre-come that had oozed out earlier.  He was somewhat
disturbed by the size but commited to following through none
the less.  Taking a deep breath he brought as much of the
cock into his mouth as possible.  At that Jimbo let go an
amazing growl of absolute awe and rapture.  None of his
covert fantasies had prepared him for the bliss that was
rising from his groin.  Paul had taken the stunningly large
cock right down to the balls.  In an act of sheer will Paul
had found some physical ability he had never guessed.  This
was easier than he could have imagined.  Once he had his
friends manhood buried in his in his throat he started to
work on it with his tongue at the base.  His hard fingers
tickled at Jimbo's balls and occasionally a finger would
snake its way to the opening of his ass and gently apply
pressure.  Then it would tickle around the wrinkled edge
making the fine hair rise with goosegumps.  One hand was
moving from one of Jimbo's nipples to the other, first
squeezing then rubbing.  Esch of these delicious touches
hardened Jimbo's cock yet more.  Paul changed his technique
and started to give the big demon of a cock slow licks with
the tip of his tounge.  The wedge of tongue moved to cover
every inch.  Then he swallowed it whole again and began in
earnest to suck, moving his wet warm mouth and tounge and
lips up and down the shaft paying special attention to the
head on every piston.  Jimbo was bucking his hips furiously
in near primal ecstasy.  He didn't wan't to hurt Paul or
force more more on him than he could bear but it just it
felt so damn good that he found his body reacting almost
without his control.  And that finger that had found its way
into his rectum was wiggling, and producing a sensation that
he had never ever dreamed of.  No one had ever put anything
up there.  The one or two girls who had tried had been
rebuffed, but now he gladly let the digit move and work its
way around.  The finger was soon joined by another an his
cock grew painfully erect.  He wanted to shoot his load and
his romping hips were nearly spastic, but Paul wouldn't
increasse the pace to the level that would have been to sure
to bring Jimbo to completion.  Instead he slowed down even
more nearly torturing Jimbo with the desire to come.  Jimbo
barely felt the third finger make its way into him.  He was
absorbed with the infuriating and impossibly blissful action
on his dick.  When Paul found his prostate though he thought
he jump out of his skin.  Jimbo completely stiffened in
surprise and joy.  Paul realized what he had found and
removed his mouth from Jimbo's cock to prolong the pleasure.
He twirled his fingers slowly inside Jimbo' ass.  Jimbo
lifted his legs without thinking to Paul's shoulders in
order to let those fingers make thier way without
obstuction.  Paul was on his knees staring down into Jimbo's
enraptuted face and his fingers moved wickedly around inside
his buddy.  His other hand was stroking his own cock which
was as hard as it was when he was a horney teenager getting
off in the morning for his first jerk-off of the day.  He
bent over and kissed Jimbo a little and edged closer to him.
His cock was only a couple of inches from his busy fingers.
With the free hand he lifted Jimbo from under the small of
his back and slowly removed his fingers.  Jimbo made a deep
complaning sound.  Paul smothered it with another kiss and
spit a clear stream into his palm.  He coated his ccok with
the spittle and then repeated the action, this time forcing
the wetness into Jimbo's ass.  Jimbo grew very quiet and let
all the tension leave his body.  His darkest secretest dream
was about to see the realization.  As Paul brought Jimbo's
ass level with his cock Jimbo put his hands on Paul's back
and stroked lightly, giving Paul unspoken permission to go
ahead.  Paul's cock made a brief sharp pain as it entered
his ass.  Jimbo threw his head back as far as it would go
and moved the cock all the way inside.  The union was
complete.  Paul used his every technique to keep the strokes
going as long as possible.  He felt strong and good as
brought Jimbo to a shuddering orgasm.  Jimbo's cock lasted
only a few minutes as Paul's lovemaking brought him the
completeness he had barely dared envision.  His entire book
shook as his orgasm took him.  The come shot in white ropes
acoss his stomach and chest and face.  He shouted in
tumultuous cries of release and joy.  Paul increaed his
tempo till he too could no longer hold back the ache for
release.  In forcefull strokes he brought his need to an end
and shot a load deep inside Jimbo's quivering ass,the ring
of his sphincster still tight from his explosive orgasm.
Paul released his load and the last inhibitions he would
ever have about this form of pleaure.  With a deep sigh he
lowered his body ontop of Jimbo, his cock still part-way
inside of his buddy -- the best buddy he would ever have he
thought to himself as Jimbo wrapped his legs around him more
intimately.  The two men, exhausted, a little drunk still,
fell asleep.

<FINI>
