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My Sex Life #2 (mmm, inc, oral, anal, ped,  forced, dom)
From: gmurray@nospam.isd.net (G.M. Murray)

      
   I am a happily married, ordinary, middle aged guy.  I have an 
ordinary middle aged life with the house; the children; the cat; the
community;etc.  I also have had an interesting sex life. Nobody knows
everything Iıve done.  There is a part of me that wants to be known.  The
Internet affords me an opportunity to cater to exhibitionism and let all
us voyeurs watch as I replay My Sex Life.
   All of the stories written here are true.  Itıs been spiced up where
necessary to hold the interest of the reader, but the events as portrayed
actually happened.
   *If you would like to comment on; reply to;  or...whatever(in Central
Minnesota or nearby Wisconsin), - E-mail me at:  IM_sub@hotmail.com.   I
am interested in feedback.
   In the summer of 1968, I was 14 years old  By now, I had started
cumming sperm when I jacked off, and I had a few hairs around my crotch
area.  Mark was 16 and still a big guy.  The first week that school was
out in June, it turned really warm and we both wanted to go camping out in
the back yard.  We were all set for a big fight (we used to fight  a lot)
when our mother laid down the law that we could both share, or no one was
camping out.  This was fine by me, but Mark had planned to have a couple
of his friends come over and didnıt want me tagging along.  Well, his
friends did come over and they begrudgingly let me join them (my mother
said so!).  Tim lived a couple of blocks away was the most mature of
Markıs friends.  He was a little shorter than Mark, but with a muscular
build and dark hair.  He was already shaving on a regular basis.  Jimmy
was the least mature of Markıs friends and lived across the street.  He
was skinny and my height.  Even though he, Tim and Mark were older and two
grades ahead of me in school, Jimmy and I used to play with each a lot and
he had even gone  out with me one night the previous year on one of my
³naked runs.²  So I knew he was as undeveloped as I was at that time.
   We were all snuggled in our sleeping bags and I had taken off my
underwear inside the bag.  I usually liked to sleep naked and it was a
turn on for me to be crammed into this tent with three other guys who
didnıt know I was naked.  I was softly stroking myself when, in the
darkness, I heard Jimmy next to me ask, ³You ever play with yourself?²
   Startled, my hand left my stiff cock.  I thought about it and I said,
³Yeah, I have.  It feels good.²
   ³Itıs called jerking off,² said Jimmy.  ³You want to do it now?²
   ³Yeah,² I said as I grabbed my naked cock again. ³Letıs do it.²
   ³Itıs called masturbation, you retards,² said my brother from the other
side of Tim, ³and Dadıll kill you if he ever catches you doing it.²
   ³What?² I said scornfully, ³are you going to tell him? You donıt whack
off yourself cock sucker?²
   ³Iım not the cock sucker,² said Mark, ³You are.²
   My heart suddenly began beating very fast.  This was not fair, I
thought,  but not being very good at trading insults with the older boys,
I said feebly, ³What are you talking about ?²
   ³Why donıt you suck my cock like you did last year?² said Mark
savagely.  He was getting back at me because I insisted on sleeping out
with him and Tim and Jimmy.
   ³Hey, whatıs this about,² said Tim next to me. ³Greggy sucks cock?²
   ³Yeah,² said Mark, ³He chomped down on mine tool real good last time. 
He loved it.²
   ³Mark!²  I said in dismay, my erection wilting.  How could he betray me
like this?  But again, my stupid mouth betrayed me.  ³Youıre the one that
liked it!²  I blurted out.
   ³Shit!² said Tim, ³and here I am pissed off that we canıt look at the
Playboys I brought because your little brother is here, and he turns out
to be a cock sucker.
   ³You canıt tell anyone!² I insisted as my mouth kept on going.
   ³Wow, neat.² said Jimmy.  ³You really sucked your brotherıs cock?²
   ³I donıt want to talk about it,² I said lamely.
   Tim got out of his sleeping bag and rummaged through his knapsack.  He
pulled out a few well worn Playboy magazines and threw them down in front
of us.  Then, in the shadowy darkness, he took off his underwear and laid
on his stomach on top of his sleeping bag.  He turned on his flashlight
and opened up one of the Playboyıs. 
   In spite of my humiliation, I scooted over, half out of my sleeping bag
to get a look.  So did Mark and Jimmy (who was probably still holding onto
his hard dick).  Although I had been reading porn novels for awhile, I had
never had a chance to look at any nude magazines.  Jeff didnıt have any in
his collection.  So I was fascinated.
   We were all huddled together lying on our stomachs but Tim was the only
one all the way out of his sleeping bag.  I could see hair on the back of
his muscular ass if I glanced backwards, which I did.  My cock was
gettting hard again and I was gently rubbing it against my bag as Tim
turned the pages.
   ³Far out,² said my bother as Tim shone the light on the perfect breasts
of a centerfold.  I could see him moving around in his bag, and realized
that he was getting off his underwear also.
   We kept on looking at various sexually alluring pictures.  Jimmy was
half on his side and his arm was moving under him.  
   ³Shit, we gotta do something here,² said Tim as he turned over, laid on
his back and grabbed his erection.
   He shined the flashlight on himself and my eyes bugged.  His cock was
the same length as the mine or Markıs but it was massively thick.  And he
was really hairy.  He had hair on his chest, a few hairs were even growing
around his big nipples, and the went down his stomach to his large jutting
cock which was surrounded by hair.  I could see his balls and they looked
big and black in the shadows.  The tip of his tool was glistening in the
light with precum.
   ³Hey, Greggy,² said Tim grabbing his meat,  ³Why donıt you suck on this?²
   I froze, my eyes darting to my brother for support.  But he looked
away.  He didnıt egg Tim on, but he didnıt say stop either.  He was, Iım
sure, of two very different minds about this.  He was as horny as the rest
of us, but Iım sure he was also regretting that he had told the guys about
our personal ³secret.²
   ³Yeah Greg,² Jimmy said, ³Go ahead and do him.²   He pulled his bag off
and had his fist around his thin cock, pumping slowly up and down.  His
eyes shone with anticipation and he licked his lips.
   I was between Jimmy and Tim and Mark was on the other side of Tim.  I
kept on looking at my brother and softly said, ³Mark?²
   ³Cımon Greggy,² said Tim.  ³You know you want to..  Letıs see what
youıve got to show.²  Tim unzipped my bag and shined the light on my ass. 
³Cımon, turn it over,² he said, giving my ass a hard smack!
   ³Ow,² I complained as I rolled over away from his hand.  My hard peter
bounced into the flashlight and a sticky trail of precum stretched out
from the bag to my cock, then broke.
   ³Hey, youıre ready, cımon,² he said grabbing my stiff dick.  ³Cımon,
suck me.²
   I again looked at Mark for help and hesitantly said, ³Stop, I donıt...²
but, I didnıt pull away from Timıs hot hand.  My hips twitched
involuntarily and my cock moved in his fist.
   Now Mark said, ³ Hey, youıre the one that wanted to sleep out here with
the big boys. Why donıt you go ahead and suck him.²
   I was dismayed at this betrayal by my older brother.  He was supposed
to protect me!  With that, my will weakened.  I felt very alone and when
Tim let go of my dick, put his hand behind my neck and started guiding my
head to his thick cock, I didnıt know if I should resist.
   ³Cımon Greggy,² said Jimmy, ³Get on out of the bag.²
   He pushed my ass and I was manipulated to get on my hands and knees. 
My heart was racing now as Tim positioned my head over his big cock. 
Jimmy had his face down near my belly and reached out and ran his hand up
and down my twitching tool. 
   ³Man, that feels good,² one part of my mind was saying.  Another part
was terrified.  And the danger part that liked doing crazy things without 
getting caught had my heart hammering and my cock buzzing.
   ³Yeah, baby,² said Tim.  He gave the flashlight to my brother who kept
it shining on Timıs pole.  Tim grabbed it with his other hand and said,
³Lick it.²   
   Craning my neck down, it looked like a huge mushroom.  ³What the hell,²
my flushed body sensually insisted, ³Do it!²
    I licked the tip of his giant head, taking off the drop of pre-cum,
puzzling over this forbidden taste.
   ³Mmmmm,²  he murmured, thrusting his hips up and mashing my lips with
his cock. ³Keep on licking.  Lick it good.²
   Mark kept the light on us while grabbing his own erection, but Jimmy
had gotten up on his knees behind me now and started jerking off while
rubbing his hand, cock and body against my ass.
   I was trapped by my own raging horniness, and I started licking the
whole head of his dick as Timıs hand moved it back and forth.
   ³Great,² he moaned.
   This is what I had been reading about, so I had a better idea of what
to do now, in spite of the fact that it was girl who was supposed to be
doing this to a guy.  I licked the sides of his thick tool, wetting the
stiff shaft.  My saliva covered his flesh, and he moaned and moved his
hand away as my tongue got to the base of his meat and I tongued the top
of his balls.
   Suddenly he cried, ³Suck it!² and with one hand on my head and another
on his cock, he pulled back and forced it into my mouth.
   I frantically tried to keep him in place, but his massive pole
stretched my lips and filled my mouth.  His hips were thrusting into to me
and the big head started hitting the back of my throat.  But now, this
time, instead of trying to stop it, I was totally turned on by the whole
scene.  This was a pornographic fantasy come true!   It was wildly erotic
sucking Timıs cock with Jimmy beating off on my ass and my brother
watching. It was a forbidden thing that had me panting and totally losing
any inhibitions I might have thought about. I drew in a breath  through my
nostrils, getting further aroused by the sex smell of the tent.  I reached
down and cupped Timıs balls and stupidly tried to get more of the enormous
shaft into my mouth.
   ³What a pervert!  This is great!² cried Jimmy as slap!, slap, slap, he
hit his dick against my ass.
   ³Yeah, do it cock sucker!² yelled my brother as he watched, his hand
working up and down his own pole.
    ³Now take it!² yelled Tim, ³ take my load in your mouth".  He hips
sped up his pumping and he started moaning "Take it!"  Then he put both
hands on the back of my head and thrust his massive tool hard into my
mouth, into my throat,  and his body shuddered as his his hot seed was
shooting into my mouth  and down my throat.  Blast after blast of his
spunk kept  cumming as he he kept on thrusting and I tried not to choke.
He forced me to swallow his entire load until he was spent. Only then did
he let go.  As I came up for air, my brother immediately grabbed me and
said, ³Now finish me off.² 
   I still had Timıs cum dribbling out of my mouth as Mark guided my head
to his bent cock and thrust it between my lips.  This time he too had no
reservations about slamming his dick all the way into to my throat.  He
kept his hand on the back of my neck as I tried to breathe and take him in
at the same time.  It was actually a little easier as my gag reflex seemed
to be desensitized and his tool was not nearly as thick as Timıs was.  As
he thrust his hips into my mouth, I felt Jimmyıs cock rubbing up and and
down the crack of my ass.  He finally found the puckered bud of my anus
and he started pressing against it with the tip of his thin hard manhood. 
I could feel his hands spreading my asscheeks, trying to open up my
asshole enough to shove his cock inside, but, I was so lost in the throes
of passion, that I paid no attention to what he was doing.  I had read all
about ass fucking, but porn fantasies were now not on my mind at all.  I
was engaged in the real thing.  All I knew was that I was so hot I felt
like exploding myself.  Then, lubricated slightly by his precum, Jimmyıs
small head pushed open my anal ring.
   I heard Tim say, ³You homo, youıre fucking him in the ass.²
   ³Ungghhhhhh!  NNNNnnnnnnngghhh²  I yelled through my brotherıs
thrusting cock. It was like somebody had shoved a sharp stick up my ass. 
I tried to move my butt, and I clenched my asshole, but Jimmy was pulling
me, trying to dryfuck his peter farther into my wounded hole.   And my
brother had no interest in what was going on at the other end of me.  He
started yelling himself, ³Fuck me! Fuck me!  Fuck me! Fuck me!²  and his
dick started pumping new cum into my mouth.  At the same moment that
Jimmyıs was piercing my ass, Markıs dick thrust deep into my throat and he
started shooting his hot goo directly down my gullet.  I gagged and pulled
off, but he gripped my head tightly as he pumped more cum into my mouth. 
Then, although Jimmy had only shoved  the tip of his head into my
asshole,  it felt like he was trying to wiggle a hot poker into me.  But
that was enough to send him over the edge and he started shooting off his
load.
   ³Bitch!  Fuck me bitch!² he cried. I felt the pain diminish.  After the
first squirt, he must have pulled out of my violated anus, but he
continued to pump his dick and shoot off onto my asshole and all over the
crack of my ass.
   My head was spinning and my whole body felt like a used dick and, still
on all fours, I grabbed my own cock and shot my load onto Timıs sleeping
bag.
   ³Uhhhhnnnnhh!  Uh! Uh! Uh!²  I moaned as my body jerked with each
spasm.  My brotherıs cum was dribbling out of my mouth.
   ³Ooooooo,² moaned Jimmy as the last of his orgasm was spent on my ass.
   As I pulled back from my brotherıs still trembling dick, I passed over
Timıs tool, and it was hard again.  I stared in wonder.
   ³You guys are disgusting perverts,² said Tim his fist slowly pumping
his massively thick dong.  ³And you shot your jiz all over my bag. You
should lick that up!² 
   I looked at him pleadingly, but he again put his hand behind my head
and forced it down to the puddled cum on his bag.  I was revolted and
spent, but I was so mind fucked that I did as he demanded and cleaned up
my own cum with my tongue, licking the bag free of all traces.  At the
same time, he told Jimmy, ³And you lick up your  cum, you little homo
assfucker.²
   Now Jimmy was always a weird kid and he apparently had no trouble with
Timıs demand, for I felt his tongue slurping away on my ass and running
sloppily over my asshole.   In spite of myself, I was immediately turned
me on again and I could feel my spent cock rising.
   ³That was so good, I think we should do it again,² said Tim slyly. 
³Come here mouth fucker.²  With his hand still on the back of my head, he
guided me back to his re-energized dick.
   God,no I thought, and I resisted a little, hoping my brother would say
something now that he was satisfied. But he remained silent as Tim forced
me to go down on him again.  Even so, Jimmy was still licking my asshole
and I was surprised how good it felt.  The pain of the minor invasion of
his cock combined with the ministrations of his tongue had rearoused me
into a new rigidity.  Now Tim started gently moving my head up and down
over his large shaft, enjoying the sensations of fucking my mouth.  I
tried my best to accommodate him, even though my lips were starting to
feel bruised and the previous cum was clogging up my throat.  Then Tim
said to Jimmy, ³Smack his ass!²
   ³Tim,² said my brother, finally speaking up, ³Maybe we should....²
   ³Should nothing,² said Tim.  ³Your baby brother is a cock sucker and
needs to be spanked.   Go ahead, Jimmy, spank him.²
   ³Nnnnnnoohhh,² I mumbled around Timıs giant cock, but no one paid attention.
   Jimmy slapped my ass.
   ³Unnnnnhhh,² I cried jerking my butt, but Tim kept his hands on my head
and began to increase the tempo of his mouth fucking.
   Smack! Jimmy slapped me again and I jerked.  It hurt!
   Smack! smack!  He hit me again and again and Tim started moaning and
thrusting in earnest. Smack! I couldnıt take anymore.  My ass was
burning.  Tim was blocking my throat again with every thrust, my lips were
sore, and I could barely breath.
   Smack!  Jimmy landed a sideways blow directly on my exposed asshole.
   ³NNNNGggghhhhhhh,² I moaned as Tim thrust again and started crying, ³Oh
yeah, Mouthfucker!  Take it!²
   He started pumping new shots of jism into my tonsils and I tried to
swallow to keep on breathing, but  Jimmy kept on slapping my shaking ass
and I gagged and coughed.  Wads of cum rolled down the sides of Timıs dick
as I coughed again onto his balls and belly.
   Smack!  Again Jimmy hit me.
   ³Stop it!² I cried.  ³Just stop it!²
   ³Mouth fuc-ker!² sighed Tim contentedly. ³Wow.²  He put his hand down
to his cock and felt his gooey sperm. ³Ugh.  Jesus Greg, you made a mess. 
Clean it up,²  he said, nodding at his cock.
   ³Tim,² I protested.
   ³Tim,² mumbled Mark sleepily.
   ³Clean it up mouthfucker,² Tim warned.  ³Clean it up and youıll be all
done.²
   Jimmy had stopped hitting me, but my ass was burning and my swollen
cock was pulsing, so, haltingly, I reached down and started licking his
cum off his belly.
   ³Now the balls,² he said.
   Even though I was revolted at being used,   I was in a bizarre stage of
erotic pain, and I kept on licking, cleaning up his now flaccid dick and
the spatters on his balls.
   ³Yes, thatıs cool,² Tim said, ³ You are one good mouthfucker.²
   My brother hadnıt said a word this whole time and now his eyes were
closed.  Jimmy too had  already gotten back in his sleeping bag.
   Although I still had a raging hard on, I was now acutely embarrassed,
and I crawled back into my own sleeping bag without a word.  My ass was
still burning and my mouth was sore and sticky with cum. I remember trying
to clean my teeth as I fell asleep to troubled dreams.  I also remember
waking up later in an orgasm of a wet dream involving big muscled women
rubbing themselves all over my body.
   The next morning, one of the first things Jimmy said was, ³That was
great last night!  You want to do it again?²
   ³Shut up, Jimmy,² said Tim as Mark and I looked at him in silence. 
³Just forget it, understand?²
   I looked gratefully at Tim as we all awkwardly got dressed.
   Although Jimmy mentioned the experience several times later, in spite
of my trying to shut him down, neither my brother nor Tim ever said
anything about it again.  It was not repeated.

   It was this time in my life that I was turning into a regular little
pervert.  In spite of my homosexual experiences though (I was only 14),
all of my fantasies were about fucking girls.  I jerked off to vivid
scenes of sexual molestation of woman and girls.  My brothers novels were
electrifying.  I still remember the one where the young teenage brother
fucked his young sister in the garage, then had their family dog fuck her
while his friends watched.   I was immersed in a whole world of perversion
and I wanted to be part of it.   I had been doing ³dangerous² things for a
least a year now, mostly in the summer when I could run around naked.
   Sometimes I would get naked during the day and sneak around without
being seen.  There were a large open fields across the street from our
house (now itıs all houses) and I could strip in one spot and walk around
with no clothes on in the summer when the grass was over my head.  I would
take one of my brotherıs porn novels and beat off in the grass, knowing
that somebody could walk by me three feet away and not see me.  That never
happened, but sometimes I did hear people while I was hidden.
   There was also a small overgrown woods area down the block where I
would strip, sneak through the undergrowth for hundreds of yards and then 
back again.
   I had a newspaper route and I used to deliver my papers, at 5:30 AM, in
the nude.  I would ride my bike naked to the block of my route, and then I
would sneak from door to door, my heart pounding wildly at the thought of
getting caught.  I always kept a pair of shorts in my paper bag to slip
on, just case.  Once, after I had walked up to the front porch and
delivered a paper, I turned around and saw a police car shining itıs spot
on the houses, moving towards me.  I fell like a rock and killed myself
getting my shorts on, and when I stood back up,  he was there in front of
the house, next to my parked bicycle.  I was scared shitless.  I walked
out and talked to him and he looked me over and asked ³ Do you always
dress that way?²
   ³No, itıs hot,² I said lamely.  It wasnıt that hot, and I had nothing
on except for my shorts and sneakers.
   It turned out that a motorist had complained that there was a naked man
chasing her down the street.  We both figured she probably meant me on my
bicycle.  Although, hopefully, he was figuring that I had had my shorts
on.  I had been terrified that he was going to arrest me right there.
   I also liked to jerk off in semi-public places.  Once, during a school
assembly, I snuck from backstage into the orchestra pit, took off all my
clothes and whacked off while the kids were speaking.  I couldnıt have
been seen from the audience, but if anybody onstage would have walked to
the edge and looked straight down, they could have seen me cumming all
over myself.
   As an altar boy, we wore long red cassocks that covered our bodies down
to the floor and a couple of times, (only at night services, come to think
of it) I would leave off my pants and underwear and conduct services naked
under the cassock, my boner sticking out, rubbing against the heavy
material.  This was actually almost stupidly dangerous, because the second
time I did it, I realized that while we were kneeling in front of the
altar and my back was toward the congregation, that there was a very high
probablity that it could be seen that I didnıt have any pants on.  I had
to be extremely carelful kneeling down and standing up.....
   The perverted danger of it all turned me on.

