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Archive-name: Fantasy/advyoung.txt
Archive-author: Furrball
Archive-title: Advice for the Young


Disclaimer: This piece of work is entirely ficticious. It would be hard to 
even call it a fantasy, but that is probably what it is nevertheless. All 
names, places, and things are made up, figments of my imagination. 
Thank you.


To a Young Gruikk

	
	As the eighth cycle of  Urundi passed on its last wave of 
warmth, my mental self began to wake. Like most young ones, at first I did 
not understand all the stimuli that pounced down upon me, and I 
instinctively withdrew. Inside, I felt safe. Here no other one could touch 
me, nor could wandering thoughts accidentally strike me. The outself had 
put fear into me, so much that I could not comprehend that others opened 
their minds to this. Slowly I extended a mental thread, just to be 
bombarded again by activity. It took me another cycle to fully come outself 
and admit others to my domain. At first I was afraid of them, but they 
sensed that I was still young, and so did not bother me. I began to explore 
my domain, the area which my creators had left me. Nothing  besides me 
was allowed in without my consent. The Gruikk are peaceful, and don't 
wish to harm another by forcefully intruding upon anothers domain, 
against its will. 

    As I grew in mental powers, I started to realize that there
was more to me than my mind. I began to gain a sense of shape, of 
physical being. I registered things that were part of me, that I could 
control. They sent feedback into my mind. At this point, two whole cycles 
after my creation, I realized that I was me. I had a definite shape, and more 
senses than I had believed were possible. I could register vibrations in the 
air, and by stretching my mind, I could become aware of dead things 
around me. My physical form could send me information on various things 
in the surroundings. I realized that outself was much more expansive than 
I thought. I could barely move, since I was squeezed in on all sides by 
various dead things, made of many different materials, of many shapes and 
sizes. Many things gave off particles that one of my senses shrieked at. A 
few of the things about me had once been a living one, however not a 
Gruikk. To test my new-found mobility, I decided to make to make some 
space around my body. I began to push the dead things away from me, in 
all directions. At first I hesitated about doing this, but I rationalized that 
since they are all dead, they won't mind. Others seem to have done the 
same thing, and I could detect large areas where there was nothing but 
space to move in. It required much physical effort, yet after a bit I could 
move my body. I realized that not only could I move parts of my body 
about, but I could move the whole thing, if I'd want to. 

    I began to explore my shape. I had five appendages, some
of which seemed to serve different purposes. Four were definitely for 
locomotion, since they all had the ability to grip onto things, and were 
quite powerful. The other one was quite different. It was long and thick, yet 
had no obvious function. I held it up to my mental threads with my primary 
appendage in order to get a better view of it. I noticed that it reacted 
differently to the touch than any other part of my body. Other parts would 
register the contact, and inform my mind of it. Yet this, this was different. 
It is hard to describe... it registered a feeling of wanting, of  longing with 
my mind. It was a feeling that I had never experienced before. I held it 
tight, and grabbed it with my secondary appendage as well. When I 
squeezed it, it made my mind blink in an odd fashion. I wanted to rub it, to 
intensify those strange yet wonderful signals that my mind was getting. But 
something was trying to stop me from doing that.  The Gruikk are 
extremely focused on the mind, and it is a sin to let go of  the matters of 
the mind, and give ones self over to the physical world. The mind must 
always be in control. This idea is so deeply embedded in the Gruikk that it 
could be called instinct. Yet this was incredible, and after many cycles of 
being locked up in my mind, and not even knowing about the physical part 
of myself, I could not help it. I squeezed my fifth link, and almost lost 
contact with the outself. Wave after wave of goodness washed over me, and 
almost swept me with it. Rubbing it back and forth increased the pleasure 
even more, to such an extent that I could no longer rely on my two free 
appendages to keep me suspended. I had to let my body touch the dead 
things at the bottom of my cave. I rubbed myself into a frenzy, so that I lost 
total contact with the outself. Soon I barely knew who or what I was, I was 
so consumed by my own pleasures. The waves became real, and I could feel 
them washing over me. However they were not cool, but hot. Yet they did 
not sear, they brought even more pleasure. Suddenly everything went red, 
and I felt myself going into convulsions. My body spasmed, and I'm afraid 
that I let some sign out that something was abnormal. I think that must 
have happened, since after I regained my senses, I was no longer in my 
domain. I had been brought in front of the elders, in the common area. 
They were obviously not very happy, since I had broken one of the oldest 
rules of the Gruikk, without even knowing it. First I had broken the mind 
over matter rule, which was a big a sin enough. But more importantly, I 
had toyed with the secret of the cycles. I had also let out large amounts of 
radiation. According to the elders, we were not alone. Other beings lived 
alongside us. They could not pick up mental signals on their own, but the 
elders had detected dead things that could receive our signals, and tell 
these other living things about us. That scared me. It must have scared the 
elders much more, since they told me never to do what I had done again, 
and broadcasted the message of shame across the entire colony. Cloaked in 
shame, I was ordered back to my domain. Here I snuck into my cave, and 
shut the opening into the rest of the colony. 

    What the elders had said made me think. There were
other thinking, living beings near us. The thought had never crossed my 
mind. If it were true... wouldn't that mean that I could pick up their mental 
signals? But the elders had said that they were incapable of communicating 
mentally. Yet their minds, if they were as intelligent as the elders thought, 
must give off some sort of radiation nevertheless. I set out to discover one 
of these others. I decided that they could not inhabit this clump of dead 
stuff that we did, since no Gruikk had ever seen one up close. Yet after a 
while I learned to lock out the other Gruikk's babble, and could concentrate 
on other things. I began to pick up something that sounded wholly foreign 
to my mind. Most of it was so incomprehensible that I attributed it to some 
other thing, perhaps alive, but not intelligent. I could detect a need of 
nourishment in a few, and others just radiated pure stupidity, and disregard 
for the mind. Yet after a cycle or two, I came across something that 
reminded me distinctly of something. It took me a while to figure out what, 
until it hit me over a mental thread. It was the same waves of goodness that 
I had experiences, and then was reprimanded for. Yet it did not feel 
Gruikk. It felt entirely alien, but still it was the same. I reached out to try to 
locate where it was coming from. Upon closed examination, I realized that 
there were two sources, both emitting similar signals, which were only 
slightly different in dialect. The idea that they might be pleasuring 
themselves too intrigued me. I decided to dig towards them a bit, so that I 
might get a picture of what they were. It took a bit, but I had gotten quite 
skilled at moving the dead stuff out of my way, and so got much closer to 
them in little time. Strange rays peeked through the dead stuff at times, 
and they became more and more frequent as I neared the source of the 
mental waves. These rays, which were quite physical hurt my threads. I 
had to pause to let them get used to the new stimuli. When I could see 
again, the pleasure waves had increased in magnitude, but were only 
coming from one source. I dug a bit further. Finally I got a clear picture of 
what was happening outside the colony. What I saw took my mind entirely 
off what I had been tracking. There were vast amounts of the bright, 
bright, irritating stuff. It hurt so much that I instantly retracted into myself, 
and surely gave off some waves that I shouldn't have. It took a bit for me to 
get used to them after I extended my threads very carefully. All that space! 
There was much dead stuff out there, but SO much more space! Space 
everywhere! There were a few large, seemingly artificial constructed 
objects, and off in the distance I could see more, but the amount of space 
put me in shock. Suddenly I remembered why I was out there. The source 
of the waves was just a few lengths away from me. They were living 
bodies, with four appendages. Two of them were on the ground beside each 
other. They were the same, yet slightly different. I sensed that one of them 
had a rod as a fifth appendage, whereas the other did not. Currently the 
one with the rod was bent over the other one, and seemed to be pleasuring 
it! Both were emitting waves of goodness, but the one on the ground was 
giving off much stronger ones. It did not have a rod, but in place of it, 
seemed to have an opening. The other one was madly touching the opening 
with the tip of a round thing on top of its body.

***

    I had brought Jessica out here because I knew it was safe.
My house wasn't safe, 'cause my dad would be home. He'd scare her right 
off. Man, that would suck. I wanted to fuck her bad. I'd met her just last 
week at a friends party, but we'd hit it off pretty quickly. She was gorgeous, 
and made me feel great. I seemed to have a similar effect on her, since 
she'd been calling me ever day since then. I'd crawl into my room, 
dragging the phone behind me, cuz my parents would never let me talk to 
some girl over the phone. I'd asked her if she'd want to meet me at the mall 
today after school, and she said yea, sure. We went to that one place with 
the big yellow M and I bought her a value meal. After a rather unsatisfying 
meal, I brought her out to the landfill, which was a good ten miles from the 
city limits. No one ever came out here, 'cept for the garbagemen, but they 
wouldn't care about us. We snuck on top of one of the larger piles, and 
settled down in a rusty lawn chair, that still had some plastic strips on it, so 
it wasn't too uncomfortable. I had brought a large towel along, that I spread 
over it.  I gently touched Jennifer's cheek with my lips, and licked my way 
over to her mouth.  I licked her lips, savoring the flavor of her ruby red 
lipstick, which incidentally had an incredible strawberry flavor. I  poked 
my tongue through her pert lips, and parted them oh-so-gently. Our 
tongues played with each other , and then I proceeded to lick the inside of 
her mouth. As we kissed, I reached up under her shirt, and started to caress 
her left tit. She had knows that a bra would only get in the way, so she left 
it at home. Her breasts were not yet fully developed, but at age fifteen, they 
weren't small either. Nicely firm and pert, with no sag. I played with her 
hard nipple, and moved over to her right breast. They were just as smooth 
and succulent as I had imagined them to be. I wanted to unbutton her shirt. 
It had those tiny little buttons, that are impossible to get undone unless you 
devoted your entire attention to them. I sadly broke off the kiss, and got to 
work. After all the buttons were undone, I slowly opened up her shirt. I had 
never seen such beautiful breasts in my young life. Perfect half-melons, 
with small, light aureolas with little pink nipples sticking out from the 
middle of them. I bent over them. God, what a choice. I decided on the left 
one. First I took her nipple between my lips. I chewed on it with my teeth 
grinding my lips together. She started to squirm beneath me as I gently 
squeezed her right tit with my right hand and played with her nipple. 
Slowly I sucked her left nipple into my mouth, gently rubbing it with my 
teeth. She loved it, making slight furry sounds under me. I played with her 
nipple with my tongue, running it over the hardened nub circling it with 
my tongue, flicking it back and forth. Slowly I released the enflamed 
nipple from my lips. I ran my tongue down her soft left breast, and nuzzled 
the beautiful valley between her tits with my face. Slowly I slid my tongue 
up her right breast, until it found her other nipple. I encircled it with my 
open mouth , and started to pull it into my mouth, making slurping sounds. 
I suckled on it like a little baby would, just the way instinct told me to do. 
Jennifer was breathing faster now,  nearing orgasm. I ran my tongue 
around her nipple, and then softly nibbled on it with my teeth. Her 
sensuous moans drove me on. I slid off my T-shirt, and threw it off onto 
the pile of junk. It had had it anyway. I moved down to Jennifer's cut-offs. 
They were quite tight, so I had to squeeze to get the top button open. I 
slowly slid the zipper down, making sure not to touch her white panties. 
She lifted her ass, so to make it easier for me to slide them down. I slowly 
pulled them down, first tugging on the left leg, then on the right. Slowly 
the rest of her wonderful panties came into sight. They were high-cut, 
which really turned me on. (not like I needed any more turning on.) 
Towards their bottom, a large wet spot became apparent. I inhaled. The 
heavenly smell went straight to my heart. I almost keeled over right there, 
out of pure lust overload. But I restrained myself. I pulled her cut-offs off 
entirely, so she just lay there in her undies, in all her nude glory. I still had 
my pants on, but that bothered neither of us. I lowered my face over her 
glorious chest, and returned to her right breast. I began licking the bottom 
of it, and slowly proceeded downhill. I moved down to her belly button, 
which I stuck my tongue into, digging for any bit of Jenny that I could get. 
I ran my tongue all the way down to the edge of her panties. I nibbled 
around the material, but then I moved to the inside of her left knee. There I 
began to suckle the inside of her thigh, slowly progressing upwards. She 
spread her legs so I could get my head in position. As I licked, sucked, and 
kissed my way upwards, I played with her left tit some more, pulling on it 
just ever so slightly, making her moan ever so softly. Before I got to her 
panties, she spread her beautiful legs wide. A large wet-spot presented 
itself in front of my face. I breathed the yummily scented air for a while, 
before slowly extending my tongue, and touching the wet spot on her 
panties, making sure not to push any further in, so I made almost no 
contact with her open vagina. I gently licked her panties, and softly pulled 
them in my mouth with my lips. They were stretched away from cunt, as I 
attempted to bring as much soaked material as I could into my hungry 
mouth. I chewed on the soft cotton, trying to get out every drop of girl 
juice. She lifted her ass again, in an obvious gesture to me that I should 
remove her panties. I brought more and more material into my mouth, 
slowly moving down her legs, bringing the undies with me, and getting a 
rather full mouth. I pulled them off her right ankle first, and stuffed that 
corner into my mouth. Finally I got them off her left leg, and happily 
chewed on Jennifer's panties which were entirely in my mouth. I reached 
up again, and started caressing the naked girls breasts again with my left 
hand, while caressing her earlobe with the right. I took her panties out of 
my mouth, and threw them out onto the pile of junk as well, thinking she 
wouldn't want to have them anymore anyway. Jennifer reached down and 
slowly undid my pants, grabbing my cock once the zipper was down. I, 
being rather impatient, grabbed my pants and ripped them off. Jennifer 
started rubbing my cock slowly, staring at it as if it were some kind of 
animal. It wasn't anything special, as far as I was concerned. I had 
compared with my friends back when we were in eighth grade, and mine 
wasn't abnormal in any respect. So I didn't know why she was looking so 
scared... I kissed her again, this time our tongues didn't play, they did the 
lambada. I never knew that a simple kiss could instill so much passion in a 
human being, but it was so. I reached down behind her, and started 
caressing her ass cheeks. They were almost as soft as her tits, and nice and 
round too. She slid her hand down my back, and stuck it under my briefs. 
She gently scratched my butt, which made me think  I'd come right there 
and then. I extended a finger between her ass cheeks, and searched for her 
nether hole. She yelped when I touched it. I slowly rubbed it, up and down, 
and in circles. She stopped rubbing my ass, and just laid there and enjoyed 
the sheer pleasure I was giving her. I poked my finger in her asshole and 
moved it around a bit, but without lubrication I felt that I was hurting her.   
Slowly I broke off the kiss, and once again moved down her perfectly 
shaped body. I moved my hand from her anus to the side and downwards, 
forcing her leg up. Once she realized what I was trying to do, she helped. 
She spread her legs, and lifted them up, pulling her knees toward her 
shoulders. I caressed the upper bottom of  her pure white thighs, as I kissed 
my way down to where the fuzz began. She didn't have much of it. Either 
she shaved, or it just hadn't all grown yet. Jennifer's clitoris was sticking 
out prominently between her vaginal lips. I kissed my way around her 
pussy, to the right, avoiding her outer lips. I licked up and down her 
innermost thigh, first on the right, then on the left. She must have come for 
the first time that day, since she suddenly gasped and shuddered lightly. I 
didn't let it distract me. Slowly I moved closer to her pink hot lips, so 
lewdly parted, showing me her deep insides. I nuzzled her outer lips, 
tasting the wonderful dew that had collected on the thin fuzz. I moved 
towards the inside, first just running my nose up and down her crack, 
making sure not to touch her engorged clit at the top.  Then I kissed my 
way up and down the insides of her opened lips, finally stopping over her 
opened hole. It was glistening with juices. I placed my mouth over it, and 
sucked.. I stuck out my tongue and ran it around the opening of her cunt, 
not pushing in. I ran my tongue up and down her slit, moving left and 
right, but still not touching her clit. She was moaning quite loud now, but 
didn't really know what she wanted. I positioned my tongue over the 
opening to her inner depths again, and pushed in ever so slightly, rolling 
my tongue into a tube first. I jiggled and wiggled around, but couldn't get it 
in very deep. I moved up to her clit, but without touching it, teased poor 
Jennifer by running my tongue in circles around her enraged clit that was 
just straining to get some attention. She began to realize that that was what 
she wanted. Jennifer started pushing her cunt up towards my face, trying to 
hit me with her clit. But I wouldn't let her. I held her down by holding her 
hips, and continued my torturing of her clitoris. I placed my left index 
finger on her cunthole, and gently pushed. All her lubrication let my finger 
slip in easily. I pushed it in up to the hilt, and let it rest for a few seconds. I 
moved it in circles, first just small ones, but gradually expanding, trying to 
open up her hole for what was to come. I stuck in another finger, and 
started to gently fuck her with my two fingers. He vagina made a very 
erotic slurping sound as I pulled my fingers out. Her inner lips were forced 
into her cunt as my fingers dove deep into her, and they tried to keep my 
fingers in as I moved them back. I increased my fuck speed, as I toyed with 
her clit, just not quite touching it. This all was driving Jennifer wild, as she 
bucked against my hand and mouth, trying to get the itch that was her clit 
satisfied. I was still playing with her tits with my right hand, pinching and 
squeezing her nipples every once in a while, making her yelp. Finally I 
thought I had made her wait long enough. Still finger fucking her pussy, I 
surrounded her clit with my mouth, and chomped down on it with my lips. 
She screamed, and bucked so hard I almost bit my tongue. She had never 
come this hard, and was quite unused to the sensations she was feeling. I 
managed to get an extra helping of the delightful goo that came dripping 
out of her hole along with my fingers. I sucked what I could off my hand, 
and attacked her clit again, and again she came, screaming like a banshee. 
This time I held tight, and sucked on it with all my might. I toyed with it 
with my tongue, flicking it back and forth, and trying to suck it as far back 
into my mouth as I could. I lost count of the times she came... in fact, I'm 
not even sure if it was several orgasms or one huge one. Whatever it was, it 
was something that I could never experience as a man, and envied her for 
it. I inserted my finger into her cunt again, wiggling it around, loading it 
up with Jennifer's cum. I pulled it back out, and slowly traced a path down 
her slit, to her anus. I gently played with her hole, trying to loosen up her 
sphincter. Slowly, slowly I pushed my finger in, constantly wriggling it 
about, trying to get her to relax. I returned to her clit, and while sucking it, 
pushed my finger as far up her tight ass as it would go. I moved it around 
in circles, and started to fuck her rectum with my finger as I sucked her 
soaked pussy. It Didn't take her long to come again, from the intense 
treatment she was receiving. Slowly I pulled my finger out from her 
splayed ass-cheeks and wiped it off on the towel. I continued to lick and 
suck her vagina for a bit, but no longer with the intensity that I had before. 
I came up from between Jennifer's legs, and kissed her again. She reached 
down between my legs, and slid her hand inside my briefs. She started 
pulling on my cock, and then my scrotum. She lightly scratched it, until I 
had enough, and ripped off my underwear. We both lay there, naked, next 
to each other, in the warm afternoon sun. I still had my hard-on, which had 
not yet been satisfied. I asked her if she would like to take me in her 
mouth, but she didn't particularly like that idea. She'll learn some day... It 
was better that way anyway, since I have trouble coming twice in one 
sitting. But I was still horny as a bull, and wanted to fuck her like nothing 
else in the world. "You've done it before?," I asked her. She nodded 
slightly. "Good, you sure didn't act like it," I said. She didn't answer. Her 
legs were still in the spread position, and her hole was about as slick as 
anything I've ever seen. I rolled on top of her, pressing my cock against her 
belly. We just lay there like that for a few minutes, enjoying the warmth of 
each others bodies against the other. 

    Slowly I slid down, until my dick was resting with the tip
on her clit. I toyed with it a bit, rubbing the cock-head against her slick 
little nubbin. I grabbed my sheath, and rubbed it up and down the length of 
her slit, gathering up moisture wherever it went. I attacked her clit again 
with my cockhead, this time rubbing the knob which was sopping with her 
juices and my own over the entire top of her pussy, making a mess of her 
blonde pubic hair. She came again, but it was more of an aftershock in 
comparison to what she had experienced before. Slowly I positioned my 
cockhead over her vaginal opening. I rubbed it up and down a little bit, 
making lusty wet sounds that I just love. I held it still over Jennifer's hole 
again. I pushed just a little bit, just until half of the head was in her cunt. I 
pulled back out, and pushed in again, this time until the whole head was 
in. Her hole squeezed my cockhead, making hew heat seem ever hotter.  
Good god, she was tight. I stuck it in just a little bit, and pulled out again 
maybe five or six times, mostly for my pleasure. I love the feeling of my 
foreskin being pulled back by a tight cunt. By now she was begging me to 
stick it in. I pushed in as far as I'd been before, and kept pushing. It went 
in slowly, but finally I got the whole thing in. I just kept still, as we both 
stared down at our united crotches, where our bodies had joined. I started 
moving, using only small thrusts. I moved back only an inch or so, and 
pushed back all the way in. Then I pulled al the way out, and slammed 
back in, making her yelp. I left my cock all the way in her, and laid down 
on her, grinding my crotch into her clit, making her purr like a leopard. I 
pulled back out, and started pumping Jennifer with a steady rhythm. I 
slapped against her splayed cunt-lips with increasing vigor as I felt my 
orgasm beginning to build. She got into the rhythm, and began humping 
back against me as my balls slapped against her soft ass cheeks. I leaned 
down and suckled on her left nipple some more, drawing her entire breast 
into my mouth, releasing it, and drawing it back in. I'm not usually one to 
be able to hold his load back, so I felt it coming soon. I fucked her hard 
and fast, and she liked it. She was breathing in short, fast pants, rolling her 
eyes back in a kind of drunkenness that only sex can induce. I couldn't 
think of anything else but my dick sliding in and out of her sopping wet, 
hot, hot, hole. She wrapped her legs around my ass, and pulled me even 
deeper into her womb as she raised her smooth ass to give me a better 
penetration angle. I slammed my hips hard against her groin. Suddenly I 
could hold it back no longer, and I felt the first gush of semen charge 
through my penis, flowing deep into Jennifer's vagina. Again my dick 
contracted, and shot more thick cream far into her cunt. Several more 
times I went off, until I could no more. I collapsed on top of Jennifer in a 
happy stupor. Slowly my dick shrinked, and slipped out of her pussy with a 
very erotic sloshing sound. I slid down her sweaty hot body, and attacked 
her cunt with my tongue, paying no attention to not trying to hit her clit. I 
licked up and down, in her hole, trying to get every last drop of our sex 
juices. I nibbled on her clit, and on her pussy lips, nuzzled them with my 
nose and chin, and went back to her clit. I gently blew on it, and suddenly 
bit. Hard, but not hard enough to get blood flowing. Jennifer shrieked as 
she came, with one of the most intense orgasms I've ever witnessed. She 
shuddered a few more times as the aftershocks hit, as I looked up at her 
beautiful face.	

    I crawled back up to her, pressing my naked body into
hers. I was still aroused, but my cock didn't feel like coming back to life. 
We lay there for a while, just enjoying what makes humans human. The 
sun had started to go down, and I realized that I ought to be home before 
my mom comes home from work. Dad will think I was out panhandling or 
something, but mom wouldn't even accept that as an excuse. I slowly 
pulled myself off Jennifer, and put my underwear and pants back on. My 
shirt was lying off in the junk somewhere, and I sure as hell didn't want to 
go get it. I helped Jennifer into her cut-offs, no underwear this time, and 
arranged her shirt back on her torso, trying to make it look as fresh as 
possible. We clambered down the hill of trash, and ran hand in hand out of 
the landfill, towards the city. We kissed a final good-bye as our ways 
parted.

***

    The two beings did many things to each other, and were
emitting waves of pleasure that increased in magnitude as time flowed by. 
The one with the fifth appendage took it, and stuck it into the other one, 
where it had the hole. They moved rapidly in this position, which seemed 
to give both extreme pleasure. This was most interesting. I looked at my 
rod. It did not look very much like the one of the other being, for it was 
about the same size as my other appendages,  it just served a different 
purpose. What this purpose was, I had yet to find out. They licked each 
other some more, and then parted from the colony. Yet they left parts of 
themselves behind. I snuck over to where they had tossed their skins, and 
picked them up. The large piece looked like it had been ripe for shedding, 
but the small one still looked good. I took both and crawled back to my 
domain. There I rested and pondered what I had seen. Those two beings 
had obviously liked what they had done very much. It was similar to what I 
had done, for which I was punished with great shame. But it was good, not 
bad.. why should I get punished for something good? It made no sense to 
my young mind. I began to examine my rod again, this time more closely. 
It was on my left side, and stuck our from the rest of my form 
perpendicularly. I couldn't really move it, or do anything with it, besides 
give myself pleasure. The mystery of my appendage took up much of my 
thought for the next cycle. I became bored with my domain, and began to 
roam what was known as the common domain. Few Gruikk as young as me 
dared roam about freely, and those older than me disregarded my presence. 

    About two cycles after I had seen the other beings outside
the colony, I accidentally met another my age. It was called Chra. We 
decided to explore together, and dug many tunnels around the colony. A 
very few times we dared to go where all the space was, but it took too long 
to get used to the great energy that was out there, so it wasn't worth going 
out there too often. Never again did we see the two beings, although we 
saw other, older ones from a distance. I began to question Chra whether it 
had ever examined it's fifth appendage. Chra replied that it hadn't. I told 
Chra to touch it... Chra did, and also found it highly exciting. We tried 
touching each others appendages, which felt even better. Around that time 
I noticed a fold of flesh on Chra's right side, that I could stick an 
appendage into. At first, I did not think much of it. But then an idea struck 
me. I remembered how those two beings had stuck a rod-like appendage 
into a hole that the other one possessed. They liked that even more than 
just being stroked. Perhaps we could work something out. Chra pointed out 
that I, too, had such a fold of flesh, that turned out to be a hole. We found 
that when stimulated, it too would give off pleasure! This was to us a great 
discovery. We snuck off into Chra's domain, and shut it off from the rest of 
the colony, both mentally and physically. Here our discovery of the secrets 
of our race began.

    Chra and I were still too young to be initiated into the
Gruikk community, and the ways of Gruikk life. Young Gruikk were 
considered a nuisance, and were to keep out of the way of the adults. We 
knew enough about cycles to know that they happened regularly, and that 
is how we kept time. That was all we had to know. So once we were locked 
in Chra's domain, we did something we knew must be a horrible sacrilege 
against the Gruikk elders. First we started to gently nuzzle each other, 
since that is what I had seen the other two do, and it gave them happiness. 
I began to stimulate Chra's organ, and it stimulated mine. That started to 
feel much better. With another appendage, we massaged each others 
openings. We felt ready. Chra pointed out that a liquid was forming in my 
folds, on my right. I noticed it on Chra as well. I touched it, and was 
surprised. It felt slimy, slippery, and very odd. We stood opposite one other 
and directed our fifth appendages into each others holes. They slipped in 
very easily, creating liquid vibrations in the air. We both felt like gods. The 
pleasure waves filled Chra's domain, and felt like they would burst the 
shield. We pushed into each other, and started moving like the two on top 
of the colony had.: to and fro, increasing our speed as we went on. My 
appendage started to pulsate within Chra, and I could feel Chra's pumping 
within me. We were lost in each others pleasure. We started to feel 
convulsions within each other, which grew as we pushed and pulled harder 
and harder, not wanting to stop. The pleasure kept coming on in greater 
and greater magnitude, and the pulsating grew stronger. I felt the waves 
coming toward me again. Chra must have too, since it looked almost 
delirious. Both of us were spewing waves of goodness all over the place, 
and, I thought, had our shield not been up, the elders surely would have 
eliminated us. Suddenly the waves came crashing over me, and send me 
and Chra twirling to the bottom of his pit. We lay there, pulsating against 
each other in increased warmth, with our members deeply buried inside 
one another. Slowly we slipped out of the other and came back into our 
minds. 

    This had been ten times as good, and pleasurable as
when I had been punished. I thought we would not be discovered, but little 
did I know at the time. I had not knows that we had committed the act out 
of cycle. That was the biggest crime there was in Gruikk society. The 
elders felt it, and so did all the adults. They came crashing down upon on, 
and condemned the two of us. Chra was spared any pain, since it was 
mostly my plan. I, however, was sentenced to become the Gruikk historian 
for all eternity. I am not allowed to visit the outside, and am not allowed to 
die when I please. I must keep going, keeping and organizing records for 
generations of Gruikk to come. I am writing this for any young Gruikk to 
see, to learn from, so they do not commit the same grave mistake I did. I do 
not know what the elders will do to me if they find out that I have written 
this, but whatever it is, it cannot be worse than this.

    Good luck, young one.

        Kewsch, Historian of Gruikk
