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Growing Up Hard
by Riverside169 (riversied169@yahoo.com)

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The true story of my life, starting at 6 years old. (Mb, extreme-
ped, exh, oral, anal)

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The following story is true. I have changed the names, even though 
no one would ever imagine who the people were. It was a while back 
when I was growing up and just starting school. I was six years 
old and when school started I would be in the first grade. Some 
times, some of us kids would play a game called doctor or doctor 
and nurse, if we could ever find a girl that wanted to play. But I 
digress. 

My name is Timmy. That is a nickname for Timothy. So call me Timmy 
or Tim. Today I was looking at some old black and white pictures 
and one of them stirred up my memory of things I had almost 
forgotten and let me know why I am the way I am today. It was a 
picture of an old run down garage down the alley from where I grew 
up. In the garage were someone's old car and a dusty old couch 
that had been there for ages. Don't know who owned the car but it 
would be worth something if I had it today. Back then, it was just 
something to play in and pretend I was driving. This was where we 
would hide to play doctor and nurse. In the back seat with the 
doors closed.

This day, my next door neighbor's son, was home in the afternoon 
and came over to see if I wanted to pass ball in the yard. Loving 
baseball and hoping to play in the little league in a couple of 
years, I was eager to learn all I could from Bobby. He was a good 
ball player and after all, if I got to pass ball with a 9th 
grader, it was kind of a big deal. You know, to be accepted by one 
of the older boys meant a lot to a 6 year old. So we passed ball 
for a while and then Bobby asked, "What is in that old garage?" I 
replied not much and he said lets go look so off we went. 

I showed him how to sneak into the garage and we went inside. I 
still remember the musty smell of that old wooden garage and I 
will never forget what happened next because it changed me for the 
next four years, well I guess actually forever.

Bobby said 'This is a cool hiding place." I told him that it was 
even better in the back seat because it was quiet. I opened the 
door and we tilted up the seat of the two door car and Bobby got 
in the back and then me too. It was quiet. I told Bobby that we 
played a game called doctor and nurse in the back seat and he 
thought that was really cool of me to tell him. He asked how to 
play it and I told him that we did not have a girl but when we 
did, we would take off our clothes and touch each other an look at 
the girl's body and butt and tits and all. "What if you don't have 
a girl?" Bobby asked. I told him that we just took off out clothes 
and looked at each other and sometimes we even touched each 
other's pee pee.

Bobby looked puzzled and asked what a pee pee was and I told him. 
He said lets play that game just me and him and for me to take off 
all of my clothes and he would take off his too. 
That being done he said I could look at his pee pee but that I 
should learn to call it a dick. I laughed because I thought that 
was funny but Bobby showed me his pee pee or well dick. It was 
huge to me. I had never seen one on a more grown up person before. 
Bobby told me to touch it and asked if I had ever put one in my 
mouth. He didn't wait for my answer and said he would show me and 
he picked me up in his hands and put my little dick in his mouth 
and omg how great that felt. He played with it with his tongue for 
a while and it was wonderful. Then he stopped and said it was my 
turn to do him.

Bobby had failed two grades, I found out later, so he was older 
that ever to me. So he put his in my mouth and moved it back and 
forth and had me lick it with my tongue. I did this for almost 
ever it seemed and he said I was doing it really good and that he 
was going to cum. I did not know what that was and he told me when 
I get older mine would squirt stuff out the end too and for me to 
just swallow it and not to worry. He held he back of my head tight 
to his thing and almost 
drowned me when it started to squirt stuff out into my mouth.

He just held my head and said to swallow it all. It was hard to do 
but I did it. There wasn't much choice. Some of it went up my nose 
but I think I swallowed most of it. Then he took his dick out of 
my mouth and had me lick it all over and lick the extra stuff, 
which now I could see was white stuff, and he squeezed a little 
more of it and I licked it all up. He said that I did good and to 
lick his balls but to be gentle. So I did that too so he said that 
I had to lick his butt hole for him so I did that for a while and 
he said that I did good.

That was the first time I had done any of that but sure wasn't the 
last time. He asked if I would like to do it, some more one day, 
and I said yes, if he wanted me to. Bobby would come over almost 
every day and let me do what he called suck his dick. I got used 
to it and it was not so bad except when he started sticking way 
into my throat so it was all in me. That was tough and took a 
while to learn but Bobby said that I did good, so I was happy that 
I did good.


The Group

One day Bobby told me to go to the garage and take my clothes off 
that he would be right there. I figured I would get to suck him 
again or lick his butt hole or something that he let me do most 
every day. When Bobby came in, he had three of his friends with 
him and told me to hand him my clothes. I was kind of bashful but 
there I was, naked in front of Bobby and three of his friends. 
Just standing there naked wondering what to do.

Bobby told his friends to watch this and told me to lick his butt 
hole and then suck his dick. I know that Bobby was showing off to 
his friends so I wanted to do really good and I did. 
When I finished Bobby told me I did good and that his friends 
needed me to lick them and suck them. 
I was scared because they were even older than Bobby but when they 
took their pants down, Bobby pushed me over to them and said "Call 
him Timmy and he's all yours for a while. I'll be back later." 
Then, so I would understand that I was there for his friends, 
Bobby took all of my clothes with him and said I would get them 
back when they were finished with me and put me in the back seat 
of the car and told me to shut up and stop crying and no matter 
what, not to make any loud noise. Then Bobby and my clothes left.

They took turns sticking their dicks in my mouth and then one of 
them said that they were going to play with my butt. They said it 
was not my choice so get out of the car and bend over the arm of 
the couch so they could see my butt hole.

One of them sat on the couch and stuck his dick in my mouth and 
told me that if my teeth touched his dick that he would kill me 
and to remember not to scream. I was confused. Why would I scream? 
He pushed his dick as far in my mouth as far as he could an I 
could feel something cold, like cream, running over my butt hole 
and then someone stuck his finger in my butt hole and that felt 
weird. The guy took his finger out after wiggling it around some 
and said to his friend, "He's ready. Have fun." And then I could 
feel the other guy put the end of his dick to my butt hole and rub 
it around and then it felt like fire when he started the big end 
of it pushing on my butt hole and then it went in and I though I 
was being killed right there. I think that this is where I should 
have screamed but I could not scream because there was a dick 
being pushed in and out of my mouth and down into my throat and if 
he did not let me breathe I know I would have died. Then the guy 
started to move his dick in and out of my butt hole. Harder and 
harder and fasted and faster and then he slammed it harder than 
ever and it hurt and went in more than ever, and he stopped and 
hot stuff started coming out and into my butt hole. It was like 
fire, it felt so hot going in there. He stopped and slowly pulled 
his dick out of my butt hole and the fire was less now that he had 
stopped. 
Then he said to his friend, "Your turn. It should be slick enough 
for you horse dick now." His friend said to stand back he was 
going to fuck a six year old ass and started to shove his into my 
butt hole. The fire started again but was twice as much fire as 
before. The guy with the dick in my mouth said "If he gets that 
monster all in you, it will really be fun." I saw it later and 
even then it was so big I got scared. It started going in and out 
of my butt and in and out of my throat and I did not know or 
understand what was happening. I was just hoping that I lived and 
it would end sometime soon.

It Did

Hot stuff squirted in my butt again and his dick got soft and he 
begrudgingly took it out and the guy squirted more stuff in my 
mouth and the guys from behind me had me lick them clean and then 
like a light switch being turned off, they were gone. I just laid 
there until finally Bobby returned with my clothes. But he wanted 
to have his turn and as I lay over the arm of the couch he gained 
entrance to my butt hole for his fun. I licked him clean and he 
said that he knew I liked that and next time maybe I can bring a 
little girl to be my nurse. I did not understand but Bobby said we 
would probably do that with the guys at least once each week to be 
prepared and if any one of them saw me and told me something to 
do, I had to do it for them, no matter what it was. He cleaned up 
my busted ass and said, "Be ready for next time because there 
would be lots of next times."

A Girl this time

It got to where Bobby would just come to my house and let me suck 
him in my room and he would even stick his dick up my butt hole 
sometimes there in my room. It did not hurt as much but when his 
friends found me sometimes, they would do it to me and let me suck 
them too. I even had to do it in front of their friends and then 
even do it with their friends and sometimes in front of girls that 
they called sluts. I just had to do it because Bobby said I did.

One afternoon Bobby told me to try and find a girl to play with so 
I asked Nancy, a girl who was visiting us for a while. She was a 
cousin or something and a year older than me. I told her we would 
be playing doctor and nurse and she said she wanted to learn so we 
went to the garage and took off our clothes in the back seat of 
the car. It was fun seeing a real girl naked. She did not have the 
same pee pee as I did. In fact there seemed like there was nothing 
there at all.

She told me that it was just a hole and I should try to put my 
cock in it. Now I knew another name for a dick, a cock. Kewl. I 
put my little cock or dick in there and it was warm and felt good. 
She just smiled and said it would get bigger when I grew up and be 
more fun and that her brother and his friends do it in her a lot 
when she is at home and she usually liked it. That is when Bobby 
showed up and messed it up for me.

When he found both of us naked in the back seat he just smiled and 
said now we could have some real fun.


Real Fun Begins

Bobby got in the back seat with us and told me he was glad I had a 
girl this time and he would show me some things and stuck his 
finger in her hole and wiggled it around. She liked that and Bobby 
said "Hmmm! I see you are not a virgin so I will take my turn 
later." Then he called her a little slut and she smiled. He told 
me to suck his dick right there in front of Nancy so of course I 
did what Bobby said. Then Bobby said to Nancy, "I want to fuck 
your ass hole first then your pussy." 

She said that she did not think his cock would fit in her ass hole 
and Bobby said "Sure it will. I have fucked Timmy a lot and he is 
younger that you." Nancy said if it will go up his ass then she 
would give it a try so Bobby started hard fucking me in my butt 
hole and she laughed. Bobby told her to go out and lay on the 
couch arm and he would be there. 

She went to the couch and lay over the arm and Bobby had me suck 
him a little then he put some cream on her butt hole and started 
pushing his cock or dick into her and she started to cry and said 
it really hurt. Bobby just smacked her butt cheek and said that 
sluts like her are supposed to like it that way. She said that she 
could handle it and he pushed it all the way into her 7 year old 
butt hole and I mean all the way in. When he had finished he got 
four clothes pins out of his pocket and clipped one on each of her 
nipples and on mine too and said to leave them until he pulled 
them off. 

I still love that part to this day. Then he got hold of my clothes 
pins and pulled on them hard and they almost tore my nipples off 
but they came off and my nipples were sore. Now I know that is was 
a great feeling. He got one of Nancy's clothes pins and pulled 
slowly and it came off a little at a time and Nancy said that it 
really hurt. Bobby got hold of the other clothes pin and pulled it 
out, stretching her little nipples and tits out and he kept 
pulling until the clothes pin came off. 

Nancy was crying and asked Bobby to please do that again to both 
of her boobs. Bobby just smiled and clipped the clothes pins on 
her nipples and slowly started to pull on both of them at the same 
time. It must have really hurt but Nancy seemed to really like 
that so he clipped them on her in between her legs and pulled on 
them and she had what Bobby said was a climax. Wow! It was fun to 
see her flop around and enjoy that for a few minutes. Bobby said 
that next time he would bring some of his friends and they would 
take turns. Nancy smiled and I got scared. I know what that is 
like but she seemed to like the thought of it.



Grown up girls are different.

They have hair on them between their legs and I learned some other 
things that they like too. More on Nancy and Bobby's friends 
later.

That fall I finally got to go to first grade. Walking home one 
day, one of Bobby's friends and his girlfriend (they called her 
slut) stopped to give me a ride and I got in the front seat on the 
passengers side with the slut. The guy said just to get in the 
floor so no one would see me. You know I did what I was told. He 
told the slut to do it and she pulled up her dress and was naked 
underneath. Then she slid her butt forward on the seat until she 
was sitting on the edge of the seat and the guy said for me to 
take a close look so I did. The slut girl took my head and pulled 
it into the hair between her legs and told me to sniff a real cunt 
and to start licking it. 

As always, I did what I was told and he laughed and said eat that 
pussy little boy. Eat that pussy." She said it was a cunt and he 
said it was a pussy but I just kept licking everywhere she moved 
my head. Then he said to stick my finger in her pussy. I looked at 
her and she nodded that it was OK so I did. The he said two 
fingers and then 3 and then he said to stick my whole hand in it.

I guess a six year old has small hands so I looked at the slut 
girl and she smiled with approval. So I started to try to get my 
little had into her pussy. She helped me form my hand right and it 
went in almost all the way up to my elbow with a little work. He 
grabbed my arm and jerked it around and moved it in and out of the 
slut girl's pussy and told me to keep doing that because he had to 
drive. I looked at her and she just smiled. So I kept moving it 
around a bunch and touching whatever there was inside there. She 
kept smiling so I kept doing it.

They the guy said to try to get both hands together inside her 
pussy. She was still smiling so I pulled my one hand almost out 
and put my hands together like praying and started to push them 
into the slut girl. She helped me get my arms turned so they would 
go and I kept pushing and pushing. Sometime she stopped me and 
said it hurt and for me to wait a minute then she would say OK and 
I would push some more. He said that the slut girl had a real 
pussy and not the baby kind like the 7 year old had and told me to 
try to get one hand in the 7 year old next time. I tried it later 
but not with Nancy because she had left but the girl cried too 
much and I could not get even one hand in her much smaller but 
really nicer pussy. So I failed at that but some of the guys kept 
fucking me any way.

This went on for 4 years until I was in the 4th grade. Bobby had 
joined the Army and was killed in some kind of jeep accident and 
with the exception of a couple of the guys; I did not get fucked 
much by the big boys except the horse dick guy still liked to 
stick it in my mouth and up my but hole sometimes. So it was not a 
total loss and I got to be really good at it.

Then he invited me to go camping over the weekend and since Mom 
and Dad said it was OK if I went. I spent the weekend with him and 
9 other buys and their girlfriends. I spend the entire weekend 
naked either sucking, licking or getting fucked up the butt, the 
called it corn holed and usually the girls watched, laughed and 
would put their pussy in my face to lick while I was getting corn 
holed in the back. They even tried two guys doing my butt hole at 
the same time but that really, really hurt so the did not do that 
too much, just when they were drunk and as they said just having 
fun.

Let me stop here and say that while I enjoyed getting to have big 
friends and really kind of liked the attention, I don't suggest 
you try this at home or with a 6 year old boy and a 7 year old 
girl. Probably they would tell, not like me and Nancy who just let 
them do whatever they wanted and did not tell. The effects of that 
use lasted throughout my life. Don't know about Nancy. But then we 
did not have AIDS and STDs were not as much as they are today. 

Fortunately, all I ended up with was a really sore butt hole, 
which they never let get well and a taste for sucking and for 
eating pussy and while I was little, a taste for playing in cars 
with little girls. I don't do the latter any more as jail does not 
seem all the appealing to me. I do like the nipple thing still and 
I have one friend who will fuck me in the ass a couple of times a 
week, when he is around. But I have moved now and he said maybe he 
would visit me and bring a few of his friends along. Sound 
familiar? He hasn't yet but we will see. I will do whatever he 
says as I did learn that lesson from Bobby. Maybe one day soon I 
will get to try it again.

END

Thanks for reading my first attempt at writing. Comments to 
riverside169@yahoo.com while I am still around.

