
12. The first time ever. And it was great. It was the first time i have ever masturbated. And i loved it. After the first time i did it three more times. And then later that night twice more. I couldn't help it. I was a 12 yr. old girl having my hormones running i guess. But i loved that feeling of it. It was like i knew my body better or something. I dunno. But i would sit upstairs at my windows and do it people walked by outside. The thought of being caught kinda turned me on. I loved playing with my breast. When i was about 15 they were just the perfect shape. They cupped perfectly into the palm of my hand. And it just send chills up me. One time, my best friend came over(he was a boy). We started talking and it just kept getting more and more personal. inally i asked him if he has ever masturbated. After he kinda smiled and got embarrasssed(i was too) he said yes. Well, i told him i did too so we started talking about it. I guess we got carried away and i asked if i could do it in fron off him. That turned me on good! I was wearing a pair of cutoff shorts and a t-shirt. So i stareted to slip off my shorts. The whole time i kept staring at his face to see what kind of expression he would get. He just stared at my legs as my pants slid down. I then took of my shirt and was standing in front off him in my bra and panties. I took my bra off first and saw a look of surprise overcome his face. I guess it was his first time to ever see anything like that..it was my first time to show them to anyone. I slipped of my panties and took his hand and started rubbing my breast with it. I circked my nipples with his finger and started slowly inching down toward the place i loved so much between my leg. I was loving the feel of his hand touching me. I then let go of his hand and stared fingering myself. And rubbing my breast and loving the look on his face. I could tell he was really turned on so i asked him if he wanted to jack off. He slowly pulled of his pants and boxers and shirt. During that time i came once but i kept on going. He started to stroke his rod9it was the first i had ever seen and the site gave me an orgasm better than i had ever had b4. I was getting good at making myself aroused and could often come again and again. He started to stroke my breast while he was jerking of. Then i saw his face tighten and he started going really fast. Well, i did the same and i swear we had and orgasm at the same time. He asked me to suck his dick and i told him no. He then grabbed the back of my head and placed his penis in my mouth. I could taste the white stuff that came out from the earlier ejactulation. I told him no and tried to get away but he got me on the ground and started telling me i was gonne like what he was about to do. He took his fingers and placed his dick inside me. I started crying cause i knew this wasn't supposed to happen. And he started fucking me. Right there on the kithen floor. He was sucking on my tits and kissing my neck and all i could feel was a tearing pain. I suddenly felt and explosion andhe started groaning pumping harder and harder. After he was finished (i did not um the whole time) he got off of me and started fingering me. I was bawling by this time and couldn't talk. He went and got a pencil and started poking me down there with it. It started feeling good but i didn't, like what he was doing. I came again..and again and he kept doing it and every so often jacking off. He did this for a good hour. He put his close back on but told me not to. So i didn't. He just told me not to ever tell anyone and that he wanted to still be my friend and told me he wanted to do it again. I just started crying and couldn't even move. He left and i got up and put my close back on. I was bleeding and very sore. I never told anyone about that. But it happens every so often now. Every time i see hom he either sticks his hand down my pants or up my shirt. He took me into the boys bathroom at school and took me ino a stall and started licking me down there. God i hated him. I hated him so much. And i always told him to quit but that seemed to turn him on more cause he always kept going. Well, that is my experience. I never masturbated again. And to this day i still don't. 