## Archive-name: my-story

From: an294856@anon.penet.fi

Subject: My Story Part I {MM}

Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories,alt.sex.stories,gay

Caution: Do not read this if you are faint of heart or under 21. This contains graphic descriptions that almost certainly would offend Sen Exon and his henchmen. So why don't you FTP over to the Disney site and download some pictures of Goofy

My name is Peter and I am in my early 20's. Recently I have begun to forget details of things that happened only a decade or so ago. To counteract this aging thing, I am writing down most of what I can remember about my wild early and adolescent sexual activities. I have never told anybody some of this stuff, so I don't want any flames about this. If you don't like it, then fuck you. It's my life and I'll not take kindly to any criticism. Get your own fucking life and write about how great it is and what a great lover you are and how you banged Elle MacPherson and Hugh Grant at the same time.

Where possible I have left of the names of the innocent (and as you will see - the guilty) and any references to someone living or dead is purely true. No really, I did change ALL names and since most of you don't live in my hometown, I'm sure that's not a problem. This is by no means meant to condone anything I did, others did, or someone else might do. I just thought some of you might be interested in what DID happen. And for you sick fuckers out there, don't hurt anybody. Jerk off all you want, but get consent and obey all the laws when you dally with another. And I don't wanna see this get reproduced anywhere. Print it for yourself, ok, but change it and repost it and I will become your worst fucking nightmare. But I trust you all, really. Peace.

Part I - The early years

I guess I was 10 or 11 when I first became really interested in sex. Actually, it would be more accurate to say that I became interested in sexual parts of the anatomy. Up until I was 8 or 9 I was convinced that all boys AND girls had penises. But then I caught a glimpse of my sister in the shower that sparked a furious quest for information on female anatomy, most of which consisted of furtive peeks at a dog-eared Penthouse one of my friends loaned me. My friends in the neighborhood would play all sorts of deviant sex games, which invariably ended with one or more of us showing our penises to the group and being studied. We would play strip poker (even though we could not find girls that would play with us), we would play "Space Doctor" where you were returning from space and had to undergo a thorough pysical examination, including crude body cavity searches, before you could return to society, and we would play "Naked Man" where the challenge was to see who could walk around outside nude for the longest time without running to the safety of the garage or house and putting their clothes back on. At some point in time I held the record for daytime nude walking at about 20 minutes, and I believe my nighttime nude walking record still stands.

In any event I was extremely aware of urges that I began having. They were vague and confused, but they were most powerful. I just loved experimenting with myself, even though I had not ejaculated (to the best of my knowledge). One time when I was about 12, I was camping in a pup tent in our backyard with a friend. He was a scruffy tanned blond boy, who was slightly older than me. I wanted to die my brown hair blond like his, but my mom wouldn't let me. We both had blue eyes, and I always thought mine were a deeper blue. We had spent the evening hours looking for fireflies and running through our large backyard. Later, we went back to the tent and my father came out to say goodnight. After he left, we settled in with some cokes and read comics by the flashlight. Much later, we started to get into our sleeping bags. My friend then took off his clothes saying he was really warm. I was indeed warm as well, but I could see the sweat on his brow, and after he had taken off his shirt and underwear I could see it on his chest. He had more peach fuzz than I did in his penis area because he was a little older, and had developed more. Well, he immediately had an erection, and as he lay on his back it stood straight and true. I stared at it, looking in the hazy flashlight illumination at his penis.

He was circumcised like me and had a large vein running the length of his shaft. Following his lead I took off my shorts and shirt and lay back satisfied that I would be looking like him in no time. Well, after waiting 10 minutes and seeing no erection, I was pretty embarassed. It was then that my friend offered to try and help me get one.

I didn't have any idea what he was going to do, but I said Sure Go Ahead. He reached across me and wrapped his fist around my smallish penis. Slowly he began stroking my penis. His hand was sweaty but he worked consistently up and down my little package. After only a few minutes I began to feel the throbbing that would become more familiar as I got older. He managed to get me semi-erect and retired to stroking his own cock, which had gone limp. I laid back, enjoying seeing my semi-hard on pointing spaceward. I asked him if he needed any help in getting his erection back, and he asked if I could squeeze his cock a little. I didn't really know what to do, so I kind of mimicked what I had seen him do to me. In no time his cock became rock hard. I pulled away and he quickly said not to. I told him that his cock was now in fine shape and he didn't need my help anymore.

But I barely got the words out of my mouth before he rolled over on top of me and began what I now know was humping me. He thrust his hard dick into my smooth thighs, into my abdomen and rubbed it all over my groin. My arms instinctively wrapped around his body as he continued his up and down motion. His hardness felt good against my body and my own cock was responding to his repeated pressure. After only a few moments his face got all screwed up and he began spurting some type of fluid out of his penis and onto my abdomen. It was only a little, but I had never seen it before and was sure that this was something related to peeing.

He fell back to his own sleeping bag and I pondered how I was going to clean this stuff off of me. I was about to ask him what it was and how I could clean it off when he sat up and bent over my groin again. He began to slowly carress my stomach with his tongue. I was ticklish and began to giggle as he kissed my tummy. Eventually, he began licking up the stuff he had put on my abdomen. His salty lips moved over my body and met at my lips in what was to be my first kiss. He had cleaned it all off in only a minute or so and seemed to get hard again as he was doing it. As he lay on his side, he slowly moved his cock back and forth across my thigh, the pressure feeling good on my leg.

By this time I was at about 3/4 mast and began feeling glands kicking something pleasurable into my bloodstream. I felt lightheaded and wondered if I should try and do to him what he had done to me. I imagined what I would do and what it would feel like for awhile, and when I looked over I could see his eyes closed and his breathing seemed heavy. I rolled over, touched myself lightly for a few minutes and eventually fell asleep. The next day we acted as if nothing had happened, and I was in fact quite hazy about the details of it all. Little did I realize, however, that the night was only the first excursion into pleasure, pain and sex that would take me into uncharted waters and beyond in only a few short years.

Part II - Beginning Experiences

After my first experience camping out in the backyard with my friend, I began to experiment more and more. The friends I had in the neighborhood seemed to be in the same mode that I was in. We began going into our basements and playing under the covers. However, the games took a more pointed approach to sex, relying more on touching than on observing our nude bodies.

There were about 5 boys and 2 girls who were part of our group. Usually only 2 or 3 were involved in any one session. One boy I grew to be particularly fond of was Nicky. Nicky was the same age as me, had light brown hair and fair skin. He was smaller than me and had a raven haired younger sister who was quite attractive. She rarely took part in our experiments (at Nicky's request, he was embarassed by her). I can remember several incidents with Nicky and I'm sure I have forgotten some.

Once incident I remember well happened when we were just about 13. My parents were not at home, they both worked, and my sisters were out with friends. Nicky rang the doorbell and I answered. He wanted to ride bikes outside, but I was supposed to stay in the house until my parents got back from work. I invited Nicky in and we went up to my room. I put some music on (I think we were into KISS if you can believe it) and we sprawled on the floor. We were really into drawing our own comic books, and I had materials already out. We both started drawing. After a while I stopped to see what Nicky was working on. He had drawn some stuff about a Martian, then he had veered off into drawing ridiculous caricatures of naked men and women. As we lay on the carpet next to each other, he asked me if I thought about being gay. I had never really considered that, except as slurs or put downs people used at school. In truth, "being" gay or "being" anything else was completely beyond the scope of my comprehension. I shrugged it off, but he persisted, asking if I thought someone could be a little bit gay, but not totally gay. I said that I thought that was possible. He then asked me if I thought that I was a little bit gay. In a moment that was probably my most honest till that point, I said that I thought I was. And he replied that he thought he, too, was a Little Bit Gay.

There was a pretty long silence, during which I looked at him long and hard. He was wide open, his face exposing what must have been his whole soul. I didn't really take this all in at the time, but I couldn't help but feel an overpowering attraction to him. Without a word, I reached over and slowly started stroking his arm. His skin was soft, and his light arm hair stood on end as goosebumps broke out all over. We looked into each other's eyes and I felt a pull that I could not resist. He laid flat and we faced each other on our sides. I reached down and began running my hand over his smooth thigh, and he responded by putting his hand on the side of my face and gently running up and down the side of my face and my neck. I kissed his hand felt my senses begin to overload. Finally I reached over and pulled him closer, and we kissed. I didn't yet know how to French kiss, so I did a variation of the family kiss - on the lips but longer. His hand reached around to the back of my head and he ran it through my hair.

We were both incredibly excited by this point, and since we were relatively unaware that we were supposed to be nervous, our movements lacked hesitation. He rolled over on top of me and we continued to kiss. By now I was pretty hard, and I noticed he was also aroused. He rolled off and I took off his shirt as he sat up. I ran my hands all over his upper body pausing only to let him remove my shirt. I let my hands linger on his chest before I moved towards his shorts. He removed his shorts and BVD's with one short motion. Nicky sat before me totally naked. I had seen his body a few months before when we were busy exposing ourselves, but this seemed different. His penis looked bigger, and I was now interested in doing more than looking at it. I removed my shorts and socks as he lay back on the floor. He was running his hands all over his body, prompting a full blown erection. He had light peach fuzz and a few freckles in his private area. I moved my hand so that it touched his penis, and as it did his eyes shot open and he looked at me, apparently not having had this happen before. I squeezed his penis and felt his body tense with each tug.

After a few minutes of this, I slowly moved my face closer to his pubic area. I licked his thighs as I made my way up towards his penis. I hovered inches above it, and noticed that Nicky was now staring wide eyed at me. I had thought about doing this before, but had not had an opportunity. So I decided to try it. I opened my mouth and let it close over the top of his hard penis. It felt warm in my mouth and I heard Nicky sigh. At this point I was unsure of what to do. I had heard the term Blow Job and had thought that it literally meant blowing into a penis, so I started blowing. It must've felt pretty strange because Nicky was now moving his body in all different directions. I held on and kept blowing, pausing only to breathe in through my nose. After only about a minute of blowing, I felt something salty on my tongue. I kept right on blowing, until Nicky was quite suddenly not erect anymore. But no matter, because I was still nearly fully erect and I let his penis out of my mouth so I could concentrate on mine.

Nicky lay on his back for awhile, while I ran my hands over my whole body. I was still unable, at this age, to successfully bring myself to orgasm. Nicky then sat up and reached for my penis. He wrapped both of his small hands around it and squeezed it like an orange. I stopped him and showed him to move his hands up and down or back and forth. He kept at it for a few minutes before I asked him if he would put it in his mouth. He said he didn't want to so I suggested he lie on his stomach.

With him lying on his stomach, I squatted over him and rubbed my penis all over his legs, his back, his ass. I finally put my arms on the floor in a push up position and humped his beautiful crack. My penis actually slide through his crack and provided a wonderful sensation. At this point, I had no clue that an ass could be, well, fucked. I came after only a minute or so, spraying a small amout of come on his back. I kissed his ass with small smooches and licked the come off his back. His body felt so good to touch, it was like some part of me couldn't resist. The come tasted somewhat similar to what he had put in my mouth, but stronger. We lay there naked and fondled each other's balls for about 15 minutes before we put our clothes back on.

BTW, I can't promise I'll post the rest of this series, as I have no idea how many chapters this will take. You can send me feedback at an294856@anon.penet.fi. When the world is running down, ....

Part III - Smells like...(Teen Spirit)

There were various other encounter of exploration between Nicky, myself and the others. One of the most interesting happened shortly after our tete-a-tete.

During the summer, one of the kids in the neighborhood, Alex, a wiry kid with brown hair and green eyes, claimed that he had had sex with his girlfriend. To put this in perspective, Alex was a year younger than us, about 12 years old, his girlfriend was only 11 (although she was taller than he was and slim), and they both seemed too naive to have actually "done the deed". In truth, he probably didn't really know what "the deed" was, and was simply trying to make people like or respect him. Didn't happen.

What did happen was that every last one of us challenged him on it, grilling him mercilessly about exactly what they had done. Shortly into the interrogation, he suddenly said that he had an eyewitness, Nicky. Nicky had been the only one around the neighborhood and not on vacation that week. Nicky looked surprised at having his name tossed around, but then confirmed that he had seen them do it in Alex's basement under sheets, as he looked on. His story seemed shaky, but Alex was emboldened, and wouldn't back down.

Later I got Nicky alone and asked him if it really had happened. He repeated his earlier claims but was less convincing. After needling him for quite a while, I finally got him to admit that he had been there, they were under the covers and that he couldn't tell if they were fucking or making Shrinky-Dinks in an EZ Bake oven.

Armed with this information, a few of us confronted Alex again but he wouldn't back down. He stubbornly refused to admit that he was lying. At one point, he even offered to do it again, this time with me looking on, kind of like a U.N. Observer. I was stunned, and accepted. He pained wince told me that he must've thought I would never accept that offer, but he was wrong. We
made plans for the next time his parents would be out.

A few days later, I met Alex at his house. His girlfriend, Kris was already there, watching TV. Kris was dressed in a light cotton top and shorts that seemed to match. Her long legs were crossed in front of her in kind of a Lotus position. Alex looked nervous and excited, which started to rub off on me. What had begun as a purely scientific observation was now more along the lines of cautious optimism. Maybe he really did have sex with her, and maybe I would be a witness to their second time.

Alex's parents were gone, so instead of the basement, he suggested we go to his room on the second floor of their house. He had a pretty good size room, with wall to wall carpeting, blue wallpaper, and some kid stuff laying around. He only had one small bed in his room and I wondered if we would all be on that, but he tore the top sheets off his bed and threw them on the floor. We sat down on the floor in our t-shirts and shorts and looked sheepishly at each other. No one knew quite how to break the ice, so I took a chance. I told them we would play a game, we would each draw one card from the deck and whoever had the lowest card had to take something off.

I shuffled the deck and we drew cards. I had a face card, Alex had a medium number and Kris had a low one. Any doubts I had about their willingness to participate were gone as she stood up and slowly removed her t-shirt, revealing her milky white skin against her smallish white bra. I must've been staring because Alex kicked me in the leg and tried to move the game along. She lost something like 3 times in a row. She sat in front of us, naked except for her small purple socks. She rubbed her legs and arms and slowly began to uncoil from covering herself. Her soft little breasts looked like two small lumps of down, and as she changed position and sat cross-legged, I had a wonderful view of her pussy. I had never seen one outside of magazines and unintended flashes from my sister. I could see her pouty little lips, and I was getting turned on pretty quickly. She had hair down there and a pretty decent amount, which seemed a strawberry blond like the shoulder length hair on her head. Her skin seemed abnormally smooth, and lacked the freckles that most kids have.

I stood up and removed my shirt, thinking that she had been a good sport to get us started. As I began removing my shorts and underpants, Alex began tugging at his clothing. His smooth, tan skin provided a great counter against the pale white of his nearly hairless pubic area. I pulled off my underpants and revealed my 3/4 hard on. I was standing and Kris was sitting at about eye level with my cock, lips parted just slightly, maybe only a half foot or so away. I wanted so much to just start feeding it into her mouth and explode deep inside her.

Kris' s eyes remained glued to my crotch as I turned around and sat down. Alex, also seemed to let his gaze linger on my penis as he sat down, completing our circle. Alex was very attractive, which was why he was the only one with a girlfriend. He was one of those kids who you just know is going to grow up to be Brad Pitt or Jean-Claude Van Damme, if he could just survive his own stupidity.

My hands instinctively went to my lap, and my penis. I was rubbing it slowly, nonchalantly as we just kind of sat around. Finally, Kris spoke, wondering aloud what we should do. I suggested getting the blankets and putting them over all of us, creating kind of a "tent" effect.

With the blankets over us and on top of our heads, we could still see very well. They were thin, light colored sheets, and the afternoon light streamed in Alex's windows. Kris grabbed Alex behind the head and pulled him closer. As we sat there, Indian style, they began kissing and groping each other. They kissed for quite a while, and Alex's hands began caressing her shoulders and back. He clumsily tried to tease her nipples, which had become hard like little erasers, while she ran her fingers down his back and over his ass. She laid down and he stretched out next to her, while I shifted to my side. He moved over her breasts, his tongue lapping at her aureole, first on one side, then the other. He kept changing sides just when it looked like she was beginning to really enjoy it. She reached between his legs and grabbed his growing penis. She looked like she knew what she was doing as she pulled and squeezed his hard cock, with his tongue still lapping at her breasts like a cat trying to clean itself.

All of a sudden I could see his expression change. She was still massaging his penis, but her pace had quickened too much. His body tensed and she suddenly seemed to realize her mistake. As she let go of his cock, it began spurting small amounts of come onto her thigh. He shuddered and collapsed on his side, his cock already shriveling to the size of a small snail. She swore at herself and pounded the floor with her fist. After a minute or so, she started to get up. I told her to lay back until she was cleaned off.

I put my hand on Alex's leg to get his attention. "You're not finished yet are you?" I asked in a pretty condescending voice. I silently reproached myself, who was I to criticize his efforts? I tried a nicer tone and he still looked at me blankly. "The come, I said, "YOUR come. It's all over her leg and you haven't finished cleaning it off". He must've been still spooked from his early explosion and didn't catch what I was telling him to do. So I rolled onto my stomach and made my way up Kris' tight little body.

I stopped around mid thigh and slowly began kissing her soft skin. I barely let my lips touch her as I moved over her legs. I reached the driblets of come on her upper thigh and lightly began swirling my tongue over the area. I had perfected this technique on Nicky after only a few sessions and I knew this was pretty exciting for her. I lapped up all the come, slowly savoring the salty taste in my mouth. As I continued up her thighs her legs started spreading farther apart. I reached her inner thigh and slowed my tongue to a crawl. I could see her squirming, her back arching towards the ceiling. I had never done this to a girl and found I was as excited as I'd been with boys.

I lifted my tongue off her thigh and moved over her pussy. I let my tongue dangle only an inch or two above her pubic hair. I could really smell her now, although at the time I was unsure where the smell was coming from. Her sweet juices were flowing more than they every had before, I'm sure. Instead of moving my mouth to her tender cunt, I hovered over it, and breathed a steady steam of hot air into it. She moaned as I increased my exhalations, just barely above her strawberry bound mound. With each exhale, she moved as if she were fucking, moving her hips upward and her hair into my face. I wanted so much to plunge my tongue into her, slurping all her pubescent juices. Just then I felt a hand on my shoulder.

It was Alex, who had regained some semblance of a hard on and was now eager to wield it against his girl. "Let me in", he whined as he started elbowing me out. Kris looked up and said to hurry. I reluctantly moved aside as Alex waded in between her legs and immediately applied his patented lick-first-ask-questions-later moves. He buried his nose into her muff but lacked direction enough to really arouse her. As I sat on my knees behind Alex as he worked Kris over, I had an idea. I located my shorts and found my sunscreen that my mom always made me carry in the summer. I went back under the blankets with my find.

Alex was now going at Kris with what looked like the I'll-bury-my-face move. Alex was on his stomach facing away from me. His ass was somewhat off the ground as he was resting on his forearms. I put the sunscreen on my index finger and took a deep breath. I slowly moved towards Alex's asshole. I paused about an inch away and thought what the heck. I slowly wormed my finger into his tight little hole. He yelped and turned his head around, but Kris put her hands on his head and forced it back down. I could feel his ass tightening around my finger as I began to push it a little farther in. The tightness of it really aroused me and I pushed my finger as far in as I could. I could hear both Alex and Kris whimpering now, although for different reasons. I began working my finger in and out of his ass, rythmnically plunging it in and out. His asshole had loosened up a bit and was not as constrictive as my initial foray. I removed my finger from his ass and heard him sigh. I spurted more lotion on my fingers and put one finger right back in. Almost immediately he was arching his ass and moving in back and forth on my finger. He was loving it! I withdrew my index finger and slowly tried to reinsert it, this time with another one. I could feel his body shudder as I pushed my fingers into his anus. Once again, the tight squeeze was really turning me on. I started furiously pumping my fingers in and out of his ass, each time relishing the way his ass responded to my hand. I reached around with my other hand fondled his soft, silky balls. He was now fully erect, and his cock was rubbing against the carpet as he let me savagely finger-fuck his ass. I can only imagine what Kris was thinking as Alex continued his ineffective slurping. Finally I could feel Alex building to a crescendo. His little ass was furiously impaling itself on my fingers, his dick was grinding into the carpet, his soft scrotum sack was in my hand, and his girlfriend's pussy oil was all over his face. He came, violently this time, as he thrashed his ass back for one last time, engulfing fully three of my fingers. He pumped a small amount of come onto the carpet, as he reared his head back and said something in gibberish.

I was shocked. He had overcome his initial ejaculation and been able to come a second time. Not only was that news to me, but I had gone where it had never really occurred to me to go, down into the dark hole at the center of his beautiful ass. I smelled my fingers, an odd mix of cocoa butter, come, and something spicy. The aroma was exciting and I became aware that Kris propped up on her elbows watching me. I moved next to her and put my fingers to her face. She sniffed each one, then paused, and began sucking on my index finger. My hard on was back at full force and I was afraid I would come right there, so I pulled it back and asked her if there was one more place she would let it go. With Alex nearly passed out, she smiled at me, a not- so-innocent 11 year old smile, and laid back. I took the now infamous finger and ran in across my own lips, as she spread her legs wide. It's amazing how flexible you are when you're young, because she was now spread wider than I'd ever seen anyone, even in a magazine.

I took my fingers and ran them through the strawberry patch above her pussy, as she adjusted her hips at an angle. Sensing the urgency of the moment I felt my way down her pubic area until I was at her pussy lips. I hesitated, not knowing what and where I should be doing this. She moved her hand to mine and guided one index finger into her tight twat. It felt different, more slick than Alex's ass. It wasn't as tight, but it was still quite constrictive. I began moving my finger in and out of her and she started to moan quietly. Not knowing what this would take I really started going fast, using 2 fingers.

It felt really wet on my fingers as she seemed to grab them with her pussy and then, all of a sudden, she let them go. She exhaled slowly and I removed my fingers, seeing juice in little rivulets on the inside of her white thighs. I brought the fingers to my mouth and sucked on one, tasting the different ingredients, but unable to distinguish them. I put my fingers on her mouth, and her lips parted to accept one. Her eyes were big and blue as she stared at me while she sucked my finger. She looked so sweet and innocent, it made me want to come all the more. I withdrew my finger from her mouth and swung her hips around towards me. I might not have done this before, but I had to give it a try.

I haltingly pulled her body towards me. As I wiggled in between her legs, I put my arms on the floor and assumed a push up position with my knees still planted on the floor between her legs. She grabbed my rock hard penis with her hand after I had missed the mark and guided me towards her pussy. I strained hard as my dick pushed against her and suddenly I was in! It was the most incredible experience I had ever had. She was so tight, yet lubricated. As I stared into her wide eyes, I think her hymen broke. She let out a yelp and suddenly I was further into her. Her spirit was broken, her sweet body was mine. Unfortunately, I was nearing orgasm after only 30 seconds or so. At the last minute I pushed as hard as I could and I felt my cock spasm inside her and ejaculate what to me felt like reams of come. I felt the rush pass and I laid on top of her for a moment, still inside her tight pink pussy, as I felt my erection go flat.

I kissed her on the lips and enjoyed the taste as I asked her how she was. She was acting kind of loopy, probably from having her virginity taken and all. She just grinned, her eyes dancing from point to point. I told her to lay back down and rest so she did, and I took that opportunity to sit up and get a deep breath. Pretty soon, they both were asleep. I'd like to say that I got dressed and left them there sleeping, but actually I laid back down like a pervert and started fondling both of them. I managed to get Nicky's now swollen cock back to about 1/2 hard on. And I massaged and rubbed Kris's breasts, arms, shoulders, tummy and legs. Anyway I was pretty hard again after a couple of minutes. I asked a sleepy Alex to roll over on his stomach and he complied, falling back asleep. I started pumping my own cock, trying to have another orgasm like Alex. I must've tried for about 10 minutes, up and down, but all I got was a tiny little shiny pearl on the head of my penis. I carefully held my cock and shook Alex awake. He was barely conscious as I moved up to where he lay his head and put my penis on his lips. He instinctively licked the head of my cock and the pearl of come that was there, and for a moment he took the head of my dick into his mouth, salivating on my semi-hard shaft. His eyes were nearly closed and I softly brushed the hair away from his face. As he laid back down, I withdrew my penis and kissed him gently on the lips. He may not have had sex with Kris before, but I'd certainly never hold it against him now.

We woke a short time later. Kris was already dressed and downstairs watching TV. Alex and I dressed quietly, not sure what, if anything, should be said. Finally Alex said something like, "She's my girl, you know. You can't have her." Which was the farthest thing from my mind at that moment!

"I don't want her, Alex. And I'm sure she doesn't want me as her boyfriend. Everything just sort of happened. But I want to know how you feel about...you know...what happened...US?".

He stopped and struggled for words. I went over next to him and he looked at me. Years later, I could see that at that moment we had connected on a different level. It remained unspoken, but we didn't need words to explain what we both couldn't put our fingers on. As we stood in his room, we hugged and I felt his ass under his shorts. "I hope that this won't be our last time," I said and he nodded in agreement. And it wasn't.

Alex broke up with Kris a few weeks later having never had sex with her (to the best of my knowledge). Years later I felt terror at realizing that I had not used a rubber with her. At the time I barely knew what one was, let alone how to use it. Yet I've read about girls as young as her getting pregnant. I guess I got pretty lucky.

Alex moved out of the development about a 6 months later, his dad having moved veterinary clinics. There was one other great moment with him, when, at his own 13th birthday party, he pulled down his pants, spread his cheeks and begged one of us to put a candle in his hole. He had become, shall we say, obsessed with having things in his ass. He said he like the full feeling and it gave him better erections. It's a shame I never had the chance to fill him with my cock, I knew that event would've been cosmic in scope for both of us, what with his thrusting and my thrusting combined.

And if he's reading this right now, Alex, you can call me anytime!

Look for Part IV - Everybody Hurts (me)

Thanks to those who have written regarding this project, but I'm disappointed no one has stepped to the plate with their own experiences. Hello!?!

Be aware that this next part is pretty involved and will take some time to write. Comments, questions and stuff to an294856@anon.penet.fi.

Peace.

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