 --  , DaveNorton@OperaMail.com.   
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Translated by David Norton, DaveNorton@OperaMail.com.

      bluedistraction@aol.com.

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http://www.asstr.org/~davenorton/feelings/.
          
 http://www.asstr.org/~davenorton/feelings/
/  ftp://ftp.asstr.org/pub/Collections/davenorton/feelings/

The story *"Feelings"* has been translated and published here with the
permission of its author Blueguy. Write him at bluedistraction@aol.com
if you want to know more about his copyrights. The translation copyright
depends directly on the author's statement and the translator's statement.

How to find the English original:
http://www.asstr.org/~davenorton/feelings/.
The last translation revisions are available at
http://www.asstr.org/~davenorton/feelings/
and/or at ftp://ftp.asstr.org/pub/Collections/davenorton/feelings/

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*An Additional Translator's Note.* While this chapter was in process of
translating, on *September 11th 2001* thousands of innocent people in
USA became direct victims of repulsive, abominate act of terror . Terror
led by the ugly mad hand and soul of the religious fanaticism,
foundamentalism and deep antihumane. Probably the humanity will have to
carry the sequels of this tragedy much in the future. We could talk
much, but it's more important to think and to act. To work sheerly and
honestly with mind, heart and soul. All people on this world no matter
the names we have. I know it's nothing, but I give my fellow-feeling to
all suffering people -- direct or indirect victims of the terrors or of
its sequels. Could everyone of us get on his/her shoulders the weight of
the world, so we could make it a better place to live in. A life full of
joy, future, impulses and as little fear of evil as possible. /David
Norton, September 16th 2001/

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