Perverts 'R' Us
On the Couch
By Gesso ( g/F, incest, g/g, g/b, ws, anal )
I've known about sex since before I could talk, I think� first of all, my mother's breasts - I'd flip her hardened nipples with my tongue while suckling - and I know she got excited.
She breast-fed me well until I was three years old, and then every so often until I was four-and-a-half�
I'd play with her breasts too, rolling them a bit� caressing the one breast with my tiny hand while sucking on the other.
Childish memories, I know. But you asked me my first sexual experience.
She seemed crazy about my butt - her hand was always there - squeezing, even sometimes sliding up and down the crack - from my asshole to my cunt - and back and forth, over and over - I think she did it to exhaust me.
So, when I was nearly five, no more breasts, no more ass squeezes - no matter how hard I pushed, she pushed me away.
Poor Mom.
But bigger yet, poor me. As a five-year-old girl, I was used to cumming - and being shut-out didn't suit my temperament.
We fell apart - like how I hear teenage girls fall from their mothers - but I was only five, without a lot of devices.
I'd trace my own fingers down along my crack, from asshole to cunt, and even play with the holes - but it's all about having another person doing it.
The first person I had intercourse with, I'm not even sure if that's the term, since it was this girl Sarah, who was my next door neighbor - like a girl and a boy, we'd play doctor - exploring each other's bodies - we even kissed, and I taught her, or re-taught her, how to suck nipples. She wetted her bed, so mostly our sojourns took place in my Barbie pink room - but I got used to the smell - as her room was much safer.
Now, I need to shoot ahead here, to when I was nine - you asked me about my anal fixation - and yeah, Sarah and I used to kiss and lick and finger each other's assholes, but I first got into anal sex when I was ten� I neighbor boy who I liked, his older brother - fifteen, was suddenly real keen on me. We kissed. I was flattered - sheesh, I fell in love. He wanted to fuck me. I wasn't sure about that. He asked me if he could fuck me in the asshole. And I said yes.
Though I was so young, I knew that first-time fucking would hurt. And it did. He smeared Vaseline on and in my asshole, and globbed his stiffie, then stuck it in me - he was really quite gentle, not quite a gentleman, but tried to make it comfortable for me - though it wasn't� but feeling his cum pour into my asshole sent me to heaven.
Maybe that's my first sexual experience.
But let's go back. Sarah would suck and lick my cunt - she loved it - of course I loved it too - but one time, I don't remember - I had to go pee really bad - yet she continued to suck my cunt - and I pissed into her mouth - and shuddered. Maybe that's my first sexual experience.
Sarah's asshole was extremely small - she seemed to get no pleasure from my licking it and trying to stick a part of my middle finger into it - but when she copied me, and licked my asshole - her tongue went in, and she could wiggle her fingers in as deep as they would go� I was in heaven.
You could say not only was I a sexual person very early on, but very anal very early on - so maybe I fall outside your preconceptions, your categories�
A few weeks after Tommy fucked my ass, I started craving it - I wanted older boys to fuck me in the ass - it just made me feel alive�
There was even a twenty-year-old who did it.
I never felt like a whore - though on occasion I felt mismanaged by myself�
Whatever preciousness there was, was gone.
What?
I first started doing tricks when I was twelve.
No, no - I hold myself to lesbian relations when it comes to 'love'�
Yes, I'm anal with my lesbian lovers - and I love to piss in their mouths�
Who are you, Dr. Freud?
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