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   Cuckolding and the Married Man by DG Hear
   A husband and wife have fantasies, the wife wants to fulfill her
husband's with bad results.  (MMF, nc, rp, v, voy)
   CHAPTER ONE
   I read story after story about cuckolding, and can't get over it.  What
is the matter with these guys.  Their wives are using them just to gain
sexual satisfaction and they for some reason can't see it.  They think the
wives are doing it for them.  What a crock of shit.
   I'm writing this story from a little apartment where I now live by
myself.  I am mainly writing this story to warn husbands about cuckolding
and being a wimp.
   My story begins many years ago when I first met Mary.  We were both
young back then and began dating.  We had so much fun together.  As far as
I know she was a virgin before meeting me, I on the other hand had a couple
of sexual experiences.  After dating for over a year she became pregnant.
We really loved each other and got married, and had a good sex life.  In
our younger days we couldn't get enough of each other.  We tried just about
every sexual position that we could think up.
   Some we liked, some we didn't much care for.  We watched porno tapes
together and it really turned us on.  We had a lot of close friends but we
would never swing or cheat on one another.
   About the closest we every got was after some of the parties we would
make love in one room while our friends did it in another.  I never watched
my friends fuck their wives.  Not that I didn't want too, but if I watched
them then they would probably want to watch Mary and I, and really didn't
want that.  Never liked the payback idea.
   As far as I know they might have watch us but I really didn't want them
telling me they saw my wife's personal parts, it's just not my bag.  At
some of the parties when we got a little drunk I know a grab a few asses
and boobs, especially in the pools.  I'm sure that Mary was felt up a few
times too but never mentioned it to me, knowing I wouldn't like it.  If
things ever went to far with Mary I know she would take care of the
situation.  She was a strong women.
   She was and still is a good looking women.  I love guys to admire her
but I don't want their hands or any other part of their body touching her.
She was my women and I was her man, most everyone envied our life.
   Three kids later she was still looking good.  Now we had four rug rats,
2 boys and 2 girls.  We had a great family life, we did a lot of family
outings and were close.  We were pretty outgoing and still enjoyed our life
with and without the kids.
   At the writing of this story two of our kids were now out of the house
and on their own.  Another was still in college and staying on campus.  The
youngest was a girl who was a senior in High School who lived at home but
was always on the run.
   After the kids were born our sex life changed dramatically.  It
shouldn't be a surprise to anyone with kids.  They take up a lot of your
time, for a women most of it.  Mary was a really good mother and did all
the events.  Cub Scouts, Boy Scouts, Girl scouts, Band Parent, football
mother, she was really involved in the kids lives.  I was pretty involved
too, but not quite as much as Mary was.
   So I guess you can see why our love life decreased a lot.  We still made
love but not with as much intensity.  We usually kissed a little, some
foreplay and we fucked and usually both came.  Nothing really special, but
it was still good.  Every once in awhile after a special occasion we might
get a little more active but nothing out of the ordinary.
   After awhile we had less parent duties and started to get back in to
more loving.  After being married more then 25 yrs there wasn't a lot of
new things to try.  Also, when you start to get older you get pains. 
Nothing like a `Charlie horse' in the middle of an orgasm.  I still enjoyed
our sex no matter how mundane it was.
   We started to relive some of our old fantasies.  Remember they are
fantasies, but we all have them.  I remember after a party how I told her
every man there wanted to get their hands on her ass.  She said, really, I
said of course.  I knew they wanted to get in your pants.  I could hear
them talking about you until I went up to them, then they would clam up and
change the subject.
   This was standard guy talk, we all do it, we say man I'd like to stick
it to her, or I bet she would be a hell of a fuck.  Do we mean it?  Sure,
of course we do, but we don't do it because we knew the consequences of the
action.  For a 5 minute fuck we would ruin the rest of our lives.  If our
wives found out, we would be in divorce court.  What man wouldn't want to
have a strange piece of ass now and then.  But, are you willing to pay the
consequences?  That's the big question.
   I'm sure women talk similarly.  I know I hear them say, "He could park
his shoes under my bed anytime." I believe they mean it to, why not, just a
fantasy.  Men don't own fantasy land.  I am a guy but I know they must get
hot under the panties also.  But again, are they willing to pay the
consequences?  I believe that's why there are so many divorces.  Too many
take the chance.  The men think with their dick and the women with their
pussies.  It might sound vulgar but that's what I believe.  Everyone is
tempted in the real world, it's how you deal with that temptation that
counts.
   Back to our love making, Mary looks at me and I say," does that make you
hot knowing other men want you".  It's funny how people seem to tell the
truth when their defenses are down.
   She said God, it's going to make me come.  And cum she did.  When she
came it made me hotter too and I gave her a hell of a load.  Damn, it was
good.
   During our lovemaking we talked more and more about fantasies. 
Fantasies are good, as long as you don't live them out, then they become
problems.  Our fantasies included group sex, black men, black women, wild
parties, getting stoned, anything and everything.  They were fantasies and
they made us hot.  It was like saying you wanted to fuck every good looking
female movie star, and she could fuck every male movie star of her dreams.
It was fantasies and made us hot.  I didn't want her fucking any movie star
any more then the man in the moon.  But, it mad us want each other more.
   For me, it made me the man, the macho man.  I decided in my fantasy who
fucked who.  I was the master she was my slave.  Who wouldn't like to have
total control of their women?  But again, this is a fantasy.
   In real life, I wanted a loving caring wife whom I could share all my
thoughts, likes and dislikes with.  I wanted her to be my best friend.  My
totally trusted friend who was mine and mine alone.  After all, she was
also the mother of my children and I know they wouldn't want to share her
with anyone either.
   We didn't talk much about our love and fantasy life unless we were in
the throws of passion.  I did tell her that our fantasies were just that
and that I really loved the caring loving wife.  She often smiled at me and
kissed me.
   My 50th birthday was coming up.  I knew she was planning something
special.  After all these years I could see she was acting differently.  I
wanted to make sure everything was alright so I asked her what gives?
   She said, "You know I wanted to surprise you for your birthday."
   I said, "You can still surprise me by not telling me what it is.  I just
wanted to make sure you are alright seeing you were acting funny."
   She said, "I'm fine, when you get home Friday night I'll have a surprise
waiting for you.  Marie (our youngest daughter) will be spending the night
at a friends house.  So, please don't come home till after your bowling
game.  At around 9:00pm."
   Man was I happy, I knew sex was on the way.  I could just about creme my
jeans thinking about it.  Damn, I love that women, only three days to wait.
She even told me no lovemaking till after her surprise.  The way my cock
felt it was hard not to masturbate, but I wanted the whole effect she was
promising me.  On Thursday after I got off work she was in the shower.  She
then dressed up really nice, actually pretty sexy.  I asked her was my
surprise coming a day early.
   She said "No, I'm going out with June for a couple of hours.  Don't wait
up for me."
   I said, "What?"
   She said, "Dan, you do trust me don't you?"
   Of course, I said I did, I really did trust her.
   A little about June: She is one of Mary's best friends.  She is a pretty
sexy women who had been recently divorced.  She had an affair and was
caught by her husband.  She came home one night and her husband (Roger)
could see all the evidence of the affair.  He never found out who guy was,
so when she wouldn't give the guys name, Roger walked out on June.  She
really deserved it.  We used to go out with June and Roger often, they were
a nice couple.  They had two grown up kids also, about the age our ours. 
We had some really good times together,.  We were surprised after hearing
about the divorce.
   Roger was a pretty stand up guy.  I talked to him a few times after the
affair, he said he still loved her but after cheating on him he just
couldn't stay with her any longer.  He said, she had remorse and regrets
but he didn't know if it was because of the cheating or because she got
caught.  That is always the question, you never seem to know the real
answer.
   June started to date a little after the divorce.  I never knew much
about her life even though she talked to Mary pretty often.  I just hoped
she didn't lead Mary astray.  I figured if Mary wanted to tell me anything
about June's life that she would trust me with the facts.  So, I figured
nothing was really happening.  Anyway, tomorrow was going to be my special
day, I couldn't wait.  I went to bed and don't even know when Mary got
home.
   After work on Friday I went straight over to the bowling alley.  All I
could think about all day was my surprise, I was ready.  Too ready, I
bowled about as bad as I ever had.  Our team lost all 4 points due to my
lousy bowling.
   The guys looked at me and asked if everything was alright?
   I laughed and told them that my wife had a surprise waiting for me when
I got home.  They all knew Mary and I knew they would love to get in her
pants, but like I said the consequences should always be thought about
first.  They knew if they messed with Mary I would shot their sorry asses.
So.  of course they all looked at me and said, you are one lucky bastard. I
felt like the King of the World.
   It was already 8:30, I couldn't wait any longer, even if she did say
9:00.  When I got home the lights were dimmed, the living room was dark
except for a little lamp on a side table.  The only other light I could see
was as I went upstairs to where our bedroom was, the door was closed but
the light shone from underneath the door.
   I couldn't believe it, the time has come as I slowly opened the bedroom
door.  I suddenly just froze in my tracks, I mean really froze for maybe 10
seconds.  On the bed was my beautiful wife Mary totally naked, between her
legs was a big white guy with his cock buried deep in her pussy.  On her
chest sat a black guy with his cock in her mouth.  Then out of the mouth of
the white guy came the words " hay you cuckold wimp of a husband, come on
over and watch us use the little wife".
   Then all of a sudden I just sprang loose, jumped right into the white
guy and knock him right out of my wife and onto the floor.  I started
beating him as hard as I could.  I was a crazed man, I hit and hit this guy
till he was a bloody mess on the floor, maybe even unconscious.  Then I
turned to the black guy and reached for him as he pulled his cock out of my
wifes mouth grabbed his pants and headed for the door.  I yelled at Mary to
call 911 now!
   All this action took place in seconds, I reached in the night stand and
grabbed my 22 pistol and went after the black dude.  I told him, "stop you
black son of a bitch or I'll shoot your ass".  He was headed down the
stairs going for the door when I shot his sorry ass, yes right in the ass.
He made it to the door and fell onto the porch.  I grabbed his legs and
pulled him back into the living room.  I wanted him inside my house when
the cops came.  I pistol whipped him a couple of times until he started
screaming please don't kill me, please don't kill me, she asked for it, I
let him have it one more time when two cop cars pulled up..
   I couldn't believe how quick they got there.  I never heard of them
being that quick.
   The cops ran up to my door and told me to drop the gun.
   I said they raped my wife, they raped my wife as I was half crying.
   They said you have to drop the gun, we'll take it from here.  I begin to
come back toward normal.  I was able to think again.  I dropped the gun as
the cops put cuffs on me which they said were for safety reasons and would
take them off when we were done.
   The one cop said ok, what happened here.  I begin to tell them that I
came home and found the two men raping my wife.  One officer came out of
the room with my wife who was a total mess, but had put on a robe and came
running to me crying really hard.
   The officer that was with her said to send for an ambulance quick. 
There is another guy unconscious up in the room, he was a white guy.
   My wife was holding me and crying when the cop looked at the black dude
when he said she asked us here.  I went over and kicked the dude in the
stomach, as the cops pulled me off him.  He repeated what he said and said
that white chick invited us here yesterday.  She said it was a surprise for
her husband.  I instantly became sick, I threw up everything I ate for the
last couple of days.  The officer went in the bathroom and got a towel to
wipe my face.
   CHAPTER TWO Ready to submit
   The lead officer had another officer to take my wife into the other room
and talk with her.  They said they would take me down to the station and
talk with me there.  The ambulance had arrived and the two guys were to be
taken to the hospital under armed guards till this could be figured out.
   I couldn't believe it.  my wife was raped and I was arrested.  I gave my
story to the police, the truth and nothing but the truth as to what I'd
seen and done.  That, I had come home for my birthday surprise and found my
wife being raped.  I took quick action like hopefully any husband would do
I beat the shit out of one of the son of a bitches and then went after the
other.  I reached in our night stand where I kept a 22 revolver grabbed it
and ran out after the black son of a bitch.  I aimed for his ass, Even
though I wanted to kill his sorry ass I thought I'd just aim to maim.  I
told them after I grabbed for my pistol I told my wife to call 911.
   After my wife gave her statement to the police though I didn't know at
the time what she said, and the black dude gave his statement, then after
regaining consciousness the white dude gave his, I was arrested for assault
and battery with intent to kill.  Also for attempted murder, I couldn't
believe it.
   They told me at the station that my wife was not raped and had indeed
invited the men over for the sexual cuckolding of me.  I couldn't believe
it, I just couldn't believe it.  Why would she do such a stupid thing?  I
was told that I would get a lawyer first thing in the morning and maybe
could see a judge about posting bond.  I was almost glad to be in jail that
night.  I didn't want to see her, I needed time to figure out what had
happened.
   The next morning I was talking to the lawyer.  He said he believed me
but just didn't know how it would go for me.  I did do some of the things
that I was accused of but, I really believed my wife was being raped.  He
did get a judge to let me post bond.  It was $100,000 which I had to post
10%.  I had to cash in my savings to get that kind of money, my lawyer took
care of it for me..  The lawyer said my wife wanted to see me.  I said no,
I can't see or talk to her right now so they sent her home.
   After posting bond I had to find a place to stay until the trial.  It
would be at least 2 months, I would not go home, I didn't want to see the
Mary or the kids either.  I didn't know what to say to the people closest
to me, my life just crumbled in front of me.  I for some reason called
Roger, June's ex husband.  I told him my situation and told him I needed a
place to stay till I could find a place of my own.  He let me stay with
him. He really was a nice guy until June fucked over him, then he became
angry, just like me.
   I called work and took my whole four weeks of vacation so I could get
myself in order and think straight, I wasn't ready to face the people at
work either.  After a few days Mary found out where I was staying after
Roger got a call from June.
   She told him Mary was looking for me.  He asked her what she had in this
and of course she said nothing.  He then asked her if she was out with Mary
the night before.
   She went quite and said do you know where Dan is?
   He said answer my damn question June?  Were you out with Mary on
Thursday night?
   She said yes we went out, Roger said and. . . .  then June said that
they were going to find a date for Mary for Friday to cuckold Dan with.  It
was a birthday present for him, it was his fantasy.
   Roger said I don't believe this shit about Dan, he's no wimp, so what
happened next.
   She said Roger I shouldn't be telling you this. . . .  Roger broke in
and said you owe me, you took our love and crushed it, now Mary is doing
the same to Dan.
   She said Mary said it's what Dan wanted.
   That's bull shit and you know it.  Roger said, no man wants his wife to
cuckold him.  He not much of a man if he does, and she isn't much of a wife
if she does it to him.  Then what happen Thursday June?
   She said, Mary needed to find someone to help her, I took her to a
couple of places that I go for friendship,
   Roger jumped in and said you mean to find a fuck don't you?
   She said, Roger we aren't married anymore, what I do is my business.
   He said I know but I do have feeling for you and worry about you even
though we're divorced.  We did have some good years together till I just
wasn't enough for you.  She never spoke.
   Then he said go on what happened next?
   I introduced her to a friend of mine name Ralph.  He was sitting with a
black guy named Jim.  We all sat in a booth and started talking.  Mary said
what she was looking for was a way to surprise her husband on his birthday.
The guys just started laughing, they said they heard of guys like that but
didn't ever meet any.
   Ralph said hopefully there aren't that many like that out there, what a
sorry excuse for a man.  Ralph said, what did you do then fuck these guys?
   Stop it!  June said, we didn't fuck them.
   Ralph said the way you said that you two did something with them, what
did you do June?
   They said, if they were going to do Mary this favor on Friday that they
needed a little taste to close the deal.  So we went over to Ralph's
apartment and they felt Mary up.  They were getting her hot and ready, they
fingered her and sucked on her tits.
   What were you doing June during this time?
   I was watching and getting hot.  It's a turn on to watch sex going on in
front of me, then they pulled their cocks out.  It was the first time
either Mary or I had seen a black one.  It wasn't at all like you hear
about.  It was about the same size as Ralphs but really black.  They looked
at Mary and said she had to taste them now if she wanted them tomorrow
night.  She was hot.  She would have fucked them if they would have asked.
   Ralph was teasing Mary with his dick.  Putting it up by her mouth.  Then
she opened it up and he started fucking her mouth.  Then Jim looked over at
me and said ever suck a black one?  I was horny now myself and shook my
head no and he approached me.  I said what about Mary?
   He said she can taste it tomorrow.
   I slowly opened my mouth and started sucking it.  I'm sorry Roger, I'm
sorry I did it, I was just in need of the sex.
   Roger said Yep!  And that's why we are divorced today.  What happened
next.
   They came and then after pulling out they laughed.  Then they made there
appointment with Mary for Friday.  They asked if I was going to be there
and I told them no, this was Mary's party for Dan.
   Roger did say that I was staying with him till I found a place of my
own. Also, that I didn't want Mary calling there.  He said a few more
personal things to June before hanging up.
   I was sitting there all this time listening to Ralph talk to June. 
After he hung up he told me the story June told him.  I was becoming sick
again.  I was able to hold it down this time.  Shortly after June's call
the phone rang again.  It was Mary, she was crying and said she needed to
talk to me.
   I told Ralph to tell her to talk to my lawyer and if it was about sex to
call Ralph and Jim and then told him to hang up.  Ralph said she was
crying, I said they always cry when doing something wrong and getting
caught.  Ralph said you got that right.
   A few days later I found an apartment in the same building as Ralph.  It
was small but it was furnished.  I did have a bed to sleep on.  I called my
lawyer and told him I needed some of my personal things from the house but
I didn't want to go when Mary was there.  He set up an appointment for me
to go and went along with me.
   I shook when I first entered my bedroom.  This, the room that changed my
life.  There was no bedding on the bed like no one was sleeping in there. I
got out a couple of suitcases and put my personal belonging into it.  I
didn't want anything else.  I looked into the guest room and seen where
Mary must be sleeping because all her toiletries were in there.  I had to
leave, you just don't know the feeling you get when looking at the so
called crime scene.
   As my lawyer walked out the door my daughter Marie came running up to me
from down the street yelling Daddy, Daddy, The tears just sprung from my
eyes.  She was my little girl and I missed her.
   She said, Daddy what happened?  I said sweetheart I can't say anything
to you right now.  If you have any questions you have to ask your mother.
   She said, but daddy whenever we go to talk to her she said she made a
really big mistake and starts crying.  What did she do dad, what did she
do?
   God dad, we want you home so bad, please come home, Please!
   I said, sweetheart I can't do that right now.  I know you have some idea
about me fighting with some other guys.  You're really smart and I know you
know.  I have to hope that I don't go to jail for what I did.  This is my
lawyer Bob, and we are doing everything we can to end this nightmare.  We
hugged and we cried and then I gave her my new cell phone number in case
she needed to talk.
   I asked her not to give the number to her mom.  If she got in an
argument with her mom about the number then to give it to her.  They both
had a lot of problems to deal with without arguing with each other.  I then
told her to take care of her mom.  She probably needed support right now.
Then I turned around and left.
   A couple of days later my lawyer called, he said Mary needed to talk to
me.  I told him I haven't seen or talked to her for three weeks since this
happened.  He said we have to talk to her and get her complete side of the
story before the trial, yes, it looks like you are going to trial.  She is
the prosecutors lead witness, even though she doesn't want to testify, they
are forcing her too.  We need to know for sure her side of the story.
   I told him I thought a wife couldn't be forced to testify against her
husband?
   He said that's true in some cases, that's why we need to know what she
has to say!  Maybe she won't have to testify.
   I told him I would meet with her, but only in his presence and in his
office.  He thought that would be wise.  The next day I went to his office
and there sat Mary, she was crying before I even entered the room.  Seeing
her cry brought tears to my eyes but all I had to do is remember what she
did to our marriage.  She wanted to get up and hug me but I just backed
away.
   The lawyer took us into a meeting room with a large rectangular table
and chairs all around it.  We sat at one end of the table with me on one
side, Mary on the other and my lawyer at the end.  The first thing that the
lawyer said is that Mary is entitled to counsel for this meeting.
   She said she didn't want counsel she just wanted to tell her side to me.
My lawyer had her sign a waver so as no one could say she wasn't offered
counsel.
   My lawyer then mentioned that this meeting will be taped.
   Mary said, you mean this is going on pubic record?
   No, the lawyer said our private records.  I need it for the Judge to
hear to see if you can get out of testifying against your husband.
   Mary screamed out, I don't want to testify against hi,.  God, I love
him. Mary began her talk, saying sex between Dan and I has been great.  We
have fantasies that make them even better.  I love this man with all my
heart and soul.
   I butted in then why in the hell...  My lawyer jumped in and said Dan
you have to be quite and listen, this is her deposition and we need it. 
Please try not to interfere with it.  I know it's going to be hard on you
but your speaking up can only hurt you.
   I look at Mary and said no more than it already has.  I'll do my best to
keep quite.
   Mary continued, I love this man, I just thought I might improve our sex
lives even more.  (Dan was really looking mad.) He kept telling me in his
fantasies how all these men wanted to have me, and we were both really
getting turned on by this.  I've had fantasies too, Dan was the only man I
have ever had.  So during our fantasies I often wondered how it might be
like with some of the other men Dan talked about.  I thought Dan would
really get turned on by watching me have sex with another guy since he did
in the fantasy.  It would only be sex, I could never love anyone else,
never.
   I talked with June and she said she has had a few lovers.  She said she
wished her ex husband Roger would be as understanding as my Dan.  So I kept
getting the feeling that this would be good for us.  I started trying to
figure out when we could do it, Then I remembered Dan's 50th birthday, I
don't know now what I was thinking.  But I decided to have a three way with
Dan, that was one of our fantasies.  Then I asked June for help in finding
someone.
   We set up Thursday to go hunting for Dan's present.  After we went to a
few bars we came to the one with Ralph and Jim in it.
   June said I think we hit pay dirt, Ralph over there has a nice cock and
knows how to use it.  I think by that time I was thinking more about what I
would get out of this then for Dan.  She looked over at Dan and said sorry
Dan, I'm so sorry as tears filled her eyes.
   We went up and started talking to Ralph and he introduced Jim.  We asked
Ralph if we could talk to him in private?  He said he kept no secrets from
Jim and they both laughed.  Then he said, come on over to the booth and the
four of us can talk.  The man did have a way with words.
   When we got to the table my (and then she hesitated then looked at Dan)
and said vagina was already wet thinking about the chance of having sex
with somebody different.  I proceeded to explain the situation to Ralph
about Dan's fantasy not realizing it was really mine.  Damn what a stupid,
stupid women I am.  Dan just looked down and shook his head.
   Mary continued, Ralph looked up and said do you have black men in these
fantasies?  I didn't realize at the time but he was asking me about my
fantasies.
   I said yes, he then said how about more then one guy fantasies?
   I said yes again, then he looked at Jim and said how about both of us,
that should really please your husband.
   I just said that would be great.  I almost came just thinking about it.
Why did I think Dan wanted this?  I know now I was thinking about me, not
Dan.
   Ralph said that they would do it if they could have a little preview.
   I looked at them and said not today, tomorrow.
   Ralph looked at me and said honey we want to see the goods tonight, we
promise we won't fuck you.  We promise, but if you don't show us the goods
today we don't know if you will go through with it tomorrow.
   Like an idiot, I said ok as long as you promise not to fuck me.  How
naive could I be, my pussy was talking not my brain.
   June was even getting turned on by the conversation, who wouldn't?  Is
was wild sex talk.  We went over to Ralph's apartment.  As soon as we got
in the door we sat on the couch and June on the chair.  God, Dan this part
is so hard to say to you but I know I have to tell you everything.  With
one guy on either side of me they started in.  Damn, they were feeling up
my boobs, then they unzipped my dress and undid my bra, damn I was hot. 
Then Ralph put his hand under my dress and started rubbing my mound.  I
couldn't help it, all these fantasies coming to life.  Ralph put his
fingers in me and I came almost immediately.
   Then they both pulled out their cocks and that was the first time since
making love to Dan that I was that close to another mans cock.  Then, I
looked over and seen a black cock, for the first time ever.  When Ralph
held his up to may face I sucked him, oh God I sucked another man not my
husband.
   Jim told me I could suck him on Friday, that June looked like she needed
attention.  She grabbed his black cock and started sucking it.
   Mary was sitting there a nervous wreck.  She was shaking, I didn't know
if she was remembering how it felt or because she had done it.  Damn her,
damn her!  My lawyer saw how upset she had become and stopped the recorder
and asked her if she wanted a glass of water.
   She said please, and held the glass with both hands.  She stared away
from me, not wanting to look at me.  I had to get out of there for a
minute.
   I told Bob (my lawyer) I had to use the rest room.  Mary looked up and
seen me leave and started to get up.
   Bob said sit down Mary, he'll be right back, he needed a break too.
   I went in the rest room to wash my face and to calm down.  I was not
sexually aroused, I was mad enough to kill someone.  After getting my
temper back in order I went back in the room.  They turned on the recorder
back on and Mary continued her deposition.
   She said I told Ralph and Jim to come by at 8:30pm on Friday.  That
would give us a half hour to get ready for Dan.  I gave them my address and
they laughed as June and I left.
   June said I can't believe what just happened.  She said we acted like of
couple of sluts.  That scared me, and I said June I'm no slut.  I'm only
doing it for Dan.  Who was I kidding.  I can't believe any of it now.  So,
so stupid.
   I had all the lights dimmed and the bedroom ready when they arrived on
Friday.  I had taken a shower and put on a new nighty I had bought for the
occasion.  Dan never even got a chance to see it.  The minute they came in
they forced me into the bedroom.
   I told them "no" we had to wait for Dan.  We have to wait for Dan!
   They said no way baby, you wanted us here at 8:30 and here we are. 
Times a wasting, and grab me and threw me on the bed.
   They laterally ripped my new nighty off and started grabbing at me. 
They weren't nice like they were the night before.  Ralph grabbed my legs
and picked them up and jabbed his cock in me.  He wasn't gentle like Dan it
hurt, it hurt bad.
   I kept telling them to stop and wait for Dan and they laughed at me. 
Jim took off his pants and climbed on my chest and put his black cock in my
mouth.  There was no sensuality there, just raw sex, and I didn't like it.
Then I turned to the door and saw Dan.
   This wasn't how it was suppose to be.  It was suppose to be fun, loving
and an intimate thing for Dan and I..  She said, you know what happened
from that point on.
   Dan just sat there shaking his head back and forth.  Is there anything
else you would like to say Bob asked.
   No, just that I am truly sorry for what happened.  It wasn't suppose to
be like that.
   Bob looked at Mary and said is everything you told us the truth?  The
whole truth?
   Mary said yes.
   Then Bob said did you tell the police that they forced themselves on
you?
   Mary said no, because I invited them in.
   Did you ever tell them to stop at any time?
   Mary said yes of course, you heard me on the tape when I told them `no'
we have to wait for Dan.
   Did you mention that to the police?
   She said no, I didn't think about it at the time.
   Did you ever tell them to stop?
   Mary said you know I did, I just told you on the tape.
   Did you mention that to the police?
   Mary said no.
   Bob said, thank you very much Mary, I know this was hard for you but it
will be a great help.  Bob looked at Dan and said, Dan do you want to say
anything.
   I was physically shaken by Mary's testimony but I had to tell her.
   I looked at her and said, Mary, for over 25 yrs I have given you all my
love.  I couldn't have loved you more.  Even right now this day I truly
love you.  A tear came to Mary's eyes.  But, I also hate you, I hate what
you did to me, what you did to us, what you did to our family, and yes Mary
even what you did to yourself.  You did make yourself a slut for other men.
   You said you did it for me, if that's true then why didn't you pick a
fantasy of a good looking women, maybe even a black one, with a great body
and nice tits.  I could have done her while you watched, I could have
gotten between her legs and ate out her cunt while you just sat there.  She
could have giving me a blow job and then I could have fucked her royally,
while you watched.  Then I could have put my cock up her ass till she came.
Then you could have sucked her shit off my cock.
   How does that sound Mary?  She was crying, Well Mary would you have like
that?
   She said no Dan, very quietly.
   I said what Mary?  I can't hear you.
   She said no Dan I don't want to see you with another women.
   Why not Mary?
   She said because I love you Dan and I want to be your women.  I don't
want to see you with other women as she cried loudly.
   I said then Mary, what would make you think that I would want to see you
with other men then?  Keep thinking about it Mary and just maybe you'll get
an idea how I feel.
   She looked at me and said Dan I'm so sorry.
   I said of course you are, but sorry doesn't cut it right now.  Then I
got up and walked out.
   Bob had an appointment with the judge and prosecutor.  After both of
them listened to Mary's disposition the judge said she would not have to
testify for the prosecution against her husband.  Bob asked the prosecutor
about Mary's allegation about the rape charges.  Her telling them to stop,
her saying no and of course them forcing themselves on her.
   The prosecutor said she might have just changed her story to help her
husband.  She didn't say it to the police.  I believe we still have a
strong case even without Mary's testimony and we are going to continue to
prosecute Dan.
   Dan had to start back to work but kept a low profile.  He put in his
time and then back to his apartment.  He didn't talk to Mary.  He really
missed her but after what she did he didn't know if he could ever forgive
her.  He talked to his daughter Marie every couple of days.  He wanted to
keep in touch and at the same time find out what Mary was doing.  His other
married kids talked to him about once a week.  The situation was a strain
on everyone.
   Marie did get her mother to talk to her and tell her what happened. 
Mary tried to explain without getting to much into the intimate details. 
Marie was so mad she got up and walked out on her mom, she said she would
stay with a friend till she cools down.  A few days latter she went back
home to see her mom.  They both just sat down and cried.  They wanted to
hold their family together and right now all they had was each other.  Even
though she hated her mom for what she did to me she still loved her as her
mom.
   CHAPTER THREE The Trial ready to submit
   As the trial began emotions were high.  I didn't want my family there.
Not because of me but, I didn't want them to hear what their mother had
done, the sexual acts that made her a slut.  The things she did with these
men.  It made me look like a wimp, a cuckold, I didn't want my family
thinking of me this way.
   I called Mary, when she answered the phone and said hello, I paused.  In
fact she had to say it twice, hello, hello.  I said Mary, this is Dan.
   She said, Dan oh my God, how I miss you.
   I said Mary I'm calling about the trial, it begins tomorrow.
   She said, I know Dan, we'll be there.  What is it Dan?  What's the
matter?
   I said our family, our sons and our daughters.  I don't want them there.
   She said Dan our children are all grown up now.  They are adults or soon
will be.  This is a real world we live in and unfortunately we all make
mistakes.
   I said, but Mary I don't want them to hear what you did.
   She said, it's to late for that Dan.
   I said, what do you mean?
   She said everyone we know is talking about it.  I messed up big time
Dan. I just can't believe I did what I did.  I can't change it Dan, I wish
it never happened but it did.  I had all the kids over the other day, even
Bud from college.  I told them Dan, I told them what an idiot I was and how
it now is affecting our lives.  I wanted them to hear it from me Dan, not
from a stranger in a court room.  When I finished telling them, I could see
the hate in their eyes, they didn't hate me Dan but, they did hate what I
had done.
   Dan we're a family, a very close tight nit family.  We are all going to
be there for you.  They were there for me and now we are going to be there
for you.  We will make it through Dan, we will make it through as a family.
   I didn't know what to say, I know I was crying.
   Mary then said, please forgive me Dan if it is at all possible.
   I just said, I don't know Mary, I don't know if I have forgiveness left
in me anymore and then hung up.
   The trial started and my wife and my family were all in the courtroom.
They were there for me just like they said they would be.
   The prosecution had the police give a detailed report on what they found
after the 911 call.  I didn't know if it helped us or hurt us.  They did
say that I had said my wife was raped.  But, they also reported that my
wife invited the men in.  Not a real good start.
   Ralph was the first to speak, he was an arrogant s.o.b.  He stated how
Mary encouraged him to be with her.  He said she initiated the discussions
with him and Jim, how she invited him over and how she wanted him so badly.
All he did was build up his ego to the jury.
   He wasn't coming across as a victim.  He stated pretty much what
everyone already knew.  It's been in the papers for a couple of months now.
On cross examination he was asked if he raped Mary.
   He said, hell no she wanted me, I never raped any women in my life.  He
was then asked at any point if she said "no" to him?  He said he didn't
recall her ever saying no.  Then he was asked if she ever said "stop" and
he said no women ever asks me to stop once I get started.
   He did say that they should throw the book at me for what I did to him.
That he was doing me a favor and I jumped him behind his back and then beat
him.  He said I should be thrown in prison.
   He was lucky that I didn't jump up and beat the shit out of him right
there in the courthouse.
   My family was taking it pretty well, I know it was rough on them.  I
felt good that they were holding their mother close.  Even though she
started it all, she didn't deserve to go through all this.  Other then this
situation, she would have to be considered a really good person and mother.
   Then Jim took the stand.  He told pretty much the same story as Ralph.
He did say that white women just kind of want his black. . .  and started
to say cock but thought about it and said penis.  He was asked if he raped
Mary.  He said hell no, we hardly even got started when that white pervert
(pointing to me) came in and started busting things up.  He got crazy, so I
grabbed my pants and headed out of there.  Then he came after me and shot
me in the ass.  I couldn't believe it.  We are invited over there and then
get shot and beat up.  He said that man (meaning me) needs to be put away
where he can't hurt people.  He's a crazy man, going around shooting
people.
   On cross examination Bob asked Jim if at any time did Mary say "wait,
Dan's not here yet"?  Jim said she might of, I don't remember.  At any time
did Mary say "stop" or "no".  Jim being the idiot he is says, women tell me
that kind of stuff all the time, they don't mean it.  The women on the jury
didn't look very happy with Jim's testimony.
   Then Bob asked a couple of great questions.  He looked at Jim and said
Jim are you married?
   Jim looked around and said "kind of".
   Bob said, what does "kind of" mean?
   Jim said, me and my wife are separated.
   Bob said, how long have you been separated?
   He said two months.
   Bob said, is it because of this case.
   Jim said yea!  She said, if I ever cheated on her again she would
divorce me.
   So Jim, you've done this before?
   He said I can't help it if women want me.
   One more question Jim, if this situation was reversed and you came home
and found two men in your bedroom with your wife, what would you think?
   Jim said loudly my wife ain't no slut she wouldn't do that.
   Again Bob said, Jim you're under oath.  You walk into your bedroom and
two men have your wife pinned down.  What would you do?
   Jim became enraged and said I'd kill the mother fuckers.
   Then all hell broke loose.  People all started talking, the judge kept
hitting the gavel and they had to calm Jim down.  The judge kept yelling
order in the court, order in the court.  The judge called a ten minute
recess to calm things down.
   After their testimony, Ralph and Jim left the courthouse.
   After things calmed down and things were looking a little better for Dan
they called June to the stand.  She had talked to Mary and said she got a
subpoena.  She didn't want to hurt her or Dan but had to tell the truth. 
Mary told June that this was a situation that she herself created and that
they would get through it.
   The prosecutor asked June if she was with Mary on Thursday, the day
before the shooting.
   She said she was.
   In your own words, what were the two of you doing?
   She said, that Mary wanted to surprise her husband for his 50th birthday
with helping him fill a fantasy.
   What was this fantasy?
   June looked down and said three way with another man or Dan could just
watch, whatever he wanted to do.  It was his birthday.
   The prosecutor said would you repeat that please.
   June said Mary wanted to surprise her husband with a three way with
another man.  There was noises again in the courtroom.
   The judge hit his gavel.  Order in the court he spoke, it became quite.
   Did she tell you this?
   Yes she did.
   What did you think at that point?
   I thought wow!  I can't believe a husband would want this.  Let you have
another man while he was present.
   What did the two of you do then.
   That's when I introduced her to Ralph.
   Did you know Ralph well?
   She looked up and in the back of the courtroom she seen Roger sitting
there.  He was just staring at her and her at him.  She was nervous and
hesitant.
   The prosecutor repeated his question.  Did you know Ralph very well? 
Were you close to him?
   June was thinking back to the affair she had.  The one that caused her
divorce.  It was Ralph, it just started out as a fling, a quick roll in the
hay.  He came on to her on a girls night out.  She had an argument with
Roger earlier that day and decided to get even with him.  She couldn't even
remember what the argument was about.  She was pretty drunk at the time and
Ralph seemed like a nice guy.  He started dancing and flirting with her and
before she knew it, he had her back at his apartment.
   They had raw sex, she liked it, It was different from the ho hum sex
with Roger.  She fucked him and loved it.  It was naughty sex, she didn't
love this man, hell she didn't really like him all that much.  But, he gave
her the raw sex she desired.  She felt remorse about doing this to Roger.
She really did love him but he wasn't rough enough, maybe rough isn't the
right word.  He wasn't aggressive enough in the bedroom.  So, after the
first time with Ralph she felt she got even with Roger.
   The only problem was when she got home, Roger was there, he seen the
bite marks on her tits, the cum in her panties.  He turned around and
walked out on her.  He didn't even wait for an explanation.  He didn't even
know who the man was, not till now.
   She said, yes I knew Ralph pretty well.  At that point she looked up and
seen Roger leave the courtroom.  She didn't know whether to be nervous or
happy that he left.  We've been together a couple of times.
   What happened after you introduced Mary to Ralph?
   He introduced us to Jim?  We all sat in a booth and talked.
   What did you talk about?
   About Mary wanting to surprise her husband.
   (I could see Mary with tears in her eyes when this was said.) The kids
were holding her hands very tightly.  I watched as some of the jury members
glance over at her also.
   Then what happened?
   We went over to Ralph's apartment.
   What for?
   They told Mary that they wanted a taste of what they were getting the
next day.
   Did they get that taste?
   Even June had tears in her eyes and said yes they did.  They fondled her
some and had oral sex.
   On cross examination Bob only asked a few questions.  June, were you
there Friday when these men came to Mary's house?
   She answered no I wasn't.
   So you don't know if Mary was raped or not?
   She answered no I don't.
   How long have you known Mary?
   She answered over 35 years, we go way back.
   In all these years you got to know Mary pretty well haven't you?
   She said yes.
   After knowing her for more then 35 yrs would you consider her a slut? 
The noise grew in the courtroom, banging of the gavel from the judge,
objections from the prosecution.  Mary crying with her family, even Dan
became outraged, Bob was able to calm him down.
   After things quieted down the prosecution gave it's objection on June's
opinion on what a slut is.  Then Bob said to the judge, sir no one in this
courtroom other then Mary's family know her better than this woman.  He
then read the definition of a slut from the dictionary.  Using this
definition I would like to ask her the question once again.
   The Judge said he would allow it.
   Bob look at June and said using the definition I have read to you and
knowing Mary for all these years, you are under oath, would you consider
Mary to be a slut?  The room became totally quite,
   June looked back at Mary and then over to Dan and then replied,
absolutely NOT!  She is the most kindest, nicest person I have ever met. 
Then she added with "God as my witness"!
   Bob said no more questions for this witness..
   The prosecution rested.  They weren't allowed to have Mary testify
against her husband.  So things were looking a little brighter.  The Judge
recessed till after lunch.  Then Bob would have to prove that Dan was
protecting his family.  He did beat up a man and shot another that were
invited by his wife to their house.  Bob knew he still had his work cut out
for him.
   Well I guess this is it, I better look pretty convincing.  My life and
future depends on it.
   Bob said our chances are better then they were.  But.  so far all we
really proved is that Mary made a mistake and is a nice person.  The jury
probably felt for her some, but we haven't proved that Mary was raped.
   Ralph and Jim didn't do much for themselves but they were beaten and
shot and I did it, now I need to prove why.
   Bob called me to the stand.  He asked me about my marriage.
   I said up to this incident it was as good as any marriage out there.  I
had a wonderful faithful wife.  Four children that I couldn't be more proud
of.  We really had a good life, a really good life.  People would always
say how wonderful and close our family was.  Kind of like the perfect
marriage.
   Bob said what happened on that Friday night?
   I looked over at Mary and then explained how she said she had a special
present for me and not to come home till 9:00pm.  I was excited all day
long wondering what Mary had planned.  I left the bowling alley about
8:30pm and went ahead and drove home.  I know I was a little early but I
was excited.
   What happened when you entered the house.
   I walked up to the bedroom and opened the door and froze.
   Why did you freeze?
   There on the bed was my wife stripped naked and those men were raping
her.  I broke down and started crying.  Bob handed me a Kleenex.
   Then what happened?
   Then all of a sudden I just sprang loose, jumped right into the white
guy knocking him onto the floor.  ( I didn't mention he was in my wife at
the time) I started beating him as hard as I could.  He was raping my wife.
I was a crazed man, I hit and hit this guy till he was a bloody mess on the
floor, maybe even unconscious.  Then I turned to the black guy and reached
for him as he grabbed his pants and headed for the door.  I yelled at my
wife to call 911, now!  She was hysterical yelling and screaming while she
dialed the number.
   I had to stop for a few seconds to control my breathing.
   Bob said take your time.
   I continued, I reached in the night stand and grabbed my pistol and went
after the black dude.  I told him stop or I'll shoot.  He was headed down
the stairs going for the door when I shot him.  He almost made it to the
door.  ( I didn't want to tell them he made it out the door and I pulled
him back in).  I aimed to maim him even though I wanted to kill him for
what he was doing to my wife.
   Then the police showed up and arrested me.  All I was doing was
protecting my family.
   Did you know about visitors or anyone else being at the house?
   No, I just thought it would be Mary waiting for me.  I was shocked at
what I'd seen.  They were raping her, what was I suppose to do?  If I had
to do it all over again I'd do the same thing.  (Don't know if that was the
right thing to say or not, but it was the truth)
   No more questions.
   The prosecutor got up and said do you have fantasies?
   I said of course, most people have them.
   Do you have fantasies about three ways?
   I said not any more.
   He said let me rephrase that.  Before the incident did you have
fantasies about three way sex.
   I said yes but I never wanted to act out my fantasies.
   So you never really wanted to be cuckolded or have a three way with your
wife and another man?
   I said never!
   They why did your wife think you did?
   I said, I don't know she was mistaken.
   So you don't now or ever wanted to have a three way or be a cuckold, is
that correct?  ( he was getting under my skin)
   So I said, yes, that is correct, may I explain?
   He thought he got me so he let me explain.
   I looked at Mary and at the men on the jury while I spoke.  I said why
would a man, any man tell their wife to go find another man.  Make sure he
is big and handsome.  Make sure he is a good lover, much better then me. 
Make sure his penis is much larger then mine.  Then, I want you to have
oral sex with him till he cums in your mouth.  Then I want him to do oral
sex on you.  Much better than I could ever do.
   When you are done having oral sex I want you to take him in your vagina.
Make him give you as many orgasms as you can handle.  When your done let
him take you up the ass where I've never been.  During this affair kiss him
passionately, hug him, let him rub your breast better then I ever could .
Let him massage your nipples.  And, while you are doing this, I will be
sitting over in the corner, masturbating, waiting for him to leave, just so
I can suck his juices out of your pussy.
   What kind of a sorry ass husband would I be if I did that?
   The courtroom broke out in some talk and in the background even
laughter. The prosecutor was somewhat stunned as he left that door open.
   So you didn't know anything about this planned surprised?  Trying to
cover his goof.
   One more time I said, I came home found two men in my bedroom molesting
my wife and took action.  Then I surprised the prosecutor, by asking him
what he would have done in the same situation?
   He looked at me with contempt and said I'm not on trial for attempted
murder.
   I looked up and said I shouldn't be either.
   Bob and I talked for a few minutes, He said it looked pretty good but we
really didn't prove she was raped.  They could believe me, or believe the
three witnesses.  The jury was sure that Mary invited them over.  Bob said
it's still kind of a 50-50 shot.
   Then he was tapped on the shoulder and was handed a note.  It was from
Mary, it said she wanted to testify for the defense.  Bob asked for a 10
minute recess to confer with a witness and the Judge allowed it.
   Bob went back to talk to Mary.  He explained that if she testified for
the defense then the prosecution could also ask her questions and they
would be much rougher.
   Mary was a determined women.  She said Bob, I always tell the truth and
I believe the jury will see that in me.  I didn't know I was raped at the
time, but I know it now.  Please let me testify for my husband.
   Bob came back to talk to me.  I told him I didn't want Mary to be put
through this.  He said she wants to testify and I truly believe when the
jury hears her testimony, you will have a much better chance of getting
off.
   I looked at Bob, then back at Mary, I could see her lips moving, she was
saying please, please let me help you.  With tears in my eyes I said ok.
   Mary went to the witness stand, the prosecutor was shocked to see her
getting ready to testify, he wondered what were we thinking.  We fought to
keep her off the stand, and now calling her as a witness.
   Bob asked Mary her name and so on.  Then to tell us in her own words
what happened the night of the shooting.
   She stated that she had invited the two men over to take part in sexual
acts with her and her husband.  But, they were suppose to wait for him to
come home, they didn't.  She had purchased a special nighty for her husband
to see her in.  She then said, that the two men forced themselves on her
ripping off her nighty and forced her into the bedroom where they began
taking advantage of her.
   At any time did you tell them to stop?
   Mary answered, I told them to stop and wait for Dan right from the
start.
   What did they say?
   They said I invited them over at 8:30, it's not their fault my wimp of a
husband isn't here.  They pushed and clawed at me and I kept telling them
to stop, please stop but they wouldn't.  They pinned me down on the bed and
then they raped me.  I kept saying `no', stop, it's not suppose to be like
this but they didn't listen.
   Then I looked up and seen Dan come through the bedroom door.  He pulled
the men off me and fought back.  I don't know what would have happened if
he had not showed up early.  Thank God he was there.
   Why didn't you tell this to the police?
   I was confused, I didn't know the law, I thought it was all my fault
since I invited them in.  I was also very shook up at the time and was
worried about my husband.  When I did realize I was raped, the prosecutor
told me it was too late to file charges.  I should have done that when it
happened.
   Now it was the prosecutors turn to ask questions.
   He said, you set this all up didn't you Mary?
   I'm not sure what you mean, I did ask the men over on Friday.
   You wanted to have sex with them, didn't you Mary?
   No, I wanted Dan to be there, It was for both of us.
   Sure, that's why you met them on Thursday and had sexual relations with
them.  You weren't waiting for your husband then.
   I was confused, I was thinking about Friday...  That's why you had oral
sex with them.
   No, that's not right, this was for Dan and me together.
   We are suppose to believe you did this for Dan?
   Yes!
   Come on Mary where're not that stupid, you did it for yourself didn't
you?
   No, Yes, maybe, I'm not sure...  You wanted it Mary admit it.
   No!  That's not true, it was for Dan.  It was for his birthday.
   You invited these two men into your bed because you wanted to have sex
with them.
   No!  You're confusing me...  They were giving you the sex you wanted
weren't they Mary
   No!  No!  They forced me, I said no!  Come on Mary they never forced you
did they?
   Yes they did, I didn't want it like this.  They ripped off my clothes
and raped me.
   Sure Mary, You invited them over as your guest and they raped you.  You
asked for it Mary didn't you...  No!  They ripped off my clothes and raped
me, then she started crying.
   Then from the back of the court room came a voice yelling, Stop!  Stop
yelling at my mother, what kind of a man are you?  Then, there came another
voice yelling, Leave our Mother alone you Bastard, just leave her alone.
   Everyone looked to the back of the courtroom and there were my two sons,
standing up for there mother.  I couldn't have been more proud of them.
   The judge beat the gavel yelling, order in my court, order in my court.
Then looked at my two sons and told the bailiff to remove them from the
court room.  But not before the jury had a good look at them trying
protecting there mother.
   Mary had tears in her eyes as well as half the courtroom.
   After order was restored to the courtroom, the prosecutor asked, what
kind of a family are you?
   Mary said we are the...  The prosecutor said that wasn't a question.
   Mary looked at the judge and said, judge, he asked that question in this
court, I would like to have a chance to respond to it.
   The judge said, permission granted.
   Mary said we are the type of family that love one another, we do all we
can to protect our family from harm..  We stay together through good times
and bad times, through thick and thin, through health and sickness.  We are
a loving family.
   The prosecutor started in again saying, they never ripped your clothes
off and raped you did they Mary?  You were a willing participant were you
not?
   With tears in her eyes Mary said, very calmly, they ripped my nighty off
me and tore it to shreds, then they forced me into the bedroom and tried to
have their way with me, but thank God my husband showed up.
   Sure Mary, and what proof do you have of that?  Grinning at her.
   Mary reached into her purse and pulled out her black nighty which was
torn and ripped into pieces.  The courtroom went stone quite.  Then Mary
said, is this proof enough?
   The prosecutor said that hasn't been admitted as evidence.  You can't
show that.  Then Bob jumped up and said judge, it's a crucial piece of
evidence that we didn't know still existed.  I would like to admit it as
defense evidence #1.
   The judge let it be admitted since the prosecutor asked Mary what
evidence she had.
   The prosecutor said , how do we know that's the nighty you've been
talking about?
   Mary said, you asked me for it, I produced it, that's all I can do.  My
husband saved me from being raped any further and that's the God's truth.
   The prosecutor thought it better to stop his examination.
   The prosecutor gave his closing statements, mainly saying that I beat up
and shot two innocent invited guests at my house, without getting the facts
first.  I was like a shoot first ask questions later type personality.  I
shouldn't be on the streets, they should put away people like me.  He
continued with a lot more bull shit.  He ended by say I should be found
guilty of assault with intent to kill.  I should be found guilty as charge.
I was glad when he finally finished.
   Now it was Bobs turn, he looked at me and said, he is an innocent man.
Think about what he saw when he entered the room.  His wife being molested.
He took action to stop it.  Why would he think otherwise.  She is a good
wife, loving mother.  She wasn't a slut or a whore.  She didn't run around
on him.  Why would he believe otherwise.
   Mary made a mistake asking these men in.  She was waiting for her
husband when they started taken advantage of her.  They didn't wait for
him. If they would have waited, none of this would have ever happened.  He
would have stopped them on the spot.  He's a good man.  They went ahead and
started to take her against her will, they started raping her, thank God,
Dan got home early.  To bad he wasn't earlier.
   She told them "No", Wait" but they didn't listen to her.  Members of the
jury, when she said No, Wait, Stop, Don't and they didn't listen to her,
That was rape!  Did you all hear me.  They raped her!  She didn't tell all
that to the police because she figured that she let them in, it was all her
fault.  She wasn't a lawyer and they never got her one, so she didn't know
it wasn't her fault till she gave us her disposition.  Then it was to late
to file against her rapists.  It would have been to hard to prove at that
point since the police questioning was so incomplete.
   My client, her husband Dan did whatever it took to protect his wife and
family.  He beat up and shot the men raping his wife.  Do you think he
ought to go to jail for doing what he thought was right?  If not then you
have to come back with a verdict of Not guilty?
   CHAPTER FOUR The night before the verdict
   Well, that was both sides.  We were told it was late and that we would
recess till 10:00 the next morning.
   Bob looked at me and said we did good, lets just hope the jury agrees
with us.  I believe Mary won it for us.  I looked back at my family, just
about all in tears.  Marie came up to me and said no matter what happens
daddy, I know you did the right thing, I love you, we all love you.  As you
can see we are all sticking together as a family.  We all need you daddy,
mom needs you too.  I said I know sweetheart I know.  I had to leave out
the back door as Marie went back with the rest of the family.
   I stopped at a little diner to get a bite to eat on the way home.  As I
sat down to order June came in and asked if she could join me.  I was
rather surprised but said sure.  I haven't ever talked to June one on one
since her divorce almost a year ago, so this was really a surprise.  I told
her she might as well order also, I know she was in the courtroom all day
and must be hungry.  We both ordered a dinner and while we were waiting she
started to talk.
   She said, Dan I'm really sorry for having to testify, I had no choice.
   I said I know, it wasn't your fault.
   She said I need to talk to you about a few things.  Can we stay long
enough for me to get it off my chest?
   I looked at her and said I would be willing to listen.
   She started off with saying Mary loved me.
   I said I know, she then said she didn't know what happened with this
date thing.  She thought Mary really believed I wanted to have the
three-way until it got out of hand.  That Mary was almost possessed to get
it accomplished.  June said she should have tried to talk her out of it
instead of into it.  That's what a real friend would have done.
   I said don't be so hard on yourself June.  It was still Mary's call and
she called it wrong.  Then June asked me about Roger.  She said even though
they were divorced he was the only man she had ever loved.  She said this
trial made her understand love between two people, like Mary and I have. 
She said she felt the same way about Roger, but it was too late for them.
   I asked why was it too late?  She said all they do is argue when they
see each other.  I told her Roger still has feelings for her also but that
her cheating on him gave total distrust and it's hard to overcome.  Trust
is earned and once broken it's twice as hard to trust that person again.
   Instead of fighting with him, try and understand where he is coming
from. You two are divorced and can start from a clean slate.  You have to
start by talking to each other, then take it from there.  Your kids are
grown so that shouldn't be a problem.  I don't think they would have a
problem with the two of you talking.  I mentioned to her that Roger had
some hate issues.  You never told him who you had the affair with.  I think
he knows who it is now.
   She said, she was afraid he would do something crazy and didn't want to
see him hurt.
   I told her that's not the way Roger sees it, he sees you hiding a lover
which hurt him even more.
   She said that's not true, Roger is the one I love but I made to many
mistakes since then.  I don't know if he will even talk to me.
   I said you can find out by approaching him and taking it from there.
   She looked at me and said you know, you have the same kind of problem
only your not divorced.
   I said I know, It's something I have to deal with.
   We finished up dinner and then we each went home.  When I got back to my
apartment there were my two sons waiting for me.  I asked them what this
was about?
   They said their mother didn't think I should be alone so they came to
take me out.  There she was thinking about me again.  My boys and I went to
the corner hangout.  We spent time having a few beers, talking, playing
dart's and pool.  It was really good spending time with them, something we
didn't do very often anymore.  I told them how proud I was of them sticking
up for there mother.
   They said they had to say something because she didn't deserve that kind
of abuse.  She was wrong in what she did, but she's paying for it big time
now.
   About midnight they dropped me off at my apartment and went home.  They
didn't push me at all about coming home.  They knew it had to be my
decision.
   Chapter 5: The verdict
   I got up early the next morning.  I had a hard time sleeping, so I
thought I go to the courthouse early.  Anything just to pass the time.  I
got there about a half an hour early and there was quite a bit of
commotion. As I entered the building the police asked me if they could
speak with me?
   I said of course and we went to one of the offices.  They asked me where
I was the night before.  I asked what this was about, they said I'd find
out later so please just answer the question.
   I told them about having dinner with June and then going to the bar with
my sons.  After getting home around midnight I went to bed.  They asked
where the bar was and was there witnesses to the fact that we were there. I
said of course, we were there for about four hours and were seen by a lot
of people.  I asked them again what this was about and they again replied
you'll find out soon enough.
   As I left the office the police asked my sons to join them in the office
also.  They went in and the door was shut.  I wanted to know what was going
on.  Why were we being questioned?
   I spotted Bob in the courtroom and approached him as to what was going
on.  We looked up and seen the prosecutor coming to his table along with
Jim (the black witness).  Jim looked terrified, he sat down and kept
looking around, especially at me.
   The prosecutor handed Bob a piece of paper, it was a police report.  Bob
read it and then handed it to me.  Ralph, was found dead in alley behind
the bar where him and Jim hung out.  The report stated that sometime after
midnight Ralph had stepped out into the alley to take a piss.  He had told
Jim he would be right back.  After not returning, Jim went out to look for
him.  He found him face down in the alley "dead".  The report says he had
been robbed (his belongings were missing) and beaten.  They suspected a
gang beating.  He was beaten severely around the head and private areas,
almost castrated.  There were no witnesses.
   I read the report with almost a smile, then passed it back to my family
who were now seat in the courtroom.  Everyone looked surprised, now I know
why they question me and my sons.
   We all arose when the Judge came in.  The judge said nothing was to be
said about the murder in the open court.  It could easily jeopardize the
verdict.  Anyone talking about it in the courtroom before the verdict is
given will be arrested.
   Then the Judge called in the jury.
   They said we have your honor.
   He then asked me to stand and face the jury.
   The foreman of the jury arose and said:
   On count one: assault to commit bodily harm.  Not Guilty!  On count two:
attempted Murder, we find the defendant: Not Guilty
   Judge, said the foreman, the jury may be out of place saying this but we
believe the two witnesses should be indited on the charge of rape.
   The judge spoke, that information will be passed on to the district
attorney.
   Mr.  Dan Gray, you are free to go.  Then all hell broke loose again. 
Everyone smiling, screaming, crying, I jumped up and hugged Bob.  I looked
back in the far corner of the courtroom and there stood Roger, giving me
the thumbs up.  I could read his lips, he said everything is ok now.
   My family was coming up to hug me, Mary stayed back showing June the
police report.  June's mouth fell open wide.  She looked surprised but not
sad,.  I seen her give the report back to Mary and walk over toward Roger.
When she got to him she grabbed both of his hands in hers and I could see
her lips saying I'm so sorry and then she hugged him, she took that first
step.  He hugged her back.
   My kids all took turns hugging me, smiling, and yes crying.  Mary just
stood in the back by herself with tears in her eyes, not wanting to
approach me.  I told the kids to take their mother home and I would contact
them later.  I had to go back to my apartment first.
   We all left the courthouse.  Each going our own direction.
   I'm sitting here alone at my kitchen table, thinking about everything
that transpired in the last two months.  I did realize that Mary really
didn't cheat on me.  She really loved me, but made some horrible misguided
decision..  If she was out to cheat on me I would divorce her in a second.
But I knew better, part of this was my fault, talking fantasies, not
knowing what she was thinking.  I knew I would be going back home.  Mary
and I would have our discussion and we would make everything right between
us.
   I got up from the table, got in my car and headed for home.  I wanted to
be with my family who was there for me, but most of all I wanted to be with
the women I loved.  I drove home, pulled into the drive and knocked on the
door.  Mary answered it, with tears in my eyes I said I home.  She opened
the door and just hugged me as hard as one could be hugged, she was crying
and saying, I Love You over and over again.  All the rest of the family
came in and we all hugged each other and cried together.
   I then stated to all present that from this day forward, everything that
happened is in the past.  There will never be any reason to bring it up
again.  I said, thank you all for being there for your mother and me.  We
are truly a family that sticks together.
   Then I reached over and kissed Mary with every emotion I had.  My kids
said, Geez dad can't that wait till later when you two are alone?  We all
just laughed.
Epilog:
One year later, it's my birthday again, I hardly want any surprises.  I
get home, the lights are dim.  I hurry into the house and there stands my
Mary, in a new black nighty, smiling at me.  She walks up to me and kisses
me gently, Then walks me into the bathroom and starts taking off my
clothes.
   She turns on the shower and tells me to get in.  Then she takes off her
new nighty and gets in with me and starts scrubbing my back.  Then we take
turns soaping each other up and then making love in the shower.  Something
we haven't done in years.  Then she takes me by the hand and leads me to
our bedroom which now has been re-papered and a new bed in it.  She has me
lie down on my back and gently and slowly gives me oral sex.
   I said let me do it for you also, but she said there will be time for
that later.  Right now it's your birthday and I'm doing this all for you.
Then she takes my still hard cock and guides it home.
   Then says, we don't need fantasies to make love.  We'll just do it all
for each other.
   Happy Birthday Dan!
   Took a long time to write this one, hope you liked it.  DG Hear
   
  
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