E-Mail Lust
(M/M, rom, oral, anal, exhib, blood, true, pers, cyber, goth, horror)
For my sweet antic Kate, with love
From: spectre@jack.mail.heartland4.com Date: Tue Apr 22 06:15:41 GMT 1996
From: spectre@jack.mail.heartland4.com
To: jackwood@nsu.edu
Date: Tue Apr 22 06:18:00 GMT 1996
Subject: Good Evening
Hello there Jack,
What’s up? I guess that you’ve been busy with school, and that’s why I’ve not had a phone call, or any word from you that you’re still alive. Are you? I hope so, I miss our talks that we’ve had of late. You made me very excited and I wish I could be with you...I have to know, can we cyber? I know you don’t like it, but I want to...there is a longing that I have, companionship and love, things that I’m not getting here. Please please write me...I have something to tell you that you might like to know...
forever yours,
Kurt
It was just about 8 at night in New Orleans when I was in the school computer lab, crouched behind a blueberry iMac, researching the life of Jack Kerouac on the Internet when I got Kurt’s first e-mail of the night. I noticed the time, then thought I might be able to write him back as he was still on the computer. Kurt was someone I met in a chat room I went to a lot called Vampyre’s Paradise. We were both Goths, both bi and both lonely. Terribly so...at least I lived where I could express and be myself, in the heady city of New Orleans, going to a small private college for a degree in theatre. Kurt lived in Red River, Utah the son of some sort of religious leader there, of a religion I’d never heard of. To say that he was repressed was an understatement and I wanted nothing more than to have him sent to New Orleans, so I could corrupt him since he’d never experienced anything at all...
I read Kurt’s e-mail, very curious as to what he had to say. We’d talked briefly on the phone, exchanged letters, suggestive photos and e-mail but we had never cybered
3;but I needed to know what he meant above all
3;
From: Jack Donner Date: Tue Apr 22 06:25:18 GMT 1996
From: jackwood@nsu.edu
To: jackwood@nsu.edu
Date: Tue Apr 22 06:27:00 GMT 1996
Subject: Re: Good Evening
Kurt,
I’m here at the school’s computer lab, looking up stuff for my report on Jack Kerouac, definitely my favorite writer. Anyway, do you want to chat? I’d be more than happy to do that. Tell me what you want to say, and meet me at the normal place ASAP.
If you want to cyber, I’d want to try it...
Jack
I sent the e-mail, not expecting to hear from him anytime soon, almost instantaneously I got another e-mail from Kurt
3;
From: spectre@jack.mail.heartland4.com Date: Tue Apr 22 06:27:41 GMT 1996
From: spectre@heartland4.com
To: jackwood@nsu.edu
Date: Tue Apr 22 06:28:00 GMT 1996
Subject: No!
Jack,
I can’t do that. Let’s just e-mail...
Jack, I’m coming this summer to visit you and
3;I love you. I’ve loved you since we started talking. I don’t want to live without you and I want to be yours forever...please be there.
*I walk behind where you’re sitting in the computer lab, put my hands on your shoulders and kiss the small of your neck. I hope to do more...but until then, I simply kiss you as my hands knead your tense shoulders...I kiss an ear, lick it and say:*
Lighten up and have some fun...let’s fuck
3;
Kurt
From: Jack Donner Date: Tue Apr 22 06:25:18 GMT 1996
From: jackwood@nsu.edu
To: spectre@heartland4.com
Date: Tue Apr 22 06:27:00 GMT 1996
Subject: Yes
Kurt...
*I sit typing at the computer, trying to ignore your teasing kisses on my neck and your teasing words. What do you know anyway? My paper is worth half the grade in the class!
Suddenly, I feel your warm strong hands on my waist, just where my blue jeans and t-shirt meet. I don’t mind it, since I know you’re trying to distract me.
Then, your hands leave and I go back to my study. Suddenly, your hands return but this time under my shirt, going to my chest to lightly cup my breasts. I pause to take a short breath, since you know how sensitive my chest is
3;I take my hand off the keyboard, and turn around, to see your head resting against my shoulder. Your teasing smile and glowing, lusty brown eyes can’t break into my shell of composure that hide the sensations that rush through my body.
My hands back on the keyboard, facing the computer again, I try to type again but the words come few and far between as you softly stroke me beneath my shirt. I don’t want you to know that my body sings with ecstatic delight with every breath and movement of your lithe fingers, but I can’t help my body’s reaction to you every time you touch me. My body stiffens, my nipples hardening, a hard point of rock, at your touch. You move your head so I can see it as I type and your beautiful smile is still there...I focus on my work, the struggle for my attention is now between you and the paper and you’re winning. Then, you stop.
You take your hand from under my shirt, laughing softly to yourself...you know what has to happen now. It’s just a matter of who’ll initiate it first
3;
I stand up from my computer chair, looking you square in your beautiful almond brown eyes. I see the bulge in your pants that you pathetically hide by covering it with your teasing hands, and you see the bulge in my pants, just as hard as your own, but I proudly display myself with my arms at my sides. I am as aroused as you are....*
Please be there and write back soon.
Jack
I sent the e-mail, typing furiously in hope that Kurt would still be there. As I pictured the scene, sitting in front of the computer monitor in my school’s computer lab I became very excited. It was too bad that every computer in the room was being used (there were only ten computers, two of every color that iMacs came in), so I could start jacking off right there. But wasn’t to be...my thoughts were broken by a new message from my beautiful boy Kurt...my dream boy of strawberry blonde hair, almond brown eyes, pale white skin, tall but not too tall, with some meat on his bones but not fat, who loves me
3;
From: spectre@jack.mail.heartland4.com Date: Tue Apr 22 06:30:18 GMT 1996
From: spectre@heartland4.com
To: jackwood@nsu.edu
Date: Tue Apr 22 06:30:58 GMT 1996
Subject: Love Me...
Jack
3;
I’m happy I’m alone in my room, listening to Beethoven’s Ninth symphony...it is the CD you sent me. It is simply orgasmic music, and I’ve had several orgasms to it, listening to the singers sing of Joy, thinking only of you and loving you. In the soft glow of my PowerBook, I’m reading your last *hot* e-mail, as I stroke myself. I can’t wait to actually be with you this summer...
Anyway
******************
*I look at you, as you stand across from me, you are the most beautiful human that I have ever laid eyes upon. Your jet black hair, your olive skin, your jade green eyes, your taut stomach and chest, they all make me love you. I extend my arms out to you, touch your shoulders and pull you into my arms. My lips meet yours and we kiss, at first only a dry one, then a wet open mouth kiss, then a French as our tongues meet. My hands don’t just rest on your shoulders, they slowly work their way down your arms, to your fingers then they jump from there to the button of your jeans. They undo them, along with the zipper and they fall to your feet. Once more I kiss you deeply, as my hands take down your boxers and start to touch your manhood. I break away from your lips, with much difficulty since your lips taste to me of honey and I bend my knees to face your member and kiss it. Already hard, it responds to me immediately and I kiss it, licking the head. Again I kiss its head, lick it then put my whole mouth around it, swallowing the head only
3;then a little more, then half, then 3/4 then all of it as I suck as hard as I can. I have your entire cock in my mouth, all nine inches of your love exposed to me, and I suck on you again, as hard as I can. My right hand goes to your mouth, my middle and index fingers come together pat your lip, and you open your mouth to lick my fingers. I shudder a moment as you suck on my fingers, then I take them out, dripping wet with your spit and they go to your asshole. Gently I put them inside you, to start to finger fuck you as I deep throat your rock solid cock. I hear you groan in pleasure from my efforts, and you try to whisper something...I don’t hear it since now I take your cock from my mouth and start sucking on your ball sack as my left hand violently strokes your inflamed prick and the other hand fucks you. I’d suck you forever, you taste so clean and fresh
3;I love to suck on you, in fact I just simply love you. I begin to feel a sudden tension in your cock, and I immediately press my thumb and forefingers between it to stop your orgasm. I take my mouth off your balls, my hands off you and I stand up and look you straight in the face again.
‘You need to fuck me...’ I smile as I embrace and kiss you once more as I take down my black jeans and black jockey shorts, exposing myself to you...waiting to see how you’ll fuck me...*
love me Jack, love me...be mine forever.
Kurt
I began to stroke myself, undoing my pants and zipper as I read the e-mail, vividly imagining my Kurt fucking me. It was so real to me, it was so immediate, it was as if he were really there and we were really fucking. Mindblowing. I had to stop before I wrote him back, otherwise I would have come right then and there. And then I realized I really did love Kurt, he was someone I needed...
From: Jack Donner Date: Tue Apr 22 06:35:18 GMT 1996
From: jackwood@nsu.edu
To: spectre@heartland4.com
Date: Tue Apr 22 06:36:00 GMT 1996
Subject: It’s Time...
Kurt,
There is no one else that I love more than you right now. I love you and I want to be yours forever, until we die and even beyond that. I’ve spent my life waiting for someone like you and now that you’re in my heart I don’t want you ever to leave me. Just a warning, if you come see me here during the summer, don’t expect to leave since I’ll never let you go...
**********
*I take your strong hands with my own
3;we now hold hands, looking into each others eyes. I put one of my hands to your lips, taping on them just as you did to me. You open your mouth as I did and start to suck on my hand. I take my hand out, my eyes closed from the wonderful sensations you give me as I put my hand in a cup to save your spit that will soon lube you. “Lean against the computer chair.” I say to you, unafraid of who hears or sees us. You move from the side of the computer chair to directly behind it, placing your hands on the top of the chair as your knuckles crack and you raise small, shapely ass just enough to expose your anus. I follow you, going behind you as I kiss your neck and my hand goes to your anus to lube it for my entry. I feel your body tense as I gently massage your love hole. After I put all your spit on my hand, I spit again on the same hand then jerk myself off slightly. My flaming ten inch prick, now covered in both our salivas, brushes up against your milk white ass as it goes to your ass hole. I push apart the beautiful two beautiful hemispheres that make up your ass, exposing your anus and I put my prick there, slowly putting my arms around you as I enter you and become one with you. I go all the way inside you, then I tickle your prostate
3;you’re not tight, you are a slut, since you’ve fucked someone else before. No matter, as I pull out then push into you again, slowly, so both of us can feel the sensation of your inner flesh tightening around my cock. My hands cup your breasts, as you did mine and I begin to gently bite your neck, all of which only increases the sensations we both experience. Again and again I pull out slightly then push into you, the beat and rhythm of my movements slowly increase, from once a minute to twice then thrice then...I lose count as hump into you deeply, where you have never been pleasured before. My hands on your chest begin to scratch you, and my nibbles at your neck become bites, as I try to make you bleed. I want to taste your blood, and suck it along with your cum. I want to make you mine, in every way....*
write back if you can,
love,
Jack
I pressed control-x on the keyboard to send the e-mail off, my prick in real life aching to be relieved. By now there was only one other person in the computer lab, my best friend Kate who sat at the iMac across from me, but that didn’t matter to me at all since the only thing that did matter was hearing again from Kurt. I longed to hear his voice, that had a sort of strange twang that I never heard in New Orleans. I wanted to hold his hand, to kiss him, to embrace him and fuck him. I looked at my Swatch on my wrist that said 12:55. It had been over fifteen minutes since I had sent Kurt my e-mail and I began to panic. I still was stroking myself, keeping my prick hard with one hand while the other controlled the mouse going between the telnet program and Netscape, waiting for Kurt to write. Then, in flashing white letters at the bottom of the telnet program, it said to me: New message: ‘Take Me’ From spectre@heartland4.com. I switched to telnet to read his latest message
3;
From: spectre@jack.mail.heartland4.com Date: Tue Apr 22 06:55:00 GMT 1996
From: spectre@heartland4.com
To: jackwood@nsu.edu
Date: Tue Apr 22 06:55:28 GMT 1996
Subject: Take Me...
My Sweet Love Jack,
Take me...I am yours body and soul. I want to belong to no one but you, I love you so much. We’ll talk about this later...
***************
*as you fuck me, I groan I’ve never been pleasured as much as you do. I whisper to you in between my groans...” I know you’re a vampire...take me....make me yours...make me your kindred...” I jack off as you fuck me, stroking my hard as steel cock, hoping to mix my cum with my blood...
Take me now!
Kurt
I paused a moment, smiling to myself as I stroked myself. In the chatroom we went to I role played a vampire, and was a very well-known person there. Kurt’s character had wanted to be a vampire for a long time, but no one had wanted to embrace him or make him into a vampire. I had also told him about my dark fantasies of blood and sex, he knew that turned me on more than anything else besides I knew that he had dreams just like my own and we would act them out once he would come visit. I only had a few months to wait for him
3;but for now, I’d make him a cyber vampire.
From: Jack Donner Date: Tue Apr 22 06:59:09 GMT 1996
From: jackwood@nsu.edu
To: spectre@heartland4.com
Date: Tue Apr 22 06:59:20 GMT 1996
Subject: Now...
Kurt....
I’m about to come any moment...you might get a blank e-mail in a few...
*********
I still thrust deeply into you , to our mutual pleasure, my fingers dig deeply into you but, most importantly I still bite into your virgin neck. I time the exact moment when I break your skin to when I thrust in, drawing a small but steady trickle of your life into my mouth. I lap at your neck, holding you close to me and to comfort you, showing that I love you and won’t hurt you. I increase the rate of thrusts in and thrusts out, going noticeably faster than before as I pant and groan for breath...your blood tastes sweet to me, as if it was your very essence distilled into a thick red liquid. I begin to feel your heartbeat, and my heart begins to beat in time with its allegro pace. My prick aches and I begin to feel my cum to rise out of my balls and shoot into your love hole...and I put my wrist to my mouth and bite it, breaking my skin. I put my wrist to your lip and hope you’ll suck.
“Join me love...be mine...”
*********
You don’t know that I’m in a computer lab at my school and as I’m writing this, I’m stroking myself. There’s just one person here now, my friend Kate, but I’m sure she’ll ask me what I’m doing....what’s happening with you love...are you hard? Are you coming?
I am.
Jack
From: spectre@jack.mail.heartland4.com Date: Tue Apr 22 07:00:00 GMT 1996
From: spectre@heartland4.com
To: jackwood@nsu.edu
Date: Tue Apr 22 07:00:28 GMT 1996
Subject: No Subject
I’m cmoing....
love me...
Right before I came, I managed to send off the last e-mail to Kurt and I think I came just as Kurt did I guess, or at least that could have been the way it was. I knew that Kate was watching me jack off and cum, although I tried to be quiet. A fat lot of good that did, as I came, white milk spurting out from my red prick, onto the underside of the fiberboard workstation dripping onto my blue jeans. The room was smelled of sex, sweat and come
3;there was no denying what I just did. Kate just looked over at me, up from the iMac, smiling in a knowing way.
“What are you doing Jack?” Kate was beautiful, or at least I thought she was. She had beautiful blue eyes, wore tiny wire frame glasses, vanilla white skin, had brown hair that fell down to her shoulders, and a full, voluptuous figure that I craved. I had thought about asking her out, but I wasn’t too sure what she thought about bi’s...
“Just writing some e-mails...” I managed to talk, despite the fact I was still panting, erect and covered in sweat.
“You weren’t having cyber sex, were you?” I heard the smile in Kate’s voice from her cherry red iMac across from me.
“No. No...I’ve never done that...” But I was although I couldn’t admit it.
“Jack, I wouldn’t mind doing that with you. Or at least going out for coffee at the Café du Monde. How about that in an hour?” I smiled, at least I might have some good coffee after sex.
“Sure, I’d love to. I just need to finish this letter to Kurt...then clean up some.”
“Kurt? You talk about him all the time, like he was your boyfriend or something...anyway Jack...see you then. I’ll meet you at your room.” I heard Kate walk get up from her chair, come over to me and pat my shoulder on her way out of the computer lab. She had to have seen the mess I’d made of my pants, but she apparently didn’t say a thing. I smiled, since this would be something interesting to write about one day.
I had to write Kurt, I had to know if he’d come too....
From: Jack Donner Date: Tue Apr 22 07:02:09 GMT 1996
From: jackwood@nsu.edu
To: spectre@heartland4.com
Date: Tue Apr 22 07:02:20 GMT 1996
Subject: Did You?
Kurt,
I just came, and I made a mess all over my blue jeans
3;did you?
love,
Jack
From: spectre@jack.mail.heartland4.com Date: Tue Apr 22 07:04:08 GMT 1996
From: spectre@heartland4.com
To: jackwood@nsu.edu
Date: Tue Apr 22 07:05:24 GMT 1996
Subject: No Subject
Jack,
I came in my hand a few moments ago, cupped my hand and licked it...I can’t wait ‘till we can do this in real life...
********
*I come just as you do...shooting my hot seed on the computer. I also suck on your wrist, drinking your cold blood, that will change me from what I was into someone like you. A creature of the night
3;a vampire....
Kurt
From: Jack Donner Date: Tue Apr 22 07:05:19 GMT 1996
From: jackwood@nsu.edu
To: spectre@heartland4.com
Date: Tue Apr 22 07:05:27 GMT 1996
Subject: The Last Word
Kurt,
I want to do this in real life too...you have no idea how much I want to do this...I love you Kurt and I want to be yours...I’ll be going out to coffee with Kate in a few minutes, to the Café du Monde. This might be the last you hear from me tonight, but I’ll call you tomorrow at the normal time and I’ll e-mail you tomorrow morning...
*********
I take my prick out of you, having come all inside you. My wrist is still on your lips and you still suck my blood...I pull my wrist away a few moments later, just so you have enough to change during the night. “Not too much just yet...not too much. You need rest.” I turn you around, then kiss you gently, sucking on your wonderful lips. We embrace, and the dream is over...for now.*
Good night my childe...may the dark embrace you and keep you well.
Love forever,
Jack
From: spectre@jack.mail.heartland4.com Date: Tue Apr 22 07:06:08 GMT 1996
From: spectre@heartland4.com
To: jackwood@nsu.edu
Date: Tue Apr 22 07:05:24 GMT 1996
Subject: No Subject
Jack,
Thank you for embracing me...this is just the first night of many we will share. Be safe yourself...and love me. Be mine...talk to me soon.
love,
Kurt
Control-x, send. E, exit. Empty deleted messages, Y yes. Logoff. Open Apple Q...I exited telnet with a two fingered command and froze for a moment. I looked into the iMac’s screen and saw, for just a moment Kurt’s face. I shut my eyes, got on my feet and kissed the computer screen, embracing it with my hands.