Some Pages from Alicia'sDiary
(M/F, rom, oral, exhib,pers, dream)
Diary
December 29 1985
Of all the people I wonder about, I wonder most about FedericoPe–a. I was so attracted to him back when we were in High School...then hesuddenly disappeared. What a handsome man he was....he must have been 6'2,
I went shopping with my friends today...
Diary
January 1 1986
Happy New Year!!!
At last nightÕs New YearÕs party I saw someone I thought I wouldnever see again, Federico Pe–a. Remember him, the guy I was telling you aboutthat was in my French class two years ago...heÕs still as handsome andattractive as ever and I found out what became of him. He had gone to Francefor two years of study at the Sorbonne in Paris, or at least thatÕs what hetold anyone who'd listen. I talked to him a while about Paris, we shared ourthoughts about France then we exchanged phone numbers, so that we could go havesome coffee in the near future. I couldnÕt help overhearing what he said to oneof male friends, about his seductions, his sexual conquests....name after name ofwomen, with graphic detail of what he did with them. It stirred my heart...Iwanted him to sweep me off my feet...in fact, as I left the party I happened towalk by him and said: "If you were ever at school you might be able toseduce me..." I laughed, then walked out of MarcellaÕs New YearÕs party. Iwonder what Rico will say to me when we have coffee?
No surreal dreams last night. I hope that tonight I won't haveany like yesterday.
Diary
January 3 1986
I can't believe the dream I just had...it's 4 in the morning andI have to write it all down before I forget it.
Iwas in High school again and it was during the lunch hour. I was sitting withmy friends on some picnic tables, eating and talking about nothing, when Ricocame up to me and said: "We have some business waiting. Can you come withme" None of the other girls notice that I leave and my face breaks into agigantic smile, since I know what the business is. Rico embraces me, I embracehim back and he kisses me on the cheek. He usually does that to say hello, butsomething about it is different this time. I think it must have been the deepmusky scent that he had, or some Drakkar Noir, or just something because my sexbegan to work. I was excited, but I didn't just feel that, I got a weirdfeeling that was more than sexual excitement...it was like inner wetness. Ineeded him more that moment than anything or anyone else. He kisses me again,but this time on the lips and my sex pulsates as his lips touch mine in asimple dry kiss.
Heseemed to know what I felt, so Rico took me to a dark corner of the school building, so no one could see us.With my back to the wall, he takes me in his arms and kisses me again. At firstit was just a dry kiss, but his tounge enters my mouth and we begin to Frenchkiss, as his hands caress my arms, then slowly go to my waist and end up on mybutt. As he kisses me deeply, his tounge dancing with mine and his bottom teethgently nipping my lips he takes down my blue jeans to my knees.
Thatday I'm wearing red silk bikini underwear that barely cover me, so his righthand easily goes under the smooth material and he begins to tease my sex. Allthe while, we still kiss deeply and passionately as his left hand gently cupsmy exposed butt, tingling as we make love.
Hetouches me, massaging my clit with his middle finger as the other fingers stayto the sides, sending electric waves of pleasure all through my body. I want tocry out...to scream in pleasure, but my gasps of pleasure are suppressed by hismouth, hungry to kiss me. Anyway, we can't make noise since we're at school andit would be dangerous if we were discovered.
Afterwhat seems to be forever, his fingers to go the outer folds of my vagina. Ricomoistens his fingers, then slowly he plays with my clit again, as it becomeswet with my vaginal tears. He feels my rock hard nipples pressed against hischest, even through my white t-shirt and my bra. Now I know he wants to takeme.
Stillkissing me deeply, I feel his middle finger slowly slide into my cunt, as deepas he can put it. His cold, wet finger penetrates me and I jump slightly backfrom the sensation of chills and penetration. Rico still holds me close to him,not allowing me to move away from him as he kisses me and sometimes sucks on mylips.
Ashis tongue dances with mine and he slowly slides his middle finger in and outof me we go to the hard black asphalt, to lay down. His tall frame weighsheavily on me as he gets on top of me, one hand bracing my back as the otherslides in and out of my in a steady rhythm. All the while, I feel his penisstart to grow, filling with blood and lust, only making me more excited. I knowhe won't satisfy himself, he will wait for another day since he only wishes topleasure me.
Still,only his middle finger enters me at a slow gentle pace. Suddenly I feel hisindex finger enter along with the middle with the same gentle pace as he kissesme. Thrust after thrust he pierces me, until my body begins to meet each of histhrusts, pushing his fingers deeper into me. I moan in pleasure, but they aresuppressed and eaten by his lustful, deep kiss. I begin to feel a warmth growdeep within my womb, slowly moving forward to meet his fingers and hiskiss...then I orgasm in pleasure. His mouth still locked over mine, our tonguesdancing in a frantic ballet and my body pressing against his hard cock.
Myorgasm lasts forever, or seems to last forever...then slowly subsides. Ricolooks into my eyes, takes his lips away from mine to smile at me. Then, we kissdeeply and soulfully again and just as he broke the kiss, I awoke. Looking upat the ceiling of my room, alone without anyone to hold me.
Itwas the most erotic dream I have ever had...I wish that somehow he and I coulddo that for real....
Diary
January 4 1986
Rico called today, to ask me out for coffee. His voice seemedhesitant, he said: "Maybe we should go out this Friday...I'd understand ifyou didn't want to."
I said: "Yes. I want to go out with you. How about nextFriday, the 10th. You pick me up."
I could have seen him smiling through the phone: "Great.I'll see you then."
We rang off and I smiled to myself. That might be the next time he sees me, butI hope I see him long before that.