It's Party Time Written By Blond22bi@hotmail.com
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It was my first week at college. My parents dropped me off at the
campus four days ago and they helped me get settled into my dorm
room. This was my first time really away from home. It took me
a lot to talk my parents into letting me go to this college in
Boston. It was known as a PARTY college but also was one of the
most prestigious colleges around. My parents really wanted me to
pick something closer to home and also one that didn't have the
BADBOY reputation that this campus did. But I pushed the ideal of
how great it would be to have this college on my diploma when I
went job hunting. They couldn't really argue that point, if I made
it thru all four years there, I could probably write my ticket to
any job I wanted.
I had only graduated from High School about three months earlier.
I was one of those girls that took extra classes and I was able
to graduate a year earlier then I should have. I just turned 17
two months ago and this was part of the reason my parents were
against me leaving home and going to a college known for it's
hard partying. I made so many promises to my parents about how
hard I would study and how I would stay mainly in my dorm room and
not go wandering around after classes. I told them whatever they
wanted to hear, I had been around them long enough to know that is
what it would take to make them say yes. Just like I thought, in
the end, they caved in and I'm now here at campus and my parents
are about 1000 miles away. They do call about every other night,
but at the moment, I'm happy about that. I have not really met
anyone yet that I can call a good friend so I am just a little home
sick.
It was Friday during school that I met a girl that was in the same
boat as I was. She was new to the campus and she too had only been
in school about a week. We quickly became friends and suddenly I
didn't feel so all alone. For the next week we did everything
together. We only had one class together but we always met for lunch
then got together after school was out each day and messed around
campus. She was close to two years older then I was but it was her
first year of college also. When she was young she had flunked a
grade and that put her a year behind. Her name was Tina and she was
very fun to be around. She was also a very cute girl and the guys
seemed to really flock to her. Of course, I wasn't that bad a looker
either and together we really had fun chatting with the guys and
running around the campus learning the ins and outs of things. Tina
told me I barely looked 16. It wasn't what I wanted to hear, I was
trying to make myself look so much older. She told me she could help
me dress and use my makeup to add a few years. Most girls would be
wanting to do just the opposite, but I needed to look older to really
fit in here at this college.
Thursday afternoon Tina came running to find me at lunch and told
me we had both been invited to a large party this Saturday night.
It was being thrown by the Seniors for all the new students. It was
sort of a tradition here at the college. Tina heard the parties were
famous and they always hired a very famous band to come play and
there would be plenty of food and beer. I couldn't wait for my first
college party. Both Tina and myself were very excited about going.
Even though a few guys had tried to ask us out to the dance, we both
decided to go without dates. We wanted to experience the party
without really being tied down to a guy. Not that we didn't like
guys, just the opposite, I loved to date, it was just that this was
our first college party and we thought it would be more fun to mix
in and experience it that way.
When my parents called Saturday morning, they asked what was new and
I told them about meeting Tina, but I didn't say a word about the
party I was going to tonight. In fact, I told them Tina and me would
be studying all night long tonight in her dorm room. That was sort
of protection from them calling me and not finding me in my dorm
room. I wasn't sure what time I'd get home from the party. I knew I
wanted to really enjoy myself. I was hoping it would be an
experience I wouldn't forget. That afternoon we went shopping for
some fun party clothes and we spent the entire day out having fun
and getting ready for the party. Tina picked out the exact outfit
I would wear. It was hot and sexy and she said it made me look OLDER.
Those were the exact words I needed to hear. In reality, it looked
so hot on me that she said that just so I'd buy the dress. She knew
she could probably borrow it at a later time. On me, with my long legs,
it came about three inches below the bottoms of my undies. I knew it
was short, but the dress Tina bought was just as hot and sexual so I
didn't make a fuss. Plus I wanted the attention tonight. After all, it
was my first big college party!
We left for the party at 7:00pm. We both had our cute sexy dresses on
and we had spent an hour helping each other get ready. I thought
we both looked 'HOT' and I was feeling very confident about our
first party night. When we arrived at the large building that was
the headquarters for one of the biggest sororities on campus, the
place was already packed. We thought we would be one of the first
ones there, but many others must had thought that same thing. We
blended right in and Tina found the refreshment bar and soon we
were both drinking beers and watching all the different people
as they too tried to get into the swing of things.
The music wasn't going to start till 9:00 so we drank and chatted
with many of the other first year students. I never understood about
college drinking until tonight. You weren't really forced to drink
but to keep your image up, it was like a implied thing you had to
do. Many small plastic cups of beer were pushed into our hands. I
wasn't planning on drinking to get drunk, but Tina and myself were
having such a great time, it just sort of came with the territory.
By the time the music started, we were both feeling very good and
the alcohol made us even that much more FUN to be around. We both
partied hard and laughed and danced. The time flew by and before
either of us knew it, the party was slowly starting to wind down.
Many of the new students that weren't drinking had already left.
It was close to 1:00am in the morning and the band had pulled up
roots about an hour ago. Now a large stereo was supplying the sounds
but there was still a small group of "HARDCORE" party people still
drinking and having fun. Of course Tina and myself ended up being
one of them.
Neither one of us knew that for the last hour, the alcohol was not
just beer in our glasses, it had been spiked and we were drinking
beer laced with rum. We were now so drunk we didn't even know the
difference. We also didn't realize we were one of the few GIRLS left
at the party. There were 50 or so guys still drinking and having a
great time, but only about 10 girls at the most were still here. Of
course some of them were girlfriends of the guys that were still
here, but a few of us, like Tina and Me, were there with no support.
Nobody was watching out for our well being. And we were drunk enough
that the guys zeroed in on us and we couldn't tell the danger that
we both were in. I don't even know how, but about five guys got me to
go with them to talk to the members of the band that had played
about an hour ago. We walked upstairs into a large room that turned
out to be the sorority's PLAY room. It had a very large round bed
with mirrors all over the place. But there like the guys said were
three guys that said they were members of the band. I didn't now
understand a lot but one of them took an interest in me and soon
he had me sitting on the bed and he was talking to me about songs
that I liked. I felt so lucky to be able to talk to the people from
this very famous bands. He'd ask me questions and I thought I was
answering him without problems, but boy was I wrong.
He found out real quick I was just mumbling on. He knew I was very
drunk and he was completely correct. I had been drinking since 7:00
and it was about 1:30 in the morning. That was over six hours of
constantly downing beer after beer. And for the last 90 minutes, it
was a mix of beer and rum. I was plastered and he knew it. His
talk went from band related stuff to how cute and pretty I was. I
heard just small bits and pieces of what he was saying. My eyes
were heavy and the alcohol was now really having it's way with my
body. Before I knew it, I was making out with the guy and my eyes
closed and I was just sort of there. My body was pushed back onto
the bed and for the next five minutes the guy kissed and slowly
started to let his hands roam all around my body. My mind was now
playing tricks on me. I daydreamed about how nice everything felt
and how soft the lips kissing me were. I had no ideal I was on a
bed in the wildest FRAT house on campus. I just knew my head felt
like I was floating and I was being kissed softly the way I just
loved to be.
Slowly the guy who said he was with the band softly worked
his hand under the bottom of my dress. His hands ran up the sides
of my legs and when his fingers reached my panties, a small groan
left my lips. Of course he was still softly kissing me and the
attention my body was now getting was more then it had expected.
My hips moved a little with the guys touch and he took this as a
'GO SIGNAL' to continue what he was doing. Within a minute he had
my undies totally soaked from all the slippery hot liquid that my
pussy was now pumping out. I barely felt it when fingers slipped
into the sides of my undies and a pair of hands starting tugging
them down. All I could feel was the soft lips and tongue working
over my mouth and a hand rubbing over my pussy thru my undies. If
I hadn't been as drunk as I was, I would have never been in this
situation. And I definitely would have know that this was another
set of hands that worked my undies down and off my legs. There were
two guys now right there touching me and I couldn't have been more
in the dark about what was going on. My mind just kept telling me I
was making out with a very popular rock star that many girls would
kill to have a date with. And it didn't even phase me that I didn't
know his name or really knew if he was in the band or not. I just
took his word for it when I first sat down on the bed.
While he was softly kissing me very romantically, the other pulled
both my legs wide apart and lifted my short sexy skirt up so I was
now completely exposed. My eyes never opened and I kissed the lips
back that were gently touching mine. Then I suddenly jerked as a
hot wet tongue found my wet pussy lips and started licking me all
over. It felt so warm and nice and it concentrated directly on my
small little nub that was growing harder with each flick of the
tongue. I had never felt anything quite so nice before. A mixture
of very romantic kissing with very hot sexual feelings. Everything
overloaded my senses and I was lucky to just barely hold on. I lasted
about two minutes. Then with a loud moaning noise my stomach knotted
up and a large orgasm completely overtook my body. I kissed the guy
much deeper and harder as my body peaked during it's orgasm and my
pussy drenched the guy's face that was licking it.
Without too much movement, the guy between my legs lifted up, unzipped
his pants and then raised my legs up over my body. My legs were still
spread apart and I was still locked into a very nice kiss with the
other boy that was laying up near my head. Suddenly I felt the pressure
as my pussy lips were spread apart and then the fullness as a hard
dick was pressed deep up inside my body. I was very wet and the guy
had no problems pushing as deep into me as he could go. I grunted as
it had been over a year since my last boyfriend had made love to me.
My pussy was tight and it wasn't use to such a large dick inside of
it. My last boyfriend was only 16, the guy now fucking me was 21. He
was a full grown man and my pussy stretched to accept his much wider
dick. He couldn't believe his luck in getting to FUCK such a young
college girl. He too thought I was barely 16. The dress and makeup
didn't really do anything to make me look older. Everyone in the room
knew I was the youngest girl they ever had gotten this far with. But
they also knew I had to be older then I looked because I was a registered
student at the college. It was a dream come true for the guys that were
here in the sorority.
I sudden became aware that someone was actually fucking me. My eyes
opened for the first time in about five minutes and my vision was
mostly blocked by the cute guy that was kissing me. I tried to pull
my head away but it was being held in place by two hands. I slowly
shook my head back and forth trying to say NO but my head didn't
seem to move but an inch or two. I could feel my pussy lips being
stretched open and closed as the guy pushed in and out of my pussy.
I couldn't even see who it was. I finally was able to just break
free from the boy kissing me and I mumbled out for them to PLEASE
STOP. I can remember myself saying DON'T FUCK ME, DON'T GET ME PREGNANT.
But after just a few words, my mouth suddenly was being forced open
and to my horror, the boy that was softly kissing me now had his
long hard dick pressing at the entrance of my mouth. The second I
tried to again say NO, he took the opportunity to press his hot
cock up inside my mouth.
He again held my head with both his hands and he was now forcing my
head on and off his dick. My eyes were wide open and I wanted to get
away, but my drunken body was not moving. They both had me pinned
down rather nicely. I could feel two cocks now slowly pushing in
and out of me. I wanted to die just thinking about what they were
doing to me. Then suddenly out of the corner of my eye I saw
something that helped me sober up VERY quickly. There was a girl
and she had something pointed in our direction. It took me a few
seconds to realize what it was, but when I did I really tried to
scream and struggle. She had a small video camera in her hands and
she was taping everything that was going on. I had never let anyone
take a picture of me naked, now I was sandwiched under two guys and
a girl I had never seen before was taking movies off all the action.
As hard as I tried, I couldn't move. My body was in complete control
of the two strange guys that were now fucking me. My eyes were just
starting to close when they popped wide open. It just came to my
mind in real time, I WAS BEING FUCKED! I knew he probably wasn't
going to put a rubber on for my benefit, that means he would soon
be shooting potent sperm deep inside my body. He couldn't, I just
can't let it happen. I again moaned loudly and tried to move my
body. I got a reward for trying but it wasn't what I wanted. My
mouth suddenly was flooded with nasty tasting hot sperm. It was
thick and salty and I didn't want to swallow it. I pushed a lot
out the sides of my lips but finally I had to take a swallow or
drown in the goo. I thought I would get sick as the thick creme
slowly slid down my throat. I again found out I really couldn't
move. I couldn't feel a lot of pressure holding me down, my body
just didn't seem to do what I tried to make it do.
I was just about done swallowing the nasty sperm when I felt a
huge push into my pussy and then the shaking as the guy fucking
me suddenly started his own orgasm. I tried one last time to buck
him off but my body barely moved. Then I felt the added moisture
and heat as my pussy was receiving it's first unprotected load
of sperm EVER! The few times I had made love with my boyfriend, he
always wore a rubber. Now when I was not prepared at all, my pussy
was filled with gooey baby making sperm and it was too late to do
anything about it. I barely kept myself from breaking down and
crying. I don't know why I didn't, but for some reason the tears
never left my eyes. Now the only thing on my mind was the million
of sperm racing up inside my pussy. I knew it only took one and if
I was unlucky, it could end up being the most disastrous night of
my young life. How had such a fun night turned so quickly into
something like this. I didn't even see it coming and that wasn't like
me. I always had a good eye for when things weren't right.
I suddenly saw the boy pull out of my mouth and then the girl with
the camera was right there in my face. What was she recording? Why
was she up so close. My mouth tasted terrible and I started trying
to speak. Nothing really came out and I had forgotten all the sperm
I had pushed out of the sides of my mouth. It was running down my
cheeks and really covered both sides of my face. That was the shot
she was after. I started to shake my head back and forth NO but
all she did was keep filming. Then right before my eyes I noticed
in the back of the room at least 10 guys and a few girls all laughing
and smiling. A suddenly look of complete humiliation and fear took
over my face. It didn't last long because another guy I had never
seen before swapped places with the boy that I just sucked off. It
was so quick I couldn't do a thing.
My mouth suddenly was filled again with another strange cock. The
only happiness came when the boy fucking me finally pulled his dick
out of me and moved off the bed. It must have been a minute or more
and I didn't feel anything or anyone down below. I didn't know the
girl with the camera was busy taking more close-up shots. Then she
pointed to another guy but this time the boy came up and unzipped
my tight dress all the way down the side. I felt hands on my body
as they lifted me from the shoulders down and in very quick fashion
the only garment left on my body was pulled down my waist and finally
off my legs. I was now completely nude and my body was on display
for all the college kids in the room to see. I felt completely
helpless and in reality, I was. Suddenly hands grabbed my feet and
this time I was about pulled back and split in two. I again tried
to fight but it was like I was under a spell, nothing in my body
moved to fight back.
It was with the feeling of the next dick sliding up inside my pussy
that I closed my eyes for good. I couldn't dread the thought off
everyone seeing me being fucked by two guys at the same time. And
this was the second set of guys. I wasn't enjoying any of it until
something happened that suddenly changed the way my body felt. A
finger came out of nowhere and started rubbing my pussy lips and clit
as I was being fucked. I was sure there was no way I would respond,
but in less then a minute, my pussy started to really get wet and
I could feel the heat building up as I got closer to coming for a
second time tonight. I tried to put everything that was happening
out of my mind, but it didn't stop what was about to happen. With
a dick in both my mouth and pussy, my body and mind told me I was
going to enjoy it. And before the other guys started cumming, my
body reacted and my ass started grinding up and down to the dick
that now was completely burying itself deep inside of me. I started
to cum and really let out another loud scream as my body began to
betray me.
My hips squirmed around all over the place and the moaning was
exactly what the guy in my mouth needed to release his own pent
up orgasm. Within ten seconds of my orgasm, my mouth started to
again fill with hot nasty sperm. Just like the first time, I let
as much as I could run down both of my cheeks and the final full
mouthful I had to swallow. My eyes were closed tightly so I didn't
see the girl with the movie camera right there in my face recording
the first signs of cum flowing out my lips. The guy fucking my face
told her he was about to pop so she was right there recording it
all as it happened. I ended up fucking the guy for about another
minute as hard as I could. Again my orgasm felt great and I didn't
even realize I wasn't being held down in any manner. Nobody had
been holding me for a good five minutes. And the camera picked up
my participation and everyone in the room knew I was enjoying both
guys fucking me. As I finally slowed down, the guy fucking me was
just starting to cum and my pussy received it's second faithful
load of the night. I was really beat after taking on four different
guys, but my night was not even close to being over.
My body laid limp on the large bed for about five minutes. I was
so drunk and tired I didn't even try to move. The movie camera was
still filming me and everyone was talking about what a great show
I had put on. I didn't know that my girlfriend Tina was in a different
bedroom going thru just about the same thing. The only difference
was she had passed out early on. I was still awake even though I
was very drunk. Tina had passed out right as they got her to the
bedroom. She would never really know what even happened to her. I
would remember quite a bit of my experience even after I woke up
tomorrow from my drunken stupor. I didn't know how much time had
passed by but I again felt movement on the bed. My body was pulled
towards the edge of the bed until my butt was just about hanging
off it's side. Then someone again lifted my legs up high and I
felt a body move in between my legs. At the same time someone
climbed on the bed from the other side. I didn't know what was about
to happen to me but everyone in the room couldn't wait to see how
I handled it.
The movie camera was no longer in the girls hand, she had given it
to another guy. I felt for a third time a stiff dick start to push
up inside me. My mind played games and now I wasn't even sure if it
was real or a dream. While my eyes were tightly shut, someone
grabbed my head and my face was guided right up to another naked
body. This time I was about to find out it wasn't another guy wanting
me to suck it, it was the girl who had been running the video camera
earlier. She was straddling my face and now she slowly slipped
her completely naked body right down onto my still gooey face. It
wasn't until her pussy lips hit my lips and I was told to start
licking did I begin to understand what was happening. My first licks
were of a very smooth surface and it didn't seem to make sense. But
after about fifteen seconds, the girl's pussy started to really get
excited and her juices started flowing out and I got my first taste
of another girls pussy. My tongue flew back into my mouth and I
again opened my eyes. Right there in front of my eyes was a totally
shaved pussy and my hair was pulled tightly and a female voice told
me I better start licking her again. I tried to fight but the force
on my hair really hurt. She had me pulled right up to her shaved
pussy and after taking as much of the hair pulling pain as I could,
I finally gave in an stuck my tongue out. Just about immediately
the girl started to rub her pussy up and down my face.
I couldn't stand to see another girls pussy in my face. I closed
my eyes and told myself no matter what happened, I didn't want to
look again. I felt my pussy again being rubbed and someone was
paying close attention to my clit. I didn't know it was the girl
leaning down over me and slowly licking my clit as a guy slowly
stood and fucked me as deeply as he could. I also didn't notice when
a guy from the crowd moved in and stood right at my head. The
girl I was licking adjusted her pussy so I was only licking on her
clit and this gave enough room for the guy to slowly press up inside
her. There were now four people involved at the same time. I knew
about me and the girl and the one guy fucking me, but I didn't
know right in front of my face she was being fucked as I licked
her pussy. All the motion quickly brought us both right to the
edge. I had already came twice and it was a bit slower for me. But
the girl let my tongue rest on her clit and every time I tried to
move it, she pulled my hair till it felt like she was pulling it out
by the roots. Of course my tongue continued to move just a little
and that's all it took.
The taste of pussy in my mouth was mentally much worse then the sperm
I had to swallow. I had no interest in other girls and the smell of
her pussy and the wet slippery juices that were now covering my
tongue made me feel really slutty. I was licking another girl and
I knew soon she would probably cum. She didn't disappoint me in
that department. She started to rub her cunt deep into my face and
then with a huge shutter of her body, she came right on top of
my tongue. The juices that flowed from her body and poured into my
mouth were more then I could handle. I again felt sick and my
entire face was covered in her wet slippery juices. For another
minute she pulled on my hair and I drunkenly licked her wet pussy.
Then the guy fucking her had watched and felt as much as he could.
Just like the girl was hoping, he filled her well protected pussy
with all the cum his balls could pump up inside her. Unlike myself,
she was on the pill and didn't have to worry about getting pregnant.
She also had one of the worse reputations on campus. She slept with
just about any guy or girl. I would have died if I knew how many
different people she had been with. She was living right on the edge.
As soon as she knew the guy was done, she moved up and let him slide
out of her. Then my next little surprise of the night was just about
to happen.
Once the guy pulled away, the girl grabbed my hair and pulled my
tired mouth right on top of her now very gooey pussy lips. She
guided my tongue and lips right to her pussy opening then she
stopped licking me just long enough to tell me to lick her good.
To guarantee I did, she yanked hard on my hair. I had no choice but
to do exactly as she requested. Of course there right between my
legs was now the guy shooting all the action with the video camera.
After just two licks I noticed everything tasted completely different.
I started to get a mixture of her juices with that of a guys sperm.
Once she knew I was in perfect position, she pushed her muscles hard
and much of the hot white sperm slid out of her pussy lips and
directly onto my face and tongue. It was quite a sight to see and
to record. Tonight I had done more in an hour then all the other
sexual nights of mine put together. It really tasted bad but I
knew every time I slowed down, my hair would be pulled out at the
roots. All the kids in the room cheered me on as I licked all the
nasty cum right out of the girls pussy. I had been very close to
cumming again but everything just sort of left me and no matter
how much I was fucked and licked, they couldn't make my body orgasm
again. Just thinking about what I was doing kept me from allowing
my body to become excited again.
The guy fucking me finally couldn't stall any longer and while I
was cleaning up the girls pussy with my tongue, another load of
thick baby making sperm was dumped deep inside my body. I was
very close to passing out and as soon as the girl let go of my hair
and I relaxed for just a second, that's exactly what happened. I was
now gone to the world. They could do about anything and I wouldn't
know about it. For them, all the fun was over. It was a great show
while I was awake, but once I passed out, everyone piled out of
the room I was in. For an hour I was left there nude and completely
out to the world. Then around 3:30 in the morning, the girl came in
and really started to clean me up. She even had someone help her
get me into the tub and she washed me and rinsed my pussy out two
or three times with a large syringe full of water. This wasn't the
first time she had to do this. A half hour earlier, she had just
done the same with my friend Tina. Tina was already in the back of
her car and once I was cleaned and dressed, I was put right next
to her.
One at a time we were driven to our dorm rooms and the keys from
our purses were used to open the doors. Tina was taken to her room
first. They opened the door, put her on her bed fully clothed, then
turned off the lights and shut the door. No notes, no nothing. Then
it was my turn. Two of them quietly helped me to my room. Once they
opened my purse and got the key, they laid me on the bed and again
turned off the light as they left. They went back to the large
hall where a few of the kids were still waiting. For the next hour,
they laughed and had a ball as they watched and fast forwarded thru
the two tapes they now had. One was of Tina, one was of me. If I
would ever know that things like that were being watched for fun
and I was the subject of the sexual show, well, I would have died
and left the college without ever returning. But both myself and
Tina slept late into the morning. She got up around 10:30 and I
slept until close to noon. We both had huge headaches when we woke up.
What was probably a very good thing for Tina, she didn't remember
a thing. She had no way of knowing she had been used as a sex
object for about three hours. The girl had cleaned her up very
good and Tina had a boyfriend so sex wasn't that unusual for her.
She really couldn't tell anything happened. She couldn't remember
a lot about what happened late in the evening but she assumed I
must have helped her home. She got up, took a shower and was very
hungry. She went out and started her day up like nothing ever
happened. Of course her head hurt her, but that came with the
drinking. This wasn't the first hangover she had ever had.
When I woke up, things were different. I didn't remember a lot but
I was awake just enough to remember a boy kissing me then holding
me tightly. It was when I lifted up and my pussy really felt raw
and open that I knew I must have had sex last night. I tried to
remember more but all I could get to register was the soft kissing
the boy was giving me and him hugging and holding me tightly. In
my mind I told myself it had to be him that made love to me but I
just couldn't call it back up in my mind. A picture of a girl kept
popping into my head but I didn't know why and I couldn't figure
out who she would have been. I didn't remember meeting her at all
at the party. I too undressed but didn't really see any signs that
I had been fucked. I was sore but my undies and dress weren't messy.
I then also took a shower and cleaned up. I was hungry and after
sitting in my room for 30 minutes dreading the fact that some guy
might have fucked me, I got up and went down to the cafeteria. I
ordered lunch and sat at my table trying to figure things out.
I couldn't remember how I got home, how I got to my room, or just
about anything except for the very beginning when I was making out with
the cute looking guy. How could I have ever let it go any further.
If he fucked me, it was very possible I could get pregnant. I knew
I wasn't protected and in my mind I really knew he wouldn't wear
a rubber, not unless I insisted. And I don't even remember fucking
him. I just knew from the way my body felt that I had sex with
someone last night. The not knowing really bothered me. I'd now have
to walk around campus knowing somebody took advantage of my drunken
situation, but I wouldn't know for sure exactly who it was. I
promised myself then it would be my last drinking at a party. I
knew I had made a huge mistake, I couldn't afford to let it happen
again. I also decided not to talk to anyone about it. I didn't want
Tina to think I was so drunk I would let any strange guy fuck me.
If Tina didn't talk about it, neither would I. For the rest of the
weekend, I worried and struggled with who I might have been with. I
finally laid it to rest Monday morning when I knew I would probably
never find out for sure.
I met up with Tina at lunch and except for a few comments about how
great the party was, neither one of us wanted to bring up the subject
that she was so drunk the other one had to bring her home. I really
thought Tina had gotten me home and she really thought I had done
the same for her. We were both so terribly wrong. We finally sort of
dropped the party subject. I didn't think she had gotten totally
fucked up like I did. I was sort of embarrassed I got that drunk.
She of course felt the same way. For the next couple days, the
party slowly faded from both our memories. I decided I didn't even
want to think about anything that happened that night. For a couple
weeks Tina and myself really got into the hang of college. We hit
the books nightly and made all our classes in the day. We weren't
so fast now to run and try to party. I really knew why this college
was called the party college. The first one I went to will be with
me for the rest of my life.
Tomorrow there was a big rally for the football team. Both of us
decided we wanted to go. It was in the gym and it sounded like it
was going to be fun. At least with it being daytime and most the
faculty being present, I didn't have to worry about getting drunk
or loosing control of my mind and body. Once we got there and the
rally started, I suddenly thought I knew one of the cheerleaders.
I couldn't take my eyes off her and once she found me in the
crowd, she seemed to be staring at me also. I couldn't place her
but I knew I had met her somewhere. It really bugged me because
her face was buried in my mind but I didn't know from where. Of
course once she saw me with my girlfriend Tina, a huge smile broke
out on her face. She even pointed us out to a few of her cheerleader
girlfriends. I couldn't figure out why I couldn't take my eyes
off her. For the next hour we both kept scoping each other out.
She knew the dirty little secret, I didn't. I was at a huge
disadvantage.
The next day my life at campus was about to change. I didn't know
that after the party, the girl had invited a lot of friends
to her dorm room and for most the nights they all watched as I fucked
about eight different guys one way or another. It also showed me
licking the cute cheerleader till she came and finally showed me
cleaning up her pussy with my tongue after a guy filled it full of
his sperm. It was a very hot tape and the cheerleader prized it as
one of her best possessions. That night most the other cheerleaders
and many of the football players partied and drank as I was their
entertainment for the night. The next day many of the players decided
they wanted a hot little girl like me for their girlfriend. They had
no way of knowing what they saw on tape wasn't the way I really was.
It probably wouldn't have mattered to most of them anyway. I was
about to find out what it was like to be one of the most "POPULAR"
girls on campus.
When I got to school the next morning, one guy after another made
some excuse to introduce themselves to me. I wasn't dressed any
differently and wondered why I was getting all the sudden attention.
It continued for the next couple days. I wasn't even inclined to
talk to any of the guys any longer then I had to. That was until
one afternoon a player introduced himself to me and I just about
melted in his hands. I knew his face well as did every other girl
on the campus. He had been on TV many times over the last few years
and I had cheered for him many times. His name was Manny and he was
the captain and quarterback of the college football team. He was in
his last year and every girl knew he was going to go on to play
professional football. He was so cute and soon he'd be very rich.
I was only 17 and he was about to turn 23. But just like any other
girl on campus would do, I melted down completely by just being in
his presence. I had no way of knowing he had watched the tape of
me two or three times. One of his girlfriends was the same girl
who had the tape of me. Now he wanted to add me to his trophy list.
As much as I didn't want or need a boyfriend, there was no way I
could turn down an impromptu date with Manny. When he asked me out
to a movie tonight, I swallowed hard and against my better thoughts,
I said yes. After all, there was not a more eligible bachelor on
the campus then Manny. I went back to my dorm room in a daze. I
had a very hot date tonight and I again was scared to death. He was
so much older then me, a senior, and the most well known guy on
campus. I was both lucky and totally targeted at the same time. I
just didn't know why he wanted to go out with me. He was expecting
a lot more out of me then I could have ever guessed. I wasn't sure
what I should wear, so I picked the nicest dress I had, the one I
had only worn once before, the cute pink dress that I wore to the
party. I didn't have anything else that was near as nice. It took
me a couple hours to settle down to the fact the hunk of the college
had asked me out. I finally had to shower and get ready as Manny
would be here to get me in just over an hour. I was starting to
get very nervous again. The last time I felt this way things didn't
turn out that nicely. I promised myself tonight would be different.
I was waiting by the door when I heard the loud knock. I opened
it up and Manny was standing there with a small rose in his hand.
He gave it to me, gave me a peck on the cheek and we were out the
door. We first went to eat and suddenly I found myself in the same
situation I was last time. Manny was ordering drinks and I was
suppose to drink them. I tried my best to get him to order me some
drinks that weren't alcoholic, but he laughed and told me I was
now in college and away from all levels of authority. It was fine for
me to drink. I didn't want to tell him the bad experience I had with
it just a couple weeks ago. As much as I had promised myself I would
not drink again, I let myself go and I started having a great time
with Manny. We stayed at the restaurant a good two hours chatting
about our lives. I loved hearing of his plans to join the NFL and
settle down and have a large family. I knew he would make a really
good father and family man. At least by the way he was talking, he
really sounded like he would be very devoted to anything he tried.
When we finally left, I was already feeling happy and light headed.
I had been drinking the sexy mixed drinks where they put about every
type of alcohol they could think of in each drink. Manny ordered
them all and against my better judgment at first, I drank them
right along side of him. He drove us to a small strip mall and once
we got inside, I found out it was the type of movie theater you
could eat small meals and order drinks. They even had small lights
at each small table. I had heard of places like these but never been
to one. They showed older movies that had been out for six months
or more. The very first thing to happen was more drinks were pushed
into my hands. Again I had a small thought that I should not drink
any more. But Manny was right there and he was so easy to look at,
so smooth to talk to. He wouldn't let me stop having fun and part
of that to him was drinking. I again finally gave in and the drinks
he now constantly ordered were going right down my throat. That would
be the very last time I had any decision making control over what
happened the rest of the night. If I would have quit drinking, I
would have never had to go thru what was again about to happen to me.
This would be the second time that I didn't follow my instincts. And
it would be the second huge mistake that I would make in only four
weeks of college.
The movie lasted two hours. We watched some, drank most the time,
and towards the end of the movie Manny started to make out with me.
It felt perfectly divine. His strong arms around me and his soft
lips kissing me softly. I again melted right in his hands. But he
never let me quit drinking. He was now holding the glass to my lips
and I was letting him lift the glass and he'd hold it there till I
drank about half the glass. He now had me binge drinking and he
had completely stopped. I didn't notice he wasn't drinking. I just
knew it felt great to be in his arms and have him treat me like the
girlfriend I now wanted to be. By the time the movie had ended, I
really had to go to the restroom. The last hour he had poured four
or five large glasses of strong alcohol right down my throat. He
knew the effect it would have in about an hour. He had seen many
kids binge drink and he knew about an hour after they started, they
were totally and completely drunk. He just had to wait for it to
kick in on me.
He helped me to his car and he could see it in my face as the alcohol
slowly did it's job. Just like last time, I didn't pass out. I don't
know if it was my body chemistry or what, but I remained conscience
and sat there as Manny drove me back to the college. He knew
exactly where he was taking me. Once we got there, he helped me out
of the car and he really needed all his strength to help me up the
stairs. I just assumed we were at my dorm, I was totally wrong again.
He knocked at a door and suddenly it opened up. I wasn't looking up
and Manny guided me inside. I was pushed down onto a couch and I
heard laughing. I couldn't make out much but there was talking and
laughing and I had trouble keeping my eyes focused and open. Yes, I
was as drunk as I was the night of the party. And I had made a promise
to myself not to let that happen again. One thing I didn't know was
who really planned this entire night. It wasn't Manny, it was his
girlfriend. The same girl that video taped me for the entire night
of the party. Also the only girl that I ever had to lick her pussy.
I again did not know how much trouble I was in. But in just minutes,
my body would begin to find out.
END OF PART ONE
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The room was very bright and it actually hurt my eyes to keep them
open. My head fell back on the couch and I heard many noises and
voices and none of them seemed to be making any sense. Again, if I
hadn't been so drunk, I would have seen the guys moving the tripods
around and the two small video cameras being pointed directly at
me. And directing it all was the cute but older cheerleader who's
room I was now in. She had planned this all. She was so happy with
the first video tape she took of me that she talked Manny into
taking me out on a date and getting me drunk again. Of course after
Manny saw the first tape of me, he didn't have to be persuaded very
much. He was promised the first 20 minutes with me so now they were
finishing setting up the room to record the next couple hours that
I would be there. Finally Manny got the go ahead and with the bright
lights shining down on me, and the cameras both filming every
second of action, Manny sat down beside me on the couch and pulled
me close to his body. He immediately began softly kissing me and
slowly moving his hands up and down my body. Again I just melted in
his hands. My mind told me who I was with and I wanted him to be
very happy with me. This was like a dream come true. I was making
out with the most sought after guy on campus. Even as drunk as I
was, I kissed him back with as much emotion as I could muster up.
Slowly over five minutes his hands went from roaming over the
outside of my body to slipping under my dress and feeling me up
thru my under garments. Manny slowly positioned me so my head was
laying back and my body was flat on the large sofa. Then again, just
exactly like last time, I was being kissed and my undies were slowly
and gently being tugged down off my legs. Again I didn't understand
that it wasn't Manny doing it, but instead it was the same bisexual
girl that couldn't wait to again get her hands on me. And this time
just a few seconds after my undies were off, she started working on
the zipper to my dress. She then slowly inched my tight pink dress
down the sides of my body and she finally was able to throw it in
the corner of the room. My body was now completely naked again in
front of people I hardly even knew. There were about eight people
in the room this time. Three girls including me and five other guys.
It was going to be a long night for me, but at the moment I was to
involved at making out with Manny to even think about anything else.
Plus with the lights so bright, my eyes stayed shut just about the
entire time. Anytime I did start to open them, the light just made
me close them right back. I tried to mention to Manny that he should
turn them off, but other funny sounds came from my lips and he
barely gave me time to say anything before his lips were back on
mine again.
I'm not even sure if I realized how undressed I was. My mind was
really fantasizing about how cute and great being with Manny was.
When his hands found my now totally unprotected pussy, it sent
huge shivers throughout my body and my pussy immediately became
completely soaked. It felt really great. The combination of my
minding knowing I was with a real HUNK and my body feeling the
soft touches and kisses, well, I wouldn't last very long at all.
My body started to move just a little and when it did, the hand
that was probing my pussy suddenly disappeared. But it was replaced
with something a lot softer. I could feel the warm moist tongue
as it slowly licked up and down my pussy. Again I didn't even
notice that Manny was still softly French kissing me. It was
definitely not him licking me all over my pussy.
The two video cameras were filming it all. The cheerleader was now
between my legs and slowly licking my pussy as I started to move
my body and my orgasm started to creep up on me. Manny never stopped
making out with me and the feeling in my body was just about to come
to a boil. The feeling her tongue had on my clit was about to give
me one of my best orgasms ever. With everyone again watching, my
body jerked upward and suddenly my pussy flooded the girls face with
hot slippery cum as I moaned loudly into Manny's lips. I couldn't
stop my hips from bucking up and down and for over a minute I was
given a mind blowing orgasm that seemed to suck most the strength
right out of me. I was just starting to settle down when Manny
pulled his lips away and my mouth was now about to be filled by
a large thick dick. Of course it took a few seconds for me to
understand what was happening. But by the time I did, it was too
late. I opened my eyes just a little but all I saw was a body
pressed right up to my lips. I couldn't make out a face or anything
else. I again just closed my eyes and tried to shake my head NO.
I was really happy to be here with Manny but I wasn't ready for
him to do what he was doing. I had no ideal it wasn't even Manny
that I was slowly giving a blow job to.
Manny had moved down between my legs. He lifted them up high then
kneeled down between my widely outstretched legs. Without any
resistance at all, he slid his dick right to the entrance of my
wet pussy lips and started pushing up inside me. My mind suddenly
went into a small state of shock. Someone was fucking me as I sucked
on Manny's dick. But who? I was so drunk that I couldn't concentrate
on what was happening to me. I moved the best I could and my head
really shook back and forth even with the dick pressed deep inside
my mouth. I tried again to scream out NO and I mumbled to myself
that I didn't want to be FUCKED, but no recognizable sounds left
my lips and nobody was paying a bit of attention to what I was
trying to say. For the second time in a month, I was taking on two
guys at once. But this time the cameras were set up much better and
everything that happened at both ends of me was being caught on
tape so they could show it later on to many of the kids on campus.
Neither guy lasted more then about two minutes. First my mouth and
throat was blasted full of sperm and within thirty seconds of that,
I could feel the guy fucking me start to speed up. I had already
spit out the sides of my mouth as much sperm as I could but now I
knew my pussy was about to become full of a strange guy's sperm. I
remembered it was only three weeks since the last time a guy I didn't
know fucked me. I couldn't afford to let another load of sperm enter
my unprotected pussy. I jerked my ass hard back and forth but my
hands were being held by my side and I couldn't move hard enough
to force the invading dick out of my pussy. Then I felt the full
weight of the guy fall on my body. And seconds later my pussy was
very wet and I could feel the guy shooting his seed deep up inside
me. It had a very demoralizing effect on me. Again, I wanted to cry
but couldn't. My body just quit fighting and I laid there as both
guys let their cocks drip dry buried deep inside my mouth and pussy.
Even after they got up I didn't move a muscle. I had enough resources
left to know I didn't want this to happen but was far to drunk to
make it stop. I was in a drunken stupor and they were using my
body however they wanted. As much as I knew about most things that
were currently happening to me, by morning, it would all be gone.
Just like last time, only my aching pussy would give away the fact
that I was fucked at all.
The two other girls in the room had a small chat and when they came
back, they were going to transform me from a young very naive teen
age girl into a sexy, hot looking college coed slut that they could
have the next couple hours playing with in any way they wanted. When
they finally kneeled down beside my naked body, they were both
prepared for what they want to do next. The cheerleader who was in
complete control of the night started to foam up my pussy with
shaving creme. The other girl had brought all the hot sexy makeup
from the bathroom and sat it beside the couch where I was now laying.
As one girl slowly started shaving my pussy completely bald, the
other applied thick coats of makeup to my face, eyes, lips and cheeks.
They both worked in unison for about ten minutes. I felt people
touching me but I was just happy I wasn't again being fucked or
forced to suck on a dick. I couldn't really tell what they were
doing to me. I just laid there in my stupor and didn't move a muscle.
Finally both girls were done. My pussy was now missing all the fine
black hair that covered it. I would definitely know in the morning
something had happened. I wouldn't remember anything about how it
happened, but one look at my 12 year old looking pussy and I would
quickly again start wondering what really happened. My face was
painted up mainly for the cameras. Everything was very bright and
my entire face was done up. These two things the girls were going
to leave me with so that when I woke up, I'd really wonder how it
all happened. They knew I didn't know what was going on and it made
it all the more fun for them. The room was loud with talk and laughter
as the guys saw my shaved pussy and made up face for the first time.
They all thought it made me look even HOTTER if that was all possible.
It was one of the guys that suggested to the girls they should
redress me but in an outfit more fitting the new look of my face.
Both girls jumped up and knew this too would be great fun. They
raced to the closest and dressed me in the schools cheerleader outfit.
They knew they could never have pictures taken nude in the outfit
because it would be all over the internet in seconds, but if it was
me, well, nobody would know how I got the official outfit and it would
be me that would be the talk of campus once the pictures actually
made the rounds.
When I was totally dressed in the short tight outfit, they made sure
to leave off one important piece of clothing. NO SHORTS. They then
posed me in numerous sexy positions before finally starting the
sex games all over again. This time I was dressed as a sexy college
cheerleader giving in to any girl or guy that wanted me. The guys
really wanted to take control for a while but both girls decided
they wanted to play first. I didn't know what was happening as suddenly
I was being kissed again and then the soft tongue hit my pussy lips.
I thought I was again kissing Manny but the only ones involved with
me now were the two other girls. My pussy again began to really get
excited but now the girl kissing moved away and she stripped
completely nude in less then a minute. When she came back she knew
exactly how to force me to do her every bidding. She had watched the
film taken of me a few weeks ago and knew to grab my hair and pull
it very hard until I did just what was expected of me.
She straddled my face with her naked body and lowered her already
soaked pussy lips right onto my mouth. Again it took one small
taste to realize this was another girls pussy on my lips. But before
I could even move away, my hair was pulled tight and it felt like
the roots were about to give way. It hurt a lot and in my ears I
heard a strange girls voice tell me to keep licking or I'd go home
with all my hair torn out. I tried not to give in but just a few
seconds of pain was enough to make me start licking the girl. Once
I started, she released her hard grip and the pain slowly went away.
Every time I started to slow down, I got a quick lesson from the
girl with a hard hair tug. During this time, I didn't even notice
that nobody was licking my pussy. The cheerleader that was doing
it had stopped to also undress. Once she was completely nude, she
again began licking my pussy from top to bottom. Now the cameras
caught the two completely naked girls servicing me and it also
was catching the fact that I was licking the girl over my face without
any type of force. The girl had removed her hands from my head but
I knew she would yank me hard if I didn't continue. So for about
four minutes we were three girls all mixed in together.
Finally the girls motioned two guys over. With just a few instructions
they undressed and moved behind the two girls that were using me.
Both girls spread their legs and the guys behind them suddenly started
to fuck both the girls. Now the video camera was filming five
people in sex act. But the lead girl still had other thought on her
mind. She motioned two other guys over and told them to unzip their
pants. She wanted something really hot on tape. She told the other
girl what to do and every 30 seconds each girl would lift her head
and let a guy press his dick into their mouths. They were switching
between me and the guys. A total of seven of the eight people in
the room were now actively engaged in this big GANG BANG that was
going on. It wasn't until both guys started to cum and filled the
girls pussies with cum that things came to a stop for a few seconds.
They knew exactly where all the cum was going to end up. It might
not be what I wanted, but everyone in the room wanted to see me
licking the girls pussies that were totally covered and full of sperm.
Within seconds, they got their wish. The first girl pushed her
wet sloppy pussy down on my lips and the taste immediately told me
I was licking up sperm. I only tried once to move away. The hard
and long pulling on my arms and hair told me not to do that again.
It took five minutes for the girl to cum and when she did all the
sperm that was pushed up inside her suddenly was sent directly down
onto my awaiting red lips. I had to lick her completely clean before
she finally got up and off of me. I was hoping that was it but
she was replaced by the other girl. Again I had to go thru the
routine all over again. My tongue and throat felt totally covered
in pussy juice and sperm but I didn't stop licking no matter how
tired my tongue was. Luckily it was only about three minutes before
the second girl came. I again was rewarded with a face full of sperm
as her orgasm pushed the cum right out of her pussy. With two
camera's covering two different angles, the footage of this would
make many guys just about cum in their pants.
Now the girls were finally happy and they turned my body over to the
five boys. They both got dressed and sat back and watched what would
again become a very hot slutty show. Now I had a guy straddling my
face and one about to fuck me with my legs again bent up just about
straight in the air. All the guys now learned to grab my hair and
hold it hard. If I made any wrong moves, they just pulled my hair
hard for about ten seconds. They were told by both girls that this
always made me settle right down. And the girls were right. After
just one or two pulls, I made a mental note not to fight again. It
wouldn't do one bit of good. I couldn't believe it as I swallowed
another load of cum and felt a large load again shot up into my
unprotected pussy. I really wanted to cry but I just couldn't. I
didn't understand how totally drunk I really was. As soon as the
two were done with me, I was pulled up from the couch and leaned
over the back of it. My body was now adjusted just to the likings of
the second two guys and my ordeal again started all over. My head
was lifted and one guy fucked into my mouth from the front of the
couch while the other was driving as deep into my soaking wet pussy
from behind as he could.
For about five minutes I had to put up with the constant pushing
and shoving of my body back and forth onto both dicks. Then with
large grunts and groans, the two senior football players filled
my body with more hot gooey sperm. I couldn't even taste it any
longer. So much was coating my tongue and throat that anything
new wasn't really affecting me. If I had known about the two guys
that just fucked me, I would have fought so much harder. These
were two good friends of the Manny's. They were his best lineman
and they both weighted close to 300 pounds each. That’s why they
bent me over the couch. They didn't want to chance hurting me by
laying on me by accident. But the part that would have really made
me struggle, well, both were BLACK and very tough looking. These
were not the guys you could just take home to mom. They were very
street savvy guys that couldn't wait to sample the young white girl
that was so drunk she didn't know what was happening. In fact,
after they both fucked me once, they traded places and started up
all over again. Each one wanted me to suck his dick and fuck him.
The second round lasted close to ten minutes and when it was over
my body was really hurting. I could barely move my body felt so
sore and used.
After over two hours of being in the girls room, they finally
decided to stop everything. It was after midnight and everyone had
gotten to play with me quite a bit. Everyone dressed and went home
except for the two girls. They volunteered to clean me up and take
me home. I didn't know they were waiting for the guys to leave so
they could have some more fun. This time they didn't dress me back
into my clothes. They walked me downstairs still dressed in the
cheerleaders outfit. They got me to the car and I was driven to
the entrance of the college campus. There on the side of the road
was the large college sign all lit up nice and brightly. They
pulled up and helped me out of the backseat. They walked me over
to the sign and laid me down right on top of it. They set up one
of the video cameras and let it run. They moved the other one to
another angle and started it running. Then they started having some
fun with me.
They moved me around so my legs were spread and the cameras caught
me on the sign all by myself. I didn't know they were near as smart
as they were. They wanted to make calendars they could sell and I
was going to be their model. Suddenly my cheerleader top was
removed and I was now topless still laying up on the college sign.
After a few minutes they finally stripped off my cheerleader dress
bottoms and I was completely nude out in the open public laying on top
of the campus school sign. I was just lucky it was so late at night
and nobody was driving this way. I was posed for another good five
minutes as both movie camera's rolled. I didn't understand anything
happening to me. It wasn't really as bad as earlier in the evening
because nobody was bothering me. I just had to lay there and let them
move me into any position they wanted. I didn't fight that at all.
For another hour they drove me to well lit places on the campus and
the entire routine started all over. Fully dressed, topless, then
completely nude. It was about 2:00am when they pulled up to my
dorm and they helped me up to my room. They didn't go thru the
routine they did last time. My face was covered with sperm, my
pussy was still leaking the many coatings of sperm that was now
inside it. And my face was painted as brightly as it could be. They
pulled the cheerleaders outfit off of me, laid me on my bed and threw
my clothes on the floor next to the bed. They didn't even tuck me
under the covers. My shaved pussy covered in cum would be the first
thing I got to see when I woke up. It was exactly what both girls
wanted. This time they wanted me to know how really drunk I was
and that I was a total SLUT for the entire night.
They turned out all my lights but one and raced back to their dorm
rooms. They worked an hour on hooking two vcr's up together and
every time they posed me around the campus and no body else was in
the picture, they copied that footage to a blank tape. They ended up
with about 25 minutes of footage of me posing all around campus
with no people or other things I would recognize in the shots. It
was after 4:00 in the morning and they again got in their cars and
rode back to my dorm room. They had not locked the door and when
they opened it I was still in about the same position they had left
me. They laid the tape on my pile of clothes with a note that said
to watch this video. If I told anybody about the condition I found
myself in, the tape would be around the school campus in less then
a day. They then left and locked the door behind them. They made
the tape just so I wouldn't call the authorities and try to find out
who was responsible for everything that happened to me. That’s also
why they didn't clean me up. They really wanted me to know what
happened because they were making plans for similar things to happen
in the very near future.
When they got back to their dorm rooms they were too tired to do
anything else. They both showered and went to bed. They slept till
about noon. I awoke at about 10:30 and at first wasn't sure where
I was. I felt very disoriented and had a throbbing head ache. It
only took a second for me to look down and see I was totally naked.
But when my eyes focused on my pussy, they grew huge and I jerked
up out of the bed. I was completely bald and my pussy was very
gooey. My eyes showed the panic that was now running thru my body
and I pushed my finger into the wet goo and lifted it my nose. One
smell and I started to become very sick. I just made it to the
bathroom when I threw up and started crying uncontrollable. I knew
it was sperm and for the second time in less then a month, I had
let myself get drunk and somebody fucked me while I was not in
control of myself. My pussy was really sore and the taste in my
mouth was horrible. Things slowly started to pull together. Not about
who did this to me, but about what must have taken place.
My mouth was covered with nasty cum, my pussy was coated in it and
my pussy was completely shaved. I knew some of the things that now
happened to me but how, by who, and why couldn't I remember? I cried
so hard I couldn't leave the bathroom floor. I felt sick to my
stomach and a couple times I had to hold my head over the toilet.
I finally cried myself into the shower and not even thinking I
washed away all the evidence and cleaned my pussy out the best I
could. For over an hour I cried and never left the bathroom. I just
couldn't believe I let myself get fucked again. This was now over
three weeks since the first time it happened. I thought and realized
that within days, I should be getting my period. I only prayed that
it still came. I was completely stricken with fear. I finally got
up enough energy to leave the bathroom. When I looked on the floor,
there were my clothes and a vcr tape with a note taped to it.
I was so scared as I read the note and then cried as I tried to load
the tape into my vcr player. Finally I got it in and when I pressed
the play button, I fell down to my knees right there in front of the
TV set.
As soon as the first image popped on, I couldn't believe it was
me. I was in a cheerleaders outfit and it was very late at night.
But there I was laying on the school sign out in front of our large
campus. But when the tape went dark for a second and it then popped
back on, the tears really started to flow down my cheeks again. I
was now topless laying there. I watched as within minutes I was
completely nude laying on the sign. Then I watched as each time the
tape went blank for a few seconds, it would reappear with me in a
different totally sexual position. I just couldn't believe I was
doing this. And that it was on TAPE! I somehow made myself watch
all 25 minutes of the tape. My eyes were so full of tears I couldn't
really see the end of the movie. They had me showing off in at least
four different places on the campus. And how did I ever get a
schools cheerleaders outfit? The questions just piled up as I
collapsed again on my bed and didn't do anything but cry for another
hour.
I knew I couldn't shed another tear. I was cried out and I again
picked up the note and read it. I knew I couldn't talk about this
to anyone. I for one didn't want anyone to know what a completely
stupid fool I had been. I was somehow duped a second time in less
then a month. I had always told myself how down to earth I was and
something like this could never happen to me. It was exactly what
my parents were afraid of. They begged me not to come to this school
but I was too smart to listen to them. Now I wished for once they
would have won the argument. Their worse fears had now really
happened. I had been completely taken advantage of twice and their
wasn't a thing I could do about it, at least not without many people
finding out, including my parents. I could never let them know they
were right. It would kill them to know what happened just like it
was killing me right now. I just had to find a way to put it behind
me. But I would always know that somebody had a tape and I wasn't
even sure if anything else was one it. Plus I knew I had been fucked
a couple of times, but by who? I didn't know yet what I could do.
I just laid in my bed and thought about everything that I could
remember.
I didn't sleep a wink. It was the next school day when I couldn't
force myself to go to class that I knew what I had to do. I pulled
out my suitcases and started packing. Without even calling my
parents, I bought a plane ticket home and that night around 10:00 pm
I knocked on my parents front door. They had a total look of surprise
and didn't know why I was there. I broke out in tears even though I
tried not to. They though something was really wrong. They were
really right but I could never let them know. I told them I was
so homesick I had to leave school and come back to them. My parents
both had a small sigh of relief that it wasn't something worse and
they told me not to worry about it. When I grew a little older, I
could try college again. Right now I was just happy to be under
the protection of my parents house again. I never thought I would
ever say that, but it was true. For now I didn't want to be on my
own. And I thought that flying 1000 miles away from the college
would make things better for me. I could never have been so far from
the truth.
I finally slept fairly good and my parents were just happy to see me
back home again. They didn't care that it didn't work out, they
just wanted me to be safe and happy. Well, I was neither. As the
days slowly passed, I prayed every night for my friend to show up.
I wanted my period like never before, but it was not to be. Soon
I was a week late and this brought me to tears every time I thought
about it. I wasn't even 18 yet and here I was afraid that I might
be pregnant and the father was a person I didn't even know. I had
not been that bad a girl all my life that something like that could
happen to me. But I was about to find out your past life had nothing
to do with anything. I decided to give it one full month to catch
up. It could have been my emotions that made me miss my period. It
was only wishful thinking. When another month flew by, well, I
knew I was in trouble. I had to have someone to talk to and my best
friend right now was my mom. We went everywhere together and did
everything together since I didn't have to go to school or work. I
worked up the courage and finally I had to get this off my shoulders.
I couldn't tell her everything, but I needed a friend now more then
ever.
I somehow brought up the subject of boyfriends, then I finally told
my mom that I had a boyfriend at college for the month I was there.
I could see the surprised look on her face. She asked me about him
and I made up a name and what classes he was in. Then my mom came
up with a real worried look when I asked her if I could talk to her
frankly about sex. I had never done this before but she tried to
regain her composure and said of course I could talk with her about
anything. Slowly I made up a story about me and my boyfriend getting
close and then I finally got the words out of my mouth that had
been bothering me for two months now. I sort of whispered to my
mother that I was TWO MONTHS LATE. The look on her face was one I
will never forget. It was fear, pain, anxiety, all rolled into one.
She couldn't talk for a minute or so. Then she asked me if I had
taken a pregnancy test. When I said no, she grabbed my hand and we
were off to the grocery store. She picked out the most expensive
testing kit they had and once we got home she escorted me to the
bathroom. She waited outside as I did exactly what the instructions
said. Once I was done I had to wait five minutes.
I opened the door and both me and my mom waited the five minutes
sitting beside each other on the bed. It was the longest five
minutes of my life. It was my mom that got up and went into the
bathroom to check the testing stick. She didn't come out of the
bathroom. I finally got up and went to check on her and she
was kneeling down crying into her hands. Just looking at her told
me the answer to my question. I screamed out loud PLEASE NO, NOOOOOO.
I started crying right beside my mom and it made us both cry that
much louder. I had really become my mom's best friend too and she
now couldn't believe the situation I was about to put them thru. It
took us 20 minutes to settle down then we tried to have a chat about
what I should do. My mother said there was only one thing to do, have
the baby. She couldn't even fathom the thought of an abortion. I
had my own things floating thru my mind and having a child by a
father I didn't even know wasn't on the top of the list. But my
mom was going to win this battle. She promised me if I had the
baby, her and dad would stand right beside me. But if I tried to
stop it from happening, it would forever distance us from each other.
I couldn't believe that again, someone else was about to control my
body. I knew I didn't want this child but I couldn't forever break
the ties with my family.
It was very rough that night when we had to tell dad. For most the
night it was not a nice place to be, but before we all went to bed
things were pretty much settled. I would remain at home, have the
baby, and live by the rules my parents set down until I could save
up enough to live on my own with my baby. I had no choice but to
accept their offer and also finally gave in to having the baby. I
would barely be 18 when the child was born and my entire life was
now about to change forever. I would have to grow up fast to become
a mother and care for my new baby. It took a few months but I finally
accepted it. My parents never quit trying to find out more about the
father. But I told them he would never find out. I didn't love him
and I didn't want him to become a permanent part of my life and my
child’s life. As much as they didn't want to hear it, they finally
agreed to respect my wishes in that area. From then on, no talk of
the father ever took place. Both me and my parents finally settled
in to the fact I was going to be a mom and we all had to live with
it. After we got past that, the months seem to fly by as I got
bigger and bigger.
Back the college campus, things really got messed up when I suddenly
dropped out of class. The two girls thought I might have did
something stupid to myself. They were afraid to ask anyone around
the campus about my where a bouts. They also didn't show any of the
new movies they now had of me. They were afraid the law might be
coming down on them. Not until a week later when one of them went
to the main office to pretend like she was trying to get my room
number did they find out I had dropped out of college and moved
away. The administrative people actually told them I went back to
my home state. Suddenly both the girls had a huge feeling of relief
as they knew they weren't in trouble. They now knew I couldn't take
it and left. That was ok with them. They had a good time while I
was here and they will always have the three or four vhs tapes full
of footage to watch. Now they knew they could again enjoy themselves
with any problems of getting in trouble. That very night a huge
party was scheduled where more of the tapes would be shown.
I didn't know it but just about every kid on campus knew everything
I did those two nights. My tapes were the party favorites for months
to come. So far the girls had not done anything else to the tapes.
They just showed them for their friends and at parties. I put on
quite a show and the two girls became very wanted at any small
private college parties that were taking place. Of course they asked
the girls to bring their tapes, but neither one minded at all. They
loved being invited to every little happening. It was their last
year of college and they were having a ball now, all thanks to what
I had to go thru for their fun and games. It was probably a good
thing I really did leave. It would have been hell to stay there and
find out what really happened to me. At least now I was totally in
the dark about how many boys I fucked and who they were. But I
was living on borrowed time. I would find out more then I wanted in
just about 30 days. That was my due date and it was coming up fast.
I couldn't wait to get this over with. My belly was swelled up and
I looked huge. I had trouble walking around I was so big. Even the
doctor told me this was going to be a big baby. I knew already it
was a boy but that's about all I knew. When the day finally came,
I spent the most painful twelve hours of my life in labor. There
was nothing in my memory that could compare to it. I was on the
operating table about 20 minutes before my child was slowly pushed
out of my body. What happened next would be the beginning of the
end for me. The hospital staff went on about things like nothing
unusual ever happened. Nobody knew who the father was and I wasn't
going to tell them. So when the very dark skinned baby pushed it's
way out of me and fell into the doctor's hands, she didn't think
anything unusual about it. She just assumed I knew the father must
have been black. She made sure the baby was breathing normally,
handed it to the nurses for them to clean up some, then with a
blanket wrapped around it, they brought it up to my arms.
I was pretty groggy because they did have to give me pain medication
but as soon as I saw the baby, it didn't seem quite right. I really
concentrated and then it hit me, this was a very LARGE BLACK BABY.
He was big and his skin was past the light brown color. It was very
easy to tell the father must have been black. I suddenly started to
shake and my mouth softly started to say NO, NO, NO. With each NO
the words got louder. Quickly a nurse grabbed the baby right before
I started to get hysterical. The realization that I was fucked by
a black man had set in and my mind just couldn't take it. They
had to quickly put me under and for the rest of the night, I slept
without thinking about my child that was just born. But unfortunately,
my parents weren't that lucky. They finally got to see the child and
it hit my father the hardest. He couldn't even speak. Mom was crying
and my dad just couldn't believe what I had done to him personally.
He took this as a direct assault on the way they had brought me up.
Now they knew why I wouldn't talk about the father and they also
knew I must have known. It hurt them even more that I hid this fact
from them. They were both hurt beyond repair. This last little
incident was all our relationship could take. They no longer trusted
me and I was soon about to find myself in a small apartment all by
myself. My parents would foot the bill but they now didn't want me
and the baby in their house. In the morning I would find out everything
when they brought the baby again in to see me. It was a very long
day and my tears never dried up. I now knew the rest of my life
would be one question after another. Questions I knew I just could
not answer. But if I thought things were bad now, about two months
from now, another earth stopping event was heading my way. How could
things have gone this wrong in my life. I really thought nothing
worse could happen, again, as usual, I was WRONG!
END OF PART TWO
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