hi...

it is a late afternoon, one weekend here in this time zone 

and i begin meditating deeply 

imagining what it would be like with you ....

my breathing slows down....

and the edge between the worlds becomes blurred....

after an interminable amount of time the pictures in

my mind  sharpen,,, 

my mind focuses 

and i become aware that i am walking 

slowly in a forest ,, 

unlike any in

my native land,,, 

i see a woman sitting in the distance 

and as i approach i realise that it is the

woman i have been corresponding with .... 

you ,

we sit facing each other, 

staring





 deeply into each others eyes,,,

 not a wor
d
 is spoken, 

but each seems aware of the others thoughts....

simultaneously our fingers reach out 

and the tips of our fingers touch,,, 

suspended in the space between us,,,

yet our arms never tire,,, 

it is as though they are suspended is space 

supported by unseen spirits,,,,

it is as though we ourselves 

are suspended in time ,,,

.....

.....

our breathing becomes as one 

practiced in unison,,, 

calm ,,,, 

deep 

and coming from the depths of our bowels ,,, 

it is like breathing from our toes to our heads

 as we become conscious 

of the life supporting oxygen...

moving into and through our very cells ....

after some time we become aware 

that we are completely naked,,, 

though neither of us appears

aroused at this stage..

you raise your self and sit facing me in my lap,,, 

your labia arranging themselves 

as though they had a life of their own ,  

on either side of my flaccid ligna 

we continue staring 

into the depths of each others eyes 

and slowly, 

in tune with our breathing 

stroke each other on the outside of the arms ......

the kundalini energy begins to hum 

in the base of my spine 

and the tingling electricity flows up my spine

livening each chakra 

and finally buzzing through the top of my head...

out the tips of my fingers....

slowly i massage each of your chakras,,, 

transferring and joining our energy 

until you too have the tingle

flowing through you 

and it obviously joins in one circuit 

surrounding our bodies,,,, 

the wind blowing gently through the trees 

is no longer felt on our skins.....

..as the electricity has flowed through our bodies ,, 

so have the fluids begun to move 

and we both become aware

simultaneously 

of the hard ligna and the juices

flowing from you labia around it.

almost as though floating 

you gently raise and lower your self ,,, 

once ..... 

so that now we are fully joined.....

once again motionless we sit ,,, 

breathing in unison,,,

aware of every pore in our skin,,,, 

especially where we touch......

our thoughts,,, non existent,,,, 

our consciousness

totally consumed by just the awareness 

of ourselves ,each other and our mutual existence ....

the energy begins to move more rapidly ,,, 

internally... 

the slightest touch causing ravages of pleasure

so strong as to almost verge on pain...

as a result our stillness becomes intensified,,,,

fearing movement will cause even more anguish....

in utter stillness deep within our beings 

begins the energy flow of life,,,, 

not this time some shortened plateau of pleasure,,

some fierce and, over in an instant, orgasm 

or ejaculation .... 

….no……not this time

each time such an event appears imminent,,, 

a deep breath reaching into our beings 

draws the energy from further down 

until we seem rooted in the earth,, 

bound to the sky ,, 

wrapped in the wind ..

caressed and protected by the trees...

eventually wave after wave pass through us ,, 

as we become aware more of our existence 

and eventually the waves merge into a tsunami of pleasure ...

and we are totally bathed in each others juices,,,, 

the smell of which neither of us have ever experienced..

as we slowly unwind ,,,

there is a tapping on our shoulders 

and we turn and view a striking  man,,, 

someone who seems undeniably 

well known to both of us..

.

as if to answer our unspoken question he speaks,,, 

the first words of the experience either of us have

heard...

valerie ....  

i am you guardian angel,,,,, 

i am always with you .....

at that he takes us with in his arms 

and surrounds us with his arms 

as he places himself behind you....

as we both become aware of his aroused state...

he slowly slides himself in through your butt 

as i become aware of his presence 

through the thin membrane

separating our respective rock hard members....

a brief intrusion of reality asks itself in my mind..

 how can this  occur? 

and we both realise 

that we are suspended above the ground... 

… floating  ...

again the spaceless ness .. 

timelessness 

take hold and

we float again in a sea of pleasure,,, 

the only movement occurring 

when the angel changes place and enters me 

again the electricity flows 

but this time more intensely

as our positive and negative poles .... 

our yin and yan

our black and white... 

our timelessness and our awareness of passing time ,,, 

all theses opposites become stronger 

for being watched by our angel,,

it is as though he is the 'earth' 

the grounding force

reinforcing,

intensifying 

the experience for both of us....

slowly i become aware of my surroundings... 

slowly the familiar appears ....

slowly the chill of the late afternoon washes through

me

i look around me ... 

not waking ,,, 

this has not been a dream... 

if you dream you must awaken,,, 

rather the edge between the worlds slides away.. 

the doorway to that other experience slowly closes..

i wipe my naked body ,, 

not of my own scent 

but of that of yours 

and your angel,,,, 

until we meet again in this earth or some other

worlds

compassion and love ....

you too will find what the universe is bringing you

for fun and education of your soul

metabahavna

 

maninredsuit