Subject: Story/ Pt 4 Date: Wed Jan 21 19:34:24 1998

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Believe it or not, I didn't key on the words Death and disfigurement, I realized later I was already very dazed from the pounding I had taken and therefore I didn't even realize what I was really supposed to be scarred of. After they all greeted for a few minutes, I felt them lift the board I was strapped to and move it. I was set down just a few feet away and I guessed I was now in the middle of the room. Immediately someone stepped up on my face and began to grind it under their heels. I screamed, it did no good, at this point I am now experiencing a more brutal crushing that I ever had before, or had ever even fantasized about. The pain in my face swelled, I was pleading in my mind with this woman who I didn't know to stop...she didn't. Then I felt another set of heels step up on my chest...Damn they hurt..right away, I was cursing Queen at this point, I had told her I only wished my face to be crushed, but when one is tied up helpless, its not like you can make them stop. Another set of heels joined in..and another. I was now being mercilessly crushed under 4 sets of heels. There was one set on my face, two sets working over my chest, and the fourth set, decided to play with my balls and dick. I really really did not need to find out what ball crushing was all about, and I gotta tell you, you either like it ..or..you don't. I didn't. Now for all the pain I was in, it was weird, I actually was able to start enjoying all of this, you see with eight feet moving all round on you, you don't have time to think about how much any one set hurts. I found myself also becoming a bit numb, and after a few minutes, I was actually in heaven. Now thats not to say it still didn't hurt..it did..very much so, and there were a few spots, that I literally screamed when a heel came down and ground into my skin. But I was in heaven, and as I laid there I kept telling myself, this is what you have always wanted, so you better enjoy it, it might not ever happen again.

As I thought about this, I started to relax, that helped more than you can imagine, and then I started to focus on the pain, I started to find myself wishing they would do it harder..stomp harder..grind harder..damn it..HURT ME!!

You have all heard the saying, many many mistresses have written "be careful what you ask for" well they're right. When Queen stepped up on my chest, I swear many bones broke. I could hardly breath, her heels I know were pushing several inces down into me..in places that is not supposed to happen. At this point I was learning a whole new level of pain.. a level to which I never dreamed existed, it was intoxicating, as I would lay there and pray for a heel to move, as soon as it did..I wanted it to step right back again..and even harder. For those of you that have never had so much weight on you, that you can barely breath, well, at least my experience was weird, I found myself mentally saying come on..More weight, I actually wanted enough weight to pile on me and stop me from breathing. When Queen was standing on me she told the rest of the girls that where not on top of me to come add their weight to my chest. Now I wasn't hard at all, but as the rest of them applied their weight, using chairs next to me to hold them selves on, my arousal was fast, and I came..with out even thinking about it, the rush of emotion was so intense.. the moment so powerful as I felt the life being crushed out of me. Luckily it was at that time they all also got very tired, and decided they needed a break. As they all stepped off me, and my own relief faded, the pain soon made itself known. My entire upper body was throbbing in pain, I had just been trampled by at least 6 women..maybe 8, I really couldn't tell, I felt shoes cover my entire upper body, and I was exhausted. Ok I thought.. I'm done.This has been great..you can untie me now. Well folks, I had set aside a week to be at Queen's, and this was only the first 2 hours, and I was ready to go home. But as I said before, when you are tied up, you have no options. As I laid there breathing trying to recover, I heard Queen thank the other ladies who had stopped by, they were leaving now, and of course I got one last stomp to my face from each of them, and one kind soul (mumble) gave my groin a nice little dance, I definitely could have done with out that. As they were leaving, I heard one comment, well now he should be warmed up to this, and later we will not have to tone it down any. Well..there went my laying there in peace..and enjoying the moment..those parting words made that fear in me rise again, and I actually was stupid enough to wonder how it could possibly get worse.