Usual disclaimer:  This story involves sexual subject matter.  If you aren't old
enough to read this, go home!

Copyright by me, 2001.  Please don't distribute in an altered form, or with any
charges for acquisition.

JZL is my life story series. You can find out more about the entire
series at
http://www.asstr.org/~jeffzephyr/jzlstories.html ,
 and more of the early years at
http://www.asstr.org/~jeffzephyr/jzlearlyyears.html


The (Sex) Story of My Life, by Jeff Zephyr (jeffzeph@hotmail.com)
JeffZeph's Life So Far

A semi-true story ;-)

Thinking back on my life brings back lots of memories, and the occasional fantasy
about "back then."  I'm not dead yet, and some of you might find my tales
interesting. Check out the intro if you want more background.  Living in the
country was great fun, and it was becoming even more interesting.

Jeff Zephyr's Life JZL10_01: "Playing Naked in the Wild - Debbie in the Woods" 
Age 10. (bg exhib, bbgg exhib, preteen, no sex)

It was about a month after school let out for the summer, not long after my
birthday, and Debbie and I were off alone together in the woods.  Playing kid
games and just chasing each other around , but we were off in the sparse birch and
maple woods where I went to play naked.  Plenty of sunshine, and you could see
out quite well , but no one could see in.  These woods were a wonderful mix of
concealment and openness, and very nice to play in.

Debbie had asked me a few more times before this about getting naked outside, but
hadn't offered to get naked with me.  She did, however, like hearing me talk about
doing it,  telling her how nice it would be to feel the sun and wind on her body.

"Do you feel like doing that today, getting naked?" Debbie asked me, when we
stopped running.

"Sure.  It is such a nice day.  How about you, do you want to try it?"

"No.  I don't think so, not right now.  But you can do it, if you like."

It didn't seem like it would hurt to get naked in front of Debbie, not with us alone
in the woods and no one around to catch us.  Each time when this came up before, I
didn't feel like doing it, not me getting naked without her.  She was now inviting
me to do that, to play naked in front of her.  I didn't feel embarrassed this time, and
she seemed serious, not just teasing about wanting to watch me.

It was exciting, thinking about getting naked outside with someone other than my
brother, especially a  girl, one my own age.  I took off my T-shirt and jeans,
standing naked except for my shoes because I didn't bother wearing underwear in
the summer.   I did put my shoes back on in order to run around better without
hurting my feet on stones or twigs.  As I walked off, my naked dick bouncing in
front of me,  Debbie followed along, laughing at me.  When I stopped, she knelt in
front of me to take a closer look at my private spots, which she never seen before.

Now, living on a farm, you have some idea about sex and sex organs, at least for
animals but  I didn't relate that to people exactly, and I wasn't ready to try doing
the sex thing with a girl, or anyone else for that matter.  But letting Debbie look at
me closely, feeling the coolness of the wind and the warmth of the sun, and
perhaps of her breath on my naked skin,  made me feel hot inside and my dick
began to harden.  It might have just been the thought of showing it off to her, but it
felt very nice, and I enjoyed letting her look at me like this.  I didn't want more than
this, just showing her my naked dick, hard and free in the open air, was all that I
needed to be happy today.

Still, Debbie seemed to find it fascinating to watch, too.  I let her look at me for a
long time.  Then, she asked "How does it feel, being naked in the woods like this? 
Sunshine on your skin, those places where the sun doesn't usually shine?"

I said "It is nice, really good.  You should try it and see."

Debbie stood up, staring at me, frowning.  "I don't want to get naked in front of a
boy."

"Well, you could go off behind those trees by yourself, and see how it feels.  I'll
stay over here if it bothers you."

I might have been really annoyed, thinking that she should show me her naked body
since I had shown her mine.   Just to be fair, you know.  But I knew that I hadn't
asked her to make a deal like that, and was enjoying showing off for her.   I didn't
mind  at all, although I'd really love it if she would let me  see her naked too.

Debbie seemed to think for a while, looking at me, eyes aimed down, clearly able to
see my secret place as she was thinking.  Still staring at me, or at my dick, she
simply said "OK."

She started walking away, giggling.  Turned around, to look back at me,  making
sure that I was still standing there, not following.  Then she turned and continued
to walk away.  She got  about halfway to the trees and  then stopped again,  facing
away from me.

Debbie pulled her shirt off, baring her back and chest.  I couldn't see her tits,  but
at age 10  they weren't  that much different from my kid sister's but it was still
special because she wasn't supposed to take her shirt off like this in front of me, 
but she'd done it.  Debbie was topless, no more than 15 feet from me, while I
watched her, naked except for my shoes.

She didn't stop with just her shirt.  She pulled her pants down and off, right over
her shoes, leaving her standing there, facing away from me, in her white panties.

This didn't take long at all, and once bare to her panties, she turned to face me, and
said "This does feel interesting, Jeff.  The breeze on my 'nibbles' feels nice,"
touching her bare chest to point out the effect on her, making two hard pink points
on her front.  "It feels nice.  I guess it is OK to be naked with you, since you did it
first."
     
We played like this for a few minutes, just running around in the woods together. 
Debbie wasn't naked, still having panties on, but her pink skin showed through
them, and it was very exciting for me.  I felt very happy and hot, a new feeling of
desire filling me.  I was so happy to play this game with her.

When we stopped running for a while to catch our breath, Debbie asked me, "Have
you seen a girl's vagina before?"

"I've seen Cher's, you know that."

"Babies don't count.  I've seen baby boy penises before today, and it isn't like
seeing yours."

"My babysitter Sheila showed me hers, in the city.  And her sisters' too." I told
Debbie briefly what happened with that, including how we touched each other.  But
I didn't dwell on the spanking that followed when we were caught.

Debbie stood in front of me and slipped her panties down to her knees, exposing
her hairless pink pussy.  "Does my pussy look like that girl, Sheila's?"

Debbie didn't give me a long time to look, as she bent down to push her panties off. 
Then, she stood up, standing with her legs spread, to give me a fine look at her bare
pussy.  I knelt down in front of her, to take a close look like she had of me.  I
thought that Debbie's naked pussy was beautiful, the most marvelous thing I'd ever
seen.  I knew that this feeling had something to do with sex, and the sensations ran
right to the tip of my hard dick.  I looked intently at Debbie's naked secret place
and compared it to my memories.

"Sheila's pussy had hair around it, a big patch right above it.  But she was older
than you.  I think that hers was longer, too.  The part in the middle sticks out more
than hers, though."

"How  long did you get to look at her naked?" Debbie asked.

"Hours.  A long, long time."

Now, it had been almost five years since I'd played with Sheila, and doing this with
Debbie brought it all back.  Yet my feelings were now different, somehow.  I felt a
warmth between my legs, a very hot sensation, and my pulse raced.  I wanted to do
something more than just look.  But I didn't know what I was supposed to do next
in this situation.

Debbie leaned forward a little, brushing her hip against my hand.  I let my palm
slide across the middle of her body, right over her open pussy.  She wiggled when I
touched her there.  It felt warm and soft, and very nice.  I was curious about this,
too, so I pressed my hand there, touching her pussy, rubbing my palm and fingers
along the open slit from the bare mound on top to the opening below.

I'm not sure what Debbie felt from this, but she didn't stop my explorations.  I
didn't keep it up for more than a minute, before she asked "Can I feel you, too?  It
feels funny to be touched down there."

I stopped, stood and posed to let her examine me again, spreading my legs as she'd
done for me.  She used one hand first, rubbing my dick which was still hard, then
my balls, pulling on the sack, rubbing hard on my dick.  Then, two hands on me,
holding and touching, gently feeling me.  I'd touched myself and it felt nice, but
having this girl do it felt strange and wonderful.  It wasn't at all like doing it to
myself felt.

After a couple of minutes, she stopped, having satisfied her curiosity.  I'd told her
that I couldn't shoot sperm yet  and, though this new sensation was very nice, I
didn't think that I had changed enough to let that happen.  It was fun touching her
and being touched and I liked it, but I expected nothing more than this nice feeling.

Debbie ran and I chased her.  We went all through the woods for a long while
before coming back to our clothes.  We lay in the sun, just relaxing in the nude. 
She took another close look at me as I lay down and  let me do the same to her. 
Then we dressed and went home, happy with our new discoveries.

Over the summer, we played this new game very often.  We'd get naked most days
when we could play alone together outside.  We didn't spend much time touching,
not on our genitals, though we'd hug and lay next to each other when nude.  Or
we'd roll and wrestle together, naked, feeling our whole bare bodies touching.  It
was very nice to play like this, but it seemed as though our curiosity about direct
contact with our genitals was satisfied, so we didn't do much more there.
Still, we did spend a lot of time looking at each other, especially when we lay in the
sun together.  Mostly, we just ran around in the woods naked and relaxed,
enjoying the feeling of the sun and wind on our bodies.  Some days we got rained
on as well, getting a bare shower in the outdoors.  It felt free and fun to be naked
together in the woods, a girl and I together.  I also did these things with my brother,
but it didn't feel quite the same as doing it with Debbie.

It wasn't the only way  Debbie and I played together.   Nor did we add our siblings
to our mutual naked playing, even though my brother and I did so alone.  Jack
didn't enjoy playing this game as much as I did, or even as much as Debbie did. 
Debbie would stop by my house and ask me to go off into the woods to play with
her and would strip naked as soon as we got  into the woods..  We'd walk the rest
of the way to our playing places in the nude, carrying our clothes, not worrying 
about anyone seeing us.  I didn't even have to suggest playing naked, she just did it
whenever we were together and alone.  Jack required a little coaxing to play this
way, even though we were both boys and it wasn't anything embarrassing to be
naked in front of each other.  But then, I wasn't embarrassed in front of Debbie
either, not at all.

Usually, we kept our shoes on outside because rocks and twigs would hurt our feet. 
When we lay down in the sun, though, we'd take even those off and be completely
naked in the sunshine.

There was a big rock, a huge granite boulder, at the end of the woods where we
played.  We could stand on it and see the highway, watching the cars go past. 
Debbie and I would go up there naked and stand on it, watching the cars go by. 
They were too far away to see us unless someone was looking with binoculars, but
we imagined being watched by the passing cars.  This was also exciting and we'd
duck down, pretending that we'd been spotted, and lay on the hot rock.  That was
an interesting sensation too, the hot stone under our bare bodies, the hot sun on top
of them.  We'd lay up there for hours, secure in our privacy despite being in the
open. Laying on the stone, we could see anyone coming a long ways off, but
couldn't be seen ourselves.

After a while, we expanded our naked playing outside beyond just the woods,.  I'd
already stripped naked outside anywhere that I felt I wouldn't be seen, and enjoyed
the feeling.  I'd told Debbie about going naked in the barn, in the fields, along the
road.  I'd never been caught by anyone except my brother who knew about it and
wouldn't tell anyway.  I felt very safe playing these naked games outside, free and
happy.   Having Debbie share them made them even better.

The road we lived on had almost no traffic.  Our two houses were the only ones on
it, and though there was a highway at one end,  it wasn't on the shortest route to
anywhere important.  Our road was so quiet that you could lay on it and go to
sleep, and still feel safe.  We'd played that game, pretending to be asleep, but we'd
never really fallen asleep in the road.  It was exciting to do it anyway, especially for
a city kid who knew that fast cars would really hurt you if they ran into you.

With no one around us to notice, and about a mile either way to houses, I'd get
naked and run across the road, stopping to lie in the middle.  I did this with either
Jack or Debbie watching, but neither one was willing to join me in this game.  Jack
did so once, but was afraid to cross the road naked and simply stood there watching
me  run back and forth.  Debbie, however, decided that joining me one time was
OK, and for a while, we played around, running naked across the road.  She was
unwilling to lie down in the middle, naked, but would stand there next to me,
exposed to anyone who might come along. After that, we'd played this game a few
more times.

Another time doing this game, she decided to join me in running naked for a long
distance, back and forth across the road.  We started about two miles from her
house and worked our way down the road until we weren't too far from home, still
naked.  We darted across the road, then hid along the side in the grass, then ran
again.  We were laughing and out of breath from running, when we heard the sound
of a motor. 

Quickly, we dove off into the grass by the side of the road, laying down and trying
to hide.  We saw a pickup truck drive past, with a couple teen boys standing in the
back.  They just might have seen us, as the truck was tall and the grass around us
barely covered us.

After the truck passed, Debbie said "Let's get dressed," and ran off to our clothes. 
I followed.  As she dressed, she said "That was exciting, but what if Dad came by? 
I don't want any trouble by doing this.  OK?"

So, Debbie quit playing naked by the road, but in other places we still did it just as
often and freely, not afraid at all.

One place was inside her house, often with her mother home.  The way she did this
was clever and unusual but,  even so, it worried me.  Jack and I came over to
Debbie's house often and played girl games like "house" with  she and her sister. 
We would dress,  change clothes, and undress for bed.  For Jack and Tammy, that
meant putting sleeping clothes on over their regular clothing.  For Debbie and I, and
sometimes for Cher since she was still the baby, it meant stripping naked to put on
our pajamas and her nightgown.

We didn't do it with the little ones in the same room, so it wasn't totally obvious
what we were doing.  Nor did we stay naked long, but it was enough to let us see
each others' bodies well, and to touch each other briefly.  Once dressed for bed,
we'd crawl into her bed together, and our bare skin could touch, her bare bottom
exposed when her nightie pulled up.

We'd kiss but it was just light kisses on the lips.  Still, it felt funny and nice, doing
this with her.  Our bodies would touch in bed, with just thin cloth between us, and
sometimes nothing at all.  My dick slid easily through the opening in my pajamas,
and I didn't bother buttoning them to make that even easier to happen.  Our
genitals would touch, and the sensations there were very hot, very nice.  Now, I
knew what fucking was, but I didn't feel ready to do that, even though we were
extremely close to being in position for that.  It just felt nice to hold her, and be in
bed with her, touching.  Nothing more than that.

No, I did know it was something more, but I wasn't sure what to do about it.  It felt
so nice, to hold and touch her, to be with my friend that way.  Someday, maybe not
too long from now, I might feel like having sex, but this was just nice to do, good
enough for us together.  We'd have time to do more later on, as we got older and
became ready for more.  I was almost ready to do more but hadn't quite picked up
on the magic of the feeling of sex.  I knew that touching felt nice, and nothing more
was needed between us.

'Naked in the house together' was a fun game, if sometimes scary.  We both knew
that our parents wouldn't approve if they knew, but neither of us wanted to quit
playing these games.  Though it was scary, it felt safer doing this at Debbie's house
than at mine.  Her mom never came into her room without asking first, while I
didn't trust Mom, or especially Dad, not to intrude on our private playing.  We
never tried playing naked together in my house.

 Our barn, though, was a nice place to go for private naked playing.  The loft was
filled with straw and hay, and finding places to hide was easy.  The rough straw
tickled our bare skin, but just running around in it naked, rolling literally in the hay,
felt great.  We'd even go by the loft door and look out of it, knowing that someone
just might be able to spot us, but smart enough to know that we'd see them long
before they'd notice us.  Mostly, we stayed safe in our naked hiding places, buried
in the straw or laying on it.

The sensations of nakedness outside and contact between our bare bodies were
sensual, not truly sexual.  It was close, but not quite there, not yet into sexual
responses for either of us.  I enjoyed this time with Debbie immensely, and though
thoughts of sex, mostly intercourse because that is the main sex act I knew about,
did enter my mind, doing it with Debbie didn't feel right.  Not yet, I could wait until
she wanted it, and I did as well.

It didn't stop us from playing that way, naked and touching each other, all summer
long.  Even in the fall, after school started and we had less time together, we still
got together.  School was much harder for me now, because I'd been advanced a
grade, skipping 4th altogether.  I didn't mind the change in school, and even though
I had new kids in my classes, I still got to see my friends, since we were still in the
same building because there was only one grade school in town.

One weekend all four of us, Debbie and her sister, my brother and I, were out in the
fields, just playing and running together.  Tammy surprised me by asking Debbie "Is
this a good spot to take clothes off?"

Debbie answered "Maybe, no one could see you from here."  We weren't in our
woods where we played naked, but were close to it, and really, no one but us kids
came out this far from the houses.

Some teasing followed between Jack and Tammy, and apparently, Debbie had
shared some of what we did outside together, getting naked, with her sister.  I had
told Jack that Debbie and I got naked, but hadn't told him how much we did that,
or how nice it felt, just that we'd done it.

I was interested, but a little worried about doing this, getting naked with Tammy
and Jack.  Tammy decided to push the issue by taking her own dress off, saying
"Why don't you guys get nudie?"

Tammy stood there, in her little girl style pink panties and shoes, waiting for us.

I took my shirt off, and Jack did the same.  Boys, though, get to skip wearing shirts
outside and no one minded on warm days.

"You guys are just chicken," Debbie said, and she pulled her dress off too.

"Ya!" Tammy yelled, as she pulled her panties off, leaving her naked in her shoes. 
She didn't cover herself up either.  Her pussy didn't look as developed as Debbie's,
but it wasn't much less so, nor much different from my baby sister Cher's in truth. 
None had pubic hair, all had pussy slits.  But still, I hadn't seen Tammy naked
before, so that was new and exciting.

Debbie and I took off our bottoms at the same time, leaving us naked.  Jack wore
underwear, so he ended up being the last of us to get totally naked.

Once naked, we all ran around the woods for a while, laughing, enjoying the sun
and wind on our bodies.  It was still warm, early in the fall, so this was a very
pleasant sensation, bare naked in the woods, two brothers and two sisters together.

My brother and I still had hairless pubes.  Even Debbie had only a light frizzy bit of
hair, not hiding anything, just a bit of fuzz, not concealing her pussy at all.  Us boys
looked much alike there, our dicks similar in shape, though mine was growing with
hardness quicker than Jack's.  There were differences between us and we stopped
and took the time to look at each other,  comparing our bodies.  I don't know that
I learned anything new but I did notice that Tammy's pussy wasn't exactly a twin to
Debbie's, even though they were sisters.  Both looked nice to me and it was great
fun looking at them,  letting them look at us.

We didn't touch each other this day.  Debbie and I had done that, but neither of us
reached out to touch our new younger playmates,  though we both looked closely
at them, Debbie and I kneeling side by side to examine our siblings.  But all we did
was look, and run and play in the woods.  Just having a fun naked day together.

The cold Fall weather came back quickly, which curtailed naked play outside. 
Debbie was afraid to play naked in her house now that Tammy and Jack shared our
secret.  She didn't explain why that was so, but I felt there was something new in
our feelings between us.  When we did get together in our barn, to get naked
together, we cuddled close, rubbing our bodies against each other, letting our
genitals touch and make direct contact.  

"For warmth," Debbie said to me.  But I knew that it wasn't just to keep away the
cold.  I felt warmth inside me and between my legs, a wonderful closeness.  I felt
happy and relaxed, just being naked laying with her, holding her.

Between school stuff and our parents being around paying more attention to us, we
didn't  have much time to play together like that.  I looked forward to Spring,
when Debbie and I would find chances to be together in the woods and explore
more of our new feelings, naked in the sunshine again.

In the middle of the cold autumn, my mom's sister and her family came to visit.
They stayed at our house for a few days, my uncle and my two cousins joining us to
do many things together.  John was my older cousin, a little older than I and a bit
bossy to the rest of us.  Judy was around my brother's age, seven or eight, and she
liked chasing us two boys around, getting away from her brother to play with us. 
As Judy was a new girl for me to play with, I felt a desire and curiosity to see her
naked, to learn about her, to play with her like I did with Debbie.  John, on the
other hand, didn't think that getting naked and looking at private parts was fun at
all, and didn't think that us boys should do it together, let alone do it with a girl
around.  That stopped the idea of us four getting naked together in the barn,
something which I thought would be fun to do.

Still, I felt that Judy had some interest in me as a friend, if not for getting naked
with.  The cousin relationship didn't seem important.  We weren't close at all, not
before this anyway, because we lived in different cities and rarely met.  She was a
nice, attractive girl, and I didn't see how it could hurt for us to share our nakedness
with each other.

I was sleeping in just pajama bottoms, no underwear, as I'd been doing for some
time now.  It felt nice, and I could easily touch myself without pushing or pulling at
underwear.  Judy got to sleep in the upstairs bedroom with Cher, the same floor as
Jack and me in our shared room.  The others slept on the lower floor.  That gave
Judy and I time to talk in private before we'd go to sleep, without her brother or
our parents around.

Jack and Cher were there but they didn't get in the way much,  just seemed content
to let us talk quietly together.  I wasn't naked with her, but clad only in pajama
bottoms with the opening undone , Judy could easily see my bare dick.  She didn't
mind that at all, it seemed.  I asked her, "Judy, do you see anything special?"

She replied "Uh huh, OK."  But she didn't seem interested in showing me her
special place, though she did let me see her panties when she sat on the floor.

The last night before they left, Judy came to my room after we were supposed to be
asleep.  My door was cracked open, so she whispered "Jeff, are you awake?  Are
you naked in there?"

I'd told her that I would sleep naked that night, but I chickened out, afraid that our
parents might notice in the morning.  Judy hadn't come by sooner, or I would have
been naked.  I lied, and said "Yes, I'm naked."

"Come out here, OK?" she asked.

I felt she might decide to get naked with me, too, so I quickly slipped my pajama
bottoms off, and  slipped quietly out into the dark hall to meet her, naked.

She could see that I was truly naked, even in the darkness.  She pulled her
nightgown off, showing that she was bare naked under it, and let me look at her. 
She stood in front of me and we just looked at each other, saying nothing, trying to
see each other in the darkness.

Then, I decided to move closer.  As I reached her, touching her body but not her
pussy, the floor creaked loudly, startling both of us.  Next, Dad yelled loudly up the
stairs "Get into bed!"

Judy ran off, naked.  I grabbed her nightgown, and ran after her, tossing it into her
room, then ran to my bed and slid inside, putting my pajamas on quickly.  I didn't
leave them on, though, feeling excited about what happened.  I pulled them off, and
slept naked, touching myself and feeling nice.  But that was all for my encounter
with Judy, this time, though we both remembered it later.

Things didn't go well for our family after this.  My dad's job slowed down, cutting
back on his time and money. As a result, we couldn't keep the house heated fully
and I got quite sick, having to go   into the hospital for a while.  My parents fought
a lot, and I was cold and miserable.  Though it was probably good in the long run,
the school's decision that I was too smart to keep in 4th grade, moving me to 5th,
causing me to lose easy contact with my school friends, and new pressures with
school changing from "an easy breeze" to "tough luck." I was catching up, but that
part of my life was harder, home was harder, and it really wasn't a good time for
me.  As a final bit of depressing news, my dad decided to tell me that Santa Claus
wasn't real.  He just wasn't going to have money for presents, and felt very bad
about it.  Believe it or not, I spent a lot of time arguing with him about how Santa
had to be real, how we had seen him (my dad's friends helped out wearing
costumes, and vice versa) outside on  previous Christmas Eve's, the TV news even
said he was real and gave reports  on his travel progress.

Just after Christmas, we moved back to grandma's house in the city. Despite
the lack of money, we did have a few presents and other relatives gave enough that
I really  didn't notice the shortage of presents. Though I was back in my old
school, most of my old friends were a year behind but Sherry was now in my class. 
The next year was more or less a usual kid's year, getting used to new friends, and
remembering old places.  The swampy field across from my house was now a store
with a large parking lot.  While some old friends had moved away, many old ones
were still around the neighborhood, in school, and the rest of this school year was
very nice.

I don't remember anything specifically about nudity or sex  during that time.  I
probably will if I think about it. It is possible that there was nothing more than a bit
of playing while nude with my brother, and seeing my baby sister (about  five now,
going on six) naked.  It was something we just took for granted, that a baby girl
that age could be naked about the house, unlike older boys. But at this point, none
of this activity involved sex as a reason for doing it.  

This was a period of innocence, despite the stress on my parents.  The relief after
our very cold winter on the farm was great.  Being with grandma and auntie again
was also quite nice.  I hadn't noticed it directly but before we moved away mom
had really felt bad about living with her in-laws and not being able to have a place
of her own.  But during our time of living so far away, grandma and auntie had kept
in close touch and, when things went bad, offered to let us move back, no worries
about rent nor owing anything for the help they gave to us.

As the weather warmed up, and I got used to being back in my old school in the
city, things changed quickly for me.  The new feelings in my body were pushing at
me, and I no longer could resist them.
                                                  


 
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