Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. A pedo blog 6: the ultimate taboo? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * This is not a story. The purpose of this blog is simply to let out thoughts. To let out `honest' thoughts. Everything in it is the truth, with no embellishment and no lies. That truth is that I love children - girls predominantly - and would like to have sex with them. `Pedo Blog 1' summarizes my tastes and style. Last time I kind of meditated on a favourite 7-year-old girl I once knew, and got pretty damn taboo in those meditations. I'm writing this on the same night, and will have to sign off for sleep soon. I think I'll finish with the ultimate vileness: those most profound thoughts of sexual abuse on little girls that I imagine doing. Well, not to beat about the bush: it's anal penetration, buggery, anal rape, bum-sex - call it what you will - that I speak of here. When my thoughts reach their most intense regarding any girl-child I find attractive, inevitably they turn to the act of putting penis up her bottom, `fucking her up the arse' if you will. It's profound and vile, I guess, because really you can barely class it as `sexual' abuse. I mean, the butt is not a sex organ, and on a female it ought to be all about the vagina. However, even on an adult female I often want to bugger her just as much a cunt-fucking her. With a girl-child, the urge is no less strong, perhaps even stronger. Perhaps this is because I instinctively know she's not `ripe' for vaginal sex, therefore the logic is that `it might as well be bum'. I think it's more than this, though. It's because little girls are precious and sweet and all that, and taking one up the bum seems in such bad, disgraceful taste. Hell, though, I would do it. I would try it. Damn it would I try it. I should explain, though, even if was allowed to do this it would not be anal fucking in any kind of active pornography way. I feel sure the reality would be slow, cautious and careful. Tentative even, possibly even a bit tedious after the novelty has worn off. Penetration would be limited, if at all, just a matter of putting the cock-head against the anal hole and experimenting with what's possible, prodding and pushing. Much of the fun would be in the build-up. The arousal from seeing her nude, and admiring the form (such as it is) of her small young buttocks, appreciating how (if at all) they differ from a boy's of the same age. I'm thinking 9-11 for age for this. Then comes the thrill of having her in position - all fours or over a sofa arm perhaps - and steering my erect adult cock into her anal crack. The size contrast would be striking, highlighting the obscene taboo of it. Then, if I go for buggery proper, I'd have to lube everything up: my own shaft as well as her little crevasse. What's the potential of this? Well, I've heard it said her child anus could actually take a cock better than her vagina. The anus can stretch more, which makes some sense: it has to open for stools of faeces which must be close to the girth of a penis. There would of course be the matter, as in all anal sex, that the anatomy would be literally operating in reverse: to let something in rather than out. Maybe even that would be less of a problem for a child than with an adult female, as all coordination things comes more naturally when young. There would be dirty accidents along the line, I am sure, which may taint the mystique. I would want to try though, hell would I. Yep, for sure I want to sodomize young girls anywhere between the ages of about 7 and 16. Above that is adult sex, let's be honest. For me, the result would be defined as getting enough penis headway into her bum - her rectum, in medical parlance - to put some ejaculation in there. The overriding excitement, however, may very well be simply the sight of adult erection in her bum-cheeks, and the total submissive posture I've got the child in. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Email me at any time to discuss contents of these blogs, or you can suggest a theme or angle for me to take in the next blog. Ep1968@hotmail.co.ukPedo Blog 6