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 A pedo blog 5: Georgina, 7 years old.
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   This is not a story.  The purpose of this blog is simply to let out
thoughts.  To let out `honest' thoughts.  Everything in it is the truth,
with no embellishment and no lies.  That truth is that I love children -
girls predominantly - and would like to have sex with them.  `Pedo Blog 1'
summarizes my tastes and style.  Here, I am going to run with thoughts of a
particular girl I mentioned at the end of instalment 4.  This is Georgina,
only 7 years old at the time I knew her, and whom I would have gladly have
had sexual action with if only it was allowed and/or safe.  `Safe' in the
sense I would not have got into trouble for doing it.
   She was so small, that was one of the striking things about her.  Not
particularly short, not for her age, but very lightweight and thin.  She
had been born 7 weeks premature, I was told, which had contributed to her
build and the extra-tender nature of her skin.  It was even tenderer than
most 7-year-olds, although there was nothing wrong with her.  I would draw
the line at that: I could not molest any child who had serious health
issues or disability, it would melt my heart too much.  I'm basically just
a good guy who wants to have enjoyable sex with a child.  Georgina had
these and other minor `defects' (if you can call them that), such as
asthma. That DID make me want her even more, a touch a vulnerability just
adds spice.
   Her next striking detail was long, super-fine blonde hair.  It was
really fine, I mean so sleek, and almost gold in tinge.  It hung as
straight as straight can be, which is to say no propensity to curl
whatsoever.  I just wanted to run a comb or my fingers through it forever.
Actually, I confess, I did snatch innocent little finger strokes of her
hair sometimes.  However, I'm certain she had no concept whatsoever of the
profound desire to mouth-fuck or bum-fuck her which lay behind this. 
Funnily enough, I didn't fantasise so much about vaginal penetration, as I
imagined her far too small and tight down there.  Glimpses of her skinny,
bare inner thighs reinforced this impression.  I'd have done plenty of
cunnilingus and vaginal fondling, though.
   Another feature that should not be overlooked was personality.  She was
such a friendly little soul.  Whenever I went to her house, on business
which shall remain confidential (just in case she or her parents ever read
this by chance, I don't want them figuring that I wanted to have paedophile
sex with their little daughter), she was always so sweet and helpful.  She
would help carry some of my things to my car afterwards, and nobody had
told her to do this.  She truly saw me as a kind of `adult friend'.  It
occurred to me how I could so easily have exploited this, and that
unscrupulous men indeed do sometimes.  It's how children get `groomed'
(although I hate and dispute that word).  I can't deny that I had thoughts
of bundling her into the car, driving off somewhere to keep her for a week
and sexually abuse the hell out of her (albeit I would have preferred with
her cooperation).
   I'm happy (but kind of sad) to say I did none of those things.  Instead,
I would drift off to sleep that night with an erection at the thought of
her delicate 7-year-old body in bed with me nude.  I'd masturbate to the
thought of this child, the moment of climax being to images of her dainty
hands around my erect penis or having as much of the stiff thing as
possible in her delicate young mouth.  I've lost count of the number of
times I speculated on how she'd react to mouthfuls of semen.
   Well, that was Georgina, a prime example of a child at the younger end
of my radar that I'd love to experiment with sex with.  She'd be - God damn
it - 20 now!  It would be interesting to know how she looks now.  Probably
not all that good, judging by her mother.
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   Email me at any time to discuss contents of these blogs, or you can
suggest a theme or angle for me to take in the next blog. 
Ep1968@hotmail.co.uk 
  
Pedo Blog 5