Note: This story was dynamically reformatted for online reading convenience. A pedo blog 3: unripe fruit. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * This is not a story. The purpose of this blog is simply to let out thoughts. To let out `honest' thoughts. Everything in it is the truth, with no embellishment and no lies. That truth is that I love children - girls predominantly - and would like to have sex with them. `Pedo Blog 1' summarizes my tastes and style. Now, I want to carry on where I left off at the end of #2. I finished with this statement: `You know a 9 or 10-year-old girl is not `ready' for this kind of sex, but quite frankly that's a big reason for wanting to do it with/to her'. For me, at least, I have to admit there is a strong element of power-trip to it. I'm no sadist, and don't really want to hurt a girl-child. At least, I'm pretty sure I would not want to when it came to the reality, and the moment of abusing her. The `sexual abuse', so-called, is something I would certainly go ahead with however (if legal, or if able to do with impunity). Regardless of her reluctance, if I had licence and opportunity, I would have a go at all the sexual things I dream of. I'd love a scenario where she was perfectly willing (whatever that could be), but I'd be perfectly content to coerce her to get my way. In fact, her very reluctance and timidity would be a buzz, I reckon. I'm thinking a girl in the age-range or 8, 9, 10 or 11 here by the way. A little older can have a delicious innocence too, but a true `child' is below 12, and that's the thrill of paedophilic feelings. Her shyness, confusion and hesitant obedience would be enthralling to behold. Her nervousness at taking stiff penis in hand, or her squeamishness at taking it into her mouth would be a highly-charged experience for me. She is mentally not ready for this, and has a very juvenile understanding indeed of what is going on, but there is enormous pleasure in putting her through it. Who knows, she may enjoy some aspects. Certainly there'd be curiosity mixed in with her negative feelings, and that would be a bonus, the icing on the cake. It's not just a case of her being mentally unready for it all. She is, quite simply, physically not ready either. This is unequivocal, as you only have to look at the fact she does not have periods yet. Therefore, nature deems she is not ready for breeding, and by extension it is not yet her time for fucking. This is reinforced - symbolized, if you like - by her hairless genitalia. Furthermore, the obvious damn tightness and smallness of it, even on sight let alone before attempting to poke it. For these reasons, it would feel like the ultimate act of abuse to put a cock into the vagina of a preteen girl. Especially if you cum in there, I mean what the hell is that all about? She can't get pregnant, so the act is totally unnatural, so wrong yet so right! So, she's mentally and physically unready for sex, but that's why you want to go ahead and do it anyway. That and the simple fact a young girl's body is so, so nice. That unreadyness, though, is such a specialised taste. Just like eating an unripe fruit. I mean, if it was a banana - green, bitter - you just wouldn't do it. But a child, a girl-child, in her unripeness - you desperately want to test it out. You want to test out those juvenile reactions to things she barely understands. You want to test her reactions to things she might well find rude or squeamish, such as naked adult male genitalia in aroused state, and even ejaculation itself. You want to test the practicality of penetrations in her vagina, mouth or anus. In a nutshell, you want to explore what `sex with a child' really means. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Email me at any time to discuss contents of these blogs, or you can suggest a theme or angle for me to take in the next blog. Ep1968@hotmail.co.ukPedo Blog 3