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 A pedo blog 20: To rape or to groom.
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   This is not a story.  The purpose of this blog is simply to let out
thoughts.  To let out `honest' thoughts.  They are thoughts which remain in
the realm of fantasy, I must stress.  Everything in it is the truth, with
no embellishment and no lies.  That truth is that I love children - girls
predominantly - and would like to have sex with them.  `Pedo Blog 1'
summarizes my tastes and style.  Last time I quoted some reader feedback
and ran with that.  It was about the realism of some measure of force being
necessary, and the 'one-sided' relationship.  here's another (a different
reader) in a similar vain:
   'Well, rape IS fine!  Kids are adaptable, they can get used to anything
if you do it to them enough - even cock.  In the long run the grooming
approach is probably easier though...  make them think that they want it
and you can get away with more.'
   Obviously this is erring on the dark side now, basically admitting it
would be fun to just outright rape an underage girl.  Well, uh, it WOULD.
However, I don't want this blog to get all dark, so today I'll dwell on the
grooming approach.  An entire encyclopaedia could be written on this,
discussing the myriad ways a child can be coaxed and finally immersed in
the deepest intimacies, so for now I'll just focus on possible instance.
   The context of this is sucking cock.  That is, having the girl-child
(although it could apply equally to a boy if that rocks your boat) suck
your adult penis.  It's the holy-grail that most pedo's would wish for, and
indeed what many little girls who fall prey to them do/endure.  Well, I
believe there would be much more potential in the experience if the girl is
reasonably willing, having been encouraged/seduced/cajoled/led into it
almost without even knowing she's been 'abused'.  Hell, maybe it is NOT
even abuse if she did not dislike it too much or was used to it.
   We can assume there has been prior befriending, slowly venturing more
and more intimate and risque dialogue and exploration.  One day, through
their 'friendship', the man proposes she take the thing in her mouth and
have a go at sucking.  Depending on her age, it may never in her life have
occurred to her to do this or that people do this.  If she's 7, say, the
act would seem simply 'rude' in some strange way yet kind of bland and
meaningless, perhaps a bit humorous to her even.  Stress could be minimal
assuming the man's organ was clean and devoid of pissyness.  He may have to
simply ask it, but more likely 'encourage' it or make her feel she 'owed'
it for some reason, depending on their prior.
   Once the act is underway a bridge has been crossed, and the expectations
for doing it again and again slowly take root.  During the whole process,
he can coach her in technique, and she is in the mood to be receptive.  Her
skills improve: pace of suck, jaw-work, saliva, lips, even down to a
knowledge of how much to shift the foreskin to arouse him but not cause
discomfort.  Nevertheless, all this would be limited by physical truths:
her small mouth, which can only take so much of an adult erection in it,
and could safely tolerate only very cautious thrusting.  Choking would need
to be kept to a minimum, if he wishes to perpetuate the 'grooming'
approach. It is this very smallness, though, which gives the pedo-minded an
electric delight at being sucked.
   The next big hurdle to maintenance of her cooperation would inevitably
be the ejaculation.  He must choose, judging her temperament and their
history, whether to complete inside her mouth or withdraw to perhaps do it
on her face or over her hands of chest.  With steady build-up over time, he
may find she has at least grown 'accustomed' to semen in her mouth and even
swallowing.  Thus, he has come to have a far better experience of oral sex
with a child than if simply 'raping her mouth' from the outset.
   It has to said, though, that some men will always enjoy the simpler
method and some little girls around the world are enduring it as we speak.
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   Would love any feedback on this?  Where would you come on this scale? 
Email me at any time to discuss contents of these blogs, or you can suggest
a theme or angle for me to take in the next blog.  Ep1968@hotmail.co.uk 
  
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