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 A pedo blog 2: the nitty-gritty.
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   This is not a story.  The purpose of this blog is simply to let out
thoughts.  To let out `honest' thoughts.  Everything in it is the truth,
with no embellishment and no lies.  I'm not even sure what direction it
will take, but it will go where my nose leads me, which is to say my
`feelings'.  The feelings I speak of are paedophilic feelings.  I was not
entirely comfortable saying that, outside the confines of fiction.  Pedo
fiction, of which I've written quite a bit, somehow distances one from the
reality.  That reality is that I love children - girls predominantly - and
would like to have sex with them.
   Today I'll get into a detail or two about what that that sex might
entail.  It's surely a logical question for anybody to ask, and it's
certainly how the cogs start whirring in one's own mind once you accept
that you like a little girl in `that' way.  No matter how aesthetic or
refined you think your feelings, imagination turns to her naked little body
and what you would do with it.  Should I stick to the first person?  I hope
I'm not offending anybody by my habit of saying `you'.  Well, `I', to begin
with would want to simply gaze at her, followed by feeling her all over,
followed by kissing and licking and sniffing her all over.
   The `sniffing' side of it is not to be underestimated I think.  A
girl-child has a beautiful smell.  When I've been fortunate enough to be up
close, it teases my nostrils, an aphrodisiac to me.  This is her natural
smell I speak of, not necessarily any soap or shampoo present.  It comes
from her very flesh, I think, but in any case it's as if I'm a vampire
smelling blood.  I want to eat her alive, not literally, but in the
flesh-licking and oral sex sense.  I'd be sniffing her hair, licking her
neck, running my tongue over her breastless chest and ultimately her cunt
and her bottom.  Not just `over' her bottom, but in it/through it I reckon.
That might bring a different kind of smell issue, a bad one perhaps.  I'd
just have to find that out by doing.
   Preliminaries done, which might take some time - I would not want to
rush my first ever experience with child-sex - it would be onto issues of
penetration.  Let's say, for the sake of argument, I have my favourite age
of 10 or 9.  Her smooth, slim and undeveloped body would be wondrous to me,
and I'd be utterly mesmerized by the sight of her bald little cunt and
exquisite little arse.  The urge to attempt penetration (of either or both)
with erect penis would be huge.  `Attempt' is the key word, for it's
difficult to imagine how feasible this would be.  I expect `some' measure
of entry could be achieved with care, including lube, but probably even
then including pain and possibly damage to her.
   I suspect the reality of it, if I had a regular girl, would be that I'd
use her mouth to get off most often, in view of the hazards of genital or
anal violation.  Hand-jobs (from her) might be a preferred option too. 
Much would depend if the scenario was on the coercive end of the spectrum
or the loving.  What is my relationship, if any, to the girl-child I am
molesting?  If I did not care too much about her, I guess I'd be making her
suck my penis an awful lot, regardless of how much she disliked it.  I'd
certainly be wanting to cum in her mouth: what a hell of an extreme thing
to do, and thrilling because of it.  I don't suppose it would be easy for
her, at least in the early days, and would be messy and erratic.
   I believe that's covered the core things.  There's so much more I'd do
with a girl-child I liked, but sooner or later the focus comes down how I
want to achieve ejaculation with her, and preferably this would be via some
form of penetration - usually.  You know a 9 or 10-year-old girl is not
`ready' for this kind of sex, but quite frankly that's a big reason for
wanting to do it with/to her.
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   Email me at any time to discuss contents of these blogs, or you can
suggest a theme or angle for me to take in the next blog. 
Ep1968@hotmail.co.uk
  
Pedo Blog 2