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 An A-Z of Paedophile Sex.
   Foreword.
   'An A-Z of Paedophile sex' is in no way intended as condoning paedophile
sex, but simply as a brief literary browse into the paedophile sexuality.
It may indeed be useful to researchers or those working in child-care, or
simply for those aiming to better understand one of the great taboos of our
time.  A word is chosen for each letter of the alphabet, which bears
relevance specifically to paedophile sexuality rather than general
sexuality.  There are companion works in this A-Z series, with significant
and thought-provoking differences to many words and their definitions
therein.
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   ABUSE
   The word that is often associated with sexual activity of any kind with
a child, on the premise that she is unready mentally and physically for
such intimacy.  It is assumed, by prevailing child-care wisdom, that the
child does not need or want sex and that therefore the foistering of it
upon her inherently constitutes abuse.  Also, she may often experience the
sex as part of a wider spectrum of maltreatment or sadism, dependent on the
precise nature and relationship of her `abuser'.
   BUGGERY
   A favourite act, particularly of a serious paedophile, whether the child
is boy or girl.  Indeed it may be equally as common, or even more favoured,
on a girl since her bottom is seen as such an attractive part of her
anatomy.  Also, penetration of the anus may be seen as more achievable than
that of the vagina, as well as being seen as the ultimate `disgrace' and
statement of power.  The sight of erect adult penis inserting (or
attempting to insert) into a little girl's bottom is intoxicating to many
paedophiles, emphasising size-difference in the most shocking way.
   CHILD
   This simple noun in itself may stir emotion for many paedophiles, to
such an extent that it is almost synonymous with sex itself.  A `child',
needless to say, is by definition one of the key participants in paedophile
sex.  The word may contain both sweetness and raw lust for those with the
sexual disposition, uniquely combining feelings of protectiveness and love
with the desire to rape and control, this making paedophile sex a special
taste.  The term should properly refer to those under 13, as many men
(ordinary ones even) regard teenage `children' as biologically and
ethically ready for sex.
   DADDY
   Often, for obvious reasons of opportunity and familiarity, the child's
sexual molester (or one of them) will indeed be her Daddy.  This can be a
positive, in that he is likely to feel love and to gratify himself as
gently as possibly, but may also be a negative in that a fundamental
blood-tie of trust and innocence is obliterated.  The term may also be used
as a figure of speech by an abuser who is by no means the child's father,
either for his own kicks or to sooth the child in her anguishes.
   ERECTION
   This is an even more significant object in sexual activity with a child
than between adults.  The practicalities of a man using his erect penis in
the basic ways are compromised in child-sex, in that he is `too big', and
she too small.  This will influence the entire nature of the session,
necessitating the man to choose between considerable caution or likely
injury to her, and as a result some will favour `alternative' activity. 
Also a child's psychological response to a penis, especially a hardened
one, is likely to be marked by a cocktail of surprise, curiosity,
amusement, embarrassment and anxiety.
   FINGERING
   Digital penetration of vagina or anus may be more common in child-sex
than with adults.  Often it will be part of early-stage molestation,
following on inevitably (assuming opportunity allows) from inside-clothes
fondling.  When the practise is established, it will be marked by intense
curiosity on the part of the molester and a sense of `experimentation'.  It
may be particularly important for practical reasons, to prepare for and
ascertain the potential for penetration by penis in either hole.  Even
after this, the act of fingering a little girl will remain an arousing
pleasure on its own merits for many paedophiles.
   GRINDING
   An activity specific though not unique to paedophile sex, providing an
alternative or addendum to penetration.  As the latter is generally
demanding of caution and slowness, the act of `grinding' the erection on
the child's bottom, vulva or thighs can provide an extremely satisfying
session.  Full release may be had in the child's bum-crack, on her back or
stomach, or randomly.  The act, skilfully done, provides opportunity for
`energy' bordering even on brutality in the humping motions.  Creativity of
positions can simulate passionate adult sex, without injury to the child.
   HAIR
   With a female child, her hair will often be seen by the paedophile as
one of her cutest features.  In a young child (below 9, say) the natural
straggliness may be a draw in itself, but equally the nicely-combed, washed
and styled hair of the older girl is hugely appealing in sight and scent.
Also, hair can be the object of early-stage `ambiguous' affections and
fondling, whilst it can also have practical use in coercion and discipline
through pulling it with the desired degree of severity.  It is not unusual
to ejaculate on it, or wipe the penis with it.
   INTIMATE
   A key feature in many cases of child molestation, and a common means for
the man to acquire what he wants from her.  The more soft-hearted
paedophiles may attempt to circumvent the need for this by gentleness,
patience and building up the intimacy in small increments.  However, the
more hard-core acts especially will tend to need some element of
intimidation to motivate the child.  For example, sucking penis and taking
semen in the mouth will normally be undertaken by her only with a great
reluctance.  Her `motivation' may be from verbal or physical aggression, or
both in tandem.
   JOSTLE
   A motion which will often be specific to child-sex, particularly where
she is young and small enough - under 10, say - to be seated in the man's
lap.  A paedophile is quickly aroused by a pretty little girl in this
situation, even where both are fully clothed, and may well bump and bounce
her until ejaculating in his own pants.  This is many a little girl's first
experience of being `abused'.  Similar may be done with complete nudity,
with the man's erection possibly between her thighs until the motion and
friction brings him to climax.
   KISSING
   This is more important to some paedophiles than others, and may refer to
kissing anywhere on the child's body.  It can be an expression of the
unique, almost painful endearment the man feels for the child, a kind of
grotesque parody of adult-adult love.  The man may be convinced his erotic
love for her is real, and the fact she cannot reciprocate this may be part
of the thrill.  Those who relish French-kissing a little girl are inspired
by the mismatched sizes of mouth and the softness and cuteness of hers.  It
is a powerful symbol of a taboo crossed.
   LUBRICATION
   An essential tool of the trade for serious attempts at paedophile sex,
whether it be with girl or boy.  Knowledgeable and practised paedophiles
may be able to achieve significant penetration of the vagina or anus of a
girl as young as 7, without any marked damage, with the help of a good
lubricating substance.  Even here, delicacy and skill will be necessary for
an erect adult penis to enter into a girl below the age of 13.  Lubrication
may be defined as `making child-rape practicable'.
   MESSY
   This will especially be a young child's impression of sex, as she learns
to handle (perhaps literally) the man's semen.  Her response to it may be
most marked in later childhood - that is, ages 7 to 13 - as she is more
sensitive to intimacy and dignity by this time.  An extremely young child
may find the mess somewhat amusing, unless forced to take it in her mouth.
In any case, she will be acutely struck by the stickiness and smell, and
perhaps the quantity of it as well as the process of ejection from the
penis.
   NON-CONSENSUAL
   A characteristic feature of sex with a child, related to but not the
same as `intimidation'.  This refers to the wider issue of the extent to
which an underage person can consent to sexual intimacy.  Many experts
regard paedophilic sex as `abuse' for the simple reason no consent has
been, or could possibly have been, given.  Some paedophile thinkers will
dispute this, passionately believing the sex is legit, while others are
simply further aroused by the lack of consent and the power this implies:
in short, they care not whether she can consent.
   OPPORTUNITY
   Much paedophile sex is dependent on this, and will tend to define which
children find themselves as their victim.  The would-be paedophile is
usually limited to the experiences he feels he can `get away with'.  This
may be a child who is in his own family, whom he has regular access to,
ideally one-to-one for long periods of time when he has complete power to
molest her without interruption.  Equally she may be a stranger, in
situations devoid of witnesses.  Her age also determines opportunity, in
that an older one is more likely to `tell'.
   PENETRATION
   A somewhat paradoxical thing, in that this may well be the Holy Grail
for a paedophile yet is also the prime limitation of child-sex.  This
conflict may indeed be unconsciously part of the thrill, as the man
balances his burning desire to rape a little girl with a desire not to hurt
her.  For this reason, penetration of the mouth may the commonest activity
of choice, which leaves no damage or trace if done with due diligence.  Few
paedophiles, however, will not hanker after the ultimate act of trying a
penis in the child's vagina or anus.
   QUALITY
   Child-sex holds a unique sweetness for its practitioners and those who
dream of doing it, which is tied in with issues of affection, consent and
power.  The physical aspects of the size of the girl, her freshness and
smoothness contribute to this quality.  Below approximately age 11, there
will normally be a complete absence of breasts or pubic hair, which further
define the special nature of sexual attraction to a child.  For practical
reasons, it may be difficult to achieve `quantity', so the focus will often
be on one child as though she were a `project'.
   RING
   A common and somewhat dark feature of paedophile sex, characterized by
an organization which may be extremely structured or loosely tied.  A child
who finds herself in such a collective, will often have the worst time of
it in comparison to a girl who is molested, say, by one uncle or a teacher.
A ring will commonly be characterized by ruthlessness and systematic
acquisition of children to sexually abuse and, sadly, even torture and
kill. Her best hope is that the ring is a highly professional one geared
only to the pleasure of sex, and thus aims to `maintain' her for use with
the minimum damage.
   SMELL
   The smell of a preteen girl (or boy) up close is a feature which strikes
many paedophiles, particularly the sensitive type, and it acts as an
aphrodisiac.  It is a genetic fact a child gives off a scent which causes
adults to feel protective, but in those with paedophile tendencies this has
a cross-over effect into the libido.  The smell can only be described as
`sweet but non-artificial', and the effect may well be exacerbated by
newly-washed hair, and most definitely if she is naked.  In a metaphorical
sense, a paedophile is a vampire who can smell the object of his desire.
   TABOO
   In most modern societies, sex with a child is one of the great taboos,
if not the greatest.  It is understood by the average citizean that a child
is to be protected and nurtured, not hurt or abused, and that her/his
innocence is a delightful quality to be guarded as long as possible.  The
crossing of this taboo, however, is in itself one of the most arousing
factors for paedophile attraction.  It may bring an intoxicating feeling of
experimentation and adventure for the `sinning' adult, who may regard what
he is doing as perfectly natural or deliciously wrong.
   UNRIPE
   A preteen girl can, and often is, compared to unripe fruit.  This is
suggestive of her smell and flavour, as well as the facts of her anatomy
being undeveloped and unready for sex.  It highlights the impression that
child-sex is taboo and `against nature'.  Far from discouraging a man with
strong paedophile feelings, however, the concept of her unripeness is
positively a draw to him.  It is most strongly embodied in her markedly
small, delicate and hairless vagina, her flat torso and lack of hip
curvature.  These physical features stir a paedophile, rather than turn him
off.
   VIRGIN
   At the onset of the child's molestation, it will normally be assumed
that she is a virgin, and this is of course a part of the appeal for the
paedophile man.  In a curious way, it may be less important a draw than
with fucking a teenage girl, where the act can be carried out in something
approaching adult style.  In the case of a preteen girl, whether she is a
virgin or not, great delicacy will almost always be necessary until she is
of the age to be resilient to more passionate penetration.
   WANKING
   Needless to say, this is so often a DIY activity, but it can fulfil an
important place in the spectrum of paedophile sex.  The girl, no matter how
young, can easily be taught to do this for the man.  A great taboo pleasure
can be obtained with not the slightest danger of harm to the girl or of
leaving evidence (assuming good clean-up afterwards).  The experience may
be better with an older girl (above 7), as she can understand instruction
and technique.  A child can be systematically acquainted with penis and
semen in this way.
   XTREME
   `Extreme' is often the feeling towards child-sex, which may in fact be a
large part of the buzz of this sexual orientation.  The adjective is an
interesting, fluid one, as its meaning may vary significantly from
paedophile to paedophile.  For example, some may be so desensitized to the
molesting of a child that they do not even see the vaginal penetration of a
9-year-old as `extreme', but may only regard sodomizing her to be extreme.
Others may regard only something as extreme as the vile abuses of a toddler
or baby as `extreme'.
   ZEAL
   Arguably this word captures the nature of a paedophile's sexual
feelings, in the sense it is above and beyond even the passions of
adult-adult lust.  Certainly, for those who have them, the erotic feelings
for a child tend to be something akin to obsession.  A paedophile man may
feel intense heart flutters at the mere sound of a young girl's voice or
laughter, let alone physical aspects such as her face or bottom or the
sighting of one in a bikini.  A practising paedophile, as opposed to one
who only dreams, may indeed go about the acquisition of as many pretty
girls to molest as he can with a systematic `zeal'.
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   I invite feedback and discussion in email to ep1968@hotmail.co.uk Would
you have chosen a different word anywhere?
  
An A-Z of Paedophile Sex