Intimacy, Part III
by eboy – eboyandsuch.wordpress.com

We lie there for a while, just breathing together. The warmth, the intimacy... Three people, joined as one. I wonder whether I'll ever experience this level of connection ever again, wonder how long we'll be able to sustain it. But in the face of such comfort, thoughts of the future tend to fade away, and I simply curl into the softness of their bodies.

It is an hour later, perhaps, when Katy opens her sparkling green eyes and smiles. I return the smile, shifting back slightly to be able to focus on her eyes. She shivers slightly at the new distance between us, and quickly pulls me back. Happy to oblige, I bury my face in her soft breasts, nestling into her. I feel her kiss my hair, and then she whispers softly down to me, "Will we do this forever?"

I know what she means, of course. She's not asking about forever, but asking about the school year, about normal life beyond the summer. I don't look up, but she sighs as she feels me shrug slightly. "I want to," Hashim volunteers, his breath coming soft and low above my head. I hear the soft sound of them kissing, and then he lowers his head to mine and we kiss there, supported by Katy's chest. "So do I," Katy murmurs.

Once again, I feel an urgency. I'd like nothing more than to simply bury my doubts, tell them that I will stay with them... But just as those many days ago, when I needed Hashim to know that I wasn't gay, so now I needed them to know.

"I do to, but I don't know if I will." They look at me, smiling. Their eyes are slightly sad, but mostly just questioning. "There's a girl," I explain, and my mind fills with the thought of her. "At school. I've... I've wanted to be with her for a very long time. And I don't know how she'd react..."

Katy giggles, and Hashim gives me a grin with a slight hint of a leer in it. I pull back again, wanting to look them both in the eyes... And I see them there, his cheek on her breast, staring at me. His dark, steady eyes, her flashing green ones... Both my lovers look at me, and I know they understand. I smile, and relax back into their warm embrace.

"Who knows," Katy murmurs, and I can hear the smile in her voice. "Maybe she'll want to join us some day. I would like that, and I'm sure you both would love to see us..." Hashim and I smile at the thought, and I lean forward ever so slightly to kiss him. His tongue is in my mouth in a flash. Beneath us, Katy hums with pleasure. "That's what I like to see..."

Now that I know they understand... Now, with the thought of the girl there in the back of my mind... Now, I'm ready again, and I feel my cock begin to respond. It rises against Katy's thigh, presses into her warm flesh, and she giggles slightly, moving slightly to rub against it. The tremor in Hashim's lips as she does so tell me that he's just as affected as I am, and I reach over and rub my hand through his hair, holding him to me.

We make out there, tucked in Katy's embrace, until we can no longer stand the feel of her soft breasts on our cheeks, and turn our attention (and our tongues) to her swelling nipples. She moans, and her hands rub our backs, caressing our muscles, pressing us tighter against us. We both kiss up her neck, simultaneously plunging our tongues into her panting mouth. She quivers beneath us, and I feel her legs press together, trying to get what friction she can. I shoot a glance at Hashim, and together our hands ripple down her smooth body, meeting at her crotch. She groans and arches her back as our combined fingers caress her most intimate place, flickering over her clit and rubbing the depths of her pussy. Too soon, though, she breaks away. "More," she moans. I look at Hashim and nod, reaching behind me to grab a rubber. Gently, I place it on Hashim's hardened member, and then Katy turns, rising onto her side, and then they are joined.

She moans as he enters her, her hands grasping tightly behind his neck, pulling him towards her. I see her breasts, so soon before the pillow for my head, pressed tightly into his chest, and I watch as his cock slips smoothly inside her. My eyes drift, and I see that her ass-cheeks are spread wide, exposing her delicate, puckering back hole to my hungry eyes. And then I know, I know how we can all join.

It takes but a second to apply my own condom, and it is but a second longer before I hear Katy gasp at the sudden pressure on her rear entrance. "What...?" she moans, quietly, but I can see the ripples traveling outward through her ass muscles, and know the pleasure she is in. "I'm joining you," I murmur quietly in her ear, burying my face in her hair. I reach around and encircle them in my arms, his body and hers both, and thrust slowly. Katy groans, grimacing at the pain, but Hashim begins to thrust, and soon the friction in her pussy has turned her expression into one of pleasure. I thrust a little more, and feel her stretching around me, her velvety ass gripping down on my cock while making way for further entrance. I can feel Hashim moving, now, feel his cock rubbing against mine through her flesh, and it spurs me on. A moment later, I am buried in her up to the balls. Hashim thrusts in, and then we lie there, the three of us joined. I can feel his hardness through her, feel her softness, her tightness... She is breathing hard, short deep breaths which cause her entire body to move between Hashim and I. The warmth is almost unbearable, and I feel sweat dripping down my neck... But we are all joined, the three of us.

"So full... So much... Never leave me..." Katy is murmuring softly, her eyes glazed over, her voice quivering in time with the muscle spasms of her pussy and ass. I bury my face once again in her hair, kissing her neck, and she moans softly, overwhelmed. I feel Hashim move within her, withdrawing... Then I feel him pushing back in, slowly, the tip of his cock pressing along the bottom of mine through the wall of her flesh. As he enters, I withdraw, so that Katy is never empty, always full with the warm flesh of her lovers... A rhythm sets in, and we move together, each movement sending quivers through our collective flesh.

Such connection, then. I lost track of myself in the rhythm, lost track of how I was seperate from each of them, from how the fiery pleasures in my loins were separate from the fullness, wholeness of Katy's being, from the tightness gripping Hashim's cock. I could almost feel her pussy juice flowing down Hashim's long rod, almost feel the cock pumping in my (no, Katy's) ass. We writhed together, moaned together, grunted together, breathed together... And soon, it all overwhelmed us, and we came together, screaming, thrasing, humping... Katy's orgasm built deep inside her, quivering up through her whole being until she thrashed between us, her throaty moan becoming a piercing scream and finally giving way to nothing. Hashim's orgasm came on with no warning, no build up, just a sudden explosion of voice and movement and liquid that went on and on and on... And my orgasm echoed both of theirs.

When we finished, we just held each other, each of us shaking and exhausted from having shared ourselves so completely and having been newly separated. Tears were gliding down Katy's face, and her mouth hung open, tongue lolling to one side. Hashim closed his eyes and quivered, occasionally grunting softly deep in his throat. I held them both, and allowed them to cushion me, and then I fell asleep.

They walked me home, that night. The three of us, hand in hand in hand. It was dark by the time we left, and by the time we arrived, the stars were out, shining above our heads. We would stop often along the way to simply rest our tired bodies against each other, softness against softness, breath against breath. When we reached my steps, we sat there for a minute, looking up at the summer night sky. Then I kissed them both one last time, and went inside. Inside, I sat down, collapsing my body until it simply hung on the chair... I sat there and thought. I knew that I wouldn't be able to be with them often, or for very long, yet I felt no sadness. I had shared myself, and shared in them. That kind of intimacy... Once experienced, it never leaves, staying inside one's soul and growing with each day... I stood up and checked the voice mail, and smiled as I heard the voice of the girl begin leaving her message. Intimacy, attraction, lust... I went to bed feeling the warmth of Katy and Hashim on either side of me, and I fell asleep dreaming of the girl, and of the future.