DOCTOR DAN'S EROTIC STORIES

YANG RECEPTION

AUTHOR	Wollstonecraft
DATE ADDED	21st September 2002
AUTHOR EMAIL
STORY CODES	M/F, Cuck, Preg

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I owe my life to Guru Tsu. I discovered his teachings when I was twelve. Before my parents' divorce, I practically lived in the library. When I read the first book, it was as if I could see for the first time. His words gave me comfort when I needed it the most.

It wasn't long before I sought out other followers of Guru Tsu's Way. We'd meet once or twice a week to meditate, study his writings and do enlightenment exercises. I was really good at "going to level," what we called the deep meditation state. Glory, who had actually studied under Guru Tsu, said I was really advanced for my age. She said that I had an "inner illumination" that would make me a natural guide, but that I needed further, deeper instruction. My heart leapt when she told me that I might be able to learn at the feet of Guru Tsu himself. But I'd have to wait until I was older and, until then, I'd have to follow the Way, especially the paths of purity and chastity. As if she had to tell me!

From that moment on I counted the days. It was hard doing mundane things like going to school and doing chores, but I ignored the hedonism of the other kids at school by meditating and studying the Way. My mom, unable to control her own worldly urges, wasn't around much anyway, so I had plenty of time to contemplate on the Way.

The days became months, then years. Many people came and left our cluster as their faith in the Way waxed and waned, but I never wavered in my resolve. I devoutly followed the Way, and finally my devotion was rewarded. I was called to join Guru Tsu at the Common!

When I boarded the private plane, it took every bit of my meditative control to keep my excitement in check. Through the long flight, I tried to stay at level, but my mind was awash in anticipation. Glory had cautioned me that even with all my years of study and exercise, it could never compare with the experience of studying under Guru Tsu himself. My being would be in a constant state of wonderment, if not utter shock.

I got my first surprise as I got off the plane and saw that no one at the Common wore clothes. It really shouldn't have surprised me. After all, matters of the spirit was the preoccupation here, not physicality. Still, it took a bit of adjustment. I'd immersed myself in virtue and purity practically my entire life, rejecting all thoughts of the flesh. It was hard to see people, both women and, especially, men, displaying themselves shamelessly without being reminded of my own carnal feelings. It was to be my first lesson.

I was greeted by a young woman who told me her name was Pearl and she was to be my guide for the first few days until I became accustomed to my new surroundings. She showed me to my room and said I could leave my clothes there and she would show me the grounds. When I stood naked before her, I tried not to be self-conscious, but she noticed it right away. "Don't worry," she laughed. "Once you meet with Tsu, you'll get over it."

As we wandered the grounds while she pointed out the meditation temple, the dining halls and the other areas, I couldn't help but notice that every man who crossed our path seemed to be in a state of sexual arousal. I'd never seen a man naked before, but I'd studied enough to know that guys weren't always erect like that. Then I noticed that every woman there, including Pearl, were obviously sexually excited as well, even the ones that were in various stages of pregnancy. Their thighs were literally dripping with moistness. I suddenly recognized that for the first time in my life I was filled with what I could only call a sensual lust. My nipples, like every other woman in the Common, were thick and tight and I felt a growing warmth between my legs.

As if she could hear my innermost thoughts, Pearl smiled and said, "Yes, one's first days at the Common can be confusing in its joy, but Tsu will explain everything."

We ate dinner in one of the small halls. We sat with two other girls. Pearl introduced me to Undine. She was also a guide. The girl with her had come to the Common the previous day. Pearl told them I'd meet with Guru Tsu tomorrow. Undine told us the girl she was with would be seeing him tomorrow, too. It was odd, but I didn't catch the name of Undine's charge.

"I'm so jealous of the two of you," Undine said. "I wish I could re-live meeting Tsu for the first time. How wonderful the experience is!"

The other new girl didn't say much during dinner. She probably felt like me, a little shy and a bit overwhelmed by all the newness. I could tell, though, that she was filled with excitement. When we all finished eating and rose to leave, I couldn't help but notice that her thighs were coated with a filmy fluid. Just like Undine's and Pearl's. Just like mine.

It turned out that Undine's ward had the room next to mine, so the four of us walked back to the living quarters together. When we got to my room, Undine said the two of them would see us at lunch the next day, and then we'd go together to the yang reception ceremony. Then they both went into the new girl's room.

Pearl opened my door and we went in. I was exhausted from all the excitement of the day and I sat on the bed, ready to collapse. Pearl sat next to me and hugged me tightly. The feeling of her breasts pressed upon mine only made the unusual desire within me burn deeper. When she kissed me, our tongues met and I moaned slightly, a shiver traveling up my legs and into my belly. Then she got up and went to the door, saying, "Sleep well. You've got a demanding day tomorrow."

I slipped into bed, shaking a bit from the confusing feelings I was experiencing. The sheets, surprisingly, felt like satin and, unaccustomed to sleeping in the nude, the material against my flesh only increased the intensity of the embers I felt inside me trying to burst into an inferno. For the first time in years I was tempted to touch myself, but I called upon my meditation training, went to level and soon I was asleep.

The next morning, I was woken by a kiss. Pearl had brought me breakfast. As I ate, Pearl outlined my day. First was a series of physical exercises to prepare my body for the spiritual teachings that followed. Then, after I was physically cleansed and ready, I would be brought to Guru Tsu for a series of personal instruction and training. I grew excited in anticipation. Then I would participate in the yang reception ceremony. Before I could even ask, Pearl said, "I can't explain or even describe it. After your audience with Tsu, you will understand."

To be honest, I wasn't looking forward to the physical exercises. I'm really not much into exercising. No one would ever accuse me of being skinny, but I'm not grossly overweight and I'd had my share of boys at school looking at me with obviously carnal thoughts. Even so, I'm what's called a "full-figured" girl, especially in the hips, bottom and bust, and I hoped no one was going to try to suddenly make me a size eight in a matter of hours.

I needn't have worried. When we got to the exercise room, instead of the typical gym equipment I was expecting, Pearl led me to a simple massage table. Pearl told me to lie on the table on my stomach, and another women came in and gave the most incredible massage I'd ever had. Actually, it was the first massage I'd ever had, but it was wonderful. When the masseuse massaged my buttocks, I got a bit tense, but it passed quickly, and when she kneaded my breasts and thighs, it seemed so natural that I didn't think twice about it. By the time she probed my labia, I was in such a state of tranquility that I eagerly accepted it as part of the sensuality of the experience.

I was totally at peace with my body. Every muscle was utterly content. Then Pearl told me to go to level. As calm as I was, I slipped in easily, my eyes already closed, my mind already in a state of bliss . I vaguely felt the masseuse lifting my legs off the table. "Try to keep them raised," she commanded. I held them in the air, then she continued, "Good. Now spread them apart."

Normally, I'd have been too shy to separate my thighs so widely, but in my serenity, I was emboldened and I pulled my legs wide apart. I shivered slightly as I felt the cool air on my labia. "Very nice," I heard the masseuse say, "you already shows signs of receptivity. Now, keep your thighs apart and touch your heels together." My thighs quivered and my buttocks quivered against the table as my feet met, making me shiver. I realized that my vagina was open and moist and I felt a trickle of liquid sliding down between my buttocks. "Yes," she continued, "you're quite receptive. You'll have no trouble with Tsu's preparations."

"From this point forward," Pearl instructed, "relax and keep at level as we prepare you for your meeting with Tsu." My greatest wish was about to come true and it was hard to remain in control, but I concentrated on my inner peace. Even so, I'd falter occasionally and my heart would begin to race.

I was led to another room where I was bathed and dried. My hair was brushed and simply styled. I felt utterly pampered. Then I was taken to a small room.

The lighting was dim and diffuse. The only furniture was a single curved chair without arms, closely facing each other. I was placed in it and the chair slid backward, so my head was level with my upturned hips. Then the chair rose until my head was slightly more than waist-level to Pearl. It was a surprisingly restful position. I felt as if I was lying in the palm of a large soft hand with my legs spread and dangling comfortably in the air. Then Pearl and the other left and I was alone. I calmed myself and concentrated on my meditative state.

When one is at level, time has no meaning. After I was in the room alone for minutes or hours or days, I slowly became aware of another presence. When he began to speak, it was filled with such peace and love, it was as if we had been talking intimately for years.

"Are you comfortable, child?"

"Yes, Guru Tsu."

He was standing next to me, his face smiling down at me. He seemed much younger than I had expected. Instead of the sage elder I had envisioned, he was trim and muscular. Like every other male I'd seen at the Common, his long penis stood thick and rigid. Surprisingly, in retrospect, I didn't find that threatening in the least.

"Please, child, if you would, call me Tsu. Honorifics have no place at the Common. We are all equals in our spirituality.

"I hear and understand, Tsu," I replied, falling into the ritual response.

"I have followed your progress with great interest," he said, his hand idly stroking my hair. "Your teachers tell me you have great wisdom for one so young. This is why you have been asked to join the Common. They believe you will accept the truth that is about to be revealed to you.

"But first, I would be honored if you would accept from me a gift. A humble adornment, if you will. I should like to call you Roe, and it would please me if you would take it as your name." He bowed slightly.

"I am honored to accept," I replied. "To you and to all, I am Roe." In the position I was in, I couldn't return the bow, but I nodded my head.

"Thank you," he said softly, "I am blessed by your acceptance." He turned and walked slowly, moving toward my legs. He said, in a louder voice. "Now, Roe, here is a puzzle. We are spiritual beings." He paused.

"That always were and always will be, perfect in our spirituality," I finished.

"Yet," he continued, "we inhabit physical bodies within a physical world. Why is that?"

"Our physical bodies, indeed, the physical world is a manifestation of our spiritual beings," I replied.

"Yes. But if that is so, why is it that our physical bodies age and die?"

"Age and deterioration is a reflection of our imperfect understanding of our spiritual nature." I almost allowed myself to indulge in a small sense of pride, but instead I maintained level.

"So we accept that death is evidence of the physical world's imperfection. But then we must also accept that birth is also such evidence."

I thought for a second. "Yes," I decided. "In the environment of pure enlightenment there is no death. Therefore there would be no birth."

"So," he said, "the agents of birth, the ovum and the sperm, are the result and exist only because of our blindness to our true spirituality.

"Yes," I agreed.

He had moved so that he was standing at my feet, facing me. "And that would also mean that the abstractions of male and female, active and passive, yin and yang, are also the consequence of the misunderstanding of our spirituality, is that right?"

I fell silent as I contemplated. Then I spoke. "No, Tsu, that is not right. Yin and yang are perfect states, not bound by the physical. There is an error in reason."

He moved forward. "Your teachers spoke truth. You are wise beyond your years." His hand rose to stroke my inner calve.

"The error, Roe, is in the initial fact and the unstated assumption. The unstated word. 'Merely.' Our physical bodies are not 'merely' a manifestation of our spiritual beings. They are essential to our journey, to our enlightenment."

His eyes grew intense as he stared into mine. "In disengaging the spiritual from the physical and designating our actions as either only spiritual or physical, we are overwhelmed with hunger while starving ourselves spiritually.

Our spiritual beings need nourishment. This sustenance manifests itself as the flow of essence from the center outward. Conceptually, from the earth to the heavens. This is physically manifest in the mating of male and female.

"I need not tell you that, we, male and female, have a physical need for coitus. This is borne from a spiritual need for physical union, for the coupling of the male and female, to allow the flow of spiritual essence from the earth, through the male, to the heaven, through the female. This need is strong. You have noticed this, especially here, have you not?"

I nodded. I was beginning to struggle with maintaining level while his hand was stroking my leg, his fingers moving slowing upward towards my thigh,, but I was aware enough to believe I noticed a discrepancy. I waited to mention it.

"This need is the physical manifestation of our need for spiritual nourishment. This nourishment is normally consumed via the physical chakra. In the male this is mundanely known as the prostate, in the female as the cervix.

Tsu must have noticed that I was having trouble staying at level. He stopped stroking my leg and continued. "When confronted with this need to exchange essence yet unable to connect with the spiritual flow and receive nourishment, chakras, the male has no choice but to cannibalize his own life essence. This is manifest as sperm. In the female it is manifest as the ovum."

I was beginning to understand the implication of his words. But the discrepancy bothered me. "Tsu," I interrupted, "the earth is traditionally represented as yin and the heavens as yang, but you describe the flow reversed. The male, the active, passes essence to the female, the passive."

Tsu smiled. "This is the manifestation. This is the cause of our starvation." He paused.

I understood in a surge of enlightenment. I cried, "My God, I see! The male is meant to be yin and the female is supposed to be yang!" The import of the realization was startling.

"Yes, Roe," Tsu said, grinning, "You are, indeed, most perceptive. The male is unable to pass the spiritual essence actively. He is the conduit and the female is the active recipient. She must draw the essence from him."

I eagerly nodded, excited at the insight. "So that, with the male as the passive conduit and the female as the active recipient, the direction of the spiritual flow is from yin to yang, the degeneration of the couples' beingness is negated, the cycle of birth and death is broken!." I began to shake. "Tsu, I understand! I understand!"

In my excitement, I had completely left my meditative state. I was beginning to babble something about entropy when Tsu instantly broke through my agitation by reaching out and placing his hand upon my pubic mound. The sudden intimate contact made me gasp.

I looked down at his hand upon me, then looked up into his eyes. His gaze was warm and strangely inviting.

He said softly, "Do you also understand why you are here, Roe?"

My gaze fell from his eyes to his groin. His rigid penis was less than an inch from my vagina, poised for entry. I felt myself becoming moist with a carnal heat.

Suddenly I understood perfectly. Yang reception. The female act of actively receiving essence from the passive male.

I lowered my eyes. "Yes, Tsu," I whispered, "I believe I do."

"Will you accept the truth and, so, the responsibility? Will you follow the Way and prepare yourself for yang reception?"

I hesitated. It was a great leap of faith I was being asked to make. My acceptance would mean I would take a man's penis into my virgin vagina and receive his ejaculate. If the Way was not true, I would actually be taking sperm into my ovulating womb. I was coming into the fertile time in my cycle. I'd become pregnant.

"Tsu," I said, my voice quivering slightly, "I am not perfect in my belief. I have doubts. I am afraid of conceiving and bearing a child."

"Roe," Tsu said comfortingly, "you need but remember that it is not your beliefs only that will control the reality. There is also your partner. Even if your faith is weak and you cannot accept the male's spiritual offering, thus creating the ovum within you, if your partner's faith is firm, there will be no sperm in his seminal essence. There can be no impregnation, no conception, no childbearing. Just as there will for you be no aging, no deterioration. No death. And, without the aggression borne of frustration, a new age of peace and love. You will be part of the vanguard that ushers in this new age for humanity."

No death. The vanguard of a new age.

It had to be true. It was the only truth that made sense.

I confronted and banished my concerns. "Yes, Tsu," I said resolutely. "I see and understand. I accept the responsibility. I accept the Way."

Tsu smiled. "You are devout as you are wise, Roe. I am honored to be in the presence of one so firm in her faith." He bowed deeply. I shivered as I felt his breath play upon my abdomen.

Now that my faith was true, I was overwhelmed with anticipation. My heart started to race. "Are--are you to prepare me for the ceremony?" I asked, fighting to get back to level.

"No, Roe. You will prepare yourself. I cannot do so, for it would negate my yin. I can, however, offer you guidance which you may choose to accept."

I realized I'd asked the wrong question. "Are you to be--my partner?"

He placed his hands on my hips. "For your initiate reception. If you should wish it so." His eyes rested upon my breasts, which rose and fell with my quickening breath.

My voice trembled. "I--I d-do wish it so."

He then bowed again and solemnly asked, "Do you want to take my conduit within you, to draw from me the spiritual in substance? Will you sup from my body to take nourishment for your soul?" I felt each syllable flutter through my pubic hair and my labia began to quiver, swelling with desire.

I recognized the form and responded as clearly as my gasping breath would allow. "I w-want to take your c-conduit with-- within me, and d-draw from you the spiritual in substance. I will s-sup from your b-body to t-take nourishment for my soul." I felt my wetness begin to run out from between my throbbing labial folds.

He rose and stood motionless between my legs. The heat from his firm, thick penis, little more than millimeters from my vagina, inflamed me. I was aching to take him into me, craving to fill myself with his flesh.

"Raise your legs and rest them upon my hips," Tsu said.

I wrapped her legs around him. His skin felt warm and rough against my soft thighs. I gasped when I felt his penis touch me between my legs. Steeling myself, I clamped my legs tightly onto Tsu's waist and dug my heels into his back, pulling myself swiftly up off the chair and up into his groin.

My body shuddered as I felt his penis pressing tightly against my moist flesh only to slide downwards, running along the cleft of my bottom to rest snugly between my buttocks.

Tsu smiled down at me as the soft globes of my bottom quivered against him. "No, Roe. You must take care not to become too aggressive. You must simply open yourself and draw me into you." I sighed passionately as I loosened my legs' tight grip on him and lowered myself back onto the chair. He pulled out and away.

Tsu continued softly, "Take my penis in your hand and position the head at the entrance to your vagina." I reached down and gingerly wrapped my fingers around the long, firm shaft, already moist from its contact with my damp skin. I felt his blood coursing through the warm velvety column. It throbbed against my palm, and my eyes widened, my heart raced. For a instant I imagined this massive flesh inside me, spurting sperm into my womb, inundating the egg floating deep inside me, making it grow, making me pregnant. As fearful as I was at the danger of carrying a child within me, the idea made me warm with desire.

I put the vision out of my mind and, my breath rasping, I pressed the bulbous head into the soft folds of my labia. "Softly rub the tip up and down along the fold," Tsu said. I did as he suggested. The sensation of the cushiony head sliding along the length of my slick vaginal lips sent sparks of pleasure through me. I felt my moistness trickling out of me, sliding down between the cleft of my buttocks.

Tsu whispered, "Your initiate reception must be achieved with as little aggression as possible. You must open yourself gently and freely so your vaginal passage can embrace the penis tightly against your physical chakra, extract the seminal secretions and take it within you with without force. Your vagina must expand and blossom just as the petals of a flower open to welcome pollination.

"As I lean forward, place your hands on my shoulders. I will place my hands upon your breasts to allow for the circular flow of energy between us."

"Ahh," I gasped as his fingers pressed onto my taut nipples. His touch sent shoots of fire down through my body.

"Yes," Tsu sighed, his breath becoming husky, "you can feel the energy coursing, can you not?"

"Hhh-y-yes," I rasped.

"Now with your legs, gently pull me towards you." As I did, I felt the warm head nestle snugly in my labia. I began to moan softly.

"Focus on your labial folds," Tsu breathed. "Feel them bared and exposed, spreading and unfolding, growing moist as they open to welcome in the seminal messenger." My lips fluttered and parted around the silky tip and my moans grew louder as his penis began to slide into me.

"Now concentrate on your vaginal channel. Visualize it widening and expanding to accommodate the thickness. Feel it growing slick with your welcoming fluids." I felt myself becoming wetter, the liquid running through my trembling buttocks and down my back, and I felt his warm flesh slowly sliding into my vagina.

"Ohhh," I cried as I felt my labia close around the head as it passed into me.

"Yes," Tsu hissed, "draw in it. Feel your vagina opening and widening, welcoming and receiving."

I felt myself growing more and more open as I accepted more and more of his penis into me. I felt my vagina begin to ripple upon his hard flesh, my labial lips caressing and embracing his shaft.

Then I felt a pressure deep within me as the progress of the fleshy column waned, then stopped. Tsu whispered, "Just as in your spiritual training, effort is needed to pass the barriers to enlightenment. Just as discarding false perceptions may bring initial trauma, so too may advancing though the physical obstruction cause an initial discomfort."

My moans grew louder as Tsu's fingers began to stroke my breasts. "These tender stimulations should assist in helping to reduce the shock." My back arched and my breasts rose into his caresses. As he fondled my aching nipples, my pelvis began to rock gently and the pressure of his firmness upon my hymen increased.

"Oh, oh, oh," I cried as the rutting of my hips increased in intensity and the stress of his unyielding penis upon the membrane blocking its entry rhythmically escalated. "Oh, oh-- Oh!!" The pressure suddenly became a stab of pleasure-pain as the veil began to rupture. "Oh!!" My hips rose up again and another delicious sting shot through me. My secretions flowed out of me, trying in vain to ease the shock of my maidenhead being split and torn away. "Aah!!" The sharp sensation washed over me again and I felt Tsu's thick penis suddenly shift within me. "Aaagh!" Each roll of my pelvis brought another sweet pang of pain and his manhood slid a bit deeper into my inflamed sheathe.

Then the sharpness of the pain ebbed and the long, stiff flesh continued its descent into my depths. "The worst is passed, my little Roe," Tsu gasped, "Soon you will hold my penis fully within your vagina. Soon you will begin to draw the essence from my body, the nourishment you so crave to take and I so crave to give."

"Yes, Tsu," I moaned, "yes, I feel your presence inside me so intensely, I-- Oh!!" "I felt his testicles suddenly pressing tightly upon my buttocks. At the same time, deep within me, I felt the head of his penis touch the bottom of my vagina. "Oh, Tsu," I cried, "it feels--it feels so good in me, so deep inside me, I feel so--so--"

"It is the pressure on your chakra that gives you such pleasure," Tsu explained in a husky voice. "The chakra, what you would call your cervix, hungers for that which it knows is now within its reach. Feel how it pulses against the head of the conduit."

"Y-yes, I--I do," I groaned.

"And feel how my penis also pulses within you, the energy that surges through it, growing and intensifying, building to explosive release."

"Hh-yes, yes, I--I--"

"You must not let the energy remain restricted, Roe. When the essence is allowed to stay seething with the male, it becomes infused with the active seed of his life force. And when it is fully charged with his sperm, that is when he must ejaculate, aggressively driving it into the female's womb, causing conception and childbirth."

Again my mind was overcome with the possibility of becoming pregnant. I pictured my belly bulged out, grown fat with Tsu's child. As pleasantly erotic as the image was, I knew that dwelling on it would make it so.

"Tsu," I moaned, my desire burning hot within me, "give me guidance so I may drink of the essence within you.

"You must begin gently, little Roe," Tsu breathed. "Tighten your vaginal channel upon my penis."

Concentrating through the flames of passion that threatened to overwhelm me, I squeezed the muscles deep with me, constricting my narrow passage, securing my grip on Tsu's thick member. "Oooh," I squealed as I felt Tsu's penis twitch faintly inside me.

"Feel how my penis responds to your pressure. Squeeze again, then quickly relax, then just as quickly squeeze again."

I again compressed my vagina upon the firmness within me and I thrilled at the sensation of his warm flesh filling me. I loosened my grip and Tsu's penis sank further into me. I moaned as his pubic bone stroked my clitoris and I shuddered at the sudden pressure of the shaft pressing against my cervix. Reflexively, I quickly tightened my grip on his manhood again and cried out as the staff brushed across the sensitive entrance to my womb and my clitoris was again caressed by his warm flesh.

Without prompting I began to rhythmically tighten and relax my vaginal sheathe, clutching and unclutching the presence so deeply lodged within me. I moaned again and again as my clitoris and my cervix was simultaneously massaged over and over, making the flames of ecstacy burn hotter and brighter inside me.

"Yes," Tsu moaned, his breath now quick and short, "let your body guide you now. Follow where it leads."

My muscular efforts had the effect of gently rolling my hips up and down, causing the long, thick shaft to slide softly in and out of my vagina. My labial lips fluttered against the slick moving flesh, pulling out as the shaft slid out, sliding back as the column slipped back in to rub sensuously against my cervix and grind its hairy base into my clitoris.

My movements gradually intensified as did my moans and soon I was grinding my pelvis into Tsu's groin again and again. I was awash in passion, my heart racing, my belly aflame.

Suddenly I exploded. My body shuddered violently and I shrieked in rapture as the orgasm broke and flashed through me, penetrating into my very soul. My throat was filled with a long shriek and my vagina was spasming wildly upon the source of my pleasure. My channel was still grasping and releasing, but at a pace I could never have even initiated. much less have maintained, had I tried. I felt the grip my vaginal walls ripple along the length of the shaft within me, pulling at it, drawing it in deeper.

Tsu's fingers tightened on my breasts, sharply squeezing in rhythm with my vagina's rapid clenching upon his thick flesh held tight and deep inside me. My hips rolled uncontrollably in time with my spasms, making my clitoris glide rapidly up and down across his skin, making the head of his penis prod at the narrow entrance of my cervix again and again, causing another blaze of orgasmic rapture to wrack my body even before the last one waned, causing the cycle to begin anew. His scrotum vibrated against my bottom, only intensifying the spasms that burned into my very being.

My vagina pulled insistently at Tsu's penis, stroking it, sucking it, milking it. My entire being was centered on one goal, one need, one insatiable craving: to drink of his male essence. I ached to pull his masculine secretions into me, to suck the perfect syrup out of his penis and take it all deep into my womb. My sheathe clamped down on him feverishly and my pelvis rutted faster and faster as my seething lust overpowered me.

As I pulled and clutched violently at the flesh rooted deep inside me, its head poked harder and more insistently into my cervix. Again I felt myself opening and widening in accommodation, this time in the deepest depths of my vagina. I felt the entrance to my womb expanding and enlarging, adapting and conforming to the conduit I was pulling so deeply into me, accepting the bearer of the sustenance I craved into my womb in preparation to devour its life-giving nourishment.

I crushed myself tighter and tighter against Tsu's body and the tip of his long penis speared deeper and deeper into my cervix. The welcoming orifice sucked at the soft head, urging it to release its sweet gift, coaxing it to dispense its liquid bounty, imploring it to fill me with his creamy essence.

The burning passion within me was overpowering. My pleading eyes focused on Tsu, who stood leaning over me in a state of bliss, his eyes closed, his lips humming softly. Every muscle in my body strained in unison to suck the rich nectar from the firm flesh I held tight and deep inside me. My hips pulled, my vagina grabbed, my cervix licked and goaded.

Then Tsu's entire body tensed. I felt his penis suddenly expand, tightening the grasp of my spasming vagina. Our eyes widened and locked as we gasped in unison.

Then my eyes rolled up into my head and I cried out as I felt the hard shaft throb sharply against my tightly clenching channel. The first great pulse of his delicious release surged deeply into my rapturously shuddering body. The molten liquid charged into me, burning into the center of my soul, and my orgasm flashed through me with renewed ferocity. My squeezing flesh sucked down the long spurt, drawing the rich cream deep into my womb, setting my belly ablaze. The spasm seemed to go on forever.

But even as my tensing channel loosened its mad grip, my cry rose as I felt the fiery lance inside me swelling up again. The walls of my furrow spontaneously clamped down upon him again as he once more jerked against my tightening flesh. Another thick jet of his essence streamed into me and again my cervix lapped at the sumptuous elixir, sucking it in deep.

Again I released my tight grip, again the fullness inside me bloated and again I squeezed out a long, thick spurt of the rich syrup from his quivering member, taking it deep into my insatiable womb. Again I loosened, again he inflated and again I sucked it in. And again. And again.

Tsu's throbbing flesh pulsed over and over inside me and I releasing gush after gush of his pearly essence, flooding from the tip of his throbbing, pumping penis. My greedy vagina milked the spurting shaft, voraciously drinking down every drop it pulled from the now-moaning Tsu. The palpating tip, buried deep in my nursing cervix, fired each virile load directly into my womb and I felt my belly growing full with his silky discharge.

My pelvis gyrated wetly against his groin, our meshing pubic hair sodden and matted with the perspiration that streamed off my body, as my vulva continued to suckle noisily at his staff. The liquid sound of his slick pumping penis engulfed in my soaked seizing channel filled my ears. I felt myself filled to overflowing, our mingled emissions bubbling and squishing out, running between my buttocks and down my back.

Tsu's penis eventually stopped pulsing, but my voracious vagina wasn't satisfied. It continued to pull at the softening flesh inside me and, just before I squeezed it completely out of my grasp, I exploded in one final orgasm. Then my body slid back against the soft cushion of the chair, still quivering. my breath raspy and quick.

Tsu smiled down at my sated body. He asked, "You are content?"

I smiled back up at him, "Oh, Tsu-- I never-- never realized it was so-- so--"

"As it should be. When the taking and giving of the essence is done for its true purpose, both parties feel totally satisfied, totally fulfilled."

Its true purpose. For a brief instant I thought about the old purpose. I recalled the films they showed us in health class. I pictured millions of tiny sperm rushing through the womb, swimming up the fallopian tubes, surrounding and attacking the egg until one impregnated it. I imagined that going on in my body. I immediately banished the thought.

"You are, indeed, a deft student, little Roe," Tsu told me. "You have innately understood and have quickly mastered the technique of the yang. You will participate in the afternoon ceremony and all thereafter. I must take my leave." He bowed and kissed my abdomen, making my shiver return briefly. He then stood erect and, as the lights in the room began to dim, he moved into the darkness at one of the corner of the room.

"Thank you, Tsu," I called after him.

Again I lay there for minutes or hours, alternating between meditation and sleep. Then Pearl and the masseuse suddenly appeared on either side of me. As they began to help me out of the chair, I noticed how sore I was between my legs. As I rose, I felt some of the warm syrup I'd taken from Tsu sliding down my legs. For some reason, losing even a drop saddened me and I tightened my thighs, trying to keep in all in me, even though doing so was a bit painful.

Pearl escorted me to lunch in the same hall we'd had dinner the night before. We again ate with Undine and the other new girl. Pearl told them I'd been to see Tsu and I'd be taking part in the ceremony.

Undine grinned. "Oh, you'll so love it! Isn't Tsu wonderful?"

I shivered, feeling Tsu's essence clinging to my thighs. The other new girl stared down into her plate. "I took Tsu's instruction this morning, too," she sighed. She looked up and smiled at me. "I am Faun," she said proudly. It was obviously the name Tsu gave her. "I'd never felt so--so enraptured, so fulfilled. It's as if I've found my purpose."

"Yes," I cried, "that's it, that's the feeling exactly!"

"Well," smiled Pearl, "you'll be taking in a lot more purpose at the yang reception."

As we ate, Pearl and Undine chatted about the ceremony but must I confess I didn't hear a lot of it. I really couldn't concentrate with the wetness seeping out of me, coating my buttocks before pooling in the chair.. I realized that Faun, too, had the same feeling between her legs. Again the picture of a flood of Tsu's wiggly little sperm attacking and fertilizing my defenseless egg came into my mind. Then I imagined Tsu's virile sperm in Faun's womb, impregnating Faun's egg. I wondered which us he came to first this morning. I wondered which of us had taken more of his sweet essence, which of us had the more potent of his seed inside, which of us was more likely to be pregnant with his child.

I literally shook the thoughts from my head. And I think I saw Faun's head shudder, too.

We finished eating and I rose from my chair. I looked down and, to my embarrassment, I'd left a puddle of Tsu's and my combined juices. Pearl saw it, too. She dipped her fingers into the wetness, then raised her hand to her lips.

"Mmm," said Pearl as she licked her fingers. She bent close to me and whispered, "I hope you're looking forward to this, because I certainly am."

Pearl and Undine took us to a part of the Common we'd not seen before. They called it the Garden. Just before we passed through the separation in the high hedges that seemed to surround it, Pearl said to me and Faun, "Well, are we ready?"

I nodded, a bit nervously. I wasn't sure what to expect.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine," soothed Pearl. She hugged me tight and kissed me deeply. I kissed her back just as passionately. When we parted, her eyes burned with passion.

"Come on, now," she breathed and led us past the hedges.

We were in a large grassy area, along with about two dozen other women. Some of them were standing about, others were positioning themselves onto the dozen mats that were placed in rows on the grass. There were two pillows on each mat, one much larger than the other. Pearl took me to one of the mats and instructed me to sit on the high pillow. Undine told Faun to do the same on the mat to the left of me. Pearl then had me lay back so my head was on the smaller pillow and my buttocks were high up on the larger one. She parted my legs, told me to go to level and whispered, "You'll know what to do." Then she gave me a long, deep kiss while rubbing her fingers into my pubic mound. I was already excited, but her touch made my desire burn even stronger and my hips began to rut slightly. Next to me, I hear Faun moan, so I guessed Undine was massaging her the same way. Too soon, she got up and moved out of my field of vision.

Even before I began to meditate, I heard rustling near the hedges. I lifted my head. Coming single file into the Garden was Tsu followed by a number of men. They were all young, fairly muscular and, most of all, incredibly sexually attractive. All of them had massive erections jutting firmly from thick patches of pubic hair and I immediately felt myself getting excited. I figured that there was a male for each supine female. I wondered which one I'd be mated with. I grew wetter when it occurred to me it might even be Tsu.

In silence, each male went to one of the mats. My breath grew rapid as I saw the man whose essence I was about to take into me. He was an Asian, practically hairless and very well built. He knelt before me, his hip pressing against my parted thighs. Either Tsu's essence was still dripping profusely from me or I was lubricating copiously from excitement, because when my thighs parted, fluid streamed from my rocking vagina. The man moved closer and his rigid flesh poked at the tender skin between my legs. I remembered the ethnic slurs about Asians all having small penises from school and, although I never for a moment believed them, was glad to finally see proof of the lie, even tho it was only the second penis I'd ever seen in real life.

My breath grew quick and my heart raced in passion. I reached down, took his long hard penis into my grip and quickly positioned between the folds of my labia. Then, as he leaned over and his hands pressed down upon my taut nipples, I threw my legs around his hips and swiftly pulled him to me. I cried out as his stiffness filled me with a single rapid thrust, his scrotum slapping tight against my bottom, the head of his penis nestling tight upon my cervix.

For an instant I stared at the stranger whose penis I tightly held in my intimate, carnal embrace. Stunned by the fullness within me, I was overwhelmed by the realization that a strange man's bare penis was buried inside my unprotected vagina, its tip snug at the open entrance to my womb, with no barrier whatsoever to stop him from planting his potent semen in me and making me pregnant. My eyes widened in panic.

Then Tsu's words filled my mind, calming my soul, even as the handsome stranger's hands pressed against my breasts, rekindling my passion. My vaginal muscles tightened upon the fleshy rod and my pelvis pressed up into his groin, grinding my clitoris into the base of his shaft.

I immediately noticed that the penis lodged within me felt very different than Tsu's. This one was longer, but not quite as thick. When I clenched down on it, my clitoris scrubbed against him with a great deal of friction. I moaned in pleasure at the sensation.

Just as with Tsu, I rhythmically squeezed at the presence inside me over and over. My hips rocked back and forth, rubbing my clitoris against his thick pubic hair. It wasn't long before my body responded on its own and my spasming vagina pulled and sucked at his firm manhood as I cried out in orgasmic ecstasy. Before very long, his groans echoed mine and his fingers dug into the soft flesh of my breasts.

I turned and looked at Faun, who was in the throes of her own orgasmic spasms. She was squealing under a massively built man of African descent. Her hips were a blur as her vagina pulled at her partner's penis, her eyes closed tight, her face contorted in bliss.

My attention returned to my own partner. His groans were growing stronger and I suddenly felt his body begin to tighten against my thighs. My own vaginal contractions intensified, sending the rapturous waves cresting through my spasming body as his penis suddenly swelled up in its cramp quarters. Shrieking, I felt the first long jet shoot hot and thick upon my cervix as he spurted his essence into my devouring vagina. As he groaned and I gasped, his throbbing shaft pumped his release again and again into me and my thirsty womb sucked in every drop. Next to me, Faun and her partner was also shrieking and grunting as her womb was filled with the essence.

As soon as the last of the warm spurts filled me, I heard Pearl at my ear, whispering, "You must release him now." My body had other thoughts, though, and my vagina continued to pull and suck at the drained font as my being continued to shudder in orgasm. Pearl's hands were at my legs, gently unwrapping my legs from my partner. "Let him go now, love," she said again. With a sigh, I reluctantly relaxed my tight grip on the still-rigid penis and he slid free.

He got up and quickly moved to the mat of the woman to my right. His position between my legs was immediately filled by the African who only moments before was in Faun's tight channel. Gasping with insatiate desire and unexpected delight, I reached down and lustfully grabbed the stiff penis, still dripping with Faun's secretions, that stood stiffly erect below the tightly curled, wiry hair that thickly covered his abdomen and chest. My legs flew up and pulled him to me as I stuffed the head of the hard shaft into my quivering passage.

This one was immense! It was so much thicker than either Tsu's or the previous one's. I increased the pressure of my heels on his back and I squealed as I felt my vagina being stretched wide by the immensity of the huge shaft I tried to envelope in my tight canal. My first attempt only managed to lodge the head of his great penis inside me. Grunting, I dug in my heels and tightened my legs, firmly pulling him to me. I howled as his mammoth spike plowed further into me.

When his great penis was fully and firmly imbedded inside me and his huge fluttering testicles was pressed tight between the globes of my buttocks, I was immediately engulfed in waves of pleasure. The immensity of the presence I held so deeply in me took me to a level of rapture I couldn't have imagined possible. My back arched, driving my aching nipples up into his stroking hands. My vaginal muscles clamped sharply onto the enormous staff seated snugly in my spasming furrow and my hips ground desperately into him.

I sucked intensely at the monster in my possession. My entire being was centered on enticing, cajoling, insisting, demanding. I craved his essence, hungered for it, and every muscle in my body worked to satisfy my aching need. My pelvis hammered against him, making his scrotum beat rapidly against my quivering buttocks. My labial lips clung to his immense girth as it rocked in and out of my convulsing chamber. My vagina squeezed and clutched, sucked and milked, nipped and bit at his penis, urgent in its exquisite, wanton lust.

I was rewarded by a long, low groan from my sweet partner's lips, followed by a sudden arching of his back. Then I felt his shaft bulging inside me and, incredibly, my orgasmic euphoria grew even more intense. Again and again my spasming canal clamped fiercely down on his twitching column as it blasted stream after stream of his syrupy essence forcefully through my cervix, filling my womb.

Even after I had taken every drop he had to give, I shook with orgasm three more times upon the great presence inside me before it grew limp and slid from my grasping vagina. As the waves of my last rapture waned, my entire body grew limp, my legs falling from my sweet partner's hips, sprawling widely parted on either side of him. My breasts' intense heaving abated as my breath slowed, my heart's rapid beating returned to normal and I was enveloped with a sense of utter peace and satisfaction intruded only by the void I felt inside me left when the immense presence I'd become accustomed to was withdrawn from my still quivering chasm.

As the second of my two partners for the yang reception rose from the mat, I felt the source of my satisfaction, the liquid essence I'd taken from the two of them, begin to ooze thickly from between my splayed vaginal lips. Even before the creamy discharge has a chance to slide into the crevice between my buttocks, I felt a presence again between my thighs. I suddenly gasped at the feeling of a warm, wet caress upon my labia.

I raised my head to see Pearl's bobbing head between my legs, then my neck stiffened and my back arched as her tongue lapped up the fluids dribbling out of me, sliding along my trembling labial lips Her caressing tongue slid into my open vagina and she drank deeply of the essence within, making me moan with pleasure. As her curling tongue licked at my vaginal walls, her nibbling lips fluttered on my excited clitoris, igniting my passions yet again. My breasts again rocked wildly as my breath grew quick and short and my voice again rose in a long, guttural wail as my desire broke and my body shook in still another intense orgasm. My bottom rose from the pillow as I thrust my vulva up into her active mouth, luxuriating in the rapture of passively receiving the divine pleasure of her lips fondling my clitoris, her tongue stroking deeply in my vagina.

As I finally came down from the last of my seeming endless series of orgasms, Pearl's head came up from between my legs. She pulled at my arms and made me sit upright, then, together on the mat, we hugged. She whispered in my ear, "The last is part of the ceremony so that none of the essence is wasted. But I think it's the best part, don't you?"

As we rose from the mat, Pearl said, "So, now you know. Now you understand. It is what you expected?"

I was still shaky from the exertions of the afternoon and I leaned against her for support. Her hand cupped my breast and I shivered at her touch.

Certainly, none of this was what I expected when I first got off the plane. The ceremony would have been incomprehensible to me even only a hours ago. Then I was a chaste virgin. Now I was a woman who, to the mundane world, had just had unprotected sex at the most fertile point of my cycle with three different men, one of whom, a man almost old enough to be my father, I'd willingly given my virginity. In the world I'd come from, this would have been obscene, a mad abomination.

But this was not the mundane world. This was a world that heralded the beginning of a new spiritual awakening. And for the natives of this new world, a entirely new Way was essential.

"I am blessed to be allowed to give life to Tsu's teachings," I told Pearl as we walked from the Garden. "I've never felt so content and fulfilled in my life."

Pearl smiled. "It gets better. Now, you and Faun go back to your quarters and rest. Undine and I will meet you at dinner. After that, of course, is the evening ceremony.

Faun and I wobbled back to the housing quarters, leaning on each other for support. She was just as exhausted and sore as I was. When we got to my room, she was too beat to go the extra few feet to her room, so together we fell onto my bed.

"Oh, God, Roe," Faun groaned, "I'm getting your bed all wet. I'm still dripping."

"So am I," I sighed. "I still can't believe I just had three different men come inside me."

"Neither can I. And I can't believe how good it felt!"

I rolled over and looked at her. I squealed, "Wasn't it exquisite? Did you ever imagine anything could feel that wonderful?"

Faun shivered. "It's just so incredible. I've always wondered what it would be like, but I never imagined it could be so--so--"

"I know. Words are so inadequate." I found myself staring at her pubic mound. Her legs were spread and I could see the slow trickle of fluid that dripped from her. Impulsively, I reached over and dipped my finger into the dampness running from her.

"Ooh," she murmured, looking down at my hand as I ran it along her moist labia.

I pulled my hand away. "I'm sorry," I said, embarrassed. "I don't know why I--"

"Don't be sorry," Faun breathed. "It felt nice. See?" She ran her hand along my bottom and then downwards, sliding her fingers along my labial lips. She her fingertips dipped between them, rubbing tenderly toward my clitoris. She smiled when she touched the delicate nub and saw my buttocks shiver.

As she continued to gently stroke my clitoris, my eyes were fixed on the slowly oozing fluid that ran from her vulva. Without thinking, I slid forward between her open thighs and, lowering my head, pressed my tongue between the soft folds. As she moaned in response, I lapped at the dripping syrup.

Her petting fingers became more insistent. Then she pulled herself over to me and, moving herself and me onto our sides, she slipped her own tongue up and down my swollen crevice, drinking the silvery fluids that ran from me in greater and greater quantities. As she licked, she moaned into my vagina and I felt it vibrate through my body, just as I knew she felt my cries within her. When we orgasmed together as one entity, our movements carried us up and down from one crest to the next.

We spent the rest of the afternoon caressing and pleasuring each other until we slipped into a light slumber. We slept in each other's arms until Pearl and Undine, knowing we'd probably be napping, came to fetch us for dinner. I awoke to see Pearl smiling down at me.

"We weren't sure if we'd find Faun in her or you in her room, but we figured you'd be together," she said as I untangled myself from Faun. "C'mon, you two must be starving."

"And," Undine said, "you'll need your energy for the evening ceremony."

After dinner, we all went back to the Garden. This time, my first partner was a young blonde boy who didn't look over sixteen. I had a hard time concentrating, tho, I couldn't help but notice that Faun's was mating was with Tsu. She got so excited that she began shrieking. I closed my eyes and imagined that it was Tsu's penis inside me. I think the visualization helped my performance. My hips bucked into my partner's groin and my vagina clamped like a vise on his thick flesh. It didn't take long for me to suck the semen from his shaft, but when his fluids began to flow, it went on forever. His sweet cream just spurted and spurted out of him, quickly filling me, then pouring out and thickly coating my buttocks before dripping in a great pool under my bottom and back.

He pulled out of my spasming vagina and I groaned at the loss, but to my delight I looked up to see Tsu's beaming face smiling gently down at me. I wasted no time in wrapping my legs around him and driving his incredible penis into my hungry sheath. His familiar flesh felt warm and full within me and, just as Faun did, I cried out over and over, pounding my hips into him as my clenching vagina pulled and sucked at his delicious member. I knew I pleased him because his hands clutched intensely at my breasts and he howled when I fiercely milked the syrup from him. I sucked it into me so intensely and so deeply that I'd have sworn I felt it filling my fallopian tubes.

After I'd sucked him dry, I must have fainted because I don't remember him withdrawing. All I knew was that I was engulfed with the feeling of total joy and peace. Then I felt tender fingers parting my labia and a licking tongue scooping out the excess semen from my vagina. Pearl's wonderful mouth felt different from the last time, though. With great effort, I raised my head and looked down to fine Undine between my legs. Her eyes met mine and then, with a delicious nibble of her teeth upon my clitoris, my head snapped back onto the pillow and my hips beat into her mouth as I shook in orgasm.

After the ceremony, Faun and I went back to our rooms, excitedly sharing our experiences when we coupled with Tsu. We fell asleep with our head between each other's legs, the sweet taste of Tsu on our lips.

Every morning we woke in each others arms and prepared for the morning ceremony. Every afternoon we participated, and every evening, too. We lived in carnal ecstasy, a perpetual state of bliss. I grew to love the feeling of fullness within me, grew to feel less than whole when I wasn't in possession of one of the penises of the many males of the Common. Every night I fell asleep with the salty taste of essence on my tongue, stolen from Faun's vagina.

After I'd been at the Common a month, I realized that my period hadn't come. I suddenly became worried. Could Tsu's teachings be wrong? Could all of the semen I'd been taking into me actually have gotten me pregnant? Could I have a baby growing in me?

I confided my fears with Faun. She told me she was having the same fears, because her period was a week late, too. She was afraid she was pregnant, too. Her biggest worry was that, with all the different men she'd taken semen from, she couldn't have any idea who the father of her baby was.

We confronted Pearl and Undine with our concerns. Pearl smiled and assured us that we weren't pregnant. Undine told us that it'd be best if Tsu explained why we weren't menstruating. They arranged for each of us to speak with him in private.

"No, little Roe," Tsu laughed. I was in the same oddly curved chair that I sat in when I first met with him. Tsu was between my legs and I held his penis tightly within me, my vagina spasming and sucking at it. "You are not pregnant. Now that your chakra is ingesting the pure essence of physical spirituality, your womb is no longer preparing itself for the creation of life. That, like pregnancy, was a manifestation of imperfection, as was your menstruations. Now that you've attained enlightenment, in body as well as in mind, you've left such imperfections behind."

"I--I s-see," I gasped, my pelvis rolling against his abdomen.

He pressed his hands down onto my belly, his fingers intertwining into my pubic hair. "Here, now, you are filled with the perfection of spiritual life, not the imperfection of the cycle of death and birth." I shuddered as the waves of my orgasms swelled higher.

His hands rose to my breasts and his fingers nipped at my thick, tight nipples, sending shoots of electric ecstasy through my body. My bottom rose off the chair as every part of my being labored to extract his precious essence.

"See-- how your body works-- to attains its need," Tsu moaned, his voice low and harsh, "it-- would not crave-- what would do it harm. Would it-- little Roe?"

I could only grunt in reply, "Uhh! Uhh! Uhh! Ohhh!!" His thick flesh began to jump and twitch inside me, flooding my womb with his sweet release.

After the audience, I went back to my room. I was a bit embarrassed at my lack of faith, but now I was confident that Tsu's words were filled with truth. It was the last time my trust in him ever waned. I was sitting on the bed when Faun came in.

Grinning, I asked, "Feeling better, now?"

"Oh, Roe," she sighed, falling onto the bed next to me, "how could we have ever doubted him?" I comforted her with my lapping tongue, sucking Tsu's essence from her still splayed receptacle. She responded in kind.

Faun and I settled in to our new lives the Common, our existence dedicated to perpetual orgasmic carnality. Practically every waking moment was devoted to the yang reception, either in spiritual meditation and preparation or in the physical act. My life couldn't have been more delightful. The only problem was that, not long after my calming meeting with Tsu, I was getting nauseous a lot. The doctor at the clinic took a bunch of tests and she finally told me it was nothing, just a minor side effect of ingesting so much essence into my chakra. Evidently, my body was retaining essence instead of allowing it to flow through me. She examined me and said that it would pass with practice.

I grew familiar with the subtle differences among the men that lived in the Commons. Each one was different. Some penises were longer, some were thicker, but each one felt unique inside me and I clutched and pulled at each one in a different way. I learned the signals that each one gave just before they released their essence into me. Some would began to grunt really loudly. Some wouldn't make any noise at all, but would just tighten their eyes. One thing is for sure, though. Each and every one of them had penises long enough to reach deep into me and press tight against my cervix, so when I sucked the essence from them, it jetted right into my womb, no matter how much or how little they expressed their erotic pleasure, no matter how much or how little they jerked and twitched inside me.

Right after my nausea went away, I began to notice that my breasts were getting more sensitive. Sometimes during the ceremony, my partner's caressing hands would drive me to new heights of orgasm. Other times I'd have to push his hands away because my breasts were so sensitive they'd begin to hurt. I saw that my nipples were growing darker and the veins in the skin were beginning to show. My breast were actually beginning to get bigger and heavier.

Faun's breasts were growing, too. When I finally told her what I was seeing, she thanked me for saying something, because she thought she was going crazy. Again we checked with the doctor and again we were told it was a side effect of the essence. We were retaining it in our breasts, which was why they were growing dark and full. The doctor did a pelvic exam and took some tests. When she was done, she smiled and she told us we could expect essence retention in another part of our bodies, too.

Sure enough, just after I'd been at the Common for a little over four months, I realized that I was growing fat, and by my five-month anniversary, my belly was clearly beginning to show a prominent bulge outward, plainly announcing to the world the outcome of my actively taking the semen of literally dozens of different men into my womb three times a day since my arrival. I got a bit concerned. Not about whether or not I was pregnant with a baby inside me. I knew that wasn't the case. I was wondering why we were holding the essence inside us, why it wasn't flowing to the heavens as it should.

Month after month I grew fatter and fatter. I could tell the essence inside me needed to be released because I could feel it moving about as it if was trying to get out. But it wouldn't flow; it just stayed inside me and filled my belly, making it swell until it looked like I was carrying a basketball inside me. It became harder and harder just to walk and I had to bend backward to adjust to my extra weight. My breasts had swollen up, too, so I felt utterly bloated all the time.

It wasn't just me. Faun's belly was full and distended, too. In fact, all the girls who took part in the ceremony were retaining essence. For some of them it was just a little swelling in the abdomen, but most of us were fat and growing, the bloating showing no sign of ever slowing, much less stopping. For all the world, we all looked very, very pregnant. Sometimes one of us would lose faith and start crying and wailing about carrying a fatherless child inside her, but we'd calm her down.

The ritual ceremonies went on as usual. We'd all take the men's willing penises into our now-gaping vaginal passages and clutch and suck at them until they'd pour still more essence into our over-stuffed wombs. Our conditions didn't get in the way too much, but getting up and down from the floor was almost humorous. After the ceremony, trying to get up we all looked like a bunch of bugs stuck on our backs.

It was actually in the middle of a yang reception that I felt the first sharp pain. It took my breath away, as well as my partner's, because I practically ripped his penis off. Pearl realized what was happening and she got me to the infirmary in time.

At first I thought that the essence was finally draining. I was just surprised that returning the spirituality to the heavens was proving to be so painful. It wasn't until they put the baby in my arms that I realized I'd just given birth to my son.

Tsu explained it. Somewhere in the previous nine months, my faith had faltered at the same time as one of the males, and the baby was conceived then and there. There was really no way to tell who the father was, or even when the conception took place. It could even have only a month or so ago since the stored essence would have matured the fertilized egg quite rapidly.

The only thing to do, Tsu said, was to try again, this time with greater resolve. So I have. Over and over.

The results haven't been what I've hoped. I've given birth four times so far, but I know that sooner or later my faith will be perfected. Like anything else, it just takes practice.

It's the least I can do. After all, I owe my life to Guru Tsu.

 

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